#TWO CANCELED APPOINTMENTS. TWO.

[backlogbooks]

after two canceled eye doctor appointments, one insurance fuckup that led to a canceled glasses order, and the longest warby parker home try on wait I’ve ever had, my new glasses are Finally on the way 

Everyone please send good vibes that the updated prescription will A. be correct and B. solve the headache problems I’ve been having, because if it doesn’t i will cry 

[akkivee]

ALSO??????? WHAT TF DO YOU MEAN THEY UPDATED GENTAROS CATCHPRASE??????

AND THAT THEY CHANGED A LINE IN ARB WHERE HE REFERENCED THAT OLD CATCHPRASE INTO SOMETHING NEW THAT EXPRESSES HIS WILL TO CONTINUE ON WITH THE LIE??????

AND THAT WILL IN OF ITSELF WAS REFERENCED THIS WHOLE TIME IN HIS NEW SOLO WITH HOW THE POEM LITERALLY ENDS WITH HIM SAYING HE WILL CONTINUE TO LIE??????

[mildmayfoxe]

here’s a pic of me in the bathroom at the restaurant earlier btw. really really cute patio. good drinks!! my hair looked fucking crazy bc it was soooo humid. frizz fuckin cityyyyy!! can’t wait to go to my salon appointment on tuesday & be like “i want to look like a lion that somebody gave a trim to with kitchen scissors in the bathroom at a basement show except im so tired of cutting my own hair in the bathroom so that’s why im paying you to make it happen. please”

[coldshrugs]

gpose dump #4: estinio. again.

[cubot]

After 21+ days of not taking my birth control anymore, my period has hit. Now I know why I suddenly got a weird tummy ache at work and had to bowl over in the middle of a sentence.

ANYWAY hopefully it will make me so fatigued I sleep like a goddamn hibernating beast this week. Make me feel what I assume anemia despite doctors telling my my iron levels are fine. Make me go blegh urgh ugh so much that I need to pass out to speed through time. But don't give me a bad enough tummy ache that I can't fall asleep because then I will just cut out my organs, please and thanks.

[famewolf]

it's been over a decade since I've been able to get a same-week doctor appointment. idk what's changed or how my mom was managing it when we were kids, but it's super rough being any sort of unwell in america lmao

[fluentisonus]

two months of trying to get contacts & now they just put me off by another half a month at least

[musings-ludicrous]

Today was pretty horrible. Argued with my dentist over an appointment I requested to cancel on Thursday, which she charged me the cancellation fee for anyway because she closes at 1 on Thursday, is off on Fridays, and I requested the cancel at 1:30 on Thursday so it wasn't within 48 business hours. In the hour I was arguing with her I missed a therapy appointment and didn't realize it until four hours later. Then I realize that while I was arguing with the dentist I also forgot to refill the cat's feeder and she went without food for half the day.

Fuck that dentist. (And daylight savings)

[gay-jesus-probably]

Update on how my life's going, still sick, but the worst of it was just those first few days where I was all shaky and weak; now I mostly feel fine, I just have a god-awful cough. And with my asthma, whenever I have a cough, it's what a normal person would call god-awful. I don't mean it like that, I mean I have a cough that's horrible by MY standards, which are extremely fucked.

Anyways, I'm like 90% certain I managed to bruise my own ribs by coughing yesterday, so that's a fun new development. My lungs are still trying to violently expel themselves from my body of course, just now it's also incredibly painful.

Did I mention I've got like 3 weeks before I have to do a physical assessment for my new job, because that's a thing as well. Here's hoping my cough goes away and my ribs feel better by then, cause I really want this job.

[oooohno]

My uni department is so lucky I had a sweat treat this morning bc otherwise it would be over for these bitches…

[answrs]

miserable, cant swallow or talk or even really breathe without severe pain rn bc my throat (lymph nodes?) are swollen up so bad. no fever but fuck my entire life it suuuuucks

anyway in other news i realized doofensmirtz qualifies to kill both macbeth and also that meme guy from lord of the rings. neither parent showed up to his birth and he is also legally an ocelot

[thebhorror]

Scared

[swagging-back-to]

just fired my therapist who has been ghosting me for 4 months because she sent me a letter threatening termination because "i have not responded to any contact and continued silence will be taken as agreement to cancel services"

literally fuck you. actually fuck you. she would call WITHOUT WARNING when i would be out running errands and then when we actually have a scheduled meeting she would cancel 20 minutes after it was supposed to start.

therapy is sooo incredibly useless. i have never needed it, it has always *harmed* me more than not having it.

[byanyan]

i'm not gonna reblog them all bc it takes up so much dash space but here are some memes i reblogged yesterday for anyone who may have missed them but is interested in starting a new thread with me ♡

[cockworkangels]

once again battling the anxiety of asking my boss if i can pweaase take an hour off work to go to the doctor

[running-in-the-dark]

I've had my conch piercing for almost 6 months and it's healing really well I think (or at least I'm not having any issues with it at all anymore). so I'm now thinking what piercing(s) I want to get next. even though I had already decided the healing process is too annoying and I should wait a couple years.... kinda want to get my nose pierced now (worst idea ever)