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my eye-spy sitcom best friendcore ass apartment. btw. just thought you should know. I kind of recommend zooming in if you want to.
Constant Visual Stimulation. No Escape.
bonus: the newest addition that we stole rescued from my place of work yesterday after taking these pics. a lovely lady.
#this covers the majority of it for now. I cannot stop myself from putting every little thing on a wall#if you can spot just how many of these things are my own art you get some sort of prize ig#I don't think you'd be able to though. not in full tbh.#also please forgive me for the tumblr sexyman sash and the blorbo poster. I was going thru it last year. had a moment of weakness.#idk what to tag this as tbqh.#maximalism#I think?#apartment#aesthetic#the tragedy of this is that you can't see my Dr. Who book+comic shelves in this#I also didn't really document our bat shelf very well either. maybe I should just take pics of the bookshelves. lmao.#ok to interact. please do actually tbh#there was a part of me that was going to make a way more intense exploration of the living room#almost point and click style. hard to explain rn. maybe one day I'll do it when I clean up the bookshelves and stuff more#but this doesn't even get into all the stickers on the end tables and my speakers and stuff loll
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Bts of the boy EP visuals via lamajamakeup
#those lost ladygunn party pics reminded me I was literally seconds from posting these unseens back in August when 5sos posted a studio vid#and thus this got frantically stuck in the drafts and completely forgotten about 😂😭#the original post has since been deleted so I've just linked the account from which they originated 🤓#luke hemmings#boy ep#5sos#5 seconds of summer#instagram#other ig#andrea vargas 2024#kh4f post#i wonder what i was about to tag this with lmao#all i had so far was 'i cannot express to you '#what was i unable to express 👀#and now i never will 🥺#anyways these pics (and this man) are ridiculously pretty#i welcome any and all unseens of the trenchcoat fit tbqh#also i just looked at my drafts for the first time in idk how long and there is crazy stuff in there that i really need to work on freeing
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You guys have to get weird about dandadan with me I can't do this alone
#🫴#October 4th is when the first ep drops mark ur calendars#idk what it is about this series that makes me so insane#it's just FAST and HEARTFELT and I think it's narratively perfect tbqh#once the mangakas editor was like ok time to improve. what do you have no experience with. and the mangaka was like romance I guess?#and the editor was like okay go read 100 romance manga. and then they did. and then they wrote two romance manga 😭#and now dandadan has beat structures that are VERY SPECIFICALLY romance manga#squawk tag
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riding the good hand day to it's fucking limit.
#idk how to tag this tbqh#misadventures with aes#ipencil is nearly dead and then I'm done for the day#what will tomorrow be tho? we just don't know
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Later I’ll try to find some specific knowledgable people/groups to ask, but… does anybody have any thoughts on where you draw the line between “stay and fight for change” and “flee for your own safety”…? I always feel like if I get the means to leave, I would just be betraying everyone I leave behind.
#not necessarily the country. though that would be nice#but this state is not great#moot point though. i doubt i’ll ever be able to move either way tbqh#idk what to tag this as#negative#real world issues#transphobia#i guess
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I need money so um um. Portrait commissions for like $10 until the end of September? 😳
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back from the barbie movie and I certainly have Thoughts on what the movie was doing but overall I do think it's worth seeing! it's fun
#☢️.txt#spoilers in tags!#i think what they did with ken is actually really fascinating and while i do get why the movie doesnt focus on his motivations#or the fantasy politics of barbieland#i AM personally interested in them#like his frustration is coming from a legitimate place and the movie does acknowledge that both barbie (margot) and the barbies overall were#Not In The Right and its not the actual solution to the issue of feminism#in the same way that the movie acknowledged that barbie didnt solve feminism and in many cases ended up playing into#the very ideas that prevent women from pursuing the jobs barbie is often shown in#im sure ppl will critique the movie for not going far enough but like. i dont think their point was to make a massive statement?#so much as it was to make a campy blockbuster that gently acknowledges the ways people can so often feel left out#its not the feminist piece of a generation so much as it is a love letter to barbie that acknowledges how shes#an inherently flawed consumerist brand. but one thats deeply cherished by generations and has left a massive pink stamp on our culture#(its probably worth noting that i have generally positive memories of barbie)#(despite being a weird fat kid i never personally felt alienated by barbie and my memories are extremely fond)#(i didnt like baby dolls bc. i never have liked kids but barbie was a fantasy in sparkly dresses)#(she was married to my dinosaur toys. ive always known what im about yes)#my favorite barbies were swan lake a halloween witch barbie and a halloween ghost barbie#(also idk is this an autistic thing for me to only learn most young girls compared their bodies to barbie at like 14?)#(like it just never dawned on me to compare my looks to a toy tbqh. i was more upset by the actual lack of clothing in my size)
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I've just explained to my mother how local councils do surveys of their tenants and assuaged her paranoia that somehow the council will know her answers if she's honest.
It makes me wonder how many people think they need to lie on these sorts of surveys because they think their answers will be read and they'll be identified for them in a negative way.
So let me reassure y'all here too.
The way most studies and surveys are done is, generally, as follows:
Survey is designed and sent out
Data collected from the surveys gets shoved on a database for analysis
Personal information is removed from the data and the remaining data is anonymised so you're not identified in it. For example: Participant 1 [personal data removed] : survey answers here : choose to be contacted [y/n]
The information that identifies if someone wanted to be contacted is stored separately and has no identifying information connected to their survey answers.
Survey data (minus the personal information) is analysed and used for whatever reason it was collected.
The end.
In the case of my council, they're using an independent third party to collect the data to make it doubly safe for pariticpants to answer honestly. This makes the survey a Blind Survey. Aka survey taker and survey data recipient don't know who answered what or why.
Anonymity is guaranteed, basically.
I know there's lots of worry and concern about the privacy around surveys and data collection and analysis but, any decent survey will do as the above states and that means you're safe from persecution for your answers.
If a survey offers you the choice of being contacted or participating in a focus group, then your personal information is Stored Separately And Used For Only That Thing. It doesn't get connected to your survey answers.
So please, be reassured with this. My mother is, thankfully.
#Survey#Research#Data protection#Data security#UK gov#Council survey#Idk what else to tag this as tbqh
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so, this is me rambling through a rundown of most of what they cut from the final version of r.esident evil r.evelations 2. This is all summary of what was gathered from the horrid mess in the data files that a friend datamined and we sorted through about a year after the game released. It's a goddamn nightmare in there.
To make a very lengthy story short, they had the full game set to go until about 2 weeks to the first episode being released, and then basically halved it after delaying it for about another week with no explanation??? Nobody knows why they decided to go this route and we probably won't ever know. they left the game data in a bit of a cobbled mess with those data files still in it (and when I say it's a mess i mean it's a M E S S. it took three weeks to get just some of the dialogue that was missing and then much more to make some semblance of sense of the whole thing and piece it all together. like why not just delete all of it???? unless it was a case of 'if i remove this tomato the entire game will cease to function so it stays in this spot outside of the stage'-) and some dialogue tags and actions have zero context to them in the game in its current state.
i'm also not putting in the dialogue tags and am instead summarizing them because this post will be 10x longer than it is.
I also want to note that as much shit as I'm about to give it I fucking adore this goddamn game, it got me through some very dark times in my life, I even have Moira as my alias for most websites- it's amazing, but the fact that they left this much is kinda bizarre and makes me wonder what could have been. also it's v weird to do this summary again. i've done it once before but some details are missing from what i had in a draft of the deleted post i wrote and the post that a friend wrote so some of this is from memory.
alas.
The first episode is basically the same in terms of story. Claire and Moira get kidnapped, they wake up and Moira is freed after Claire does the first puzzle in the cells. It's much more hyper in pace and intense then smoothed into the more liminal space horror that we get in the prison currently. It was lengthy on both sides with a bit more of a reflection on things from barry's side in reference to Moira and LOTS. OF. PUZZLES. ON CLAIRE'S SIDE. kind of a blessing i'm not going to lie. alex went fucking hard (she literally set all these traps herself with a bit of help from neil) and her dialogue tags are ruthless. the xbox 360 demo they sent to cons and press reflect this.
The second episode... jesus fucking christ my guys.
For Claire's side: So instead of the ending being based solely on the choice you make in the third episode, there were a couple of different choices you can make in the second alluding to different endings where some characters die, some don't, ALL CHARACTERS DIE, all but one live, etc (I'll explain this in the fourth episode). Basically, you can help guide Moira's conquered fear a bit more instead of making it based around this one pivotal moment. It's a nice, slow blend into the root cause of her fear. She even talks more about what happened and Claire encourages her to try to protect herself more, even knowing what happened. Moira seems a bit more sympathetic, though is still angry at Barry for being over"bear"ing (ba dum tiss). It's not a constant slew of 'I HATE BARRY'' 'DOES HE ALWAYS TELL THAT AWFUL JOKE' and teenage-ish angst, there's actually much more of a blended mix of her trying to process what's going on and what happened between her and polly years ago. ( also there's a lot of what I like to call "Burton Joke Moments" lmao )
Also. I must state that the N.eil x C.laire dialogue was not present and actually isn't present in the original script of the game still, either in the old version and in the script in the japanese version. C-usa is notorious for implying things in their translation of R.esident E.vil stories (they got some fucking fire up their ass from Capcom and the development team after this one though, it was BAD.). The basis in the japanese script is that they were coworkers, he's the boss, without him terra save might crumble, and the script went more in the route of Claire being concerned about Neil as the leader of Terra Save as a whole.
Also, CLAIRE ACTUALLY ACTS LIKE CLAIRE. While the moment of Moira and Natalia bonding over the bracelets is still present and connected with the other pieces of dialogue, in the pieces of dialogue we found she is much more presently concerned with the actual fucking child they have tagging along with them. "Natalia, are you okay?" "You can come down" "Can you jump that high?" "Do the monsters scare you?" "You've got this, we'll get you out of here, don't worry." "Wow you're strong!" "do you need to catch your breath?" etc. While some of what was found can also be implied to be towards Moira, all of it sounds much more uplifting towards the kid than what we get in the present version.
Pedro's death is marginally the same, though the dialogue is that much more heartbreaking. That man was so fucking scared and Alex taunting him seemingly pushed him even more and made him an example of what those bracelets can do. Claire is also much more reassuring to him and trying to take charge of the situation before it eventually goes to the hell it turns into.
that's what i remember of claire's side, barry's side-
It was so much more creepy because Alex actually follows and watches you throughout the chapter (tbh a bit of an inside joke between me and a friend is that Alex walked so MR. X could run). There's animations and coding that imply she was supposed to be loaded into each scene in the city. Once you load it with the monster Alex model that's covered, she is permanently Watching you it's really fucking weird and was honestly funny to watch my friend test out (after it took hours to get it to Function). This also goes along with the present implications of her watching through cameras and through the revenants. She is literally Always watching you.
Speaking of! Fun Fact that I love just bc of its creepy factor- Alex is literally watching you through the revenants, but even this mechanic seems a bit faulty, or it's faulty on purpose? They don't seem to see Natalia, but heaven forbid they touch Barry if he's hiding it's an immediate grab (npc controlled or not). Oddly enough this is kinda the same for Moira in Moira's dlc chapter. They see her but also kinda dont? i'll explore that in my own hc for her later. Makes me wonder if they have this whole system of snuffing out who's infected and who's not it's really fucking cool. Or if it's glitchy. I'm gonna go for the former option bc it's cool.
anyway- that is most of what i recall from his side of ep 2, i think there was more with the pedro fight but it was mostly repeats of his scared rant in claire's side, if i remember more i'll add on to this.
episode 3-
i dont remember much about anything before the big neil fight, so im not sure if much of it changed aside from the aforementioned script stuff with claire and neil. there was a bit more talk about barry from moira following the encounter with evgeny and it's much more defeated than the high strung nature we get from her in the first chapter. "i didnt have to be told i did something bad" or smth turned into something like "i just wished we could have talked more without being stubborn". like honestly it seems less that they always fought, but were more complacent and silently tense until one of them poked the bear. kinda like a "not causing a fight for the family" sorta deal???
the fight though- i think it would have been so much stronger with the dialogue that was taken out. like i am not saying i dont like 'WE WERE SUPPOSED TO SAVE PEOPLE IT'S IN THE GODDAMN NAME!' but, claire is really going in on what neil has been doing, she's much more reactive after she has gotten some more clarity on what neil has been doing.
there's also like this document found in the chamber where you can find the dead butler, and it talks about albert and his visits and how ppl would just look really weirdly at this dude dressed all in black leather and telling them not to mind him lmao
barry's side didn't change much. barry's discovery of evgeny and then of moira's phone hit me like a goddamn brick wall and i dont think it changed much aside from the little different bits of dialogue you can hear from moira in episode four (i'll explain this in episode 4's piece)
now. episode 4.
holy shit on a shitstick-
some of this will be a mish mash of what i remember, what is missing, what is in concept art pieces, and what we had to gather from all of the above.
Starting with Claire's episode. So, there's a massive reason why claire episode 4 is only 10 minutes long as opposed to the other chapters, in short, there was a LOT cut out of it and connected to other pieces that were cut out, etc. I'll start with smaller bits of info and go up into the rather massive thing that we could only piece together and theorize about because, quite frankly and as much as this might make no sense, what we found makes no goddamn sense unless we connect it to scene stuff.
so, little weird things first- moira was supposed to get a katana from the tower at one point. for some reason alex kept one around, highly suspected to be albert's but i don't know. there's also a silenced pistol that implies that claire was supposed to silently shoot at the glasps that are released once the tower starts to go into self destruct mode. There's supposed to be more puzzles strewn about the lab, and more sight seeing around it too. Like you were supposed to see around it a lot more and not just from the confines of a glass box.
and then you get to moira's death.
you were supposed to hear her voice recording to barry as claire is walking away. that's fucking heart wrenching. like there's a reason why she has her phone in hand but not doing anything with it- she was about to record her final words to her dad, thinking she was about to die.
Now the big thing.
When you take the camera away from the insulated box they have you in with claire and moira and go beyond alex, you can find some bits and trinkets: two hospital beds (of which you can already see) some tricell equipment and purple tubes with rocks. Close inspection shows that they look a hell of a lot like lava rocks. Now hold on you may say, would that imply alex was trying to clone a certain brother of hers- i don't believe so. However, it implies that she had his dna. It's also implied that she was testing out what she was doing with natalia to see if she could do the same with albert's dna. which. makes a lot of other things make sense. Honest to god the one thing i hate about the way they did this is all the disconnected plot lines, like the one that "you were right albert it's not enough to live i want to transcend" alludes to. Like they left that in there and just didn't bother to explain why and let you assume he just rambled on about it to her one time and he continued that ramble into 5- yeah just. ugh.
another thing to ramble about before going into the brief discussion about barry's episode 4- the ending of barry's episode 3 (among other things) is just so. so unclear without the piece that is missing from claire's episode 4. alex grabs natalia and there's a brief moment where alex shows genuine fear, that's because her experiment worked, but only half way. See, half of her escaped and transferred into natalia and now lays dormant, the other half, however, is cursed to stay into the mutated form she is in. The only problem is this half in natalia is the worst half. this is where the "true or false, you, natalia, are false, i alone am true" thing and her raging hatred for natalia comes into play. only thing is they didnt show this or explain it.
and then barry's episode 4.
so, the multi-endings bit kinda comes into play here. Right now we have only two endings, a good ending and a bad ending. However, there's parts that make it look like the ending was supposed to be split up. Barry and Moira were supposed to work together for a bit (like when they escaped the area the first boss fight with alex happened in, it just cuts to them somehow running outside even though this cave was DEEP into the ground), there's some lines for evgeny (even though he dies which is honestly really curious).
that's honestly all i can recall at the current moment and as i dive into old files i might find more. hope yall enjoyed my ramblings.
#ooc ;; stilled#idk what to tag this as tbqh with yall#but yeah have my 2k+ word explanation of whatever the hell they left in those files.#we could've had it allllllll rolling in the deeeeeeeeeep
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not totally sure what reminded me of this, but—if i had a nickel for every witcher fic describable as 'geralt and jaskier get plunged via magic into a mysterious hall without apparent entrance or exit, where every door opens onto some scenario from their own lives, either remembered or imagined, and by the end of the story they're holding hands…' admittedly i'd still only have ten cents, but it's kind of wild to me that there's more than one!
Opening Doors by chamomiletea
A short fic in which I again engineer a fanciful and unlikely way for a magical mishap to bring Jaskier and Geralt together. Trapped in an underground chamber with four mysterious doors, the two both discover and reveal more than they had intended.
nothing is lost that is born of the heart by inexplicifics
Little fool, the mage had said. If you care for your pet witcher so much, go and find him. And then Jaskier was here, with his pack and his lute and - thank Melitele - a torch, and no idea where Geralt might be, or what sort of condition he’ll be in when Jaskier finds him, or what sort of dangers might be lurking between here and there. And no idea where here is to begin with.
#i feel like this is also a trope that's in other things but like. good luck googling that#like i have a VERY vague memory that there might be something similar to this somewhere in that janny wurts series with all the italics#however i don't think i'll be checking#(i say now. catch me at like 3 AM plowing thru the adventures of ancient blorbo arithon tho.)#(iirc he was heterosexual and it was just like. what r u doing. like if lynn flewelling had made seregil straight.)#(like there's a particular‚ shall we say‚ vanyel-esque model of Fantasy Blorbo that's‚ like‚ contractually required to be queer)#(dark long hair‚ scrawny‚ Sad Wet Cat of a man‚ he's Got Trauma‚ you all know the type i mean)#(but apparently ms. wurts hadn't read the contract so her hero had this like. star-crossed Heterosexual Love instead)#(with like. a priestess or sth?? idk. even at the time i was like 'right okay so. enemies-to-lovers with the cousin-nemesis‚ go')#anyway. did not realize so much detail abt this series was still in my brain-attic#does make you wonder if holmes was onto something tbqh#'if only i knew less abt misty lackey maybe i'd have had more room for german vocab…'#anyway uh. these tags have really veered off-course here huh#bookblogging#fannish things
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idk exactly what lae'zel would think of coop but either way it's probably amusing.
#.v: bg3 ( these boots have seen everything )#i think most are just neutral for the most part#inching closer to dislike but barely since he is neither helpful nor a hindrance 90% of the time#like they probably wish he was more helpful lmfao#but they're like 'u could also be making things so much worse so ?? good ur not doing that ig?'#karlach likes him bc he likes karlach so he's actually not annoying toward her#coop hates astarion and astarion is like: i still don't even know who tf u r#he's probably on thin ice w/wyll and gale#and coop neither likes nor dislikes either of them for the most part#idt he knows WHAT to make of la'zel tbqh#and idk why exactly but i just feel like there's a mutual dislike btwn him and shadowheart#anyway not me making the tags longer than the post :||||
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Ash IG Story
#please tell me why i out loud exclaimed OH MY GOD at seeing this video like what hyperspecific need is this filling in my brain#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton#ashton irwin#instagram#ai ig#video#kh4f post#can i claim this as gardener ash adjacent content#also if so can i still claim it as birthday content#i feel so insane about this actually and it's hilarious and truly eyeopening tbqh#i am learning things about myself what a lovely way to start the new year of my life#i just.#idk#👁️👄👁️#i feel like these tags could be better but I'm legit disoriented by how attractive this is to me
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an astrology
app with your birth chart in it
my insight into
what troubles you, how you are
a magic mirror that’s fake
#nahesa#n4h354#tanka#poetry#playing with metre#also a confession#this is honestly not a good piece at all#but i like how this feels somewhat calming#it's like condensing something so heavy and heartbreaking and also quite fakking pathetic into 5/7/5/7/7#and that forces me to cut out the unnecessary parts#and somehow that process helps me cut out the unnecessary parts in my heart as well#wow this is cathartic#y'all's got to try out this tanka thing#it is discipline#and sort of forces you to really look at things and reduce them to their constituents and core components#it is v cool and v fun#astrology#birth chart#zodiac#idk what else to tag this with tbqh
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xposting from twitter but
kinda related to my other post, but guys can we please be more considerate about camp entre fanworks? i’ve seen people be unhappy with this or that being focused on (swagtre. it’s swagtre.) and wanting this or that but like
1. there’s /plenty/ of old art (and some new! i’ve drawn some!) where they’re solo
2. be the change you wish to see in the world
i don’t wanna be a dick but like i can see what you guys say pretty easily. im not some huge media producer who doesn’t pay attention. im a small creator who draws his oc kissing another oc 😭 (im not even indie!!! i’m even smaller than that!!! i don’t make ANY money from truffula flu or anything like that!! to some of you guys i might feel like a big deal but im just some guy in a niche fandom of a niche fandom of a niche fandom. i’m an absolute nobody outside this teeny tiny corner of the internet!!)
be polite, please
ever since camp entre picked back up last year i’ve seen ppl get more and more uh…bold i guess..with what they say and i just want to nip that behavior right there in the bud bc camp entre (or any truffula flu story for that matter) is not Big Media
none of us get or have gotten royalties or whatever from it. camp entre was a former-friend group’s public rp. keep that in mind when you say stuff in tumblr tags or use searchable words/phrases please. any one of us could be looking at any time
if you want more solo entre stuff, you can find it in my #entre tag (it’s all entres but there’s that truffula flu guy is in there) or #swag for that guy
yes there’s still a lot of ship art in there but it’s how i tag so…my bad
OR you can head to this old blog where the whole point was to be a place for me to reblog ALL the stuff that had entre in it and i even avoided reblogging most swagtre (because, go figure, there were ppl complaining about the amount of swagtre back then too) so it’s entre-focused stuff, check it out if you haven’t:
also if anyone dislikes swagtre so much i got bad news for them abt what was canon & continues to be canon 😭)
but either way let’s kinda…lay off the people creating things for fun and for love because we aren’t seeing what we, personally, want to see
and i especially won’t let anyone make ME feel bad for drawing something that brings me joy. i got enough misery in my life as it is
i got reasons and such for why i only draw/reshare/talk abt what i do but it’s nobody’s business tbqh. like i know it’s rough when im basically the only one of the original group that’s available because most (if not all) of the rest want to lay it to rest (as is their right) and so im the only one making “canon” stuff for camp entre anymore and i have a very loud muse for swagtre
but like idk i just want ppl to have fun so like
if you aren’t seeing your fav/ship enough then draw, write, or commission it! more stuff is always good stuff!! do macaroni art, edits, cosplay! whatever u want! it’s all cool!
#txt#but yeah idk#i just got home from a vacation so im re evaluating stuff that’s adding to my stress that i can do smth abt#and this is one of them#it’s not a lot of you and im not nor ever trying to ‘vaguepost’ it’s just a large enough number i feel a whole post is better#also to bring visibility so nobody else starts thinking im okay with it
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YIPPEE!!!! IM GLAD YOU LIKE THEM!!!!!!!!
@vulpixisananimal sifstem art jumpscare!! more specifically i got bored and decided to mess around with sif and mal's outfits.
#these two i simply did not care for au canon tbqh <3#canons beautiful. love u canon u mean so much to me. but my pronouns are they but not them. bc ill never be them#sif in particular i Know his outfit is a Vest. to show the scars. i respect it.#BUT symbolically i preferred removing the eyepatch. esp bc siffrin Trying does not always mean siffrin Succeeding.#and i wanted to give them a slightly looser shirt to contrast loops outfit#and again sometimes its better to Not see your own sh scars. sometimes that reminder is Worse. sometimes comfy is what you need.#i had a BASIS of canon. i had a few Key Points. and then i just smothered vibes all over both. so i dont Expect them to be canon.#ok ami time!!! i love how you portray amis complex feelings abt home and i didnt get to touch on a lot of that in my tags or design#but a big part of it was i like the Contrast between the three of them. loop being covered in stars ami having just the pins—#—and sif changing it based on daily preference. cause like#part of the way i read it is three sides of a coin; loop and mal are the faces and sif is the side. the essential in-between.#loop and ami are kind of like. loop is stuck in the future clinging to the past mal is stuck in the past clinging to the future#ami has the most access to the past (the language) and wants none of it. loop has no access to their past/timeline and wants it desperately#and so these feelings are projected/represented through their outfits and the symbols they hold on to or let go of.#and theyre very much MY designs. maybe they dont mesh cleanly with canon maybe they directly contradict it. im ok with that.#VERY glad u like amis name tho i love amis name...i think giving it a name that Isnt wrapped up in home—#—will be very good for its character development and how it interacts with the party.#aghhhhhhhhhhhh my thoughts arent Wording right. theres so much more in my brain but i cant say it....#im that post where someone writes 3 paragraphs on poetry and how they wish they could be a poet but they dont know how to pack meaning into#—so few words and then someone blacks it all out except the line 'i want to distill myself like poets do'. thats me rn.#the more ways i convey my meaning the more muddled it seems to get..........#honored to be on the masterpost again. and its for my favorite hobby! designing a character ill never draw again!#idk why i love doing that so much. but i do <3 i love to make a design stick it in my microwave brain and never do more art of it <3
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Tagged by @abyssaldyke to share books I'd like to read in 2025!
I'm gonna include books I plan on reading over the next week b/c my holidays have begun
First the books I've already begun that I plan on finishing
Harrow the Ninth
A Stranger in Olondria
The Spear Cuts Through Water
James Baldwin's Collected Essays
Guards! Guards!
Closer to the Knives
Next the ones I'd like to start (and finish)
Monstrous Regiment
Wrath Goddess Sing
The City We Became
Nona the Ninth
Whipping Girl
Detransition Baby
Tbqh I really want to read a lot more out of my personal goals this year, and though all the books above are on my definite TBR there's a much longer list of "eventual reads"
Tagging @gunkreads @unionizedwizard and @terramythos to share books they plan on reading in 2025 (any number, idk what the og rules are for how many to share lmao)
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