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fmk-polls · 1 year ago

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Ask box is open and I am taking poll suggestions

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droppingartintotheinfinite · 7 months ago

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when the dysphoria hits amirite

#squared sprites must get insane dysphoria like can you imagine #and for davepeta especially they’re getting the triple whammy of having components who are different species /and/ different genders #and there’s also just a random fucking bird in there #forever pissed that hussie immediately killed them off instead of picking their brain apart a little #like it leaves more room for headcanon but they deserved so much better they’re so interesting #art #sketch #digital art #fanart #homestuck #davepetasprite^2 #davepeta #phase 57

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moe-broey · 3 months ago

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The only thing that's stopping me from making one for Sharena is the fact that I think I hit a limit to how many blogs you can have??? Huh. Whoops! Also paranoid about deleting anything. So I'd just have to strip an existing one and tbh I don't know how committed I am to that. We'll see.

#i have an old ass one that would be perfect to strip tbh but i feel like i'd be annoyed #at the blog order chronologically. it would be above my moe-core one.#i have another one that's like. i've been collecting dresses there. but i haven't actually published any posts.#i've come Close. but it's just something i've been so... maybe overly cautious about?#it is like. a mani centric moodboard blog. no textposts just fashion i think would be appealing to it/for inspo #but bc it is Such. Such a NICHE fucking thing. esp bc the fashion is all high femme. like.#i really did just invent the dysphoria nexus w mani LMFAOOO LIKE. IT IS THE DYSPHORIA NEXUS...........#mani is safe when it's locked in moe's head and when alfonse sees it for what it is (and maybe more importantly #sees it for what it Isn't. ESP bc it's hard to say that mani is anything at all. ect)#what if i give a false impression............. what if i accidentally appeal to the wrong audience................#what if i get killed. it would kill me. mani isn't allowed to exist outside of moe for a reason.#SO LIKE. all in all i would prefer NOT to strip that one but Also. there is nothing there. so. well.#then i have the lif one i'm planning on using for later BUT.... if i did the Stupid idea ....#of having lif quotes mixed in on the alfonse one.... but aaaughhhh that seems too disorganized for me.#IDK. IDK. maybe this is a mercy in disguise.#but i do love her............. i do need to study her..... i have been writing down her lines too............

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thatspookyswitch · 1 month ago

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Can I just have my vagina already?

#Just kill the dysphoria right here right now #But I know I have to lose more weight to even be considered #30k is going to be a lot #Probably won't happen for a very long time/never will happen #why do I even try anymore

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megumi-fm · 11 months ago

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11/18 days of habit

and... I got my period. it's been a weird day overall but I really tried my best 😩✊😔 hopefully tomorrow is better

🍶 ~ 3L of water and I'm still dehydrated 📵 ~ 2.5 hrs + 4hrs of being on a call with my besties 🌙 ~ 7 hours // 7:30am wake

💻 did some work ig 👟 tried a new choreo! // it was pretty easy to learn but it's gonna take a while to perfect, especially if I'm attempting to recreate the dance gods themselves

yeah. that's it for today, hoping the pain subsides by tomorrow ✌ gnight besties!

#did i spend more than an hour moving around despite the debilitating cramps? yes. did it kill me? also yes #but for me movement helps with the dysphoria so yeah i'll tolerate the pain #studyspo #queued #18dayht #studyblr

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revenancy · 5 months ago

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don't mind me, just casually ruining my life in episodes of mania

#a lot of stuff has happened over the last summer #it's hard to explain #but basically i have one year to save as much money as i can so if i need to leave this relationship #(again)#i have resources #i HAD resources but then i came back #lost everything #but honestly i have a year to decide if i'm going to disappear or not #and i'm also realizing i am way more trans than i thought i was #my body dysphoria is fucking killing me

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sherlock-is-ace · 2 years ago

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#argentina saw trump and went ''yeah we want one of those!''...#this absolutely insane man might become president and fully ruin the country (more than it already is)#which is never fun but even worse when you're queer...#today i'm glad i'm living with dysphoria every day but haven't started T #because as sad and absolutely awful as what i'm about to say is...#i can pretend to be a cis woman for safety...#which is a HORRIBLE thing to say or do #but i don't have to put myself out there trying to get hrt or anything like that #or legally change my name and gender mark while looking like i look... that might get me killed or something #bare in mind everything i'm saying A. hasn't happened yet #and B. is being said by someone with an anxiety disorder who can't see hope right now... so take it with a grain of salt #i'm just scared and i don't like the state of the world right now...#and we were somewhat safe in some aspects here and we're so close to losing them now #i'm scared and hate it here but i'm also broke and can't leave so...#we are where we are where we are i guess #angel talks #personal #sorry for the politics... i'm not going to start posting politics #the point of my blog is to escape the hell that is the real world... but i needed to vent and also you know me i love screaming at the void

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ascel-vibes · 2 years ago

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EEK EEK !!! DEADNAME JUMPSCARED AAA AA !!! (but funni /lh)

#long tags //#anywho anywho-#this is really funni to me cause- i sorta 'assigned' my deadname to be my old emails name after making my chosen ones hdjkSD-#so its like i passed it along.. to the closest random object i had #(bonus cause old email had my entire deadname dshdsdk)#so now everytime i hear my deadname come up my brain will just think that im roleplaying my now personafied old email :]#brand new oc concept: old email that took my deadname <3 what crimes will it commit..#anywho typed this post out cause i thought this deadname recycling concept was a fun way to dodge dysphoria- and its been a while since-#i got deadname jumpscared in a professional phonecall aHJKSD #<<< totally didnt have the guts to correct the nice person oop but shh details /lh #(also. might actually develop this oc idea but without my actual deadname shkjSD i got attached to this concept now-)#(totally not s p a m t o m 2.0 this is my new original character <3 /lh /lh aHJSKd)#(also if anyone else wants to take this concept of reassigning deadnames to an object or etc :eyes: i am cheering respectfully !!)#(KILL dysphoria no more dysphoria >:])

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juniperberrypipebomb · 10 months ago

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AND I SHALL CONTINUE DOING THAT BECAUSE ITS INFINITELY MORE HEALTHY TO BRUTE FORCE YOURSELF TO HAPPINESS NO MATTER WHAT

ITS WAY FUCKING BETTER THAN SULK ABOUT IT WITHOUT CHANGING A THING TO CLIMB OUT OF THIS DEPRESSION HOLE AND CONTINUING TO STAY DOWN AND LETTING LIFE KICK YOU WHILE YOU DOWN INSTEAD OF MAKING ATTEMPTS AT SNAPPING OUT OF THE SHIT THAT CONSUMES AND ROTTENS ONES HEART, MIND AND SOUL

YES LIFE IS HARD, YES SHIT SUCKS, YES BEING SAD ABOUT LIFE IS VALID BUT IT DOESNT MEAN WE HAVE TO LET THOSE THINGS KILL OUR SPIRIT THAT EASILY AND LET SHIT DRAG US DOWN

FUCK YOUR NIHILISM, SHIT WILL GET BETTER IF YOU CONTINUE GIVING YOURSELF A CHANCE, HOPE AND SELF LOVE EVEN IF YOU HAVE TO START WITH "FUCK IT WE BALL" MENTALITY

#god im so fucking sick and tired of nihilism #whoever reading this know - you are stronger than you think you are more beautiful / handsome / whatever word fits you than you think #you are smarter than you think you can do this your friends genuinely love you you are needed you are not an inferior version of someone #kill that gender dysphoria with “yes that IS AND WILL BE ME WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT ASSHOLE PART OF MY BRAIN???”#god i wish i could fit more encouragement into the tags #juniper genuine anger moment

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racingmiku2018 · 2 months ago

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my life wouldnt be easier if i didnt have boobs anymore but it certainly would be more comfortable

#racing!#NO MORE BRAS. IM SO SICK #and jesus fuck finally my shirts would hang right on my body #the only ONLY downside is that i wouldnt be able to grab my own tit anymore.#god had to nerf me by giving me a Complex about this + enough dysphoria to kill a lesser man

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nientedal · 2 years ago

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Good news! While bone density might be a real concern if someone was on puberty blockers more than a couple years or into adulthood, blockers are generally not prescribed for that long. Once a kid has had some extra time to figure themself out, they either get on HRT or not and their metabolisms proceed to add bone mineral density (BMD) basically as normal. It's a risk, sure (though one study I read that reported lower BMD in trans youth also noted suboptimal calcium intake and decreased physical activity in the people they had studied, which would be risk factors in any child), but that's why doctors are advised to monitor bone density throughout the regimen of blockers. See Table 7 and the section on side effects in this paper published in The Journal of Clinical Endocrinology & Metabolism, Volume 102, Issue 11, 1 November 2017, Pages 3869–3903, https://doi.org/10.1210/jc.2017-01658. Supplements can be offered to combat this issue if it becomes a concern.

Vaginal atrophy is also reversible to some extent and is treatable in basically any case I could find (I'm at work so unfortunately I cannot do as much research on this one). There are LOADS of resources available for people struggling with this, postmenopausal cisgender women being arguably the largest group affected. If indeed genital atrophy is a major concern for children whose bodies are still growing and often able to catch up developmentally when puberty resumes, that will be monitored by their physicians.

I swear to god, people have GOT to stop talking about puberty blockers as if a kid is just handed a bunch of pills and waved out the door, never to talk to their doctor again. That is a WILDLY disingenuous way to discuss these treatments, which involve far more developmental monitoring than is offered to most cisgender children (who, fun fact, occasionally need to take puberty blockers). And you should be ashamed for ignoring the fact that puberty ALSO causes irreversible changes that are ALSO incredibly damaging to trans people and expensive to correct. Any damage caused by puberty blockers (and I'm still not convinced the damage you're describing is guaranteed) can be tracked and mitigated. The damage caused by puberty cannot. Even if you're right and these are certain and irreversible side effects, it would be a damned if you do, damned if you don't situation; to feign otherwise is ignorant to the point of malice.

(Also, kinda odd that you jumped directly to "oh this is about trans children specifically," as if it could not also be about reproductive rights. Or trans adults. The push to deny people the right to decide what happens to their bodies is not exclusive to trans youth, and yeah, I'm gonna mock the shit out of control-freak, overreaching, fearmongering, pearl-clutching, fucking invasive "concerns" that center solely on someone else's potential regret.)

Anyway. Isn't it great how we have the ability to monitor and mitigate side effects? Isn't that just the best? Isn't that fantastic news? Don't you feel reassured? Maybe now you can stay out of other people's treatment. Just butt entirely the fuck out of other people's medical care. You get to decide what you wanna do with your body, and I get to decide what I wanna do with mine, and parents get to help their kids make informed decisions about what they wanna do with theirs, and nobody has to spout fearmongering nonsense about how harm is the only outcome and it's better for kids to suffer permanent unwanted changes than risk the horrors of [checks notes] calcium supplements and estrogen creams.

Seriously, dude. What the fuck.

If you have bodily autonomy, then there is always a chance that you will do something to your body that you will regret. This is not an argument for taking that autonomy away.

#the number of people who regret elective medical procedures at any age is astronomical #but you mention trans people and suddenly everyone and their brother is JUST A CONCERNED CITIZEN AAAAWWWWEWAAAWWWW #trans #dal is a scream #puberty blockers DO NOT ALLEVIATE GENDER DYSPHORIA.#that is NOT THEIR PURPOSE.#their PURPOSE is to stop it from getting WORSE and to BUY TIME for a kid to get a little older before they make a decision #VERY tempted to just post this and then block this person; i do not have time to get dragged into a debate with a clown #like. between my nespring wanting to kill themself and needing to monitor their bone density and take some supplements?#I THINK I'LL TAKE THE LATTER. CALL ME CRAZY. BUT KIDDO NOT WANTING TO DIE???? A LITTLE MORE IMPORTANT. TO ME.#IDK. MAYBE THAT'S WEIRD. MAYBE THAT'S CRAZY.#I DUNNO.#this is like going Oh you're an adult who wants to get on T? but you might have higher cholesterol!!!! you can't!!!!#like. bro. that is not the only effect.

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fagofgod · 3 months ago

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fuck you IMDA fuck you IMDA forever

#sgposting (ish) more than normal recently. is this a good decision. i guess well find out. whatever.#can someone pray for the imda downfall to happen soon. i would do it but ive recently decided that im dysphoric abt prayer as a concept #have recently just been More Dysphoric in general. like. um. stupid and not great way to put it but like. Typical Transguy Experience type #of dysphoria. if you catch my drift. like. erm. a slightlyyyyy toned down ver of Media Depicted Trans Guy Struggle. yknow?#killing myself. whatever. whatever. this is abt me being pissed i dont get to watch nosferatu in cinemas bc of imda. judas FOCUS #<- i still have no evidence that this is true. but whatever

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carrotpiss · 5 months ago

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:-( ouch

#period time big ouch im still miserable and emotional and exhausted and aughhhh #i miss el i just want more time i feel bad its just never enough i know im being #more clingy bc shark week but aughhh i miss them so much #i just want to be gay and happy all the time #crouch speaks #voice dysphoria killing me but survived an awkward phone call with el this morning at least

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