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just fired my therapist who has been ghosting me for 4 months because she sent me a letter threatening termination because "i have not responded to any contact and continued silence will be taken as agreement to cancel services"
literally fuck you. actually fuck you. she would call WITHOUT WARNING when i would be out running errands and then when we actually have a scheduled meeting she would cancel 20 minutes after it was supposed to start.
therapy is sooo incredibly useless. i have never needed it, it has always *harmed* me more than not having it.
#it's actually so annoying.#the only reason i stopped responding was because she would always ghost me#to the point where i would place bets with myself on how far into the scheduled time it would be before she would cancel#every.#single.#week.#at one poiny she even acknowledged that she missed more appointments than i did during one of my worst dissociative phases#that lasted two years.#because she would miss every. single. appointment.#alwyas last minute#after id been waiting for an hour#Fuck you actually#the way i completely forgot she existed until that letter was sent because thats how long it's been since she messaged me.#anti psych#she would make me cry when i first started working with her from how hostile her tone was.#like not in a 'work through the pain' way#literally just her picking up the phone and so clearly not wanting to talk to me that it would make me cry#or her completely just. being so insensitive.#i would say something that was really bothering me and she would either go 'so?' or she'd get obviously uncomfortable and be like 'welp.#tough shit'#ACTUAL QUOTE SHE HAS SAID TO ME#and whenever i would discuss my dissociation--THE MAIN REASON I WAS IN THERPAY TO BEGIN WITH-- she would get soo dismissive#she would regularly say 'i dont think you actually have dissociation'#ok girl tell me how you know my life more than me when i talk to you maybe 4 times a year for 30 minutes.#go on.#tell me.
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#danny phantom#danny fenton#sam manson#college au#sam started doing dannys nails senior year of hs#bc he kept chipping his#luckily gels last a lot longer for his lifestyle hahaha#he helps her color her hair in return#I think sam goes to someone else for her claws tho#theyre a little more involved#and danny is right#it is nice having someone do them for you#lol i updated things a little bit hahaha#Hazards of a long Saturday#If you see two versions floating around thats why lol
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His ass does not pay attention enough to know all of their genders. Toph wears baggy clothes, he squinted at her and went “yeah that’s a boy. Or boy adjacent. Probably.” and moved on. Ally???
#memes#my crappy art#art#kay draws#atla art#atla fanart#atla#avatar#avatar the last airbender#sokka#aang#avatar aang#zuko#flameo hotman#fire lord zuko#katara#toph#toph beifong#ally????#assigned trans masc at zuko#poor guy only had to know one name (uncle) for like ten years and now you expect him to what? learn two? THREE names????
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a year ago I drew this fanart for @cal-writes train AU (fic found HERE) and it has been my favorite piece of fanart of last year. So today I wanted to do a redraw, but instead of drawing the same piece again, I drew a prequel to the events in the last piece!
#one piece#cat burglar nami#roronoa zoro#op train au#alcohol cw#my art#I am feeling really good about this piece#I can see where I improved and what I learned over the last year#which is a wonderful feeling considering I was ready to quit art halfway through last year too#so a big hurrah for liking my own art and being proud of my progress!#now about the piece: this is set before the piece in the train and before the two of the got into a bar fight
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#tumblr destroyed my resolution please expand#deltarune fanart#deltarune#utdr#kris dreemurr#noelle holiday#susie deltarune#utdr fanart#I realize Kris’s hair doesn’t look like this#I’ve been using my hair as ref for the last two years but it’s grown out
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do you still remember?
#i think i made this last year. could be two years ago at this point i dont rlly remember. ironically. lol#mine#art
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something that drives me insane on a relatively regular basis as a body jewelry understander is talking to people who have sensitive skin who are like "oh well I just can't wear any earrings without my ears getting inflamed" and I say "well what have you tried" and they say "well I've tried sterling silver and I've tried gold..." and it's like. ok. I don't know how gold and sterling somehow got spun by the jewelry industry as being especially good for sensitive skin but whenever I'm like "well have you tried implant grade titanium" they're always like "no....... but I've tried sterling silver... and it didn't work ..." like. I don't know how this narrative about sterling silver somehow got so strong but when they put pins in your fucking legs when you snap your leg in half are those pins made of sterling silver or are they made of implant grade titanium or surgical steel????????? HELLO. HI. YOU MIGHT BENEFIT FROM TRYING IMPLANT GRADE TITANIUM I AM JUST SAYING
#if I have had this conversation with you. I'm not mad at you. I'm mad at whoever lied to you about various metals.#look I completely understand if your body happens to think that your piercing is an open wound for two decades#I have been there.#and I promise you the answer. is implant grade titanium.#there are many solutions to this problem one of them is implant grade titanium the other is surgical steel sometimes.#the other is sometimes if you can stretch the piercing to like... 10g#you can put a surgical grade silicone sleeve in there and then you can use cheaper metals for earrings#because they will not be touching your flesh they will be touching the silicone sleeve.#anyway the point is#someone should pay me to be some sort of piercing advisor.#there has been a lot of progress made in the area of body safe metals in the last 50 years is the thing#and we are fortunate enough to live now and not 50 years ago.#the mainstream jewelry industry has not exactly caught up with this.
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only one slasher's allowed in these woods…
early access + nsfw on patreon
#this halloween event is...slasher themed!!! its a blast from the past back when i drew these two as slashers last year#ghost is a jason voorhees knockoff#konig is a pyramidhead twist#and soap is a camp counsellor in very tight shorts#there's more to this btw the whole event is 3 posts#this is the first one#more to come soon!!#simon ghost riley#konig#john soap mactavish#giragi art#cod mw2
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Here with you
+ bonus danganronpa blood version
#cw blood#do you have ANY idea hiw long I've been struggling with the colors#damn I haven't drawn any fully rendered pieces in a month#also my last year in college starts in two days#can't believe how fast the years have past#bnha#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bkdk#bakudeku#izuku midoriya#katsuki bakugo#fanart
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genuinely is my brain erasing itself or is google/tumblr censoring that post about notre dame and old growth forests.
#i know we joke about tumblr's (lack of) search function#but at some point this is surely (less) passive (more) aggressive#(particularly against people with memory issues...is this. is this gaslighting.#am i. am i being GASLIGHTED. by a social media platform who isn't even my PARENT???)#that post is ingrained in my memory but google image is flirting and fwirling its fan 'haha! you're so cute! and Imagining Things. Dear :-)#i have Looked okay! i've looked! and i've looked for a SEVERAL DOZEN POSTS before this after talking To People...and behold!#...this last year or two i *genuinely* can't find posts 4 out of 5 times.#what the COOL GELITAN FUCK is going on#geletan#gel#GELTAIN#GELA--im so scared right now#so tired#GELITAN#what the chilled gelitan fuck is going on#update: i Am being gaslit just not about the spelling of gelly-thing#i'm both stupid AND being gaslit. these things! can! coexist! *sad clapping*
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"The Lonely's really got you, hasn't it?"
#tma#episode 154#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#fan art#I started an animation of this scene but I took a break to make this bc it's tedious af#I'm so thankful to this podcast for making me want to make art#I haven't really felt inspired to be creative for the last two years#I know it comes and goes but it's stupid#jonmartin#I love them..........#I hate how static my art tends to be. I want to be more free with my painting and drawing#I want to convey more emotion and feeling. UGHHHH#magpod#anyway hope someone likes this. I really like how I drew them for the most part
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revisiting my businessman + angel buddy cop story
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#developed these fellas in my two week jaunt at gobelins this time last year#can't believe it was last summer already. life is crazy#illustrations#illustration#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#art#digital illustration#bump#sketch#bethfuller
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its ok he didn't really mean it please get off the floor
#og post#My art#Ace Attorney#AA#klavier gavin#apollo justice#trucy wright#klapollo#i started this comic. two years ago#and kept returning to it every couple months. never actually finishing it. because i kept starting over#but this time i finally did it. yay me#i don't like my caption or apollo's last line but whatever i finished it im posting it#i really like the trucy in the 4th panel though ^_^ i think she turned out nice#shipping#yaoi#1k
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day 49
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#tf2#tf2 heavy#my art#heavy weapons guy#tf2 medic#heavymedic#tw blood#cw blood#heavy tf2#red oktoberfest#medic tf2#the only reason why this took 10 years is because I suddenly forgot how to draw 💔#(also I got my siblings into tf2 so now I'm just screwing around on t2fort with them)#last two(? chapters ill be worth it dw (I hope)
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OBI-WAN KENOBI: PART VI dir. Deborah Chow | released June 22, 2022
#swedit#starwarsedit#star wars#kenobiedit#kenobi#kenobi series#kenobi show#obi wan kenobi#darth vader#userlumi#starwarsblr#*mine#*2024#*gifs#[anniversaries]#[layout]#3k#every time I see this scene it feels like an utter stab to the heart#how has it been two years already oml#I wanted to make this set last year but didn't get the time rip#the layout is the same as a mustafar duel set I made way back in 2020 hehe
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Arcane AU ...
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#artists on tumblr#arcane#art#ocs#marsilio#my two special interests together what could go wrong#my brain for example#you can see these redraws/studies are from last year by the time stamp and also the other style#i hadnt fallen in love with the pastel brush yet
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