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I'm mentally ill so more Incorrect Quotes
Chase- Buddy is mad at me. Deacon- Why? Chase- He sneezed, and instead of saying bless you, I accidentally said 'shut the fuck up' instead. Deacon- H-How? How do you accidentally say shut the fuck up? - Nox: Every day, I'ma getting closer. Gunna take a bath with my fucking toaster. - Deacon: Hey, Chase? Can I get some dating advice? Chase: Just because I'm with Buddy doesn't mean I know how I did it. - Chase: Hey, Buddy, are you okay? I just wanted to check in on you because I haven't seen any lightning flash ominously while a flock of crows flies overhead or heard your menacing evil laugh for the last few days and I'm getting worried. I care about you. - Prunella: Is Deacon always like this when he loses? Chase: Oh, yes. You should’ve been here for the Great Jenga Tantrum. Deacon: YOU BUMPED THE TABLE AND YOU KNOW IT! - Nox: I is having a bad day. :( Nox: pls send me ur credit card info Chase: Okay. Deacon and Prunella: NO - Chase: Do you have a bag I could borrow? Nox: The only bags that I have are the ones under my eyes, and they are specifically designed to hold the weight of my existence. Chase: Literally all you had to do was say no. -
Nox: When I say I'm feral, it doesn't always mean that I'm angry.
Nox: Maybe I'm stupid and if you give me food you'll earn my trust and I'll follow you around.
#cinderella boy#cinderellaboy#nox#buddy cinderella boy#chase hollow#nox cinderella boy#chase cinderella boy#buddy#stargoth#You cannot stop me from making more#I love these too much#4th installment coming soon#deacon cinderella boy#prunella cinderella boy
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The Yiling Band Tour!
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen qing#wen ning#digital art#animation#This was a fun style experiment and a good lesson in 'hey you have less than a week to make this project. You cannot be a perfectionist'.#Right now - posting these slightly upgraded frames is really helping me stay motivated through the learning grind.#But progress is happening! I'm so excited to show it off when it's done!#Someone with a very discerning eye might be able to figure out what I'm doing with just this one frame. I will take the risk.#That aside; I often think about how the nature of cultivators in MDZS's world also entailed knowing about other art forms.#Meaning that Wen Qing and Wen Ning likely were good musicians and artists.#We know WWX is also good in art and music so...really...what was stopping them from forming a band?#Allow me to pitch this AU: Yiling Opera company AU. WWX and the Wen remnants form a performing trope and tour towns and cities.#Not only do they find a way to keep on the move (no home...only the road and the people around you).#But you also get to be in costume - which is a socially appropriate way to always be in disguise.#Yiling Laozu would thus be a character and/or WWX's stage name.#Would he be good at keeping it a secret? Hard to say with WWX! I think it would be a poorly-kept secret at best.#He likes to brag and show off a bit too much. This many would be either the worst or best spy.#Consider the drama of JC losing his mind over his ex-brother becoming a clown. Imagine JC Getting his ass kicked by said clown.#Imagine the delectable secret identity drama potential of Lan Wangji stumbling upon the trope's performances.#We did not get nearly enough of the secret identiy drama in MDZS canon. I need more of it.#I need that man conflicted with his feelings for the same person. I need them playing mind games with each other at all times.
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hoptal
#library of ruina#yesod lor#yesod#netzach lor#netzach#PRETEND ITS THE 14TH FOR ME OKAY!! god this thing made me feel so tired but its over. its over. am i happy w it? no.#ahhhghg the dialog is subpar. you can see visibly where i started and stopped some days. yk what. its. done.#ill do a whole different reblog from the sideblog on just ramblings of getting through it plus choices made. tldr aroace and harder to writ#romance that feels genuine. either way its done!! i was going to have it not as detailed but since i already missed the date by a lot might#as well put more effort into it yk. the last one made me want to die though. its really iffy compaired to the others . struggled so hard to#make it look right. ended up just going w one of the other previous sketches and just giving up and shading it in. i dobnot gaf it can look#weird but be done. HUZZAH!!!#ohbright forgot#netsod#probablt will do the text reblog abouuutt ???? 2 hours after og goes up. just to properly format it and collect thoughts and write#to who ever sent that anonymous ask. hope u like it. sorry it took so long#if this isnt in order i will melt into the floor and be consumed into the earth. PLEASEPELASPELASPLEASE#i onow i will make a seperate post abt it. but also. still just very. eh? i wanted to try and be true to what i had originally come to enjoy#with lor. but also i know im not capable of replicating such aspects and works and craftsmanship. but i still want to keep to what i can or#try to express facets that drew me into it all. which makes me a bit skittish abt writing dialog or drawing them in any other situation that#isnt just like. white void or the like. but still... .. .. . ahgh. skittish and overthinking. i cant tell what is attempting to handle with#adoration and care and what is just being overly terrified of having words or intent misconstrued#rechecking and rechecking and rechecking and .. . .. ect ect. i cannot look at it lest i explode
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this happens in the columbo world and not the magic lupin world where physics dont matter and lupin probably breaks all the bones in his twiggy body to slide out the prison window bars 😢 (original by @/hausofdecline on twitter)
#ur supposed to draw this when ur sad. ill be damned it did stop me from bein sad#sorry zenigata you have to keep your boyfriend within the lupinverse#he cannot exist anywhere else but the looney tunes world#zenigata#columbo#uncle columbo are they really gonna put my boyfriend on trial. hes just a small silly viciously evil egotistical criminal#he has done all those things and some even more unsavory stuff but also theres sumthin very importsnt u gotta kno about him. i love him#columbo : nephew we gotta follow the law at some point i mean you shouldnt have brought him for the holidays#doodle#nobody cares but i tried to make peter falks eye handicap ? issue ? more aparent out of respect
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i don't know if that scene was intended to make us like trinity more or make us think she's actually badass! or something but i'm actually leaning towards it just reinforcing the prior characterization of her being emotionally ill-prepared for this environment and having no self control whatsoever. as a csa survivor AND someone going into healthcare ... yeah you can't just Do That, buddy
#a.txt#the pitt#like yes this reveal absolutely explains why she's full of aggressive defense mechanisms it explains her rancid front perfectly#but it doesn't make me *like* her any more and it also doesn't make me think of that as a mic drop or anything#it was just like. this is not how you handle this situation. you cannot project so viciously onto any patient situation like that.#talking to the daughter went SO badly like girl that is not how you do this!#if someone approached me like that at that age and in front of my sick father i would not have answered truthfully either#there's no winning obviously but threatening a patient is a one way ticket to losing your job#anyway yes it's a drama. i know this. but it was also reckless and foolhardy and i think that was the point of it#not a girlboss moment but a wow she is damaged and doing damaging things moment#csa tw#there is nothing in her control that could stop that man from further victimizing his child and making life worse for her in retaliation
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creeper, goat, butterfly - hear me out.
Kampe Doc, like the dragon lady monster from Greek mythology with the random ton of heads of beasts around her neck and waist and hundreds of snakes on her feet. Make Doc weirder.
#mcyt#docm77#bug report#cochineal#brought to you by: me going ''what mythological creature is as weird and mishmashed as Doc at this point?''#''oh yes. i know exactly the one.''#because Doc cannot stop me from somehow making this mess semi-coherent#also i was originally going to give him normal crocs on his hooves but i didnt like how it looked#so now he has. literal crocs. also cause it looks better than even more snakes on the hind legs
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There is no Ugly Ass Groom (Aromantic Win) for @mcyt-soulmate-sweepstakes
#rats smp#garbage rat#oli theorionsound#theorionsound#attacus the artist#is the dress that fluffy in the original?? no‚ but i do what i want#the title has 2 reasons from me but if you want to make up more i literally cannot stop you#... also I'll explain if anyone wants to know. anything not just the reasons behind the title#everyone say thank you mods for letting me do a sculpture
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two different playlists, two different concepts for daud:
daud's casette tape: you know when you're in the passenger seat of a 40-something dude's car and his playlist is a banger in a dadrock way. this is that. if that guy was daud
the knife of dunwall: lofi noir-movie jazz & neo-classical to assassinate and brood to
#dishonored#daud#maybe what you need is more dadrock#or maybe what you need is more classical and jazz#i also have playlists for uhhhh#emily (pop-rock for an empress-assassin-monster guided by a ghost)#jessamine (neo classical to be dead to)#delilah (angry witchy alt)#billie lurk (alt for a daughter-betrayer)#kinda wanted to call 'dauds casette tape' 'dauds audiograph card' instead but it didnt have the same aura in a way i cant explain#love making playlists. ai will never take this from me. cringing cannot stop me either#Spotify
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im obsessed with pomni cus shes one of the most multifaceted characters ive ever seen in a way that doesnt feel so contradictory that its inconsistent. she is nice but also shes impatient and snippy but also her response to stress is to stop thinking OR to bolt OR to start hitting things and launching herself at things and which of these she picks is almost completely random except for the slight degree that what is scaring her influences which one it is. she is jaded but also she is not jaded. she is easily frightened but can also handle being extremely scared for a long time. under mild pressure she can work on solving problems relatively calmly. shes selfish but also she tries to help when she can. she is an asshole under pressure. she is shockingly quiet and casual under normal circumstances. shes not receptive to reassurance half the time but the other half of the time she appreciates it. she is distrustful of others. shes severely logical but also spends a lot of time too stressed to think and is easily confused. she is very observant and can put things together in her environment but also she has no clue whats going on and is often guessing. she knows what larping and collisions are and how to exploit design flaws in the game. despite her fearful nature she is calm in social settings. she is bad at socializing but engages in it frequently. she is emotionally intelligent but also has to be not scared first. despite not being quick to comfort she is very good at knowing how to cheer people up. she is comfortable speaking her mind and is extremely blunt. she gets annoyed at inconsistency and things being loud and active and eventful. she hates being in a game it pisses her off and upsets her but also shes the only player weve seen to get EXTREMELY invested in the npcs, even more than ragatha. theres so much to her. theres so much to her i never stop thinking about her
#tadc#long post#sorta#i feel like this is all stuff ive said before but im. i cannot stop thinking about her#theres even more things i could say abt her i just. ouhhggggggggggggggggggggggggg#pomni..........................................................#if ive made this post before im sorry. i dont remember doing so but it also does feel like smth i wouldve said already#i think shes cute but i think my obsession w her predates me finding her cute#i think it was her weirdness that endeared me to her#genuinely she is so strange but in a deceptively normal way so i think it flies under the radar sometimes#cant get over her crawling on the ground towaards gummigoo. she KNOWS hes alive why did she do that#or her launching herself at the gate in ep 3#etc etc...#also her insistence its all a dream in the pilot has many readings you could make but like#tbh i think its a result of many things. one of which being a desperate desire for shit to make sense#bc this being a dream is way more logical than it being real#and also derealization probably. but thats another subject#id say sorry for pomni posting but idc. if you follow me you probably already expect this from me
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Something silly I thought about the spill & skill au is the idea of Sophist and Vern bonding and asking each other about their crushes. Sophist tells Vern embarrassing stuff about Nick from when they were kids and Vern tells Sophist silly anecdotes from their time working together in the cafe. And of course they use that to tease their respective crushes later on.
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Ohh yess Pen that's wonderful! (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) This concept will definitely be included into the Story!! I just have to think of fitting stuff, especially with Nick as a kiddo.
Have this very small thing as thanks ^-^
(tw for a slight burn from hot liquid. No big description but just in case! Just red n slightly swollen)
Eat up, Skill & Spill fans!! /hj
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Nick picked Vernias up after his work at the King's Roast and walked him to the dance studio Vernias usually jogged to after his shifts.
"By the way, Nick, what happened to Catalina?"
"What?" Nick sipped on his favourite drink as they walked, keeping eye contact while doing so. "Who is that?"
"Oh you know, the stuffed dog plush you'd never leave the house without?"
Nick stopped in his tracks. "How do you even-" Nick groaned, annoyed and out of frustration. "Do I have to watch over Sophist whenever he talks to you?!" Vernias giggled.
"Why? I think it's cute you had your little dog protect you. I especially love the story about Hallowee-" "Vernias, I swear to God: do not finish that sentence." The pink-haired one only giggled some more, while Nick wanted to slam his head into the nearest wall or tree.
"Did Catalina watch little Nick when he was on the toilet~?" "I- VERNIAS."
Some passengers turned their heads towards them. Vernias laughed as he held his stomach.
Later that day in the evening, they hung out in Nick's apartment.
Nick looked through a big carton box that had "Old Stuff" written on its side with a black marker.
The taller man mumbled to himself as he searched the box and Vernias watched him from Nick's bed. He lay comfortably on his stomach between some cushions as he observed Nick, admiring him quietly.
"There she is!" Nick exclaimed, holding up a yellow plush dog that looked like it could tell stories from the war and had more life experience than Vernias.
"Oh my God, I forgot how cute she is! Look at the little Fella!" The older one wiggled the stuffed animal around and Vernias could only smile softly at the sight. Any teasing comment he could say to mock Nick vanished from Vernias' mind as he watched Nick beaming with the stuffed dog in his hands.
"... So that is the legendary Catalina?"
"The one and only!"
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----Brent's day off, around lunchtime, at Brent's apartment---
Zelda respawned after Brent took the second stock of her life. Eevee muttered a curse, focused on the screen. Brent moved his leg a little bit, slightly touching Eevee's unconsciously, while trying to win another round of Smash Bros.
"Did it hurt?" Eevee asked softly but sounded almost too nonchalant as he dodged a combo from King K. Rool.
"What?" Brent's shoulders loosened slightly.
"Did it hurt when you burned yourself yesterday? The spilled cappuccino?" It was supposed to sound like a mock, an unexpected tease. The words came out like nothing close to that, at all.
King K. Rool lost his first stock. The question was thrown into the room out of the blue - like Zelda's deadly attack that sent him flying to the left side of the screen.
Vernias liked to talk too much. A chance to embarrass Brent? A chance Vernias loved to have and would always take.
"I'm fine-" "Not what I asked."
Silence. Nothing but the sound of their fingers pressing buttons.
"Goddamn it!" Zelda got knocked out again and Eevee threw his arms into the air while the younger one smirked slightly in triumph.
The screen showed King K. Rool striking his victory pose. Eevee turned to Brent.
"Did you cool it?"
Brent sighed.
"Yes. I'm fin-"
"Can I see?"
Brent sighed again.
Without a word, without trying to deflect or simply refuse Eevee's request, Brent put his controller down next to him on the couch and pulled his sleeve up.
The area where the hot and steaming cappuccino met his skin was visible; red and slightly swollen.
No one said a single word, neither of them made the smallest noise. Eevee took Brent's arm into both of his hands, careful not to touch the slightly burned areas of his skin.
Brent didn't flinch, withdraw his arm or pull away.
Eevee wanted to kiss Brent's arm.
He wanted to help the injury heal faster.
Just like Eevee always desired to make Brent smile instead of having him look so tired.
Not just sleep-deprived-tired. Tired of everything.
Eevee didn't.
The older one only looked at Brent's arm and the slight combustion like it was something interesting to study.
Brent was something interesting to study.
"Have you been too clumsy again or just too sleepy as always?" Eevee teased, but his tone was slightly off.
Brent pulled back gently and covered his arm with his sleeve again.
"Shut up, Eevee."
#Skill & Spill#The King of Soph part is not really teasing but nghhhh I just let my fingers live their own life again#the King of Soph section is so much longer i'm sorry I got carried away -#I wrote this as soon as I read the ask#thank you so so much Pen!!#I hope this is nice and not too ooc???#this will def be in The Story I cannot not include this#I will write a more teasing drabble/scene for King of Soph I promiseeee#king of soph#pc rpf#from my crying corner#rpf#eldette's writing#I will never stop the colours I hope that's okay#it just makes me happy
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hey this isn’t aimed at anyone in particular but I’m saying it for the record here: if I tell you no, please stop messaging me about fundraisers and mutual aid.
I get enough messages that it’s impossible for me to keep up without devoting at least half an hour each day, when I’m not even on tumblr that long most days. Me having a boundary about this isn’t a moral failing, it’s a lifeboat for me on my own blog.
In my personal life I’m already advocating and donating literally as much as I can spare. This is not me not caring, it’s just me not willing to interact with that on the one place I go online to not interact with irl news and world events for the most part.
I cannot be upset all the time. I cannot be upset everywhere. I cannot use all my emotional and mental energy fielding my own upset from ongoing events. My options are to hold boundaries about this or stop coming online at all.
I’m all for sharing information and signal boosting to reasonable extents, but the scale of it this year is so large and so enduring that it is literally not possible to for me to participate on every account I have. I’ve previously shared links to Gaza eSIM donations and a major hub of verified Go Fund Mes here and elsewhere online. We, the online humans, know how to look those things up ourselves by now. There are many, many people choosing to do advocacy work, and right now, I can’t be one of them.
If you’re extremely upset when I tell you I can’t share/donate right now about a Gaza family or personal fundraiser you ask me to share here, just unfollow and block me. That’s what those buttons are for. Protect your own emotions and energy and get me off your feed instead of staying upset and continuing to engage with online people or content that upsets you.
Please don’t send repeated angry messages based on manufactured purity politics and moral outrage into my messages and inbox when I exercise the right to run my own blog.
#and on that note#I also think some people need to sit down and ask themselves#if their old end times anxieties and fears and preparations and word spreading#haven’t filtered straight into a new non religious end of society and end of modern world order anxiety that they’re pushing on other peopl#even if it is the end times#you cannot change that by beating your own anxieties into other people’s heads#people can care MORE when they are GIVEN ROOM TO BREATHE#first rule of sustainable activism is you can’t do it constantly and you can’t push it on people constantly#you have to pace it and you have have have have HAVE to play long games#short term activism burns you out and if it leads to full despair from burnout it can get you killed via depression#it’s not a joke#there’s a reason your elders have books and community lore about healthy activism even in times of crisis#they lived it. they learned from it. learn from them.#spend your time doing things that can make real impacts.#do little things online but unless you’re an actual information hub you shouldn’t be posting constantly about it#people won’t even want to follow you anymore eventually because that’s not why they followed you#and then you have no audience for your important message anyway.#I know this. I learned it myself on other accounts.#please. stop. harassing me.#how is harassing me going to make me MORE willing to change my mind and post? just because you demanded it?#I am an autonomous person#this is my ONE curated space on the website#you have a multitude of tags and other users#don’t waste energy on a person who already told you no. let’s call that activism rule number two#spend your energy where it’s not likely to be wasted#you’re needed for a long haul#act like it 😭#and stop spamming me 😭#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?
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I don't know what I love more, the fact that as rook you can make a statement in NO uncertain terms that you are NOT responsible one way or the other for the theological implications of the shit you're discovering in the 'regrets of the dread wolf' memories. not my jurisdiction. quite simply none of my business. not my chantry circus not my chantry monkeys. irrelevant to the matter at hand here we'll kill that god if we get to him he can get in line. or if the best thing about it is seeing the lone little 'lucanis approves' that pops up right after choosing it. corvid with a knife about to commit deicide keeping it real and sensibly, pragmatically, wilfully agnostic with me here in this magical lighthouse today
#we do not see it. we cannot read all of a sudden.#rye having war flashbacks to watcher conferences and firmly going 'we are *not* getting derailed by the metaphysics here folks'#rare stern moderator/dad hat moment from ingellvar lol. he's Seen Some Shit in his time (debates that raged over the multiple#and not always concurrent life times of the participants involved. ain't no academic rivalry like watcher academic rivalry#because watcher academic rivalry doesn't stop even when everyone involved is dead. and the rest of us have to live with it)#I. do not think the way I'm getting this quest is how it's meant to be experienced so I'm a bit at a loss as to how to pace it out#I've been an annoying little completionist so I have ALL the statues and could just marathon it out#but that does not feel like the best way for the story and upcoming reveals to work. hm. how to do this#I'm supposed to go fail to save weisshaupt right around now I can't be having study group with all of you rn as much of a delight as it is#rye is nominally an andrastian as mainstream nevarrans generally are but as I gather is the case with many of the watchers#what he *actually* believes in is the grand necropolis itself haha#(and the philosophy of history memory death and relationship (as well as responsibility) between the past and the present#and indeed the future that it represents. we have a duty. to what has been to what is and to what will come after us. good shit)#the nevarran/mortalitasi element just makes their lack of care or respect for chantry orthodoxy *mwha* that extra bit special#the nevarran lack of concern bordering on quiet condescending disdain for official chantry doctrine and policy my beloved#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#poor harding really is living through the most relentless 'if this is the maker testing my faith he sure be testing me' gauntlet of all tim#good news: god might be real! bad news: god might not even be a real thing but more like a magical accident or vibration or something#honestly tho. if we could get full lovecraftian incomprehensible to human conception the maker -- He is a particle and a wave style --#that's the only way I'd be cool with him or them actually answering the question of his existence. that'd be kind of sick#'yes. but no. but maybe. depends on how you define god. and exist. and he. and does.' *ingellvar sets of the METAPHYSICS!! klaxon#that's a time out folks good game but easy on the jargon and navel-gazing definition of terms next round#rye and lucanis have some slightly differing views about at what exact stage of a problem murder becomes a valid solution#('well you just kill them and then I'm the one who has to deal with the next much longer part')#but they're surprisingly kind of vibing on a lot of other stuff lol. good for them <3#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar
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hi hi mrs yao !!!! christmas is coming up, are you going to celebrate anythinf with xiangli ? :33 btw, since miss coco doesnt have a tree, here's a little something to say thank you for being one of my lovely moots 🥺
oh! 😁 hi hello mr puppetgear! 😁 christmas celebrations with xiangli you ask! 😁 well actually! 😁 you see, i was th— *dies upon seeing the image you’ve attached to this ask* 😳😲🤯😱😱😱😵💀🪦

#chérir!#anyway! hi nick! :^) I HAVE BEEN SITTING HERE FOR HOURS COMING BACK TO LOOK AT THIS AND CRY FAT UGLY TEARS OVER IT! I MEAN THIS SO BAD I HA#BEEN TEARING UP ALL DAY THINKING OF THIS FREAKING. NUCLEAR BOMB YOU DROPPED ON ME OUT OF THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE 😭#nick... i’m such a wreck over this i wish you could see my face and all the snot and tissues that have piled up on my desk as a result of t#okay um first of all!! where is your kofi!!! what is your paypal can i send you money please lol?! <- is being serious BECAUSE WHAT! 🥹 WH#what could i have Ever done to prompt you to do something so nice for me!!!! 🥹🥹 for FREE?! I WILL FIND A WAY TO SEND YOU MONEY EVEN IF IT’#IT’S THE LAST THING I DO I SWEAR IT!! oh my goodness nick!!! ): actually wait can i please say some nice things about you for a moment 🥺#you are genuinely one of the most giving & kind & thoughtful friend i have made on here!! ♡ i always see you delivering little art pieces t#your mutuals of their selfships and it never fails to make me smile so big! and be so happy & PROUD! especially proud!! to have a friend so#generous & bighearted & attentive as you!! 🥺 and i know the world is mean and sometimes your brain isn’t kind to you ): so for you to still#go out of your way to do such nice things for your friends!! 🥹 i just think it’s so inspiring! and! it makes me want to be like that too!!#i think you made a post once where you said that you like gifting things to people because their happy reaction to it gives you serotonin#AKKDKSK it made me giggle and smile and nod along because i so understand that feeling!! ANYWAY i hope my tags are able to give you that#serotonin lol!! ♡ waaaah nick ): NICK ): oh gosh i had another look at the yaoco art and started tearing up again STOP IT COCO!!!! 🥹#all these tags and i haven’t even said the most important thing i need to say!! which is! thank you ): NICK! ): THANK YOU SO SINCERELY ):#from the bottom of my heart ): i know physical touch tends to ick you out hehe so i am sending wanderer in my stead to give your hand a#squeeze!! to give you a shoulder to lean on! or a chest to cry into!! whatever you need most kajakd!! on my behalf :3#oh my gosh nick i’m seriously just so (╯꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)╯︵┻━┻ over this LOL!! flabbergasted and gobsmacked. I CANNOT BELIEVE YOUUU!!!!#the way you drew us WHAT!! your attention to detail is so astounding and it makes my heart swell knowing that you put such care#into this drawing ): EVEN WHEN YOU KNOW NEXT TO NOTHING ABOUT XIANGLI YAO! 😭😭#LIKE THE TWINKLE ✨OF HIS HAIR... AND HIS SHIRT!! THE NECK!!! YOU DREW THE CIRCUIT LINES AKAKSDJ OH MY GOODNESS ): NICK!!!!#and the pose... the... *sniffles* pose... *chokes on a sob* the pose you drew us in *huffs shakily and starts to weep again*#the way he’s holding my face in the cradle of his hand ): and even just how smiley! 🥺 i am! to be with him!! 🥺 the way i hold onto his#arms!! ): nick looking at this felt like such a comforting hug it’s like i could FEEL his hand on my cheek ): the warmth of him right in#front of me!! it felt so tangible!! ): and i think that is a testament to your skill as an artist — where looking at your illustrations mak#makes people FEEL so strongly about it!!! many such cases i could provide of this aka pulls out entire puppetgear art gallery on my phone#KJSDKJ!! but nick seriously ): thank you 🥺 thank you 🥹 THANK YOU!! 😭 i’m going to go stare and cry at this some more#i’m... so grateful!!! 🥹❤️🩹 to know someone as kind as yourself — and to be a recipient of said kindness!!#NICK I LOVE YOU!! ): ps am i allowed to save this photo? or use it as a pfp?! 🥺 totally okies if not!!! i just want to make sure hehe ♡#yaoco ໒꒱
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han sooyoung 1863 (and her specifically) offering eternal sleep to yoo joonghyuk is an act of mercy and.... and, god, it was kindness
#orv spoilers#your god (who does not yet know she's your god) looks at you and goes#sacrifice your connections to all of these people#suffer alone for so long you become a shell of a man#and at the end i promise i'll make this world (which you love so so much) as safe as it can be#not as safe as we would want it. we cannot save it in that way#but we can hit pause and at least stop it from getting any worse#this is the best peace i can offer it and you#and then. then you can go to sleep. you can stop.#i've made you walk for so long now just a few more steps and i'll let you rest#orv#han sooyoung#yoo joonghyuk#orv.txt#fra.txt#yoohan#their dynamic in 1863 makes me insane in hindsight#and she doesn't know she made him but the fact that she alone was able to offer this to him........#of course. of course it was her. it couldn't be anyone but.
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I think I need that "Wow, I haven't stubbed my toe in five months! I was then shot fifty-seven times." Audio again
#i want to put him on my blog because i have a lot to say. and. by golly.is it just too much than anyone needs.#yet another character for me to completely RUIN their ego and make them so much more worse than they already are.#see but i just realized last night that putting him on my blog would mean making a tag for him. And that is goingnto take a lot from me-#-to be putting stupid little hearts next to his name.#i was thinking about just posting like two pictures of him and being like “im not saying anything i think yall can connect the dots.”#but. but.hhhhhrhrhrggrgyryrg.I want to come home and immediately indulge in garbage about him until i go to bed.#This is so messed up!! maybe. maybe I'm just being mind controlled into this.#I'd say sorry for another new guy but i mean I've been doing this the past several months and yall havent known me long enough that-#-it is unexpected so really i suppose yall are here for it.#Depending on how long till i get my first 'task' of the morning at work depends on whether I'll makebthe dumb post about him-#-this morning for everyone to wake up to or later today for everyone to anxiously read like they're reading the news while eating.#It is actually so so so so bad. and i domt know why. i do not understand. i cannot wrap my head around what about him is-#-hitting me so badly. what is making him click. this wasn't even a 'the dam gates got opened' and i had a burst and chilled out.#which i thought what was going to happen. this is. this is like a constant stream of a running waterfall. okay.#Normally talk about particular F/Os with particular people cause blah blah embarassment or they followed me-#-and interacted with me because of a particular character(s) that I like.#but i wan.gh. i want to.ffffffjhhgghhhghhhhhhhhhhhg.d.deep breath.#i want to. talk about him. wherever i can. i like. i want to taint every image there might be of myself to talk about him.#maybe the problem is im trying to find rhyme or reason where there is none. logic and feelings are often two different drivers.#trying to find a 'why' when there is no 'why' to begin with because that would insinuate a cause and effect scenario.#Which is a scientific process and critical thinking thought path. which is brain stuff.#and this is all heart stuff. stupid. stupid heart stuff.#good morniny everyone. wishing you all well on your marry ways.#I NEED TO STOP DEAWING HIM. I've drawn him like fifty freaking times already.#normally itt takes me ages to work up drawing him.#oh fuck it fuck everything im changing my discord pfp im posting about him im going to go need to go into confinement.#i might feel slifhtly different whem i get home but it's fine it's fine i domt need to be scared it's fine.#it's my blog it's my dumb little discord pfp. I've literslly rattled my mouth off to someone about him and they-#-were nothing but a dear about it it's. fine I'm just. grtting in my head about it all.
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my eye-spy sitcom best friendcore ass apartment. btw. just thought you should know. I kind of recommend zooming in if you want to.








Constant Visual Stimulation. No Escape.
bonus: the newest addition that we stole rescued from my place of work yesterday after taking these pics. a lovely lady.

#this covers the majority of it for now. I cannot stop myself from putting every little thing on a wall#if you can spot just how many of these things are my own art you get some sort of prize ig#I don't think you'd be able to though. not in full tbh.#also please forgive me for the tumblr sexyman sash and the blorbo poster. I was going thru it last year. had a moment of weakness.#idk what to tag this as tbqh.#maximalism#I think?#apartment#aesthetic#the tragedy of this is that you can't see my Dr. Who book+comic shelves in this#I also didn't really document our bat shelf very well either. maybe I should just take pics of the bookshelves. lmao.#ok to interact. please do actually tbh#there was a part of me that was going to make a way more intense exploration of the living room#almost point and click style. hard to explain rn. maybe one day I'll do it when I clean up the bookshelves and stuff more#but this doesn't even get into all the stickers on the end tables and my speakers and stuff loll
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