#hamocrap

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c'mon it's obvious

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happy booping lads

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Thoughts and feelings on the latest sxf chapter 😭😭😭 omg man I'll never recover

I DIED I DIED SO FUCKING MUCH OH MY GOD

the damianya parallels..... martha was a commoner and henry from a noble family and he was wayyyy too focussed on his future so he completely ignored his feeling OH MY GOD.

martha is so fucking cute. i love how she's a badass and a ballet master. its a shame she didnt hit kick punch slap henderson. like. how every other ship in sxf starts

AND. HOW SHE IS THE REASON WHY henderson said elegant for the first time ever. nothing can ever be more romantic. HES THE FUCKING ELEGANT MAN NOW

i got heartbroken when martha cried my babygirl

and

GOD

the foreshadowing at the end................................

i wont ever recover either dear anon

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your fanart became real how do you feel

REALLY FUCKING GOOD AND THE REST OF THE CHAPTER WAS EVEN BETTER OHHHH MYGOD YAAAAAL AAASWD)EW(FIGRJI A AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

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me and my friends on a daily basis

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i'll probably be opening comissions for palestine soon!! stay tuned :]

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"It'll be over before I know it", I told myself. "It's just a phase. I bet my infatuation with him would resolve the moment he gets a shitty haircut."

The day came. He got a buzz cut. He used to have the most fluffy, beautiful, messy hair in the world. And he decided to get a fucking buzz cut.

That was supposed to be the end. The moment for me to step back into reality at last and say "Hey, I think it's finally over."

But it wasn't. I still loved him. Not a thing changed. He might look like a shorn sheep now, but he's still my dumbass 6 days older academic rival who is obsessed with movies. His grin is still the same stupid honey-pancake-horse-grin that reaches his eyes. Oh, how I wish it would only reach his oculi, not my heart. How I wish his laugh, similar to that of a chicken infected with the flu, wouldn't lift my mood up immediately. How I wish I wouldn't notice and remember every single tiny detail about him.

But oh, a girl can only wish.

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lessgo i got tagged 💪

Last song: "Ich will, dass du das überlebst" - stilbruch! one of the only german songs i personally like

Currently watching: the beautiful dried paint on my walls. as in show? no idea

Currently reading: bunch of random tumblr posts, nothing in particular

Current obsession: spy x family the brain rot is unreal

tagging whoever is interested <3

nine people you'd like to know better

(i was tagged by @1989nihil! thank youu :D)

Last song: Born under punches (the heat goes on) by Talking Heads

Currently watching: Extraordinary Attorney Woo :)

Currently reading: Stone Butch Blues

Current obsession(s): Sleeping, being cozy, (as usual) and going to arcades!

Gonna tag (feel free to ignore): @dogboyrevenge @burgundyquills @dracarysbitch @onabikaa @zuraea @meiyanaalexia @aomitois

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DAMN CLIFFHANGER AAAUURGHHHH

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The only way Damien is asking Anya to the prom is if Becky tells him a "rumor" (she made it up) that someone else is going to ask Anya at a specific time so he'd have to move fast to get her first.

Even then he'd stumble through the whole thing.

I WHOLE HEARTLY AGREE

i bet he'd be such a looser he'll just. write the question on a piece of paper and shove it into anya's peanut bag.

She'll probs accidentally munch on it alongside the peanuts BYHSHS and then throw it into the trash can (without reading it) like "ew how did paper get in here. disgustang"

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no because i see someone just liked like. 160+ posts/reblogs on my blog in a row and it's just. so sweet? someone's enjoying themselves looking at my shit!!! oh my god,,

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thanks for the @!

staring "electro medieval wave" alongside my lil bro lmao

i have choosen.. ... . @cambot77 and @liddlecreachur

unnamed tag

From @talesofsorrowandofruin

Rules: You’re starring in a movie with the last person saved in your camera roll and the last song you listened to is the title. What is it?

My niece and I are watching a movie called "never been in love"

As long as the movie doesn't end with the protagonist falling in love, sounds great!

@zmwrites @blossom-hwa @chaotic-bumblebee-agenda

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i'm opening requests again 🫡 but PLEASE read this before sending in anything:

I'm a high school student drawing as a hobby. i've got exams, extra curricular activities, responsibilities and a life outside the internet. keep that in mind

no nsfw, heavy gore, offending stuff whatsoever

otherwise? i accept everything and anything, don't limit yourself to spy x family lmao

i will not be doing each and every request. i'll choose whatever i like and think i'm capable of

requests may take from a few hours to multiple years, i don't know. i've got a packed shedule

drink water IMMEDIATELY after sending in the ask. your request will turn invalid otherwise. stay hydrated my friend

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i don't follow you you don't follow me but we're forever tied together by the 7 posts i reblogged while stalking your acc

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Aight, here's the end of my infamous crush saga:

So. For Valentine's I got him a gift: a typed out letter, some cookies, and a heart in his favourite colour with his initial I crocheted.

The thing is, I wanted to do it anonymously, and getting the box into his backpack when no one's looking is just too risky, you know?

So I thought hey, why not give it to his mom?

I met her like, twice. But she seemed really nice and I trusted her that she wouldn't tell him.

So during free period, I handed the box to her, told her not to tell him it's from me, and she agreed happily.

2 days later. I get a message from him.

Which itself is shocking enough.

Turns out, he found out it's from me. Don't know if his mom told him or if I'm just too obvious, but he did. He thanked me for the cookies and the letter, said it was probably one of the nicest things he ever read. He said he also found it really courageous of me, and that he wouldn't be able to do the same.

And then went to the main point:

He doesn't like me back.

But he said it so respectfully. He explained that there's a girl who's currently on a year long exchange programm in the USA who shares the romantic feelings he holds for her. They already planned ahead what they wanna do when she gets back and all.

He apologised. He said he hopes we can still get along well as classmates.

He also texted my friend, apologising to her for treating me like a jerk, which he didn't.

I kind of wish he did, though. Then it'd be easier to get over him and all. But when he's rejecting me so kindly, so respectfully? It doesn't lessen the feelings I hold for him. It just makes it worse, actually.

Thing is, I never expected, never wanted to get into a relationship with him or whatever. Not like this at least, not now, not here. All I wanted was to spark a little joy in his life, I guess.

And I did, so I feel accomplished.

And I replied just like that.

I'm glad it's happening now, so I can get over him faster. I haven't cried over it, not yet at least, sometimes it just takes time for a shock to actually settle in. But I don't feel like it's the end of the world either. It's an opportunity for me to start over, to get my shit back together.

I thought these feelings would last forever, but I think, like this, life would be better.

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don't you love it when instagram suspends your account out of nowhere

EDIT: ITS BACK!! I CAN USE IT AGAIN!! YAY