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*displays textbook symptomatic behavior of my own disorder that I am well educated on* what’s my deal why am I like this
#I know exactly why I’m like this but why am I like this#I know what’s wrong with me but wtf is wrong with me#adhd autistic#audhd creature#cluster a#cluster b#cluster c#personality disorders#bpd stuff#late diagnosed autistic#cptsd recovery#did osdd#bpd#audhd#adhd problems#audhd problems#borderline personality disorder#complex trauma#mood disorders#anxiety disorders#psychotic disorders#neurological disability#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#trauma disorders#traumagenic
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all i have left
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#fushiguro megumi#itadori yuuji#yuuji#megumi#hhhhhhhhh why angsty mood im hurting my me :((((((#go from megumi angst 2 dumb outfits then HARD pivot back 2 angst#u dont understand th clench in my heart i get drawing th sukuna scars on megumi i genuinely hate it so much#theyre such a Part of yuuji's design tht drawing them on megumi feels so viscerally wrong n it just hammers home that nothing is alright#had to listen 2 the cutesiest music possible while drawing this 2 keep myself sane#miku miku beam th pain away :)#real talk tho like. im really not one to b terribly emotionally affected by my own art. or to draw from my Own emotional state at all rly#i tend 2 keep myself pretty distant#but theres smth abt this one man this one pulls at th kokoro :(#suffering from success ig :/#created an emotionally poignant piece n it hurt. 0/10 wld not recommend. am going back to drawing boys shirtless >:c#gna draw something else so i stop feeling genuine human emotion
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body swap
#VERY UNINTENDED HIATUS#my only explanation for u is that i am so academically locked in rn. ANYWAYS#i think akechi could pretend to b pego#there WILL b flaws. but i think he can explain away well enough#pego is a car on fire#one interaction with sae & he is clocked as PECULIAR & WEIRD#sae thought she was already used to goro's very special flavor of weirdly hypercompetent & vulnerable teen#but no. curveball. get hit with pego's brand of weirdness#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#p5r#procreate#2024#goro akechi#persona 5 protagonist#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#4.5 hours#taitavva sketches#i LOVEEEEE drawing akechi in the moment before the straddle#sorry there is something wrong w/ me#< pego brained#i need to draw mroe. i forgot what they looked like#AHHHHHHHHHH
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♫ I do what I want/Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun/I don't need anything from anyone ♫
(ID in Alt) you guys ever think about your own posts and get upset?? Anyway Damian Wayne I love you I'm so sorry your life is like that
#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#dc robin#batman and robin#alfred pennyworth#dick grayson#bruce wayne#lyrics are ofc from American Teenager by ethel cain#the lyrics are a bit too specific to specifically be a damian song and the verses talk about like. christian church and substance abuse#but thag chorus???? ohhhh baby#its also stephcore btw. to me at least#ANYWAY this took. forever and i did while feeling sick/off in the run up to my period so frankly it's a miracle it got finished at all#but yknow for now im fairly happy w this one. played around w the colours and challenged myself to really put my all into the linework#there's some details here n there that r wrong (failsafes design is. all kinds of wonky) but like. who give a shit#anyway my brain and hands are on vacation for the next few days <3#btw the blood on damians hands is a reference to the upcoming B&R cover (for 11 or 12 i think?) where damians-#-beating the living daylights out of bane. B&R has mostly been chill n slow so far but these issues...ohhh i am SEATED#uhh anyway yeah <3#OH WAIT#mine#< haha. art tag i always forget
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Requested by gonna-live-just-to-spite-you
#ace? more like b-ace-d#i am SO SORRY this took so long i accidentally put the request in the wrong folder ;-;#lgbtqtext#lgbtq text#animated text#word art#ace colors#asexual colors#multicolor#ace#ace pride#ace positivity#ace humor#ace meme#asexual#asexual pride#asexual positivity#asexual humor#asexual meme#aspec#acespec#asexuality spectrum#asexual spectrum#lgbtq#lgbtq pride#lgbtq positivity#lgbtq humor#lgbtq meme#queer#queer pride
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it would have been very beautiful. camilla would have had to cook (horrible bone soup)
#HELLO back at it again#tug introduced groundbreaking new findings about soul permeability but my mind bypassed all that in favour of this au#the division of labour is as follows:#dulcie reads the instructions; snacks; and changes the radio station every time she doesn’t like a song#if you complain she will remind you she's literally dying. life is too short and mediocre songs are too long#pal gets stuff from high shelves and battles his constantly fogged up glasses#he tried to help with prep once and promptly got himself banned from using knives for the rest of his life#cam does 98% of the actual cooking#trivia section -#you can tell i am new to this because i arranged them in the wrong speaking order. let’s all practice our right to left reading#cam has a silly novelty apron because a) the idea was unbearably funny to me and b) i need to spread the gospel (aroace cam)#the cookbooks next to dulcie are ‘a few teaspoons of salt’ (by ianthe tridentarius)#and ‘saintly feasts: food for saints and scholars’ which is a real book! though not written by cassiopeia the first#*#dulcie septimus#dulcinea septimus#camilla hect#palamedes sextus#the locked tomb#field sketches#<< i get to have an art tag now!
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lando liking hate comments on his instagram…brother put the phone down. take a deep breath. call a friend.
#send an angry email to your team demanding why they’ve hung you up to dry psychologically#and are perfectly happy to roll you out for morality points but don’t actually give a shit about your clearly deteriorating MH otherwise#don’t get me wrong I am a hater but also im human and I do. I do worry. especially since the evil orange team seems to be happy to profit#off his struggles and publicise them without giving him any tools to cope with a. mental health itself in an elite sport and b. having that#public#atheletes who talk about mental health have usually done a massive amount of work to be prepared for it#whereas mclaren seem perfectly happy to just ship lando off to the wolves#yes I may be a hater however I think lando is a product of his environment and it’s an environment that only cares ab their image not him#anti mclaren#lando Norris this once I defend you
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05/30/2024
where have i been, you ask? bar prep 24/7, baby!! well more like 24/7 dread about bar prep and only several hours of studying after calming myself down....... the only thing getting me through this tumultuous time is wearing cute shoes, drinking coffee, and using my cute new planner🌼
#please ignore the wrong info about the types of deeds as i am just quickly taking lecture notes.. i have since corrected it#my 3L law school hobonichi ended in march so i had to use the back grid pages as a weekly planner in april :(#now i'm using a 100 days motemote planner i got from korea and it is literally just a list of tasks for everyday#mine#studyblr#tea-tuesday#study inspiration#studyspo#studying#study#study motivation#b*r pr*p
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girls do not want true love they want shadow and bone s3 and the soc spin-off
#oh no wait they do not want them they NEED these things#am I wrong#I don't think so#I'd sell my soul#s&b#soc#six of crows#crooked kingdom#grishaverse#shadow and bone
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b-sides
#‘you haven’t made anything new in awhile’ wrong! the machine never sleeps and ever hungers! i am at the mercy of whims beyond my control#assorted collection of freaky shit I don’t post bc it’s less-than-palatable imo; yall are lil freaky weirdos too tho so#would I show these to my mother? no. would I show them to my deranged stranger-friends in my puter? it’s more likely than you think#b sides suitable only for discerning faggots and robot girls with bad wiring#my art#glitch art#aesthetic#art#artwork#webcore#internetcore#glitchcore#abstract#artists on tumblr#photography#abstract art#glitch aesthetic#grunge#noise#glitchartistscollective#messy
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i am. in tears.
#kuroko no basket#midorima shintarou#i am not lying when i say that i shrieked when this happened#why is he like this? why are they all like this??#generation of miracles more like generation of buffoons#i'm not tagging that purple haired guy b/c i just met him this episode and i don't remember his name#but i tell you i would die for him#i'm sure he'll prove me wrong shortly
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the Riordanverse books really went from Chiron dramatically going “oh atheist ppl experience exactly what they expect [nothing] after death, isn’t that so sad??” (in such a tone that’s def very belittling to atheist ppl) to “Local Bostonian Atheist is forcibly dragged to a Viking Afterlife after being straight-up killed at 15”
I do not know if this direction is better but it sure is goofy
#and the only reason I remember the Chiron line is bc I was like 7 or something and was like OH NO MY FRIENDS GONNA END UP IN A DIFF#AFTERLIFE WHAT THE HELL#not art#does does anyone remember this#am I alone#riordanverse#rick riordan#and to be clear I still love these books it’s just something I noticed#percy jackson#magnus chase#I could also b wrong abt who says what line#but there was a line about this it scarred me as a child
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my take on fem!itfs.....i tried my best but i dont think i like them
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#yuuji#megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#these were a fun exercise but i am leaving them on the bench unfinished gomen....#itfs yuri: 1 hina: 0#i tried so hard i cannot make myself like them but i spent so long trying that i feel i might as well post them#i think because of how much i draw itfs anything that deviates too far from their designs while still trying 2 b them just looks. wrong#like objectively ik these designs r cute ! but as itfs...i dont like them gomen#and its my art im allowed 2 not like it GHJHSFKHSF
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we can joke about light and l overanalysing and planning every word they say and monologuing to explain every action and reaction but tbh for me at least thats just what conversations are like when you have anxiety
#'they said [a] which could say either that they mean [b] and intend to be humourous alongside me here or they mean [c]#in which case they are critiquing me genuinely and intend to inflict a sense of shame. if i respond according to [b] and they mean [c]#that increases my shame and makes me seem arrogant and like i expect everyone to always think well of me#(which could suggest that i am kira)#if i respond according to [c] and they mean [b] i may ruin the tone and turn them against me#and make them feel guilty for making me think i did something wrong and also make me appear excessively defensive/aggressive/on edge#like i always think someone is after me#(which also could suggest that i am kira)#the safest solution is to match their tone and allow them to interpret my response in whatever tone their initial message was in#but they may also interpret this the wrong way. and assume that i am kira'#death note#l lawliet#death note l#light yagami#death note light
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Empire of Death | The One Who Waits at the End of Everything
Choosing to believe One Who Waits is Death the eternal, until proven otherwise.
#This is a wip really but idk if imma have the energy to finish it#and when i am inevitably proven wrong tomorrow i extra dont know if ill have the energy lmaooo#so here are my B&W semi roughs I think its got a nice texchture#death the eternal#doctor who#dw#dweu#dw speculation#dw theory#my art#digital painting#art#15th doctor#fifteenth doctor#the one who waits#dw lore#doctor who eternals#the menti celesti#fanart#I half based her appearence on the only two images on the wiki o7 with a tiny bit of susan triad thrown in
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Got my hands on a Ultra Analysis BNHA book from a library
Some points I liked (I focused more on 1B since they don't get a lot of attention)
1B once had a Tetsutetsu BBQ. They heated him up and cooked food on him. He proceeds to ruin it when he declares his sweat is the salt to their food
Yui is canonically the prettiest first-year
Mineta has no sex appeal at all, but he thinks being a hero will make him lucky
Class B does respect Monoma. He's sharp-minded, witty, and has a way with words
Monoma sometimes wanders into 1A's dorm just to throw down a mean speech, and heads back to 1B
Juzo probably isn't helping Monoma's confrontations with 1A, since he just always asks him why he can't say it to their faces whenever Monoma complains about them
Shiozaki tries to be polite even in a fight
Pony hosts anime parties, so 1B knows a lot about anime. Vice-versa, they teach her Japanese, and everything nasty is Monoma's fault
Tokage was a gyaru
Tsuburuaba, Kaibara, and Kuroiro get worked up whenever they talk about girls
Manga likes Kenranzaki
Awase's family runs a small factory. He also restrains Monoma whenever Kendo isn't available
1B likes hearing Rin say "Aiyah", so he does it for them
Kamakiri is obsessed with cutting into things
Class B's play was really successful
Tamaki is scared of Kirishima's energy
1C was planning a send-off party for Shinsou for his upcoming hero transfer. They didn't doubt he would make it, ever since the Sports Festival
Shishikura (meatball Shiketsu boy) might've chosen Shiketsu because he likes the uniform's hat
Nakagame and Yo are dating
Tsuyu's family gets to spend a lot of time together now, since their parents' busy jobs have calmed down
Tsubasa (devil wing kid in Midoriya's memories) suspiciously lost touch with Midoriya and Bakugo in middle school (his Wiki page confirms Garaki - his grandfather - turned him into a Nomu)
Torino likes goofy gags. This rubs off on All Might (ex. when Midoriya thought he died when Torino fell with ketchup. People don't know whether to laugh or be concerned)
Nighteye has yellow streaks in his hair as a homage to All Might
Nezu likes worming into tight, dark places, so he likes Aizawa's scarf. They went into detail, describing why Nezu likes it, such as material to crawling in, etc.
Recovery Girl has to travel around Japan regularly to help people with her Quirk (as in, she uses her Quirk to help them. Healing Quirks are SO rare)
Hojo, Tabe, and Sestuno are kept in the same jail, so at least they're not separated
#wish i had vestiges other than nana but even she isnt a lot of info here#since the book ends with villains from the overhaul arc i think thats where the series was when the book published#im not doing the math but the book was 2019#also i am not tagging all these characters. thats gonna throw the limit on the floor and give me nothing to work with#1b#class 1b#1-b#class 1-b#spoilers#boku no hero academia#bnha#my hero academia#mha#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#ultra analysis book#a limit of 30 tags and 1b alone is 20 ppl? no thank u#recovery girl's Quirk is actually the ideal typical heal ability you see on fantasy series#magically heal cuts and wounds? in a quirk-way we need a way to explain it#and recovery girl's quirk is the best way to explain it: she speeds up a body's healing process#thats just what happens when u use healing magic or something in a TV show#this was my explanation for why a pokemon cant use healing moves on broken bones (HC stuff for a fanfic) before i made the connection about#recovery girl being ideal in her quirk#because if u use it on a bone to speed up the healing. it might heal incorrectly or beclme cancerous instead#so recovery girl is just “natural healing of the body” rather than “i speed up ur bodys natural stuff”#so ur cells dont multiply so fast and wrong that u now have a tumor or cancer#do i know if these points are in their wiki pages? no. honestly im not going through their pages i just think these are interesting facts#neito monoma#hitoshi shinsou#yui kodai (yup tag limit immediately)
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