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Same guy actually ☝️

ragebait king

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I found an amazing person online but I can't pursue them and I'm sad

So in the start of my journey to try and find myself and my partner I had a few hang ups. Could not be in my local area cause the people are so closed off and I've met too many red flags already, so then I gotta go out in the world.

Other dating apps force a 100 mile radius and a hundred miles of nothing isn't great so I didn't ever see anyone that interested me.

Mind you, I read the whole profile. Images, summaries, prompts, little random stuff like zodiac or work just to get an idea of a person. If the profile has a lot of pics but no words I skip, or no clear pics I skip, or just doesn't click for me I skip.

Well it was slow going until I found this other app that does global dating instead of just the area. I've met two people on there that both gave me good vibes and I thought they were pretty, but neither was interested in more than friends which I respected and we still chat and stuff. But I'm still on the look out for the one right, my person and all that dramatic stuff.

Nothing, for like a very long time, and then like a few days ago I specified my filters a bit more and among the many was this one dude. Immediately I thought wow that guy looks awesome but let's see his personality and was pleasantly surprised to find he was a nerd and a gamer and shit.

I fucking love video games. Dude I never stop talking about them, or how much I enjoy listening to other people info dump about stuff they know about stuff. So it's a person that I not only find attractive but also shares similar beliefs, and then also similar interests as well as different ones that I am interested in learning about.

So I'm hyped because this is the best person, but I'm anxious about getting too excited and fucking up, BUT also I have to not be a bitch and actually pursue and shit.

So I do. I DM first just asking about one of the mentioned interests. Usually the profiles will show if a person is online, this dude wasn't so I figured he'd see it later.

Now it's not uncommon for people to just leave the app and forget to delete the profile or mute it or whatever, and that becomes clear after a few more texts just asking about stuff.

Finally it sinks in and I sadly send my memo into the void for it to be seen maybe never. Maybe it will be like To All The Boys I Lived Before and my letter will be delivered. Maybe not. Maybe the dude did see my messages and thought yikes and just chose to avoid me which I mean I get it. I'd like to hope though, that like one day he might randomly see it. So for that chance alone I will keep the app and my profile but no longer use it otherwise.

I've never let myself have a crush or actually hope, but I'd like to actually try for once. Just wait and yearn like the poets of old.

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This might be like a translation thing or just not that important at all BUT it genuinely made me happy so here

Uhm but Morpheus D. Duvall from Resident Evil: Dead Aim on the RE Fandom Wiki is spoken about using They/Them pronouns

Like there's more on the actual page and stuff

Other mentions of Morpheus on other characters pages use He/Him

But just the main page being They/Them was very :D for me personally

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I can honestly say that sleeping with an old teddy bear in my arms has genuinely enhanced my state of sleeping which is usually abysmal

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Because I'm playing Date Everything my brain connected the two and now I'm wondering what he'd be

Like an object

Stapler? Chipped coffee stained mug? One of those tactical dude gloves? Race car bed???

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I don't know if I'm crazy but I feel like I keep seeing stuff that eludes to autistic being synonymous with introverted

Like yeah you suck at talking sometimes and can't tell facial cues, but that doesn't mean you don't enjoy being in a crowd just watching people go by or hanging out with friends and doing nothing

I've seen things say that ambivert isn't real but then how do I explain that sometimes I need to be in a public space with other people to feel happy again and sometimes I need to be alone in a room playing video games to feel happy again

It just sort of depends, yet I feel like so much is based around absolute ideas when people are ever shifting ever evolving beings surrounded by other goobers so nothing is ever the same

I don't like old sayings because they deal in absolutes, but everything is different depending on the person and situation

No box fits just right, it just kind of describes one facet that could change later

So why do I feel the need to be in the right box all the time?

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Seconds before

hi daily leon can you draw leon giving us a hug but like our pov so hes really close to the camera

I'm sorry Anon this is very cute but all I could think of is that image of Sylus leaning in for a kiss

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With the Resident Evil games on sale I was able to purchase Resident Evil Remake

Though I've only been able to play a little bit I was very very happy

I love the door opening animations like Code Veronica, I love Jill Valentine, I love the cool angles and the UI for the health menu I love it all

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Actually same lmao

Like I don't think he'll be there and I'm not that upset

But how fucking funny would it be to send backstreet back

here's my prediction for resident evil 9 do i want leon to be there? not really. would it be really funny to send his ass back to raccoon city? yes.

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Taking a nap together ❤️

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there's two minutes of cleaning here...

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What do you guys think he’s reading?

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Omg USSAGGIIIII AHHHGG

My favorite artist posted about my favorite Chiikawa character and video game character what a good fucking day

so tuff

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I love when new fans like the stuff I like but they do it so much more passionately and create so much cool stuff that I get sad cause I'm incapable of creating or expressing so much love for anything and then I feel like I can't be a real fan and get insecure and sad cause I have problems and then people move into new stuff and I'm just sitting there being emo in my corner still cause I can only see one side of things

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It's my friend's 21st birthday I decided to make use of all the bottles of expired Prozac I have and made macaroni art but Prozac capsules that read

"UR ALIVE 21 ALCOHOLISM"

and put Lisa Frank stickers on it

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I can't believe my brain is making me feel extremely anxious and like I'm going to freak out when I'm trying to do a very minimal amount of things

Leave it to brain to pick the best possible times to just do that

Lobotomy sounding kinda good NGL