#am I alone
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the Riordanverse books really went from Chiron dramatically going “oh atheist ppl experience exactly what they expect [nothing] after death, isn’t that so sad??” (in such a tone that’s def very belittling to atheist ppl) to “Local Bostonian Atheist is forcibly dragged to a Viking Afterlife after being straight-up killed at 15”
I do not know if this direction is better but it sure is goofy
#and the only reason I remember the Chiron line is bc I was like 7 or something and was like OH NO MY FRIENDS GONNA END UP IN A DIFF#AFTERLIFE WHAT THE HELL#not art#does does anyone remember this#am I alone#riordanverse#rick riordan#and to be clear I still love these books it’s just something I noticed#percy jackson#magnus chase#I could also b wrong abt who says what line#but there was a line about this it scarred me as a child
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i know senshi tulpa for eating better is rly good and well known, and so is chilchuck union worker tulpa and i also have both spinning in my head from time to time but. i can';t be the only one who has kabru going "you'll find new things to desire/enjoy" in my head when i'm havin a shite day
#kabruheads you understand right.. you Get it?#am i alone#ch94 lives rent free in my head when im feeling down#senshi and kabru come running#but kabru is the one to go get your pussy up get your money up to me
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would lowkey smash s1 chemistry teacher walter white
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me and the need to write the most bone crushing lesbian au inspired by ‘yellow is the color of her eyes’ and it’s jane looking out the window of an aircraft over the ocean and being absolutely tortured by her own feelings for nymphia. it’s a liminal space where she lets herself feel and it’s a gut wrenching 12 hours. does anyone know what i’m talking about.
#are there any soccer mommy listeners in the room w me#am i alone#it doesn’t matter#i see the vision#you may one day read the words#we can all be happy!#she speaks
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I don't know how to snap my fingers and I don't know how to blow a bubble with bubblegum
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any other autistic person here like strong flavors
#I can’t stand dull and plain flavors#like all the other autistic ppl i know don’t like strong flavors and now I feel 💥💥💥💥#or anyone else who’s a sensory eater#am i alone
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anyone else hear about the new tumblr community thing?
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does anybody remember cheeky nandos
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I think there's a right way and a wrong way to do everything - and that includes writing fic to an extent. Like, yes, it's your story and you write it how you want to write it and it should be self-indulgent in a sense because it is just you having fun and still working hard (working so hard), but if it's not at least somewhat true to the source material in tone and characterization, it's not a fanfic, it's an original story you're writing with your own characters; you just used all the same names/settings/general character statuses as your favorite show/movie/book/game. You know? Like I feel like it can be its own art form (it IS its own art form) if you can take what someone else made that you love and make it even more enjoyable by honoring what's great about the source material instead of twisting it up? Right?
#am I alone#opinion piece#opinion post#fanfic#writing#fic#fanfiction#doverstar's thoughts#fandom#savisnow#the flash#doctor who#timepetals#bad wholf#dw#the flersh#hellcheer#eddissy#st#stranger things#merlin#bbc#marvel#mcu#I'm tagging these because they're the fandoms I write for#jelsa#we can have a discussion if you want and you should definitely tell me if you disagree and why! politely!#:D#author#fic author
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Watching TSwift in the Eras Tour movie belt out songs she wrote in high school with her whole heart in front of a hundred thousand people, and I'm thinking about how I can't even reread a fic I wrote last year without my soul leaving my body
#girl how#my high school writing literally makes me want to die#am i alone#can everyone else reread their stuff from years ago and not cringe at how bad it is#writing#taylor swift
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do any other autistic people spend hours on youtube playlists listening to patriotic/political songs and military marches?? independent of your personal politics, just because those prussians could make an incredible military march
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am I the only person who doesn't like Anna Netrebko
#am I alone#yes my free lifetime subscription to the met opera hd streaming platform through school has been bad for me mentally. pay no mind
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everyone sh. shutd up im cooking smthn
#genshin impact#venti#what am i cooking?? no idea#oh this isnt canon? dont care leave me alone#i remember thinking years ago how badass it would be to have to fight all the archons in reverse order once u get to celestia#like. not that they want to. but celestia or the heavenly principles control them not thru the gnosis but thru their thrones#dont. dont think about it too much i do NOT have enough brains to keep up with accurate lore details#i just want to see venti having lied about being the 'weakest' archon. that bitch has a fucking church theres no way. also gap moe is hhh#fitting to have your first major ally end up being a final-ish boss fight#zilly art
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Am I really alone or am I just lonely?
It's weird to feel alone even when you are surronded by friends and family, surronded by love, but still you feel like you are alone.
It's not like I don't have someone to talk to, someone to laugh, to live, but even when I'm with them I still feel like I'm missing something, someone.
I'm just to into Alice Oseman's book that I'll put a part that maybe will try to give some light into this process of thinking:
"It was so easy to romanticise romance beacuse it was everywhere. It was in music and on TV and filtered Instagram photos. It was in the air, crips and alive with fresh possibility. It was in falling loeaves, crumbling wooden doorways, scuffed cobblestones and fields of dandelions. It was in the touch of hands, screwled letters, crumpled sheets and the golden hour. A soft yawn, early morning laughter, shoes lined up togheter by the door. Eyes across a dance floor.
I could see it all, all the time, all around, but when I got closer, I found that nothing was there. A mirage" - Loveless, Alice Oseman
Sometimes everything seems like a mirage, maybe it's because of my sexuallity, maybe it's because of the way I deal with love, maybe it's because of all of the fanfiction I read when I was 12 till almost 20y. Maybe is because of my self-esteem, maybe it's because of my traume, even maybe it's because of the type of people that are publically put as attractive, and I'm not one of those people, this it's not my body or the way i act.
It's so fucking hard to try and be vunerable to love, even friend love. I want to have this experience, but I don't know if I'll ever be able to (I have a therapist, keep calm).
Maybe writing and putting everything down is gonna help me see things more crearlly.
Maybe not
But I'm willing to see if this horrible feeling will eventually leave me be.
Am I alone?
Am I just lonely?
I don't know, but - as hard as it is - I'm willing to see if I can find love and company with myself before looking for it in other people, situations and realizations.
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#yuji itadori#nobara kugisaki#fushiguro megumi#itafushikugi#inside me are two wolves one is dead on the floor bc this took ages and the other one is screaming from the rooftops bc i am so PLEASED#im so . im so happy w this im in love w flat markers and chisel brushes im sorry fr ever being frustrated with the harsh angles#opacity down square chisel....layers upon layers of polygons...#i love u so much the effect is a treat to play with#hard shapes thin lines my beloved i think ive struck a good balance between sharp n smooth vs textured render#idec that these kids took probably 12 hours each#worth every minute worth every second#nobara's hair here alone is some of my best work idec#god i love. making things tht make me happy i know how to draw i love when i make smth tht makes me say wow im good @ my hobby
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One of the perks of living in Gotham is that occasionally you’ll walk past a Wayne having the most batshit insane conversation anybody has ever had.
Walk past Dick Grayson on the street and hear him say into his phone, “I don’t think he’s anti-vax, but Superman is definitely not vaccinated.”
Stand outside of the downtown WE building and see Tim Drake walk out with his tall friend only to pause and say, “Hold on, I just got the mental image of Lex Luthor pregnant. Thanks for that.”
A lucky few who ride the same subway line as the newest Wayne edition, overheard Duke tell Stephanie that living in Wayne Manor is, “Alright, but when I moved in Jason and Damian gave me a knife and said I had to kill Tim. Said it was tradition.”
“It kinda is. Did you do it?”
“No!” Duke says, to the relief of the overhearers. “Get this…he stabbed himself.”
“…yeah, I should’ve guessed that.”
The downside to living in Gotham is literally everything else.
#the second best thing about living in Gotham is overheating the robins have the most batshit insane convo you’ve ever heard#overhearing*#Duke showed up at Wayne Manor was given a knife and when he told Tim about it#Tim took the knife and stabbed him self (a little) and then shouted to Bruce that Duke stabbed him#because and I quote ‘they won’t leave you alone until you do it’#Duke was just like: WTF am I getting myself into here#batfam#Gotham#dick Grayson#Tim drake#Duke Thomas
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