#THE EMOTION HERE IS TANGIBLE
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valeriianz · 2 years ago
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oh my GOD??!
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Pardon this brief Dreamling interlude, but sometimes a fic puts expressions in my head & I simply must make a draw about it.
Bitchy Dream getting called out for bein bitchy over here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/42192858/chapters/105931974
by: @valeriianz
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underratedgrapeju1ce · 2 months ago
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i love how the game just doesnt address that all he wanted was to be accepted and appreciated for his one purpose and as soon as he got that he got brainwashed to be even more insatiable and then he fucking died why dont we talk about that actually
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xoxoemynn · 6 months ago
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It's Crying For No Discernible Reason Except For The Fact I Really Miss Our Flag Means Death And Still Can't Believe It Was Cancelled hours.
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lightbulb-warning · 5 months ago
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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently
#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case#like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring#this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world#the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect#and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring#i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it#ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc#but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other#so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason#this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling#i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3#maiora garrulates
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quietwingsinthesky · 8 months ago
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people are saying he « led her on » because he did. the fact that he kissed her in the first episode set the tone for the rest of the season and if you can’t perceive the flirting I’m sorry but how?? he didn’t make anything clear he sent the craziest mixed signals in the world. there’s nothing revolutionary about claiming that Martha was being pushy toward someone who was clearly not interested it’s 1) weird to claim in what it suggests about her 2) factually not true.
I wasn’t gonna respond to this at first because the top half of this ask is pretty much just individual interpretation and I don’t really care about it. Like, no, to me, the Doctor doesn’t seem especially flirty towards Martha. He’s just sort of Like That. That’s his damage, you know, Mr. I need to traumadump on anyone who tolerates being around me for more than five minutes. Mr. If I don’t develop an intensely codependent emotional bond with the companion I have currently I’ll die. It doesn’t read to me as him trying to lead her on because that bit’s honest, and he does it with damn near every companion he’s ever had.
And if nothing else, because we do see Ten when he tries to flirt intentionally and he’s a fuckin dork about it. Kind of guy who looked up romance in the dictionary and took notes. Kinda guy who draws diagrams to maximize kissing potential. It would have been obvious even to me (<- romance-blind as all fuck) if he was flirting with Martha on purpose because he’s not smooth at all; he flirts like he’s gotten lines in a play and he’s super excited to be the main star.
But anyway, as I was saying, that’s just how I see it. And if you see it different, no skin off my back, I just disagree.
But I take umbrage with you putting words in my mouth. I never said Martha was pushy towards him. Because yeah, she’s not. If I implied that she was, then it was a result of poor phrasing on my part. Martha’s not at fault for what she feels, for wanting there to come something of it. No more at fault than the Doctor is for not returning those feelings. It’s a bit weird that you’re assuming that I think one of them has to be the bad guy here when that was the opposite of what I was saying. My point was: When it comes to their romantic subtext of their relationship, it’s weird to pretend like either of them are to blame for them not being in a relationship at the end of s3, and even weirder to assert that as part of why Martha supposedly wouldn’t like the Doctor afterwards when they’re. friends. they continue to be friends into s4.
Martha’s not pushy. She has a crush on her friend. It happens. He doesn’t return it. This also happens. Both of these facts are pushed to the extreme because he’s a time-traveling alien with poor emotional skills and she’s put herself in the position of needing to help him from minute one of meeting each other. That’s why it’s fun to watch, because the Doctor is both so open and so unavailable in turns, because Martha’s feelings for him grow and change as she knows more about her Doctor until she decides to step back.
I don’t know, man. You seem to be coming at this as if one of them has to be The Problem™️. I don’t think either of them is, not so definitively. I think boiling their relationship down to that is reductive and an insult to the way they both grow over s3, to Martha’s choice to continue to be his friend while also establishing her own boundaries, to the fact that the Doctor is able to let her go without immediately trying to kill himself afterwards when she’s not there to catch him.
#the thing about the doctor is that if you want to tell me that he’s Extra Special Flirty With This Companion.#i dunno. feels like something that requires a lot of proof lmao. because the doctor is a freak who latches onto people like a barnacle and#gets way too invested way too quick and holds on like he’ll die if he even thinks of letting go. he’s just like that. he’s just like that.#he’s like that with rose he’s like that with martha he’s like that with donna amy clara bill!!!! these relationships are all different but#the common core is that the doctor is a freak! the doctor clings on too tight!!! the doctor will fuck you up he loves you so much!!!#idk! is it more leading on for the doctor to kiss martha to pull off a plan than it is for him to reshape amy’s life around him on accident#and then show up when she’s an adult to finally whisk her away. or to let clara do emotional infidelity with him for months while#insisting that he’s not her boyfriend. i don’t think ever he is. i think he’s just like gravity. mavity. you’re gonna orbit him because he’s#something cosmic and unknowable. and he’s also your best friend. he’s always too much and too tangible all at once.#am i making any sense here.#ask#martha jones#the doctor#tenth doctor#doctor who#idk man its like 7 in the morning where i am im not awake enough to talk martha/ten semantics. personally i think they should have made out#on screen even more without ever clarifying the nature of their relationship so that they had even weirder and more complicated feelings#about each other.
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paranoidkid · 19 days ago
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I am trying so so hard to think and do things but it’s become increasingly difficult for some reason! (I know the reason)
it just feels really really bad to not have a car. if I didn’t have an emotional attachment to my car I dont think I’d feel this awful, but it feels like I just Lost A Family Member (again) and it’s really making things hard to comprehend.
for reference. my car that I drove was my grandmother’s car first, she bought it and owned it. Recently (a couple years ago) I borrowed it to start driving places without using my parents car, and my grandpa just told me to keep the car (my grandma had really severe dementia and couldn’t drive much less leave the house). cut to November of 2024 and my grandmother dies. it’s very sad. on top of her passing, it feels like we’d been mourning her for years, because she was barely able to remember any of us and could not function on her own. [deaths 1 and 2]
The car was an extension of my grandma, to me, on some level. it was Her Car. so when we got the title transferred to me, that was already one step away from it no longer being Her Car. and I’ve been working so so hard to keep that car going for as long as possible; it had a lot of shit wrong with it but I was just glad that It Drove and Had Air Conditioning. bonus points to the speakers, I loved my car speakers. [death 3]
Cut to today, someone blows through a red light in front of me, trying to pass through an intersection, and totals my car. everything about the situation is cut and dry, I am not at fault and nobody is seriously injured. but my car is gone. [death 4]
I’ve spent the entire day having arguments with my manager and a very long panic attack and being at the ER because I panicked so bad I thought I had a concussion (I didn’t hit my head and I was just extremely disoriented). I’ve forgotten how easy it is for me to have a severe response to something that wasn’t “that bad” all things considered. my life has not changed significantly, I am not injured, I got all of my things, my car is totaled, my grandma is dead. I’m really having rough time today.
#autism object connection + OCD item issues + PTSD from various other things 3x combo#I dont even care that much about the car being totaled it’s just that it was My Grandma’s Car#and my last tangible mental connection to her besides some trinkets#and it’s awful to feel this emotional about a car but . Augh#and I can’t even get into the ocd issues of my brain going ‘well you were pribeledged enough to have a car in the first place!’#‘the way you got the car was very lucky and you should be glad you had one at all!’#‘your partner has a car that’s completely drivable what’s the big deal?’#the deal is that I’m sad!!! and I miss my grandma!!!#and things keep happening one after the other and my fucking dissociative disorder makes it so that I forget how time works and forget -#-regular things#so my sense of time is FUCKED#I said ‘my grandma died last month’ to the nurse because I forgot it was January. It feels like it was yesterday#and my schedule keeps getting fucked up because of huge life events so of COURSE I’m having autism issues#and my brain is focusing on little things to get stuck on because the explanation of#‘it happened because someone ran a red light. open and shut case’#is not Good Enough for me. for my head. for my ocd. So I’m stuck here ruminating#why did I wear my new socks if I was just going to crash my car? why did I wear a shirt I wanted to use as a conversation piece if-#-I was just going to crash my car?#why did I leave the house on time to make it to work if I was just going to crash my car?#and this is all just Today things I can’t even begin to go into the rest of it#all of the shitty deaths that have been happening around me are making me so depressed and scaring the shit out of my ocd#everything is so#much.#And now I’m going to be anxious about being in the car again for a while. fuck it all#.txt#logbook#sorry this is a big wall of words I’m going crazy
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hneycmb · 1 day ago
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I need people to stop thinking of robots and AI in their current states of advancement as conscious beings. It's a weird amount of anthropomorphization that really misses the mark on what the concerns surrounding these things should be. When you start talking about AI and robots as anything but tools, you begin to view robots and AI themselves as the problem instead of the people in charge of them and what they're being used for. It also makes you sound like a luddite who thinks the voice in their smartphone is Literally The Devil.
#your concerns first and foremost should be tangible things like workers rights. not some wishy washy Pure Human Spirit shit#like can we focus on things that can actually be fixed instead of your own personal beef with Soulless Robots(tm)#also it leads to an extremely annoying amount of scaremongering#'omg guys look 😱😱😱 this ai said it wants to take over the world 😱😱😱' it is a generative text model.#you literally told it to say that. chatgpt is not planning world domination just because you asked it to tell you abt world domination.#it is physically incapable of thinking in the way that we think. it does not have emotions either.#i know ppl are allergic to nuance abt ai on here but yknow. shouting into the void#if ur boss is trying to replace you with ai perhaps the problem is with ur boss and not with ai#because if ai didn't exist and some cheaper easier alternative to hiring employees at a full wage & benefits popped up--#--ur boss would be all over that alternative too. bc it is literally just smth to hold over ur heads to stop u from asking for better pay#or better conditions/benefits/hours/etc.#idk im rambling but my point is that ur boss will always find a boogeyman to scare you into settling for less. its not new or unique to ai#ergo... perhaps ai itself is not the issue here and we should focus less energy at ai itself and more energy at the people wielding it--#--against workers.#please please pleaseeeeeee use ur critical thinking skills im beggingggggggggg dont be stupid about this#talking
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hickeygender · 2 months ago
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getting into relatively chill new fandoms and seeing the associated minor disagreements and threads of discourse as a newcomer after being immersed in several huge, conflict-inclined fandoms for years makes me feel like a jaded veteran deployed to a new front who just doesn't care about the threat of getting shot anymore. someone in the future could go ahead and block me, vaguepost, hell, they could even send me a passive aggressive ask or put me on blast in the reblogs.
i've been told to kill myself over saying i unfollowed someone for writing a ship that i hated, i've had arguments with evangelical christians multiple times that caused prompted breakdowns, i've seen accusations of fictional genocide endorsement more times than i can remember, i've been one of like 20+ people targeted by a person using sockpuppet accounts for years at random because i reblogged some posts about their notp, i've read multiple fics depicting eugenics against psychotic people and vicious ableism in a positive light, and i had to witness people accusing baby yoda of frog infanticide.
lowkey passive aggressive vagueposts about the morality of certain characters or the ethics of survival cannibalism is genuinely a breath of fresh air to the stinking rot of the trenches and i'm dead serious.
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smile-files · 5 months ago
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friends, followers, and fellow freaks... should i share my soul-bearing album with my high school compsci teacher, whom i have a frankly ludicrous parent-child parasocial relationship with? or should i pretend to be sane? (genuine question, but i admit it's also very funny)
here is it again by the way :) for some reason i couldn't figure out how to link directly to the playlist before... but now i can! yay
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priestfrommidnightmass · 1 year ago
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i’ve had this crazy emotional growth spurt lately out of nowhere where. i’ve been able to get past and make peace these traits of myself that i thought were permanent and unfixable and it’s just been so crazy. i feel like an entirely new person and honestly? for the first time in a very long time (maybe my entire life honestly) i feel. happy with myself i feel like i’m finally unlocking the version of myself i’m meant to be and Want to be
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patchwork-crow-writes · 7 months ago
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74 - Calm Before The Storm
The first time you touched me... oh, I remember it well.
Your fingers running rivulets of golden thread across my starving skin, whispering tendrils snaking through virginal fur, imparting the tenderest of agonies like the kiss of a knife-tip... oh, how my delicate frame quakes at the memory, trembling thunder-struck at this merest morsel of heavenly manna!
Could you hear it? My aching hands calling for you from across time and space, from deepest darkness to brightest light? And could you feel it too? The hunger, roiling and gnawing at my heart, that craved a blessing it had never fully known? My kingdom, my destiny... I would have cast it all aside in a heartbeat just to fall into you, to consume and be consumed in a primordial rhapsody more profound than any prophecy...!
Even now, caught here in your cataclysmic orbit, a fulgurous frenzy flickers across my fur when your eyes bore into me, my wheedling neediness laid bare before you. Oh cruel sun, that you should spurn me so! Parched lips recite prayer after prayer, dry breath bated for the promised rain... such exquisite angst courses through me as I stand in awe of the reckoning you shall bestow!
Come, oh storm, come! Whip up my fur with your tempestuous hands, lash at my searing skin with a downpour of kisses! Wrench the breath from my throat and the heart from my chest, break me upon the rocks and drag me down to rack and ruin! Thunder and lightning, sunder my crown from me, bring me to my knees! Devour me so utterly that I may never again thirst for thee!
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The Dark Menagerie No. 74
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catboyrightsdefender · 2 years ago
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no but fr the scene where bunny is on stephen in eloisa's bed and their noses are touching absolutely DEVASTATED me for some reason thats where things started to go south i started to cry fr. i couldnt bear the intimacy
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ladymortimer · 10 months ago
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Finished my Bojack rewatch and everything is worse now
#literally 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#the way i immediately turned off my tv and sobbed so loud by god this show....#like it is so satisfying but its also just incredibly sad that its over.... like this is it.#i love these characters soooooooo much ngllllll#worst thing is literally i have none of my friends who watched the show so now im sitting here like 😭#like only my bf watched the show 🤔 that's why hes my bf#my one friend asked me if it was pretentious and like i couldnt answer decent at the time but i just said no#bc its just so hoooonest and like it puts these hard emotions into words into smth tangible#like the show hits so hard when it needs to its literally one of the most depressing shows i watched#but also very hopeful#like im glad its not bleak like i rmr watching the view from halfway down for the first time and i was shocked thinking it was the actual#end but no haha they got me#i just grrrr hghhg love how every character got what they needed and became the best version of themself#and having clear defined borders and knowing how to properly take distance from someone who actively hurt u#and also i just wonder how tf they even began to write this like there's such a clear understanding and definition of these characters#yet the story progresses organically... like it just feels right when certain things are happening and hnmngh#i cant put in words how much i love this show i think its just a masterpiece#but its deffo not for everyone i have a hard time recommending this to people i think they get put off by the show#but by god... if u can take the emotional damage u oughta watch it
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bookished · 1 year ago
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HOW TO GIVE PERSONALITY TO A CHARACTER
Giving personality to a character is an essential part of character development in storytelling, whether you're writing a novel, screenplay, or creating a character for a role-playing game. Here are some steps and considerations to help you give personality to your character:
Understand Their Backstory:
Start by creating a detailed backstory for your character. Where were they born? What were their childhood experiences like? What significant events have shaped their life? Understanding their past can help you determine their motivations, fears, and desires.
2. Define Their Goals and Motivations:
Characters often become more interesting when they have clear goals and motivations. What does your character want? It could be something tangible like a job or a romantic relationship, or it could be an abstract desire like happiness or freedom.
3. Determine Their Strengths and Weaknesses:
No one is perfect, and characters should reflect this. Identify your character's strengths and weaknesses. This can include physical abilities, intellectual skills, and personality traits. Flaws can make characters relatable and three-dimensional.
4. Consider Their Personality Traits:
Think about your character's personality traits. Are they introverted or extroverted? Shy or outgoing? Kind or selfish? Create a list of traits that describe their character. You can use personality frameworks like the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator or the Big Five Personality Traits as a starting point.
5. Give Them Quirks and Habits:
Quirks and habits can make a character memorable. Do they have a specific way of speaking, a unique fashion style, or an unusual hobby? These details can help bring your character to life.
6. Explore Their Relationships:
Characters don't exist in isolation. Consider how your character interacts with others. What are their relationships like with family, friends, and enemies? These relationships can reveal a lot about their personality.
7. Show, Don't Tell:
Instead of explicitly telling the audience about your character's personality, show it through their actions, dialogue, and decisions. Let the reader or viewer infer their traits based on their behavior.
8. Create Internal Conflict:
Characters with internal conflicts are often more engaging. What inner struggles does your character face? These can be related to their goals, values, or past experiences.
9. Use Character Arcs:
Consider how your character will change or grow throughout the story. Character development is often about how a character evolves in response to the events and challenges they face.
10. Seek Inspiration:
Draw inspiration from real people, other fictional characters, or even historical figures. Study how people with similar traits and backgrounds behave to inform your character's actions and reactions.
11. Write Dialogue and Inner Monologues:
Writing dialogue and inner monologues from your character's perspective can help you get inside their head and understand their thought processes and emotions.
12. Consider the Setting:
The setting of your story can influence your character's personality. For example, a character who grows up in a war-torn environment may have a different personality than one raised in a peaceful, affluent society.
13. Revise and Refine:
Don't be afraid to revise and refine your character as you write and develop your story. Characters can evolve and change as the narrative unfolds.
Remember that well-developed characters are dynamic and multi-faceted. They should feel like real people with strengths, weaknesses, and complexities. As you write and develop your character, put yourself in their shoes and think about how they would react to various situations. This will help you create a compelling and believable personality for your character.
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esotericalchemist · 3 months ago
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𝐓𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐮𝐬 + 𝐕𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬
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Taurus energy brings stability, sensuality, and a deep appreciation for the material and the tangible, guided by Venus’s influence. Unlike other signs that push us outward, Taurus in each House encourages us to root deeply and build steadily. By exploring its rulership across the Houses, we uncover how this grounded energy impacts various aspects of life. This journey reveals the unique ways Taurus inspires us to seek comfort, foster loyalty, and cultivate resources, guiding us to create a life that embodies security, beauty, and enduring value.
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𝐀𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠
For Aries rising, Taurus presides over the 2nd house of wealth, speech, values, and familial bonds. With Taurus here, there is an earthy, steady approach to the material and familial realms. Taurus imbues this house with patience, a desire for security, and an instinct for preservation. Aries rising individuals feel a natural pull toward building long-lasting stability and cultivating a solid foundation in their resources and family relationships. Taurus in the 2nd house seeks not just material wealth, but value that endures. There is an inclination to gather resources in a way that fosters comfort and inner peace, aligning with Taurus’ gentle yet unwavering nature.
Venus through the Houses
Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 2nd-house Taurean energy directly into the self, giving the native a graceful, magnetic presence. The individual embodies the qualities of harmony and groundedness, valuing personal refinement and balance in all things. Their approach to resources and speech is gentle, with a natural gift for diplomacy.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in its own 2nd house intensifies the Taurean energy, enhancing the native’s desire for beauty, comfort, and stable wealth. They possess a refined approach to earning and may be drawn to artistic or aesthetic pursuits. With this placement, the individual has a special ability to attract wealth and harmony into their family life.
Venus in the 3rd House: Venus directs the 2nd-house Taurean energy into communication and daily interactions. The native’s speech is charming and persuasive, often promoting peace and harmony. This placement encourages the sharing of refined ideas, with a love for expressing beauty in words and gestures.
Venus in the 4th House: In the 4th house, Venus channels the 2nd-house energy into the home and emotional foundation. The native seeks a beautiful and harmonious home, where peace and stability reign. They may feel deeply rooted in family values, finding comfort in traditions that bring a sense of timeless security.
Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house brings the Taurean energy of the 2nd house into creativity, romance, and learning. The native expresses themselves artistically and may pursue romantic relationships that embody stability and devotion. This placement fosters love for the arts, with an eye for elegance and beauty.
Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 2nd-house energy into service and daily work. The native may seek comfort in routine and find pleasure in creating harmony within their work environment. There’s an emphasis on serving others with grace, and they may work in fields connected to beauty, health, or aesthetics.
Venus in the 7th House: With Venus in the 7th, the 2nd-house Taurean energy channels into partnerships. The native values loyalty and stability in relationships, often drawn to peaceful and committed unions. Harmony in relationships becomes an extension of their personal values, fostering enduring bonds.
Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th house brings the 2nd-house energy of Taurus into the realm of transformation, shared resources, and depth. The native approaches shared finances and intimate connections with loyalty and a need for stability. They are drawn to soulful bonds that provide a deep sense of security.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 2nd-house energy into philosophy, higher learning, and spiritual beliefs. The native seeks wisdom and beauty in knowledge, often valuing teachings that bring inner peace and groundedness. They may travel or study to broaden their understanding of security beyond the material.
Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the 2nd-house energy toward career and public life. The native has a natural charm in the professional sphere, often pursuing career paths that bring stability and align with their values. Success is grounded in a steady approach and an appreciation for balance in public roles.
Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th house brings the 2nd-house energy into social networks and aspirations. The native values friendships that are loyal and supportive, often surrounding themselves with people who share their appreciation for stability. Their ambitions are fueled by a love for beauty and harmony within groups.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the native’s approach to wealth and values takes on a spiritual dimension. They may find peace in solitude or be drawn to artistic and healing practices that help them transcend material attachments. This placement encourages inner fulfillment beyond worldly comforts.
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𝐓𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐮𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠
For Taurus rising, Taurus governs the 1st house, or lagna, which signifies the self, body, and natural approach to life. With Taurus here, the soul embodies an earthy, grounded essence, seeking stability, beauty, and comfort as foundational elements of self-expression. Taurus rising individuals have an inherent patience and calm, often taking a methodical, step-by-step approach to life’s pursuits. With Taurus’ energy in the 1st house, these natives radiate an aura of steadiness and reliability, exuding a quiet yet powerful presence. Life’s journey for Taurus rising is about cultivating a strong inner foundation and valuing simplicity, grace, and harmony in all things.
Venus through the Houses:
Venus in the 1st House: With Venus in the 1st house, the Taurean energy of beauty, grace, and balance is strongly expressed in the self. The native is naturally charming, graceful, and possesses an attractive presence. Their approach to life is harmonious, with a focus on aesthetics and cultivating a balanced, peaceful aura.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house amplifies Taurus rising’s connection to wealth, values, and security. The native is deeply attuned to material stability and values the beauty of well-earned resources. Their approach to finances is often steady, practical, and guided by an appreciation for lasting quality.
Venus in the 3rd House: Venus directs the 1st-house Taurean energy into communication, learning, and close relationships. The native expresses themselves charmingly and finds pleasure in intellectual pursuits. Their communication style is gentle and persuasive, often guided by a love for harmony and connection.
Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the Taurean energy into the home and emotional foundation. The native seeks a beautiful, comfortable home environment that reflects peace and stability. There is a strong attachment to family traditions and values, as well as a nurturing approach to loved ones.
Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th channels the 1st-house Taurean energy into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native enjoys artistic pursuits, often expressing their appreciation for beauty through hobbies or romance. This placement enhances creativity and a love for personal expression.
Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th house directs the Taurean energy into service, health, and daily routines. The native brings a sense of harmony and balance to work and may be drawn to careers in beauty, health, or service. They value a peaceful environment and tend to work steadily toward goals.
Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean energy of stability and commitment into relationships. The native seeks balanced, harmonious partnerships and may attract loyal, dependable partners. This placement enhances the desire for peace and lasting connection in both personal and professional partnerships.
Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in the 8th, the Taurean energy flows into transformation, shared resources, and the deeper mysteries of life. The native approaches joint finances or intimate connections with steadiness and loyalty. They may be drawn to explore the hidden dimensions of life, guided by an appreciation for deep, soulful bonds.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 1st-house Taurean energy into philosophy, travel, and spiritual beliefs. The native values wisdom and beauty within cultural experiences, often drawn to places and teachings that provide a sense of inner peace. This placement enhances the desire for balance between the material and the spiritual.
Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the Taurean energy of stability and grace into career and public life. The native’s professional approach is patient, grounded, and often focused on creating beauty or stability within their field. They may gain respect for their balanced, dependable nature in the workplace.
Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th house brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and harmony into friendships and aspirations. The native values relationships within social groups, often preferring stable, supportive connections. They may pursue goals that align with their appreciation for peace and harmony in society.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the Taurean energy takes on a more spiritual tone, guiding the native toward inner beauty and solitude. They may seek peace and fulfillment through introspective or creative pursuits. This placement encourages letting go of material attachments and finding beauty within.
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𝐆𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠
For Gemini rising, Taurus governs the 12th house, the house of solitude, spiritual surrender, hidden realms, and liberation (moksha). With Taurus in this introspective house, Gemini natives often seek peace, beauty, and comfort in solitude or quiet retreats. This placement suggests that Gemini rising individuals find inner grounding and emotional release through simple, steady pleasures, as well as through spiritual practices that cultivate peace. Taurus here brings a sense of stability to the native’s hidden life, inviting them to balance Gemini’s active mind with Taurus' calm, grounding energy. The soul is drawn to appreciate life’s quiet beauty and to explore its more spiritual or mystical dimensions in a practical, grounded way.
Venus through the Houses:
Venus in the 1st House: With Venus in the 1st house, the 12th-house Taurean energy of solitude and beauty flows directly into the self. The native has a graceful, calming presence and may seek a life that balances outward activity with time for reflection. Their approach to life blends Gemini’s curiosity with Taurus’ love for peace.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 12th-house Taurean energy toward wealth and values. The native may seek financial security not only for comfort but also to support spiritual or personal retreats. They value simplicity and find joy in balancing material comforts with inner peace.
Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 12th-house energy of peace and beauty into communication and learning. The native often expresses themselves gently, and may have a talent for conveying complex spiritual or emotional ideas. They find comfort in intellectual pursuits that offer depth and tranquility.
Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the 12th-house Taurean energy into the home and family life. The native seeks a peaceful, stable home environment, where they can retreat and recharge. There may be a strong spiritual or creative quality to the home, serving as a personal sanctuary.
Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 12th-house energy into creativity, romance, and learning. The native may express their spirituality through the arts or creative pursuits and is drawn to romantic experiences that offer depth and meaning. Balance is found in relationships that provide both passion and serenity.
Venus in the 6th House: Venus directs the 12th-house energy of peace into service, health, and daily routines. The native brings a sense of calm and grace to their work and may seek professions that allow them to serve others in a nurturing or healing capacity. Balance in work routines is essential for well-being.
Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and comfort from the 12th house into partnerships. The native may seek soulful or spiritually inclined partners and values relationships that feel grounding and supportive. They are drawn to partnerships that offer inner peace and mutual support.
Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in the 8th, the Taurean 12th-house energy moves into transformation and shared resources. The native approaches matters of intimacy with depth and values relationships that provide emotional security and profound connection. Spiritual growth is found through transformative experiences and close bonds.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 12th-house energy into philosophy, travel, and higher knowledge. The native may be drawn to study mystical or spiritual teachings that bring peace and grounding. Travel to beautiful or sacred places brings fulfillment and expands their understanding of inner liberation.
Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the 12th-house energy toward career and public roles. The native may be drawn to a career in spirituality, healing, or creative arts, valuing work that brings beauty and peace to others. They are often respected for their gentle approach and steady, compassionate nature in professional roles.
Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the Taurean energy of inner peace into friendships and collective aspirations. The native finds joy in community work or spiritual groups, often drawn to causes that promote harmony. They may seek like-minded friends who appreciate simplicity and spiritual pursuits.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in its own 12th house, the Taurean qualities of peace, beauty, and inner comfort reach their highest expression in solitude and spiritual surrender. The native may find deep contentment in creative solitude, meditation, or spiritual retreats. Here, Venus guides them toward inner peace, helping them release material attachments and cultivate true liberation.
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𝐂𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠
For Cancer rising, Taurus governs the 11th house, the house of friendships, long-term goals, aspirations, and the communities they associate with. With Taurus here, Cancer rising individuals approach friendships and social circles with loyalty, stability, and an emphasis on trust and reliability. They are drawn to friendships that feel enduring and supportive, and they value communities where they can feel a sense of grounding and mutual respect. Taurus brings a nurturing, earthy energy to the native’s long-term goals, infusing aspirations with a desire for security, abundance, and shared enjoyment. Cancer rising individuals find fulfillment in social bonds that offer peace and simplicity, as Taurus in the 11th house favors deep, stable connections over superficial ties.
Venus through the Houses:
Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 11th-house Taurean energy of loyalty and comfort into the self, enhancing the native’s gentle, harmonious presence. They are naturally friendly, approachable, and may attract loyal friends. Their approach to social connections is sincere, valuing stability and warmth in friendships.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house amplifies Cancer rising’s connection to wealth and values, bringing a desire to support their aspirations through financial stability. The native may find joy in building resources that help them achieve long-term goals, often focusing on building a secure foundation with friends or family.
Venus in the 3rd House: Venus directs the 11th-house energy of Taurus into communication and close relationships. The native may be naturally gifted at bringing people together and enjoys sharing meaningful ideas with friends and siblings. Their interactions with others are grounded, and they seek social connections that are genuine and steady.
Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the 11th-house Taurean energy of comfort into the home and family life. The native may find that socializing and hosting friends brings joy and fulfillment. Their home is often a place of gathering, where they offer warmth, stability, and comfort to close friends and family alike.
Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 11th-house energy into creativity, romance, and personal expression. The native is drawn to friendships with creative or artistic individuals and may have a natural talent for blending social and creative pursuits. They enjoy sharing beauty and inspiration with their community.
Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 11th-house energy toward service, health, and daily responsibilities. The native may form close bonds with colleagues or those they serve, often seeking harmony and cooperation in the workplace. They value routines that support both their goals and well-being.
Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and stability from the 11th house into partnerships. The native may be drawn to partners who are also close friends or who share in their long-term goals and aspirations. Relationships are grounded in mutual respect and a shared sense of purpose.
Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in the 8th, the 11th-house Taurean energy of loyalty and depth flows into the realm of transformation and shared resources. The native may have deep, transformative friendships or find that their social circles involve shared financial ventures. They are drawn to connections with profound emotional depth.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 11th-house energy into philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may form connections with people from different backgrounds, expanding their horizons. They are drawn to friendships and communities that share their ideals and aspirations for a meaningful, fulfilling life.
Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th house directs the 11th-house Taurean energy toward career and public life. The native may pursue social goals that align with their career or find fulfillment through networking in professional spheres. They are respected in social circles for their steady, grounded approach to aspirations.
Venus in the 11th House: With Venus in its own 11th house, the native is particularly attuned to building meaningful friendships and aligning social connections with their long-term goals. They value loyal, stable friendships and may attract supportive, like-minded individuals. Aspirations are pursued with beauty, peace, and community in mind.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the Taurean energy of the 11th house takes on a more introspective, spiritual quality. The native may find themselves drawn to quiet, spiritual communities or experience fulfillment in serving others behind the scenes. Friendships provide peace and often support their journey toward inner growth and liberation.
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𝐋𝐞𝐨 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠
For Leo rising, Taurus governs the 10th house, the house of career, reputation, status, and public duties. With Taurus here, Leo rising individuals bring a grounded, stable, and methodical approach to their career and public roles. Taurus' energy in the 10th house suggests that these natives value consistency, reliability, and beauty in their work, often aiming to build something long-lasting and meaningful. There is a natural affinity for roles that offer security and allow them to showcase a refined aesthetic or practical skill. With Taurus in the 10th, Leo rising individuals are likely to pursue a path that aligns with their values, appreciating a slow and steady rise to success that honors their sense of integrity and beauty. They approach their career and public life with patience and a commitment to quality.
Venus through the Houses:
Venus in the 1st House: With Venus in the 1st house, the Taurean energy of stability and refinement is brought directly into the self. The native carries an aura of grace and charm that influences their career and public life, often presenting themselves in a calm, attractive manner. Their personal charisma is key to their public success.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 10th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native may be drawn to careers that allow them to accumulate wealth or preserve family traditions. They find public success through a steady, value-driven approach to finances and resources.
Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 10th-house Taurean energy of stability and beauty into communication and intellectual pursuits. The native may find success in careers involving writing, teaching, or media, where they express ideas harmoniously. Their speech and communication style are refined, helping them gain respect in their field.
Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the 10th-house energy into the home and family. The native often seeks a career that allows them to maintain a stable, beautiful home life. They may find success in areas related to real estate, home decor, or nurturing roles, creating a harmonious balance between public and private life.
Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th channels the 10th-house energy into creativity, romance, and expression. The native is likely drawn to creative or artistic professions and finds joy in showcasing beauty and refinement in their work. This placement encourages public roles that allow for creative self-expression and joy.
Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th house directs the 10th-house energy toward service, health, and daily work. The native may find a career in service-oriented fields or health and wellness, where they bring harmony and balance to their work. They are respected for their dedication and commitment to creating beauty in daily routines.
Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean energy of stability and beauty into partnerships. The native may seek a partner who supports their public goals or even shares their professional life. Success often comes through harmonious collaborations, and they are drawn to public roles that allow them to foster relationships.
Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in the 8th, the 10th-house energy flows into transformation and shared resources. The native may be drawn to careers involving finance, psychology, or metaphysics, where they can explore depth and transformation. They are seen as powerful yet graceful in public, balancing intensity with calm.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 10th-house energy into philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may seek a career in education, publishing, or travel, finding fulfillment in sharing beauty and wisdom. They bring a calm, inspiring presence to public roles that allow them to explore larger truths.
Venus in the 10th House: With Venus in its own 10th house, the Taurean energy of beauty, stability, and refinement reaches its peak expression in career and public life. The native is often admired for their poise, charm, and sense of harmony, achieving success in fields related to art, aesthetics, finance, or any area that values quality and beauty.
Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 10th-house Taurean energy of harmony and stability into social networks and collective goals. The native finds success through friendships and community work, often drawn to causes that promote beauty or harmony. They gain fulfillment from social networks that support their aspirations.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the native’s career and public life take on a more introspective or spiritual dimension. They may be drawn to work in healing, the arts, or spirituality, where they find peace in creating beauty and supporting others behind the scenes. This placement often encourages inner growth through selfless service.
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𝐕𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐨 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠
For Virgo rising, Taurus governs the 9th house, the house of higher learning, philosophy, spirituality, and journeys of discovery. With Taurus here, Virgo rising individuals pursue wisdom and spiritual understanding in a calm, stable, and practical way. Taurus in the 9th brings an appreciation for the beauty of knowledge, guiding them toward philosophies that resonate with harmony, balance, and enduring values. These individuals are likely drawn to teachings that are both enriching and grounded in practical wisdom. The influence of Taurus in this house suggests that Virgo rising natives view spirituality as a source of inner peace and seek experiences that bring stability to their lives. They are often inclined toward meaningful travel or cultural experiences that align with their deep appreciation for art, culture, or nature.
Venus through the Houses:
Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the Taurean energy of beauty, grace, and calmness directly into the self. The native embodies a peaceful presence and may be admired for their natural charm and grounded wisdom. Their approach to spirituality is both personal and practical, and they often radiate harmony.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house channels the 9th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native seeks financial stability as part of their path to higher knowledge, often finding fulfillment in traditions or practices that honor their values. They may see material security as a foundation for pursuing spiritual growth.
Venus in the 3rd House: Venus in the 3rd brings the 9th-house energy of philosophy and beauty into communication and intellectual pursuits. The native enjoys sharing insights and may be drawn to artistic or literary work that expresses their beliefs. Their words are grounded and refined, making them natural teachers or communicators of wisdom.
Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th directs the Taurean energy of the 9th house into home and family. The native’s home may be a place of spiritual or cultural richness, and they may cultivate family traditions based on beauty, peace, and harmony. Their home is a sanctuary of comfort and wisdom.
Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house brings the 9th-house energy into creativity, romance, and personal expression. The native may find joy in creative or romantic pursuits that reflect their spiritual beliefs. They may express their spirituality through art, finding beauty and truth in self-expression.
Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 9th-house energy toward service, health, and daily routines. The native finds spirituality through service to others, often valuing simplicity and beauty in daily life. They may be drawn to health professions that allow them to harmonize body and spirit.
Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and harmony from the 9th house into partnerships. The native is drawn to partners who share their values and ideals, seeking relationships that reflect their spiritual or philosophical beliefs. They value harmonious, balanced partnerships.
Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in the 8th, the 9th-house Taurean energy flows into transformation and shared resources. The native finds depth and spiritual understanding through transformative experiences and close connections. They are drawn to the mysteries of life, approaching them with calm curiosity and appreciation for beauty.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus in its own 9th house amplifies the native’s appreciation for beauty, culture, and philosophy. They are naturally inclined toward spiritual pursuits that bring peace and harmony, and they may be drawn to travel or study in places of cultural or natural beauty. Their beliefs are grounded, balancing idealism with practicality.
Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th house directs the Taurean energy of the 9th house into career and public life. The native may find a career in teaching, art, or cultural fields, where they can share their love of beauty and wisdom with others. They are admired for their calm authority and may rise to respected positions.
Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 9th-house Taurean energy of harmony and peace into social networks and collective goals. The native values friendships and social causes that align with their beliefs, often drawn to groups that promote beauty, balance, or spiritual growth.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 9th-house Taurean energy takes on a more introspective, spiritual quality. The native finds peace in solitude, spiritual retreats, or quiet study. They are often drawn to mystical pursuits that help them connect with their inner world and discover beauty in the unseen.
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𝐋𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠
For Libra rising, Taurus governs the 8th house, the house of transformation, shared resources, life’s mysteries, and spiritual depth. With Taurus here, Libra rising individuals approach transformation and the unknown with patience, groundedness, and a desire for security. Taurus in the 8th house reflects a journey of stability through change, where these individuals seek to create a sense of comfort and beauty even in the most transformative or challenging aspects of life. They tend to value deep, enduring bonds and prefer intimacy that is stable and trustworthy. The energy of Taurus in this house encourages Libra rising natives to uncover inner strength through grounding practices and to find beauty within life’s hidden layers, approaching the mysteries of life with respect and care.
Venus through the Houses:
Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 8th-house Taurean energy of depth and beauty directly into the self. The native has an aura of grace and mystery, often captivating others with a refined yet soulful presence. They approach life and relationships with both harmony and a deep appreciation for authenticity.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house channels the 8th-house Taurean energy into wealth, values, and self-worth. The native may attract shared resources or support, valuing financial stability as a foundation for deeper transformation. They are drawn to secure, enduring values, blending material and emotional stability.
Venus in the 3rd House: Venus in the 3rd brings the 8th-house energy into communication and close relationships. The native may communicate with warmth and depth, often drawn to explore meaningful or hidden topics. They value open, honest conversations and are naturally skilled at expressing complex emotions with grace.
Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the Taurean energy of the 8th house into the home and emotional foundation. The native seeks a stable, comforting home life that allows them to process deep emotions. They may create a home environment that feels like a sanctuary, valuing privacy and emotional security.
Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 8th-house energy of transformation into creativity, romance, and learning. The native expresses themselves artistically with depth, perhaps exploring themes of rebirth or transformation. Romantic relationships may be intense and passionate, often teaching them about self-discovery.
Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 8th-house energy toward service, health, and daily routines. The native may find fulfillment in helping others through difficult times or in careers related to healing or psychology. They are drawn to service that brings beauty and transformation to others’ lives.
Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and depth from the 8th house into partnerships. The native seeks intense, deeply fulfilling relationships and values commitment in partnerships. They are drawn to partners who are both dependable and willing to explore life’s mysteries together.
Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in its own 8th house, the Taurean energy is magnified in matters of transformation, intimacy, and shared resources. The native is drawn to explore the depths of human connection, finding beauty in vulnerability and intimacy. They may possess an intuitive understanding of the transformative power of love and loyalty.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 8th-house energy into philosophy, travel, and spiritual beliefs. The native may explore the mysteries of life through travel or spiritual studies, seeking depth and beauty in different cultures or philosophies. They are drawn to teachings that offer profound insights and inner peace.
Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th house directs the 8th-house energy toward career and public life. The native may be drawn to careers that involve transformation, beauty, or support for others’ growth, such as psychology, finance, or art. They are respected for their ability to handle complex situations with grace and calm.
Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 8th-house energy into social networks and group causes. The native values friendships that offer depth and loyalty and may be drawn to social causes related to transformation or healing. They find fulfillment in communities that support emotional growth and mutual care.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 8th-house energy of transformation takes on a spiritual, introspective quality. The native may seek inner peace through solitude, meditation, or spiritual practices. They find beauty in the unseen and are often drawn to mystical or healing work that fosters inner transformation.
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𝐒𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐢𝐨 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠
For Scorpio rising, Taurus governs the 7th house, the house of committed partnerships, marriage, and significant one-on-one relationships. With Taurus here, Scorpio rising individuals are drawn to partnerships that offer stability, loyalty, and a grounding influence. Taurus in the 7th house brings a desire for deep, lasting bonds, valuing relationships that are both comforting and enduring. Scorpio risings seek partners who provide balance to their own intensity, someone who brings calm, consistency, and a sense of security. They are drawn to relationships that reflect the beauty of loyalty and devotion, where both individuals can find peace and mutual support. Taurus here encourages Scorpio risings to find harmony in commitment and to cultivate patience and appreciation within their partnerships.
Venus through the Houses:
Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 7th-house Taurean energy of harmony and loyalty directly into the self. The native has an attractive, calming presence, often naturally charming and approachable. They seek balance in all relationships and are drawn to partnerships that reflect their own inner values of loyalty and stability.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 7th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native values relationships that offer both emotional and material support, seeing partnerships as a source of shared stability. They are drawn to partners who bring reliability and share their appreciation for life’s comforts.
Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 7th-house Taurean energy into communication and intellect. The native enjoys engaging in thoughtful, meaningful conversations with their partner and values clear, honest communication in all relationships. They are likely to seek intellectual compatibility in partnerships.
Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the Taurean qualities of stability and harmony from the 7th house into the home. The native may seek to create a home that feels secure and loving, often sharing a close and supportive bond with their partner. Home life is valued as a place of peace and comfort.
Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 7th-house energy into romance, creativity, and joy. The native may express love and devotion openly, seeing romance as a natural extension of their values. They seek a partner who appreciates beauty, passion, and creative self-expression.
Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 7th-house energy toward service and daily routines. The native values partnerships that support their everyday life, and they may find fulfillment in being helpful to their partner. They are drawn to partners who are reliable, supportive, and willing to work together through life’s routines.
Venus in the 7th House: With Venus in its own 7th house, the Taurean energy of loyalty and harmony in relationships is deeply emphasized. The native is naturally relationship-focused, desiring partnerships that are deeply committed, steady, and nurturing. This placement brings a great capacity for love, patience, and dedication in relationships.
Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th brings the Taurean 7th-house energy into the realm of intimacy and shared resources. The native may seek transformative, soulful connections with partners and values emotional depth and loyalty. Relationships are seen as a path to inner growth and a source of shared strength.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 7th-house energy into philosophy, higher learning, and travel. The native may be drawn to partners who share similar beliefs or a love for exploration. They value relationships that expand their worldview, and are likely to seek a partner who shares an appreciation for life’s beauty and wisdom.
Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the 7th-house Taurean energy toward career and public life. The native may be drawn to professional partnerships or seek a partner who supports their career goals. They value stability in both career and relationships and are often respected for their loyal, steady presence in the public eye.
Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 7th-house energy into social networks and friendships. The native values friendships that feel loyal and supportive, often seeking friends who share their long-term goals. They may find a partner within their social circles, attracted to those who resonate with their ideals.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 7th-house Taurean energy turns inward, focusing on spiritual connections and inner peace. The native may be drawn to private or deeply spiritual partnerships, often finding fulfillment in relationships that offer emotional healing and soul-level support. They seek beauty in the unseen aspects of love and connection.
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𝐒𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠
For Sagittarius rising, Taurus governs the 6th house, the house of daily work, health, routines, and service. With Taurus here, Sagittarius rising individuals approach their work and routines with a sense of stability, practicality, and a desire for comfort. Taurus in the 6th suggests a preference for steady, well-organized routines and a practical approach to health. These natives find peace in simplicity and may be drawn to work environments that allow them to build something lasting or work with tangible results. They have a natural inclination toward service that feels meaningful and grounded, seeking balance between their adventurous nature and the calm, consistent approach that Taurus in the 6th house encourages.
Venus through the Houses:
Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the Taurean energy of comfort and steadiness directly into the self. The native has a calm and graceful presence and is often seen as approachable and kind. They naturally embody a balanced approach to life and are likely to bring a steady, charming energy into all their daily routines.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 6th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native values financial security and approaches work as a means to build stability. They may find that a steady income and secure resources are essential for their well-being, and they often work with a focus on accumulating lasting value.
Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 6th-house Taurean energy into communication and learning. The native may find pleasure in collaborative work or be naturally drawn to communicating in a refined, harmonious manner. They work well in environments where communication is valued and may enjoy expressing beauty or balance in their interactions.
Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the 6th-house Taurean energy into the home and family life. The native may prefer a home that feels like a sanctuary and may enjoy working from home or in environments that offer emotional comfort. Health and daily routines are strongly influenced by a desire for comfort and balance at home.
Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 6th-house energy into creativity, romance, and joy. The native may approach work with a creative flair or find fulfillment in work that allows self-expression. They seek a harmonious balance between work and pleasure, enjoying routines that allow time for both productivity and creative play.
Venus in the 6th House: With Venus in its own 6th house, the Taurean energy of comfort, stability, and beauty is deeply rooted in daily life. The native values harmony in the workplace and may be naturally drawn to roles that allow them to serve others with kindness. They prioritize a balanced approach to health, often preferring routines that bring calm and wellness.
Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the 6th-house Taurean energy into partnerships. The native may be drawn to collaborative work and is likely to form partnerships that bring balance to daily life. They may seek a partner who shares their values around health, service, and wellness, seeing relationships as a source of support and steadiness.
Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th house channels the 6th-house energy into transformation and shared resources. The native may be drawn to service that involves healing or transformation, such as psychology, counseling, or finance. They are comfortable with the deeper aspects of work and may find beauty in helping others navigate life’s complexities.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 6th-house Taurean energy into philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may find fulfillment in work that allows them to explore broader horizons or engage in philosophical pursuits. They enjoy work that is both meaningful and stable, and they may approach health and wellness as a spiritual practice.
Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th house directs the 6th-house energy of steadiness into career and public life. The native is often respected for their calm, grounded approach to work and may gravitate toward careers that offer stability. They value a public life that is steady and may be drawn to professions related to beauty, harmony, or wellness.
Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 6th-house energy into social networks and collective goals. The native may enjoy working within groups or communities, often valuing friendships that offer mutual support. They find fulfillment in service that benefits society and may be drawn to social causes related to wellness and balance.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 6th-house Taurean energy takes on a spiritual quality, guiding the native toward quiet or introspective service. They may be drawn to healing work or feel a pull toward professions that involve helping others in subtle ways. Solitude and inner peace are essential for their well-being.
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𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠
For Capricorn rising, Taurus governs the 5th house, the house of creativity, romance, self-expression, and joy. With Taurus here, Capricorn rising individuals approach love, creativity, and personal expression with patience, loyalty, and an appreciation for quality and beauty. Taurus in the 5th house brings a grounded and practical approach to creativity, encouraging Capricorn rising natives to create lasting, meaningful expressions rather than fleeting endeavors. These individuals seek stability and depth in romantic relationships, desiring bonds that feel secure and aligned with their values. Taurus in the 5th also gives Capricorn risings an appreciation for the arts, nature, and activities that bring calm and fulfillment.
Venus through the Houses:
Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 5th-house Taurean energy of beauty and stability directly into the self. The native has a refined, charming presence and naturally attracts others through a calm, grounded demeanor. They embody grace and are likely to express creativity and romance in a way that feels steady and sincere.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 5th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native finds joy in building material security and may be drawn to creative pursuits that generate financial stability. They have a refined approach to accumulating wealth and seek beauty and quality in all they value.
Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 5th-house Taurean energy into communication and learning. The native expresses themselves eloquently, with an appreciation for harmonious dialogue. They may enjoy creative writing or speaking, often sharing ideas with a sense of beauty and balance. This placement enhances romantic communication as well.
Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the 5th-house Taurean energy of stability and harmony into the home. The native may create a home environment that is comfortable, beautiful, and filled with love. Family traditions around beauty or creativity are likely to be cherished, and the home itself may be a space for creative expression.
Venus in the 5th House: With Venus in its own 5th house, the Taurean energy of beauty, romance, and creativity is fully expressed. The native is likely to be artistically inclined and finds deep fulfillment in love and self-expression. They approach romance with loyalty and have a natural ability to inspire others through their creative pursuits.
Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 5th-house energy toward work and service. The native may integrate creativity into their daily routines and seek balance in their work environment. They find pleasure in service and may choose professions that allow them to express beauty, harmony, or creativity in practical ways.
Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean 5th-house energy of romance and beauty into partnerships. The native is drawn to harmonious, balanced relationships and seeks a partner who shares their values. They appreciate loyalty and beauty in their partnerships, often blending friendship and romance in committed relationships.
Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th house channels the 5th-house Taurean energy into transformation and shared resources. The native may experience deep, transformative relationships and values a sense of loyalty and trust in love. They are drawn to the mysteries of life and may express creativity through exploring hidden or profound themes.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 5th-house energy into philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may find joy in exploring cultural beauty and art, often integrating creative expression with spiritual or philosophical pursuits. Romantic experiences may be enriched by shared beliefs and a love of exploration.
Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the 5th-house Taurean energy toward career and public life. The native may find fulfillment in a career that allows creative expression or brings beauty to the public eye. They are often respected for their refined taste and dedication to quality in their work.
Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 5th-house energy into social networks and collective goals. The native finds joy in connecting with like-minded people who share their values around creativity and beauty. Friendships may be harmonious and supportive, and they may enjoy participating in group activities that involve the arts.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 5th-house Taurean energy turns inward, focusing on creativity as a spiritual pursuit. The native may be drawn to solitary, introspective forms of expression, such as meditation or art therapy. They find peace and inspiration in quiet reflection and often value relationships that allow for deep emotional connection.
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For Aquarius rising, Taurus governs the 4th house, the house of home, family, emotional foundations, and inner peace. With Taurus here, Aquarius rising individuals are drawn to create a stable, peaceful, and harmonious home environment, seeking security and comfort in their personal lives. Taurus in the 4th house suggests that these natives find emotional grounding through routines, traditions, and creating a beautiful and serene living space. They have a deep need for a secure foundation, finding peace in consistency and in building something enduring within their family or home. With this placement, they may also have a natural affinity for the arts, nature, or hands-on activities that bring beauty into their personal lives, enhancing their sense of inner fulfillment.
Venus through the Houses:
Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the Taurean 4th-house energy of beauty, peace, and stability directly into the self. The native has a naturally calming, charming presence and may seek to embody grace and balance in all aspects of life. Their sense of self is rooted in creating peace and beauty, making them a comforting presence to others.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 4th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native values financial security as a foundation for emotional peace and is often drawn to building a stable home environment. They may seek to accumulate quality possessions and view wealth as essential for their inner well-being.
Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 4th-house energy of beauty and comfort into communication and learning. The native may enjoy connecting with siblings and close friends and values harmonious interactions. They often speak and express themselves in a gentle, comforting manner, creating a sense of warmth in their relationships.
Venus in the 4th House: With Venus in its own 4th house, the Taurean energy of beauty, stability, and harmony is deeply rooted in home and family life. The native likely creates a beautiful, peaceful home environment and may have a special connection to their family and roots. They find joy and fulfillment in cultivating an emotionally rich and stable personal sanctuary.
Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 4th-house energy into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may find emotional fulfillment through creative projects or romantic experiences. They approach love and creativity with depth, seeking joy that feels secure and lasting.
Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 4th-house energy into work, health, and daily routines. The native finds peace in their work environment, often choosing jobs that allow for balance and harmony. They value stability in daily routines and may find joy in nurturing themselves and others through practical acts of care.
Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and comfort from the 4th house into partnerships. The native seeks a partner who provides emotional stability and values a peaceful home life. They approach relationships with a sense of commitment and seek harmony and beauty within partnerships.
Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th brings the 4th-house Taurean energy into the realm of transformation and shared resources. The native may experience profound emotional bonds and values depth in relationships. They may also find comfort in exploring life’s mysteries with a trusted partner, seeking security in transformation.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 4th-house energy into philosophy, higher learning, and travel. The native may seek emotional fulfillment through spiritual or philosophical exploration and may create a home that reflects their beliefs and ideals. Travel to places of beauty or cultural richness may bring peace and joy.
Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the Taurean 4th-house energy toward career and public life. The native finds fulfillment in a career that allows them to create beauty or stability, and they are often respected for their calm, grounded approach to work. They may even work in fields related to home, aesthetics, or real estate.
Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 4th-house energy into social networks and community goals. The native values friendships that offer stability and support and is drawn to social circles that feel like family. They seek harmony in group settings and may work toward goals that bring comfort to their wider community.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 4th-house Taurean energy takes on a more introspective, spiritual dimension. The native may find peace in solitude or through spiritual practices. They are drawn to creating a sanctuary of inner peace and may seek a home life that allows for quiet reflection and healing.
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For Pisces rising, Taurus governs the 3rd house, the house of communication, intellect, siblings, short travel, and skills. With Taurus here, Pisces rising individuals communicate with patience, gentleness, and a natural appreciation for beauty and harmony. Taurus in the 3rd house brings a practical, steady approach to learning and self-expression, often favoring meaningful, deliberate conversations over quick or superficial exchanges. These natives may prefer a slower, thoughtful pace when it comes to processing information and are drawn to words or ideas that resonate with timeless values. Relationships with siblings or close friends are often close and dependable, and Pisces rising natives find comfort in surroundings that are beautiful, peaceful, and nurturing to their inner life.
Venus through the Houses:
Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 3rd-house Taurean energy of grace and harmony directly into the self. The native’s communication style is gentle and attractive, often drawing others in with their calm, magnetic presence. They are naturally charming and value harmony in all their interactions.
Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 3rd-house Taurean energy into values and material security. The native may express themselves through topics related to wealth, values, or possessions. Communication may reflect an appreciation for the practical and the beautiful, valuing quality and meaningful exchange.
Venus in the 3rd House: With Venus in its own 3rd house, the Taurean energy of stability, beauty, and harmony is deeply expressed in communication. The native has a soothing, elegant way with words and may enjoy activities like writing, teaching, or art that allow them to express beauty and peace. Relationships with siblings or close friends are likely to be harmonious and deeply valued.
Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the Taurean energy of the 3rd house into home and family life. The native values harmony in their home environment and may communicate with family members in a gentle, affectionate way. They find joy in creating a beautiful home and nurturing close bonds within it.
Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 3rd-house Taurean energy into creativity, romance, and joy. The native may express their thoughts and feelings creatively, finding beauty in the arts, love, and self-expression. They are drawn to romantic or creative pursuits that allow them to communicate deeply and with style.
Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 3rd-house energy toward work, health, and routines. The native may communicate in a helpful, service-oriented way, seeking balance and harmony in their daily life and work environments. They bring peace and charm into their interactions with colleagues and in their daily routine.
Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the 3rd-house Taurean energy of loyalty and beauty into partnerships. The native values communication in relationships, often seeking a partner with whom they can share meaningful conversations. They are drawn to balanced, harmonious partnerships where communication flows easily.
Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th brings the 3rd-house Taurean energy into the realm of transformation and shared resources. The native may communicate with depth and sensitivity, often comfortable discussing intimate or profound topics. They value loyalty in close connections and may seek deeper understanding through their words.
Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 3rd-house energy into philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may express their values through a love for learning, culture, and philosophical ideas. They enjoy travel or studies that allow them to appreciate beauty in diverse places and beliefs.
Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the Taurean 3rd-house energy toward career and public life. The native may find fulfillment in a career that involves communication, art, or beauty. They are admired for their elegant, balanced approach to public roles and may bring a calm authority to their career.
Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 3rd-house energy into social networks and group ideals. The native values harmony within friendships and may enjoy connecting with like-minded people who share their appreciation for beauty and balance. They communicate effectively within groups and may be drawn to social causes related to art or harmony.
Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 3rd-house Taurean energy takes on a more introspective, spiritual quality. The native may find joy in quiet communication, solitude, or reflective activities. They are drawn to spiritual or artistic pursuits and may express themselves most comfortably in private or serene settings.
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october 21st. tom — gun play / dubcon / masochism.
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summary: tom can’t hurt you, but you love seeing him try.
warnings: 18+, SMUT MDNI, i truly mean it minors stay back from this one. this is as fantasy as it comes. do not do this at home. or anywhere, ever. empty unloaded gun, gunplay, hardcore gun kink, masochist reader, sadist tom, very ooc tom riddle imo, lots of history between these two, angst and tension and emotion.
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It doesn't matter how you got here—trapped in a room with Tom Riddle circling you, hands clasped behind him, his brother standing guard like a fucking solider just outside the door—it doesn't matter that your wrists are bound behind your back, rope cutting into your skin, or that you were caught somewhere deep within the manor, searching for information for the Order. It doesn't matter that you grew up with Tom and Mattheo, all those years in the orphanage, loved them both more than you ever loved yourself.
It doesn't fucking matter.
Nothing does—nothing except the man standing in front of you—nothing except the moment his hand reaches behind him, pulling a gun from where it had rested at his waist.
Yeah, uh, yeah—that might matter. Just a little.
"I never took you for someone who'd resort to Muggle weapons," you manage, but your voice is thin, a strained sound under the pulse thundering at your throat. "How refined."
Tom's eyes trace over you, stalling on the rhythm at your neck as though it's tangible before dragging back up to meet your own. He hasn't spoken in minutes, just watching, letting the silence swell, the tension grow with each passing second.
He's building it slowly, deliberately. It's always been a game to him—one he knows you'll lose.
"There's a certain appeal to them." His thumb grazes the trigger, almost absentmindedly. "So much power at the flick of a finger. No skill, no magic. Just finality."
Heat rises up your neck, settling in your cheeks, and all you can do is stare at him. He knows he doesn't need to touch you to break you—he's never had to. Tom's greatest weapon, when it comes to you, has always been his words.
He steps closer, fingers still ghosting over the gun as if he isn't holding all of your fate in his hands. He slows when his shins brush against your knees, and you hate how your pulse jumps, how you feel so small beneath him.
"You're tense," he murmurs, amusement playing at the corner of his lips. "Is it the weapon? Or something else?"
You lift your gaze because there's nowhere else to look—dark stone walls close in around you and he occupies every free inch of space between. It's laughable, really, the way your heart aches when you meet his eyes. You know he has to make an example of you, to prove something to the Death Eaters lurking beyond these walls, but despite the fire in his gaze, you can see it—the way he's holding back, just like he's done time and time again, for years.
No matter what he's become, there's still something of the boy you once knew buried beneath the surface. The boy who used to curl into you for warmth, for survival.
Your eyes flicker down to the gun again. You force the words past grit teeth. "Do you need that to feel powerful, Tom?"
There's something chilling in how natural the gun looks in his hand, the way he wields it with the same ease he uses to twist a wand. You’re certain Tom could find ease in anything, especially empty handed.
He's silent for a long moment, until he isn't. "I don't need anything to feel powerful."
The barrel catches the light as he raises it, and your skin tightens in anticipation. You close your eyes briefly as he drags it lazily up your arm, tracing a line of cold fire over your collarbone. Your heart is gone, soaring far away from this room, and a shiver rolls through you—not from fear, but from something you can't name. Something that's always belonged to him—
When the gun reaches your throat, your eyes flutter open, drawn to the sight of metal pressed against your skin.
He tilts his head, studying you. "You think this makes me dangerous?"
He tilts the gun beneath your chin, nudging your head back until your gaze meets his again. You gasp, and your thighs tense involuntarily. His eyes flicker down—he notices.
It's not the gun. It's him. Christ, it's always been him.
"No," you force out against the threat at your throat. "I think you make you dangerous."
Something shifts in Tom's eyes—just for a moment, before it vanishes beneath something more potent—determination.
He moves behind you in a slow circle, fingers brushing through your hair as if in contemplation. It's only a moment before his other hand brings the gun back, cold metal kissing the edge of your shoulder. You tense, feeling the weight of him behind you, his breath ghosting over your neck—and he inhales against your skin as he slides the gun lower, tracing the dip between your breasts, dragging like a threat down to your lap until the barrel presses against your thigh.
At this point, your heart pounds so loud you're certain Mattheo can hear it from outside the door—all you can do is stare at where his hand lingers, your mind racing ahead to the edge of terror and something far more dangerous.
"You seem...unbothered all of a sudden," Tom muses, teasing the gun up your thigh, dragging your skirts along with it. "One might expect the opposite reaction, given where this gun happens to be."
You know it's a game. Of course it's a game—his way of toying with you, forcing a reaction, demanding fear where there's none left. Except instead of fear, there's an unbearable heat curling inside you, your thighs wanting to close around the gun, to push against it, to feel it.
God, you hate that he does this to you.
"You won't hurt me," you manage, though your voice cracks. Your hips shift, just slightly, but enough to feel the cold metal slide higher. "If you wanted to, you would have."
That's the truth of it, isn't it? In the darkest moments, when you face him like this, you know with every beat of your heart that he'd never hurt you. You trust him in the way you shouldn't, in the way no one else in the world could. He could kill anyone else without a second thought, but not you.
That trust is what keeps pulling you back here, again and again, even though you've sworn yourself to the Order, even though you've promised to fight against everything he stands for.
"You always did have a death wish." He says, spitting the syllables at you, the disgust in his tone making your stomach lurch. His grip tightens in your hair. "Is that all it takes to make you pliable? My hands on you, a weapon in the room, and suddenly you're eager? Suddenly you trust me again?"
"You've never been able to kill me." You whisper, trying to sound cocky, sarcastic, but it comes out wrong—too breathless, too raw. "And you never will."
"I've never needed to." He murmurs as the gun moves again, pressing firmly against the apex of your thighs, nudging toward your clothed cunt. "You destroy yourself just fine."
You can't think, can't breathe, can't be when his voice wraps around you like this, when he presses the gun against you like it's a fucking present. Every nerve in your body is screaming, every instinct warring against itself. You want to grind against the barrel, to push it deeper between your legs. You want to trap it there, feel it pressed so tightly that you can't move. You want to drag his face to yours, taste his breath, break him.
Yet, you want to pull away and strike him across the face all the same—and that is Tom's power over you.
It's always been this way with him. You hate him—he's horrible and corrupt and so goddamn bad for you but he knows exactly what to say—exactly what to do to make you want to hurt him, to make you want to worship him in the same breath. The intensity of it steals the air from your lungs, makes a groan slip from your lips before you can stop it.
"Tell me, Tom," you grit out, forcing yourself still despite every inch of you wanting to move, wanting to react. "Would your fucking gun be on me like this if I was terrified of it? Would you be pressing it against me like this if it was loaded?"
The insinuation doesn't escape him. Not for a second. You have him pinned and it pisses him off because you fucked up by sneaking in here but there’s not a damn thing he can do to punish you for it that wouldn’t be punishment towards himself as well.
His grip in your hair tightens as the gun drags slowly over your clit, and you keen at the contact, your hips pushing into it.
"Fucking vixen," he pulls your head back roughly, his breath hot against your ear. His voice—the rawness— sends a goddamn thrill through you, makes your whole body jerk. "I have you tied to a chair, a gun at your cunt, and you still have the power to make me doubt myself.”
"That's me, Tom." You laugh, breathless. "Always ruining your fun."
His eyes flash with something—something devastating but it doesn't scare you because you've been here so many fucking times before. It only makes you arch your back, grinding against the gun harder, a soft moan escaping your lips just to spite him.
He watches you—eyes lidded, and something in the way he stares makes you ache.
"Why do you keep coming back here?" A question hissed through a tight jaw, words crawling down your spine, burrowing beneath your skin. "You keep testing me...fighting me...just to end up like this...”
You gasp. "I have to stop you—I—“
He cuts you off by yanking your head toward his until his forehead presses against yours—
"I didn't ask why you came," his nose brushes yours as he speaks. "I asked why you keep coming back. Why do you keep coming back to be...this for me?"
His voice is raw, something you've never heard in a long long time—unguarded—so fucking human. It makes the heat in your belly coil tighter, and your eyes flutter shut against the weight of it. You don't have an answer, not one that makes sense, not one that fits the way he's looking at you now.
"I-I don't know," is all you can offer.
Tom makes a noise in the back of his throat—low, frustrated, a sound that hums between you.
"Yes, you do," he hisses. "Don't get shy on me now."
He shifts the gun again, sliding beneath your panties, the cold metal making contact with your slick slit and you fucking gasp—a sound so loud you're sure Mattheo heard it—along with the rest of the goddamn house, too.
"This isn't about stopping me," Tom says, a whisper of words. "This isn't about taking away my control—not really."
He's right, and the truth of it stings. This isn't about stopping him, not entirely. You hate him for his choices but gods, you fucking crave this—him, his power over you. Every time you've come here, sneaking past the Order's notice, pretending to gather evidence, pretending you're smart enough to catch him in something—you know this is what you wanted. You know it's always been about him. The boy you survived with, the boy you loved—it's about how you've always belonged to him, even though you hate him for it.
It's always been him. Only him.
"Fuck," you gasp again as you feel the gun shifting, pressing harder against your cunt, and your mind is spinning because you can't believe he might—he wouldn't really— "…are you about to—Jesus, Tom..."
He's listening, you know he is. He's waiting for any hint of something that tells him to stop—a flinch, a breath that isn't right, the smallest sound that says you don't want this. But all he hears is you. You, the girl he's known since all you had was eachother, the one who loved him but left, who keeps coming back to him, no matter how much you claim to hate him.
He hears you submit, and it fuels him.
"You are..." he jerks your head again, roughly, forcing you to meet his eyes as the gun nudges against your soaked entrance, "...so unbelievably frustrating."
Oh, the irony. "I'm...not the only—oh gods—"
Your words crumble into nothing, dissolving in your throat as he presses the gun inside you. Cold metal pushing deep, rough ridges working you wide, the pressure burning with something almost unbearable in its fucking intensity.
Your mind hazes with it, and a groan that isn’t yours fills the room as you fight to adjust to the stretch.
"I hate this," he spits, his voice like gravel, raw and jagged with frustration, trembling with restraint. His eyes, wide and wild, stay locked on yours as though he can't tear himself away. "I hate how easy it is with you—I hate how quickly you give in, how you let me do this to you because you know I’d stop if you asked—I hate how I can never look at you without remembering what it feels like to be inside you. I hate how badly I still want that, after all these years, even though you left me. I hate you for making me want this."
Oh god—fucking hell—there's no room in your head for coherence now, no space left to argue, to resist—Tom Riddle has been so many things to you over the years, but openly, unabashedly vulnerable has never truly been one of them. Not until now. You feel it—beneath the brutality, the power—something fragile.
His forehead presses against your temple, the intimacy of it dizzying, disarming. You clench around the cold metal and he pushes it deeper.
He continues. “Admittedly, I hate myself most for wanting you to want this back.”
Your voice cracks around a sob—he’s pumping the gun in and out of you now—lewd sounds filling the room and your head tips back against his shoulder. His free hand slips from your hair and cups your jaw, thumb brushing your cheek, a gesture that almost feels tender though you know better. His version of tenderness is as dangerous as anything else he offers.
You whinge. “T-Tom—oh fuck—I’m always going to let you win. I trust you—“
"Don't," he cuts you off in a groan against your cheek. Pumping the barrel into you, making your back arch off the chair. “You have no reason to. You know better."
You hear the unspoken words in his voice, the ones he can't bring himself to say aloud—I don't deserve it—and it makes your chest ache, makes your throat tighten—makes you want to shake him, wake him up from this nightmare—
"Of course I know better," you whisper through a gasp as he mutters a spell, something swirling over your clit that makes your eyes roll. “Gods—but you’ve never wanted me rational anyways.”
"You're right," he hisses and you hear the pain in it, a man who has everything still simultaneously has nothing and it makes him frustrated—all because of you. "I never wanted you to be rational. I never wanted you to be safe. I never wanted you to be anything other than mine."
You keen as the sensation on your clit intensifies and he pumps the gun quicker, you look down to watch his hand, the way his knuckles tense with the movement and you can almost see the restraint under his skin telling you just how bad he wishes he was pumping into you instead. You can hear your arousal—you feel the shame in it and you should be disgusted by it, by everything this is, but instead, it only makes your heart race faster.
You know there's more he's not saying—that he can't say.
He wants you to be his, but he will never let you be his.
"I hate you. What you've become." The words scrape from your lips between moans, your climax charging fast. "It shouldn't be this...this hard."
"This is why I call you frustrating. How can you hate me and still let me do this to you?" His voice is raw, burning with something you don't fully understand, but you can feel it— he's pushing deeper, grinding the gun against you with every bit of anger he has left. You're on fire, your mind spinning out of control, and the ropes digging into your skin only ground you to the pain, to the pleasure. "I'm defiling you...and yet, you keep coming back.”
"God," you grunt, sweat slicking over your skin because you’re so goddamn close and his words only drag you that much closer. "Jesus f—Tom, please—“
"Please what?" His hand slips back through your hair, eyes jerked to meet his. "You need to be more specific, sweetheart."
There's a bite in the pet name, but you don't care. All you can think of is him, of more, of everything he's doing to you, and it's not enough. It’ll never be fucking enough—
“Please!” Words fail you. “Tom—I—“
He shudders at the sound of your voice, at how helpless you are, at all the power you've given him.
"Words," he snarls, pumping quicker. "I'll give you what you want, but you’ll need to use. your. words."
“Please! I need to cum!” You blurt out. “Tom—Tom! I need to—“
With that, he kisses you to cut you off, teeth sinking into your lower lip with fervour that borders on irrational. Which, of course it is. All of this is beyond fucking irrational. It's not careful or soft or gentle, his lips searing against yours as if he's trying to claim every breath you've ever taken, every inch of space between you. And you—god, you kiss him back just as fiercely while hating yourself for the way you want it, need it, how you crave the bruises his mouth is leaving behind.
Tom groans against your lips and it's the sound of something breaking, something starved for way too long, something desperate to pour out of his blood. His tongue slides over yours, wet and warm, and you feel the ropes biting into your wrists, feel the ache where your arms strain to break free. You realize, with a pulse of helpless longing, that if you weren't tied, you'd be clawing at him—dragging him closer, letting him consume every part of you until there was nothing left.
"Feel that shame?" He whispers as he pulls back, just as you’re about to tip over. "That's your punishment.”
And then—you break, shatter, explode and the sound that escapes you is so fucking raw you don’t even recognize it. Something filled with the shame of wanting someone so goddamn bad you let them fuck you with a weapon—the shame of wanting someone so terrible you’d never be able to explain yourself to anyone with a rational pulse. The sounds come without reason, without thought—just a release of emotion that you had held in for far, far too long.
“That’s it. Let it burn.” He coos, hungrily watching you break. “You will always be mine."
A jagged sound escapes you as you twitch in aftershocks and he finally, however torturously slowly, pulls the gun free. You realize just how empty you feel without it now, how Tom made it feel so fucking intimate even though, in reality, it was the furthest from. He didn’t even touch you.
“You’re just weak. For me.” He says, as though he heard your thoughts. Part of you knows he did. He brings the gun up to your lips, urging you to part them. “Clean your mess. This is Mattheo’s gun.”
You grimace but take it into your mouth anyways, tasting the result of your need—the shame that comes along with it, the self disgust—the list goes on. Tom watches you tease your tongue around it, his throat working in a terribly dry swallow as you hollow your cheeks and suck it clean as he pulls it free.
He shudders, and for a moment his control wavers. But then he shakes his head, and exhales.
"I was meant to be alone, I understand that." He whispers, something abhorrently vulnerable, tucking the gun away before working at undoing the ropes around your wrists. “But you...you were never meant to change me. And I need you, to understand that.”
A lump forms in your throat. You taste the tears wanting to well but you force them away and instead, you nod.
“I know.”
He straightens up again and presses a kiss to your forehead, soft and almost tender—so different from the way he treated you merely moments ago. It's a goodbye—you can feel it in the way his lips linger, reluctant.
“Good girl.” He steps back. "Don't come back here."
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