#although i must say

[stargirl230]

kaito screencap redraw! plus my favorite panel from the scarlet return arc lol

I've been reading detco for like 2 years and the unhealthy obsession fanart motivation finally caught up

(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)

[hold-him-down]

Can you please write some more on what happens before the drabble about the videotake?

yes! i need clarification though because there have been two video drabbles recently-

do you mean before the river one or the leo one?

[borzoibabe]

btw ethel cain girlies i just wanna say that i get it now. i have now, too, become an Ethel Cain Girlie

[unch4rtedwxters]

i finished season two i am now getting therapy in the form of tumblr join me everyone

@iam1withthepeggy i'm looking at you 👀

[m4rs-ex3]

Hi, I love ur posts abt tdp and toh. I know u contributed to the "songs Taylor wrote for rayllum" post, and i wanted to share some tdp Taylor song-based fics I wrote. It would mean a lot if u read them, but please don't feel pressured to. Happy whatever time of day it is!

https://archiveofourown.org/series/3823777

yoooooooooooo i fw these

that is to say: they're rlly good and i nearly shed a tear

[beatlblog]

#what tipped me to vote john is that they described him in the example of google's definition of the word effeminate#'John is depicted as an effeminate young man with flowing hair and delicate hands' (via @the-bluebird-you-need)

oxford languages pulls through - the best reason to vote john

#I know I've called John a lesbian#but in sum he's just Yoko Ono's lame ass boyfriend (via @midnightcowboy1969)

#paul just looks the most feminine but like actions wise i just don't think it's him (via @2201)

#where's that qoute from someone close to the band who said Paul was actually very masculine despite superficial appearances like his eyes (via @horsegirl)

#i feel like if they were all women and nothing else changed except for the fact that they were women#john would be kind of a tomboy. like his level of gender is effeminate for a man but not that feminine for a woman do you feel me (via @patronsaint-ofthedenial)

#but i feel like john's desire to give birth was more ardently formulated that paul's i should be the pregnant one ( @haritrash)

#i voted paul#its all about the mannerisms and the embodiment of effeminancy (via @strangebrew)

#it's literally john you are all blinded by paul's freakishly long eyelashes and the cunty way he holds a cigarette#there is an important distinction between effeminate and feminine (via @brucequeensteen)

#paul looking like a woman means nothing when john was openly saying he wishes he had been pregnant with yoko (via @maccaritamondays)

#STOP VOTING PAUL HES LITERALLY JUST GAY. BUT JOHN HAS A WOMAN IN HIS SOUL .... KNOW THIS!!!! (via @youngestdaughtersyndrome)

#john would chew estrogen (via @69-07-20)

#the woke left think it's paul and they'd be Wrong#we all Know Who is acting like a Woman all the time#internalized misogyny baby girl (via @repressedgaymer)

#did any of the other Beatles have matching clothes and mullets and a shared wardrobe with their wife?#a dainty heart wedding ring?#john could definitely put on the camp but it was always natural for paul (via @big-barn-bed)

#see paul was effeminate even when he was actively trying not to be#but on the other hand john literally had female hysteria#needs to be a 51/49 split - i don't know for which one but i agree either way (via @pauls1967moustache)

#it’s paul it’s OBVIOUSLY paul#he’s the first man ever diagnosed with eldest daughter disease get SERIOUS!!!! (via @faulmccartney)

#it is a 50/50 split between john and paul for me idk#all i can say is its def not ringo????????? for once do not just click ringo for the bit please i need the girls (john n paul) fistfighting#for the votes (via @pettycoeurs)

#i voted paul for a mean average#john peaked higher femme than paul could ever dream of#but over time paul's general levels trended steadiest#mcbeardy blip depressed farmboy was his only masc phase and it's not very convincing (via @eveepe)

#the key difference here is paul is effeminate whereas john literally was a woman (via @lesbianbeatles)

#john deserved to feel the ancestral horrors that come with a vagina but paul was a whole zest fest so this is a hard one (via @milfpaul)

the healthy and substantial propaganda argument happening in the rbs

please be aware of ‘tumblr poll ringo bias’ and if u vote ringo make sure you mean it. this is really serious.

[devotedlystrangewizard]

ok got the chocobo im fine now

[inkskinned]

i keep thinking about hobbies and how i often spill over myself to pick up new ones. i have adhd, i end up trying something for like a month and then just getting far enough in it that i move on, satisfied.

and that should be fine; but it's never fine.

i am a pretty decent artist; but i can't just make art for my dnd campaign, i should be selling dnd maps and character designs and scene setting pieces. i can't just make my friends matching earrings, i need to get an etsy and ship them internationally and take bulk orders. i make pretty good props and decorations and use them to throw my friends parties - but i should be running a party planning business and start taking paying clients and networking and putting my skills to actual use.

for some reason, i never figured out the specifics of pottery. it was a fun class and i enjoyed myself - and still, i'm embarrassed, years later, that i put in all that useless effort. everything i make has to be stunning. stellar. i should have applied myself more. maybe i'm too lazy. maybe i'm broken and selfish and needy. actually creative people would have kept going; they would be bettering themselves at every possible opportunity.

we find ourselves in this trap, even accidentally: we need to commodify our time, because it is a commodity. if we spend our efforts and our time not earning, isn't that the same thing as burning free money? and god forbid you ever take up a hobby that ends up being more expensive than you thought. you sit in your car and you look at the receipt and in your head you hear a conversation that isn't even happening - your mom or your friend or your partner all saying oh great. not this shit again. it's always something with you, and it never actually means anything.

i have realized this horrible thing, recently - i'll get excited to start a project, pick up a new hobby. and then i just... stop myself. i start thinking about the amount of time it will take, and how it'll look in my monthly budget. what if i can't even produce a good enough final product. sure, it's exciting to think about how i could make my friend her own custom dice. but i'm just polluting the earth if i don't get it right. better not bother. better not try.

restless, i get caught in the negative space. the feeling that oh god, i want to create. and that horrible sense - yeah, but i don't have the time to just put to waste.

[seasideoranges]

sometimes i see people say “you guys can’t handle complex characters” when talking about their favs, but then they go and try to justify every action the character takes, trying to minimize the harm said character caused while pushing the blame onto other characters, and with that i say i fear you are the one that can’t handle complex characters my friend.

[scruus]

*clears throat*

Xiao with a reader with massive mommy milkers

*drops mic*

*drops mic onto the readers boobs*

Imagine xiao just sucking on em titties and getting a sloppy handjob. His brain is so mush while your huge body cradles him in your lap. He is like a small plushie. A baby boy. He just cant help but lap up your tits and whine into them.

The reflection of your satisfaction in his glassy eyes while he shivers in your arms. Your soft palms engulfing his tiny cock and making him elicit such filthy moans. Oh he is so drunk. He wants to be inside you or have your huge dick ramming in him.

Good day to have a mommy kink must i say :)

[menlove]

yknow i fully respect ppl that think mcbeardy is too masculine & thus don't find it attractive but this always baffles me bc To Me i'm like. no that's still my pretty princess. he's just depressed and you can see the lack of sleep and mania in his eyes. it's like how his pepper's mustache somehow just made him more feminine. he was TRYING to do hyper-masculinity as a shield (which he's even talked about growing the beard to hide) but it did not work. that's still a pretty pretty woman. look at him with his big doe eyes that have seen The Horrors. he is climbing up equipment and being a cunt and singing "build me up buttercup" while crying. what else could i ask for in a man.

[sallymew4]

kids when they hear that their dad is back in town VS. kids when theyre hanging out with a conman that accidentally stole their wallet once

im not even joking btw

bonus heres me being crazy about them in dms ^^^

[welcometogrouchland]

I miss them so bad (Dick and Damian)

[lolathepeacocklord]

Art block is killing me man

[sugarsnappeases]

kara i wanna know allllll about your reg. tell me EVERYTHING <3

so obvs canonically pretty much the only thing we know about reg is his betrayal of voldemort and the cause etc etc so i like to centre that in most of my thoughts about him……

he joins the death eaters bc he’s a loser w a freakish voldemort obsession who has like three friends and bc he’s lonely and he hates sirius and he wants to spite him by joining the group to which he’s so opposed. he wants to prove sirius wrong and prove himself right and i believe wholeheartedly that, even if he was influenced somewhat by the way he was raised and by the circles he runs in, he joined the death eaters completely of his own volition!!! i’m passionate about this!!! i think it destroys the nuance of his character to say that he was forced to join or that he joined w the intention to betray them all along or whatever . to me, he was fucking gagging to be a death eater and he’s so smug when he’s allowed in. i picture him ranting to barty and evan about ‘the great honour that has been bestowed upon him’ whilst lovingly stroking his dark mark

anyway, then he gets scared. he’s just a boy!!! and he realises he’s in too deep when it’s far too late… to me he just can’t stand the violence of the death eaters. like he’s a blood purist and further than that thinks he personally is superior to pretty much everyone else, on account of his black blood, but he hates that he has to get his hands dirty in order to see his idealised vision of the world (sans mudbloods and blood-traitors) realised…. he’s soft and weak and squeamish and lonely and always so so miserable at all times as a rule. he also tries to hide how scared he is by being a massive bitch. classic.

then he realises that tom has a horcrux (and imo he would figure this out fairly easily after the kreacher thing, bc he’s smart but also bc tom read about them in a book in the HOGWARTS LIBRARY!! so it’s not much of a stretch to say that the same book and probs further, more detailed books would be in the library at grimmauld, likewise in most of the darker pureblood family libraries…. this is another thing i’m passionate about. horcruxes aren’t this big secret. nobody makes them bc nobody’s a fucking idiot like tom is. they’re also warned off properly by their rents. tom doesn’t have this…. ANYWAY) he realises tom has a horcrux and that the guy he’s idolised and basically sold his soul to is fucking bonkers (shameless self promo - i write a bit about this realisation in the regulus letter in my fic ‘where can i put it down?’…. makes me crazy) and he’s scared and alone and he wants out and he does the one brave thing of his life in dying…..

and he doesn’t think it’s a brave thing. he tells himself that sirius was a coward for running away and betraying them and specifically him. he tells himself he’s being brave, braver and better than sirius, when he’s like sticking it out, joining the death eaters, following the role prescribed to him, so when he decides he’s gonna go to the cave it’s like giving up, it’s being a coward, its admitting to himself that he’s never been better than sirius no matter how much he want or tries to be, it’s betraying the cause and everything he’s stood for but he HAS to do it. for sirius and for kreacher and for himself and for the chance that maybe he’s not past saving. he spends his whole life trying to be good but in the sense of behaving and then his death, his first (and last) real rebellion, is the only time that he actively attempts to be good in terms of a moral act even if it has nothing to do w a renouncement of blood purity. and i don’t think he fully realises that when he does it bc it’s all so tangled up in other things. and i’m not saying that he’s like morally reprehensible the rest of the time (he’s just a boyyyy) but the majority of his active choices have been kinda bad ones up to this point even if he’s been like . passively good . and also literally just a child. an angsty teen if you will

his life is marked by inaction and bad decisions and his final act is kinda the antithesis of this and it’s tragic bc he’s not ever going to survive it. and sirius is never gonna know. it makes me miserable. does any of this even make sense lmaooo basically he’s a loser and he misses his brother and he’s so lonely and he loves sirius so much even as he hates him and he’s quiet and he wants so desperately to be a good death eater bc this is everything he’s ever wanted but he just can’t in the end!!! he’s just a boy!!! a boy who would nurse birds with broken wings back to health and cry when they flew away, a boy who would hold his brother’s hand and hang on every word he says and exist almost entirely in sirius’ shadow until said shadow is suddenly gone and he’s left reeling, a boy who’s so so soft and gentle but who hides it all behind layers of barbs and cold remarks, a boy who is desperately desperately sad and scared and GOD I LOVE HIM……

[markantonys]

i'm making a gifset and noticed another It's The Same Picture instance. josha stradowski smiling tearfully into his (boy)friend's shoulder is something that can be so personal