#also i personally am an o’[name]-[name]
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okay insane thought about names and the feelings i have about them as a transgender blended family kid. it requires a leap of logic where the fantasy high parent couples remain dating and get married or otherwise legally bind themselves together but follow me on this for a moment. also i don’t know or care if this follows canon im just deciding it does
gilear took sandra lynn’s last name
could not afford to change it after the divorce
gilear is just one of those ppl who really likes having the same last name as his life partners, doesn’t have to be his name, he just thinks it’s nice
(sandra lynn liked her name and though she has Many Issues and might have changed her name in an attempt at normalcy gilear’s name was definitely something outlandishly stupid and he suggested it first anyway so it worked out)
do u see where im going with this
gilear seacaster.
fabian is furious but this ain’t about him
something so funny about taking your (way funnier if they don’t even get married) girlfriend’s dead husband’s last name
he keeps faeth as a middle name bc it’s still a connection to fig that he values and wants to keep
anyway. jawbone hears about all of this. absolutely loves it. thinks it’s awesome
jawbone o’shaughnessy-faeth!
yes with the apostrophe and the hyphen. yes every time.
he likes the connection to gilear and fig as much as he does the one to sandra lynn <3
when consulted fig was SUPER enthusiastic about another dad. gilear was like sigh. that might as well happen. im already being dunked upon by my mean stepson. go ahead.
okay the grand finale. the reason i even made this fucking post
adaine kills her dad, gets adopted, and starts to wonder if she should change her name
adaine makes amends with her sister, and starts to wonder if she should keep it
jawbone lets her know right away that he’ll support her decision no matter what, but it takes a long time for her to decide
it takes watching gilear and fabian bicker over their shared last name, watching fig get sappy over gilear holding onto the name faeth, watching fig and jawbone get sappy over THEIR shared last name, watching sandra lynn hide a smile whenever it comes up, watching, watching, watching
watching her sister learn and grow and love her unconditionally
she makes her decision, and when her dad brings her home from the fantasy dmv, there’s a new name on her ID
adaine abernant-o’shaughnessy-faeth. yes all three names. yes with the apostrophe. yes with the hyphens. every time
it’s for her dad, yes, for the man who gave her a home, who helped her find her strength, who is always her safe space, but it’s for more then that too
it’s for her sister, who for better or worse is in all of her earliest memories. who never underestimated her. who’s trying, every day
it’s for her sister, who called her awesome on the first day of school. who’s always there for her. who wears her heart on her sleeve and teaches adaine it’s okay to be emotional. who’s her best friend
it’s for the man who took her in when he had next to nothing to offer, who shared his extra garlic knots and vending machine snacks, who hosted his daughters strange friends night after night without question or complaint
and it’s for the elven woman sitting across from her at the dinner table, who understands her greatest fear better then anyone else and has built a life for herself despite her mistakes. who protected her on their quest. who opened her house for about 6 teenagers to live there permanently and anywhere between 3 and 10 more to hang out as much as they want
adaine abernant-o’shaughnessy-faeth, the people’s oracle <3
#there is absolutely nothing wrong with being family and having different last names. or having the same last name and not being family#but personally#choosing my name and who got to be included was one of the most powerful things in the world and i want that for her <3#dimension 20#fantasy high#adaine abernant#also i personally am an o’[name]-[name]#and let me tell u. every computer hates you so much forever. but it’s okay
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ohhhh this essay was like. definitely plagiarized at least a little bit (<- peer reviewing in the club tonite)
#i am not immune to writing things in similar language to a source bc it's hard to rephrase/i don't fully understand my subject#but this person's voice is so wildly inconsistent that i can't see it being anything else#you did not type out 'language of letters' none of your original thoughts go beyond poorly phrased connective tissue for unquoted#other-source thoughts. what a draft#there's a lot of things that are just kind of unprofessional (first person in an essay we're explicitly not supposed to use that in. callin#authors by their first names. 'of course'. etc)#and im not immune to that either but yk. gotta cut it out in the final submission is all#but it is just a hot mess. that i am editing too intently bc I Need To Fix It#if mr grammar god the god of grammar saw this he'd cry. if you even care#i don't wanna say that they can't use fancy words w/o it being plagiarism bc their grammar is bad bc thats not how that works#but like. just trust me ok#as someone who did the readings. and also it might've been unintentional it's just. definitely half plagiarized yk
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Okay, I've spoken to several of you who like both of these things and I need to know how deep this runs because it's an 'if I had a nickel for each time this thing happened, I'd have (x) nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird that it's happened (x) times' thing-
#contestshipping#shuuharu#totally ok to rb/add commentary in the tags. i am so nosy#I am TRULY curious because I have anecdotally/personally found such a huge overlap lmao. I can name like five or six of you.#which-again- not a lot but given the community's dwindling current size that feels rather notable?#it makes total sense to me tbh. obviously there's large differences#but I feel like it taps into a similar 'poorly socialized guy x the girl who hates him but oh wait there's mutual growth because of E/O'-#- kinda thing.#again obviously there's way more to P&P than that. literary besties don't kill me. but like you see my simplified point right lol?#there's also way more to Lizzie and Darcy than that but you know what I meannnnnnnnnnn#sorry for the disclaimers but i can hear the 'shipping has ruined your ability to do literary analysis' brigade from here lmfao.#like okay well maybe for you. i can multitask but this is my shippy blog so of course I'm focusing on that part more BUT ANYWAYS#i've just met way too many people who like both things for me to not make a poll about it at this point.#or is it just a thing of how p&p is so popular and iconic that ANY random fandom niche would have a similar overlap???#idk. does anyone want to make a poll for their fandom niche and see if it's just a P&P thing???#let's compare. besties. let us band together#someone else do this for their own ship/corner/niche/etc#and of course tumblr polls are statistically useless in most ways available BUT it's interesting.
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Thinking about how me being annoyed at people using the masculine version of my name instead of my actual one is not out of misgendering (that they're trying to get a rise out of me by implying im not feminine enough) but mainly due to me thinking the masculine version sounds AWFUL and nerdy (Though the most famous character with that name is based on the telenovela galan archetype. But I'm not THAT either!). Whereas my actual name(feminine version) is just so common I kinda don't give a fuck about it.
#i have some nicknames that i use more than my name. me and my s/o rarely use our actual names. same with my brother or family.#i have many names bc i often am given one by someone to differentiate me from other people with that name#names don't mean much to me. i will call the same person multiple names all the time#also this makes me wonder if im actually not a woman bc i don't give a fuck about the misgendering and sometimes like it#im probably agender or something#talking to myself#i have an interesting relationship to names... now that i think about it
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An old classmate from highschool has become an actress and she's in a pretty popular tv show here in Greece where she plays a teenager. and it's just so wild to see while knowing what she looked like as an ACTUAL teen. She'll be 25 soon lmao 😭
#or maybe she already is#idk her birthday#this trope of full grown adults playing children will never not be funny#but it's also problematic bc it changes the average person's impression of what a teenager looks like#and opens up the rhetoric of adult/teen relationships#like in pll where the actress who played a 15yo and the guy who played her teacher who she dated in the show were only like 2-3 years apart#irl#and so when you looked at them together it didn't feel as wrong as it was#why am i going on this tangent lmao#o protos apo emas#ο πρωτος από εμας#Έλσα#I'm not tagging my classmates name#it feels too weird#fun fact: 2 other people from my year became actors#which is funny bc we went to a music themed highschool#we were taught everything abt music and these 3 were like “nah I'll do theater instead”#crispy talks#text#ranting in the tags as usual
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#original caption: get haunted idiot#second caption that I changed: it’s your own fault harry#cause yknow#they r on a first name basis :) <3#bitter enemies 2 lovers#but also like#us (monstrous) v the world (which can burn)#yk when a ghosts hair keeps growing it means they’re not dead dead so there’s hope#sectumsempra#I rly thot abt holding on to this one and posting it in October but yk I’d forget i just have to post stuff whenever I draw it#even if that’s at fuck o clock am my time#which it always is#rn this is just an app I go on to dump content into and exit so even this much is a personal miracle#draco malfoy#harry potter#drarry#draco x harry#harry x draco#also Ik he doesn’t have his glasss but you see that’s bc I started this drawing w a entirely different premise in mind and it was Relevant
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mkay its been a few days and i dont have the most perfect words to express this but uh. please remember just bc i reblog certain kinks on this blog and am publicly horny in general doesn't mean that you can try to engage in that kink with me without asking first, especially if we are not mutuals.
#i feel like I'm pretty open in my tags and rbs and vents about being actually Very anxious re: sex and penetration#and I know I've said a couple times the way to flirt with me is thru my ego#but like. pls dont come in my inbox detailing how u (a stranger i dont follow who follows me) are going to submit yourself to me & knot me#like (A) im a switch yes but i do not dom freely. its a very intimate act for me bc i am not like a hard dom. i am basically mommy in bed#(w/o liking being called mommy) when i dom so yk. and (B) yes i love knots and i even have publicly talked abt taking some mutuals knots bu#that doesnt mean i want Everyone to knot me yk? and it was a mistake so im not sharing this person's name or anything else i just yk#general reminder uh. if we're not mutuals and u wanna send me a fantasy about what u wanna do To me pls just do like a 2sec check#i promise it'll be better for both of us if u go “omg i had this fantasy wanna hear it” first#(** misunderstanding not mistake)#tldr: please just like. if we have never spoken or we're not mutuals Ask me before sending fantasies that Involve me esp if dynamics based#also if we are mutuals like i follow ur side blog/u follow me from main ik thats a different circumstance#and in those cases uh. if u don't interact frequently from main just lmk Who u are first bc i am actually very bad at social cues#and do not pick up on if a side blog and main are run by the same person unless its spelled out for meeeee
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amnimation!
[image description: a short work-in-progress animation of a person getting ready to throw a much smaller person like a football. the bigger person nods, backs up with a few short hops, and aims their shot before throwing the smaller person offscreen. end id]
#theres a lot more to this scene but i rlly like how this part turned out so!!! gif :o]#this is honestly the most fun ive had with an animation in quite a while#ive found out today that i am not only better at animating rlly cartoony movement but also its rlly fun for me#as much as i like how my art looks when its more realistic i also enjoy doing my cartoony art much more#i oughtta start leaning back into the sillygoofy. might help get me out of this art funk ive been in#anyways!! throwing them#i nicknamed the big character in this shot “shoes” :o]#i havent named the lil angel guy their throwing but the person their throwing to is named doug#thank you to my friend philip for misreading my notes as ''doug'' and accidentally naming my lil dude#philip if you see this omg hi bestie#doc talks#my art#doc's animations#ask to tag
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idk why my brain is suddenly hung up on torturing dism but i'm here for his fraught and tortured questions :)
#it's rare usually I give his brother this kind of treatment#i dig it immensely though :>#yes i am still hung up on that arc 4 ludonarrative harmonious idea from last week#every time it comes to mind it gets worse :D !!#i mean sometimes I forget that Dism's backstory IS traumatic#much of it I would just classify as my childhood (minus the kidnapping obv)#that I forget it leaves scars to be exploited~#bonus points for the Munchausen Syndrome By Proxy though I didn't even know that counted as abusive until recently#i didn't even know that sort of lie about one's health had a name :O#but it leaves fun angles to play with :P#this is your reminder that i can be JUST as remorseless and cruel as you if I so desire~#also even those few snippets i DID write did so much for my understanding of him#what he's so afraid of :)#it makes me want some of those really difficult psychological questions like I answered for Archie that one time#and not even just for him. I appreciate the challenge for any of them. It shows me how strong their personalities are ^^#just pav things#head children my beloved I deserve you but you don't deserve me ^^;#not that Dolphin would give you better treatment................
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many notifs, but i sigh
#just me hi#it's just the slightest bit bothersome when i get like 7-18 notifications and they're all likes and 1 (one) bot follow hsbfhs#i'm not turning off notifs for them though because i like seeing the same people drop by and i see it as a hello. but strangers why do you#knock on my door and you don't even shake my hand? c'mon man i don't bite ! ᵐᵘᶜʰ#/oh but there was that one time i left for like 2 days and came back to like 6 bot follows rapid-fire#in a Row it was ridiculous#and in the midst. one actual person that i almost blocked#sorry person i almost blocked (and reported). i forgot your name but your icon had some red and green in there somewhere. and i think pink#actually don't listen to me i don't think i actually remember Hfhsfvb#oh and there was one time i Did mistakenly block and report bc it looked like rb spam on their side#i am so sorry. high chance you will not see this bc i haven't seen you in my notifs ever afterwards [o-o;] but yea sorry about that ~+~+~#//and now! the weather#It'S GETTING COOLER YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BABYYYYYYYYYY WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEYYAASS#//and now sports :)#i'm getting new skatesssss YeaAAA BAYYYYBEEE-#//and back to the news :))#i also asked for a lego set :DDD#want an ocean-themed one because i like water. and also the blue bricks look edible#i will not eat them i promise. i promise. double pinky promise. on my Word#we will not have a repeat of those last.. how many.... it was some! no repeats. i will not eat them :)#//now i'm going to finish this thing i'm drawing and then also finish this comic i have#i guess i'll post on webtoons because the vertical scroll will work well for my horrible formatting#/and also my tags might get cut lol#so Boom! Bon Voyage !!!
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Headcanon: Owls
Many cultures all over the world view owls as bad omens. American Indian tribes are no different. While this would vary by tribe, many tribes and Indigenous nations see owls as bringers of death or as shapeshifters of people who practice bad medicine. Bad medicine is a term for hexes or curses that can be minute or as severe as death.
Some tribes and nations say owls are the spirits of these practitioners or restless spirits of the dead.
Harmony's tribe, the Lakota, sees owls as harbingers of death, especially the great horned owl and screech owl. Great horned owls have feathered tufts that look like horns, hence their name. Many Indigenous people believe that animals with horns or antlers have great spiritual power. The fact they are nocturnal, their vocalizations like the hooting and screeches, and their silent flight influence much of the fear towards owls and the beliefs that they bring curses or death.
Harmony knows there are owls who are ordinary owls, and she thinks some are beautiful or cute. However, she believes in spirits, both good and bad. This means she is going to be uncertain if the owl she encounters is an ordinary owl or an evil spirit. It will make her nervous around them and she will try to keep her distance from the creature. She knows it is not a well-known fact, so she doesn't hold anything with owls on them against people. She is okay with sharing this with other people who want to know.
She is very reluctant to be near great horned owls and screech owls. This is because, in her culture, a great horned owl means that someone will die in the near future. A screech owl's presence warns that a child will die. This is due to the fear that the owl is actually an evil spirit that came to take the victim away.
#bio#left in the dark#death tw#wanted to share since I don't think I have before#and had a conversation with a good friend about it#I can share some specifics since my tribe's view of owls is different from the Lakota#we see them as spirits of witches who are traditionally people who practice bad medicine#which differs from the belief that the owl is a restless spirit or shapeshifter#it's just I didn't want to ramble#too much since the southeastern view of owls differ from Great Plains#and I want this post to focus on Harmony#personally I am okay with owls because I know there are regular ones#but I also believe in witches#and the term witch is used instead of the traditional term since it's treated the same way as saying the w*****o name#which is the belief of saying the name can invoke one#this isn't to offend people who practice witchcraft because I know most are very against doing harm to others#child death tw
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my taste in media is just people cooking for and having meals with each other huh
#personal#kinou nani tabeta/tsukuritai onna to tabetai onna/bread & butter/gourmet hound to name a few#there was also a manga about a broke portuguese girl living in jp but loves to eat that i was OBSESSED w in hs#i just LOVE when people eat delicious looking stuff & share it w other people#this thought came bc i just finished reading tsukutabe update (really cute btw!!)#which made me hungry at 1 am 🤧#but the perks of having no flatmate is you can cook at weird hour w/o anyone judging you ✨#also i made one pot miso soy sauce pasta w bacon 😋
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staring into space as I realize this chapter is going to be like 8k
#post-kamino through Overhaul is a HUGE chunk of time to cover#but the problem is that if I split it in half then literally nothing will happen in the first half and too much will happen in the second#so it's one chapter#on the bright side I've decided how to address the ''pack dynamics'' part of a/b/o#because i personally am not into the rigid roles inside a pack#basically in my universe that's an archaic traditionalist system and almost nobody uses it#except for one group who we KNOW is already very into tradition: the yakuza (namely the shie hassaikai)#BUT as we all know many members aren't happy with how overhaul disregards yakuza tradition on the regular#so in my story their pack leader is unusually an omega with his alpha mate (kurono) happily taking a wholly subservient role#as both Overhaul's mate and one of his right hands [the other is mimic]#they and the 8 bullets are also all overhaul's left hands#it's very untraditional for them to hold dual roles as both peacekeepers/advisors and violent enforcers#especially since kurono is also the pack leader's mate#idk i saw a tumblr post with short and simple pack dynamics and i thought it would work for my story#since the central group in the story (The League) doesn't use them at all
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EEK EEK !!! DEADNAME JUMPSCARED AAA AA !!! (but funni /lh)
#long tags //#anywho anywho-#this is really funni to me cause- i sorta 'assigned' my deadname to be my old emails name after making my chosen ones hdjkSD-#so its like i passed it along.. to the closest random object i had#(bonus cause old email had my entire deadname dshdsdk)#so now everytime i hear my deadname come up my brain will just think that im roleplaying my now personafied old email :]#brand new oc concept: old email that took my deadname <3 what crimes will it commit..#anywho typed this post out cause i thought this deadname recycling concept was a fun way to dodge dysphoria- and its been a while since-#i got deadname jumpscared in a professional phonecall aHJKSD#<<< totally didnt have the guts to correct the nice person oop but shh details /lh#(also. might actually develop this oc idea but without my actual deadname shkjSD i got attached to this concept now-)#(totally not s p a m t o m 2.0 this is my new original character <3 /lh /lh aHJSKd)#(also if anyone else wants to take this concept of reassigning deadnames to an object or etc :eyes: i am cheering respectfully !!)#(KILL dysphoria no more dysphoria >:])
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yes, and
sometimes I do like to read about a healthy relationship and healthy communication and good friendships. sometimes it is nice to have an occasional actually good fictional model to base some (some! *some.* just some. I really want to emphasise just some) actionable good behaviour (like, how to Do A Confrontation that isn't too aggressive and will Get The Things Done that You Want Done, or how to make a phone call, or how to calmly explain why you did something that looks indefensible from the outside but which is relatively reasonable from the inside).
sometimes it's nice, you know?
Healthy relationships are clearly better in real-life but fucked-up ones are way more dramatically interesting in fiction. In much the same way–indeed, in exactly the same way–that feudal monarchy is a hell of a lot of fun in fantasy and historical fiction novels, but complete shit to actually live under.
#and to be clear i agree i do think it is more fun to read about imperfect people and things#and fucked up situations and that#but i also (just me personally) greatly prefer when the author also realises that the thins are fucked up#sometimes i read something and the author says “but i know it's kind of fucked up tbh” and i read it and it isn't?#which is fine#other times i o to read something where the author goes out of their way to say “don't worry! this actually is Not Fucked Up”#because i said so#but it actually is fucked up#and i hate that i can't read that#that feels too gross#when if the author had said “you this be fuckt up”#or even hadn't said anything at all#i'd be able to just read the thing and it'd be fine#ya know?#i miss alex#he'd read my tags#but he constantly changes his blog name and profile pic because he a=is a chaotic little bastard (affectionate)#and i have also changed my entire blog because i am a disaster (derogatory)#so idkwhere he is ay more#n
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literally giggling and kicking my feet rn from researching birds.
#a post i actually wrote myself instead of reblogging? on MY fenblog? its more likely than you think. idk man someday ill post my insane wof#this post is sponsored by the website penguins international because they seem reliable(i hope. please be reliable) and have all the pengui#s! all of them.#did you know there are 18 kinds of penguins. smallest is fairy penguin slash little penguin#biggest is emperor penguin DID NOT REALISE HOW BUG THEY WERE#like you are telling me. this man. is 1.2 metres tall. short for a person but tall for a silly little guy#idk ifa penguin walked up to me id be so nervous. like. intimidated. in a “im a big fan” way but also “wow youre so tall”#we love birds#should i make a tag for original posts? maybe. will i? depends on if i can think of one in the next 10 seconds#sorry in advance if youre reading through all of these tags i got carried away#the way tags work here is simultaneously so good and so bad for me#i can just talk so sos o much and it doesnt distract from the main post unless you want it to and its tucked away in its own little corner#sorry wait what was i talking about#yeah#birds#fenbuhhh how can i combine my name into a word related to talking#google says synonym for talks is chew the fat#fen chews the fat#hm.#what are these synonyms#fenparley#fendialogue#calamitalks#idk in the mood for fen fenby the fen not calamity#do you guys ever get that where sometime you are more in the mood for one name than another#who am i talking to. this is what happens when i never post ig. well tune in next time for uh#im just going to leave actually ALSO EDIT THIS BITCH WEBSTIE DELETED HALF OF M YTAGS
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