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Not me writing a thesis-length liner notes booklet for a mediocre playlist of very obscure songs I found that made me think of Stephen Maturin
#actually i'm doing IMPORTANT RESEARCH#i am PREPARING FOR GRAD SCHOOL#it's bad though because i have a catalan section and an irish section#and the catalan section is okay because i kind of know what i'm talking about (only kind of though :/)#but the irish one is going to be a dumpster fire and i know it#anyways expect this to appear on my main sometime in the next 20 years#what should really happen is that the o'brian estate should pay me to curate an album with all the versions of these songs that i need#The Creative Endeavor and other aubreyad nonsense#perce rambles
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the thing is there's like, a point of oversaturation for everything, and it's why so many things get dropped after a few minutes. and we act like millennials or gen z kids "have short attention spans" but... that's not quite it. it's more like - we did like it. you just ruined it.
capitalism sees product A having moderate success, and then everything has to come out with their "own version" of product A (which is often exactly the same). and they dump extreme amounts of money and environmental waste into each horrible simulacrum they trot out each season.
now it's not just tiktokkers making videos; it's that instagram and even fucking tumblr both think you want live feeds and video-first programming. and it helps them, because videos are easier to sneak native ads into. the books coming out all have to have 78 buzzwords in them for SEO, or otherwise they don't get published. they are making a live-action remake of moana. i haven't googled it, but there's probably another marvel or starwars something coming out, no matter when you're reading this post.
and we are like "hi, this clone of project A completely misses the point of the original. it is soulless and colorless and miserable." and the company nods and says "yes totally. here is a different clone, but special." and we look at clone 2 and we say "nope, this one is still flat and bad, y'all" and they're like "no, totally, we hear you," and then they make another clone but this time it's, like, a joyless prequel. and by the time they've successfully rolled out "clone 89", the market is incredibly oversaturated, and the consumer is blamed because the company isn't turning a profit.
and like - take even something digital like the tumblr "live streaming" function i just mentioned. that has to take up server space and some amount of carbon footprint; just so this brokenass blue hellsite can roll out a feature that literally none of its userbase actually wants. the thing that's the kicker here: even something that doesn't have a physical production plant still impacts the environment.
and it all just feels like it's rolling out of control because like, you watch companies pour hundreds of thousands of dollars into a remake of a remake of something nobody wants anymore and you're like, not able to afford eggs anymore. and you tell the company that really what you want is a good story about survival and they say "okay so you mean a YA white protagonist has some kind of 'spicy' love triangle" and you're like - hey man i think you're misunderstanding the point of storytelling but they've already printed 76 versions of "city of blood and magic" and "queen of diamond rule" and spent literally millions of dollars on the movie "Candy Crush Killer: Coming to Eat You".
it's like being stuck in a room with a clown that keeps telling the same joke over and over but it's worse every time. and that would be fine but he keeps fucking charging you 6.99. and you keep being like "no, i know it made me laugh the first time, but that's because it was different and new" and the clown is just aggressively sitting there saying "well! plenty of people like my jokes! the reason you're bored of this is because maybe there's something wrong with you!"
#this was much longer i had to cut it down for legibility#but i do want to say i am aware this post doesnt touch on human rights violations as a result of fast fashion#that is because it deserves its own post with a completely different tone#i am an environmental educator#so that's what i know the most about. it wouldn't be appropriate of me to mention off-hand the real and legitimate suffering#that people are going through#without doing my research and providing real ways to help#this is a vent post about a thing i'm watching happen; not a call to action. it would be INCREDIBLY demeaning#to all those affected by the fast fashion industry to pretend that a post like this could speak to their suffering#unfortunately one of the horrible things about latestage capitalism as an activist is that SO many things are linked to this#and i WANT to talk about all of them but it would be a book in its own right. in fact there ARE books about each level of this#and i encourage you to seek them out and read them!!! i am not an expert on that i am just a person on tumblr doing my favorite activity#(complaining)#and it's like - this is the individual versus the industry problem again right because im blaming myself#for being an expert on environmental disaster (which is fucking important) but not knowing EVERYTHING about fast fashion#i'm blaming myself for not covering the many layers of this incredibly complicated problem im pointing out#rather than being like. yeah so actually the fault here lies with the billion dollar industries actually.#my failure to be able to condense an incredibly immense problem that is BOOK-LENGTH into a single text post that i post for free#is not in ANY fucking way the same amount of harm as. you know. the ACTUAL COMPANIES doing this ACTUAL THING for ACTUAL MONEY.#anyway im gonna go donate money while i'm thinking about it. maybe you can too. we can both just agree - well i fuckin tried didn't i#which is more than their CEOs can say
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I'm sure it's nothing, but maybe we should take a closer look at it once our basic shelter is finished...
I'm sure Mechi is devastated to have visitors already.
Some of these visitors are very rude, too.
No matter. We'll get the message across if it kills them (especially if it kills them)
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#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#slightly more polished art than usual#that monolith sure do be monolithing#We've almost finished the barebones shelter#Mechi doesn't actually have the Ascetic trait#but we'll build like he does#at least at the start#we did not buy anything from the traders#We did kill that raider with no injuries#So Mechi has had his first taste of life on the Rim#I'm sure he's thrilled#coffee supplies are running low#coffee brewing is our no. 1 priority for research#of course#it's the most important thing#have a fabulous day everyone!!
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i do love how the tumblr nerds care about láeg. i like to think i've played a significant part in making this happen and it's wild to think there are probably more people alive right now who a) know who láeg is and b) care about him than there have been for at least a few centuries, because he has NOT had this level of attention in the past. seriously. i can't stress enough how fleeting most references to láeg are in scholarship from the past 150 years. he does get a look-in in some 19th and 20th century novels but there's no sign that his characterisation there had a massive impact or sparked a lot of attention; he's not in the super late ulster cycle tales so then you're having to go back to the early 18th century and he's barely in coimheasgar na gcuradh; that means toruigheacht gruaidhe griansholus (1679) is the last time anyone really focused on him and given that that only survives in one manuscript i don't think it had a massive impact/audience, etc; so then you're probably going all the way back to the 15th-16th centuries, and remember this is all manuscripts so it's not mass print media, though there's gonna be some oral trads too... it's been a while, is what i'm saying, and the scale of the internet means higher numbers of people can be reached by the same things
tumblr really went "anyway this is our guy now" (of course we did. he's the loyal sarcastic best friend with homoerotic tensions. we were never not going to) and plucked him from obscurity and now people are drawing him!! there has been virtually no art of láeg before!! especially not art outside of illustrating a specific story for the purposes of a retelling!! (he gets drawn sometimes in graphic novels and there are like, two depictions of him and cú chulainn in their chariot, but that's p much it) and people make jokes about him! and know how to spell his name! etc
#i feel like incorrect ulster cycle and ILP were contributing factors in this and i'm proud of that. frankly.#obvs people doing actual laeg research does help too#but memes. memes are so important#laeg mac riangabra
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stayed up too late posting about being aromantic. ah well... life's temporary joys are worth enduring for
#also didn't do my research project stuff as much as i wanted to tonight BUT. lol. aroposting more important#it's all due midnight tomorrow and i get off work at 12:30 so i'll live haha#the stuff i DID get done tonight. had me restructuring my work thesis#and now i'm so excited to write about sex in the myth of adam and eve. it's gonna be such a kickass project actually#valentine notes#now. to go the fuck to bed for the 7 am shift tomorrow lmao
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i guess it's still technically possible that the person who told me that most of our uni/on leadership are members of the psl was wrong and it's actually only some of them. but also. jesus fucking christ are you kidding me
#like i have many many past disagreements with most of them on matters like uh#''how important is it to research proposals or have time for actually incorporating member feedback on them''#''should we try hard to do messaging that contains true information said in a way that doesn't make us sound like scammers for no reason''#''is it really maximally important that we use the first five minutes of a time-sensitive meeting on a chant no one in the room knows''#''should we sabotage our relationship to local elected officials for no reason besides a vague claim that it's 'out of scope' to do a#voter registration drive‚ a choice which def won't later turn out to have ideological origins''#but at the time of elections i rationalized it as like. well it's good to have a slate that preserves institutional memory.#no one ELSE is running. *i'm* certainly not running#& now learning that they're all in the stupid fucking astroturfed revsoc org-loyalty-and-dumbfuck-sloganeering-is-everything cult#is really. clarifying some past experiences i had. and im not enjoying it#box opener#idr if i complained about this before im just mad about it whenever i remember.
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terfs when a study shows literally anything positive about trans people/transitioning: 'hm i think this requires some fact-checking. Were those researchers REALLY unbiased? Because if they were biased this doesn't count and if they weren't knowingly biased they probably were unconsciously biased, woke media affects so much these days. Have there been any other studies on this? Because if there haven't been this could be an outlier and if there have been and they all agree that's a bit odd, why aren't there any outliers, and if there have been and any disagree we really won't know the truth until we very thoroughly analyze them all, will we? Were there enough subjects for a good sample size? Did every single subject involved stay involved through the whole study because if they didn't we should be sure nothing shady was going on resulting in people dropping out. Are we 110% sure all the subjects were fully honest and at no point were embarrassed or afraid to admit they didn't love transitioning to the people in charge of their transition? Are we 110% sure none of the subjects were manipulated into thinking they were happy with their transition? In fact we should double-check what they think with their parents, because if the subjects and their parents disagree it's probably because they've been manipulated but their cis parents have not and are very unbiased. How many autistic subjects were there because if there weren't enough then this doesn't really study the overlap between autistic and trans and if there were too many then we just don't know enough about what causes that overlap to be sure this study really explains being trans and isn't just about being autistic. How many AFAB subjects were there because if there weren't enough this is just another example of prioritizing AMAB people and ignoring the different struggles of girls and women and if there were too many how do we know sexism didn't affect the results. Was the study double-blinded? We all know double-blinded is the most reliable so if this one wasn't that's a point against it even if the thesis literally physically could not be double-blinded. Look i'm not being transphobic, i want what's best for trans people! Really! But as a person who is not trans and therefore objective in a way they cannot possibly be, i just think we should only take into account Good Science here. You want to be following science and not being manipulated or experimented upon by something unscientific, right?'
terfs when they see a study of 45 subjects so old it predates modern criteria for gender dysphoria and basically uses 'idk her parents think she's too butch', run by a guy who practiced conversion therapy, 'confirmed' by a guy who treated the significant portion of subjects who didn't follow up as all desisting, definitely in the category of 'physically cannot double-blind this', completely contradicted by multiple other studies done on actual transgender subjects, but can be kinda cited as evidence against transitioning if you ignore everything else about it: 'oOOH SEE THIS IS WHAT WE'RE TALKIN BOUT. SCIENCE. Just good ol' unbiased thorough analysis. I see absolutely no reason to dig any deeper on this and if you think it's wrong you're the one being unscientific. It's really a shame you've been so thoroughly brainwashed by the trans agenda and can't even accept science when you see it. Maybe now that someone has finally uncovered this long-lost study from 1985, we can make some actual progress on the whole trans problem.'
#science#transphobia#cass review#less 'cass review' generally more 'zucker specifically' because this same problem exists outside cass#have lost count of the number of times i've seen 'well THAT study may have said most trans kids persist but it MUST be wrong'#'there's another study says the exact opposite. that one's right. obviously.'#but cass is why i'm annoyed by it now#normally i don't have a problem with critical observations and questions. yeah check your science! that's good!#there have been some bullshit studies and some bullshit interpretations of good studies! scientific literacy is important!#and normally also am willing to pretend the people pulling reaction 1 on some studies and reaction 2 on others are. not the same group.#but now there's a ton of cass supporters tryna say 'oh the cass review didn't reject or downplay anything for being pro-trans!'#'some studies just weren't given much weight for being poor evidence! not our fault those were all studies with results trans people like!'#…….………….aight explain why zucker's findings are used for the 'percentage of trans kids who don't stay trans' stat instead of anyone else's.#would've been more scientifically accurate to say 'yeah we just don't know.'#'studies have been done but none of them fit our crack criteria sooooo *shrug*'#like COME ON at least PRETEND you're genuinely checking scientific correctness and not looking for excuses to weed out undesirable results#am also mad about zucker in particular because his is possibly the most famous bullshit study#quite bluntly if you're doing trans research and think 'yeah this one seems reasonable' you. are maybe not well-informed enough for the job#there's just no way you genuinely look at the research with an eye toward accurate science regardless of personal bias#and walk away thinking 'hm that zucker fellow seems reasonable. competent scientists will respect that citation.'#that's one or two steps above doing a review of vaccine science and seriously citing wakefield's mmr-causes-autism study#it doesn't matter what the rest of your review says people are gonna have OPINIONS on that bit#and outside anti-vaxxers most of those opinions will be 'are you actually the most qualified for this because ummmm.'#people who agree with everything else will still think someone more competent could've done a much better job#people who disagree with everything else will point to that as proof you don't know shit and why should we listen to you#anyway i'd love a hugeass trans science review with actual fucking standards hmu if you know of one cause this ain't it#……does tumblr still put a limit on how many tags you can include guess me and my tag essay are about to find out.
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I'm about to throw all my academic values overboard to get this fucking article done
#linguistics are my enemy#not because I don't like the subject#I'm just........ so much less at ease with this than with literary sciene oh my god#I'm so glad I can mostly focus on lit in the future but let me tell you these few linguistics articles I have/had to do have really brought#me to my limit#and I thought I was already fed up and not giving a shit when I did that one article in summer... oh I had NO IDEA how much less of a shit#was capable of giving!!!#the thing is.... I think objectively I'm still? idk not the worst I could technically be doing#like there ARE people who straight up... idk don't even try to have a research question or who don't read more than a handful or articles b#t ugh#I like academic writing so much and I love putting in the work and I love actually getting into the reseach and finding the most important#texts and writing a balanced and well researched article but ugh..... I just feel like I keep reaching my limits with linguistics#and this time is worse than the others because this topic is SO FAR from being standardized and all I can do is ???? mention that there's#like a hundred different models and then just??? choose one and go with it? which is so fucking unsatisfying#but I swear... everybody in this field is just making up a new model that's just different words for the same thing (and not in the /normal#way that science /always/ is about making up a new model. no. this time they are very unnecessarily making up new models)#ugh. everything about this sucks#I should've chosen a different seminar I should've chose a different topic and I especially should've written more of this in summer when I#technically still had a little more time#sorry for blowing up your dash with complaints this festive season lol. I am just having a time (TM) with the different writing tasks on my#hands and I need a place to vent I guess#simon.out.#sounds so drastic btw I'm not about to cheat or plagiarize or anything but I'm about to do so much less of a proper work than I ever wanted#to allow myself to do. cherrypicking and all.
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oh hey! here's a fun little poll for all my christian friends to get unnecessarily opinionated about!! :D
#I've been doing some research on various counseling techniques/approaches#and apparently something that a lot of theologians get REALLY opinionated about in regards to counseling#is this argument of body/soul/spirit vs body/spirit?#(or maybe it's just body/soul I'm not actually sure of that. I know there's a debate over whether there are two or three#''parts'' to the human being)#and ftr I'm sure there are important theological reasons why this matters#but I do find it kind of funny that people get extremely worked up about it. bc I never even questioned it before.#I just assumed we all agreed on whatever it was. how could I ever be so naive as to think God's people could ever unite on anything#more specific than Jesus. lol. :')#gurt says stuff#polls#(btw I WILL delete this very quickly if it starts getting weird! thanks in advance for being respectful and kind!)#theology#christianity
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if i had a nickel for every time there was a cosmere storyline concerning a scholar with self-esteem issues working tirelessly with a woman who would never collaborate with them under different circumstances, who brings a different but complimentary perspective and specialty to the table, to solve something that neither can crack on their own, bridging the seemingly insurmountable division between themselves, their ideals, and the forces they align themselves with, recording their work simultaneously in the same book where their contributions can be picked out by glancing at the handwriting, a process that excites the scholar, shoring up their faith in themself as they make new breakthroughs and find themself falling traitorously in love with this beautiful, intelligent, competent woman, only to lose her, cradling her corpse in their arms, knowing they'll have nothing to remember her by but the pattern of her handwriting, having been changed so fundamentally in their understanding of themself and their world by having known, loved, and lost her that they're able to take the steps necessary to accept incredible magic power and protect the people who they never formally ruled but have been involved in the stewardship of (a duty they were separated from when being made to work on their science project), i'd have one nickel because apparently it wasn't meant to be romantic the second time but dude holy fuck the parallels
#the cosmere is a lot of things but one of those things is that it's a story about stories#and even if it wasn't intentional i think there's a lot of meaning in the symmetry of sazed and navani's arcs#Intent is an important force in the cosmere but hemalurgy and hoid both hint that Destiny or Fate is a spiritual element as well#we know that the future isn't written in stone but there's nothing more Fateful than the structure of the narrative#i'm sure a lot of the parallels and repeated story beats between cosmere stories is just bc one man can only make up so many plot pts#but it's fun as a reader to experience that symmetry as part of the overarching tapestry of the thing#this is a joke and not an airtight analysis but what im trying to say is: Navaniel Real.#my posts#cosmere#actually i wonder if wax and steris fit this pattern now that i think about it. they also do research as bonding#although it's a harder parellel to draw bc the stakes and tone of era 2 is so different than era 1/stormlight#and it's a subversion bc steris didn't get to dramatically hold wax's corpse. and wax isn't a woman also#spoilers#cosmere spoilers#do i also tag uhhhh#mistborn spoilers#stormlight archive spoilers#long post
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filling out IRB paperwork is truly a layer of hell
#this form is 27 pages. 27 pages. they keep asking me the same questions over and over.#I already told you how I'm storing my data! I told you! I told you! oh my god! I told you how like three times!#it hasn't changed since I told you a page ago!!!!!#sob. anyway. I need to get this done ASAP but my brain feels like it's melting out of my ears#so I think I may be nearing my limit for today#research ethics are so important to me. IRB is very important conceptually. but in practice. HHHHHHHHHHH#anyway. if you've been wondering where I am. I finished grading. then had to do journal article revisions. and now am trapped in IRB hell.#maybe once I have this paperwork submitted I will be able to be a real person again (probably not but we can hope)#Queenie actually says something on this blog#what is my academic life
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babygirl i am so fucking nauseous rn
#my anxiety does this super fun thing where it ALSO makes me nauseous#nausea is of course the worst feeling in the world#so now I'm waiting to meet with an important faculty member and trying not to throw up#I've never actually puked from anxiety. But I've definitely felt bad enough that I thought I would#pls pray for me in so stressed#im making a Big Life Decision and I'm. hnfgggg. stressed#ive talked to a bunch of different people about it and like I've done research so. I'm not super unprepared? But I still feel underprepared#I don't know what I'm doing or if I'll regret it and I know that part of life is taking chances#but I can still feel anxious about this especially because this is an Expensive decision#lilac post#anyways. im just venting while I wait. i hope she's nice hngggg
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as part of an experiment today, i decided to try cutting out rian's POV chapters from the beginning of the story. the pacing ended up feeling very odd, so the experiment might have turned out to be a bust. but hey, i tried, at least
#em dashes#aphelion#also as part of my research i watched some similar shows#i'm watching Believe (the show)#and i found that i really don't like it when a story like this (ie superpower kid getting hunted by government) don't focus on. you know.#the kid.#i kind of don't care that tate is secretly bo's dad but the show feels that this is important so there's a bigger focus on that#anyway that's not a fault with the show per se. it just has different priorities than i do#so with that and with this experiment i have come to the decision that yeah. i can't just cut out rian's pov for more suspense#the suspense and pacing actually requires rian to be there
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Let's talk about: Honeysuckle
Surprise led me to a cluster of Kantonian Honeysuckle plants yesterday so I figured I should talk a bit about them as a wild treat!
Now its important to know, not all honeysuckle are edible, but Kantonian Honeysuckle is one of those cases where its perfectly safe to drink nectar from (but DO NOT eat honeysuckle berries, they are not edible and can make you ill) While honeysuckle can't replace a good nutritional meal, they're very good as a sweets substitute should you encounter them in the wild.
..However, I want to say that this is only a treat for trainers and grass type Pokemon like Gloom who produce nectar of their own. Pokemon like my buddy Mutt (Growlithe) and most mammal based mons will get very ill if they eat anything from the plant and in some cases it can even turn fatal. If your Pokemon ever accidentally ingest one of these plants, it is important to get to a Pokemon center straight away so the optimal treatment can be administered as quickly as possible.
Before consuming any kind of honeysuckle plant, I strongly encourage you to do your own research. Most honeysuckle are safe to eat, but its always better to be prepared when out and about foraging. Safety should always be the number one priority for both you and the environment!
#poke survival tips#pokemon rp#pkmn rp#also if any of y'all are planning on growing honeysuckle in a garden#I recommend you look to see if the honeysuckle species in question is invasive or not#kantonian honeysuckle is actually invasive in places like unova#and can and will compete against native flora!#ooc: since I based this off a real plant I must reiterate to do your own research#ooc: I'm not a professional!! this is a silly Pokemon blog. I do my best to make sure my sources are accurate#but do not use this blog as a professionally written survivalist/foraging guide#sorry if this is obvious but I want to make this point clear because its important#and obviously I did not go into everything about honeysuckle here#end ooc
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i can't stand twitter nowadays. it's so hard to engage in any meaningful conversation because everything is white and black, and if you dont post about x or y or z you're uneducated and not doing enough (as that same crowd sits, more often than not, comfortably in their home just typing up a post and calling it activism). and most importantly... you should not engage in fights/conversations about a conflict you barely understand, just bc you use social media doesn't mean you HAVE to post about it, especially when you're probably missing important information. it becomes more of a "i'm posting about it because others are, and if i don't, they'll think/say this" instead of genuine care. to establish you are on a higher morality ground. But dont get me wrong, it's a good thing people seem actually interested in what's going on in the world, that's a good thing. It's just the way social media makes people go about it, it often leads nowhere and everyone is posting stuff/having discussions about it for the wrong reasons. social media is as useful as it can be misguiding and counterproductive
#personal#i'm very aware this could be misinterpreted#even if i'm not actually saying ANYTHING about my “stance” or whatever you want to call it.#yes i know what's going on. yes i stand by certain beliefs. i do talk about it irl because when you're a teacher the kids always ask.#i try to guide them in the right direction#which. when it's about something complex i explain it in a very general way and encourage them to research more#sometimes it's about something you cant be neutral about#and even THEN they have to understand WHY and be aware of the other side#to be able to formulate valid arguments#not staying neutral isn't easier. i'd say it's even harder - you require a ton of research and understanding about the topic#but i feel like social media makes people take 'not staying neutral' as the easiest option. which leads to people spreading misinformation#and people posting about important issues for the wrong reasons#just to pat themselves on the back#anyway
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I reinstalled Windows on my laptop and it feels good to start anew.
Just so I can again fill it up with unnecessary junk again and then cry myself to sleep every night lol.
I also removed lots of bloatware and I actually have a sufficient amount of space on my OS (C: drive), which is fucking great because I now can finally play the Sims 4 again. 😭
#personal#the last time i did this was over a year ago#this time it took me three days and lots of usb drives and a couple of online storage websites because fucking hell#when do i ever learn#never i guess#but the last time i did this i still only had like 45gb on my os (out of 120gb) because of all that bloatware#that came pre-installed on my laptop#and i didn't research enough so i didn't know what was safe to uninstall#so now i did and holy moley i have 72gb now. instead of 40-something#plus the additional 1tb ofc#i'm still thinking about updating my ram sometime though#i only have 8gb which is not sufficient for running ps#i found some fairly cheap chips online and some good installing tutorial on yt so i should be able to do it myself#(and thus save money which is important)#i just need to find one that matches with my laptop lmao#anyway#i'm really trying not to install anything unnecessary this time#and maybe i'll actually fucking go through those drives of mine and delete the junk#(not likely ever to happen but here's to hoping)
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