#addict with a habit

[euesworld]

"I'm all over you like a clingy crack fiend in love with those cocaine lips.."

I'm all over you like an addict with a habit that just can't stop, cause every time your clothes fall off I get high on you - eUë

[overcastkid]

ummm yeah

[sunlit-mess]

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[churchwizard]

Been telling myself to draw corpse paint Evan for like half a decade. Better late than never ;]

[lazylittledragon]

Please ignore if this is too personal but IIRC you were/are dealing with caffeine addiction? I hope you're doing Ok, as a former addict I know how hard it is so wishing you the best xx

thank you for checking in!!

i'm doing very well!! i haven't cut out coffee completely bc i really don't think i can (it's been one of my daily pleasures for SO long), but right now i only have 1-2 espresso shots and i don't even have it every day anymore

also remembering that i used to have 4-6 shots per drink, sometimes multiple times a day, makes me want to throw up now which is probably a good sign ajkdhdsh

[healthilyathome]

[ghurab-alzilal]

*Jason is caught smoking*

• In childhood: *after taking the cigarette out of his mouth and throwing it away, he is lectured by Dick for more than an hour about the repercussions of smoking (and is threatened with telling Bruce if he is caught doing it again) *

• In adulthood: *after cutting the cigarette in half with the Saif (being it still in Jason's mouth), he is lectured by Damian for more than an hour about the repercussions of smoking (and is threatened with telling Talia if he is caught doing it again) *

[batcavescolony]

A Batfam AU where instead of going to get Dick to be Robin again Tim uses necromancy to bring Jason back from the dead. He just leaves Jason on the Wayne doorstep with a 'do better this time' sticky note. Batman can't find out who did it and Tim stays his little latchkey self with semi ok but distant parents (cus canonical they weren't really abusive just not there which isn't good but they could be worse). His parents bring him along on trips but again they love him but they just leave him to do as he pleases. so in Paris he ends up still getting trained by Lady Shiva. This keeps going and Tim just keeps reviving batfam members, if they fake their deaths and Tim tracks them down to check on them. They still have no idea who their shadow is, they can't find him, Tim likes it this way. Bruce goes MIA and Red Robin happens just minus Tim actually being Red Robin. The JLA doorstep gets a passed-out Batman with a 'I can't believe I have to keep doing this shit' sticky note on his head.

[mattodore]

you should make an *au* where theodore is the hunk & matthias is the twink...........😁

okay alex this took me forever in cas and i almost gave up bc matthias just looks silly but theo was serving so i had to share 🤲

[maximura]

[wisteriasymphony]

Imagine, for the sake of argument, you are a boy with very large, very hidden feelings. These feelings, thoughts, desires you have are all so… big, so confusing. At times they disgust you, at times you feel they betray the sense of self you've had thrust upon you. But they need focus, they need a path for you to better understand them.

You have three options.

The first is one of your closest friends. She's kind, she's thoughtful, she's creative. You feel safe around her, and she never fails to make you laugh. There's a certain vulnerability to being around her—one you can't fully express as you are but you know is there—and you appreciate that so much. But she is only "just a friend". You are sickeningly short on friends as it is, and often worry about your ability to make new ones beyond the few that have ostensibly latched on out of pity. So you want to keep her as "just a friend", not scare her away with what you're really like.

To entertain desires toward the first is to lose a friendship.

The second is…. well, in all but name, she's your boss. You're fine with that: She's capable, she's strong, she's level-headed. It's no surprise that not just you, but the entire city admires her. She represents a hope that, in hindsight, has been sorely lacking in your life. But she has been incredibly upfront that she returns none of your feelings, and you've decided to respect that. You'd only be making things awkward again by going back on that.

To entertain desires toward the second is to betray a promise.

You meet the third on the way home from a patrol, saving her from a fall—One not as accidental as you initially thought. Out of a lack of anything better to do… you talk. It's only for a few minutes, and you're not even sure she told you her real name instead of an alias. It's hard to tell if anything she says is true, but you believe her. A week passes, and you discover the news that this person you barely met at all is now buried. Dead.

To entertain desires toward the third… is to lose absolutely nothing.

So you think.

[franklyimissparis]

i think it’s funny how when some people talk abt alex turner’s potential drug usage it’ll either be like “he has a major drug and alcohol problem it’s so obvious!!!” or “i don’t think he’s the type to have ever even tried a hard drug” as if there isn’t a ton of middle ground between those two extremes

like the man who wrote “why’d you only ever call me when you’re high” and has been a touring musician since he was 19 has obviously fucking been high - and not just with weed - but that also doesn’t mean he’s completely off his head in every interview he’s ever done 😭😭

[aquato-family-circus]

[alcoholism cw]

a hc I like to turn around in my hand like a marble is the idea Bob knew about his potential addictive tendencies (without the like fancy medical terms for it) from his own falling into alcoholism in some inbetween part of his life from his mom dying to the gang getting together. It wasn't as all encompassingly bad as it gets post-deluge but he was what you might call the "functioning alcoholic" type

he never ever got professional help about it, he felt equal parts like it was uncessessary and shameful, but then there was a moment when the group was really filling out where the issues it was causing got too serious.

Like I imagine some time where it was maybe like, 5 of the 7 where Bob reached a tipping point where he’d been getting overwhelmed by all the new people he had to mask and be cool and normal around, and he felt like being a little buzzed helped bc we see some hints that like in “moderation” Bob’s kind of a party guy when he’s drunk.

But he’s increasingly miserable, and the others noticed, and brought him back from the brink of getting way worse mentally & emotionally. and it really brought him closer to them bc of it.

he ended up cleaning/sobering up a fair bit afterwards because his friends were concerned about him and had like a hodge podge of advice and help for him.

all this to say he had a pretty good support system, all things considered.

so when it all fell apart it made the relapse back into alcoholism snap like a rubber band.

he hated Truman suggesting the professional help not only bc it was during getting fired, but also bc no he never needed that when he cleaned up before. he had done it himself, he thinks, and he had Friends. If he can’t do it now it’s because he’s an unlovable friendless loser and not bc it’s a “medical problem” that a doctor would “know things about”.

[hyohaehyuk]

Interesting 🙃

WHICH COULD MEAN NOTHING!!!!!!

[healthilyathome]

1/13/25

To-do

MONDAY RESET

Deep clean kitchen

Laundry (fold and put away too!)

Goals

30 minute walk

Read for 30 minutes

Yoga class at the gym

We're super behind on 1000 hours outside. It's been just barely at freezing on warm days since we got home. That's totally normal and what I'd expect here, but convincing myself to get Little Man bundled up so we can go out has not been going well.

[vampiricculture]

I have an evil royal advisor in my brain and he tells me to smoke cigarettes