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AUGH I’d love to see more time looping odile if possible,,,,, how do you think she’d like; “devolve” over each of the acts as compared to Siffrin over time :O
ok im gonna be honest i did like portrait edits months ago and just never finished them. so here you go
act 3:
act 5:
#some of them are still missing... I'll edit this post if I finish them as well#isat#isat spoilers#odile loops au#day 108#isat odile#i'm too lazy to individually export them in transparent atm...#tell me if yall ever need it#edit: I FORGOT TO ANSWER THE QUESTION#I mean yeah technically the portraits work but I do have Thoughts about this#I just think that throughout the loops odile becomes more. annoyed. and irritated#Like by act 3 fighting isn't really amusing anymore#dying/getting frozen is. ah. welp#But by act 5 she's just speedrunning#Just super irritated. like die already i've got variables to test#act 3 frozen is a momentary rest; the break is nice and she knows she can get back next loop; it's fine. act 5 is ugh seriously#tired. annoyed. unamused. what a waste of time#anyways wait how long has it been since I posted#(sees date of last post) OH. um#sorry guys I've been busy job (internship) hunting#will I post more from now on? No promises <3#Thank you for sticking around nontheless... I appreciate all the stuff yall send in my inbox <3#isat au
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5% of a color headcanon.... two versions since b&w emphasizes the dagger more i think but i still like the warm tones ASFSADA
i am not biased towards rainbow daggers whatsoever i promise (lie)
((also friend is streaming now and im there too!! bit more info linked here, its rated mature tho))
#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#i think tumblr is chewing on this ah well#its more of a weapon color headcanon than anything else tbh SAFASDA#but its very funny in my mind to refer to this as#insert percent amount of color headcanon here ASDASFA#i do not have many color headcanons tbh???#overall i would say i have like 1.15(ish) color headcanons that are solid in my brain across the cast???#the rainbow dagger has been in my minds eye for a long time#um SPOILERISH talk ahead in tag talk so be warned#i am serious!! turn back now if u dont want SPOILERS!!!#can u imagine if siffrins parents had lovingly crafted that white cloak and helped him pick out the pure black fit when younger#so they could be fashionably black and white like if things were in color or something#but then the first thing siffrin picks out on their own terms is literally the most colorful thing imaginable for the dagger#i do not know if that makes much sense but yeah#it is fun in my minds eye ASDAFA#actually is it ever mentioned where siffrin got the dagger??#was it also passed down????#ik the cloak was for sure from his family#and the pure black fit underneath is up in the air i think#tho if it was a first pass pick from parents#and he continued to pick it again and again after they got older subconsciously or not might be fun to think about#also do not mind the art style shift it might happen again LMAO#probably sparingly tho? who knows!!!#should i link stream in this post??? i dont know???#i feel a lil bad if it isnt related?????#oh well im doing it anyway because friendship :]#honestly did not think i would also have anything to post today but uh oops sorta just happened and it lined up so ASFASDA#anyway tag talk over stream time WOOO and i think i hit tag limit LMAO
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messy doodles plus with some picked ramblings with them as i process, learn, and progress. yes only some out of many. i talk far too much. i missed so much too im just too tired to talk abt those aspects rifht now








#library of ruina#lobotomy corporation#lobotomy corp spoilers#technically i talk abt them less of draw them#just incase though#hod#hod lor#yesod#technically both lobcorp and lor uhh i think ill just do one tag for all since theyre sketchy doodles#malkuth#netzach#there was another for fragment of the universe. fragments ego gear talking abt ignoring it and dimissing it and what it attempts to#communicate and speak. netzach commonly speaking in l corp and then adding some parts long the lines of yeah just keep ignoring me or the#sort along with commonly being dismissed as just a 'druggie' or another along those words. late and cant get exact quotes but relatively#that. there is rambles for yesod too but... ahhhhhh i talk far FAR too much. essentally ive talked abt every piece of dialog and keter floo#as well. its ah. it sure is... a floor! oh dear.....#just got to warp train <3 only that for urban legend iirc it was called. got too tired after progessing#when i say more work than needed w hod its to where her instructions on how to suppress and deal w a breaching abno is noted in the safet#teams description to be their job kinda. training is explicitly only noted to get employees adjusted to their new departments and to enforce#slash teach policies and Management procedures. which isnt really suppressions of individual abnos that she was showing in story 5 of her#l corp dialog. that and in abno stories its listed there is already a therapy program that people go do after certain requirments as company#enforced procedure which is when they panic and attack another iirc. which means the COMPULSORY counseling was a whole seprate thing hod#created. thats what i mean by more work than needed. not quite sure what informatiok holds up vut its what i gleaned from l corp
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Y’all I completely forgot 💀
As much as I like the design of this Raoul, his personality… ah hell NAW
#ah yes#thunder. you have a quiz tomorrow. you should study#yeah I should study. fucking draws#t-thunder. STOP YOUR SHIT#can I say how I like the way I drew long hair? cuz it hella looks fine :))#suggestions for another Raoul are still open! got a few so far but need input#please and thanks y’all#poto#phantom of the opera#the phantom of the opera#raoul de chagny#raoul week#Adam storke#poto 1990#phantom of the opera 1990#the phantom of the opera 1990#phanart#autodesk sketchbook#my art#thrashpileworks
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i have once again jumped to a new fandom LMAO ya bois gettin into BATMAN. i bought the arkham trilogy on steam a lil while ago when they were on sale, and i also bought a couple of comics. but so far ive only played through asylum and only read year one cuz ive been too busy just stalking the batman tag on here LOL
ANYWAY this is my attempt at figuring out how i wanna draw bruce. tbh im not 100% sold on how ive drawn his face but i do think this is how ill be drawing the suit! i wanted to put my own spin on it while still taking inspo from official designs and i like where i landed here (ovo)b
#dc comics#dc#batman#bruce wayne#ah yes. and the age old struggle: figuring out how tf to tag for a new fandom#im actually also a few chapters into the long halloween and a bit past the intro of arkham city#and now im constantly stuck between which one i wanna do MORE and just defaulting to stalking the tags lol#and theres also just. so many movies+shows i wanna watch. i never got around to watching the 2022 movie so i wanna do that#but i ALSO wanna rewatch the dark knight trilogy. that was my first real intro/exposure to batman#but i ALSO also wanna start with watching the animated shows. maybe the caped crusader or the original animated series#theres just! so much stuff! i wanna read or watch or play! and i cant decide between them all so i just do none! AUGH#i think r/n i really just wanna keep playing arkham city. im gonna do that. yeah
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actually the best thing about season 3 is how fucking VINDICATED i feel as a hardcore johanna fan right from the airing of the first season. up til season 2 aired i was what felt like the ONLY person stanning her in this space and no one cared yeah yeah she's just hilda's boring mom but jokes on you she's also INSANE and wields a BUZZSAW and has more lore than any other character in the entire show. you all LAUGHED at me but LOOK WHO'S LAUGHING NOW
#she was cool before she got all the angst and lore btw#but it rly feels like. like betting on a horse at the races i bet on the right character to get severe years-long brainrot about#this vindication was 5 years in the making#i know there are other ppl stanning johanna (ppl with good taste)#but i swear some time ago i saw wife say smth in a tag like 'i thought back in the day waddles was the only jo stan' and felt SO validated#bc for a while it sure Felt like it was just me and my lesbianism in the jo fan club#anyway i was Right All Along#watching the finale like yeah that's my fucking WIFE!!!!#THE character EVER thanks for coming to my ted talk#ah wait#hilda season 3 spoilers#hilda spoilers#hilda s3#hilda s3 spoilers#Hilda the series#Hilda season 3#Hilda netflix
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Something about the Turkish air …
#I’m sorry but what the hell was he thinking with that pose backstage 😶🌫️😶🌫️🫠#that’s why the shows are 16+ I guess#not suggestive AT all#via vantablacque on ig#just like ah I’ve got an brill idea let me just turn around; lean against this wall and spread out sound good yeah#again how are his arms so long and his hands are huge#that pic is the Bottom 💅 equivalent of the Paris shower top one#very much power bottom vibes#I’ll see myself out
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Fave arc from TAZ:Balance?
oughhh this is so hard to choose! probably 'the suffering game,' though! honestly the reveals in that arc got me way more hyped than the stuff from 'the stolen century,' though i'm sure that's considered blasphemous to say 😂 but even the smaller reveals of that arc (i.e. the no healing in wonderland moment) just felt so well done...
ALSO the music kicked ass. i love this fan mix for that arc especially -
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that being said, i DO have to give a special shout out to 'murder on the rockport limited!' i adore a murder mystery and that one is super fun 😌
#HELL YEAH TAZ: BALANCE LOVE AND APPRECIATION HOURS !!!#i listened to a couple of the other TAZ campaigns but none of them hit like balance and eventually gave up 😔#i think it's rly hard to recreate the feeling of a campaign that starts with goofs and slowly careens into something more serious#it's like it hits harder because you weren't expecting it to hit at all#and you got attached to everyone because you were having fun alongside them instead#ah so good... i really SHOULD relisten to it now it's been long enough i feel like it would feel fresh again...#nyoomerr ask
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Small test run of Infinity Nikki done! Mostly just finished the tutorial (and kicked Momo around), but it so far it seems pretty fun~
Also photo mode is so nice ♥
#there's some janky animations in those manual progress cutscenes#and after the crash cutscene i had some big lag#but that vanished after progressing the quest#tutorial was somewhat annoying (i hate those “and now click here” ones that refuse to let you do anything else before you finish them)#but didn't take that long#and yeah the photo mode is a godsent for someone used to gpose lol#so many games have pretty graphics but absolutely refuse to let you pose for pics#or god forbid edit colors or lights to make them look better#i can maybe see some of the same problems that shining nikki had#as in. 3d outfits refusing to play nice together when mixing outfits#as that was something i loved doing in love nikki#but so far i haven't got any “you can't use that piece with this outfit” that i remember getting A LOT during shining#anyway uhhhhhh#i should probably come up with a tag for these pics#for organizational purposes u know?#neri in miraland#that'll do#AH also if any mutuals/followers try the game feel free to toss your friend codes my way 👉👈#i've yet to see what the friend system even lets you do but still#infinity nikki#edit: oh right i forgot to clarify - if you walk into momo he kinda shuffles out of your way#and if you keep doing it multiple times he comments something about it lol#i got “okay okay i'll get out of the way!” and something about him need some protective gear lol
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artemis officially has..... another new patron... (side muse) his name is Loomy and he was once a kids imaginary friend (he thinks. tbh he cant remember exactly what he was at first if he was anything but this is fine) tldr we have yet another pet for the shop--
#( ooc )#he's a Long Cat entity thingamajig#i think i ramble somewhere abt them before but he's just this freaky ass looking feline bony ass LONGGG thing that stares into windows#he can talk he just doesnt a lot#another case of 'idk where tf you came from but ah. here you are. might as well stay awhile.' ffjfjsj#i am.... doodling...... hes got them freaky ass big eyes#Tarsier eyes yeAH YEAH that kinda big freaky ass eyes . the kid he used to be with named him and he kept it <:' )#hollon ill make a tragic fuckn backstory just u wait#these blurbs of info are mostly for me for later so i dont forget what was in my brain but ..... looks @ u all......#new side muse......
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Feeling and looking good 🌈 (Patreon)
#Doodles#Even tho it hasn't been that long it still feels like I while since I've been in my doodle rotation lol just a lower density for a while#I forget if I mentioned the first time my favourite chair broke? It doesn't feel familiar in my head so I'll give a quick rundown lol#I frequent a rocking chair <3 It's the blue one I sometimes draw digitally :D And it's starting to show its age haha#I'm not very gentle on furniture - as evidenced by it breaking Again lol#There's a specific screw in its front-right support that takes the most pressure from me getting up and sitting down#It gets stressed and stretched and is more prone to breaking just from use and it's a very integral piece!#This time it broke Really good like I thought I could fix it myself - I could not lol the screw casing had to be removed from the wood pft#But it's fixed now! Back to rocking :) Yaay <3#Small silly set of wanting attention haha#Got it in small increments! But got it! Fully! Always happy for it haha#What was that joke doodle I made once - something like ''I have to be talked to every [XX] hours or I'll get sad'' lol#I mean it's not Untrue pft#I enjoy it <3#And the last one! Multimedia art actually!! Ah!#The latest CJ the X video about fashion Spoke To Me - I mean most of their work tends to lol but this one...yeah#Being raised in disparate little pockets of culture unfixed from a larger cultural language and feeling lost for it......../yeah/#And I do find a lot of comfort in the question being reframed from ''What do you like'' to ''Who are you? What are you?''#I don't know what I like! Not style-wise not on this body that I'm in possession of! I like what's comfortable but that doesn't Say much#Using fashion as a signal to others that I'd very much like to be viewed a certain way and learning the ''words'' to communicate that! Ah!!#So I looked up some What-and-Who fashions I wanted to emulate and ended up in an outfit of my own clothes that looked really great on me!!#Tank top with rolled-up sleeves on the button down over it - defuser necklace - my favourite black pants and shoes with Tamagotchis hehe#And of course my rainbow bracelet <3 I felt quite handsome :)#It's not something I've done again since with different clothes but it makes me Want to! I want to be seen by those I'm winking at haha#I think it's quite lovely :)
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I've thought a lot about the several thousand year old gnome druid we met who was just bitter and jaded and had spent most of those millennia sitting in one place not doing anything in particular except mourning her tiefling wife who'd died millennia ago, and how disgusted and infuriated with her melliwyk is, personally but also as a gnome herself-- and I'm thinking about it again like. honestly I think it goes beyond general cultural values; that level of willful ongoing stagnation and joyless nihilism is probably completely seriously a gnomish sin
#melliwyk-- viciously and also meaning it from the bottom of her heart: you might as well just be dead.#zhartook- a baby druid who has inherited tana's sort of cosmic role- came away from that meeting with existential dread#melliwyk's just SPITTING FIRE angry about it. what a WASTE. what a WASTE of a LIFE.#I'll be lucky to get a few CENTURIES and it won't be enough to squeeze as much LIVING out of life as possible!#other people are lucky to get even just a handful of decades!#and YOU!! who ought to KNOW BETTER!! don't even have A HOBBY?? you're sitting here talking about how POINTLESS EVERYTHING IS???#you married a tiefling and act like outliving your loved ones is uniquely tragic for you? like you wouldn't have done that anyway??#... ah I got possessed by mel's anger for a sec there gfkjhgfd. point is I think the real core of the most important gnome values#is that being alive and being a part of the world is a gift that you're meant to delight in and make the most of#it's your PURPOSE to seek joy and fun! it's your PURPOSE to INTERACT with the world creatively and inquisitively!#there's something almost blasphemous about PERMANENTLY and WHOLLY surrendering to despair#something heretical about talking confidently about how little anything matters and so there's no point in caring#tana's probably got turbo depression but her own hot take was just 'yeah kids this is what being alive this long does to you lol'#and mel is like. no I think you're just really fucking bad at it. like are you aware people are still writing new books#my OCs#melliwyk#gnome stuff
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oh my god i gave him. this drawing i did of him. but its not just based of any picture - oh no - it's based on a 5 yo class photo. I explained to him that my friend, who was his classmate back then, showed me the picture. That I got bored and just wanted to draw something, so I drew his 5th grader self. He smiled funnily and said "Well, it's not bad. Thanks"
Then he went back to his bros.
Me? I hid in the toilet, called my friend, and screamed her ears off.
#Eventually the embarassement of the situation hit me#and i KNEW i had to create some actualy BELIEVABLE explanation as to why i drew him#so my friend told me -#“Ah right. So. Not that long ago i told him i ship you two as a joke just to see his reac-”#SHE NEVER TOLD ME.#OH MY GOD SHE NEVER DID#apparently his response was looking to the side and replying “well... i dont know...................”#LOOK ITS BETTER THAN HIM GOING ewwwwwwww hamo?#its. something#so. she texted him after the call#going like hey haha liked hamos drawing?#he said yeah. she sure got the drawing right#AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRHGHGZWLJFSIOKL#anyway im the class best at the latin exam :) and englisch exam :)#and HE isnt. hehe loser#i say. as i stare lovingly into the wall#hamocrap#crush saga
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Thinking about the day my grandmother died and how my reaction looked to outsiders like in my brain I was behaving in completely logical and appropriate ways but like from others POV:
She dies in my arms and I sat there in silence until the ambulance came to take her away. I don’t speak and barely move until I suddenly and seemingly without provocation throw a dining room chair at my aunt who wasn’t even present when my grandmother died, storm out the back door and disappear for 36 hours. I did not take my car. Literally walked into the woods. Return soaked and covered in mud and showing fairly clear signs of hypothermia (we’re Canadian we learn to spot hypothermia) walk into the shower fully clothed and stay in there for three hours until the hot water has completely run out and they can’t get it working at the kitchen sink.
And apparently this was viewed as “yeah that makes sense” because no one questioned, checked on, or spoke to me during that entire 48hrs despite there being like 30-50 people rotating through the house at that time.
#to be fair I did emerge from that fully redressed normally and mud-free#and immediately started calmly planning funeral arrangements and coordinating logistics#so they were more or less correct in thinking yeah he’ll sort out whatever that is#and be back to help us when we need it#and I was#I just needed to go rot on the forest floor and sob for most of a day#getting into the shower fully clothed was an accident I was still just really dissociated#but after two hours I realized oh I’m in the shower ah I guess I’ll just wash these clothes while I’m in here#so I did that#because my clothes were pretty crusty#mud tree sap sticks etc#ice at first before I got in the shower#tbh I probably could have injured myself pretty badly going from straight hypothermia into a hot shower#but I don’t remember actually getting IN the shower so there’s a chance some lizard part of my brain remembered the survival drills#from my whole life since like age 2#of slowly going up in temp#the fact that I didn’t put myself into some kind of shock would suggest I did increase the temps in increments by just drilled muscle memry#when I came to it was already very hot#but that was a LONG time since I had gotten in
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Filter vs no filter you guys
Also WEBCORE!!!
I LUV THIS SONG SM
#KWITE#kwite fanart#kwite my beloved#THERES NOT A LOT OF TAGS FOR HIM#YOUTUBE#YOUTUBER#spotiy#webcore#also im surprised that i have filters#THAT ARE COOL#uhhh#weirdcore#we#wev#web#woah#that took to long to spell wth#all you b* weird af like some webcore#yeah like some webcore#here on from hensforth#oh yeah ill prob do caseoh next#....#CASE????#wait I wonder how long it will take me to max out tags#>-<!!#me core#top 10 shortest people of all time#at number one we got kwite#cant relate im like tall ah#reaching the 13th shelf
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yeeeesssssssssss
#just happy that. while sure i still dont have time to play it today. i got it running. sure it was on the nvidia cloud thing. but its#working. its finally working. cant wait to see my rook in 3d tomorrow. and yeah there's a six hour session limit but. thats gotta be long#enough to make a character and get to a save point at the very least so. fuck yeah#original posts#also like. talked to my wife with both of us having clearer heads (thanks to literally clearer air) and shes open to slowly building a new#computer which is cool. just not with the absolute minimum parts this time. so until then nvidia it is for anything too modern for this#2012 ass machine. ah well its better than nothing
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