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clovesnz · 6 months ago

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So I’ve been seeing a lot of nose appreciation posts on my dash (including my last post sort of), and it made me think of something. Even though that guy I was seeing turned out to be a spineless prick. I still had a lot of good moments with him. And one time he was lying on his bed with his head hanging over the edge so it was upside down. And I was on the floor and I went to kiss his nose. But didn’t think abt how because he was upside-down, that would put *my* nose right by *his* lips, too. So as I lean in, he has the same instinct, and we both just kissed each other’s noses at the same time 😆 it was honestly really adorable. Like we were both so surprised because we both had been going for the kiss and weren’t expecting to also receive one. And it was nice with him because he knew my thing with snz and noses and so he got why it made me all giggly after.

So uhhh anyways. Snzfucker makeout tip…nose 69ing?? Double nose kisses?? Idk what to call it but it’s cute and I’ve never seen it talked about

#someone out there #recreate this in your life #with someone who isn’t shit #snz #snzfucker #nose kink #it actually felt so nice like #since I kinda get something extra both out of kissing a nose and having mine kissed #both at the same time was kinda 🤯#also even though that guy was awful #he did tell me #when we broke things off #that I shouldn’t worry about future partners being weirded out by the snz stuff #said it wasn’t as weird as I worried it was and that people will probably just find it cute #which is a sentiment I’ve seen online since I was a teen #but it was nice to hear someone irl say it

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listen-to-the-inner-walrus · 23 days ago

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I love the Leverage episodes where they're truly just psychologically tormenting a guy.

Like obviously they first establish that the guy is a terrible guy who does terrible guy things. And we really do need the terrible guy to be doing a lot of terrible guy things because this is kinda an ethical nightmare, but don't worry, they are reliably doing a lot of terrible guy things.

But then it is just like "hey, let's convince this guy that he's made first contact with aliens and also that aliens are trying to kill him" or "hey, let's make this guy believe he's contracted a deadly disease and is going to die in quarantine because medical staff are abandoning him" or "hey, let's first try to persuade this journalist that the government is secretly creating Guantanamo Bay 2: Underground Boogaloo in your backyards and when she doesn't run with that story, let's then make her think that oops the government accidentally leaked some kind of bioweapon into the waterways and now water is gonna kill you instead."

#leverage #kai rambles #the three days of the hunter job #the order 23 job #the first contact job #nate ford #sophie devereaux #eliot spencer #alec hardison #parker #parker leverage #i just finished watching the first contact job #and the guy is an awful guy who did a very similar thing to the guy theyre helping #but wow that guy did spend an entire night hiding under his desk terrified aliens were gonna kill him #also just thought that even though this show is quite old at least one of my mutuals is currently watching to so #leverage spoilers

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the-judicial-assistants-notebook · 3 months ago

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not enough discussion about the gavins' complicated relationship with feminine-coded/beauty products, i don't think.

#for klavier because it's not as direct it's about how we never see him actually wearing lipstick? even though apollo literally attends #a concert of his which is where you'd most expect him to wear makeup. but apparently he just doesnt. or at least not in public #klavier gavin #kristoph gavin #i feel like there are several ways you can read into it. the misogyny/toxic masculinity one is really obvious clearly with kristoph's #singling out of men specifically and klavier's (probably accidental?) condescending manner of calling women 'fraulein' plus his general #mildly patronising attitude towards many of the women in the game (also probably unintentional)#(i think he's trying to be charming and it's coming off wrong to some of them. like ema. and me.)#but i feel like there's also maybe an element of... inherent perfecfionism to it? like both of these products are conventionally beautifyin #products and kristoph while he is open to showing people he uses nail polish specifically chooses one that's clear and missable unless you #see him apply it. he also feels the need to justify his use of it and specifically spell it out as something he chooses to do rather than #needs to do even though duh. that should be obvious.#idk there's just something about his seeming need to take control of that narrative that i find interesting. his need to spin it into a #'there's nothing wrong with my nails but I had the foresight to see that even the smallest parts of my appearance should be kept immaculate #and it's a choice i'm making to refine an already adequate part of my personage /not/ to cover some unsightly defect.' the need to emphasis #that specifically is so. hm. and with klavier i could see it being a case of him liking makeup liking the pops of colour yet being unwillin #to admit to it because he's afraid that other people might see it as him being dissatisfied with his own appearance regardless of if he is #or isn't. or even just perceiving colourful makeup as being unseemly because it's so overt and unnatural.#like i can see this as them both viewing 'real' beauty to be that which is inherent to a person and seemingly effortless #thus somehow negating the beauty which one achieves through cosmetics or other external means.#and if you want to use external means to achieve beauty or neatness or whatever then your only valid options are those which blend into you #natural state. like clear nail polish. or really awful spray tan.#i feel like klavier's less confined by these ideas (if they hold merit at all) considering he actually owns coloured lipstick and he wears #jewellery (admittedly quite 'masculine' jewellery no gems or pearls or anything like that but jewellery nonetheless) but i think it just #makes it more interesting that he doesnt seem quite able to cross the line anyway. like it's that ingrained into his system.#anyway that's all i've got. you guys should tell me what you think too #annotations

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beatcroc · 1 year ago

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pest control TWO!!!!! heres the first one

adn heres the obligatory bonus bc i can't help myself :')

#i already threatened that little basard twice in these i may as well make good on it #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #the noise #fp ''oh god wait that is not a real rat and also tastes awful'' moments. he doesnt actually have any interest in eating that thang ok #even if seeing a small scampering little guy like that WILL activate his prey drive without fail #peppino loves it he thinks it's the funniest shit in the world for fp to go after noise. so he is always encouraging this.#but anyway yeah. fp is *really* not the one noise should be worried about.#arting #pizzaposting #i still have lots of tag room thjis time so im gonna do some tangential nonsense rambling. e #fp gotta be like crazy good at hunting i think. not just for strength and predator instincts but also bc like #he doesn't have much in the way of a scent or body heat or anything that would give him away as an alive thing #not to mention he's uh... not particularly organically-shaped a lot of the time #so esp. to smaller prey that don't like... memorize a landscape; if he holds very still he's like completely undetectable #total ambush king. though i'm sure hes also very good at #persistence and pursuit hunting since he has peppino's speed and no way of getting muscle fatigue. ultimate beast #fortunately he doesnt care that much and doesnt really need to eat so hes not devastating the local ecosystem or anything #except for the rats.

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moeblob · 4 months ago

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I love Chris so much you guys.

#detroit become human #gavin reed #chris miller #neither of them is my overall favorite but i do really super love chris - hes up there #also i went into playing this knowing one (1) thing and that was you get to knock gavin out cold in the evidence locker #thats the only thing i knew about this game #ive read some fanfic (before i played the game) and i appreciate that the fics i read that had chris in them #were all like youre the straight friend or just youre the only straight i like #almost unanimously ???? like ? hes got a son and i like that you (fandom) allowed him to be a wife guy #chris was chill and i appreciate that #i missed a lot of the interactions and i messed up a lot somehow though i thought i was being nice and good #shocking no one my favorite guy is a side character and not one of the protags #i want to draw him but i couldnt think of anything dialogue wise for him and i really wanted to draw Stupid Men #and for my run at least im like wow gavin isnt even that bad of an antagonist lmao #like granted i never had a coworker aim a gun at me but i have been threatened for a stabbing before so #anyway sweats nervously at posting dbh content after being known for ... not that sort of game #good lord the stress i felt every interaction that i got an affection down ?? my otome exp is only positive reinforcement signs #where you get lil blossoms or hearts when you make the correct route choice and get nothing if not #the red downs were awful

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sircolinmorgan · 8 months ago

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Anything from the towpath? No. As a matter of fact, I think we've got enough bodies on that.

#endeavour #itv endeavour #endeavour itv #endeavour morse #fred thursday #shaun evans #roger allam #i love this scene even though it's so brutal :(#morse is being so awful and fred is being stubborn and they just need to go for a pint and talk it over!!#also does mcnutt just keep hearing about this guy called morse and is just like 'who the hell is he?!'#my gifs #endeavour1

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muscariii · 11 months ago

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G... Guys... It's over for me...

Coloring this thing almost killed me. But I did it and I hope you enjoy it. I'm not really sure where I was going with it but I guess I was just thinking about Nerevar reincarnating or something. I dunno, my head is very empty today.

( you can click for better quality, as usual )

Also a bunch of Rasha doodles, as always. I like to imagine that her feathers/hair gets fluffed up while she sleeps and she wakes up all poofy. For now I'm just trying to get a better understanding of what her personality is -w-

Also also, should I just keep drawing Nerevar? I kinda really enjoy drawing him right now but maybe I should draw someone else like Vivec for example. Suggestions maybe? :3

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bonefall · 11 months ago

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Is there a cat in cannon who got a good death who you think didn't deserve it? Especially if they committed crimes?

Tom the Wifebeater and his redemption death. No question. It's not even close.

Not only do I reject to the "redemption death" on the grounds of it being Tom the Wifebeater who is bullying others until his dying breath, even taunting Thunder about Turtle Tail is dead and the kits must be very torn up about it, but I reject "redemption through death" entirely. I don't like it in stories. It's a theme I deeply object to.

And again it's fucking wild that every time a character is a father, even if they are a wifebeater or a child abuser, the writers think that it bestows a glimmer of goodness into them which every abused child is forced to appreciate and cry about. Breezepelt, Thunder, Tallstar, Tom's children, all of them forced to reconcile and admit how much they wuv their papa.

Abusive dads in WC regularly get redemption deaths, too. Clear Sky dies saving his grandchild, Sandgorse died saving a rando in a tunnel, Tom the Wifebeater saving his daughter.

But Tom the Wifebeater is the worst example of it. Hands down.

#Though I will say it's not exactly a matter of a crime being 'too bad to come back from'#ANYONE can change.#But these ones DONT.#These fathers are *recontextualized* by their deaths and their victim is pushed into rethinking their anger towards them #IF they even had anger towards them at all. All of Tom's victims were too dead to have those feelings because DOTC hates women #And his children are destroyed when they learn that the guy they met once who kidnapped them and got their mom killed died #And that's why I generally hate redemption deaths. By their very nature they don't display what's so HARD about accountability #The changing of your behavior. Checking yourself. Admitting that your victims dont have to forgive you.#It's hard work!#It's painful sometimes! It's worth it but it's not always easy!#It's also its own reward. Your relationships improve. You feel better. You understand yourself.#but no. a redemption death is the end. You never really have to face what you did.#And I hate the way that lots of storytellers think it means it undoes the violence they did #IT does nothing. They're gone. The victims continue.#Where are my stories with RESENTMENT for that? How DARE you die for me?? How dare you run away from the hole you cut into my flesh???#You think the end of you becomes the missing piece of me?#Awful. No thankz #Bone babble #Tom the Wifebeater #child abuse #cw child abuse #tw child abuse

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 3 months ago

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when I want to write something self indulgent to give me all the angsty and cuddly hurt/comfort feels but I can't because I end up feeling guilty because I'm seeking after feels that I feel in an inappropriate place because my mom told me one time when I was 15 that I shouldn't search that out or it's probably sexual sin but it confuses me because ALL the feels happen that way for me even if it's entirely platonic and nonsexual and so I don't know if it's okay to want to write to that because apparently all pleasure of any sort, even over platonic stories, is sexual or comes with a possibly probably sexual feeling and I also am having a hard time figuring out what's genuine conviction from God and what's just my anxiety/OCD/perfectionism/fear of failure

#like I feel like it's conviction. but also when I analyze it... I'm not doing anything sexual??? the stories I'm writing are #ENTIRELY platonic #it's like. found family feels.#but then why do I feel so guilty/convicted over it and feel better/less guilty when I stop writing anything feelsy #like... I guess I'm only allowed to write plot and can't ever write hugs and hurt/comfort anymore #my mom keeps saying I should journal all this instead of venting it at everybody and honestly maybe she's right #idk how to handle this but also I feel like if I just find a holding pattern where I can strike a healthy balance of lile #like* what is correct and healthy for me to enjoy #then the anxiety over it might pass? I don't want to avoid conviction though but like. why am I convicted over #writing a story where someone who's been treated like a monster finds a family who loves them #like.. is it because I'm seeking out whatever that feeling in my lower belly/groin is????#but that's like... so tied up in enjoyment and hurt/comfort to me that idk if I'm ACTUALLY looking for that #or if this is just what I write #and idk if that even is sinful in any way at all!!!#and why can't I just get over this? like I keep going in circles with it and it's so frustrating #idk this is totally tmi I just got hit with this awful feeling after work today and the only thing I can pinpoint it to #is this specific thing I've been writing. but even though yeah I've been getting feelsy with it... it's PLATONIC #ENTIRELY COMPLETELY NONSEXUAL. so like... is it that pleasure feeling that's the thing I'm being convicted over??#probably. bc that's the only thing that eases the feeling of conviction/anxiety/guilt #and also probably no one is reading all these tags lol sorry guys I'll go away now

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shannonsketches · 6 months ago

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He said "Fuck this shit, I'm out" I'm crying. Toriyama's Vegeta was so top shelf 🤌

(From Neko Majin Z Chapter 5!)

#dbtag #Idk why Toei didn't lean into Vegeta being a version of Piccolo you could put in funnier situations like Toriyama wrote #He's reserved and professional and proud but JUST immature enough to bite down on a gag that Piccolo would readily swerve #But they take a lot of Goku's chaotic comedy away too in favor of Hero(tm) writing and that is why I keep pulling my hair out aklsjdlas #Toriyama was sO funny and it bums me out so much that the anime derailed how lighthearted and straight up silly the humor is #and replaced it with Misogyny Is Funny and humiliation kinks asjklfhadjk and it's not just my complaints about Vegeta and Bulma!!#“Goku is running away from his very reasonable wife because he is a goofy little guy who doesn't want to do his chores” becomes #“Chichi is Cruel to Goku who is Trying to be a good husband because she doesn't relate to his passions and vilifies him for having them"#which is not their dynamic at all but dudes in the writing room are like “being married is fucking awful amirite fellas hahaha”#but Toriyama was like “Being married is not for everybody but it can be really great if you and your partner are on the same page”#Chichi's reasonable! And Goku isn't romantically wired but Goku can enthusiastically consent to sex and still not enjoy kissing #those things can be and are true for a lot of people! And it makes even more sense if you hc Goku to be aspec (and audhd coded) like I do #Kissing can feel gross and can be a sensory overload for many folks. Doesn't mean they're stupid or innocent.#(although Goku CAN still ride nimbus so idk what Pure entails in this universe askljad)#Like I am the FIRST person to joke and drag Goku about his marriage as an aspec myself but like legit Goten is a Last Night On Earth baby #He knows what sex is. But also between how socially removed Goku is and how Shy and Conservative Chichi it's not out of line #to assume the actual words sex and kiss have never been spoken in that house skljdlajdf I FULLY believe Chichi uses code words #Chichi thinks her son being blonde makes him a delinquent and still uses honorifics with Goku like it is fully reasonable to assume #that the joke of Goku's naivetè centers around the fact that his wife is too embarrassed to talk about Certain Matters in a normal way #While Bulma and Vegeta are slutty hedonistic cityfolk who need jesus (according to chichi probably...and me but I support them)#anyway. point is. Toriyama was funny as hell and Nekomajin is absolutely ridiculous and goofy and has a fully amoral main character #which just reminded me that toei is allergic to letting goku be a gremlin and so vegeta's not allowed to be a gremlin wrangler #even though that's been his job since the day he met raditz alksdjaskljd

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noiseemaster · 1 month ago

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meet my son his name is maunder he has br-HOLY SHIT DID ANYONE ELSE JUST SEE THAT?

#now that i look back on this sprite i shouldve done his buttons n cheeks with circle tool . Oh well #cosmosdex #fortuna #the tragedy of fortuna #sterotypical art tag #i got nofin to rant about this time . surprisingly .#OHHH WAIT . im using him in a dnd campaign thats like the worst ever #(its 5 apollos a cupid(IN AN ARTEMIS SHELL.) and a bia)#the bia has been named our twink rangler because otherwise were gonna tear eachother apart #Also willy wonka is on our crew .#insane shit . i should infodump about them sometime . Not now though ......#*ALL BEING APOLLOS WASNT EVEN PLANNED I. i just called up whopping 6 fortuna friends and was like #hey man do you guys wanna play dnd.#and they were all like Fuck yea man.#the bia isnt really a fortuna fan theyre gonna read it but their computers broken.#i get to infodump to them about all the important game mechanic stuff #its great !!!!!!!!#anyway the apollos wasnt planned we just all ended up pulling up with our horrible twinks.#aw. fuck i ranted too hard . UM WHAT EVER!#just ignore that =]#edit i realized after posting this that its spelt wrangler not rangler. Fuck my stupid fungus life

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seaofreverie · 1 month ago

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I knew about the post concert depression but no one told me about the post concert constant feeling of AAAAAAAAAHHH that lasts days and makes everything much more bearable and beautiful and some sort of ethereal type of hope is restored into the world, or maybe it's just the "seeing your favourite band after first thinking that it would never happen and later spending many months waiting for it all the while fearing that it wouldn't happen after all because of circumstances outside my control or feeling like it was too beautiful and wonderful to be true so ofc it wouldn't come true" part of it all

#guys i love they might be giants. did you know about this #me days before the show: crying because i will see they might be giants #me days after the show: crying because i saw they might be giants #truth is that i didn't actually full on cry until yesterday evening though so once i was back home so it was all officially over #and it was time to just slow down and realize that oh well wow. so all that just happened. like for realsies #i also finally looked through my videos and my recording of the whole show (yes as an archivist freak who records audio from most concerts #i obviously had to record this one also. now i can listen to it again and again and be remided that i didn't dream it all up after all)#but yeah all this and now i'm supposed to move on and go back to my stupid daily life #like i didn't just have one of those real actual life experiences and moments of pure fun that other people generally get from time to time #and that i haven't had since idk even when a year and a half ago #thats the last time i consider truly amazing on a level somewhat comparable to this. but back to the show and the whole thing.#like this wouldn't have been quite as perfect if i didn't share that time with fellow fans / friends that i ended up attending the show wit #you don't realize how badly you've been wanting to be included in things and for people to be genuinely fond of you and like your company #until you get included and shown that fondness. like wow i'm allowed to have fun too after all. can it happen again someday please. anyway #i'm just glad that in midst of my big bad awful times i could have this truly amazing 10/10 time #and i guess it doesn't have to be the last such time right. even if it's easy to give into the feeling that it is #but ok anyway i'll get to that proper show recap later when i can think clearly again #and maybe more on that more personal side of it all too because well i have many more thoughts obviously #but whether i get to that in 3 days or 3 months is a mystery for now. just kind of a lot to think about once again #and my stupid baka life continues on also whether i like it or not so that has to be taken into consideration as well #time to think again about school that i'm so totally fully failing now with my two weeks long absence yayyy. its fine i'll figure it all out #goosepost

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coquelicoq · 2 months ago

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eva green is a native french speaker???

#aw shit. man. like. ah fuck #guess who discovered the french les trois mousquetaires adaptation from 2023 is on hoopla 😏#and am now watching it because someone in the tag said milady gets a different ending and i want to know what it isssss #i might hate it though so don't get excited. but eva green is in it...playing milady...AND SPEAKING FRENCH????#dear lord my body was already ready #how much more ready can it possibly be #me @ me: eva green isn't gonna fuck you #eva green #les trois mousquetaires #my posts #there's also a dubbed version and since eva green is also a fluent english speaker i assume she dubs herself?#but i'm watching with the original french audio because you know what has been so annoying lately.#i've actually been looking for french movies/shows to improve my oral comprehension but it's so hard to find them????#they've all be dubbed into english???? that defeats the purpose guys 😩#what's funny though is even the version with the original french audio on hoopla still caters toward an english-speaking audience #they've replaced all the onscreen text with english. the only subtitles are in english #but it's better than all english so i'll take it i guess

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justalittlebluetiefling · 5 months ago

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Not going to lie, I've been unsure how to feel about a lot of things writing, but I just made myself cry writing a character death that I've had planned since I plotted this novel out and that is reassuring to me for some reason.

#sorry all my posts are about this #i'm not saying i wrote it so well that i cried #maybe that'll come in editing lol the good writing part #but like i have gotten very attached to these characters #even minor side characters who are kind of awful #when i say i felt nothing over this character death while outlining i am not exaggerating #i was like 'okay for this to happen x character has to die' and it just makes sense #BUT NOW I'M SAD ABOUT IT #easily one of the most fun things i have written in this project though #i also have another really devastating scene to write before i can call this book finished and i am SO excited for that #writing is weird you guys #personal

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gigantomachylesbian · 1 month ago

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Guys. I did not know before now that writing could be painfully millennial in a full prose book but the pho*nix ke*per has proven me wrong and I have to complain about it in the tags

#k talks #weird astrix is because I don't want this showing up in the tag just in case #but I NEED To complain about this book real quick. I love a magical zoo that part was fun but good lord the main character....#I get what the author was trying to do with her arc and I will say the second half of the book is better than the first but Jesus christ #I hated the main character at the start she is SO annoying. not to be mean I know the whole point is her overcoming her anxiety #but like. I swear to God every two pages was just oooh I'm so awkward I'm such an introvert I'm such an awkward scrawny turtle!!!!#like CONSTANT. even worse though she's mean about it. for like half the book she's just so incredibly judgy at her public outreach job #she literally works at a zoo and has to learn hmmm... zoos need money??? zoos are also about... educating the public??? WHATT????#also it just felt so weird because she is constantly talking about how pale and skinny and pasty and scrawny and white she is #like constantly. and her best friend is a black trans woman who CONSTANTLY coddles and supports the mc in a very maternal way #and her love interest is latina-coded I'm pretty sure and is much more confident and opinionated and is literally described as fiery once #so like. hm! Okay! interesting! Interesting stereotypes going on tbh!!!#the mc learns some lessons and gets slightly less insufferable but like. also it was SO predictable I always knew what was gonna happen nex #and the writing style... like I said above it is MILLENNIAL and not in a fun way. the word boop is used several times. the humor is awful #the main character has multiple conversations about being so uwu bottom even though there's no sex in this book??? why??#and every single character description is repeated OVER and OVER with the same two details. SO much telling basically no showing #the writing was just so... quirky. ooooh look at me I'm awkward I trip over things I can't do make-up I love sitting on the couch!!!!#like. idk. obviously a lot of people really liked this book and I SHOULD have been one of them. Sapphic romance at a magic zoo....#but the execution was just so incredibly not my thing it actively pissed me off even if I can see what the author was trying to achieve #maybe I just don't like cozy fantasy. man. there was a bit where a guy should've gotten eaten by a kelpie but didn't. so maybe too cozy #for my tastes actually. which is weird I feel like I should enjoy cozy fantasy! especially about animals!!! but maybe this was just a fluke #anyways. to be clear I am not trying to make fun of the MC for having anxiety. just the overall way her social awkwardness was WRITTEN abou #really bothered me. idk man I'm a neurotic freak as well but I try to be NICE about it. and I have the correct zoo opinions. so.

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obl1tus · 3 months ago

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Bryn, pls stop being attracted to all of these terrible men. You're making me stressed.

#Bryn @ every bad guy / 'villain' character in tvd be like #him #I want him #I think it's truly bc she can't do sappy and she's all for a guy who's happy to do truly atrocious things #in the name of people they care about slkfjg #she technically draws the line at doing it just bc but she also know she's a hypocrite #bc she does some pretty awful things when the mood strikes #even though she does like to take the moral highground #idk man there's something about a villain that gets her #a friend once said they have to be atleast a lil crazy / lil bit of an ahole #another friends muse called her out like #there's no gentleman coming is there bryn #bc you don't like gentle men #and pls i am creasing at the accuracy #Bryn says she would v/ much like to be excused from this narritive tho

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