#WHY AM I ALONE

[dolljointz9888]

[nevil-gonslek]

A little flower boy, tending to his own

A little flower boy, all by his lonesome...

A little flower boy, scared of the dark.

A little flower boy, loving but not loved.

A little flower boy....tired of this routine..

A little flower boy....wilted..beyond....belief.

[justsurvivinglife]

I hate the start of a new year because I have so many high expectations and I can never manage to achieve even one of them… For how many years have I told myself that I was going to become a better student, that I was going to lose weight, that I was going to get a boyfriend, etc?

Tomorrow I have to study and be on a diet when all I wanna do is read a romance book.

I know that at the end of the day I will feel the opposite of proud of myself.

[mycomortis]

RAHH WHY DOES EVERYONE ELSE ENJOY THIS THING I LIKE IN A WAY THAT I DON'T!!!

[oldlovely]

Why am I alone?

When there's so many people around me

Why am I alone?

Feeling so lonely, I need, need somebody with me

I need, need somebody with me

[that-one-queer-poc]

why’s the whole hospital gone

[yu-me-mii]

i miss crying in the arms of my best friend... now i just cry by myself alone in my room...

[pransy123]

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[jypsyvloggin]

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[maeshelix]

Just had a dream that I was sent back in time with all my memories.

The dates seid it was only two years back, but it felt like so much farther back.

And I felt truly happy because I was sent back. I really did. I was so happy that I'd been sent back

Being sent back so far meant I had so much more time. It meant I had more money to not spent pointlessly on garbage, so much more experiences I could have that aren't spent in misery and isolation. I had more time to make my body something to live in instead of a hollow repulsive exhausting husk.

It meant I can prepare for the political hell I know is coming, that we all know is coming. More time to attempt to spent with family. More time to improve while this brain develops, to learn skills, to develop good habits.

I had more time. And this time I knew I had more time. This time I wasn't a worthless brainless zombie shambling through life, I had a soul and a goal and drive. I knew what I wanted in life now instead of what hurt. Instead of what fucking hurt. Instead of loneliness and rot I. Had. Hope.

And then I woke up

I woke up

I then woke up to ants swarming my desk, which is inches from my bed. They were on my phone. They were everywhere. I had to spray ant poison into my desk and i know it won't help. The smell hurts.

It hurts. It hurts.

I want to go back

Let me go back

Why can't I go back

[letsplaythermalnuclearwar]

Homer!Odysseus and Epic!Odysseus would try to kill each other if they ever met

[chewingworms]

bisexual women and their husbands

[caffinevoid]

Anyone else like the feeling when you arm/leg goes numb and you move it around?

It's nice when your hand goes numb because it's like you are being lovingly touched by someone else and it makes me feel less alone

[darkacademiboy]

[quiddie]

Just had a friend show me a conversation in a fan discord about Suvi as a Black American woman in the context of the fallout from the election. And honestly? Yeah. The blueprint is simple: Black women are expected to put their own priorities and emotions on hold to show up for everyone else's battles and hold endless space for everyone's feelings while simultaneously weathering attacks on our character (oh she's so angry/aggressive/violent/rude) and authority (she's a woke hire/affirmative action quota/nepobaby) without complaint. We're expected to save the day under nigh-impossible circumstance, and with fewer resources and support that is AT BEST, conditional.

So yeah, relistening to Suvi's speech in The Witness hurts now. Because that's exactly the feeling I'm wrestling with, and what I see mirrored in the Black women around me. We are exhausted and angry and sad. Those voter percentages are a betrayal of "we" that was promised by other marginalized groups when speaking of the interconnectedness of our liberation. And the unexamined expectation that we immediately rise from the depths of our despair to prepare for the next fight is a cruelty. Suvi isn't real, but if this helps lend empathy toward actual Black women in the world, then I'm glad.

[ramblingmindofrayyan]

Sometimes it’s really lonely being me.