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making new verses means new ways of figuring out how to traumatize him :/
#( ooc. )#i think i'm gonna give him two new verses?#and then rewrite one of his current ones#possibly give it a sideblog since i have a lot of emotions about it#also!! i'm gonna try and write soon#my motivation's been shit again#i'm redoing some of my graphics so hopefully that'll help too
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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((I'm gonna try to be around a little bit today, so let me know if you want me to send memes your way!!!
This goes for people I'm already writing with AND anyone I haven't had a chance to write with yet, by the way <3))
#ooc.#((I'm still just sticking to Rogue's blog for the moment. I need to get back into the habit of being here in general before I start hopping#between blogs again.#The intent was to be able to go between this and Cass's blog by this week or next but#GUESS WHO'S STUCK WORKING BOTH SHIFTS EVERY NIGHT AGAIN BECAUSE I DARED GET BACK INTO WRITING?????????#So she's gonna have to wait. Hopefully the guy we're covering for will come back soon but he's having some serious#medical issues so I think he's out the rest of the year. Someone on first shift is also out the rest of the year with health issues#which means that shift is also a TON more stressful now.#BUT I'll try to be here on Sundays and every other Saturday (pay week Saturdays are for grocery shopping and such#so I'm usually gone most of the day then and then get back in time to prep for game nights).#Also got my first tattoo a few weeks ago and I'm starting work on the first of 2 SW arm bands this Friday afternoon.#Only mentioning it because I'm excited about it. I've wanted this for literally like 8 years and just never had the money / time to do it!)
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I'm sorry, are all the other Yu-boys and the bracelets girls just FREAKING DEAD????
#what a wild way to end the series#I need to. I need to lie down#anyways. end of arc v. yippee!#review to come soon?#I'm gonna be trying to take a break from yugioh to focus on life stuff but lets see if that holds#so I might not be diving into vrains anytime soon#but on the plus side I now have the intense desire to write FANFICTION#also congrats to Riley for transing her gender#yugioh arc v spoilers#spk watches arc v#yugioh#yugioh arc v#ygo arc v
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don't mind me i'm just watching some monsterfucker movies for 'research' purposes
#getting some inspiration for this werewolf horror story#when i came up with the idea i had three movies in mind#dracula 2000 obviously because that's the one i was watching at the time#but i was also thinking of The Mummy 1999#and so i watched that last night#and tonight i'm gonna watch a movie i only saw once but has lived in my head rent free#this movie is one i watched because Youtube suggested a review video for it and the review said it was awful#but the reason it was awful was because the monster noncon-ed the main female character#so i of course went 👀 and had to watch it#it is just objectively a badly done movie but it played with some fun ideas#so it helped inspire some things for my own writing#and for anyone worried i'm copying or stealing things for my own books: i'm not making money off my writing and i post it to ao3#which is a fanfiction website#and even if i am heavily inspired by something you can rest assured it's my own take on the idea#i'm not James Somerton emotionlessly reading out someone else's writing#while the spark of inspiration may come from others it's all my own words and imagination bringing my version to life#and i'd never try to hide where i got ideas from#one of my stories (that I may post soon) is literally called Twilight But Better rofl
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My apologies for the absence! I feel like a broken record saying this, but I keep entering different phases of 'settling into life' (went through a massive change in my personal life last year), and then every time I get to 'Ah, all is calm now', something else happens. But I'm finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, as one huge weight has now finally been lifted off my shoulders. Phew. /munches on my camembert and baguette.
#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.#[ i'm gonna chill in the sims /just a tiny bit/; and then i want to do a bit of a graphic overhaul of aesthetics/graphics here. ]#[ there's also a dual promo that's incoming (i'm sure nobody could guess with who whatsoever) sometime soon... ]#[ once i manage to decide on clips and transitions. ah; different kinds of creative juices! ]#[ and drafts. /drafts/. i feel so rusty. so incredibly rusty. my writing isn't what it used to be and that's perfectly normal and okay. ]#[ and it hurts me on a soul-level. but i also know that the only way back to it is to write. so that's what i'll do. i'll try to put my...#[ own scrutiny to the side and just write. ultimately i want to write all of these ideas in my head out onto here. ]#[ and progress them with you guys. and so if i let my own mind withhold me then nothing gets done at all. no writing. ]#[ i just need to remember that. ]#[ bear with me; i'm working on it. this. myself. and yelan. ]
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finally made a character reference sheet, template by cparrisart on twitter
#if you're his friend my condolences lmao look at those stats#also @ everyone who is waiting for me to respond to game interactions i promise im gonna write soon#I'm currently trying to survive the heatwave and rotating blorbos to pass the time#fallen london#fallen london oc#hiram hargrave#original character#character sheet#character reference#character ref sheet#oc sheet#oc ref sheet#hiram lore#oc template
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more thoughts on the monk au. it would take place on cybertron because that's more interesting. buster would be some kind of cybertronian type dog, a peripheral like saint or maybe a cassette, but she's attached to thundercracker. her voicebox is broken so she "barks", and thundercracker is barely getting by with this job so they can't afford to have it fixed. ultra magnus is a former enforcer who after some major traumatic event that is an overarching mystery that spans the series that I haven't decided on yet had a major nervous breakdown and was removed from the force. prowl is stottlemeyer. bluestreak is disher. thundercracker took this job because he was in medic training and needed the money to finish school, now he's too attached to quit. his real passion is film and likes to write screenplays based off their adventures, kind of like a watson to ultra magnus' sherlock holmes
#HELP I KNOW I HAVE SO MANY WIPS#this one is just so fun to think about#something I prob won't write just work on#I would combine this with best of what's around if I hadn't already set that up totally#but expect a new chap of that soon. just gonna try finish stuff before I start anything new#getting a little burnt out on romance so once I'm done with the big ones (look after you#stories about platonic life partners solving mysteries#my real passion#also I'm singlehandledly carrying the Ultra Magnus&Thundercracker tag#maccadam#transformers#transformers fic#fic idea#tf thundercracker#ultra magnus#tf buster#tf monk au#<- prob won't shut up about this for a while so TAG
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how to go from a one-shot/conversation spawned from thinking too much about an unseen father to more than a dozen fic ideas and an overarching narrative about family heritage (and the generational trauma that comes with it), the importance of communication, and how all lives touch other lives to create something anew and alive in one easy step
#pokemon#sir aaron#blood curse of sir aaron#<- series name for all this nonsense in case i wind up talking about it more here. will probably post links here once more is written#no seriously this was supposed to be a one-shot with maybe ONE sequel. now there's 4 sequels and at least 7 directly related side stories#and three (3) fics that are more or less gonna serve as prequels/background for all my canons at this point when riley's involved#it was also only supposed to be one and then i had Ideas and did not stop them.#(benefit of setting things during legends arceus and promptly ignoring the actual protag)#i've only had the core idea rolling around my brain for 6 months and there's this many fics. prequel 1 came before but the others are newer#at least i'm not trying to write an entire game plot this time unlike my other big pokemon project#so much of the conflict could've been avoided with better communication. not all of it mind you but the big issues? yeah#at the very least they could've been handled a LOT sooner#i've got a scattered 20k worth of it so far of actual fic and over 10k worth of notes. 2k of those notes are for a single episode rewrite#i know that might not sound like a lot to some people but only the first main fic is done. the third one is arceus chronicles.#im making. choices. that's for sure. and writing so much aura lore you have no idea#i might need to make a family tree soon#willowarts
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also did jing yuan not sell well where the heck did his rerun go why are we on blade and kafka's...
#snow plays hsr#I'M JUST ASKING NOT BC I WANT HIM#i was just like 'huh. wAIT A FUCKING SECOND THAT MEANS IL RERUN SOON THEN?#well so much for trying to get any new characters#i mightve tried to get ruan mei bc i think shes pretty (also the bio references got me intrigued)#but sighs#oh this fuckers going to eat all my stellar jades (dan heng)... stop it....#other news: they revealed sunday's voice aND I SWEAR I HAVE HEARD THIS VOICE BEFORE#IT IS PAINING ME THAT I CANNOT TELL WHO IT IS....#moment he spoke i was like 'ohhh.... oh i am so fucked lmao'#i cant tell who.... its bugging me and i'm going to have to put his voice on repeat now to figure it out and slowly go insane by doing so#if anyone has an idea who the va might be...please.#eugh. and now i have to go back and write. and clean. i feel so dead adsjfasljh#nvm i think im just gonna go shower and rest in bed i shouldnt push myself and should get better over the weekend orz
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i really need to stop staying up late when my intrusive thoughts come up again, they always get worse at night. i wanted to do some writing, but i procrastinated too long and now i feel too bad and when i tried, i couldn't focus. so i'm gonna try and go to bed.
#friday chats#just. not doing great all around. lots of ups and downs in my mood.#i'm literally so close to finishing this oneshot but it might be another couple weeks before it's ready at this rate :/#sorry about that. i really want to complete it and i promise i'm trying#my mind's just been really funky lately and i don't know why#probably bc i'm still sort of sick. i hope it goes away soon#also i feel like i always have to clarify#i'm not upset that i'm disappointing readers by not posting anything#i'm upset because it takes me forever to write things#and i have a bajillion ideas that i really want to share but i'm just. so bad at completing creative projects#i'm worried that my interest in tma will wane before i finish them all like what happened with hermitcraft and double trouble#and if that happens i'll just be plagued with all these stories that never came to fruition#not to mention i really really really want to be a published author#and if i can hardly even finish oneshots how am i supposed to complete a book manuscript#let alone several; like the series i have in mind#it's just. a lot. easy to spiral down. it makes me feel bad.#anyway i'm gonna actually go to bed now. wahoo
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One of the ways that I know I'm not really built for fanfiction is that whenever I start something I get real focused in on the world building and how the characters fit into it and often get distracted from the original thing I was trying to write (filthy porn)
#this is about the tow truck au because i got a bit sidelined thinking about how they all ended up in this town lmao#maybe it simply does not matter#also#I'm not gonna stop any time soon but i am going to try and not start anything else big fanfiction wise#keep what im working on to like#under 10k#Except Sparrow which I want to see through to the bitter end because I love it#cave writing
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knowing my dad is transphobic and witnessing it are somehow two different experiences every time and they both are fucking shit
#he initiated the conversation#'did you hear what happened at the olympics?' directed right at me. and then he said some bullshit#and i argued with him but trying to say as little as possible bc i just wanted to get out of there and also he just#gave me money and i really needed him to not take it back#then he goes 'oh i forgot - you're a liberal' p mockingly#to which i said 'no im just a decent person'#and his response to that was 'same thing'#which WHAT a fucking SELF OWN#i literally cheered right there at the kitchen table and he was confused so i pointed out what he said like 'you just admitted you're not#decent person!' and then he of course tried to say he never said that and that i'm the only one who said it#suresuresuresuresure old ma#whatever you say#my mom was writing checks on the other side of the table and i could see her trying not to smile#i left soon after#i felt like crying at that point but idk why#it's not like this is a first or a surprise#today was going alright so far too#going to stop at walmart and then mail some letters for my dad#(he's shit but i'm not gonna refuse to drop off bills for a disabled man when he asks)#and then i'm going fucking home to finish up some work and then do fuck-all#maison speaks
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i need someone to talk to about my fanfics, because my bunnies are truly no help with coming with way to unblock the stories, they can't even read!!!
#i meam my beta left me and barely speak to me about all this anymore#(*daniels's voice* you lied to me [redacted])#even though they said they would help even if their hyperfixation went away#also i'm like so stressed because i'm not great at english and i write in english#i'm also stressed that i'm butchering the characters#i know some of my ideas are really just self insulgent but still i don't want to writer them badly#dbh#they ALL are about dbh#because that game took me hostage and i can't concentrate on any other hyperfixation i have#(also not gonna lie most of them are simarkus stuff. sorry not sorry. they have me at gunpoint 😔)#i might try to finish at least the chapter two of my long fic and post the prologue soon#(not a planner usually but the prologue is ahort and give nothing of were the fic is going tbh)#fanfiction#so many writer's problem here#might delete later#windy ramblings
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Heyyy just read through CETBWA and loved it all over again! No rush but any word on when there might be a chapter 21? 👀
hey!! thanks, i'm very glad you enjoyed it and continue to enjoy it, that makes me really happy ☺️
chap 21 is happening, just very slowly. i'm trying to focus on getting a fic out for the @/dpxdcbigbang before i get back into cetbwa properly, but i've been dabbling here and there. honestly probably won't happen until september tho lol sorry
#idk we might get it in august#i should have the month of july to work on it and it's already halfway done so maybe#idk we'll see#it might not happen - the big black dog has bit me hard and i have the biggest case of the morbs#i'm only still writing because of the lovely extension for the bang fic otherwise i would be screwed#we'll see we'll see idk#cetbwa#feel so guilty everytime i get an 'update? soon please now?' comment and like.... fuck#i'm so tired haha#it's happening i promise#i just need some time to screw my head on straight and get back in the groove#i have plans for the rest of the fic so it's definitely not abandoned - not many chapters left ahhh!!!!#scary thoughts#that might be another reason why it's taking a bit longer... i want to do the ending justice#but that's at least four or five chapters down the line#there's time... there's time#thank you for the ask and again i'm really glad you're enjoying it still#really did uplift me#thank you#did also cry a bit after getting this but that's just me rn lol#thanks again#i'm gonna try and write ig haha
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// Plotting call! Like this post if you'd like me to go into your DMs so we can talk ideas and see what we want to do going forward!
#hello everyone! I've been kinda quiet but feeling better#got a lot of irl stuff done that needed doing and I've been resuming my hobbies#writing continues to resist me- it's gonna be a slow process becoming comfortable here again#I'm also unsure how many are still interested in this blog- this is one way to let me know!#that being said I'm gonna try to be around more regardless#already started work on a few replies#and I've got some headcanons cooking in the back which I'll hopefully sort out soon#I might reblog this later to reach more people#ooc
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