#addict with a habit

[overcastkid]

ummm yeah

[sunlit-mess]

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[healthilyathome]

[churchwizard]

Been telling myself to draw corpse paint Evan for like half a decade. Better late than never ;]

[echosong971]

oh maverick steel, the warlock that you are

[fisheito]

there's somethin about maid eito and bookworm yakumo

After i drew ⤴

i woke up the next day and said, NO. I NEED BALANCE!!!!

theeeere we go

[lazylittledragon]

Please ignore if this is too personal but IIRC you were/are dealing with caffeine addiction? I hope you're doing Ok, as a former addict I know how hard it is so wishing you the best xx

thank you for checking in!!

i'm doing very well!! i haven't cut out coffee completely bc i really don't think i can (it's been one of my daily pleasures for SO long), but right now i only have 1-2 espresso shots and i don't even have it every day anymore

also remembering that i used to have 4-6 shots per drink, sometimes multiple times a day, makes me want to throw up now which is probably a good sign ajkdhdsh

[cheriecoke]

i remember being 13 and so confidently saying i’ll probably stop reading fanfiction when i’m like 18!” and here i am at 23 staying up until 3am on a weekday to read a 355k word hunger games fic

[timetravelsong]

𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈’𝐦 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐢𝐜𝐤; 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦. 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐈’𝐦 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐩, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞.

excerpts from a book I’ll never write

[ghurab-alzilal]

*Jason is caught smoking*

• In childhood: *after taking the cigarette out of his mouth and throwing it away, he is lectured by Dick for more than an hour about the repercussions of smoking (and is threatened with telling Bruce if he is caught doing it again) *

• In adulthood: *after cutting the cigarette in half with the Saif (being it still in Jason's mouth), he is lectured by Damian for more than an hour about the repercussions of smoking (and is threatened with telling Talia if he is caught doing it again) *

[calliopeos]

okay, hive mind, I need your help…

[ruminate88]

Haha 🤣 OR you watch a show too early, it’s got only 1 season and now you’re frustrated because you got invested into the characters and wanna know what happens next but can’t!!! Ahhhhh!!!

Also, since learning about emotional abuse, erm, I don’t wanna watch just any show. Like some of these shows are too creepy or scary 🫣 I don’t like shows that make me uncomfortable the whole time!!

I usually end up watching older sitcoms I’ve already seen… it’s rare that I find a new show but when I do, I get all in to it and watch it all at once. Not sure how to space out the episodes. I guess it’s my older addictive/obsessive personality traits I’ve been trying to change but it’s hard!!

[agirlwithglam]

may i please get a letter with affirmation and reassurance that i can and will quit negative habits and addictions and get better?

💌

hi sweets! of course, i’d love to send a letter to you <3

valentines love letter … to a special someone!

dear anonie,

of course it will get better. of course you will get better. you care about yourself, don't you? you care about the people around you. you care enough to write that message and ask for a letter like this. the fact that you care is proof enough that you are capable of quitting any negative repeating cycles or addictions.

spend time with those people you care about, spend time doing more things that make you forget your addiction. spend time discovering new hobbies, even if you think you won't like them or won't be good at them, try. just try.

and slowly by slowly, you will start to find the beautiful things in life to fall in love with. things that make life worth living and experiencing. things that fill you up with joy and happiness and positivity.

xoxo, Vanilla

[lobo-inu]

Whats Robin like drunk. I wanna see that ohmes WASTED, drunkely flirting with Miraak while face on the table jdfhjdf no but actually, how is he? That nordic ale can not be good

oh no. i’m so sorry, but you have opened up the door for some of Robin’s extremely depressing lore.

on the contrary, Robin avoids alcohol as much as he can. he grew up with an alcoholic father who was a skooma addict (Dar’Jo my beloved); he doesn’t really remember much, but it definitely engrained itself into his subconscious. Dar’Jo wasn’t a violent or abusive drunk, but seeing your father constantly in an on-and-off state of Not Himself really just scared little Robin to his core.

another thing that turned him away were his experiences with drunk Mercer during their…. bond, if you will, while he was in the Thieves Guild. this is when Robin was around 19. he and Mercer’s whole situation is just a mess that i can elaborate on another time 👀

…lol, not to mention his first and last experience with Skooma when he was 17/18-ish was bad enough. while it isn't alcohol, it’s close enough in his brain to where it might as well be just as risky. turned Robin away from the idea of alcohol or other substances ever since.

on a lighter note, though, Robin is a stoner through and through haha. while initially scared to try because of the previous incidents stated above, he eventually got comfortable smoking hemp as he aged. sometimes Sleeping Tree Sap is also smoked medicinally to help him sleep or get through ptsd episodes / chronic pain /etc. whenever he travels to Whiterun, Robin always makes sure to pay Ysolda a visit whenever he needs some sap.

i think Miraak tries to smoke with him one evening for the first time. coughs up a lung and he has himself a damn time, alright… i don't think he'd like it very much. just means there's more for Robin, though 🖤

[maximura]

[franklyimissparis]

i think it’s funny how when some people talk abt alex turner’s potential drug usage it’ll either be like “he has a major drug and alcohol problem it’s so obvious!!!” or “i don’t think he’s the type to have ever even tried a hard drug” as if there isn’t a ton of middle ground between those two extremes

like the man who wrote “why’d you only ever call me when you’re high” and has been a touring musician since he was 19 has obviously fucking been high - and not just with weed - but that also doesn’t mean he’s completely off his head in every interview he’s ever done 😭😭