#This one was actually pretty relaxing
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In the process of 1.5 hours, so much drama was revealed to me that Iām cancelling my next trip back to my hometown next year.
#Sighā¦ā¦..#I cut off more than half of the people I knew here and itās still this messed up??#I need to lie down#But I literally canāt until another full 23 hours from now#Why did I do this to myself#Liveblog count (Liaās Holiday Trip Home Sunday Edition):#Friendships ended: 1#Friendships repaired: 1 - these guys were salty at each other since June jfc#Flights cancelled: 2#Hours of sleep: 5#Update 2 ->#Therapy sessions given: 1#Therapy sessions received: 1#Update 3 ->#This one was actually pretty relaxing#Hours spent yapping: 9#Update 4 ->#No energy to get into it. But I feel like I needed to go to a self help session or something after that#Update 5 (pure venting) ->#These people want to be involved in my life more so badly but they are only willing to do it on their terms and not mine#You donāt get to have that for free anymore!!#āThere was no time to talkā BULLSHIT. There was plenty of time! I even brought up the topic first during lunch!!#To keep acting like this doesnāt exist and only want to talk about it when Iām exhausted and trying to sleep#You picked a time where you know I donāt have the energy to fight back because youāre too scared youāll say the wrong thing#And Iāll cut you out of my life again
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I canāt believe a boyfriend made a silly sex joke to lighten the mood after both partners had a moment of vulnerability. The audacity. The horror. The normalcy! Unbelievable. How dare a conversation about feelings turn to levity. How dare a couple have a light chat about trauma-related things over dinner that doesnāt turn into an incredibly deep heart to heart instead of a joke and moving on. Unbelievable. Iām never watching this show again! šš»
#911 spoilers#bucktommy#Evan buckley#Tommy kinard#look#as a queer person in a relationship with another queer person#both of whom have major familial trauma#trust me when I say you generally DONT WANT ever reference to your feelings and trauma to turn into a huge deep discussion#sometimes you just say something vulnerable#and the other person does too#and then you joke about it and move on#humour is powerful coping mechanism as well#one that is pretty common especially among guys#people need to freaking relax ffs#Tommy is not a horrible person for making a flirty joke#things were said and feelings were acknowledged#and then they moved on#this is all perfectly freaking natural#Buck is not some sensitive flower that canāt handle a silly joke about daddy issues#please I beg you all to look at this at a distance with some common sense#rather than the ābut Buck is traumatized and must always be treated delicately!!ā lens#and I am saying all of this as someone who really doesnāt give two fucks about the joke itself#Iām not into daddy kink idgaf#but if the idea that a queer couple isnāt allowed to insert a flirty joke to lighten a moment of vulnerability#then I donāt know what to tell you#you personally finding something innapropriate does not mean itās actually innapropriate#please just chill out ffs#no one wants to hear about how evil Tommy is for hitting on his boyfriend for months and months to come
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I wonder when the Noldor looked around at their dwindling numbers and realized that they were dying faster than they could ever keep up with.
#tolkien#silmarillion#I actually have a lot of feelings about this#because the noldor that come over from Valinor are pretty much all you get for the first ageās long war#birth rates are also in the basement if they exist at all#elves donāt have children during war#even if the siege of Angband is peaceful enough to relax that custom#I still donāt think you would have many children#elves have known war before - we know they did before the great journey#but itās also got to be sobering to realize that your casualty rates are literally unsustainable#(like so#the house of finwĆ« probably isnāt a representative sample of casualty rates#but damn the big picture still canāt be good#we have one grandchild of finwĆ« who survives to the second age out of fifteen and thatās a very very bad rate)#what does that DO to a people group#to go from immortal and undying#to accepting that your whole clan is getting whittled down chunk by chunk#when did they start realizing that even if they beat Morgoth#they wouldnāt recognize the survivors
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You have made me interested in balloon smp but I feel so old and of touch because I cannot find the past streams on twitch. Cannot figure out where and in which order to watch...can I ask where you've been watching the videos/streams?
ok, so, thereās ~36 people all doing it concurrently, which is a lot. But! Here is the list of players, if you know someone you like on that list pick them and just watch sequentially day 1->finale. if you donāt know Anyone on there and you want a point to start at for just. Getting most of the plot, pick someone from A B or C. Or E. Team F has a really great plot but they stay a bit out of the overarching plot until the last weeks, and I havenāt gotten to team D yet so I donāt know what they know im sorry team d š„ŗ
Many of the players have VOD channels up on YouTube or playlists of balloon vods specifically, lots of people who donāt have the streams in their twitch archives somewhere (like, āpast broadcastsā usually), look for player vod channels. Some donāt have saved archives and some didnāt stream it! I know for certain sophie robby skull kuu gibson buggle and jame have up to date vod channels because Iāve seen themā¦ woops and skullvolver are making edited videos rn but theyre Both team aā¦ and im not sure who else is planning on it!
tldr, pick someone and watch them in order and peek in on other peoplesā vods from time to time when something Happens because sometimes seeing it from another angle is cool. Also, sometimes seeing it from another angle is Important because thereās Lore no one else got to see. Search āplayername vodsā on YouTube and it should direct you to the right place.
more specifics that kinda get into spoilers:
Hereās some plots of interest that certain people see and others donāt (ONLY BASED ON WHAT I KNOW I am not a lore master I donāt have 36x8x32ā¦ uhā¦ good gravy 576 possible hours. of content. I DONT HAVE 576 HOURS TO SIT AND WATCH STREAMS someone was going to put together a lore doc somewhere though):
woops: tries to keep track of lore, goes on ghost knight swordquest
sophiebaybey: unwitting accessory to world murder, sees WAY more of PG and balloons lore than most people on account of The Events.
skullvolver/socksbx: revenant revengequest x2 and soul link plot, also socks is a mod and they get up to some funny business. poke in and watch one of them for the end of day 14 trust me š«µ
robbydude: doomer gnome made me cry but thatās not important. ghostquest continues upon the holy land even if we DONT WANT IT TO. jerry mouse is there
jame7t: sees kind of all of it from a distance, good coverage, citadel time (I like building streams)
shinigamieater: itās possession clues. What if you were 15 ants of dubious morality in a human body
padabana: instigates the end of the world, once if youāre realistic twice if youāre being pedantic. itās paranoia clues
kaoiji: thereās time travel, and it gets worse from there but I canāt FIND their vods so im redirecting you to robbydude
renobee: GOD??????????
#blsmp#uh if anyone has plots of interest to add I am also interested so you can put those in here#ask#ALSO I WILL come back and say two things number one.#this is tuoys. theyāre playing soap opera. it gets pretty dramatic and intense but if they actually fought we wouldnt know about it#so if youāre a bit sensitive to arguing maybe relax and step back. those are friends on the internet playing characters donāt be weird#One and a half it ALSO gets pretty silly which is why I keep coming back itās very silly#two this is all improv with Some direction by the mod team SO IF YOU WANT TO APPRECIATE THE MOD TEAMā¦#THEY HAVE A KOFIā¦ STILL UPā¦ā¦ā¦.#to support the devs they made So many custom events and models and sounds itās cool#https://ko-fi.com/balloonsmp ā¦ coughsā¦#anyways. Anon; I would never say my way of doing it was best but hereās what I did:#woops from day 1->end. robbydude day 1->end. Wildly skip around buggle jame kuu gibson skull socks yoda and ausk#wildly skip back and forth between sophie and Holly because I got end of evangelionād at the end of gibsons stream and went HEYYYYYY#hooray! Discovery! Itās like digging for clues in here. enrichment for fisher#you donāt get the full story with One perspective and itās cool!#uhhhmmm im trying to decide whoās best to watch for the finale but. I donāt know. Gibsonās my favorite so far for finale vibes#sorry for yapping itās early and I have been putting off packing my suitcase for 4 hours. Ehe#I would also say that in the beginning no one contacts each others teams so disparate things happen#but by the end theyāre all working together so a lot of things repeat if you watch multiple perspectives
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We ended chapter 6 of my Geneva Island Legacy series, and are starting chapter 7 next week! I just need a bit of time to get my stuff together, so in the meantime I thought it would be fun to do another chapter recap with some of my favorite moments from chapter 6 and all the wonderful people who I got to chat with about all the drama!
When we all cried happy tears and were excited for their future
@sirianasims
When dreams got a little spicy
@feroshgirlsims
When we insta shipped our new fave couple
@feroshgirlsims
When our past caught up to us in different ways
@lynzishell
When we said wtf is actually going on here?!
@feroshgirlsims
When we all had Autumn's back, no matter what
@lynzishell
Huge shoutout and thank you to everyone who interacted with me this chapter, I absolutely love talking about my OC's, they are my life and I love them so much so it means the world to me <3
Stay tuned for Chapter 7 starting next week!!!!
#i was a little nervous about this chapter because it is pretty relaxed vs the previous ones#but i actually enjoyed just going with the flow and putting all the little piece together to make a cohesive storyline#i have a plot in my head that i am always following#the next chapter we are focusing on family dynamics and people pleasing with autumn and her strict family#rowan is single and loving it so we will have to wait and see if ari has the patience to deal...#thank you feroshgirlsims you are definitely my number one supporter and i love you forever for it#gif warning#ts4 story#sims 4 story#sims 4#Geneva Island Legacy#ts4 screenies#ts4 screenshots#GIL chapter six#the sims community#show us your sims#show us your story#story stuff
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He deserves a bit of everything, as a treat (Patreon)
#Doodles#Wander Over Yonder#Commander Peepers#Up front - that first one was very inspired by one of Kurole's sketches of him - absolutely spectacular use of shapes ahhh <3 <3#His iris dripping directly into his tears?? Excuse me I die immediately#I did a full study later since as noted that one was from memory lol - not quite! Kurole's shapes are so pretty āŖ#Peeps' shapes are some of the funnest to move around! He's so stretchy and squishy lol#He's so fun to pose#At first I was just going to doodle Peeps in the outfit the Watchdogs drew him in for The Cartoon because cute!#But I figured it'd be easier if started with the actual shapes they used - dissect how they lay on each other and all that#Turns out the bean form is also very cute hehe <3 They can try to make him as stereotypically dorky as they want! He's still the cutest!#He is quite handsome in the same outfit at his usual proportions tho#Not me always enjoying characters in glasses/putting characters in glasses#Of all the features I myself have that'd be the last one I would expect to be So about lol#Plus the little heels on his boots?? I can't believe the Watchdogs were Completely making a mockery of him hehe āŖ#Maybe mocking him a little bit for being short but he loves heels! He loves feeling tall!#And they match his shirt? Fashionable all the way around āØ#Last one of him on Ziziks and trying(? maybe?? Lol maybe not) to relax#Open tourist-y shirt over loose swim trunks >>>#Gotta dork it up with the visor gloves and boots tho lol hopefully he put on sunscreen too#What would burnt Watchdog skin look like anyhow :0 Redder?#You just know he's still on call even if he managed to get some time off - and if he was forced off he's on call by choice lol#Little workaholic
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Soft Light
Cogita x Reader
I rise from the ashes bringing offers. Cogita simps, come get your food.
Cogita has lived a long life. That much is obvious enough. But, truth be told, her many years have not been the most eventful. One may think that being somewhat immortal would be exciting, and yet here she was, having lived most of her life at her Ancient Retreat, her only companions being the Bringer of Spring and that nuisance of a merchant.
Does she regret living in near-complete isolation, letting the years pass her by? Maybe. She wasnāt quite sure, honestly. Remaining in one place seemed like the most logical thing she could do to fulfill her lifeās mission, which did prove fruitful in the end. The Ancient Retreat was the best place she could call home. Her house small and cozy, the surrounding flora and fauna perpetually painted in autumnās hues, the quiet stillnessā¦ The only thing it lacked was company, but she was fine being on her own.
She was fine on her own. She was fine. Really. Even if the company did sound nice at times. Perhaps it was just sunk cost fallacy, she would think, that returning to regular society would mean her years of self-inflicted isolation would have amounted to nothing. Besides, living around others would mean eventually explaining her prolonged existence, explaining why she continued to live as those around her continued to pass.
For so long, she was content with her occasional visitors, along with the memories she had clung onto for years. Memories of towns and people, surrounded by others. They were never filled with companions, per say, or blossoming relationships of any kind. Merely strangers, who were all most certainly long gone from the world.
These memories were old, many generations having passed. It did make her think, however, not just about those peopleās lives, but also where their descendants, if any, were in the world. What they were like, and if their ancestors were remembered, even if just by name. It was a nice distraction, a good way to pass the limitless time.
Cogita isnāt quite sure what gets her thinking of such things, it simply comes upon her at times, when reflecting on the past. Sitting in her garden, tea in hand, a subtle chill running through the air, she ponders about her life, how all her past actions have led up to where she is now. Not reflections filled with regret, an emotion that, while once feeling quite strongly, had long since fizzled out, but rather curiosity.Ā
Sheās merely interested in how the world has changed over the course of her life. About the people she had encountered, even if just by sight. While she herself had recently changed, having completed her lifeās mission and slowly coming out of her shell a tad, she has still missed so many happenings in the world. Itās only natural to wonder how exactly the world had changed since the time she left it that led to itās current state in the present.
Nowadays, she doesn't need to replay old memories to feel what it was like to be around people. Jubilife wasnāt too far away, and she had come and gone more times then she could count since the Gods of Time and Space decided to cause a commotion. But old habits die hard, she supposes.
Admittedly, her memories of these times were hazy, unclear and uncertain. Sheās forgotten so many details, once clear faces having become more and more blurry and non-descript.Ā
However, certain features have endured in the depths of her mind, oneās she swears sheās seen over and over. Descendants, she chalks it up to time and time again. Familiar hair, eyes, face shapesā¦ all just drawing parallels between ancestors and their descendants, her simply having lived long enough to see generations go by. Sheās often unsure if the lines she is drawing even exist, or if sheās just making connections that were never there to begin with. Not that it mattered, in the grand scheme of things.
Stillā¦ there is a certainā¦ figure of sorts. One person who has more or less haunted Cogitaās mind for so, so many years. Familiar features, not telling of people from the same bloodline across multiple generations, but of the same person. She doesnāt want to get her hopes up, believing that maybe, just maybe, someone else in this world is like herself, cursed to endure through the ages, but stranger things have happened, she supposes.
She tells herself that sheās making it up time and time again, not wanting to cling onto something in the event that itās not actually there. Besides, even if this person did exist, who is to say they would ever meet again? That they would be in the same place at the same time? Perhaps meet is a strong word, given that Cogita had never actually spoken to them, but the point still stands.
They never really stood out in her mind, not dressed or presented in a flashy manner. If they had, Cogita would have realized their repeated presence years ago, rather than making the realization years into her isolation. A small presence, the kind that fades into the background, and yet striking. A person who in the moment seems completely ordinary, but being anything but in retrospect.Ā
Perhaps Cogita keeps reflecting in this way just to think about them, as an excuse for herself to do so. Thereās an odd sentiment sheās given this figure, a strange sense of warmth and familiarity washing over her whenever she thinks of them. She isnāt thrilled at the feeling, in all honesty, not wanting to become attached to the idea of this person, attached to a fabricated version of them that only exists in her head. And yet, she still thinks of them.
She shakes her head, palms resting against the table. Her tea had long since chilled, terrible timing knowing that she likely had a guest arriving soon enough. Sheās developed somewhat of a tell of sorts, seeming to always know when Akari would come bounding into her home. She didnāt mind the young thing coming around, regardless of her reasoning, but she did wish she had fresh tea about, just in the off chance the girl would want some for a change.
It was an odd feeling, a tug at the back of her mind, strong enough to compel her to her feet, to brew a fresh, warm batch. Sheās grateful for the feeling in retrospect, needing such a beverage to offer to the familiar face that trailed into her cottage on the heels of the spry, eager girl, teeming with energy as she prepared to play matchmaker.Ā
#pokemon x reader#cogita x reader#i had a different idea for the name but ive decided to name my cogita stuff after spm tracks for some reason#this one is actually pretty vague and im sorry#but i like where it ended even if it seems a little abrupt#anon i hope you like it#also its not even a fem reader this time#this bitch be gender neutral#anyways#i was listening to one of those chill nintendo music to relax to videos when writing this#and at some point two song swere just playing over each other#oh also#i changed how i wanted this to go midway through#so i had to change a lot of verb tenses#and hopefully i got them all#if not rip#to the void i return bye bye
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More misc. daily life pictures and such
#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1 & 2 - Very bright pretty looking sky !#2. HUGE icicle that looked like you could kill someone with it or something.. Pulled from near a gutter on the side of a building#3. & 4 & 5 - various images from a silly party I had where I pretended to be some elf king turning like 204 years old lol (also not like#a REAL party. Only my roommates were there really and we're all in the same household bubble.#just to clarify. I would never dare have a large party anyway given#my hermitous nature but on top of that.. didn't want there to be some implication that I'm having a Party while covid is still ongoing lol.#NEVER.. But I do love dressing up as some fantasy character so much.. The only thing that could ever bring a true hermit wizard#to engage with others socially is the prospect of connecting it somehow to fantasy worlds and costumes lol. One must simply dress up#as a silly 200 year old man from time to time and pretend you've never seen a balloon before in your life. etc.#6. bapy boye... feets#7. The main food that I made for the elderly elf man 'party'. which was a Deconstructed Beef Wellington (kind of as ajoke since I watch s#o many silly cooking competition shows and they always make stuff 'deconstructed' at the last minute when under time limits or whatever.)#I've wanted to make beef wellington a few times but Ithink to do it well I'd need like..an actual kitchen and a lot of time and#an oven that fully works to bake things and etc. etc. So I thought this would be an easier method. A thick steak cut round to kind of mimi#c the round tenderloin or whatever it is in a wellington. instead of the puff pastry being wrapped around - I just did star shaped cut outs#of pastry and baked them and put them on top (to go with the star theme). instead of mushroom duxelles being wrapped around in pastry#its in a little circle under the steak. and instead of mustard being brushed onto the meat I made a mustard gravy sauce type of thing#Then of course asparagus on the side.. my favorite... Though I know some wellington#also has a layer of prosciutto I think. or I saw one person use crepes. I didn't feel it was necessary to incorporate that too lol#8. bapy son helping me do a giant puzzle that took me hours and I had no idea it was actually that large of a puzzle#until I started putting it together and for some reason it made me stressed by the end instead of relaxed lol.. puzzle fatigue#photo diary
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horizon forbidden west | aloy 70/?
#horizon forbidden west#hfw#aloy#mark of pride#this expression is actually when she is doing one of the rain idle animations#and then the eye direction is from a pose#similar expression to some of the photomode smiles but relaxed eyebrows?#idk thought it was a bit different#also since it was raining she had water drops all over her#which is normally fine bc the water drops are so good!#but it looked a bit strange here in the bright light with no other evidence of rain#so i got rid of them#thank u healing tool#modern graphics programs are pretty amazing honestly...#hfw aloy
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ofc him and ash don't meet until their mid-late 30s, but i do like how we got to see k.enzo back in medical school!
i like learning more about him and his past before his life uh. fell apart
#ash rambles š#one to ten š©ŗ#he's so cute!#I've always really loved his smile#and yeah sure his long hair and stubble when he was on the run is extremely hot#but.. just seeing him smile? be actually happy? that's pretty hot too <3 and honestly all i want for him#he just. ajdhendbwne. looked so fucking handsome at the end- i wanted to pounce on him#he may have cut his hair (š) but he looked happy and relaxed#maybe he even has a wedding band on his finger- AHEM#but yeah#young adult t.enma! we get to see him for a bit and he's super cute!#ash was also in college around that time#give it a good decade or so and then they'll bump into each other when he's on the run... she's a writer that's been going through quite the#block... he's a murder suspect on the run...#her pet cat really likes him... and love unfolds and all that cheesy shit
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Leavingout red velvet cake slices for unnamed alter 3 like a mouse trap except the trap is my friendly embrace . I am befriending you if its the last thing I do
#malik's rambles#lovingyoir alters is a form of self love and i am DETERMINED !!!!!#ifeel awkward posting about system stuff um . imsure literally no one gives a fuck . relax#fr thoughI hope they feel comfortable opening up to us soon like#I dont know the full extent of what happened to us and its really terrifying and horrible so I cant imagine actually holding#onto those memories . esp with how we saw pictures of our rapist recently and Im pretty sure it triggered them to front :[#system stuff
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I know @istadris proooobably meant Mr. L masks his true character under a mean, tough guy act to protect himself from further pain in their Missing Half AU buuuut.
I can't quite separate Mr. L from his iconic mask.
#dumb doodles#i think. having an actual mask covering half his face would help luigi keep up his Mr. L persona#and help him....seperate who he used to be vs who he is now#and i dunno; make it easier to look at himself in a mirror?#like. i imagine that'd be hard; to grow up looking at your reflection and know that the /physical/ reflection; your /twin/#is gone /because of you/ (even if it's not; whatever happened; i'm pretty sure it was way way out of the hands of two kids)#(and the only people at fault are the group that attacked a couple kids snd killed one of them)#i mean; the fact he's so bitter and angry and constantly calls himself a coward in the first part#makes me think L doesn't really. like himself. or at the very least 'Luigi' because 'he abandoned his brother'#despite being like. a literal child at the time of The Incident#so it's easier to be 'Mr. L' over 'Luigi' up until he lands in the Mushroom Kingdom and meets an alternate version of his brother#i like to think Dr. Mario helps him drop some of his walls; relax; and reclaim some of his past self#pretty sure L does the same for Doc but i think i need to rotate them around in my mind a bit more to get a better idea of Doc
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Hey Pasta! It turns out I'm addicted to drawing Jane and Matt so here they are taking a little stroll and having a chat. I thought it was cute and wanted to share!
WAIT I LOVE THIS THOUGH????? I LOVE THIS I LOVE IT I LOVE IT
I
LOVE
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SO LET'S FUCKING TALK OK
Matt's grey suit? CHECK i love his suits leave me alone BUT I also love the little touch here like the WAY he's holding his cane, I've seen him hold it like this sometimes. My theory is it's when he's comfortable while moving and doesn't need a super tight grip on it cause he has a general idea of what's around or he has a good guide (AND JANE IS HERE SO IT FITS), and I have zero idea if this is the right reasoning, but either way you've got it drawn in here and that was a lovely touch.
Do I dare talk about his perma-stubble???? HIS HAIR??? HIS SMILE AND THE HAPPY BODY LANGUAGE i'm hopeless help me
I think his suit makes a good contrast to Jane here too which i LOVE, LOOK AT THOSE CONVERSE, hair down and relaxed and casual. As much as we see it in TRT (simply because that's where the plot leads), her getting to relax and just have a fun walk and be casual is not something she gets to do often. She's incredibly professional looking when meeting clients and then she's usually wearing cheaper, easy-to-dirty-up clothes when tracking in case she needs to crawl into down a grate cause half the time she's gotta chuck those clothes out. I genuinely enjoy seeing her like this in art, seeing her relaxed in clothes she might actually ENJOY wearing as opposed to necessity, seeing her happy and just chilling and getting a slice of Something Normal, especially with Matt who's kinda in the same boat (not style wise but just in Happy Normal Things territory).
AND HER KEY IS THERE
JUST
LOOK AT THEM SO HAPPY
MY BABIES š
Thank you thank you THANK YOU for coming to show me this! I LOVE IT SO MUCH
#the red thread#ask response#art rec#matt murdock#matt murdock x reader#ngl i also love seeing how folks dress jane when she's allowed to pick something she might actually like to wear#and not just 'what i am allowed to wear for stealth purposes'#i also just like seeing the two of them doing something relaxing and happy#cause they don't get enough of it#(stop pointing at me like i'm the one making the bad things happen)#(STOP IT)#there are two wolves inside me one wants matt and jane to be happy one wants to cause angst for plot purposes#ANYWAY#i love this#and i LOVE all the little touches#i love matt's happy face and hers#i love their grins and the way they're holding hands#i love the way he's holding his cane pretty lightly with that TOUCH he does sometimes#love love love HAPPY
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What is your favourite game?
im not that great at chess but sometimes mr pretty prosecutor will play it with me and its really nice and fun.....!!!!
#answers!#pixie questions!#its not entirely because he relaxes and seems so lost in thought that he forgets to scowl#and actually sorta smiles. his smile is so pretty......#if i only had one wish i might wish for a world where he feels free to smile always
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out of the one million insane fucked up things that happened in the substance the one visual that stuck with me the most was when the creepy blue steel nurse guy was squeezing demi moore's spine and saying "youd be the perfect candidate..........." if somebody could palpate my vertebrae like that i bet it would feel so good. i guess thats just a back massage whatever nevermind
#actually jk the one time in my life i got a massage at a spa i wanted to kill myself#a stranger touching touching my exposed back is like the least relaxing thing i can think of#i still like the concept of it though#i think if i could split my spine down the middle and give birth to another me that would feel pretty good too
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1 layer gang
#actually surprisingly relaxing#.png#hoping to finish this eventually and post it maybe alongside a kind of mini fic#ive been thinking about post good ending a lot lately#i also just think kel amd aubrey have such a good dynamic and id love to see their friendship go a little deeper. whatever#what im saying will probably be shown if i end up writing and sharing it#that said its a solid might i love writing but hate sharing it anywhere i have written a lot of things and shown them to no one#it make me queasy#ANYWAY LOL#pretty guy :)
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