#why cant i do anything right

[mentally-ill-but-fucking-trying]

[endlessmidnights]

My anxiety has made me paranoid, I can’t here laughter, whispering, plain talking, I can’t see texting, I can’t do anything without thinking I’m being made fun of or talked about in some way

[nevil-gonslek]

A little flower boy, tending to his own

A little flower boy, all by his lonesome...

A little flower boy, scared of the dark.

A little flower boy, loving but not loved.

A little flower boy....tired of this routine..

A little flower boy....wilted..beyond....belief.

[meimeikyu]

i dont wanna go to class so i was going to clean instaed of going to class but cleaning is making all of my joints hurt and now im just sitting here about to sob

[mars-likethe-plan3t]

I feel so fucking alone all the fucking time.

[zarithial]

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[mentally-ill-but-fucking-trying]

You don’t get it until you get it

i'd let him hurt me in insane ways

[orbmanson7]

:(

[hydro-user]

Sorry for being so mean. I was trying to flirt but it is obviously not going well.

[mentally-ill-but-fucking-trying]

[endlessmidnights]

Why am I so jealous of people who cut deep, like I want to be able to cut deep, but my anxiety gets me every time, so instead I just cut a lot

[stargirl230]

kaito screencap redraw! plus my favorite panel from the scarlet return arc lol

I've been reading detco for like 2 years and the unhealthy obsession fanart motivation finally caught up

(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)

[bunnieswithknives]

Thanks.

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[aroaceleovaldez]

Nico and Percy's dynamic through the series is eternally funny to me, because it's just. like.

Percy's having a constant mental struggle between his fatal flaw of loyalty with a promise he made to Bianca to protect Nico, versus his Big 3 kid desire to maim other Big 3 kids / Poseidon descendant urge to totally maim Nico specifically. He hates Nico so so much. He thinks Nico's annoying and weird at best, and creepy/sketchy when he's older. The only positive thoughts Percy has towards Nico are "He's Bianca's brother and Bianca was my friend and I owe her/He's Hazel's brother and Hazel is my friend and would kill me if I was mean to him," "He's a powerful asset and useful ally (if questionable)," and "He's kinda pathetic and I feel maybe a little bad about it." Percy has multiple occasions throughout the series where he strongly considers - and on one occasionally actually goes through with - throttling Nico.

Meanwhile, Nico is following around Percy like a lost puppy. He explicitly can never bring himself to even dislike anything about Percy no matter how hard he tries. He has a whole bit in BoO where he's mentally going "UGH he's so stupid BUT IT'S ENDEARING HOW DARE HE." He's totally smitten. He's making deals with his dad for Percy. He's making convoluted plans to help Percy stand a chance against Kronos. During the entirety of BoTL it's like he's playing tsundere - "I'm helping NOT PERCY SPECIFICALLY with this quest! Me helping Percy would be SILLY because I DEFINITELY HATE HIM." Then he proceeds to show up to Percy's birthday party to basically ask him on a weird date and spend the entire next book scrambling around trying to help him or protect him or impress him. And Percy could not give less of a shit.

Just. That dynamic is so funny to me. Percy is the founder of the Nico Protection Club in that he's the one they're all protecting Nico from and meanwhile Nico is throwing himself at Percy to the point where the literal god of gay love calls him out on it.

[moeblob]

Friendship.

[masterofiodine]

i absolutely adore that photo of ben and i just had to draw him (/cap) like that