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I love writing/ drawing my favs a little uncanny smtimes as a treat<3
#also bc they deserve it most of the time#give em tht dead stare tht sears into ur soul w a little sparkle thts just on the side of off#< also why I need to draw vash the potential is. mmmm#maybe henry too idk.#def will if we're speaking of st
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❝This is your only chance, Ai'Mook.❞
CHANYA AMARIT as VIVI and AYA ORAPAN as KAIMOOK episode 8 of LOVE SEA
#chanya amarit#aya orapan#love sea#love sea the series#vimook#vivi x mook#thai bl#wlw#loveseaedit#asianlgbtqdramas#th: love sea#girls love#thai gl#asian gl#bibi gifs#i have three versions of this same take#i used lossy for the first time in one of these#and also listen i see people are not pleased about the development of vimook tbh kind of wish their problems were resolved sooner#HOWEVER#this is by not even 20% as toxic as most bls couples#and people love a toxic bl pairing but suddenly bc it's two women some people can't handle that#mook deserves better? she does#i want vi to talk her feelings out? YES and she probably will if my hunch is right#but wanting a sunshine and rainbows couple just bc they are wlw is boring i want the yearning and the suffering it's what makes it fun#it's the best part actually
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FRECKLING CONTINUES.
#fe engage#rosado#i havent drawn him before and i think freckles are important to engage you cant stop me from freckling people from engage#everyone in engage deserves freckles#ok time to color the first comm because yeehaw got lines approval i feel so happy#benefits to being a fast drawer and liking line art ! it doesnt take me as long#however as a color despiser im not looking forward to it#i say as i color rosado bc#i actually think my art looks so much better colored even if its grayscale or a color palette#so i try really hard to color most of my art but it also is why i use flat colors for the clothing most times
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I can't find on me to hate Byeong-In because if you think about his point of view that So-yong tried to killed herself because of how unhappy Cheoljong and the palace life made her and how their family made her so miserable at the point to drive her to depression. He had every single reason to hate all of them, and I always felt that it was very ambiguous the way they wrote So-yong feelings towards him. She kisses him back for some seconds till she snaps. She tells him that in her dreams, sometimes her husband looks like him. She trusts him the most and he was the only one who notice that So-bong wasn't So-yong and STILL protected her anyway. His love towards her mixed with how used and mistreated he was by their family although he was a political genius makes all his actions very understanding. They don't know you like I know, youngest minister of War.
#mr. queen#mr queen#kim byeong in#kim byung in#na in woo#kim so yong#kim soyong#queen cheorin#k drama#lua watches stuff#also i just dislike the general concept of so bong and cheoljong together#if cheoljo accepted that it was another soul inside so yong it would be fine and dandy#but he never knew... fell for someone else and never knew bc he never cared about og so yong to notice her#she was putting herself in line for him since she forever and he never knew her#i love bong hwan but so yong is a victim of her time and her story is so tragic#only loved when someone else was possessing her and the only love she ever knew was forbidden to her#the flashbacks show so much of her how smart she was how strategical#she just wanted to be loved for she was and she was loved yeah but only for one person and the person she couldnt have#she is a tragedy all over#she deserved her body back since they didn't had the balls to kill her or make her a md#or make her also possess bong hwan in the future#so yea#great kdrama really but wtf#byeong in and so yong most tragic shit ever
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People who really like shuake also seem to write themselves into a corner wrt Akechi and his relationship to Akiras team. Contrary to popular belief, the team, including Haru, does not hate Akechi. At worst, they tolerate him and deal with his attitude. Hes a good teammate and respectable fighter and the team recognizes that at the end of the day, he was a teenager who was manipulated and abused by a man who saw him as disposable. Just about every thief understands this intimately. They have the same mindset wrt adults who take advantage of the people beneath them. Under different circumstances they wouldve been friends. And if u approach it from that angle, it becomes less about Akechi being the sole person who ‘gets’ Akira, and more about the thieves being the only people in the world who ‘get’ Akechi.
When you expand your thoughts to include the thieves as members of his Team and not roadblocks that get in the way of your ideal shipping dynamic, you allow urself to give Akechi and Akira more depth and nuance to their own relationship.
Akira and Akechi are wildcards; both of them struggle with the face they choose to display to the world. Its the first time Akira interacts with someone who is, at a literal, technical level, his ‘equal’. But Akechi is one of many firsts for Akira yeah? Every thief has their bond with Akira thats completely unique and personal. Akechi will never be the person who witnesses Akiras Awakening, hes never the person who watches Akira have his restless nights alone in the attic, and hes never the person who realizes in real time that the teenager hes housing is just Some Kid, not the delinquent hes been warned about. Hes not Ann or Yusuke, or any of the thieves; he doesnt have the time or experience that they have with Akira, and I think its interesting to explore that part of their relationship, shippy or not.
Akechi is someone who is incredibly lonely and self depreciating despite his cockiness and attitude. He has no positive bonds to speak of save for his connection with Sae. To have him see a team that works together and cares for each other, how do you think he would feel? Out of place? Inferior in some way? Angry about how hes been alone for so long in this single minded quest for revenge? Wouldnt that be a point of struggle between the two of them? I think what makes shuake good for me is knowing that Akechi needs alot of time to heal, and the thieves would want to help with that process. They do it bc they care, bc Akira cares, and bc they trust Akiras opinion (and he trusts theirs in return); if Akira feels like Akechi is someone who can be trusted Now after everything thats happened, then the thieves would do their best to help. And how would Akechi feel about that? Angry about the show of pity? That even now, he has no real say in what happens to him? Or begrudgingly grateful that they are cordial with him? Because they do care, he KNOWS they care, they care TOO MUCH actually; but the one thing he values over brawn and wits is honesty- fighting for what you believe in without having to use soft words to justify it.
#chattin#also like. as an aside#my hcs regarding these two is like. they could not date. theyd kill each other lmao#and like TOTALLY by all means i am obsessed w unhealthy dynamics for shipping#let ur boys be toxic. let them be messy and loud and violent. its like crack to me#but just like fandom as a whole; fanon interpretations are prevalent and LOUD#and so trying to interact with it is like pulling teeth#personally. i think too many of them think of Akechi as like. the Rude one of the bunch#when i like to think of Akira as rude and full of himself when its deserved#and man. being able to outwit Akechi makes it Fully deserved#and i like to think Akira would remind him of this when he tries to intimidate or degrade his team#like. i have a short wip i never finished (basic sketches)#of Akira pulling him aside and grilling him#‘youre here because I Want you here. youre here bc i Allow you to be here’#‘if youre going to stoop low and play petty i can do the same. if theres anyone on my team whos a fucking idiot; its you.’#‘dont make me reconsider having you on the team.’#and akechis like okay great does ur dick feel big trying to pull rank on me?#but really hes fuming. hes MAD. like feral dog mad. bc akira is RIGHT. like he is most times as akechi starts to see.#he has enough of a mind to recognize that hes lashing out bc of his own shortcomings; even if he refuses to admit it out loud#its beyond infuriating. its degrading. its a little 😶.#never had to deal w anyone that rivaled his own brawn and wits. and now theres a TEAM of them#just humbling him time and time again. it sucks. he stays bc he cant help himself 😭#he needs to see more…#also#shuake#for blacklisting
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if you’re posting fanart/fanfiction/meta/gifs/any kind of fan content for the first time or without a large following, please don’t be afraid to tag me or dm it to me - i would love to check it out & tell you what i like about it:-) it’s vital that you know how important your contributions are and i want to make that happen for you so please let me<3
#i believe i am more enthusiastic about most people than they are about me#so like#this is coming from someone who wishes he experienced this more himself#but also just desperately wants to make others feel appreciated bc they deserve it#and the people who do take the time to make me feel appreciated make my presence here worth it#looking at u sad-chaos-goblin bowtiepastabitch raining-stars-somewhere else and others#not strictly good omens#ineffabildaddy
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me: we are Not going to worsen our life while in a minor depressive episode
the brain: :/
#two things i will now overshare about in the tags:#the number and severity of symptoms i am exhibiting that indicate uhhhhhh#an anxiety disorder that i Don't have. don't want to have please. i fear this.#anyway I'm getting outnumbered. but i am still convinced I'm making it up so anyway#2. bro when u catch a glimpse of ur friends on social media#and the lives they're living and their successes and accomplishments#and ur like damn. yall living out here ?#(and also like. damn. yall feel like u deserve to celebrate yourselves?)#(yall don't feel like a horrible dessicated corpse most of the time emotionally?)#yall is not part of my vernacular i feel the need to say this#hurgle says things#2024 was supposed to be my mentally well year. who the fuck is this#like my depression we are chill i know her. we talk we discuss. we're okay#this new beast though who has been festering in here. i want her to move out............#but i think she might have already set up all her furniture...... and I'm hiding in my room#do u get my metaphors#anyway I'm fine bc I'm used to living like this but i am. unwell.
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"Luck is my middle name. Mind you, my first name is Bad."
in other words i am obsessed with this guy (and yea the lady was probably described differently but consider this. i don't care)
#my art#rincewind#discworld fanart#discworld#rincewind the wizzard#like dont get me wrong i love the lady shes super cool#but poor rincewind getting dragged around all the time;;;;;;;;;#and also i love it when puppet symbolism stuff#i have Thoughts on the lady tho#like shes gonna be pretty and everyone wants her. like bc everyone wants to be lucky#but also shes literally lurking at rock bottom so often. in casinos. in the most unlikely places#i just think she deserves to look a little extra and also pretty and also like youd see her in a casino and the like
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save me ladyklok save me
#as fond as i am of the fashion ppl bring out for ladyklok i think if we're talking genderbent dethklok they'd dress the same#these guys are very attached to their singular simple outfits and i respect it immensely#i gave lady murderface a bit more hair bc 1) im projecting 2) it's the kind of thing i think og murderface would feel insecure about#were he a woman (if he doesn't already)#that random patch of neck hair is MINE and it deserves rep o7#smth about lady skwisgaar (? i gotta come up with a better way to talk about em) really brings out like. the prissy femme in skwisgaar#that already existed to some extent. i think it's like 70% just how i draw her (and og skwisgaar tbh)#the diva remains yknow#anyway toki thinks she's straight wants to marry a man but i see right through her#were she enrolled in public school every time students were asked to carry chairs she was taking as many as possible i just know it#anyway i think i had the most fun w mf and pickles. 1) drawing murderface is just delightful tbh 2) i love old women ty pickles mwah#transfem pickles could very well be balding as well. i made the combover a little more ambigious in that respect#anyway ily receding hairline women. everybody w receding hairlines you are normal dw about it#mtl#metalocalypse#ladyklok#dethklok#toki wartooth#skwisgaar skwigelf#william murderface#nathan explosion#pickles the drummer#also ladyklok (as in the tribute band ladyklok)'s designs are pretty rad too#little things like changing the texture and parting of hair is just. it's nice like those are distinct ppl in dk cosplay#skrunkart
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part of me is so so tempted to make like.
an afk arena fanfic thats short and sweet and like some stories about eugavus & their kids, mainly during the time where they are still looking for a new living space after the prison break
mainly bc i have two little ideas i wanna do ,,,,
#afk arena#afk eugene#afk gavus#afk liberta#afk lucilla#eugavus#i think#that they deserve to have a fanfic dedicated to that little portion of their life#like the ups the downs and what have you#imagine gavus and eugene learning their funny silly little baby girl uses unnecessary violence now#and she doesnt see the issue with it bc to her its justified usage#imagine they see their little darling sleepy boy whos so willing to put himself in the grip of death#because his magic is built for healing and he sees it as the most logical thing to do#but also imagine eugene showing lucilla how to channel that unnecessary violence into something more clever#hes not saying get rid of it hes saying turn it into necessary violence#‘’so you wont get told off by your papa’’ kinda deal#imagine gavus sitting liberta down after a particularly bad day full of disagreements on how liberta uses his magic#and admitting to liberta that yes he can heal himself but its scary every time for gavus and eugene and lucilla#that the reason they keep getting upset isnt bc theyre mad at liberta but terrified that he’ll take a hit for them#for his PARENTS (the people who are supposed to be protecting him)#and he won’t get up#yeah i have thougthts anyways
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Day 182 | id in alt
There was gonna be more but then I decided to forget how to draw miwa so. I'll continue it tomorrow.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#kasumi miwa#GOD I WAS TRYING SO HARD#spoilder btw I gave miwa a clef lip bc i felt like I should've#in my dna#everytime i think about Kugisaki i do a backflip and there is too many backflips to be done#i need miwa and Kugisaki to talk more so im forcing them to in my doodles#i do not like the idea of them being generic ass teehee girls i need them to be a little strange#miwa deserves to be a little strange#no suddenly i have the urge to draw the freak motherfucker(kenjaku)#ive been on a recent horror kick#but also. i need to color feathers#I NEED TO COLOR A LOT#spent most of the time looking up on how to draw a specific type of thing. thank you other artists for having my ass#Kugisaki suddenly having restraint is a funny little thing i like to pull
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anyway... i'm working on byan's carrd again today and i need you all to know that the bio is at 2600 words already and there's still a big chunk of events to cover, so. that's why this shit's taking me so damn long lmao
#i am pouring my blood sweat and tears into this ok i don't think u understand#finally after having them for over three years i'm giving them the biography they deserve and it is. a LOT of work.#even though i know most people won't even read it (in part bc it IS so long)... i'm doing this for me 😤#this is also why i'm glad to have a timeline page tho bc it'll be much easier to skim for the important details lmfakfsddsf#BUT YEAH. this is where my attention is (still) at. sorry for the billionth time for being so fucking slow with replies (& dms akjsfds)#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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Holy shit I just realized that my dreams have a version of PotO (Broadway version) where the Phantom just fuckin shoots Raoul in his box and it apparently happens not long after Masquerade? Like in place of the Red Death scene they all go into the theatre and Raoul is in box 5 alone for some reason and Erik just. Shoots the poor guy with a period-typical pistol and disappears. Raoul recovers eventually but its like the turning point of the story yk.
#also Philippe is in it!!!!!#hes the one that finds Raoul and takes care of him afterwards :)#also i have reoccurring dreams about being part(?) of a local theatre priduction of it#my position in the musical changes sometimes but the Raoul Getting Shot part is canon#to the degree where I noticed it was coming up and was confused when it didn't#turns out they wanted to try pushing it back a bit and I Did Not Vibe With That#most of the time im either a background actor or set design but once im pretty sure I was Raoul?#which was cool :)#bc in Dream Fashion the actors actually looked like my headcanons for the characters#so i got to be hadley fraser lol#i distinctly remember being on the set crew and getting excited when they got to Masquerade#bc it meant my favorite part was coming up lol#like i feel bad for Raoul bc hes my blorbo but the Tension! the Drama!#might fuck around and write about it idk#poto#phantom of the opera#rip Raoul you deserve better but Damn That Character Arc
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im sorryyyyy i dont wanna be a mean bitch but genuinely i feel like im the one of only ppl who are actually alone bc i keep seeing all of these ppl complain abt how alone they are then they post a bunch of pics with their friend groups and they go on trips and celebrate their birthdays with friends and im like 😦?????????? im ngl i lowkey feel betrayed bc like yes sure we can relate on "feeling lonely" but ig at the end of they day im so sorry im not saying this to gatekeep loneliness or whatever but like u just cannot relate to what it feels like to not only feel lonely but also be alone and not even have people who want to spend moments with u. and feel and be like on your birthday you're alone. on your insta you're alone. irl u dont have ppl who even want to make plans with u. i know i know that everyone's loneliness is valid and you can still have partners and friends and feel lonely and that is valid i really do think so. idk i just feel so fkn alienated from everyone, including people who say theyre lonely - bc they still have ppl to talk to and ppl to be with and ppl who wants to be with them and consider them their friend lol.... i dont have anyone to take pics with or have groupchats with or go to concerts with or go for walks with and i dont have anyone to message abt stupid things or blah lahblahblah it doesnt even matter atp
#and like i am really really lucky that i have one person i talk to on a regular basis and have been for almost two years#and that he stills wanna be friend even if hes seen my insane person rants abt him on here#like genuinely i'd prob slowly wither and die without having had experienced talking to him#ig its not even only other ppl it is my avpd#if i just send a message thats like casual everyday talk between friends#im first freaking out abt it for hours bc i obviously deserve to DIE for even bothering them with a message#so even if i long for certain things its like well yeah i cant do that bc i deserve to die and im worthless useless and a bother and burden#and why would i force someone to waste time on me when they have ppl out there who are actually worth their time#i dont know#i just feel sad bc i checked insta and someone who talks abt being alone often posted pics of them celebrating their bday with friends 😭#and ofc everyone are valid to feel what they feel!!!! i know that!!!!!! it just hurts selfishly lmaooo#bc i am lonely but i will spend my bday crying in my room alone#like i have been for the past years#not even my own family wants to spend it with me#i talk a little abt plans w my mom and she acts like im holding her hostage 😭😭😭#so idk she'll prob agree but it wont feel great bc i know she doesnt really wanna spend time w me#anyway...... we're all alone as i get to hear all thw time#its just that most ppl who are alone also have partners and friends and family members or even a therapist haha 👍#i dont care tho its all good ^-^#also one of my old bully friends is marrid and just got her baby and she messaged me like hii how are u?#like what do u even want me to say.... cool... u have traveled the world u have found love u have made a ton of new friends#while still having your old friend group (that i got dumped by) and u even have your own kid#i am a fkn loser who should just die tbh#so yeah im doing great hahahha just gonna kms real quick 😸🙌🏻#but idc tho 😁
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still haven't moved on from zane in this episode (aka I hit tag limit again and am unhappy about it)
#alek insanity#not gonna main tag this but prepare for a tiny rant#home is actually really good zane characterization and its super cool to me how it holds up to this day#s1 characterization is very specific to me because the behaviors displayed by the ninja there (mostly) isnt bc thats how they really are but#its due to societal pressure. cole originally being more 'stone faced tough guy' -> 'down to earth' -> 'really sensible easy to talk to guy'#is because hes always been a sensitive guy... but he felt he couldnt express that true version of himself. thats the whole thing behind his#true potential. jay going from s1 -> s6 -> now is less of societal pressure and more teenager figuring himself out but it still applies. ish#seeing how much the ninja have changed or grown from then to now is amazing because back then they all wore masks. they didnt know each#other all that well. but theyve gained that comfortability with each other and also have grown and matured as people#some seasons / eps characterization for certain people im not a fan of (lloyds random misogyny arc in s13) but i mean the overall trend here#and then there is zane. zane in home was pretty dead on to how he behaves now (at least... when it comes to his faults?) and i dont want to#say people skim over that but i am the sf proclaimed n1 s1e2 fan and overthink every scene. zane's early characterization is some of my fav#for him period. he also goes through a ton of traumatic stuff and a ton of bad writing bouts but why he acts so 'weird' or 'distant' has#always been a thread sewn in. he changed so much he stayed the same in a way... if that makes sense. -> ohhh the ninja get mail and he#doesnt? oh he has no family? he quite literally walks away from that situation. oh the ninja are yelling in his face and asking whats wrong#with him? he literally walks away from that situation. he says its to follow the falcon but seeing how he apologized to them by not only#baking a ton of pies (cough... the food fight is what led to him leaving at first) but he also found them a whole entire new house.#zane is unable to truly value what he does for others. insert him in s11 saying he 'tried' to fufill his goal of protecting others.#everything he has ever done still isnt good enough. then the ninja tried to apologize and he didnt really... let them.#that one post about characters putting on facades and that facade being how people really see them. even in fandom. thats zane to me#the guy who lies about being upset and avoids his problems ran away after being yelled at? and he said he wasnt really mad? that is a lie!!#him being a ~360 when it comes to his character development is neat to me because he never hid behind a mask in the same way the others did#cole wanting to seem tough vs being really soft? kai wanting approval so bad he starts being selfish? kai isnt selfish usually!#he is self centered but that is a whole different thing. just wanting to fit in and breaking free of that. zane's true potential came in the#form of 'i finally know why i am not normal' instead of 'i will be my true self'. zane never pretended to not be weird#(instert book) states he literally didnt know why people got mad at him. he just existed and it was 'wrong'. the mask he hid behind was#avoidance. he was pretty open about how he actually was (most of the time). when he was upset he would audibly sigh and walk away lol#but for him saying he wasnt upset / saddened by the ninja... it felt like a moment of selflessness. if that makes sense. he blamed himself#for the monestary burning down. so he didnt deserve the apologies (ish) in the virtues of spinjitzu zane is shown as the generous one iirc#he puts the needs of others over his own. he will bear whatever burden he needs if others are happy. at that same time he doesnt allow
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MAN THE MUSICAL NUMBERS CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD I HAD TO PAUSE AND STARE FROWNING okok!!! so the thing was that one time agessss ago you said liking ml fanfics is just wanting to read the same story over and over again and after that textbook 2016 post reveal final kiss that sentence just flashed in my mind and everything that happened in the movie (the ladynoir patrol fighting in the rooftops, the adrien snapping at his dad, gabriel being actually decent) just shifted in context for me and the realization of how fanfic coded the movie is and how that directly related to my enjoyment was so clear i couldnt stop laughing hdhshsjs
WOW ACTUALLY
i remember saying that and its STILL TRUE!! And honestly you're putting it in perspective for me, thats why i liked the things i liked about the movie. like the ladynoir patrol fighting on the roofs also did lowkey make my dreams come true they could have done whatever they wanted in the rest of the movie, that scene is what i live for.
And that last scene really did feel like it was out of a fanfic, A 2016 FANFIC, its OLD FANDOM VIBES. back when we were still chewing up the concept of a reveal and not picking apart the bones of adrien's identity like mad scientists.
I remember thinking im sure ive read this scene somewhere. idk where but i have. all of it in different pieces a million times.
Anyways thank you for sharing this i love it?? good take
#sorry it took me so long to respond even though you like WARNED ME IN ADVANCE you were gonna send this i havent been online much#but i love thinking about the movie im excited to rewatch#im so hot and cold on it#ive heard great takes about it im on board with most of what ive read#i had fun but severely missed the character + relationship depth that the show brings us#they tackled too much to do any of it well!! but what a fun time and i kind of loved seeing chat noir be a little rascal#hes so fucking nice all the time in season 5 and i adore it and would die for him but do you remember he also gets to be a scamp sometimes?#as a TREAT????#SCAMP TREAT FOR CHAT NOIR!!!! HES HUNGRY and deserves it#he contains multitudes and one of those multitudes is kind of a little bitch#ml movie spoilers#ml movie#what are the tags we're all using#miraculous awakening#also you know what it’s a day later and I’m adding more tags bc#back in the day we WERE still obsessed with adriens identity but it was more exploratory#like gently unfolding a complicatedly wrapped gift#now it is mad scientist we are in the package dissecting
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