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Getting back home after playing restaurant with Minjun and Haechan, Hanbin was stressed out. Pacing back and forth, he thought his life wouldn't get more complicated than it was when he found a letter at his mailbox that triggered a memory he thought he had lost.
Complimentary mail service from Johnny who goes out to the city to retrieve everyone's mail from the post office and brings it back to sort to everyone's mailboxes.
"This can't be fucking happening... this can't be true..." Hanbin mumbled to himself as he ran his hands through his hair for the nth time. Dark locks tousled and messed up from how he had fixed his hair neatly that morning.
Grabbing the letter that sat on the kitchen counter, he reads through it again. The neatly written cursive words haunting him, blaring the truth he didn't know about after years of his hound having done something.
"Fuck this stupid anti-aging gene!" Slamming his fist, not so hard as to break the countertop, he hears how his hound whines. "Shut up! This is on you. If I aged normally, this wouldn't have happened or I would've been dead by now to not know about it!" He snaps at himself, scolding his hound.
Dropping the letter back on the countertop, he places his hands on the cool onyx counter. Thinking, planning on what to do next as the words from the letter stared back at him.
"Dear Hanbin,
I know you may not remember me since its been so many years, but it's me... Lim Jugyeong, your best friend that would always go to that karaoke place in Hongdae with you that you loved.
I'm writing to you because there's something you should know. I remember you said that you would be moving back to where your pack is, and I've tried so hard to look for you. To find out where your pack is since you never wanted to mention the location in case someone overheard. Well this is an emergency.
You have a son. I know we were young when we had that night together, and that you weren't looking for something serious... but I've tried each year since he was born to look for you, but I just couldn't find you. I was afraid, I was terrified of what you would say. I've told him about you. He understands you didn't know about him and didn't want a relationship with me. He's a good kid.
The other reason why I'm writing to you is that I'm dying. My werewolf has been poisoned and it's weakening me each day. I haven't told our son about it. I've told him it's just the flu...
All these years, having the privilege to be a werewolf and not age fast have given me such a great opportunity to see our son grow up to be a gentleman.
Please come visit us, Hanbin. I'll write down the address of where we now live in.
P.s. if you need a DNA sample, I'll pay for it, but you'll see soon enough that he has your looks and mannerisms.
Sincerely, Lim Jugyeong"
Knowing what to do, Hanbin takes the letter with him and heads upstairs to his room where he would pack to head to where his best friend and mother to his son lived.
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Now that you're gone
#*guy who just spent a full month selling 60 pages worth of comics voice* i should write another comic#this is part 1 of 2 btw. i have another one scripted from aryll's pov LOL#anyway. the concept for this has been in my head for like. years. finally decided to actually write it tho lol#the thought of his family after the initial calamity strike makes me crazy. they lost him. but he was already gone.#he was gone the moment he picked up that sword. could they have stopped it? should they have?#would things have ended any differently if they'd tried? or would it only have been worse for him?#ANYWAY. hi everyone new black and white zelda comic from the black and white zelda comic guy#skribbles#botw#loz#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#totk#tears of the kingdom#OH SHIT. TRIGGER WARNINGS#tw gore#tw suicide#tw suicidal ideation#<sorry 4 forgetting at first LMAO
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"What are you?" "Oh, I'm you, sweetie. You just... give it a little time."
#fallout#cooper howard#the ghoul#lucy maclean#walton goggins#ella purnell#fallout tv#fallout prime#fallouttvgifs#focusing on the progression of their moments#how she looks at him with loathing more and more... and he looks upon her with such conviction and resolution that she will become him#that she too will be broken and consumed by the wasteland#but then she does THAT... she gives him that kindness... she gives him THAT look#and from henceforth his trajectory has been... not changed maybe... but marked upon#and he goes on his memory bender with his movie#his old persona#and then later takes her finger and makes it a part of him... now his finger every time he pulls the trigger#and then later offering her to come on a journey of truth (which he definitely did not have to do for the record)#(but just like with dogmeat... he did)#the more i think about what they've done with these characters and this series the more im in disbelief#they WENT there#as a fallout fan i cannot even begin to describe how amazing that is#but as someone who just enjoys storytelling and themes and characters in general... just... WOW#ghoulcy
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some sketches of my guy
#original character#angel oc#monster boy oc#wings#winged oc#for those curious he is the main character of this serial comic i have planned after my short film and one shots are#finished called “Mayflies”#Basically its a slice of life/fantasy comic about a world where “angels” are these huge insectoid-like entities that exist in a symbiotic#relationship with humans#They spend the majority of their life cycles in a juvenile state similar to mayflies#where they inhabit the bodies of dead humans#so every once and awhile when someone dies they will come back as an angel spontaneously. Denny was walking to work one day in the#dark and rain and got hit by a car. lucky for him#an adult angel appeared at that moment and triggered the angeldeath and he Came Back#hes like the same guy though angels dont have a separate conciousness from their host. its like#he is the angel. like a lichen. from his POV he can't tell that anything's changed inside his brain only now. he feathers#so yeah. i love him#side note#he has a GNC boyfriend named Ruth
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Scorpions from the past
#the Scorpions are a reference to his comics and past trauma#i definitely think that ghost would have triggers or moments where he beeaks down and some of them are during really bad moments#also i post more soapghost on twitter#It's 7am and I have yet to sleep but my mind is only thinking about the next part of the comic#simon would most likely disassociate and ghost would take over#soap would blame himself because he couldn't calm him down in time to not let ghost come out#If he hadn't pressed his mouth closed so hard or bs able to properly calm down#that he wouldn't have to build this wall up again.#i also think ghost would come out especially when he realizes that Simon's directly putting not only soap but himself in harm's way#But the comfort bits where soap slowly softens ghost back up by just spending time near him#telling jokes and getting simon to realise he's safe again so he doesn't need to put up the walls#but soaps inability to help was the final straw that let ghost out so it'll be really rough to loosen his walls again#simon riley#ghostsoap#john mactavish#soapghost#fanart#mw2 fanart
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What would Y/N do is Orca!Eclipse was having a panic attack?
He would try to hide from your sights and deal with it on his own, panicking and struggling with the squeezing pressure in his chest that makes him wonder if his heart will simply stop and he will float belly up, dead. He can't be seen as weak. That's not attractive. That's not going to make you stay. But you would find him anyway.
You're bewildered and alarmed watching the orca siren flounder as if he were under attack, but he couldn't be. He's the apex predator of the Arctic. You finally beckon and perhaps even touch him when he thrashes beside the ice. Your gloves slide down his slick skin but you take him by the face and hold him still, speaking softly to him. You don't know what's wrong. You only know his eyes are wide and wild, darting everywhere but you.
Softly, calmly, you tell him everything is alright. He's safe. He's going to be okay. You're here. You don't want him to be scared or hurt or alone. His breaths are off-tempo and hitched like he's drowning above the sea. Your thumbs softly stroke his cheek while he slowly clings to you, his claws pressing so tight to your coat that you're afraid he's going to puncture the fabric. Instead, he slowly drags himself onto land and pulls you against his wet chest. This time, you don't fear it so much.
He curls tightly around you, clinging to you like a child. Even stranger, he's silent. He's so terribly quiet and you fear that he's gone into shock or something of that nature. You keep talking to him, telling him things about photography and other places you visit, anything to keep him grounded with your voice. You don't think you make any sense or you sound boring, but when you pause for a few seconds too long, his arms begin squeezing you. You continue, and he gradually uncoils from whatever is gripping him.
You ask if he wants to talk about it. He says no. He just wants to hold you. He begs you to stay, to not leave him. He doesn't want to be alone again.
So you stay with him in his arms until he's almost back to old himself.
#y/n would later connect the dots that he was having a panic attack#but in the moment it was just so unlike him and they didn't consider that sirens would be capable of suffer things like panic attacks#so when they see him again they're a bit more determined to ask him about it what it felt like what triggers it etc.#that way next time they're a bit more prepared#also eclipse has no idea what's going on just that he's SufferingTM and so hearing Y/N explain that it's a real thing makes him feel#a tiny bit better and less insane#panic attack#apex polarity#orca!eclipse
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i would like percy to blood bend his own blood at least once pls (._.) like that sounds so crazy but the idea of percy getting stabbed or injured to the point that fight or flight starts kicking in causing him to bend his own blood to either kick ass or just live another day is a CRAZY concept to me
like we saw a slightly similar version of that in tartarus where he started tweaking but i feel like it would be so crazy to see it much more life or death then his going nuts like he did
like maybe he’d still overkill but it would make a little more sense since he’d be literally bleeding out yk what i mean
#my idea has always been that he gets his throat cut😬#bc that’s a very scary and (if you hit a vein) bloody injury that can lead to a very swift death#i always find that his powers seem to be more triggered in these adrenaline rush type moment#ie the volcano while at literal war or fighting a literal god etc etc#so i feel like this would be smth that would make sense for him#pjo#hoo#this is a little extreme oops#percy jackson#also i don’t think this is gonna happen at all btw i just like angst😬#percy jackon and the olympians#heros of olympus#hoo fandom#pjo fandom#hoo text post#pjo text post#hoo/pjo#pjo headcanon#hoo headcanon
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this is so fucking funny. akechi double texts me to meet up just because he REALLY wants to tell me how much he fucking despises my guts
#two hangouts ig were triggered on the same day so it just makes this moment extra fucking funny#akechi is like. hey hey are you free. hey are you free man hey. anyways i fucking hate you#goro akechi#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#p5r#p5 spoilers#p5r spoilers#ik hes like a murderer and tried to kill joker n all#but this dude is so fake and two faced that him saying he hates him feels like a lie somehow#(fyi i havent completed shidos palace yet so no spoilers in the notes for anything from there or later pls)#persona 5 spoilers#persona 5 royal spoilers#edit for those checking my og tags: ive completed p5r now! dont worry about saying whatever spoilers now
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6.15 - pressure test
#for someone who supposedly doesnt care ab other peoples emotions theo sure is in tune w liams LMFAOOO#psychoanalyzing him at every given moment and predicting when hes about to get upset#‘something around here is triggering you’ ‘it’s working’ ‘are you really gonna kill him?’ like Okay#and no I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOHT THE ASS LIGHTING OF THIS SHOW SOMETIMES!#thiam#theo raeken/liam dunbar#theo raeken x liam dunbar#theo/liam#theo x liam#theo raeken#liam dunbar#teen wolf
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peaky blinders — 4x03 'blackbird' created by steven knight
#no one knows how to reassure arthur like tommy does iktr#and arthur instantly gives in!! that's his favorite person fr#paul anderson is brilliant the way he captured arthur’s genuine need for vengeance and fear at what pulling the trigger might mean...#his wife and his family worried sick about him and don't want him to die#and tommy was glad in this moment that arthur shot the bullets marked for luca#arthur continues to be my fav male character on the show btw#peaky blinders#arthur shelby#paul anderson#tommy shelby#cillian murphy#tommyarthur#tv#tv show#text post
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– The door's been wide open the entire time
#da:tv spoilers#datv spoilers#solavellan#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#cw: injury#that “I'll go fight anyone who gives you a hard time” dialogue in haven triggered my bear mom instincts for him and then for Cole later#There was no fate but solavellan#she protec uwu#i like to imagine that moment was the first time he felt a little bit seen in a very long time hence the approval point.....#only fellow artists will understand the specific kind of hysteria that comes from staring at screenshots for hours on end#trying to figure out why the egg you're drawing isn't quite as endearing as the one from the game#sometimes i get him easily and some other times i just can't#literally midnight : “oh yeah let's add one last panel" /dying#amburu
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Finished Chapter 2! SPOILERS AHEAD! I must say that this chapter oddly made me dislike Makoto a bit. I genuinely thought I'd potentially dislike Byakuya in some ways more, perhaps feel a bit more upset at him than I do. On the contrary though, Makoto sucks in some ways. Which, don't get me wrong. Makoto deserves to be a flawed individual!! Golly though. For one, he really is a normie in some ways with how little he knows. How he asks so many unneeded questions, specifically when he was being dragged around by Byakuya which I get to some extent. He was very much disoriented from the whole ordeal, struggling to figure out why Byakuya of all people was interested in him specifically in regards of sleuthing about for the investigation. At the same time though, he needs to quit it with the rhetorical reciting questions that almost parrot what the other person just said. I get it's probably a bad habit of his but he need to get a grip about it. I can only extent sympathy for so long. Being a bit intentionally dramatic here by the way, but it sometimes feels like a tension killer or that it makes Makoto look a bit too dense. Don't get me started on the whole "rope" debacle too. Like, UUUUUGH! It's so obviously the extension cord Byakuya used in the library! So very obvious! Like, Byakuya took his time to bring Makoto to the library and I get Byakuya was being stubborn and not letting Makoto look at anything other than what he wanted him to look at. But it's so OBVIOUS!!! Though, I suppose I can blame a bit of this on the game design to some extent. Certainly doesn't make Makoto look smarter by any means. Maybe it's that denial where I can see Makoto's smarts shine in the trials so I feel like I'm internally being a bit harsh on him. I've seen others call him dense after all and I DO wanna look at Makoto in a positive light. I don't wanna be hating on the little bastard after all. It does get on my nerves sometimes though. and I can't lie to myself about that. Furthermore, the fact that I had to progress the trial by Hangman's Gambit-ing a slur for schizophrenic people regarding Genocide Jack. On a meta level, I get that doing D.I.D is a bit short and the full term is probably too long to do for just the second dang trial. Definitely not an excuse to use a slur that has no means being here though. Also though, in an in-world explanation, damnit, Makoto. You sure do have some shit you gotta sort out if that's what you're internally describing Jack as who, by the way, does not have schizophrenia. D.I.D and schizophrenia are very much not the same disorder. You called D.I.D a split personality multiple times which shows you know the difference. And, I can get it to some extent that, yes. This game is from the 2000s. The 2000s was definitely a more ableist time where terminology like that was flung around like it was nothing. So, in a sense of historical accuracy, I can understand why he might have said this word. I must also mention though that this isn't the first time Makoto was unnecessarily cruel to the others internally in his head. Thus, this certainly feels a bit more like a pattern of behavior for him. This is all interesting to me though with how much I've seen this side of Makoto ignored in some ways. He's surprisingly more judgmental than I feel some give him credit for. From internally thinking Taka was annoying when he first met him to finding Hifumi weird for his interests in Hifumi's own Free-time events (which I get. Hifumi isn't exactly written in the nicest light. Don't blame him for that. I blame the dated writing). I find this aspect of Makoto so intriguing though. In a way, Byakuya, the asshole of the group who dislikes everyone and mentions multiple times how he plans on following through with a murder, is less judgmental than Makoto. He said himself not to judge others by your own standards before the murder, during the investigation, and after the trial like he was the narrator of a children's book giving the moral of the story.
Fascinating...
#danganronpa#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#trigger happy havoc#danganronpa makoto#makoto naegi#danganronpa byakuya#byakuya togami#danganronpa spoilers#dr spoilers#thh spoilers#spoiler warning#lowkey would have gone and screenshotted the whole “makoto naegi makes me write a slur in a minigame” moment btw#i was in such shock though and it was only near the end of the gameplay i started screenshotting so my bad on that!#and don't worry. i WILL have a dedicated post (or two) about byakuya in this chapter to some extent. how can i not hahah!#pardon the image quality btw. no professional here unfortunately and my phone quality can be a mixed bag#like i love my boy byakuya but i can in no good consious just leave him off the hook. he did a bad thing. no regret in what he did either#no wondering what he did. and i must ramble on what he did. cus it was a bad thing. and i totally am not referencing anything#nor did i try my best to use specific wording in regards to byakuya's bad thing in chapter 2 of the game... totally#havoc rambles#text sector
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my opinion on the Blake lively situation
#okay so I never HATED Blake lively#but I did have a feeling about her#so I’d always like purposely not interact or view any interview or anything of hers that came up on my feed#I DON’T like Ryan Reynolds and never have#I just find him a try hard and annoying#and I did not like the couple of Blake and Ryan#they just seemed soooo pick me#so yeah I tried to just ignore the whole downfall of Blake lively that’s been happening#bc sometimes I just don’t care to comment or learn about celeb drama#BUTTTT ofc i got sucked into it#and not Blake tryna have a Margot Robbie in Barbie moment 😂😂#‘bring your girlfriends and wear florals!1!1’ GIRL MARGOT NEVER TOLD ANYONE TO WEAR PINK TO BARBIE IT WAS A NATURAL THING#not to mention I didn’t even realise this movie was about domestic violence as I’ve never read the book#and it was NOT being marketed as one thanks to Blake and Ryan#also why did Ryan have to get involve#ALSO this morning I saw the interview from 2016 where Blake is being rude to the interview#and oh my god it’s awful like SHE FIRSTLY FAT SHAMES HER OFF THE BAT NO HESITATION#then proceeds to ignore the poor interviewer#like doesn’t give her eye contact AT ALL#which I felt so bad for the interview bc I’ve BEEN THERE#this is why I’d hate to be a celeb interview bc imagine getting treated like a third rate individual by these big headed LOSERS who think#they’re better than you just bc they’re famous#I could NOT#anyways also Blake tried to have a whole feminist moment when the interviewer asked her about the clothes she wears in the movie#‘would anyone ask the men about the clothes’#UM BITCH YES??? COSTUMES??? IN FILM?? IS A THING ???#also can I just say Blake has always had the worst hair ever and the fact she has a hair care line is insane bc SHE IS KNOWN TO HAVE BAD HAI#and I never thought her fashion was good like even when people were simping over her met gala outfits I NEVER EVER SAW THE VISION#anyways yeah lol#the interviewer thing triggered me lowkey like HOW RUDEEEE
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Girl, you're an immature aspiring writer (key word: aspiring) who is shitting on Horikoshi's work even though your entire fucking blog is literally dedicated to Hori's work. How pathetic and hypocritical must you be. There is a reason why people rather talk to you anonymously rather than directly because frankly you're an embarrassment and a loser. Your misandry needs to be dealt with. Stop blaming all real life men for you unhappiness with the MHA ending. That the fault of one man, not billions of other men. Just because you're pissed and throwing tantrums doesn't mean you have to blame all men. That's extremely childish though not surprising since you're blog itself looks childish. Why are you even watching MHA, its clearly not for misandrists like you. In case you forgot MHA is a Shonen manga/anime so you're clearly not wanted. You're not the type of audience that Hori wants in the first place. You rather talk about useless characters like Rei Todoroki or squeal about a man's attractiveness rather than the watch and assess the actual fights/battles. Seriously. Stop watching MHA and go watch sailor moon or some shojo shit.
Yo I know, I’m childish and immature that reeeeeeally sucks man. Doesn’t change the fact that you still are a misogynist, abuser and rapist defender, childish, immature, rude, mannerless, ignorant and a gaslighter who came on their own in my childish blog, to ask for my childish opinion though. You did, and are still doing all this on your own accord, so guess who’s the real hypocrite here honey 🤭
#— ❥ kelanswers;#answered#anonymous 😂#and in my blog i’m going to criticize who the fuck i want without asking for you permission babygurl. i’ll start right there 💜#if me criticizing horikoshi for his WACK ASS DISAPPOINTING ENDING has triggered you it’s none of my problem honestly#your feelings are valid but not my fucking responsibility. everyone knows i’m an endeavor hater dude#so you come to me knowing well what you were going to sign up for darling. YOUR choice. YOUR responsibility.#do not blame me for your bad decisions weirdo 😂😂#honestly? you’ve lost credibility AND relevance the moment you started to bark nasty remarks at me over an anime zemer#if you call misandrist peoples who holds men accountable for their wrongdoings then you’re part of the problem btw#and if any male bnha fan who defends endeavor gets triggered by me holding him accountable that says a lot more about you than me really#also yeah i watch shoujos and no i don’t think i’ll stop watching shonens and complain about them whenever i want to. hope that helps 💜#aizawa don’t look
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Does anyone else feel like the incinerator gun chair room from Zero Time Dilemma would have better fit C Team instead of D Team
#elaboration in the tags#zero time dilemma#zero escape#ztd#I think of this every time I watch a playthrough and get to that room#carlos ztd#akane kurashiki#junpei tenmyouji#c team#like just about any combination fits with the potential character growth both Akane and Junpei would have from it#I understand the main character is Carlos so if we were to keep it as him making the decision then I would have Akane in the incinerator#and Junpei in the chair#but if we’re going to throw ‘main character chooses’ then you could truly have either Akane or Junpei at the gun with Carlos in the chair#I say all this cuz there’s the obvious Akane incinerator parallels and I imagine it could trigger a breakdown for her#if Junpei is behind the gun would she beg Junpei to shoot Carlos to save her?#would Junpei see that Akane sees other players as pawns to save her own life? and if she doesn’t beg does it help Junpei#see the humanity in her? where he previously thought she was uncaring but here she clearly is to save Carlos at the cost of her own life#but my fave configuration is Junpei in the incinerator and Akane at the gun#it helps them see from each other’s point of view. how scared would Junpei be being in the incinerator and there’s nothing he can do#but rely on someone else? Junpei in characterized as pretty selfish in ZTD so this experience could have him empathize with Akane’s#‘selfishness’ in the previous games. realizing you’d do it too if your life was on the line#and Akane can see just how difficult it is being the one to directly have a hand in how people die or at least see their bodies.#and is it worth it to just save one person?#yes Akane’s games have a way for everyone to survive and win at the end. but in the moment the players don’t know that.#I think that configuration would do SO much for akane and Junpei to better empathize with one another during ZTD#this could’ve been a whole post but I wasn’t confident enough in my coherence to properly format it. so tags you get
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sometimes i think about how wild a mw2 movie would be if they just dropped soapghost right in the middle with no warning or marketing. like imagine it being beat for beat the exact same, it’s your typical military action movie, promoted as just another military action movie then after they get to the safe house, ghost has to patch up soap and he’s still out of it, overwhelmed by the betrayal and everything he’s seen and ghost needs to ground him and keep him in the present, to remind him that he’s alive and safe so he kisses him and they have sex. the tantrums and the rants and the “ReAl sOLdiErS aRen’t liKe ThAt”, god i can taste it and it’s delicious
#theres never any talk of a relationship or sexuality crisis its just this moment of humanity and comfort to bring soap back to himself#real any time you need me by thirteenbullets vibes#theyre not the type of men to have something as normal as a relationship#theyre just everything to each other they know that and its enough#ghost can be such a complex character if you let him#this guy whos rejected his humanity has buried himself and become a ghost#willingly digging himself out of the grave to stop soap from digging his own#like how are there not more explicitly homoerotic military movies that actually pull the trigger (heh) on the homo part of the eroticism#you know how if movies have even a hint of queerness they wring it out for every drop of respresentation they can get#theres a hundred articles and its mentioned in every interview and it all journalists ask those actors#imagine it being a complete secret and everyone expects just a typical action movie#then boom battle buddy gay sex#like if it were a male and fenale character you would see that scene coming a mile away so why cant it happen with two guys#just doing it is the only way of normalising it#i still see men saying they act like brothers which is denial so strong even egypt is impressed#but imagine the general public expecting this manly man military movie then getting hit with the alone mission flirting and denying it#then getting smacked in the face with tender wound care and grounding love making initiated by the edgelord they were using as a self inser#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#john soap mactavish#soap cod#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#cod mw2#we’re a team. ghost team
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