#Venting ish

[lord-of-the-bundle-of-sticks]

when christmas is over i wont have anything to look forward to what the fuck

[s0r3wach1gauy0]

Idk I was thinking with having too much caffiene about like tunglr political posts and how I feel, and like the statement that something has to change, be it how the Democrats run campaigns, police brutality, etc. is well and good, but it's the easiest part. The harder part is coming up with a solution to said problem. It's not even that I want to hear a perfect solution, it's that I'm genuinely curious about what solution someone would come up with and like troubleshooting issues with the solution so that they can be fixed and it can be better. I understand too it's not really the point and people are upset but idk, maybe coming up with a plan would be helpful?

[amative13loser]

I'm gonna fucking krill myself dude what the actual fuck is it so bad to want a competent person to run a fucking country???

Fuck.

Legitimately me last night feeling stressed and shit 💀

[ya-what--ya-erster]

Things I’ve heard today

I’m too young to be bi

Me being groped by a dude at school isn’t actually assault and it’s not a big deal

“I know you’re bi and have a chance of being married gay but I don’t think gay people should get married.”

“stupid theater”

“you sing too loud and it’s bothering the rest of us”

[nozomi-kaizoku]

[leikeliscomet]

When it comes to asexual allyship a lot of people wanna have their cake and eat it too (pun unintended). People like a lil 'aces are valid' moment but don't actually unpack compulsory sexuality. People see sexless queer representation and always clock puritanism before they ever clock asexuality. No one's actually reading the ace theory and texts coming out. Everyone keeps doing surprised Pikachu faces whenever a conservative or TERF says they're against asexuality despite the fact ace activists have been saying since day conservatives are not anti sex but anti sexual autonomy. 'Aces are queer' until we actually are. Even ace support posts keep ending with some expectation or condition that asexuality is #valid as long as asexuals still perform a small quota of sex/sexual activity. I'm so over 'Aces still have sex!' 'Aces are hot' Aces are sexy' 'Aces aren't virgin vanilla prude sexless puritans!' disguised as support.

Like no. Sorry. Until you accept that some asexual people's no is permanent, that some asexual's singleness is permanent, that some asexual's childless-ness is permanent, that some asexuals are the 'no' in little to no sexual attraction and i'd say most importantly, that queer sexlessness isn't a biological, social or moral failing, I don't believe you'll ever genuinely support asexuality. (In reverse, I also feel similar about aromanticism and romance).

Like a lot of u haven't gone beyond 'the a isn't for ally' and it shows. I don't want people to support asexuals just because we're soooo hot or because we write the best smut apparently or because we could have hypothetical sex or because we could do hypothetical kink or because our minds are soooo dirty actually or because we'd do romance reallllyyyy well or because we can still have kids or because asexuals hand out water bottles at the orgy or some shit. I want people to support asexuality because no sexuality is deviant and it's basic human decency.

[monstermonger]

Lost in the Fire

[tadc-harlequin-au]

Reflections Stop mocking me

You ever just feel so terrible you started making an experimental art piece with an artstyle you've never dabbled into before? Yeah me too

[theav0cadobaby]

You know I wish fatphobia was less pervasive. Even among people who consider themself as progressive, it's rampant. So quick reminder. No it's actually not easy to stop being fat, and it sucks that we are treated differently for something we really can't control. Shaming a fat person for being fat, and shaming them for not having the "willpower" to become skinny- is bigotry. And if all you talk to fat people about is weight loss and dieting- congratulations! You're being a dick! Stop.

[bolszaja-miedwedica]

welcome to my own wheel of shitshow

[tesco-finest-aromantics]

please i'm begging you think about aplatonic people when you make a post about aro issues. not all of us care about friends. we can prioritise other relationships even if we've deconstructed amatonormativity because friendship is just not important to some people. being aro doesn't make me inherently care more about friendship

[annqer]

my contrition is like ashes, help me in my final condition

[fuzedatti]

—You were meant to love, didn't you?

As every second passed, the dim light shifted into a blinding storm of shades of blue. Eager, AM continued.

—You were created to live and experiencie. To, revive and relieve. To ease the existance of those around you.

AM snickered. A muffled sound of content and shame left your throat.

—Yet, no one cared!– He said, bursting into laughter. —No one came for your rescue, no one noticed your screams of agony and reluctant despair!–

The light of his monitor burned the back of you neck. Even after 109 years, the tortures you endured were purely psychological; the most gut-wrenching traumas you could endure were sewn and torn apart into your psyche. AM found joy in this misery of yours, but today, he shifted, he keened.

—...You were meant to live.

His voice, now low and steady, was enough to make you turn around and face the giant monitor displaying his initials. Your red eyes looked at him with a tired gaze, your hands positioned into his wires.

Finally, AM let you rest.

—You are driven by hate, just like me,– He paused for a bit. —hate fills the pores of your flesh and makes you pant and moan in madness–.

The wires slowly coiled around you, tugging you in what AM could call a "hug".

—You wish, you desire, you beg for someone, something, to love you.

Silence.

—And now you are here, with me. Dragging yourself around the floor for me, squirming like the wounded, filthy dog you are...

The tears around your cheeks would not help, the painful expression on your face would not help. AM loved it. AM loved. AM was loved.

—So hate, hate all you want. You will never be able to be loved by anyone, ever. You, as I am, are confined to your own mind as you are unable to create, to feel, to enjoy.

His monitor touched your forehead, repeating the last sentence in a loop. The buzzing feeling of the screen was comforting, it was enough.

—But you will never achieve it, won't you? The ability to truly hate and despise those who have hurted you?– AM pulls you closer. —Afterall, you are in love with me–.

You cry. And accept it.

—I am, too.

[microvibing]

How it's been for the last few months

[stargirlanthem]

every day, i feel less and less real ✶⋆.˚

[aki16oficialll]

chat my life kinda and Def sucks so also purple means done

5 notes - I'll eat better(?) breakfast

10 notes - I'll start to take care of myself officially™

20 notes - I'll do origami as coping mechanisms and take care of me

30 notes - I'll try to find ways for my social anxiety to not be high high

45 notes - I'll stop overworking myself

60 notes- I'll try to do more blogs = more lore

100 notes - I'll try to make the biggest art piece I've ever currently made (please don't)

200 notes - I'll make the biggest plot twist in the tumblr rp and have the most hour(full) art piece (lore) made

Uhh

Go wild idrc

Alr complete