#When I try to hc certain people as Alphas

[paradoxsun]

You ever try to put characters into A/B/O Boxes and feel sexist af? Even if it's by behavior or whatever. I feel like such sexist Scum. Can't even head Cannon imaginary people as imaginary genders.

[shivstar]

why do u hate wolfstar lmao like u saying ur getting harassed is funny as hell it’s just a ship 😭😭

For me to explain you that, I have to explain a bit of psychology.

In psychology, reactance is an unpleasant motivational reaction to offers, persons, rules, or regulations that threaten or eliminate specific behavioral freedoms. Reactance occurs when an individual feels that an agent is attempting to limit one's choice of response and/or range of alternatives.

Reactance can occur when someone is heavily pressured into accepting a certain view or attitude. Reactance can encourage an individual to adopt or strengthen a view or attitude which is indeed contrary to that which was intended — which is to say, to a response of noncompliance — and can also increase resistance to persuasion. 

In crux, my hate for wolfstar stems from reactance.

Wolfstar works on the structure that it is a canonical ship because jkr was playing hide and seek and sprinkling around crumbs of clues that Remus and Sirius are boning each other. (Or should I say Sirius was getting f*cked by his moony, because that is what 90% of wolfstar is about. A top Remus and a bottom Sirius- add this to my reasons for dislike list)

But anyways whenever anyone says to (most) wolfstar side of people why the literal soulmate guys - James and Sirius are not much famous as a ship, the reply is 'ew, why would you want to downplay the importance of a friendship' ' I can never see James and Sirius in a romantic setting' 'but there is no chemistryyyy!!!!! '

But when the same reply is given that oh I see Sirius and remus as casual friends who dont know each other well because they distrusted each other, the fandom and it's defenders comes bearing weapons.

My point is I was pretty neutral towards the ship.

Then i went looking for Jegulus. Because I was interested in marauders side kf stories. I found jily to be bland. Wolfstar was downright signaling towards toxic relationship I was never interested in. (I believe that canon Sirius deserved so much better than canon Remus, who is such a rag tag kf a guy) ( you guys have found a cure to that too by innovation of fanon Remus. The macho man. The alpha leader. The casanova. The sex guru. But the problem is that his name is still Remus Lupin and I have read hp books with all devotion. I can only see him as a guy shirking away from his personal responsibilities. Not checking up on Harry. Running away from pregnant wife. Naming a 17 year old kid with the biggest target on his back as the godfather to his child. Hitting Harry when he was trying to explain to Remus that he is a coward. Not telling Dumbledore about Sirius's animagus status. {Please do not romanticize his reasoning, I beg you. It is about hundreds of students's life. Including James's son. Also do nit say that he thought that Sirius didn't do it. Then he should have done a better job in helping Sirius out of azkaban. Atleast found him in yr 3 and helped him than. CLUE - he is the co creator of marauders map, don't tell me he didnt know where Sirius was} You get it....

Still I was pretty neutral towards wolfstar. I never interacted with it because I was nit interested.

But reading Jegulus comes with the added bonus of free wolfstar. All the time.

I left the fandom not liking how the marauders I loved were never found in either jegulus nor wolfstar. Disappointed.

But then i entered the World of Prongsfoot. Found mostly writers doing justice to the James and Sirius and Peter and Remus I was initially intrigued as a kid.

Also I am not talking about following canon plot in the fics... I am saying the wibe is always off. Like my hc is Sirius and James as top dogs and then Remus and peter. While the basic given in wolfstar and jegulus is Sirius+James + Remus and then Peter, if they are feeling charitable. Otherwise it is Remus and then James and then Sirius and then Peter.

Then tumblr through - 'you may like this because you like this' and extra excited wolfstar and jegulus fans through wrong tagging decided that I should see these incorrect marauders era post . Where Sirius is always dramatic or stupid or idiot and a combination thereof. That was the day where this intense dislike begin.

Now this unnecessary shoving in my face something I am not interested in, made me hate wolfstar.... The reactance theory I explained earlier. I am just reacting to this incessant need to believe wolfstar is canon. That Sirius only belongs to his moony and no one else. That Remus and Sirius are soulmates. ...

PS - do not comment or message me etc to make me change my opinion or make me see things from your side. The truth is that i cannot suddenly make you like a ship say Prongsfoot in the Romantic light when all you see is two friends. Similarly I won't suddenly start liking wolfstar Or Remus Lupin. This is my post with proper tagging so that I am nit hurting sensible feelings of anyone. I have right to have my own views and opinion. And that in this case is that I despise wolfstar and Remus Lupin. I am not inviting people to make me see light. I am just answering to a simple ask.... 😊

[pack-the-pack]

Going though your blog and answers has me ✨ fascinated ✨ and I mean that in the most positive of ways. ABO is a hit or miss because it frequently intersects with my scent kink but only in the most specific of ways lol. (It has also been rotting my brains in trying to come up with different hcs lately so thank you for satisfying that scratch)

Originally came here from your slur list which I'm Obsessed with because mundane world building (mundane as in every day, I very much love it XD) so going through it was such a treat.

And now having spent almost an hour scrolling, I can confidently say that I love your blog ~

(I'm also on your 'give chan all the love he deserves' boat and currently Going through it trying to find good fics XD. If you have any recs I would be forever grateful <3)

Food for thought: I know most head cannons around abo stay relatively away from deviation aside from personality (going off fanfics, I haven't explored blogs that much, a travesty I'm now realizing), but knowing that in humans neither sex nor gender is binary in any way has me wondering what those deviations might look like in an abo setting. What would intersex look like in this setting? Pheromones are pretty obvious, certain scents being correlated with certain presentations, but the potency could also bring up insecurity (going off your beta having weaker scents hc). Glands could be missing or placed differently (is the scent kink obvious lol) but seeing as they're important for communication, that could be an interesting take on ostracization as the "inept" one. I won't get too far into the surgery done to irl intersex folk because this is fun fantasy, but it's another aspect to explore.

All to say, I'm just fascinated with the evolution and the "how we got here" side of abo and all the ramifications that come with it lol.

Hope you have a good day! You've made mine with a new blog to explore -w-

Hello!

So sorry, for taking so long to answer. I've been neglecting my asks a lot, there's nearly 100 of them, and I know I'll never get them down to a reasonable number. Oop :V But slowly I'll get through SOME hahahaha. First things first: I'm incredibly grateful for all the kind words. I know I've slowly got less and less time over the years to dedicete to this blog, But I still try to come by whenever I have some time to spare. And to know that there are people out there that really enjoy what I write and create is very heart-warming. Ah yes, the infamous slurs post. The A/B/O magnet that curses my notifications lol. Like I said in my last post, one day people will realize this is for FICTION, and as you said, world-building, not a real thing? Antis be bafflings as always, but what else is new, ey? YES! Channie deserves so much love. I unforutetly don't have any fanfics to rec, even though I am writting one myself. But I gotta say, as I write, writing Chris' persona (because when it comes to Real People fanfiction, especially idols, I make it very clear that we're dealing with their personas as artists, not them as real people in their private lives) is surprisingly difficult. Most of all when it comes to writing him as a source of conflict. Because bloody hell, he's so sweet, I can't write him being petty or whiny belivably enough! When I do write my fanfic though and at least post ONE chapter, I'll let you know, if you want I can send you a link also. Now for the interesting part. As always, omegaverse biology! I think it'd be interesting if intersex people were like, maybe anatomically like one dynamics, but behaviourally like another. Specially on their scent. You look at this big person, and you think "there goes an Alpha", but then they just smell like sweet Omega or Beta and you're like "wait a sec--". I like the idea of different shapes and placements of glands too! That'd be quite interesting. As for the gonads and reproductive organs, technically in my verse, Alpha females and Omega males are in a way, already what one may consider intersex (at least one interpretation of it). Female alpha have a slit/vagina that acts as a sheath for their penis, which only grow upon arousal, much like cats. And at least in my verse, Omega males have a vestigial penis and testicles, that although not functional for reproduction still react to arousal and stimulus. They also have a womb accessible by their booty, which I know many people don't like, but hey, my game my rules, right? Thinking of other possible intersex presentations in a verse such as this, then one could maybe argue for functional and larger penises for "supposed" Omegas while keeping the ability to carry offspring. And for female Alphas maybe maintining the ability to carry children, like Beta females, but having a smaller, non functional penis. And also a myriad of other possibilities. Would that be enough to constitute a new dynamics? Maybe, idk actually. I think much like in real life, it'd be up to the individual to decide whether or not they want to be segregated and categorized as something other. It's certainly a fun thing to consider and build a story or some headcanons in the very least upon. Thank you for the ideas :))

[canmom]

@metamatar wrote:

I thought srt was pretty uncomplicated this is so depressing

to be fair, if you just want simple, unstyled subs, that's pretty easy - as you say, .srt does the trick.

But if you want to start doing the kinds of fancy formatted subs that you see in anime fansubs, such as colours and 'karaoke' effects where the subs do not appear all at once, then you run into interesting territory. We're not doing songs, but I did want to use the karaoke effect for dramatic impact on a few lines, and we wanted to add a little extra spice by colouring certain words for narrative reasons. (Plus if we do upload songs down the line, I wanna have the karaoke-sub workflow up and running.)

I am kinda joking in the OP; getting well-calibrated colours and a good video encode is way worse and more complicated than the subtitles. But it is at least a standard problem that a lot of people have, and so the solutions exist: you can just kind of use the tools as is, the difficult part is learning the correct workflows.

Anime fansubbers typically use the Advanced Substation Alpha format, which is amusingly given the extension .ass, and can be authored in tools like Aegisub. This has all sorts of little quirks, and the tooling is less nice than you would like - a lot of the elaborate typesetting you might see in anime subs involves a bunch of hacky lua scripts to layer multiple subtiles on top of each other and stuff like that - but it works, you can generally trust that the renderer used by common players like mpv, mpc-hc and vlc will give a consistent output.

When it comes to web, there is no such common standard.

Youtube actually supports pretty complex styled subs, but it makes it really difficult to actually upload them. Youtube's online editor does not support any formatting and in fact it will strip all formatting from styled subs if you make any changes. Instead, you have to upload them in a special, Youtube-only format called YTT. The way to generate this format is to use a third-party script that someone made, which converts ASS subs to YTT. Great, perfect, that's just what we need!

...except the featureset between ASS and YTT doesn't quite overlap, so if you make a nicely styled karaoke line that works in ASS, doing hacky stuff to make sure the outlines and dropshadows look right and make all the different formatting tags play nice together... then you convert it to YTT, upload it to youtube, and it doesn't work at all.

Here, the karaoke effect failed to trigger (since .ass supports a few different modes for inline karaoke tags, and this one isn't supported by the script), and the doubled-up sub I was using for a drop shadow has appeared on a separate line.

However, there is no .YTT subtitle renderer for mpv. So if you want to test things, all you can do is convert and upload it to Youtube.

Moreover, if you open up the YTT file, it looks like this...

It's all on one huge lines, there's loads of Unicode character 0x200b, and every sub is duplicated 2-4 times with a bunch of opaque XML tags. I assume the duplication is how it achieves the outline effect.

Probably what I'm going to have to do is manually figure out what all the tags in the YTT format do and edit this in the text editor to work nicely lmao.

So, get all that done, and at least it works right? We can have fancy styled subs just like the big vtubers do. What about Vimeo... ah, Vimeo uses yet another unique subtitle format, called WebVTT, which is at least a standard and not just a format they rolled on their own. According to its documentation, WebVTT also supports a karaoke effect, but... there is no existing converter script that preserves it when converting from ASS so far as I can tell, so I'm probably going to have to edit an existing Python script to make it work. And even then I don't know whether Vimeo actually renders that effect. The only way is to try and see.

Anyway, it's actually not nearly as awful as video encoding for web. Video encoding for web is where artistic dreams go to die on the shores of low bitrates. We've resorted to this ludicrous hack of upscaling the whole video to 4k with lanczos, even though the initial render was only at 1080p, because Youtube was mangling the video at 1080p and increasing resolution is the only way to get a higher bitrate and better codec.

Online streaming video was a mistake lmao. Torrents forever.

mind you if you thought video encoding and colour were bad, don't get me started on subtitles for web

[asoiafsworld]

HEADCANON; AEMOND TARGARYEN, AN ALPHA, COURTING AND MARRYING YOU, AN OMEGA

pairing; alpha aemond targaryen x omega fem!reader

first; may i request courtship hcs for alpha!aemond x omega!reader? but the reader is racially ambiguous? You can sprinkle in some nsfw if you like

second request; listen ok all i need is possessive alpha!aemond with a breeding kink i’m begging you

warnings; nsfw (18+), omegaverse, alpha and omega, heat and rut, knotting, scenting, claiming, biting, breeding, praising, degradation, penetrative sex, oral sex (f receiving)

author's note; i have been in such a daze of writing for my love aemond and im finally getting to write a/b/o aaaaa!!! thanks for the requests <3

masterlist

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➼ you arrive at court as a lady in waiting for princess helaena and naturally, you spend a lot of time with her

➼ your house is well known by most for its wonderful wine and beautiful fabrics but it isn't as powerful as the great houses of westeros so when your father's offer to serve as a lady in waiting was accepted, your family is happy about it

➼ you don't care about it much at first but after you start to befriend helaena, you start to be a little happier in such a foreign place

➼ it is difficult for you as an omega to leave your home, to leave the people you had always known but you have to adjust and adapt

➼ you know the other royal family members but only met them in passing so far since you had not attended any balls or feasts yet

➼ however, a certain scent that lingers on helaena's dress one evening distracts you because it smells so incredibly intoxicating

➼ you have to physically restrain from smelling it because it's so addicting to you, the smell of pine trees and pine cones infiltrating your nose and almost invading your senses

➼ you wonder who this alpha is, with a scent so intoxicating to you and after you notice the pattern of when you would smell this alpha scent on helaena and her stories of who she had been with on those days, you deduct that it can only be prince aemond, her brother

➼ you had heard many things about him of course

➼ aemond the one eyed they call him, the stories of him looking like a monster that would scare children sounding ridiculous to you

➼ you haven't ever talked to him but you have seen him from afar and know he doesn't look menacing or scary

➼ how could anyone with a alpha scent as dizzying and wonderful as this be a monster? your omega gets feral at the idea of being with the actual alpha of that scent

➼ you don't say anything about it to helaena, unsure of how she would react

➼ after a few weeks there is a feast for the queen's nameday, the first feast since your arrival

➼ your family is of course expecting you to find a husband there since it is the whole point of your position at court

➼ you get dressed in the most beautiful dress you have from the beautiful fabrics of your home and helaena lends you jewelry fitting for it

➼ you have become good friends with the princess in the time that you have been attending to her and it makes things easier for you to have a friend who ranks highly at court

➼ when you're at the feast, you mostly stand next to helaena since you don't know most other people and honestly, they seem like they are very full of themselves and not good company

➼ at these kind of feasts, omegas often stand with each other to be safe from alphas but it's not uncommon to see an alpha and omega talk by themselves, especially when they want to get to know each other better

➼ you're somewhat scared of meeting aemond because you can only hope that your omega can control itself

➼ but you already feel like you're dying when he comes closer to both of you, his alpha scent even more intense when it's coming from him and not from helaena

➼ helaena smiles as he approaches both of you and introduces you happily as her lady in waiting

➼ he looks at you with such intensity as he takes your hand and places a kiss on the back of it

➼ your scent is close to him like this and you can see him not even trying to hide that he's breathing it in as much as he can

➼ "how lovely to finally meet you, my lady. i have smelt your scent on helaena many times recently and it is nice to put such a beautiful face on a wonderful scent."

➼ you blush heavily at his words and realize that he has been after your scent just as much as you have been after his

➼ he starts to talk to you, asks you where you come from, what made you come to court and how you have been liking it

➼ he is so kind to you and you don't understand why others had been warning you about him and telling you what a terrible monster he is supposed to be

➼ he constantly gives you compliments during your conversation and he smirks everytime you blush and smile shyly

➼ when the music starts playing he asks you to dance with him and helaena secretly celebrates her masterplan of getting both of you to talk with each other since her brother had been pestering her about meeting the lady that possessed the sweet scent that she carried with her

➼ you can barely concentrate on his words because of how his hand feels on your waist

➼ his eye never leaves your sight and always watches your every move, every flutter of your lashes when his grip on your waist tightens, the way you unconsciously lean closer to him to smell his scent

➼ both of you never really leave each other's side the entire night, the prince being so enamored with you and your shy, sweet being

➼ he knew that he wanted you from the moment he smelled your scent but like this, getting to know you and smell your scent closer, it was official for him

➼ it's the same for you, learning about how kind and brave of an alpha he is, how strong his muscles look through his clothes and how charming he is with you

➼ so after you spend even more time with him for some days, he officially asks to court you and of course you say yes

➼ he tries to hide his happiness but he smiles so brightly and beautifully at you when you say yes

➼ with the courtship, you can feel a certain barrier between you two go down, the one that always stands between an alpha and omega when they are not official

➼ because of your courtship with the prince, you are more involved in dinners with the royal family and overall spend more time with them

➼ of course helaena is the first one to congratulate you and hug you excitedly

➼ aegon, aemond's brother congratulates you with a smirk and says something inaudible to aemond afterwards who only rolls his eyes in annoyance

➼ the queen is hesitant about you as she is with everyone outside of her children

➼ she plays the role of a polite queen, congratulates you with a smile but you can tell that she is not that happy about it since your house is not very established but still acceptable enough

➼ and with your courtship, you and aemond are officially allowed to scent each other

➼ and it kind of puts both of your lives on hold for a day or two

➼ you spend so much time in his quarters and constantly nose at his neck, so addicted to the way he smells

➼ you lick and kiss his scent gland and he enjoys it a lot, knowing you are so addicted to the way he smells

➼ he has to warn you to stop when he feels how aroused it makes him feel but he's just as bad in showing restraint when he scents you

➼ the first time he does it he can't let off of your neck for hours, licking and biting on it and he's in a daze because of you

➼ like he literally pins you to the wall, one hand on the back of your head and the other on your waist, not very appropriate in courtship but he doesn't care in the slightest

➼ you can only supress your moans for a limited amount of time and when he hears you moan out his name for the first time, he presses his lower body against yours and bites down hard, right on your scent gland which makes you whimper with your eyes closed and head thrown back

➼ you press your legs together at how good it feels for him to be devouring you like this, so good that you feel your cunt throbbing with want and the smell of your slick perminating the air around you and you can't imagine how good it will feel when he actually lays with you

➼ he suddenly stops and looks up from your neck with a dazed but hungry look in his eyes

➼ "what is that smell? it's like your scent but.. stronger and sweeter, what is it?"

➼ you blush brightly and feel embarrassed at how openly the scent of your slick perminates the air

➼ "it's... t-the smell of my slick, my prince."

➼ his eye dialates at that and he's suddenly on his knees and before you know it, he's holding your skirts up and has his mouth on your cunt

➼ you cry out in shock and your eyes widen at the sudden intrusion on your pussy, never having felt someone do this to you and your legs tremble heavily at the way his tongue and mouth devour you

➼ it feels so euphoric, the way he goes from sucking on your clit to pushing his tongue inside you, drinking up your slick as if it was air to breathe

➼ it only took you a few moments to come because of the way he had previously been making you sensitive and wet

➼ your slick releases all over his mouth and the way he drinks all of it up makes you feel dizzy, your legs trembling so hard

➼ aemond doesn't stop eating you out, wants to keep going back after you had already cum but there is a knock on the door

➼ you still but aemond doesn't seem to care, teasing your nub with the tip of his tongue and it feels so warm and addicting to you

➼ the servant at the door alerts you about the tea you would be having in the gardens with the queen and princess and you tell her that you'll be there right away

➼ you have to push aemond's head away from your cunt and bite your lip at the way his entire chin is covered in your slick and he only smirks up at you

➼ "i think i have found the nectar of life, my lady."

➼ you only complain about how disheveled he has made you look and you make quick work of making your hair look better and hide your neck as good as you can with your hair since it looks as if you had been maimed

➼ aemond looks very proud of himself and you only glare when he steals one last kiss from you before you leave

➼ "i fear that you will not get me off of you for the next few weeks, my lady... your cunt is simply too delicious."

➼ you feign to be shocked at his words but by now know that he is simply bold and brave about the things he wants

➼ your courting period is very pleasant and aemond is so sweet to you

➼ he gifts you different necklaces and earrings and tells you that he saw them and thought they would look beautiful on you

➼ you always blush heavily and every day you spend time with him, you fall more in love with him

➼ you always tell helaena about what you two did together and what he had gifted you and she was always so excited to talk about it with you

➼ at some point you start discussing these things at tea when her mother is present too and she starts to get involved in it too

➼ that's how you start bonding with her because to her, it feels like she's a young girl again, giggling over handsome knights with rhaenyra

➼ except now she's giggling with her future daughter in law over how sweet her son is and she genuinely starts to like you and sees that aemond loves you

➼ he also takes you on rides with vhagar since it's important to him that you're not scared of her

➼ the old dragon feels through aemond's bond to her that you're important to him so she's nice to you, lets you pet her and nudges you softly when you stop because she likes it when you pet her

➼ he's just very soft with you and likes to be in your presence because you understand him so well, comfort him when he's feeling insecure

➼ also pushes the bound on what's appropriate during courtship

➼ he knows that other men at court look at you and want you for themselves, think they can take you away because you'll eventually think that he's too ugly for you

➼ he's sadly always been very insecure because of his eye and he belives it so he does everything for other alphas to stay away

➼ like scents you in public so much that you smell more like him than yourself, gets so close to you that he almost kisses you, has his hands dangerously low on your back which makes you glare at him

➼ and again, he's very serious about your slick. like in the first few weeks after he eats you out for the first time, he continues to do it even though it's definitely not appropriate to do before you're married

➼ like he steals you away three times a day just to make your legs tremble and drink up every single drop of your juices

➼ like no one can convince me that this man wouldn't run around like a cave man and have his mind on your pussy and slick all day

➼ at some point during your courtship, he goes into rut and it hurts your omega to not be as close as possible to him since you have affections for him

➼ you want to help him but since you're not married and claimed yet, you're not allowed to go anywhere near his chambers

➼ you're sitting in your room, your omega blaming itself for leaving your alpha in agony when the queen comes in looking quite distraught

➼ "my darling girl, i fear this rut has hit aemond harshly. his alpha has gotten used to your presence in the past weeks and even if you are not married or claimed by him yet, it is very hard for him to do this without you. i would not ask this of you if it was not so unbearable for him so i wanted to know if you could scent a few things and give them to me so i can bring them to him. it would make it oh so easier for him."

➼ you immediately comply with her request, would go to his chambers right now and let the alpha fuck you if it was asked of you

➼ giving your scented clothing to an alpha is definitely not appropriate but you could not care in the slightest

➼ you scent a few dresses that you wore most recently knowing the scent would linger for a while and if it was not enough, you could always send more

➼ queen alicent looks so relieved when you comply, even hugs you and kisses you on the cheek when you hand her your dresses

➼ "i will not forget your kindness, little one. i can imagine he will not wait long to marry you when this rut is over."

➼ you blush at her words and watch her leave with your scented clothes and hope it eases the prince's rut

➼ to go through ruts and heats alone is difficult for unmarried alphas and omegas but expected, of women at least

➼ but when an alpha and omega have affections for each other, are close to loving each other but can't spend it together it is very painful

➼ after five very long, very agonizing days for you, a servant tells you that the prince's rut is over and that he wishes to see you at once

➼ you practically run to his chambers and once you're inside, you smell the very recent smell of alpha rut and it makes you feel a litte dazed because the scent is so fucking alluring and mouthwatering to you

➼ aemond is sitting on his bed, a good distance away and he signals for you to stay at the door so he wouldn't do anything uncalled for since his head is still in a daze of the past few days

➼ you comply but only because you don't think that you can hold yourself back if you get closer to him... the smell of rut is making your omega curious and needy

➼ "thank you for the dresses, my love, it was so very sweet of you to give them to me. i... apologize greatly for ruining your dresses. i hope the stains can get washed out."

➼ your omega is so pleased when you hear that he has stained them with what you can only assume would be his cum... you can't help but let out a needy whimper

➼ aemond balls his hand into a fist at the sound and stands up, only to walk further away from his previous spot

➼ "i can not control myself with you... i take one look at you and remember how i screamed and ached for you the past five days, how i smelled your dress and came all over it like a little boy. i need you, my omega. i can not risk coming closer to you today so i ask like this... i want you to marry me. i want you, in every shape and form, all your sweetness and kindness."

➼ tears gather in your eyes and you tell him that you would love to marry him

➼ you want to kiss him so badly but keep your distance for today, the aftereffects of his rut still there

➼ the queen writes to your father and he obviously agrees to it, aemond is a targaryen prince after all

➼ preparations for the wedding start soon and it's all very fast, you barely spend any time being engaged before your wedding

➼ the reason for that is you realizing that your heat would be very soon and there were many dangers in spending it alone, the queen knows that so she prepares everything as fast as possible

➼ you feel your pre-heat creep up on you on the day of the wedding but know that you can get through the day

➼ and it ends up being wonderful, so many people are there for the wedding and feast and you and aemond are so happy

➼ you excuse yourself early on with your husband and are happy to finally leave and make a nest for your alpha and you

➼ you make him scent several of his clothes, pillows and blankets and arrange them as you desire, so concentrated and focused on making a good nest for your alpha

➼ said alpha watches you with a sweet smile on his face, so in love with how focused you are

➼ when you're finished you look up at him expectedly and hope that he likes it

➼ he takes your face in his hands and presses kisses all over your face, knowing that his omega needed a lot of attention and care right now

➼ "it's beautiful. you did so well, my wonderful omega."

➼ you smile happily at that and kiss him on his lips, so in love and happy with him

➼ he helps you get out of your dress and you don't hesitate to get naked due to how safe your omega feels with him which makes him stare at you without pause

➼ you whine needily and tug at his clothes and he laughs at how cute you are

➼ he sees that you become almost non verbal during your pre heat and mostly express your distaste for something by scrunching your nose and it's so cute, he loves you so much

➼ eventually you lie with him in your nest, naked and kiss and scent each other until you're both breathless and it's the last straw for your heat to completely take over

➼ of course he has to eat you out before anything else, claiming it's so you would take him better but considering that your body automatically prepares itself to take a knot when you're in heat, it made no sense

➼ so he makes you cum three times with his mouth before he gets anywhere close with his cock

➼ makes sure you scream out for how good your alpha makes you feel and you're a shaking mess when he's made you cum the third time, your pussy sensitive and tears coming out of your eyes from the overstimulation

➼ keeps mumbling about how good your slick tastes and doesn't understand that he is expected to have a life outside of between your legs

➼ because to him, the world can crash and burn around both of you and he would still continue to eat your pussy out

➼ eventually, when he gets impatient himself, he pulls himself up and strokes himself before lining up with you

➼ you bite your lip at how big he is, how much his knot will swell and wish he would just split you in half with it already

➼ and then he finally does and oh... you understand in that moment why he's so obsessed with your cunt

➼ because you are now obsessed with his cock in the same way

➼ he immediately starts thrusting into you since your heat already prepared your body for this

➼ the way his cock and knot hit deep parts inside you that you have never felt before makes your cry and shake, holding onto your alpha for dear life

➼ and all he can do is fuck you hard and fast because he needs to, he craves you so badly

➼ your heat starts to smell in the entire room and your alpha nuzzles your scent gland, addicted to the sweet smell

➼ you're so overwhelmed with his thrusts and can barely form any words, your eyes half closed and your face distorted in pleasure from his fast and hard thrusts

➼ "my pretty omega, you take my cock so well, you were made for it... made to be my omega and only mine. god, you feel so fucking good, i'm never going to leave your cunt empty again. i'll breed and knot you over and over again and when you're pregnant, i'll do it as well, over and over, my love. want to see you full and pregnant like the obedient whore you are."

➼ you cry and whine at his words, so pleasurable that you finally come and it feels like flying towards the stars, as if you are a dragon as well

➼ he bites down on your neck at that moment and officially claims you that way, the bite marks on your neck not going away to mark you as his claimed omega

➼ "my omega, only mine, my pretty little love. forever my omega, you're always going to be mine."

➼ it doesn't take long for him to come either and when his cum streams into you, you whine and moan at how good it feels for you

➼ you bite down at your alpha's neck to claim him as well and it only makes his pleasure greater and you can feel even more cum shooting out of himself and inside you

➼ you tremble and breathe heavily at how pleasing it feels to be breeded by your alpha, your cunt so full now that you never want to not feel like this again

➼ aemond kisses your face and neck as you wait for his knot to go down and you bask in the sweet attention he's giving you

➼ "my good omega, my good little girl, you did well for alpha. i love you so much, my perfect love, such a good omega."

➼ you smile happily at that, the haze of your heat having subsided at the feeling of being knotted

➼ after a few minutes, he pulls out and you whine at how empty you feel and at how the cum is coming out of your pussy whilst aemond watches in fascination and arousal at how much he had cum inside you and at how it's all coming out now

➼ you whimper and try to close your legs as he eyes you but he only holds your knees apart and slaps your cunt, a stern expression on his face

➼ "let alpha admire you in peace, be a good omega for me and don't whine. you'll get enough cum inside of you tonight to make a dozen children."

[st0rmyskies]

Since we got poly hcs can we get a lil trust us! Gang hc 🙏

HELL YEAH WE CAN. Under the cut because omegaverse stuff.

Sky might be slowly warming up to the alphas in their little group, but he will never let go of his defensive nature toward his fellow omegas. As soon as there's the tiniest hint of shifting hormones when someone goes into heat, or gods forbid if one of them became pregnant, Sky's instincts to keep the alphas at bay are going to be their first hint that something's up. He's not not above snapping at the alphas for overstepping boundaries, perhaps with the exception of Time. As if Time would be brave enough to try.

Hyrule is like the hormonal empath of the group. He's the most likely to succumb to sympathy heat at the drop of a hat. Once the others realize this, they end up having to shield him from certain things or limit his exposure to group-members who are in heat or in rut. Hyrule can get a little pissy about that in the moment.

Wild is the most dominant of the omegas in the bedroom. He knows what he wants, he knows who he wants and how many, and he isn't afraid to get it. He's also pretty allergic to commitment, and the thought of being tied down makes him incredibly uneasy. All up until Something Bad happens to one alpha Twilight, and then Wild realizes just how deeply he cares.

Warriors and Twilight have the most fun relationship in this AU. Twi is the most submissive of the alphas behind closed doors, and Wars gets quite the charge out of being in control of another alpha. They play a lot of boundary-pushing power games, as we've seen, and Warriors will never get sick of the face Twilight makes when he calls Twi his "breeding stud."

Four is such a hard one for the others to figure out because each of the colors presents differently: Green and Blue as alpha, Red as omega, and Vio as beta. It's easy to keep himself together when only one of them goes into heat or rut at a time, but if two or more of them start, Four's going to have a lot of explaining to do to the others.

Legend. Legend, Legend, Legend. He comes from an era when bonding and mating is only for people of wealth and good breeding. Having come up from nothing, this has been drilled into him from a young age, and even achieving the fame of being the Legendary Hero hasn't been able to wake him up. He just can't shake this internalized inferiority. And in spite of the fact that he cares about Hyrule very much, and that to the others they practically act like they're mated already, it's going to take him a long time to believe that he's worthy of that kind of happiness.

Wind is all set to present as an alpha when the time comes, and I can't help but shake the "what if" of maybe he ends up presenting as an omega, instead. Watching him go through that emotional turmoil at such a crucial point in his life, and seeing how the others might help him through it, would be fascinating.

Time and Malon aren't bonded. In fact, Time specifically said that he didn't want to bond with Malon when they originally talked about it. From his point of view, bonding is a weapon. It can be used for good or for evil, just as much as any sword. When he had the chance to help release Sky from his bond to Demise, he saw it as a way to use his own curse -- his curse of being one with the Fierce Deity -- for good.

[starlightstevie]

fic rec / november 2020

It’s officially Christmas season!! So excited to share with you these incredible fics from the past month - I have had so much fun reading them and I hope you do too!

(* is smut)

I can’t begin this without mentioning my absolute favourite fic of the month - @spacelabrathor‘s *all there’s left to do is run; I honestly can’t recommend this enough, Cee’s writing is unparalleled and she continues to make me fall ever more in love with this Asgardian himbo. Dothraki!Thor x reader: Horse warlord Thor finds you a captive in a raid of a desert village and gives you a choice. Freedom by a quick death or taking his hand and going with him, to be his. You choose life, and with it, a husband who is wild and fierce and more than you could have ever imagined.

this absolutely gorgeous snippet by @inthorantine

The Getaway by @mostly-marvel-musings Summary: After the events of Endgame, and with everything the both of you had gone through, you and Thor needed a chance to heal. And a break away from everything seemed like the logical first step to take...

*let me come home (series) by @evansweaters Masterlist Alpha!Steve x Omega!Reader: After years at a dead-end job shouldering everyone’s expectations for you but your own, you’re finally free to be whoever you want, go wherever you want. that is, until a series of unfortunate events strand you in amber’s end, where the sheriff – and notoriously unmated pack alpha – decides to take you in.

*Oopsy Daisy by @whateveriwant​ College!AU Steve x reader: In order to keep the animal shelter from closing, your sorority holds a car wash as a fundraiser. Besides cleaning cars all day, you have another goal in mind involving a certain football-playing frat member.

*Spa Treatment by @notyetneedcoffee​ Steve x reader: You planned a night of pampering for Steve..

*Something about the self by @peachyteabuck​ Steve x reader: Steve Rogers had been nothing but a gentleman. But now he was home, alone, the scent of your perfume lingering on the jacket he let you wear when the sun had gone down and the feeling of your lips against his cheek as you stepped inside your own apartment after the date unforgettable.

Patience by @xbuchananbarnes​ Steve x reader: Steve Rogers knows a lot about patience.

*The Rumors trilogy by @xbuchananbarnes​ Professor!Steve x reader: To him she seemed so beautiful, so seductive, so different from ordinary people, that he could not understand why no one was as disturbed as he by the clicking of her heels on the paving stones, why no one else’s heart was wild with the breeze stirred by the sighs of her veils, why everyone did not go mad with the movements of her braid, the flight of her hands, the gold of her laughter. He had not missed a single one of her gestures, not one of the indications of her character, but he did not dare approach her for fear of destroying the spell.

Headcannon: Steve helps you with cramps by @captainsdolly​

*Slipped by @retrobuckybear​ Steve x reader: Steve finds out about the readers dirty secret...

*Sweet, St. Catherine by @punani​ Chris Evans x reader: You love the chain around his neck more than you care to admit.

*Dirty Game by @ozarkthedog​ Part 1 | Part 2 Andy Barber x reader: You’ve made Andy late for an event. He doesn’t like it.

*Virginal by @sweeterthanthis​ Andy Barber x virgin!reader: It all started with flirtatious glances across the office...

*Icarus by @savior-adriana​ Dean Winchester x reader: She was a succubus – a sex demon, held captive by the Winchesters and despite Sam’s desperate attempts to stop his brother from giving in, Dean loses the battle against his need for her.

Dean notices when you’re down by @luci-in-trenchcoats​ Dean x reader: The reader is having a rough morning and Dean helps her out.

*Gorgeous Green by @mummybear​ Dean x reader: After a hunt is over Dean the reader and Sam head back to the bunker where the reader has a date. With tension and teasing high between Dean and the reader will she be able to continue with the date?

*cockwarming with henry by @henchry​

*Size by @awhitewolfandhisvibraniumshield​ Henry x reader: Henry loves how tiny you are compared to him.

*shower sex with henry by @cloudystevie​

Delightfully Determined by @greezyscumbag​ Summary: Reader is Chibs’ niece, and Jax is determined to win her over.

*Too Good by @greezyscumbag​ Summary: You’ve always preferred blondes...

*Behave by @becs-bunker​ Summary: You try and convince Jax to stay with you a little longer.

Sleeping Over by @greezyscumbag​ Summary: Exhausted after helping Jax redecorate his house, he convinces you to stay the night.

After rewatching the series I just had to read more on this wonderful story.

The First Year of the Pevensies’s Rule by @athoughtfox

The different tempers of the Pevensie brothers by @nothinggold13

Lucy gets her first period but Susan is away so Peter has to help her by @athoughtfox

How the siblings are alike by @nothinggold13

things unchronicled by @athoughtfox One | Two | Three | Four

on motherlessness by @athoughtfox​

the siblings & their havens by @bloodybigwardrobe​

on growing up in narnia by @athoughtfox​

a savage place by @athoughtfox​

the siblings and not being in their territories by @bloodybigwardrobe​

*Cozy in the Cockpit by @dindjarindiaries Mando x reader: After the Crest suffers through an intense chase and crash, you and Din must figure out how to survive on a freezing planet—your low odds causing your mutual feelings to come to the surface.

*Headcannon: Pegging chubby Bucky by @ballyhoobarnes​

*She’s a Player by @peachyteabuck​ Carol Danvers x reader: Carol wants to play video games, but you want to play with her. somehow, you find a way to get what you both desire.

*hc: threesome with henry cavill and chris evans by @ballyhoobarnes​

*Heaven on Fuckin’ Earth by @savior-adriana​ Negan x reader: As Rick’s sister, Y/N knows Negan to be off limits. But as the two run into a herd of walkers and find themselves covered in blood, adrenaline rushing through their veins, ‘off limits’ is the last thing on their mind.

[loser-writings]

Ok I have a kinda angsty HC about omega hawks heat. Either he can’t/won’t take suppressants or the during the few heats that happen despite taking them his agency/the commission kinda hire anon alphas that specialise in helping omegas physical/sexual need during heats w/o making any kinda emotional attachment, no scenting, no cuddles, nothing. So the 1st time hawks goes through heat w someone who actually loves him is like ! Eye contact? Kisses? Stay & cuddle after?? He’s crying & so am I -🦇

Oh my god Bat Anon I love this so much. So I just went off to my friend today about hawks (Its such a love/hate with a huge love lean) and this FITS SO WELL with my headcanons about him. SO if you excuse me! Ima just play off of this with a few of my own as well. 

Also if you use an emoji for your anon, there will be a special tag made for you. Just wanted to point that out.

Omega! Hawks with his heat [Headcanons]

Warning: Mention of depression, N/sfw, Omegaverse, Heats

(Not my GIf btw)

Hawks really has no idea how to show emotion, and when HIS emotions show, its’s very overwhelming for him. The Government spent so long teaching him that his opinions don’t matter and feelings don’t matter, so he is just sort of numb to everything. When he feels his raw emotion breakthrough, you better expect to see a very lost and confused Hawks.

He can’t take suppressants at all. He tried taking multiple different types, but he’s allergic to the majority with the exception of one brand. That one brand made him extremely depressed, unmotivated, and sick though. So HPCS just decides “Fuck it, Just keep him off of it. We may lose him for a week every 3 months, but it’s only a week.”

I think that HPCS would hire Betas to take care of Keigo when he hits his heat. Since Betas don’t go into a rut whenever an Omega goes into a heat, they are there just to make sure that Keigo doesn’t get hurt. Past every wave of his heat, they will check on him and help him recover a bit.

They can’t scent anything since their scents would be so weak, so there goes scenting items to help him, but they do have sort of an artificial alpha pheromone. (Think of This post as what they use) Downside to THAT is that he has a sensitive nose and stomach when his heat hits. Certain smells will trigger him to get sick and those nasty fake alpha scents will have him throwing up.

Because of the lack of emotion put into his care, he suffers from some of the WORST sub drop. Like yeah the unnamed Betas may feed him when he doesn’t want to eat, they force him to stay hydrated, and make him baths fairly often, but the emotional aspect of heats are extremely draining. He is getting nothing that he needs despite being around people so he just gets really sad and depressed. It’s one of the few moments where he really gets in his own head and questions everything.

Once he hits 18, they really stop having the Betas take care of him due to him getting fairly aggressive about it? Like yeah, sure, they keep him fed and hydrated but they also make him so severely touch starved and lonely. HPCS now just lets Keigo take care of his heats himself at his house.

Him getting an Alpha is a huge deal for him since he has so much baggage, so the idea of spending a heat with them?? He is dying at the thought. Sure, he may keep his cocky facade up and tease to try to keep the Alpha flustered, but he is so scared of having an alpha present for his heat. Especially since he knows how needy and depressed he can be. 

Yet when his heat hits, he quickly shoots a text from his personal phone (He has one the HPCS doesn’t know about) to let you know what’s going on. Luckily you show up right after one of the waves had passed, so he just quickly pulls you into the house before rushing back to his nest. 

He becomes so quickly overwhelmed by how different his Alpha is compared to how the Betas were. You came with a bag of things he might need, and he is honestly so shocked he tears up then and there. You pull out an old thin shirt that had been modified for his wings and some thinner boxers made specifically for heats; He is instantly crawling into them because they are so heavily scented and it makes his omega purr. You have so much water, and you politely ask him to drink and lay back against the huge make shift chair that was in the corner of his nest. After that, you carefully wrap ice packs around the back of his neck, his wrists, and his chest. He is shocked by how his body seemed to cool and how he could think clearly.

He doesn’t have a heat wave for almost an hour, and in that time you managed to prepare multiple other things on standby before pulling him into your arms, scenting him as well as you could. Maybe it was the heat or overwhelming amounts of love he felt, but he stared crying right there. He didn’t mean to, and he was so thankful you didn’t press him for why he was crying, but it was just so nice to be cared for this way.

Also this man is the SOFTEST during his heat. He will babble, cry, cling to you, scratch your back, bite, beg, and he will tell you that he loves you over and over again. Unlike his old heats where he suffered, he is in complete bliss.

He completely gets off to seeing your eyes scanning his body hungrily. Feeling your hands running across his skin as you compliment him over and over. (Body worship and praise him please. He may act confident but this man will cry and feel so validated) He absolutely loves kissing too. He isn’t the best at it and it can be a bit sloppy, but he really does put it all in it since he is so caught up in the moment. Also PLEASE leave hickeys all over this man. He will ask that they be in places he can hide, but seriously. When he wakes up next to you in between waves, he will admire the red and purple marks going down his chest and covering his inner thighs. Also if you are a little bit goofy, leave shapes on him. He will laugh so hard seeing a Smiling face on his hip or trace the heart shaped hickeys on his chest for hours. 

Aftercare with him during his heat is actually fairly simple. Praise him a LOT. He will get insecure and sad, so run your fingers through his hair and wings. Let your fingers dance over his chest as you reassure him that he is safe with you. He will tear up again and laugh, trying to cover up how much your words mean to him since he is so used to feeling like shit after a wave.

When he is knotted, he will cling to you and mumble under his breath. You can catch bits and pieces. “I’m so happy,” “Not a fuckup,” “Deserves love,” and more similar little realizations he has that yeah, he may have baggage but he also deserves this. He deserves to be happy and feel loved. He will fall asleep with the happiest and most genuine smile on his face in your arms.

Once his heat has ended, he has 2 days to recover since he used to pull feathers out due to stress and to get him things. With you there, he spends it eating, cuddling you, and binge watching shitty TV. Newest season of Rupauls drag race? Oh he is so in it. He also will have some deeper conversations at night, confessing some of the things he did and even discussing plans for the future.

He admits that one day he hopes that crime dies down because he wants this. He wants to come home every day to you and maybe even some kids in the future. He might mumble that last part, but he does confess that he wants at least one kid in the future. When you asked the most kids he would want, you were surprised when he said 5. “I would love to have a big family, but if you only want one kid, then that’s fine with me too.”

He originally hated his heat cycles, but now he loves them so much because he has an excuse to be pampered, spend time with you, and dream of the future. He doesn’t have to be “Winged Hero; Hawks” but instead he gets to be Keigo Takami, someone who still has lots to figure out, but is so thankful to have someone to help him along the way,

[0lshadyl0]

If it’s not too much, can you please do yandere Hawks, Mirio & Gang Orca hcs? Thank you.

since you didn’t specify the gender I will go with female pronouns, enjoy it~

and a free general headcanon for those three, they are breeders and want children, Breeding kink and mating kink is very strong whit this men

yandere Hawks headcanons

ok, let’s start by saying that Hawks is another delusional Yandere, and his case is more serious than that of any other Yandere, due to his past and genetic conditions he suffers from delusional disorder

He must have suffered from this disorder due to a large amount of stress he has had to live throughout his life to not have real control over it because it was discovered at an early age and forced to be a hero by his parents

or it could also be due to loneliness, as I had said before, being discovered at an early age not only brought stress, it also brought loneliness, since he was separated from his parents, at that time he loved them and couldn’t think of living his life apart from them,  and forced to train tirelessly until he achieved the great potential he has now to be a great hero

At least his mental disorder is not as serious as MIrio or All Might, but it is still a problem and if he becomes obsessed with you, believe me, unless you are smarter and more skilled than him, you are screwed

He is a very skilled and trained person, an expert manipulator under the facade of a carefree dude and distracted person, do not be fooled easily, he can pretend to be an idiot but he is anything but that  

He is obsessive and fast worker, it will not take long to know everything about you, from where you live, your likes and dislikes, what you eat and even what you usually wear, Hawks could calmly know what kind of underwear you wear every day

Cheerfully there are three points that he has in his favor, first, a great charisma that serves to deceive those around him and with that this urban giant pigeon is  accompanied by a horde of fans, which will make it easier to him to take you to public dates where he will make his proposals which you will accept due to public pressure (his fans)

two, despite being a Yandere he is very stable and, incredibly, he isn’t a jealous person, yet he is selfish so he would never share you in bed with someone else, he would let other people (friends, family, and strangers) see you, flatter you and share time, (you could get to have a more or less normal relationship with him) with you but you will never have sex with someone other than him

and three, he really wants you to fall in love with him as he has fallen in love with you, that is his main objective, to be loved and have a family, he comes from a poor and dysfunctional family that at the slightest chance of making money, practically they sold him to the hero committee so that he became one, regardless of asking him if he wanted to or not, good thing that he wanted to be a hero and not being like his dad, and now that he moved away from his toxic parents denying them money he seeks to have a new family, this time one in which there is love and not greed

He has no plans to kidnap you and the truth is he will not need it, you will go and live with him on your own, after all, it is almost impossible for you to notice who he really is since he is a good actor, but be careful, thanks to all the training and living conditions he has had he can be apathetic, to all those who are not you, and he is basically a psychopath, to kill and disappear people/bodies is not a problem, he does not worry about corrupting himself or becoming a villain as long as you love him

Yandere MirioTogata headcanons

if you came to think that Hawks was clingy Mirio is even worse

He can be twice as obsessive and he gets very anxious when he doesn’t know where you are, although he doesn’t show it much because he has an image to keep, he is a stalker, always knowing where you are and what you do, he must do it for his mental health

He likes to spy on you in his spare time, at the academy, when you train, when you eat in the cafeteria, when you go out for a walk, in your house and his favorites, when you sleep, shower or change your clothes

He is just leaving adolescence which means that he is quite hormonal and emotional, he cannot stop his feelings for you or his sexual desires towards you

his case of delusional disorder is a bit more serious than Hawks is not only Erotomanic (he thinks you’re in love with him) is also accompanied by hallucinations

In the evenings he dreams of you and in the day he has hallucinations of you, they are usually auditory but if it comes to the case that they do not see you in a long time (you went on vacation or visiting a family member for a period of time) he can have visual hallucinations of you where you seduce him 

As I said before, physical contact is crucial for him, either as your friend or as your boyfriend you will not have personal space

He is a manipulator but he is too emotional, so it is easier to make him feel bad or lie to him and get certain freedoms with it, he can’t stand to see you cry and he loves spoiling you

He likes to cook, it is acceptable with homemade food but his specialty is desserts, he loves to cook desserts of different types and give them to you every day, he always mentions that they have a secret ingredient, and you will think, it is love, no, it’s his own cum with shredded sleeping pills

From the day he decides that he is in love with you and that you will be his darling, it is the same day that your body belongs to him and every night he will enjoy it while you are in a deep sleep due to the drugs he puts in desserts

although it may not seem like it, he is very violent with people who hurt you or make you feel bad, and although he has a heart of gold which prevents him from killing people, he compensates it with torture, breaking bones is his specialty

Yandere Gang Orca headcanons

This man, this great man, is a possessive being without exaggeration, but he is quite an alpha male and his enormous size supports him

Kuugo wants more than anything to have you by his side, take care of you and give you the world, after all a happy darling is a happy marriage

Yes, I said marriage, he is one of those Yandere guys who seek to marry you, make you his sweet wife and have a lot of children

Despite his questionable appearance that is a little scary for children and women, if he is given the opportunity, he proves to be a romantic and passionate being, he is incredibly good at speaking and with his deep voice it is very easy to him seduce you

Orca is possessive and somewhat jealous, not that much but still, even though he won’t lock you anywhere, orca first will try to make you fall in love and make you his wife with your consent, he will use other tactics like kidnapping if you reject him

He likes to go shopping with you and pamper you, every weekend there will be trips to the mall to buy you new things, if you’re a nice darling you will be very spoiled, especially lingerie since he usually always destroys it when you two have sex

He is not the type of man you can fool or disobey, he is not Hawks or Mirio, he knows what he does and how to play his cards and has no other mental problem beyond the terrible obsession he has with you, Orca is mostly Animal instinct

it must have been something in your scent, your height, because I doubt that you will be taller than him, or the fact that from the first time you met him you showed no sign of being afraid of his appearance, whatever it was He chose you as his mate, there is no way to escape from him

in exchange for the previous two, he will be able to harm you, he is strong and likes discipline, and although his punishments are not physical, they are more of the psychological type, he likes to bite until he draws blood, he does it more than anything when seeks to reproduce with you mostly when his ruts strikes 

Oh yes, he is a stallion, a breeder, all his body and attitude shout daddy, in fact, the best advice I can give you if you get to be under the hands of this man is that you are to act sweet and obey, call him daddy, he will tell you clearly from the beginning what he wants from you and the best thing is that you give it to him or you will suffer a long time in a dark room

killing is not a problem for him, nor is it killing your family and friends if necessary, he can give you better friends to those you had (most likely they are other pro heroes) and a better family (in which you would meet the role of the mother), he is an orca, and remember that orcas are also called killer whales

‘the orcas will prey on almost any animal they find in the sea, in the air over the water or along the coastline. To hunt, killer whales use their massive teeth' and in his case, all those who try to get away from you will become their prey, he is the best to disappear bodies, after all, what better way to disappear a body than to eat it  

[jusananimehoe]

Can I req Geten with a dominant s/o ?

Yes you may, xx

-          Geten is dominant as fuck, so it doesn’t matter what way you look at this, a dominant s/o won’t cope well with him because he won’t allow it.

-          You can suck up to him, try and put him in his place, he’s likely to pin you down and spank you till your crying, whatever you want to try, try, it won’t work anyway, you’re wasting your time.

-          Geten is not interested in switching roles, he’s very alpha male, he’s always the one in charge and while he’ll always be level-headed and calm, that’s just an excellent cover for how aggressive he can be if you really wind him up.

-          Geten isn’t above degrading, or using good ol’ fashioned humiliation to remind you of your place, he isn’t here to coddle you, or treat you like a toddler, you’re his s/o and if you cant get on board with the dynamic in this relationship you might just end up losing him, it’s going to be dealbreaker with him.

-          It isn’t that he’s trying to be horrible, and he might even think on the issue quite a lot when you aren’t around, just running it around his head, trying to find a solution that might make both of you happy, but at the end of the day he is who he is, he isn’t a big fan of change, and he struggles enough with letting people get close enough to eve be involved.

-          Boy has some baggage, I don’t HC him as having had a very healthy childhood considering how obsessed he is with quirks, and this has played a massive part in developing him emotionally, admitting he loves you will take time, and having him be comfortable with that emotion will take even longer, but his emotional issues prevent him from ever being submissive in a relationship.

-          If it’s a firm thing and if you have to be dominant, you might be best off looking elsewhere for a lover, this one won’t work out for you at all. He’ll either leave you, he doesn’t want to but you aren’t leaving him much choice, or worse, he’ll go yandere as fuck, lock you up and punish you until you’re ready to behave, like a good girl.

-          Geten is insanely in to overstimulation, so if you don’t behave, best believe your clit is going to be swollen as fuck by the time he’s done, he flicks a switch when he’s in punishment mode, you can cry and scream and thrash all you want, but he isn’t stopping until he is certain that your genuinely sorry, and that you’ve learnt your lesson.

-          Humiliation is also a huge kink for him, he loves degrading you, smacking your face, cumming all over it, parading you around in a collar and leash, just to remind everyone you belong to him. He’ll force you down to your knees and have you worshiping his cock until your throat aches and you cant move your jaw, and then he might facefuck you for a bit, just to reinforce the message. 

-          Best way to approach said situation is either leave, or accept that you’re going to be the submissive one here, or you might just end up emotionally broken by the time he’s finished training you. Geten is not submissive to anyone, excepting Redestro, and that isn’t going to change, not even for you. 

[kingsmanlibrary]

Ever simce you guys started talking about alpha carlos and omega tk, I have this headcanon that tk is used to sexism a lot because he's basically working an alpha's job. but then they are out in public and tarlos don't fight but they have an argument and then there's a person telling carlos off for letting his omega speak to him like that. Carlos is pissed at the other alpha but tk can't fight his instincts and he just goes all quiet and obedient and both carlos and tk hate it

AHHHHHHHHHHH Friend! I love this hc!!! Thanks for sharing. Also welcome to the Alpha Carlos/Omega TK party, we have cookies and there’s like 3 of us but we’re nice, I promise. This got a bit long so I’ll add my answer under the cut. I’ll also add a personal hc at the end so stay tuned for that :D

Carlos would be pissed! But we should be glad that they were out alone and Papa Strand or big brother Judd weren’t there to witness that. 

Sadly, I think TK is used to hearing all kind of bad takes about his “place” as an omega on the job. I bet a good amount of proud alphas refuse to have the pretty omega save them. He’s lucky that his new fire family is full of nice alphas (and maybe Mateo... is Mateo an omega too or is he an alpha? Discuss) that don’t see him as less for being an omega but other people aren’t always as nice as them.

I don’t know what they’re arguing about but it’s probably not that serious. They’re both very passionate and like to be right. Carlos knows he’s right, TK  doesn’t want an alpha to win, probably, allegedly. They sometimes forget that there are other alphas and omegas around so when the alpha starts talking to Carlos they’re surprised. And yeah, the “date” is ruined by that idiot. Carlos is debating if he should/can arrest the guy when TK  just goes completely still, quiet. He looks small beside Carlos and they don’t like that. They leave a bit later and TK feels the need to apologize even though he’s not sorry. It’s awkward. Once they’re alone again it takes TK a long time to go back to normal and Carlos is crawling up the walls trying to figure out how to help him.

They’ll have to talk about it because comunication is key and Carlos doesn’t believe there’s a certain way an omega should talk to an alpha.

This made me think about something, friend!

The station scene. Hear me out. Carlos just had to arrest TK for starting a bar fight with a bunch of drunk alphas and he is PISSED! On one hand, this omega that he really likes just put himself in danger and could’ve been really hurt, he wants to be angry with TK, he wants to argue with him, he also wants to fight a few of the drunk alphas himself. On the other hand... TK’s hurt and Carlos wants to protect but of course TK won’t let him. TK is proud and angry, he is hurting but he doesn’t want an alpha’s help.

They’re talking, both sound upset, when another police officer says something about how pretty omegas shouldn’t talk to an alpha officer like that and TK goes still. He becomes distant. Carlos uncuffs him, cleans up his mouth and tries to be as soft as possible.

Also... imagine... “I’m not trying to be your alpha, or even your friend if you’re not into it” he says as he acts as TK’s alpha. 

[jinmukangwrites]

Cub

((I promise I had this named Cub before Ort posted their fic!!!!! I swear I’m not purposely naming this fic after theirs, just the title “Cub” works really well with this fic and what im going for and i really dont want to change it. if ort wants me to change it i will))

Prompt: it's not exactly how the prompt wants it, but I had a lot of fun writing it so I hope you'll be happy with this.

Summary: He's the Hero of the Wild, it's only fair that the creatures get to know him.

Notes: this is the most fluff you guys are going to get out of me. There is angst, but not a terrible amount. I had to put a certain hc in this fic... I had loads of fun with the perspectives, it's interesting trying to write in the mindset of creatures instead of humans.

Warnings: brief mentions of physical/emotional abuse towards a child from a parent, extreme fluff, both emotional fluff and animal fluff, Jin struggling to write happy things, Jin struggling to not kill Wild, Jin being Jin.

-o-o-o-o-

On a clear, bright, and beautiful night, something magical happens. There's a house sitting in the middle of a field of golden wheat, miles from any cities or civilization. The castle is a far off dream, though the people who live in this house don't mind one bit.

Animals don't usually come here, the scarecrows warn against the birds and the men have bows and arrows. The wolves know by now that the sheep in the barn are off limits, the foxes know that the cuccos are well protected, the rabbits don't dare to nibble on the crops for fear of an arrow piercing their hearts. They make their homes in the forest and they don't go near that house, but tonight… they get a feeling. Something important is happening.

The stars are bright as the stag and his herd step carefully through the golden fields, the moon glitters in the alpha wolf's eyes as his pack approaches through the shadows. The birds land on the roof of the house and bats flutter around. Not a single animal attacks each other, not even the mother bear who arrives with her cubs give the boar a second glance. A squirrel scrambles up the wall of the home and pokes its nose against the glass window from the ledge it sits on. The inside of the house is bright and warm, and across the room is a cracked open door, a man sits besides it with his head in his hands. There's yelling and swearing on the other side of the door, though it's not terrified, it's full of pain but also love.

A beautiful creature jumps up besides the squirrel, it's fur glows and it's eyes are bright and wise. It tilts its head the moment the screaming turns into an infant's healthy cry. The man jumps from his chair and runs into the room, and there is a glimpse of a woman laying exhausted in her bed as a dirty and red baby screams as a towel is wiped across it's squirming body.

Oh, the animals think, this is very important.

-o-o-o-o-

A child, just a toddler. His hair is growing long, the owl thinks. Too long for normal Hylian boys his age, though the owl supposes that's nothing out of the ordinary, the child is very special.

The owl sits upon an apple tree branch and watches with wide and very wise eyes as the child swings a wooden sword against a scarecrow in the field. He has gotten the sword as a present from his father just a few days prior and already the child is exceptional at swordplay. The owl thinks that one day the child will grow up one day to become a very, very strong man.

"Link!" The mother calls from her house, her stomach is round, heavy with another miracle, "you're father is leaving! Come wish him goodbye!"

The child looks up from his swordplay and grins before it sprints away towards his home. He dances around the fathers legs, lifting their tiny arms and tugging on the tunic of the father. The father smiles and riffles the boys hair before he fixes the sword strap around his shoulder. "You be good to your mother," he says, "and maybe someday you'll come with me."

"Honey," the mother says, there's a tightness to her smile but the father laughs and kisses it away.

"Bye daddy! Bye bye byeee!" The child sings and the father runs a knuckle over his head kindly. The child grins and waves the little wooden sword in the air.

"When I get back, I'll teach you how to use that, okay?" The father says. "You'll become a knight like your old man."

The mother's lips thin but she doesn't say anything because the child is cheering now and hugging his father's legs tightly.

Then the father leaves not long after, and life continues as normal. The owl hoots and flies away.

-o-o-o-o-

The boy is hurt, the fox relizes. She was going through bushes, looking for a rabbit hole or an easy mouse to grab, when her ears perk up to the sound of a cry. Now, she's no fool, she would never approach a child of any species. Mothers can get furious easily, and fathers are quick release their fangs and claws. Hylian children are on a whole other level.

Yet, this boy is alone. She can see him curled up in front of a tree sobbing into his hands. The smell of blood hits her nose and sends the hairs on her back standing. She gently pads forward, careful to not step on any twigs and let herself be found quite yet. As she gets closer she can see where the smell of blood is coming from; there's a long slice going down his arm, allowing precious fluid to escape and stain his sleeves. It looks painful, she wonders what could have hurt a child so small.

The boy continues to cry and no mother or father are coming to comfort him, so she decides it's safe to do so herself. She lets her paws drop more firmly onto the ground and the boy looks up at her with the bluest eyes, rimmed red from his tears. She continues towards him and lays down next to his head, he continues to watch her with silent tears streaming down his face.

She yips at him, trying to tell him that he will be okay, but Hylians cannot understand animals. He seems to calm down though and he smiles at her. He hesetatly reaches out and she allows him to stroke her head. She lifts her snout and gently licks at the wound on his arm, he doesn't move away from her.

After she's content with cleaning his wound she scoots forward. The boy takes the invitation and gathers her into his arms and cuddles her close to his chest.

"Thank you," he says, and his voice is so mature for a Hylian his age.

They stay like that for quite awhile, comfortable and content, his eyes slowly drying, until a voice breaks through the air.

"Link!" A woman calls out, sounding worried.

"Link! Get over here!" A man shouts.

The fox jumps out from his arms and he makes a distressed noise, but the fox knows she cannot be around when the parents find their cub. They will think she hurt the child, and they'll lash out without any hesitation. She jumps into the bushes just as two adult Hylians come into view, sprinting. The mother grabs at the child and cups his face, talking quickly and worriedly as the father stands off to the side, breathing hard and looking angry.

The father's hand lashes out and grabs the child's arm, looking at the exposed wound roughly, too roughly. The fox almost jumps out and snarls at him when she sees the child wince.

"I taught you how to block that move," the father growls and the fox feels her hackles rise. She doesn't like how the child looks down, as if ashamed.

"Don't get mad at him," the mother snaps and tears the child away from the father. She looks at the cut, more gently. "He's three-years-old, he can't use the sword like you."

The father glares down at the woman. "If he's going to be a knight, he has to start now and work hard."

The mother returns his glare and gathers the child into her arms, picking him up and placing him on her hip. "Who says he has to be a knight?"

"If he's my son he will be," the father says. "You want to be a knight, right Link?"

The small child nods slowly and the mother frowns as the father grins triumphantly.

The mother and father begin to walk away back towards where there house must be, arguing back and forth, and the fox is left sitting there, watching as the child pokes his head over his mother's shoulder, waving sadly.

-o-o-o-o-

Goats are not very intelligent creatures, but they do really love their owners. They love the grass they get fed, they love their haircuts, they love their exercise. As long as they have space to roam and a source of food, they will love most everything. The farm they live on belongs to a nice family of four. They see the oldest woman and her youngest daughter the most, but sometimes the male and his son come into the fields to fix the fences or pull weeds.

Right now, the big male is holding up a bit of the fence as the son wraps a strand of wire around it to keep it standing. The goats all shift with each other and look at the fence with little interest as they continue to munch on the yummy grass.

"We will leave to the Zora's Domain next week," the adult male speaks, his voice is low and gravely, some of the goats flick their ears to it.

"Harvest starts next week," the son says softly. It's a bit deeper than the last time the goats have heard it, though not like any of the goats care. The grass is too delicious.

"And?" Male asks.

"Well… I was thinking I could stay this year… and help Mom and Angie out."

There's… some sort of tense atmosphere that blankets the land. Some of the goats lift their heads nervously as the grass somehow doesn't taste the greatest anymore. One goat looks at the two owners in anxious curiosity. The adult male is staring at the son with a tight jaw. His posture almost reminds the goat of a wolf or something like it.

"Your relationship with Princess Mipha is very important," the adult says slowly, "it is why the Captain invites you every year."

"Yeah but-"

"Don't interrupt me," the adult snarls and the son backs up with his hands raised in surprise. The wire snaps and the chunk of fence falls to the ground with a crash. Both the adult and the son fall silent. The goats look to and from each other, some making nervous baying, others kicking the ground. The adult rubs his face and takes a deep breath. "You are coming."

"I want to help mom-"

"Link, you're coming."

"But the harvest-"

"LINK!" The adult snarls and a goat jumps and runs a few feet in a random direction. The son falls silent, his mouth shuts with a snap. The adult glares at him before he sighs. "You have to go on these things if you want to be a knight, son."

The son looks down to the ground. Mumbles. A goat flicks its ear, though it's not like the goats are interested in what has been said anyway.

"What was that?" The adult asks.

"I… don't want to be a knight… anymore..."

Smack.

The goats bay loudly in surprise and a few jolt as if they're about the run away in terror as the son falls to his backside, his hand on his reddening cheek and eyes wide.

"You will be joining me to the Zora's Domain," the adult says, his voice eerily steady and calm, "do you understand?"

The son nods and slowly stands up. A goat goes down to munch on the grass again, thinking that maybe the weird tension has finally calmed down.

"Tell me the rules."

"D-don't get in anyone's way."

More goats go back down to the grass.

"And?"

"Don't talk unless told to."

The grass is very good.

"And?"

Very, very good. All the goats are eating again, as they should.

"Make you proud..."

-o-o-o-o-

The stable dog's name is Cherry, and he's a very good boy. That's at least what his master has told him. He likes to spend his time laying in the sun and getting pets from guests. The horses are all very nice to him though the cuccos are a bit rude. He once tried to play with one and he got his nose pecked. Cuccos are mean.

He hears movement behind him and he opens his mouth, panting excitingly. He loves guests. They like to pet him and give him food. He gets up and spins around to see a blond haired boy swinging a sword back and forth in silence. The boy is very interesting, he looks almost like a kid but he acts like a grown up. He's always standing quietly and doing what he's told, though Cherry has caught the boy staring at him multiple times.

Right now, the boy is alone. The sun is going down and most guests are getting dinner or going to bed. Cherry wants to play with this one.

Cherry shakes out his fur and pads over to the boy. The boy blinks down at him and swings his sword again, though he stumbles just a little. His jaw tightens and he looks above Cherry to an imaginary target and ignores the dog.

That won't do. Cherry wants to play.

Cherry jumps in the air and barks, but the boy just scowls and continues his practices. Won't do. Won't do at all. He lets out a whine and falls onto his back, kicking his legs in the air and letting his tongue loll out cutely—the way most guests find adorable—and he wags his tail when the boy looks down at him again.

Finally, the boy smiles and puts the sword away after he looks around him and sees that there is no one else around. Cherry squirms in victory when the boys hands go onto his stomach and start rubbing gently. Cherry can already tell that the boy is very kind. He loves this boy already.

"Link," a deep voice growls.

The boy jumps up like he's been burned and spins around. Cherry twists his body to see a man standing a few feet away looking very angry. Cherry rolls to his feet and whines but the boy ignores him and folds his arms across his body. Cherry instantly quiets down, knowing something bad is happening.

"Did I tell you you can stop practicing?" The man asks. Cherry doesn't like this man. Cherry does not like him at all.

"I'm sorry," the boy says quietly.

It's silent for just a second before the man suddenly lunges and punches the boy in the gut, or he would have if the boy hadn't whipped his arms out and expertly blocked the blow. Cherry scrambles backwards in surprise and barks, but he goes ignored as the man continues to attack the boy.

"Da- sir," the boy grunts as he blocks another ruthless blow. "I'm tired- can we-"

"Did I give you permission to speak!?"

The boy shuts his mouth with a click and the brutal fight continues. Cherry's tail sinks down beneath his legs and fear makes him whine. The man is still attacking and the boy is slowing down and starting to get hit. Cherry likes the boy, and it makes his whole body flinch when the boy takes a blow to the stomach, bringing a whimper out of him.

Cherry is a good boy. Cherry doesn't bite guests. But something takes over him and suddenly he's launching himself at the man. His jaw snaps closed around an evil arm and the man howls in well deserved pain.

-o-o-o-o-

"You pulled the sword?"

Izzy, a cat who lives in the castle, stops when she hears the hushed voice somewhere down the corridor. Curious, she pads forward and sits when she sees a man talking down to a young man. In the young man's arms is the most beautiful sword Izzy has ever seen… not that it matters. It's just shiny. She kind of wants to go over and swat at it.

"You know what this means, do you?"

The young man nods, his fingers are trembling. Strange, though that's not important to Izzy.

"You will bring the family name fame for years to come. This is what I have been training you for. What has the King said?"

"I'm to become Princess Zelda's personal appointed knight."

The man laughs and rubs his chin. Getting bored, Izzy brings her paw to her face and licks at her toes.

"Amazing. The rules are even more important now, son, don't forget them. You must keep up the image I have made for you now more than ever."

"Yes, sir."

The man reaches over and ruffles the young man's hair, but the young man simply stands still and stoney faced during what should have been an intimate gesture. Okay, now Izzy has completely lost interest in what's going on. She yawns and turns to leave.

-o-o-o-o-

The vulture is a sign of death, and he thinks there is plenty signs of that right now, but he's not dumb. The thing bringing death is evil and it won't let him eat, it will just kill him too. The sky is red and fire blazes and he just wants to fly away, but he's blinded by a golden light as he flies, a strong, powerful, hopeful golden light. It scares him more than anything, he doesn't stick around to find out what the light was.

-o-o-o-o-

The wolf is the most powerful creature in the wild, or that's what this wolf thinks. He wonders alone and hunts alone and is perfectly content doing so. The world is so wide and he's the king of it. He owns the forest, he owns the ruins, he lives and goes where he wants because no one, not even the monsters, will dare challenge him.

He has his territory, anything that goes in it dies.

He's wondering his forest, looking for a bite of food, when he sees something he rarely sees anywhere. A Hylian.

It's male and skinny and wearing horribly tattered clothes, not providing a smidge of protection for it's ugly bare skin. It is walking like a newborn, stumbling and panting. The wolf narrows its eyes. He's seen starvation before, and this Hylian clearly is suffering from it. Many have, he's seen so many Hylians collapse and whither away in the past few years.

Yet, this one seems special, important, even as the Hylian trips over its feet and lands on the ground hard. Even as it stills and clenches it's fists and screams into the dirt in anguish.

The wolf should kill it. Put it out of its misery… but that feeling that this one is special sticks around stubbornly. He growls to himself and turns away.

The sun sinks lower to the ground by the time he returns. The Hylian is still there, completely still, just blinking. The wolf sighs through the dead rabbit in its jaws and walks closer to the Hylian. It looks at him, startled, but too exhausted to do anything. The wolf sets the rabbit carcass down and the Hylian does nothing but stare.

The wolf huffs. Of course. The Hylian needs a fire to eat meat. How pathetic.

He turns and picks up a stick in his mouth, feeling humiliated but also that he needs to do this, and sets it down next to the Hylian. He goes and picks up another, and another, and another, until there's a small pile by the Hylian. Now it's up to it to eat. The wolf can't start a fire, he can't bring the Hylian all the way there.

He sits down and stares as it slowly blinks, then it's hand lifts and it's pushing itself up so it's sitting hunched back against a tree. With hands shaking, the Hylian reaches into its bag and pulls out a small black rock and a dagger. It takes a few tries, but soon there's a fire and the smell of cooking meat.

The Hylian eats, and when it looks up again, the wolf is gone, having finished what he felt he needed to do.

-o-o-o-o-

The horse is annoyed. Here she is, just wanting to nibble on the grass when all of a sudden a skinny person jumps on her back and grabs her hair. She's strong, she's wild, and he's weak. She kicks him off and he goes flying. She huffs and glares at him, but he's grinning and standing up from where he's landed, mud splashed against his face, making him look untamed.

She snorts and trots a distance away and continues to eat, but that's interrupted by the same skinny body and impish grin. She bucks him off and is extremely satisfied when she sees his own face screw up in annoyance. Good. He better be annoyed. It's only fair since he's ruining her lunch.

She trots away again, third time's a charm. Or it should be. Because once again the small body jumps on her back and clutches onto her hair. She doesn't even react. She just turns and glares at him.

He gives her a look, letting her know that she's not going to get rid of him.

Sighing in defeat, she shakes her head and let's him soothe her hair behind her ears. It kind of feels good... Though, the moment the small body gets off hers she's going to sprint away. She'll let him think he's won for now.

He rides her all the way to a small stable in the middle of the field. She can feel him get ready to jump off and she's about to bolt when he suddenly loses balance and tumbles hard onto the ground, an apple rolls from his hand.

Intrigued, she goes towards the apple and ignores the little person as he scrambles to his feet and brushes off his pants. He grabs the apple before she can get to it and holds it up in a teasing manner.

"If you want apples, you have to stay with me."

She glares at him. Who does this boy think he is? Does he really think she can be bribed with apples?

She eats it. Gets a new saddle. He calls her Zoie. As long as she gets apples she doesn't care. No, she doesn't care for the small person at all…

-o-o-o-o-

The cub is freezing, the bear thinks. The clouds rush above them and rain pelts down, soaking the world. Even she is cold, and she has thick fur to protect her. But this cub doesn't have fur, he's naked except for the strange cloth on his body. She can see him shivering beneath a tree canopy, rubbing his hands and glaring at the grass. The poor cub, she thinks.

She's about to leave it at that, she has her own cubs to think about back at the cave. She has to get food for her own, not this strange cub who looks like he won't survive the night with this rain.

Oh whose she kidding?

She goes through the undergrowth and approaches him. The moment the cub sees her his eyes widen and he jumps to his feet, a sword is drawn.

Not that it would do anything to her, he's weak and she's strong. The fear in his eyes confirms that he knows this. The wolves think they own the land, but the bear owns the wild. Nothing is stronger than she is.

She continues to approach and he sinks down to the ground, as if accepting his fate, but she doesn't bite his head off like what he must think. No, she grabs him by that strange cloth behind his neck and starts to drag him like she would with any other cub. He makes a surprised noise and a strange protest, but she ignores him and continues to gently carry him over to her home in the face of a cliff.

Her cubs make excited noises when they see the one in her mouth and they accept him willingly when she lays down and pushes them all against her, trying to keep them all warm. The strange cub stays very still for a very long time before she feels him relax and slowly fall asleep. She huffs and memorizes his scent, he's hers now. A child of the wild. He has a long road ahead of him, she's sure. But… she just knows he'll do just fine. Call it a mother's instinct.

-o-o-o-o-

The birds love to fly, but there is one place they never go. It's that really tall pointy thing in the middle of the fields. There's evil that lives there and strange monsters that like to shoot fire from their eyes. No way, they would like to keep their feathers on their bodies thank you very much.

But one day, that evil goes away with a grand explosion of golden light. It's so pure, and so beautiful. They watch as the great beast is taken down and destroyed, as light returns to the land. They fly, fly towards that structure and they wonder why they thought it was evil. It isn't, it's just a building. As they fly, they see a small Hylian. Two of them. One with a beautiful sword on it's back and the other with the face of a goddess.

Something special has happened, they think. Something very, very special.

-o-o-o-o-

"Wild, don't-"

The sound of a Hylian's voice is all the warning the stag gets before he's pounced on. Legs straddle his body and hands grab at his horns and he runs.

There's laughter coming from the person on his back, but the stag isn't happy at all.

-o-o-o-o-

For all of Wild's life, he has known the animals. They have always been there for him when people weren't, they have always brought him comfort, food, shelter, something to kill the boredom. He feels connected to them, even the ones he kills for food. He whispers thanks to them as he ends their lives, and he promises not to waste a single bit of their bodies. It's the least he can do, he thinks.

He's the Hero of the Wild, after all. The wild is his home, and the creatures that roam it are his brothers and sisters. It's strange, he knows, but he wouldn't ask for it to be any different.

[sunshinexlollipops]

Sorry to bother but I am dying over your alpha Arthur headcanons. They’re perfection. Low honor Arthur got me feelin some kind of way. 😍 was wondering if u could write some more for that? Preferably with a omega reader????

you’re good anon! a lot of people have been really enjoyin’ themselves some alpha Arthur. he’s pretty wild— and in general ABO has been some fineeeeee work on him.

like damn son, G I D D Y U P.

alrighty sooooo we’re gonna make some magic as we did of this last time— high and low honor alpha!Arthur hc’s comin’ up! ;)

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A L P H A A R T H U R

Low Honor

has a neck thing. def a biting kink. but he loves marking your throat up, not just as a possessive gesture, but because he likes the way it riles you up. it’s always his go-to to get you feeling right, and how he likes you best— pliant and floating.

(also low key into collars but the surface is all we shall skim today, class—)

THICC. APPRECIATION. he loves him an omega that’s packin’. thicc thighs are what he wants— he likes soft, pillowy thighs more than anything else, and if you got ‘em? gonna be like Moses parting ‘em too. expect A LOT of beard/scruff burn.

no doubt into dominance play and some obedience “exercises.” he likes to take complete control in bed more often than not, and you’re left to his whim. he’ll ask you if you’re a good omega. and if not? well, he’s just gonna have to do something about that ain’t he?

usually tops, but he does let you too from the bottom or occasionally will bottom for you. but you have to earn that shit, you best believe. ;)

you wearing his clothes. sets. him. off. he comes into his tent and see you in nothing but his blue shirt? you’re gonna see more than just a vein bulge in his forehead, m’kay?

(and if you wear his neckerchief????? he’s done for)

loves to show you off. around the campfire, in town, to Dutch or Micah or anyone who remotely showed/shows any interest in you. you’re HIS omega, and he’ll let them know by practically making you mewl in front of them.

(at the campfire he’ll have you sit on his lap and just widjwixjwkfje)

his gifts to you are often clothes, jewelry, or something extravagant. how it was sourced or found is none too important, but damn don’t you look good— and damn if Arthur won’t show you just how much he appreciates the view.

obsessed with your heats. he keeps track of that shit, and sometimes knows your cycles better than you do. can also tell when it’s coming on before you realize what’s up.

loves your scent, especially when in heat. you’re like a siren to him, and any time he smells even just a trace of it on you? it doesn’t matter what honor level he’s at, he’s going buck wild

he knots you in Dutch’s tent once, after the man pisses him off. it enraged the man for days but the only time Arthur gives a fuck is when he’s laying into you. :)

will surprise you with random trips out into the wilderness. not for anything in particular except that it’s pretty much just to worship you while you’re out there. plus, he loves to have you walk around naked, and the camp doesn’t exactly appreciate it like he does

(not that it’s also a bad view, but it usually leads to Arthur fighting Micah or some shit bc he stares)

(also can just envision him laying out a fur on the ground and just laying you there on it, grabbing quick sketches for his special o t h e r journal)

loves pinning you to things. the wall, a table, the floor/ground. gets you by the wrists, your neck, holds your hips. he’s always got a hold on you, one way or another.

whenever you wake, you’ll always find him ready to truly get you up with the way he kisses you and let’s his hands wander

touches you whenever he can— he can’t get enough of you physically, and he’s constantly running his fingers down your sides, loves to pinch your skin lightly in his hands. he studies your body like he’s holding the right bumper

angry. sex. you best believe it’s a thing between the two of you. he’s always a hothead, even without ABO, and when his temper is riled? when you keep pushin’ him? it looks like he’s going to snap but he will literally just grab you by the nape and he’ll work it out by workin’ you up. 9 out of 10 arguments are solved this way.

doggie style is his favorite position ;)

he talks a lot during sex— like expect him to not shut up. he’ll tell you how you feel, how good this is, how good you are. he also growls a lot and he is NOT quiet.

gives you a necklace or something to adorn your neck that rests by his mating bite— it’s all to draw attention there, and this is his form of a ring to announce it.

loves it when you tell him how good of an alpha he is, and how much you love being his omega. he takes pride in that, and the way he can take you apart so easily underneath him. it’s a talent. ;)

into watching you. whether you are feeling promiscuous or he’s in the mood, he enjoys watching you do certain things like undress, bathe, or feel yourself. you pop one button off and he’s immediately like 👀

definitely has Charles Châtenay paint a nude portrait of you. shit is worth more than a pile of gold bars to the man.

High Honor

has Jack make a flower crown for you when he takes him fishing, and he puts it on you as soon as he gets back to camp

he tries his hand at cooking with you, and I mean really tries. he’s not awful per say, but unless it’s in a can or can burn over a fire he is really at odds ends with himself.

(can make coffee like a pro tho)

he always rises before you, and you usually wake to him bringing you breakfast among other things. he also loves to surprise you with gifts then— the way your face goes from sleepy to wide-eyed is his favorite

loves you in any way you come. he doesn’t care, as long as you’re happy and you give him the honor of loving him back :,)

S O F T. everything about Arthur is cuddly and welcoming, despite the tough facade he puts up. he is a rugged cowboi, but he MELTS when you snuggle up next to him. he is a bear, but the teddy kind, much to his dismay

(he sometimes acts like he doesn’t want to cuddle or doesn’t like being sweet, but you can tell he loves doting on you and being gentle— he’s tactile after all)

(you also get the man to sleep on more than just the damn ground or a table bc like??? seriously??? this man could literally sleep on fucking train tracks like his name is Thomas.)

(^^ when you introduce this man to the novelty concept of, I dunno, a BED, you also show him the magic of blankets and how it’s really nice to wrap yourself up in one. it quickly becomes his favorite thing to do.)

(^^^ you find Arthur literally wrapped up to his nose in a blanket cocoon one day, and you have no idea how to handle it)

(You: Did you use literally all of our blankets? Arthur: *nothing but his eyes visible from the mound of cloth heaped into your bed* . . . no.)

some nights he just holds onto you. there’s no funny business involved, but he tugs you close, puts your foreheads together, and simply exists with you. that’s all he really wants

loves it when you tell him how happy you are— he loves seeing you smile, and he’ll go out of his way to keep one on your face

also tries to get you to laugh to the point of snorting

(and he decks Micah when he jokes that you sound like a pig and then goes right back to making you giggle)

if you have a bad day or someone in camp was rough to you, Arthur will try and cheer you up or tell that person off. the last thing he wants is his omega upset.

puts you first, always. even if he needs something more, if it costs him, if he’s got to go as far as saying no and disobeying Dutch, you’re his number one concern.

and around the times of your heats? Arthur is like a chicken with his head cut off. he panics sometimes, fretting that things won’t be safe, that you’ll need this and that— he stresses himself by trying to make it easy for you, and drives himself up the wall in an attempt for perfection

(he doesn’t believe all you need is him alone to have it be that way, he’s just that obtuse)

any Arthur in bed means you will hear a lot of stuff from him— he is never quiet. but, this one will whisper praise into your ear, will tell you how much he loves and adores you. it is all emotional and sweet. :,)

he makes sure you’re comfy, and always worried he hurts you when he knots you. his concern always gets a loving giggle out of you, especially when he blushes after you tell him just how nice it is

takes you on small trips to do things like stargaze or to just be alone with you.

he gets you a ring for when your mates. call him pine, because he’s a sap like that

always puts his jacket on you when you’re cold. legit it can be like Chapter I: Colter outside and Arthur would give you his entire outfit bc he’s a loving dumbass like that

sometimes, when he genuinely doesn’t know what you’re saying, he pretends to understand even though he’s got no damn idea what’s going on

(You: Have you tried spaghetti? It’s good! Arthur: uh... I’ve tried huntin’ one once, with my bow.)

(^^ he goes and tries to read books to learn more about shit bc he’s never been so mortified in his lifeeeee)

has Albert Mason take a beautiful photograph of you. he keeps it by his bedside, framed and loved.

[seven-oomen]

I’m sorry you’re still feeling exhausted.  I hope work wasn’t too terrible today, and that the weekend lets you rest up a bit (if you get normal weekends.  working in retail I try not to assume.)  Also, this is likely to just be a short(-ish) collection of unconnected musings, but I felt like sharing them anyway, and really you should be used to that from me at this point.  XD  So, first off that tree painting is GORGEOUS.  I mean, I tend to be kinda partial to that whole tree silhouette type aesthetic, so I’m probably slightly biased.  But still.  (And the background shading… <3 )  Also, ngl, the backlit keyboard keeps making me think of that video of Henry Cavill assembling his new computer that’s making the rounds.  That is not meant as a complaint of any sort, mind you, merely an observation.

Speaking of hot scruffy dudes who are actually massive dorks, did you SEE Ian’s most recent Insta pic?!  (the non-cowboy hat one)  Omg, I don’t know why he keeps complaining about how it’s starting to look like TW Season One hair like it’s some sort of bad thing.  (The longer the hair, the better the grip you can get. […uh…wait, what?… ’>.> ])  That pic just screams OUAT sequel to me.  Out here looking all shaggy and windblown and peaceful and content.  Proud Alpha Dad Peter spending quality time with his family/pack.  How very dare he spring this on an unsuspecting public with no warning?  I was not prepared.  (Also, Sinqua and Holland commenting on it just ups the adorable factor that much more.)

Also, was looking at a few sites lately in consideration of ordering a few more masks for work, found this print on one of them and almost laughed myself absolutely stupid.  I don’t know why it was just so funny to me, but I hope it cheers you as much as it did me.  Btw, it’s available on an impressive variety of items, including two types of notebooks, t-shirts, mugs, blankets, pillows, beach towels, shower curtains, rugs, bath mats, several styles of bags, phone cases, and assorted types of wall art (sadly not on a mask, however.  I was deeply disappointed.)  I can see any number of items ending up in the Haleargentski household, bought by assorted non-wolf members for assorted wolf members, because they are a family of assholes.  (I feel like the first gift was a travel mug to Peter from his darling husbands, then a t-shirt [on black ofc] from Peter to Derek, and then it just all snowballed from there.)

Today’s literally-just-appeared-out-of-nowhere-wtf-brain thought is (much like the French maid thing) definitely of the nsfw variety, so consider yourself duly warned if you have a shift today.  Because I mean we talked about Chris and Noah using toys on each other, but why should Peter get left out of the fun?  There are plenty of ways for him to enjoy them, too.  Like, pretty much the initial spontaneous thought was “Peter getting pulled into someone’s lap and being pegged within an inch of his life until he comes screaming down the throat of whichever one is going down on him at the same time."  And I was just like "not sure what this has to do with this video of how to make a ukelele out of colored pencils, but continue."  But like, no really.  Peter being knotted in one of them while the other uses beads or a (vibrating) plug on him?  (Which one is the asshole who momentarily turns the vibration up high enough that they BOTH can feel it?)  Or using those, or some kind of prostate massager, while he’s tied up and watching them with each other?  Bonus points in that situation for anything remote controlled.  See just how good his control really is.  Equal opportunity toy usage is what I’m saying, basically.

Also had a thought inspired by a pregnant friend and her fiance raving about a local pizza place’s monthly special, which is a pickle pizza (no really).  I may or may not have asked her if she had it with ice cream (I totally did, but apparently she’s past that point.)  So I was wondering about any weird or specific cravings the boys have while pregnant.  I remember Chris having a thing about chocolate pudding in the flashbacks.  Was it only a certain type of pudding, or would any kind do?  Were there any others he had?  Did he have the same ones with Ben or different?  What about Noah?  What sort of cravings did he get, if any?  And did they vary between sets of twins?  Did anybody go the aforementioned pickles and ice cream route?  Anybody dipping fries in Nutella?  Onion straws in peanut butter?  Doritos in cottage cheese?  Anybody eat salsa straight out of the jar?  Did anybody get any sudden absolute need for a specific fast food at two in the morning?  Or suddenly want a type of snack food only carried at one truck stop halfway past the next town?  Anybody spend several days eating nothing but veggie trays, including ones they normally can’t stand?  Anybody develop a temporary aversion to certain things, like coffee (feels like it would be a terrible thing for either of them)?  Did Peter cater to their every whim in any and all of these situations?  (I already know that answer.)  Did either one ever get demanding about it, or did they go the more passively-wistful-won’t-stop-mentioning-it route?  Side note; did anyone (not family) ever catch the wrong end of hormones now backed by even more combat and/or magical ability?  (Debbie at the bake sale best step off or she gonna regret a number of her life choices.)

Uh…I think that was the last of the random swirling questions/musings/headcanons for now…  I hope you feel a bit better today, and that the time off (I think you mentioned some time off?) is helpful.  Enjoy your time with your friend (that was this weekend, right?).  If you’ve got ideas for writing stuff, but are having trouble getting them down, would making quick notes/reminders, or voice recordings, for later help?  Like, so you don’t worry about losing them, but aren’t forcing yourself to do something you don’t feel up for at the time?  Either way, congrats on keeping up with the journaling (and the pretty, pretty art), and I hope tracking everything proves helpful.  And remember, other people’s bullshit issues and hang-ups are in no way your fault (no matter what they try to tell you), and you deserve all the good things.  Take care!  *Hugs to both of you!* 

Yeah, honestly I think I hit that point in my life again where my battery is drained and I can’t restart it. Which is how I got my burn out at first and working towards another one. Heh but I also don’t want to give up now and just keep working for a little longer because my contract expires at the end of September and yeah.. 

Stress.

Aww gosh thank you, yeah I really like how that one turned out! It was better than expected.

Btw if you’re into Zombie apocalypse stories (I am) you should definitely check out The girl with all the gifts. It’s so brutal but also interesting, I definitely enjoyed that. (And it was research for my own book)

Lol I love this keyboard and this laptop, really, it was the most expensive thing I ever bought but it’s so worth it. Still runs super smooth after 2 years. I don’t think I’ve seen that video of Henry though. 

And omg yes I did and it’s the best thing. he looks so SOFT omg. I def got  OUAT S2 vibes from that. And OUAT vibes. Also that pic of him with Colton, omg. Those were the best!

THAT PRINT!!!! I nearly snorted coffee out of my nose this morning but managed to swallow it down just in time. My work computer would have suffered caffeine damage otherwise XD.

But yeah, that becomes a running gag for sure!

Because I mean we talked about Chris and Noah using toys on each other, but why should Peter get left out of the fun?  There are plenty of ways for him to enjoy them, too.  Like, pretty much the initial spontaneous thought was “Peter getting pulled into someone’s lap and being pegged within an inch of his life until he comes screaming down the throat of whichever one is going down on him at the same time."

*cheff’s kiss* 

Yes.

Oh the images are so good. Remind me to write them out in detail tomorrow after the zoo trip.

Also parking the pregnancy cravings to answer tomorrow since it’s past midnight and I should catch some sleep before I need to be up again. But I will definitely type that HC out.

Side note; did anyone (not family) ever catch the wrong end of hormones now backed by even more combat and/or magical ability?  (Debbie at the bake sale best step off or she gonna regret a number of her life choices.)

Ohhh Debbie’s toast. Because yes, Noah’s magic is that much stronger when it’s fueled by pregnancy hormones and Chris turns into a very protective hormonal fighting machine. Low center of gravity has advantages when you’re in a squabble with the Karens.

And yeah, I have four days off right now. Which means I don’t have to work until Thursday again. Which is awesome!

But yeah work wasn’t too bad, I had to do one bad news conversation which fucking sucked since there was nothing I could do and nobody I could get a hold off to fix the problem for that customer and it was just a waiting game. I hate those conversations. I honestly do.

Most of it was quiet though and I got to leave an hour earlier due to the quiet day. So that was good. And I watched a movie while being paid (The girl with all the gifts) so that was pretty fun too XD

I actually voice record a lot already. I find it really helps with clearing my mind and I write a lot of stuff down. But I appreciate the tip!

Lots of cuddles from me and Mo and I hope your day went by well. <3

[wthtorke]

Different Preds when their human s/os develop a craving for a specific human food?

(lmao Okay let's go imma do several of them so everybody is included)

Fugitive doesn’t mind that you crave for a certain thing, depending on what it is, he’ll indulge it with you, often trying everything you say it’s good without a second thought.

City Hunter couldn’t care less, really, he’s addicted to sour candy, he wouldn’t really say anything unless its something gross, like, really gross, then he’d ask you a series of questions, or just scream ‘why’ while pointing at you while you eat your ‘gross’ food.

Avp Elder wouldn’t mind it...AS LONG AS IT’S HEALTHY. Elder is old, really old, he’s had many kids and knows one thing or two about nutritious food and what you should eat without restrictions and what -not-.

Wolf also doesn’t mind it as long as it doesn’t affect your health, eating a lot of the same thing could lead to a series of problems and he’s not keen on watching you slowly get sick, would hide your food (or burn it) and act like he doesn’t know what the fuck you’re talking about.

AP (Assassin/Update/Ultimate Predator) Hates human things, he does, he doesn’t like the food, he doesn’t like the buildings, the weather could be better, humans (not you babe, you’re good) are -shit-, everything is shit, if he thinks for one second that what you’re eating is shit, he won’t let you eat it, simple as that, grab your double cheeseburger, give it a sniff and yeet it 75 yards away with a disgusted look on his face.

Celtic isn’t keen on fried food, anything that's dripping in fat makes him want to gag, so unless it’s that, he’s cool with it. (Personal HC: Celtic likes popcorn, no butter, just salty popcorn, he loves it)

Chopper would most likely get addicted with you, he’d be really curious as to why you seem to like it so much, should be delicious, right? God help you if he does like it, you’re going bankrupt.

Mutated Predator (YES, IM INCLUDING HIM TOO) is an endless bag, very few things will irritate his stomach, so, you like this? Well toss him some of that and be prepared to go grocery shopping very soon, this -big- boy eats a LOT.

Scar is down to try anything that's crunchy and kinda sweet, he will eat sour things but shudder violently after, no lemons or lemon flavored things, he hates them, he wouldn’t mind if you had an addiction of something sour but good God don’t expect him to eat it with you.

Dak’Hir (Lmaooooo this one is my boy, bear with me okay) is very stuck up, especially in public,he’s stiff on letting people know things about him, so, unless it’s inside closed doors, no one would ever know he’s addicted to grapes and grape flavored things, juice, candy, ice cream, so he understands if you developed a special liking to a certain food, he himself only gets to eat grapes very rarely,so what's wrong with eating that special comfort food if you have the chance, right?

Berserker likes meat, a lot of meat, his diet consists of meat, basically speaking, so if your addiction has to do with meat, count him the fuck in, he wouldn’t mind providing you your favorite food by the lots, he’s the alpha of a team, providing is his middle name.

Tracker doesn’t like anything green, he literally won’t eat his veggies, don’t pull the ‘you won't be a big boy if you don’t eat them’ on him, he’s already massive and no one can control this stomach, again, another case of Lord help you if he actually finds something to call a favorite.

Falconer is incredibly versatile, he will try anything, taking a liking to roots and things that can be made soup of, is also incredibly attached to tea and the liking, wouldn’t mind eating things with you and is eager to try whatever your craving is about, hoping he will like it too so you can actually bond even more, even if its just because of food.

(not everyone is here, I know but I did my best lmao, hope you enjoy it)

[yukipri]

BF OT4 Kids Headcanons

WOWIE kids HCs time! Was in response to this ask meme BUT got really out of hand ^ ^;

Thanks so much for sending me a number~!

43. Would they have any kids? If so, describe.

For my Banana Fish OT4 aka Ash + Shorter + Sing x Eiji <3

Held off on answering this for a while as I tried to solidify my thoughts on this more, and well, as always my feelings may always change but here’s what I got for now!

This...actually isn’t about the kids themselves, but more how Eiji & Mates came to the conclusion that they want kids? Lotsa chara HCs ^ ^

Posted in advance on Patreon and references some other HC posts but still hopefully understandable by itself. Happy Mother’s Day? haha

＊Assuming this is an ABO variation of the BFF/Everyone Lives AU

Alpha!Ash, Alpha!Shorter, Alpha!Sing, Omega!Eiji, established polyamorous relationship.

Nonexplicit mentions of mpreg and canon trauma. LONG POST.

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Kids aren’t even remotely on the table for a very, very long time. The three alphas had pretty turbulent childhoods, and they know more than anyone that the streets aren’t kind to children, and that children can be extremely vulnerable.

Eiji knows and respects this, and is content to just be with them, and for them to all slowly heal together. Taking care of themselves is far more important, and something they need to have the time to do before they can even consider intentionally creating tiny humans who will be entirely dependent on them.

While they’re not exactly “their children,” they have Sing and Skip too. Both the kids were always too mature for their age, forced to grow up too fast (and other than Eiji, wasn’t that the case for all of them), and especially in Sing’s case, there really isn’t that much of an age difference between him and the “adults” at all. They’re much less like their children and more like lil brothers, but Shorter’s protectiveness and mentor role with Sing and Ash’s very similar role with Skip made them people to look out for, to care for, and to a certain extent raise.

Eiji, however, didn’t really get that with Sing OR Skip. From that very first day in America, Skip was looking out for him despite being such a young kid, and Sing most certainly was Eiji’s guardian, not the other way around. Eiji takes care of them in his own way, he does for all of them, but they aren’t his protégés like they are for Shorter and Ash.

And, well, a tiny, quiet part of Eiji sorta wishes he had that.

It’s not necessarily about Eiji wanting to mentor someone, or him feeling he has anything of value to teach. There’d been a few calls recently from people interested in him getting a photography apprentice, and while Eiji doesn’t dislike the idea, he doesn’t really know if it could be the same; he doesn’t know if they would be family. It’s most certainly not Eiji hoping for someone even weaker and more vulnerable than him coming into their lives, for the sake of giving him someone even he can protect.

It’s not even about Eiji wanting to become stronger, because Eiji’s never been about that. Yes it can be a little frustrating when all he can do is sit back and hide and have others take care of him, and yes he’s happy when he can do something to help, but at the same time, he’s accepted it. It’s less acceptance of his own weakness, and more trust in his mates, and respect for their need to protect him. Eiji has his own ways of helping.

Eiji’s own feelings are complicated, but as he sees Sing and Skip grow up, influenced so deeply by Shorter and Ash, he feels a weird longing. It’s stupid to think of Sing as Shorter’s legacy when they’re only a few years apart in age, and Shorter is RIGHT HERE beside him, but Eiji feels that even if Shorter was gone (he hopes that’s never the case), he’d still see so much of Shorter in Sing, and in a way would be able to feel him through his successor. Skip’s so different from Ash, but he’s also so clearly the Lynx successor, Eiji knows he’ll always be able to see Ash in him too.

He knows his lovers would hate him for thinking of this, but Eiji’s okay with being realistic, because they don’t know what’ll happen, and any single one of them could suddenly be gone with no warning.

And Eiji wants Ash, Shorter, Sing, everyone he loves, to have someone who irrevocably has a part of Eiji living in them, in the case Eiji has to depart.

Eiji knows his loved ones have lost so much, and how frail especially Ash and Shorter can be at the thought of losing him. In the hopefully unlikely chance of his demise, Eiji wants them to have a reason to live on.

Eiji wonders how all this rather morbid thinking somehow leads him to the answer of children (because really, it clearly has nothing to do with blood), but the more he thinks about it, the more the idea appeals, and the more he feels a gut longing for it.

He knows if he tells anyone, maybe Jessica, the beta woman would joke about his Omega Mothering Instincts calling or something, which would be inaccurate (he hopes). He thinks that if he confided in his sister-in-law and fellow omega Nadia, she would just smile kindly and tell him that he should do what he thinks is right, and to talk to his mates.

It’s an awkward topic to breach, but one night it happens, and the room goes still. Eiji wonders if he should backpedal, but decides to hold firm. If this is completely off the table, then that’s okay, he will always choose his mates. But he thinks if that’s the case, he also wants to know now.

Sing frowns a little bit, not upset, but contemplative, as though the thought hadn’t really crossed his mind before. Shorter’s eyes widen–Eiji suddenly knows that he has thought about this before, but probably never thought it’d be thrown out in the open like this–before Shorter’s gaze flicks to Ash.

Ash is completely expressionless, and Eiji immediately knows he’s thrown up a wall.

Eiji can’t blame Ash, and honestly Ash was part of why Eiji was so hesitant about asking in the first place. Eiji knows that parents, mothers, and the very idea of fatherhood itself is extremely complicated for Ash. Eiji knows that Ash knows that Eiji would never abandon a child of theirs, so that shouldn’t be too big an issue. But so many “father” figures have hurt Ash, tainted his image of the term, his very definition of it, and Eiji gets Ash being hesitant to put himself in a position to take the role himself.

Max, Eiji knows, has been a positive father-like figure to Ash, and Eiji knows that Ash likes visiting that family, and seeing Michael together with his parents, watching a happy childhood that he never got to have. Eiji only hopes that Ash can see it being possible with them.

Shorter and Sing are always oh so careful and respectful of Ash’s past and triggers (they all are; they all need to be, with lives like theirs), and hold off on voicing any opinion for a while. Eiji backs off too. He just wanted them to know it was on his mind.

The answer Ash gives them, after months, is a disappointed, resigned, “I don’t know.” Eiji can see that Ash had struggled with himself, and had tried to bring himself to give a different answer, but just couldn’t.

Eiji knows Ash loves him, loves them, loves their family, and would do anything for them. Ash tells Eiji in no uncertain terms that he doesn’t doubt for a second that Eiji could be an amazing mother, the best in the world. But the idea of Ash as a father…all Ash sees ahead of him is the maze of ways he could fuck up, and horribly, just like he was fucked up.

He doesn’t want to be the father who makes his child lose faith in adults, whose actions indirectly cause his child to run directly into the arms of predators. He doesn’t want any association with the father figure idolized by his community, who secretly hurts children in the shadows of his home. He doesn’t want anything to do with being a Papa, and all the ways that word has been used around him, all those years he fought against saying it himself. And then how his father was officialized and forced on him without his consent, tying his real identity to a man he loathed.

Ash knows his image of fatherhood is fucked, he knows that this isn’t what it’s about and this isn’t what Eiji’s asking him. But Ash knows, has personally experienced far too many examples of the Fucked Up fatherhood. And he just can’t risk it.

Because if Ash fucks up too, this time it won’t be Ash, it won’t even be Eiji, it would be their child who pays the price. And that just isn’t a risk he can possibly take.

Ash isn’t ready. He looks ashamed and that self-loathing that still won’t stop coming back despite his healing flickers all over him. He wishes he could be, for Eiji, but he can’t in any good conscience lie about this. And he doesn’t know if he can ever be ready.

Eiji comforts him, reassures him, and tells him it’s okay. Eiji would never force Ash, would never ask him to try. Ash will always be more important than any hypothetical child, and a child isn’t Eiji’s priority (and Eiji doesn’t think he can really tell them his real priority).

Once things are settled, Ash’s answer found, Shorter steps up next, Sing’s eyes tracking him with calm patience.

Shorter says bluntly that he wants a kid with Eiji.

Does he need one? Absolutely not. But if it’s something that Eiji wants, and ONLY if it’s something Eiji really, really wants, then it’s something that Shorter really, really wants with Eiji. All due respect to Ash.

Shorter doesn’t know if he’ll be a good dad (Sing snorts–it’s not like all the Chinatown street rats didn’t consider Shorter their guardian figure, back in the day–and Shorter playfully smacks him). Shorter repeats that he doesn’t know if he’ll be a good dad, but he’s prepared to give it everything he’s got. And well, it wouldn’t ever be just him and Eiji now would it, or are those two other wedding bands in the room fake. And the way Shorter sees it, a kid being raised by all four of them, and all their friends and family, probably isn’t in shabby hands. If the others are alright with it, he’s happy to take primary responsibility, if they want to see it that way.

Later, more quietly and to just Eiji and Sing because he doesn’t want to pressure Ash, Shorter confesses that he has another reason too. His and Nadia’s parents died while they were young, and Shorter barely remembers them. He loves Nadia, and couldn’t have wished for a better guardian, and knows how hard she worked. But as a kid, he still missed his parents, and even now, he wishes he’d had more time with them.

Shorter confesses that he thinks there’s a chance that he doesn’t have all that much time.

They’re out of any immediate danger now, out of the fighting and daily crises of gang life. But they didn’t get out unscathed. Ash took so much damage on the inside, which showed itself in his decision regarding kids. They all took mental damage, and none as much as Ash.

But Shorter took the most physical damage.

He survived, and Shorter can’t ask for more than that, and he considers every day he has with them a blessing and he wouldn’t trade it for anything. He’s happy as he is now.

But he also a brain that should never have regained consciousness after Banana Fish burned through him, if not for Yut-Lung’s antidote. He has a skull that was cracked, with scars on his head to prove it, and who knows what was done to his brain then too but definitely nothing good. And he has a heart that, while healed, also had a bullet go straight through it.

There’s nothing really physically wrong with him (other than the extreme PTSD, the unpredictable blank outs, the extreme phobias and triggers–), and it may just be Shorter’s paranoia. But, Shorter admits that he’s thought about this a lot, talked to his therapist Blanca about it too, even if this is his first time telling Eiji and Sing. He doesn’t want to tell Ash, at least not yet, because Ash will only blame himself and Shorter doesn’t want that. But Shorter thinks that if all of them live out their current life expectancies without a hitch, he’ll be the first one gone by a long shot. And he’s okay with that.

(It’s most definitely not the main reason, but it’s also part of why he was so adamant that Ash also be Eiji’s partner, and later his pushy encouragement with Sing. He doesn’t want Eiji to be alone when he leaves. He doesn’t want any of them to be alone. Eiji feels something burn in his chest, because he understands, gods he understands.)

Shorter doesn’t know if he’s ready to be a father, but he’s also around thirty now, a far cry from the teenage street rat trying to live on to the next day. He thinks he’s as ready as he’ll ever be. He’s honestly never felt better prepared for anything.

So again, if Eiji wants this, if and only if he genuinely, truly wants this and feels ready himself, and if Ash and Sing are okay with this, then Shorter wants to be a dad. Shorter wants as many years to love his kid as possible. He wants to see them grow up, if he can. He wants his kids to be able to remember him, to never have to doubt that Shorter loved them with his whole heart. He’s not in a rush, but he also isn’t going to hesitate.

But of course, it’s not just about what he wants, and not even what just he and Eiji want. With their family, it’s what all of them want, for a decision like this.

Ash knows he isn’t ready, and Shorter doesn’t want to push him, and doesn’t want Ash to think that he’s somehow holding them all back either. But Shorter has a hunch that maybe, this could be a way to get Ash comfortable with the idea of being a father, without personally feeling that he must carry the title.

Sing speaks up, and he says he gives Shorter his full support, and thinks it’s the right decision. Sing’s had a few years as part of their relationship now, and while he’ll always deeply respect and admire both Shorter and Ash and often lets them lead, he’s no longer the idolizing puppy trailing behind them. He’s smart, calculating, and doesn’t give his support blindly. At the same time, he’s so gentle and warm, leaning into his mentor as the two of them pull Eiji between them.

Sing says that he thinks he also wants to be a father, one day, possibly one day soon. He’s the youngest of them, but he’s prepared to give everything for their family, and he has the strength and confidence now that he knows that that actually means something. But he also thinks that for him and Eiji, maybe the time isn’t quite right yet. Maybe in a few years.

And even if the child is biologically Shorter and Eiji’s, the child would be theirs, at least for Sing. Sing knows that any child of theirs, he’d consider his too, blood be damned. And well, if he’s already going to be a father, then a few years will only prepare him even more, if Eiji ever wants him to father another kid.

Shorter’s so damn proud of his lil bro for really getting at the heart of the matter, and Eiji feels so full he could burst. Because gods, he does want a kid, a baby of their own, and maybe it’s selfish, but Eiji really does want this, for all of them.

All that really remains is Ash.

Ash calmly listens to Shorter and Sing, and promptly says that they should go for it. He supports them.

Shorter reminds him that any kid of theirs would not be a Them but an Us. Ash would be the child’s dad too, if he wants.

Ash is still firm; he’s sure. He supports them, the family, including himself (the if you’ll have me is unsaid but felt, and rejected. Of course Ash is family). He takes Eiji’s hand and apologizes for not being able to take the initiative this time. But he can’t lead this. But he can and will do anything and everything to be there with them, to help, and be a part of the kid’s life. He’ll give them everything, protect them with his life.

And maybe, just maybe, being a father (of sorts) to this kid will help him overcome his own fear too.

Ash confides in Sing, because their relationship has gotten to the point where he can do so easily. He knows Shorter and Eiji think of Ash as a dad for their upcoming kid, just like they thought of him as their husband. But “husband” and “father” are so different for Ash.

Ash is okay with them calling him a “dad” out loud, but on the inside, Ash will probably think of the kid as a little brother. He may not be able to handle being a dad, but he can, and wants to be a big brother and mentor. He can be someone like Griffin, like Nadia, who basically raised them. He can be like Max, a pretend dad, but a dad whose role still means so much. He can even be like Blanca, a mentor figure whose presence is so grounding. Ash can only hope he can be like them, and he hopes that’s alright, and that’s enough.

Sing assures him it will be (but also while thinking that all the figures Ash listed are more certainly more parental than any of Ash’s official dads), but also warns him that the kid might still take him by surprise. It’s Eiji’s, after all.

The child is eventually born, looking so achingly like Eiji but beaming with Shorter’s smile. Sing and Eiji clutch at each other with wet eyes, and Eiji wonders how he could have ever been so focussed on goodbyes, when this is so clearly about new beginnings and greeting a new someone he already loves so much it’s almost unbearable.

Shorter is sobbing the manliest tears ever as the nurse passes him the babe. After a few moments, Shorter passes the tiny bundle into Ash’s arms and says, “Hey look kid, meet your other dad.”

And when Ash looks down at that little life in his arms, someone who came out of Eiji and is the product of love he feels so intimately, he feels something crack in his chest. His eyes feel unexpectedly hot as salty droplets spill down his own cheeks to rival Shorter’s. Ash numbly thinks that this isn’t what he thought he was signing up for, and that he could never have prepared for this–but also wouldn’t, couldn’t give it up for the world.

(A few years later, Sing fathers their family’s second child).

(And a few years after that, Ash fathers the last child).

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