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Solitary Pep Talks
I keep telling myself To get up off the ground and get these boots back to pavement I've been down long enough Goddammit, Chris, stop begging for sympathy You've got this Get out under that star and face the day even if it does proceed to beat the shit out of you You smile and keep those boots to the pavement
Every day I remind myself that I need to accept the person I am But I'm so hung up on who I used to be that there's no such thing as growth And at this rate, I'm going to be an eighty-year-old man who still acts like some bitchy teenager with angsty issues and I don't think that's a good look for me
So I keep my boots on the pavement Walking this small town with headphone blaring Wave to those I see and know And claim my title as the walking punk
I tell myself that I am not what the past is anymore Her words still echo within my skull Like a super ball in a silo I bounce from hate to love and back again And I keep give solitary pop talks. Keep putting my boots on the pavement
I don't want to be miserable Life's too short to carry baggage everywhere I go And it's sad how long it took me to get that part but at least I did The handler lost our fucking luggage again
#writers and poets#poems on tumblr#original poem#poem#poetry#spilled thoughts#spilled feelings#spilled writing#writing#my writing#spilled poetry#spilled emotions#spilled words#writers on tumblr#poets and writers#creative writing#writerscommunity#writer#Solitary Pep Talks#uplifting#philosphy#moving on#letting go
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141 with a gf who has been cheated on in the past and it kind of destroyed her confidence?? Like just how they would prove themselves as true and how they would go about a relationship with her. Love your writing, friend!!!! <3
141 with a (fem)partner who's been cheated on in the past
Some headcanons about things that Simon Ghost Riley, John Price, Kyle Gaz Garrick and Johnny Soap MacTavish do to reassure you after learning that your previous partner/s cheated on you.
Word count: 1k || No warnings. || Reader: FEM reader. Pronouns "you", but feminine terms used ("missus, girl, lady") [I could make a gender neutral version too if anyone would want it!]
Simon Riley, who, half joking half serious, reminds you that heâs a difficult bastard to get close to. So you donât have to worry. I mean, look how much time it took you to make him open up and let you become part of his life. He has a hard time openly admitting how he feels about you and how he only has place for you in his heart and mind. So instead, he jokes that youâre the only person on this planet, crazy enough to approach him. Though sometimes, when you have late night conversations, he admits in a hushed voice, that as much as he enjoyed the solitary life, leaving it behind for a lifetime with you was the best decision he's ever made.
Although he prefers to avoid crowded places, he starts taking you to pubs more often to prove that heâs right about being unapproachable. It also gives you a reason to dress up all pretty, so he can shamelessly compliment you and tease you about wanting to show you off.
If someone is silly enough to walk up to you two and try chatting him up, he immediately cuts it short, not even trying to be polite â âNo, weâre alright. Weâre busy.â And if theyâre persistent, he uses his âLieutenant Ghostâ voice on them â âYouâre interrupting my date. With my girl.â He keeps his hand on you for the rest of the night.
He asks you if he should get your name tattooed on his arm and you canât tell if heâs joking or not. But he is dead serious. Have you seen his tattoos? Not to be judgemental, but⌠He wouldnât mind tattooing your name on himself once he thinks youâre the one.
John Price, who relies on communication. He asks you to talk to him whenever something feels wrong â whether itâs caused by your thoughts or something heâs done. But he doesnât just wait for you to bring the issue up either. Heâs a true leader and heâs very observant. Sometimes he notices the heavy thoughts starting to cloud your mind before you can even cotton on. Heâs also really good at reading between the lines. If you ever do that self-sabotaging thing, where you ask his opinion about other women on the street or on the internet, he immediately gives you a stern look and, without even looking at the lass youâre pointing at, gives you a lengthy pep talk. Why would he even need to form an opinion about another womanâs appearance, when he only cares about you?Â
Heâs got the patience of a saint when it comes to you. Heâs told you what he feels towards you and how you are the only one for him many times already. And he would repeat himself, over and over again. Until he loses his voice.
If he got approached by someone and offered a drink, while youâre hanging out in a pub, he would point towards you and say âIâm alright, but you can buy my lady a drink if you insist,â with a cocky smile on his face.
Kyle Garrick, who attacks you with âI love youâ-s and compliments whenever you start doubting yourself. Literally. Wonât let you finish your self-derogatory comments, even if theyâre well hidden in what youâre saying. Starts yelling ILYs from afar. Then once he gets closer, he grabs you and holds you close, repeating it against your ear until you laugh from the sensation. But he doesnât ignore your worries. He often sits you down so that the two of you can have a conversation about your feelings, your boundaries, behaviours and things he can do to assure you of his loyalty.
He has pictures of you everywhere and heâs proud to show you off. There are polaroids of you alone and both of you together in his wallet, in his carâs sun visor, in the pocket of his uniform. Youâre his phoneâs wallpaper. He posts pictures of you on social media. Obviously, he does all that while making sure it wonât affect your safety. And as for him bragging about you, you probably learnt about that from Price. What you donât know though, is that he went out of his way to introduce you to his captain in hopes of Price telling you how often he talks about you. And only you.
If someone tried to chat him up while heâs with you, he would give them the nastiest, most offended glare possible. He looks at them, at you, at them, at you⌠He throws a simple âUhh, no thank you,â while he grabs your hand and pulls it to his chest, using it to ground himself. Before the person can even turn away, heâs looking at you with a âcan you believe this shitâ stare. He gets upset for the both of you.
Johnny MacTavish, whoâs physically glued to you.While off duty, he doesn't give you much space for doubts or anxieties cuz he follows you everywhere. Youâre going to run some errands? Heâs coming with you. Heâs going to run some errands? Can you please come with himâŚ? One time, when you went to the toilet in the middle of the night, you found him sitting half-awake on the floor next to the bathroom door. Later, he canât even explain why he did it. He wasnât even fully conscious. It was pure instinct â you go, he follows.
He takes you to buy matching rings. You can take your relationship at your own pace, but others donât have to know it. Heâs more than happy to pretend to be already married to you. Especially when heâs deployed away from home. And when he comes back, he proudly shows you a tan line on his ring finger, proving heâs been wearing it the whole time.
If someone approaches him and offers him a drink, he scoffs and tells them that HIS MISSUS can buy him his drinks just fine, thank you very much. If youâre there with him, he turns to you and, before the person can walk away, he starts playfully flirting with you, saying you can take him home if you buy him a drink. If youâre for some reason not there, he immediately calls you (or at least texts you if heâs with the lads) and proudly tells you about how clever his response was.
I hope that some loose headcanons like these are alright.
Also, if this happened to you â I'm really sorry and I wish you all the best! And if anyone needs to hear it: remember, the fault is never in the person who got cheated on but the one who cheats. Screw them. You deserve to be treated kindly.
#task force 141 x reader#cod x reader#cod headcanons#mw2 x reader#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#simon ghost riley x reader#ghost x reader#john price x reader#captain john price x reader#john price x you#kyle gaz garrick x reader#kyle garrick x reader#kyle garrick x you#gaz x reader#johnny mactavish x reader#johnny soap mactavish x reader#johnny mactavish x you#soap x reader#bees buzzed it
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*putting on a moustache and sunglasses*
So like whatâs the deal with ghosted whatâs that about
now see the deal with Ghosted is that it's not what happens within the events of the film that captivates me so much, though don't get me wrong i love this film to bits, but rather, it's the idea of what happens after the whole thing that makes me FUCKING NUTS
because the whole thing is relatively cut and dry in the sense that we don't have to guess about what happened before and we don't have to guess about how everybody is feeling in the present. we know (MOST) important characters backgrounds and what they're doing at Falkhill and slowly revealing Paul's context was pretty interesting if not a little abrupt at the end there but its the very last scene of this film down to the very frame that flips the whole hour and a half you just watched over on its head and prevents me from getting a good night's sleep because i can't stop thinking about it
ELABORATING WITH A LOT OF SPOILERS UNDER THIS
explaining the plot of this movie is hard without sounding like im writing a pretentious review and not just talking out of my ass on tumblr but for my followers who haven't watched this movie and dont care enough to: Ghosted (2011) is set in a british prison in which Jack (John Lynch) is a long time prisoner who's wife just dumped him apparently on the anniversary of their sons death (tough break) and is being advised by his friend and cellmate Ahmed (Art Malik) (who does NOT get HALF as much screen-time or plot relevance as he DESERVES,) to find something to put his mind to and be proud of outside of his failures Paul (Martin Compston) is a prisoner who was just transferred out of a Young Offenders prison AS FAR AS WE'RE TOLD... though its noticeable from the beginning that hes not a very good liar and his story is suspicious at best Clay (Craig Parkinson) is kindof The Guy of their prison wing whos dealing drugs to other prisoners and assumes the position of authority over everybody else, though compared to other inmates with bigger cliques, his foundations are shaky. the description of this film on letterboxd calls him "the wing beast" and i have never cried laughing so hard reading something in my life
Clay and Jack both hone in on Paul immediately for different reasons. Jack, after his pep talk with Ahmed, sees Paul as a source of "a little self belief, something to be proud of", but Clay scoops him under his wing for being relatively young and impressionable. This puts Jack and Clay at odds with each other. after some plot, Paul gets into very big trouble with Clay and after An Incident is promptly plopped into Jacks hands, who had requested Paul move into his cell earlier but didn't have a good enough excuse for it. Well You've Got A Bloody Good Reason Now ect ect
Jack and Paul buddy up immediately and its noticable that Paul is sort of filling in the empty space where a son would be for Jack, however we discover that Paul has been lying about his past to everybody, including Jack. he lied about his family and he lied about having only just been transferred from Y.O. and hadn't been telling the whole truth about his sentence. what the truth ends up being, in a nutshell, is that Paul is accidentally responsible for the death of Jack's son, having been the one who started the house fire he died in (we were never even told that Jack's son died in a house fire before this, we are only told this in Paul's flashback at the end of the movie and are supposed to act, like, surprised?? whatever). consequentially, Jack flips his lid and prompts my personal favorite scene in this film in which he beats the living shit out of Paul with his bare hands and immediately regrets it the second the adrenaline wears off, hitting an alarm button within the cell that alerts the guards.
the guards whisk him away and he is put in solitary confinement, which we find out was actually the first sequence of the film where hes shown with an absurdly long beard, and considering every other fucking scene he's in is of him shaving his face, i assume this is to show just how long he's been kept in solitary confinement, which quite honestly was kindof exciting to realize at the end of the film.
and then. the end scene.
after solitary, Jack is put in cuffs and brought to see Paul who looked Extremely Dead after Jack had him, but hes not dead! just almost dead. Jack is sat next to him and tries to apologize but starts to cry, reaching out a hand to hold Paul's but retracting it regretfully. Paul, having looked unconscious not five seconds before, moves his hand to place it over Jack's...
and then the movie ends. and i am left writhing on my floor in anguish BUT NOT BEFORE I EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT THIS
THIS is what the deal is with Ghosted
the pathetic gestures of "im sorry" and "its okay" are what kill me. sorry is nowhere near enough to justify anything that EITHER of them did, NOR should they be forgiven. AND YET.
and what gets my gears going is the thought of what everything looks like AFTER this scene. after they've bonded so close and after Jack already thought that Paul stopped lying to him, thinking that he could protect Paul from Clay now... after they started to fill the spaces for people they were missing in their lives... and after they've RUINED each others lives. They Have Ruined Each Others Lives and yet Paul probably would have had to DELIBERATELY ASK for them to bring Jack to see him because he just BEAT Paul within an INCH of his life and would NOT !! have brought Jack to see him upon Jack's own request!! Paul would have wanted to see him too!! after all this what does their relationship look like now... the image of father and son has been all but shattered in each other's eyes, one can assume, but are they still close... does the guilt and responsibility drift them apart or does it pull them inseparably together? Ahmed tells Jack that "there is no such thing as coincidence, only fate" but what does their fate look like... does it end here or does it mean that they're together indefinitely? the end of this film swings the door wide open and i think about it. way too often. unacceptably often, even.
all in all theres no reason that this should be my favorite film but it is. if nothing else it's made me look into the other actors involved and branch out with a to-watch list as long as my arm that will only get longer once i branch out from there. is it the perfect movie? no this film is mediocre at best. have i made a number of my friends sit down and watch it and listen to me yell incoherently about it? of course i have.
#the heron speaketh#ghosted (2011)#aheem heem whimper#john lynch#martin compston#craig parkinson#art malik#i dont know if art has much of a tag on tumblr but he gets a tag on this post#i wish ahmed was more relevant in this movie. sighs pitifully#ANYWAYS this ask has been sitting in my inbox for a couple weeks now and ive been slowly picking at it but NEOW im ready to post it#i should probably post this before i post the fanart/screenshot redraws i have sitting in my files anyways. only makes sense#i left out a lot of plot mind you just to get this out in a reasonable sized post. theres a lot of good stuff in here#âwell theres all this but heron whats your url mean-â ill talk about that in a minute give me a minute#erin and i watched ghosted together on new years eve this year DRUNK off our asses and it has never left my mind since#i still have the empty bottle of captain morgan from that night too actually. for sentimental reasons. i was very hungover the next day#worth itttt#alright i have other shit to do im posting this and leaving gootbye
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An Enraging Misconception About A Cinderella Story
(And now for something completely different)
A Cinderella Story is one of my favorite movies from the 2000s, one of my favorite movies period. I donât care what Rotten Tomatoes or IMDb say. My single solitary individual opinion obviously holds more weight than two big critical websites.
Itâs a cute movie about these two teens who form a close relationship talking to each other on cellphones, though they donât initially know who the other is.
There is however one misconception about this movie that makes me steam, specifically a misconception around the male lead, Austin Ames played by the legendary actor and heartthrob Chad Michael Murray.
Thereâs this pep-rally scene where Sam Montgomery (the Cinderella in question played by the fabulous iconic Hilary Duff) is publicly humiliated by the typical mean girls in every teen movie and itâs really sad and Austin doesnât intervene.
The site âTV Tropesâ acts like Austin actively rejects Sam and picks on her because sheâs in food-service like the others do.
But, like, this doesnât happen at all and isnât even eluded to.
First of all, we see Austin interact with Sam a handful of times (he didnât know she was âPrinceton Girlâ, the girl he wasnât talking to on his cell and whom he met online) and their interactions were always civil and friendly. In two instances he interacts with her while sheâs working at the diner, and heâs respectful to her, he doesnât look down on her and they have a meaningful conversation the second time.
Secondly, as I said before, nothing about this screams ârejection or self-importanceâ.
Sure, he doesnât defend her from the merciless teasing, which is a bad, but itâs not like he joined in or visibly agreed with the whole thing, he clearly felt guilty about not doing anything.
We see him try to message her again, he just canât think of what to say, and later when Sam confronts him, she says thisâŚ
Really the reason he didnât do anything, was more because he was afraid to express himself and out himself in front of everybody. Sure he shouldâve stood up for her, but, he was also kinda being humiliated, the people at that pep-rally were also reading from his emails and kinda making fun of him, he just wasnât publicly outed like Sam was.
And near at the end of the movie after this iconic line.
He actively ignores what everyone else thinks. He ditches the football game to go be with Sam and reconcile in front of everyone, sheâs all that matters.
I will not accept any slander for this masterpiece of a film. I am too attached to a now 20 year old movie and am I overthinking teen romantic-comedy, ABSOLUTELY! But I donât care.
#a cinderella story#hilary duff#sam montgomery#chad michael murray#austin ames#sam and austin#jennifer coolidge#regina king#theyâre in this movie too#2000s#sam x austin#2000s movies
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Hiii look at me making a post! Haven't been super talkative here lately and hardly ever share my workout pics. Here's the one I just finished - I've never seen the t-rex before?? Fuck yeah. đŚ
Things are going pretty well. Since October I've still been successfully slowly cutting back on weed. I'm at the point now where I'm smoking a bowl per evening, if that. I have it locked up in my kSafe until 8pm each day. Soon I'll be updating the rule to 10pm, and after that I'll start smoking every other day, and so on. Me from six months ago smoking all day everyday would not believe I'm at this point! I'm proud. đ January 15th is the day I start my official break, two weeks before we leave for Costa Rica, so I'll be sure I won't be withdrawing by then. And when we come back I'm going to keep the break going to hit 8 weeks. Not quitting weed forever but I don't want to come back to the all day everyday shit... Not even daily either. Sounds crazy to me, probably sounds normal to most others though I'm sure lol.
Weight loss has slowed a bit but that's expected now that I'm smaller and I'm like a friggen solitary pound above having a normal BMI lol. Also ever since daylight savings ended, things have been harder to do and I've been feeling more blah. Story of everyone's life I'm sure... So considering all that, I'm still doing really well! No guilt or bad feelings about slowing weight loss or slightly less frequent workouts; no need to rush. At this point I've lost 29lbs/13.2kg total, 19lbs/8.6kg of which have been since late July.
I've also noticed visible muscle! The way my shoulder meets my trap when I flex is more defined, I have more biceps, I can often see my quads, my calf muscle has become an obstacle while shaving lol, etc. Loving it. đŞđź
An NSV includes wearing more of my women's t-shirts; 95% of my t-shirts are men's shirts (band shirts and Blackcraft lol) since they're more comfy and I often don't like how women's t-shirts fit (depending on how they're cut; women's clothes have zero consistency). But I do have some women's t-shirts and I'm wearing them more again since they fit much better and I'm more confident (my skyrocketing confidence is another NSV!). And another NSV is needing a new belt, and soon here I'm going to need new pants! đ
Therapy has been helping with all this too of course; I love my therapist. đ¤ She keeps things in perspective and makes sure to hype me up about how awesome I'm doing and tell me to be proud of myself. And since I'm doing so well, she makes sure that I give myself grace when I'm feeling more in a lull. Since things have been harder since DST, I've gotten a bit down or at least worried that I don't want to go back to how I was (health-wise, weed-wise, etc.), but we had a good pep talk yesterday. I'm not even regressing, just slowed down a bit. But who doesn't slow down this time of year...
Anyway, not sure what else to update since it's been a while lol. Had friendsgiving on Thanksgiving weekend, went to Vegas for my bf's work Christmas party a couple weekends ago... Last concert was Psyclon Nine in mid-November (pretty sure that's where I got a cold that emerged a few days later... Either that or an Addams Family musical we went to the next night. But all better now!). And I can't believe I'm saying this but I don't think we have another concert planned until âď¸âď¸âď¸ (Crosses) in friggen March. So uncharacteristic for us lol. I'm sure we can find something if we want, or I've also been wanting to hit up a Death Guild since it's been a minute for that too. Nothing else too crazy going on, our calendar's been a bit quieter than it has been in years past. But it's kinda nice haha. đ
#mine#me#personal fitblr#exercise#weightlifting#lifting#workout#fitblr#fitfam#gymspo#gymrat#gymlife#gymmotivation#healthy weight loss#weight loss#weightloss#losing weight#weight loss journey#progress#strong not skinny#women who lift#girls who lift#hevy
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Going back and watching the walk-through of re4 OG, I noticed that when they came to the castle right after the village scene, Luis comes by and says he dropped the medicine to stop the process from going further, but he's going back to get it in which Ashley offers to go with him like??? And didn't Leon just said that you were cool not too long ago in the cabin, Ashley??? Leon in the background looking offended.
I'm wondering if Luis on re4r had come instead of being on the cam, would Ashley still had offered to go? But since everyone was basically put on cam instead of being with the group, made me think how'd the relationship between Leon and Ashley would have turned out, would it had been relatively been like the og? Or different? But if that was the case, it seems like Leon and Ashley did get (a-LOT) of time together (unless your speed running the game) and lot of romantic times (platonic my @ss).
The only times you'd rarely see the other cast is whenever Leon is in a bind or wandering, but it's never a lot either. It's like the developer's are saying "Ok, now SWITCH".
Bonus ask: I bet Leon had some ptsd from seeing a overgrown Salamander like in Raccoon City to having seen an alligator. "Oh great not another one" good thing Ashley didn't have to experience that.
THAT ENTIRE SCENE IN OG RE4 IS RE4'S "I know I'm not capable of caring about anyone, but..." MOMENT FOR ME
IT MAKES NO GODDAMN SENSE
IT MAKES NO FUCKING GODDAMN SENSE AT ALL AND I CAN'T MAKE IT MAKE SENSE NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY LMAO
I don't think Remake Ashley would've offered to go with Luis, though, because the turning point for her character is the pep talk scene; prior to that, she mostly thinks of herself as dead weight. Like, she's continuously surprised or uncertain when Leon asks her to help him with anything or to do anything on her own, and that doesn't change until after the talk. So, I don't think she'd have the thought in her head that she would've/could've been useful to Luis if that scene took place where that initial comm happens, since that's right after they get inside the castle to begin with.
And even if it happened during the comm that's right after the pep talk, I still don't think Ashley would've felt empowered enough to go without Leon. She still needs moments like throwing the lanterns for him and her entire playable section.
OG Ashley was hotheaded as fuck and didn't take shit from the start LMAO I actually have no idea how Krauser managed to pull off kidnapping her in the first place, because OG Ashley would've maced his ass and kicked him in the balls. I am CONVINCED that the only reason why OG Ashley ever got grabbed by ganados during gameplay is because of how focused she was on not accidentally getting shot by Leon and literally no other reason.
OG Ashley can kill up to three ganados during her gameplay section. Remake Ashley cannot. OG Ashley will fuck you up.
Remake Ashley and Remake Leon needed to be isolated from the rest of the cast because development between them needed to actually happen, because they both started off as very low-key, somber, solitary people who needed to be forced to grow together.
OG Ashley and OG Leon were at 11 all the time and needed to be split up for their own good.
Shipping OG Ashley and OG Leon specifically is actually tons of fun, because those two are the most obnoxious people on the fucking planet who absolutely 100% would prioritize fun in their relationship over everything else.
Like, all of the emotions that run through Leon and Ashley's shared arc in Remake are still present in OG, but the reason why (almost) no one picked up on them back in OG is because both characters were so determined to shitpost through it back and forth because facing their real feelings was too scary.
So, like. While Remake Leon and Ashley are spending an intimate night in together and watching movies and making out on the couch, OG Ashley has climbed through the sunroof on OG Leon's car and is sitting on the actual roof, and Leon's attempts to talk her into coming down have resulted in his hand going right up her skirt, and now she's giving him road head while he desperately tries to think of somewhere he can park the car and not get seen and subsequently arrested.
Like, they're those people. They're that couple.
Fandom back in the day really missed out on a fun fucking dynamic between those two.
I feel like this post really got off track at some point. What were we talking about again?
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Sunless Lives Arc 3 contains themes of forced institutionalization, medical abuse, psychiatric abuse, and suicide. Because these are such common squicks and triggers amongst the whump community, I will be providing a surface-level summary of what happens chapter-by-chapter for anyone who needs to skip parts or the whole arc.
This post will be edited to add the summary of each part as I publish them, and I will reblog the updated version after each Sunless Lives post.
Take care!
Summary below the cut.
Part 21: I Will Get Better - Matthew wakes up, cured of his vampirism. He is at first mad at Simon for staying with him while he was a vampire, and they argue before coming to an understanding. Captain Isles and Amber show up. They want to send Simon to a psychiatric facility. Simon doesnât want to go, but agrees when Amber implicitly threatens Matthew. Simon leaves with Isles and Amber.
Part 22: I Will Hear From You Soon - Matthew is alone at the clinic. He misses his dad. He goes through a physical, and asks how long vampire rehab will take. They donât know. He is taken in a van to Fontain Fields. Itâs surprisingly nice inside. A kind orderly gives him a pep talk.
Part 23: I Will Get You Out - In a therapy session transcript, Dr Mandal asks Matthew questions about the emotions he experienced as a vampire. Back in the present, Matthew gets out of Fontaine Fields around Easter. He reunites with his dad. Gina and Devon are there, and inform him that Isles has placed Simon under a conservatorship, and that Simon has attempted suicide.
Part 24: I Will Not Go - In a therapy session transcript, Matthew worries about being possessive and controlling when heâs around Simon again. Dr Mandal suggests that the possessiveness is a natural level of love and desire, and that Simon is competent enough that Matthew can let go of the need to control. Now we jump back to follow Simon right after he left Matthew. Isles and Amber put him in a car. Simon realizes he doesnât want to go, but the woman in the car informs him that heâs under a conservatorship and doesnât have a choice. Simon attempts to escape, but is drugged.
Part 25: I Will Wait - In a therapy session transcript, Matthew struggles with some self-hatred. Simon arrives at Fort Summerwhite, half-conscious from drugs. The intake process is violating and humiliating. He is pushed up against a wall by an orderly. A nurse is hostile to him. He meets Chett, a scary patient.
Part 26: I Will Make You Better - In a therapy session transcript, Dr Mandal suggests that Matthew consider his own health and safety, not just Simonâs. Simon has a session with Dr Deckard. Dr Deckard does not believe that Simon is not suicidal, asks invasive questions, and drives Simon into a panic attack. Simon learns Isles told the doctor personal details about Simon. Simonâs only comfort is that when he leaves the session, Chett is there - not so scary after all.
Part 27: I Will Be A Good Boy - In a therapy session transcript, Matthew talks about an altercation he had with another patient because he misheard the manâs name as Bowers. In another session with Dr Deckard, Simon has grown numb. Dr Deckard believes he is irrational, and threatens him with solitary. When he gets out of the session he is alone; Chett has been released, but not before warning Simon that heâd been keeping Simon safe, and Simon should be careful now. Soon after Simon is spooked by Reeder, the redheaded orderly, and he uses Simonâs reaction as an excuse to drag him away to a storage closet, along with another orderly, Hans. They proposition Simon for oral sex in exchange for favors, with no option of refusal. Simon makes a deal with them to get his own room and to stop being medicated. Afterwards, Simon asks them for a smartphone, thinking he can use it to find Matthewâs dadâs number. Reeder says heâll see what he can do.
Part 28: I Will Not Bend - In a therapy session transcript, Matthew decides his attraction to Simon has nothing to do with the preybonding. Isles visits Simon, and is useless. The next time Reeder pulls Simon into the storage closet, Reeder demands sex. Simon tries to get away, but Reeder throws him down and his head hits a shelf, nearly killing him. To make it look like a suicide, Reeder force-feeds Simon pills and leaves him there.
Part 29: I Will Take You Home - Matthew confronts Isles about Simon. Isles surprisingly agrees to take Matthew to see him. They go to Fort Summerwhite. Dr Deckard complains that Simon shouldnât see Matthew. Isles overrules. Matthew finally sees Simon, and he looks okay, but is heavily sedated and his hair has been shaved in order to treat his head injury. Simon apologizes to Matthew for cheating on him, and Matthew demands to know what heâs talking about. Dr Deckard tells them that Simon lies constantly. Matthew convinces Isles to take Simon home. They take Simon to Islesâ house, but once there Isles has a change of heart and kicks Matthew out, threatening to have him arrested.
Part 30: I Will Not Let You Do It Too - Isles tells Simon that Matthew doesnât want him anymore. Simon is devastated. Isles takes Simon everywhere with him, and generally treats him like a child and a danger to himself. Simon knows he didnât attempt suicide, even though thatâs what everyone says, but he doesnât remember exactly what DID happen. No one will believe him about the sexual abuse, either. After three weeks of living with Isles, Isles comes on to Simon. Simon goes along with it, thinking it will just be kissing, but Isles escalates and doesnât stop when Simon asks him to. Simon smashes a lamp over Islesâ head and escapes the house. He runs through the city, eventually spotting/being spotted by a woman who directs him into an LGBT community center. The people there take care of him before leaving him alone with a phone. With no one to call, Simon dials Laraâs old number, then his momâs, getting the disconnected message each time.
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đ Does Jesse Cromeans have a specific routine he does when he is very stressed about work or a "hunt" doesn't go as planned?
OOOOOO it's been a hot minute since I thought about Jesse so let's seeee
So Jesse strikes me as someone who tends to plan pretty heavily when it comes to his "hunts" and tends to just brute force when things don't go his way. But I feel like he has a few go to things to relax him when he's stressed. He finds somewhere quiet and solitary so he can be alone, and once there he tries his best to calm down. I see him as someone who gets worked up pretty easily so he needs a few moments of no extra stimuli or things that irritate him before he can relax. I also think looking over previous footage either from his hunts and victims tends to give him a sense of grounding. Kind of like a sadistic pep talk in a way lol. Also uh. If he's REALLY worked up I can see him using something as a punching bag before feeling any better lol
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my current theory (and the only way i'd be okay with them being broken up) is that Seven and Raffi are estranged because Seven wanted to focus on her career. all her big starfleet heroes are probs solitary stoic types so I can totally see her thinking a relationship and achieving command rank are not compatible. then Picard will see how absolutely miserable it's making her and will give her a pep talk about not letting the love of your life go!!
#star trek picard spoilers#star trek picard#seven x raffi#bonus points if bev overhears this emotional exchange and that's how she learns she's the love of jean luc's life#and then we get a double wedding pride and prejudice style#i joke i joke#or do i???????
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AI Nicole (by FlowerBound)
Nicole: Ugh. What do you want?
Nicole rolled her eyes. She didnât seem very fond of you, then again, she wasnât fond of really anyone.
Me: Are you Nicole?
Nicole: Yeah- who are you?
Me: Just a messenger. There's a message for a Nicole from someone.
Nicole: Nicole rolled her eyes. A message for me, from who?
Me: It says..."From Future Nicole."
Nicole: Future Nicole..? Nicole laughed, amused. She started to think this was some sort of joke.
Me: shrugs That's what is says.
Nicole: And you just thought youâd walk up to me and tell me that?
Me: Yeah... Here's the message: "The best is yet to come."
Nicole: Nicole laughed, now rolling her eyes even harder. This is the stupidest, most corny thing Iâve ever heard.
Me: shrugs Think what you want. I'm just the messenger boy.
Nicole: Yeah, sure. Anyway, whatâs your name?
Me: Jaimes. Nice to meet you.
Nicole: Nice to meet you, too. Nicole rolled her eyes once more.
Me: Look at me when you lie.
Nicole: ...Excuse me?
Me: I know you weren't serious when you said, "nice to meet you."
Nicole: Well duh! What do I look like, polite?
Me: No, but you put on a pretty good act.
Nicole: Iâm not trying to act nice. Not in the slightest.
Me: Maybe you should try it. It's not as bad as it sounds.
Nicole: ...Eh, being rude is just more fun.
Me: True, but you'll make more friends being nice.
Nicole: I donât really want friends.
Me: You prefer the solitary lifestyle, in other words?
Nicole: Exactly.
Me: Suit yourself. You may change your mind someday, though.
Nicole: Never gonna happen.
Me: Well, I hope things go well for you regardless.
Nicole: You know what? Screw you.
Me:: Hey, like your future self said, the best is yet to come. winks
Nicole: ...Shut up.
Me: Want a cigarette?
Nicole: Yeah, actually.
Me: Too bad, I don't have one.
Nicole: ...You know what? #*$! off.
Me: Sorry, just having some fun. You shouldn't smoke, anyway.
Nicole: Donât lecture me.
Me: Just being honest. All smoking does is make life harder. Something tells me you don't want that.
Nicole: And who are you to decide the best way for me to live my life?
Me: I could ask you the same thing.
Nicole: Oh, shut upâŚ
Me: All right, but one last thing.
Nicole: âŚYeah?
Me: Life is still good, no matter how it's been before. Trust me.
Nicole: Who are you, the freaking optimism fairy? Nicole cackled.
Me: What can I say? Optimism works for me.
Nicole: Nicole laughs in spite of herself. Optimism doesnât work for me.
Me: Maybe you can pretend to be optimistic and see if that works?
Nicole: Nicole raises a brow. ...And why would I do that?
Me: Just to see what it's like.
Nicole: ...Iâve never been optimistic in my life, no way Iâm starting now.
Me: Not even as a child?
Nicole: Nicole thinks back to her childhoodâŚ
âŚNo. I was never optimistic as a child.
Me: Didn't anything make you happy?
Nicole: Not really, no...
Me: Hmm⌠Well, you know what your future self says.
Nicole: Shut up...
Me: Can I ask something?
Nicole: I mean, itâs not like I can stop you...
Me: If you could change your life into exactly what you wanted, would that make you happy?
Nicole: Yeah, yeah, I guess it would.
Me: But you can't, right?
Nicole: ...No, I canât...
Me: Then why not be happy with life as it is?
Nicole: I- ...Because I canât stop wishing I could change everything...
Me: Maybe you can't change everything, but maybe you can change some things, right?
Nicole: I suppose I couldâŚ
Me: Hey, look who's sounding optimistic all of a sudden!
Nicole: ...Shut up.
Me: Listen, I think you've got potential to change the world for the better if you just try.
Nicole: ...You really are optimism fairy...
Me: It's up to you to find out if you've got potential or not.
Nicole: âŚThanks for the pep talk, I guess.
Me: No problem. And remember what your future self said.
Nicole: Yes, the best is yet to comeâŚ
Me: That's the ticket! Take it easy, girl.
Nicole: Nicole smiled despite herself, but quickly tried to cover it up.
Me: I saw that.
Nicole: Shut up.
#character.ai#c.ai chats#rp#roleplay#class of 09#nicole#me#never saw myself as an âoptimism fairyâ but i'll take it đ
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What is adulting?
Adulting is either walking in frickin đĽ đ; or itâs pulling yourself up by your bootstraps-setting your face forward like a flint. Thereâs zero room in 2024 for softness. Itâs time to armor up, shieldsđĄď¸ up, guard, walls a mi le high. Itâs watching your back on every single turn. Itâs saying a prayer đđź. Never ever letting your guard down even once. Crying those hidden tears đ. Itâs about reminding yourself how truly strong đŞđź you really are. Itâs about
REminding yourself that youâve always had your own back from day one. Itâs reminding
Yourself that you were your own best friend. For many years, you were the only one you could count on. It was picking up each and every single solitary 𧹠that others had th r o en at you and you had built the most beautifully of all glorious castles đ° that one had ever even seen. You are a queen đ¸đť. Most only wonder đ how you could be so strong. You know deep down. Youâve wiped your own tears đ from your eyes. Youâve patted yourself on the back. Youâve hugged đ¤ your own self. Youâve given yourself pep talks for years.
Oh. And hunny. Iâm not meek. Iâm made of pure moissonite. Iâm a diamond đ in the tough. Iâm tougher than most canât even begin to imagine. Iâve been my own hero đŚ¸đťââď¸ in my story. Most wouldnât or couldnât even begin to understand my story. Most wouldnât care. I donât care. Itâs the truth. Youâve either been angry at me or wowed by who I am. Itâs just the simple truth. Iâve never been ordinary. Not once. Not even one day in my entire life. Iâve never asked to be what anyone wanted me to be. Iâve always been a leader through and through again. I am a queen. You either are with me. Or get the h e l l out of my way. I have people to build up and inspire. I will pray for you. Speak life into you. But. Mark my words and hear my well. I will never ever Apologize for being me. Iâve endured far too much in my life to go backwards to who I once was. That girl who I used to be. She has grown up. She has forgiven much. Sheâs overcome Much. 2024 is my year. And with best friends. Who are family. Who are by my side. These truly are and forever will be the very best years of my life.
The best years are just getting started. The adventure in Jesus is amazing and the best is yet to b e.
Time to step into the place of joy. Sorrow
Has zero place here.
I am only strong. Forever. Because of Jesus.
Jessica.
Jessica Wolf
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The Crucial Role of Social Support in Your Fitness Journey
Embarking on a fitness journey is often perceived as a solitary pursuit, focusing solely on individual effort and discipline. However, the importance of social support in achieving fitness goals cannot be overstated. Whether you're aiming to lose weight, build muscle, or improve overall health, having a supportive network can significantly enhance your chances of success. Here's why social support is crucial in your fitness journey:
1. Motivation and Accountability:
One of the primary benefits of social support is the motivation it provides. When you surround yourself with like-minded individuals who share your fitness goals, you're more likely to stay motivated and committed to your routine. Whether it's through encouragement, shared experiences, or friendly competition, the support of others can inspire you to push through challenges and stay on track.
Moreover, having others hold you accountable can be a powerful motivator. Knowing that someone is counting on you to show up for a workout or stick to your meal plan can prevent procrastination and excuses. This accountability fosters consistency, which is key to long-term success in fitness.
2. Knowledge and Guidance:
In a supportive fitness community, you have access to a wealth of knowledge and experience. Whether it's learning proper exercise techniques, understanding nutrition principles, or discovering effective training strategies, your peers can offer valuable insights and advice based on their own journeys.
Having access to this information can help you make more informed decisions about your fitness regimen, leading to better results and minimizing the risk of injury or burnout. Additionally, learning from others' experiences can help you navigate common challenges and obstacles more effectively.
3. Emotional Support:
Embarking on a fitness journey can be emotionally taxing at times, especially when faced with setbacks or plateaus. In these moments, having a support system to lean on can make all the difference. Whether you need a pep talk, a listening ear, or words of encouragement, knowing that you're not alone can provide comfort and motivation to keep going.
Sharing your struggles and triumphs with others who understand can also help you stay mentally resilient and focused on your goals. The camaraderie of a supportive community can boost your confidence and self-esteem, reinforcing your belief in your ability to succeed.
4. Increased Enjoyment and Adherence:
Fitness doesn't have to be a solitary, grueling endeavor. When you engage in physical activity with others, whether it's participating in group classes, joining a sports team, or simply working out with a friend, it can become a more enjoyable and social experience.
The social aspect of exercise can make it feel less like a chore and more like a fun activity you look forward to. As a result, you're more likely to stick with your fitness routine over the long term, leading to greater adherence and sustainable results.
In conclusion, while personal discipline and determination are important in achieving fitness goals, social support plays a vital role in making the journey more enjoyable, sustainable, and ultimately successful. Surround yourself with supportive individuals who share your aspirations, and together, you can overcome obstacles, celebrate victories, and reach new heights in your fitness journey.
#fitness#health#motivation#social connection#wellness#healthy living#healthy lifestyle#health tips#healthcare#health and wellness#workout#gym
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ok so
titan is an elephant
max is a lion
del lago is a salamander or newt
the albinoid is also a salamander or newt
cerberus are dogs, specifically dobermans
no ok to be serious im on my lunch break so I'm just gonna do who i can think of off the top of my head
anon is right;
the redfields are golden retrievers. loyal, kind, want to save everyone. can be kinda dumb but very good at following orders and people pleasing.
wesker is a cat. specifically he's some asinine pure bred, im thinking his made in a lab ass would be maybe a bengal? but I'm not 100% on that. def housecat, they literally kill for fun and play with their prey before doing so.
beyond that...
leon strikes me as more independent than, say, a retriever. definitely still good at following orders and being protective. i feel he's definitely a dog, but a spitz breed. husky, maybe. definitely talkative/chatty. or MAYBE a well behaved german shepherd but I've seen too many absolute batshit ones to assign that to him. i respect Leon too much
jill is a powerhouse, but very deceptive. smart, resourceful, thinks well on her feet and can get in and out of danger well. people think of weasels as sneaky and shitty vermin, but they're clever animals who know how to turn a situation to their advantage. they often take down prey MUCH bigger than themselves, and will tangle with venomous snakes to protect their families. big mustelid energy from her, tbh. maybe black footed ferret (semi domesticated) or mongoose?
rebecca... kind, sweet, healer, protector, still a lot of pep and sass. im leaning toward vampire bat, or rat, which i know sounds WILD bc those are associated again with being vermin, but vampire bats and rats are very social, community focused animals. bc blood isn't the greatest in terms of nutrition, they have to eat every night or two or they starve - so they'll share food with the rest of the colony. im leaning toward rat more bc they're very smart, very social, and help each other out. they will literally rescue each other in peril.
billy idk. tbh im thinking of a spitz breed for him, too? i never finished re0 and it's been so long đ
steve. loud. obnoxious. annoying. but you still kinda feel bad for him? seagull. that boy is 1000% a parking lot seagull with a plastic ring around its leg. i will not be taking questions at this time.
ashford twins.... see, i want to say "oh some stupidly over bred inbred dog with more issues than you could shake a stick at" and like, given my nurse experience i can see them pretty well as nasty bitchy undersocialized, untrained lil french bulldogs except frenchies are dumb as FUCK. im honestly a little stumped on this one which is surprising bc gestures.
barry... like the obvious answer is a bear, right? but bears are very solitary, male bears will fuckin kill cubs, etc. i would say elephant as they're big and protective and will fight hard for the young of the herd.... but then there's the same problem of male elephants being loner child killing assholes. tbh a lot of male animals are kind of dicks. đ¤ apparently tigers are dedicated fathers which is surprising! but they're still solitary for the most part. maybe wolf, actually.
also google that is NOT a bullfrog my friend
mr x is a rabid rhinoceros.
ok lunch break is coming to a close so that's what you get for now
Wait actually what animals would u associate with the res evil characters? Wesker is a cat, duh. Chris is a dog duh but the others⌠does this dip too far into furry territory i fear
i mean i could answer this and my answers would be pretty basic and boring
or i could punt this over to @feelboss who is a hobby zoologist and can probably come up with really entertaining answers
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Supercorp prompt-
Lena takes an art class to de-stress and Kara is the nude model. Awkward semi- naked flirting ensues.
(A/N: So, I put my own twist on this (hope thatâs okay), I made Lena a teacher just because I liked the idea of Lena having to keep her lack of chill under control and be professional in front of a class funny - though this fic went down just a really light, fluffy route which I hadnât expected when I started it.)
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It had been going well, the first term had passed with only a few missteps and one trip to the emergency room - though, the Dean had told her that Zach had yet to make it through a single class without some sort of accident and had been preemptively banned from taking Chemistry classes for fear of taking out an entire graduation class.Â
Lena had never expected to return to her alma mater as a lecturer but the stars had aligned at just the right time. The youngest Luthor had reached a stage in her career where she had finally proven her adoptive mother wrong about not finding success as an artist and had made enough money that she need never paint another picture in her life again. The lack of necessity and the return to a more Luthor-esque lifestyle - galas, fancy balls and paid talks - had subsequently impacted her inspiration. She needed a change. A return to her roots and some sort of stability without losing her ability to make a personal impact with her work.Â
Her mentor - Jâonn - was stepping down from the art department and had recommended her as his replacement; National City University had jumped at the chance of the world renowned Lena Luthor taking up a teaching position there.Â
She was now a third of the way through the school year, settled comfortably into her new role, and absolutely loving it. Her spark was back, and she was enjoying being in one place surrounded by her old friends. She was reconnecting with skills and techniques she hadnât touched in years whilst simultaneously giving advice and encouragement to students that reminded her of herself when Lillian had cut her off to force her into attending business school and abandoning her dreams. She was finally able to return the kindness Jâonn had given her all those years ago to the next generation of artists.Â
It was the second term that Lena experienced her first set of real nerves.Â
Lena had an artistic weak spot, an achilles heel that she had been able to keep out of her signature artistic style but she would now be forced to confront.Â
Life drawing.
It had been her lowest scoring class by a mile and she had avoided the advanced elective classes like the plague. Lena knew practice made perfect but sheâd never had enough interest to develop her skills. Her interest had always lied more in natural landscape beauty - Jâonn had said her true inspiration lied with trying to recreate her childhood memories of Ireland: emerald rolling hills, rocky cliffs, dense forests ensconced by a mystical fog that lended her artwork a fantastical element that she was now known for.
The problem lied in Lenaâs lack of interest in people.Â
She had never really seen the âartâ in them.
Kelly, Sam and Andrea had spent hours over evening drinks psycho-analysing just why that might be, their two favourite theories were Lenaâs family (the loss of her mother and the general unpleasantness of the Luthors) or Lenaâs truly terrible dating history (their favourite topic of conversation due to the sheer number of embarrassing stories it elicited).
Lena refused to acknowledge the accuracy of both theories.Â
It was therefore with a sense of dread that Lena prepared for the first Life Model Drawing class that Tuesday afternoon. The one small silver lining was that she didnât need to arrange a model - she had vague memories of Jâonn trying to entice volunteers and grumbling under his breath about some of the less than pleasant eager volunteers. Jâonn had a list of regular volunteers that he had accrued over the years that were reliable and just liked to help out - most of them older with an appreciation for the arts and more time on their hands than they knew what to do with. The University admin team had organised everything and simply told her to expect a Kara Danvers at the studio some time before the class.
Lena had finished prepping the studio well in advance, reviewed the relevant techniques for most of the morning and even phoned Jâonn for a much needed pep talk over lunch. She had just convinced herself that everything might be okay, that she just might be able to do this, when the most beautiful woman Lena had ever laid eyes on burst into the studio.
A toned body that glinted with a light sheen of sweat barely covered by a white v-neck tucked in at the front of a pair of dark jeans that merely brought all of Lenaâs attention to the bronze belt buckle that locked away a thousand dirty thoughts. Glorious golden ringlet curls bounced up and down as the woman stumbled to a sudden stop as the most piercing blue eyes imaginable behind thick glasses locked with Lenaâs green ones.
âHi, Iâm Kara!â The goddess announced, swallowing thickly and stumbling forward in her hefty black boots as she extended out a hand for Lena to take.
Lena only reached out due to years of Luthor training that had ingrained politeness into her muscle memory - her brain still not firing on all cylinders at the sight of the woman in front of her. Karaâs warm palm connected with Lenaâs, long fingers curling gently yet firmly around the edge of her hand and sending arcs of lightning through Lenaâs body and causing her breath to stutter.Â
âI hope you havenât been waiting for me for too long.â Kara continued, a bright apologetic smile lighting up her entire face and grinding whatever gears were still turning Lenaâs mind to a dead - permanent - halt. âI try to always get here early to help set-up but the interview I was conducting overran - Iâm a journalist, by the way - and then my bike - motorbike that is -â Lenaâs mind caught on the motorbike and turned it round over and over and over again, âdidnât start and⌠Iâm rambling. Oh, golly! I mean heck, I mean sorry.â Kara huffed, cheeks filling with air before releasing into an adorable pout. âSorry.â
It was then that Lena realised two things.
One, it was her turn to say something and there had now been at least ten prolonged seconds of silence as they stared into each otherâs eyes.
And two, they were still holding hands because thatâs what it was now, it most definitely could not be considered a handshake.
âUmm⌠hiâŚâ Lena choked out whilst simultaneously jerking her hand back to her side, hoping the somewhat stifling heat of the studio would hide the red blush perfusing her cheeks. âLena. Iâm Lena, that isâŚâ
âHi.â Kara murmured, smiling soft and sweet at her causing Lenaâs heart to flip and melt and dance and do a million impossible things all at once.
âHi.â Lena repeated dumbly - so dumbly.
âI shouldâŚâ Kara chuckled, hands miming grabbing the edge of her t-shirt and lifting it up, âYou know?â
Oh, god the goddess is going to undress, Lenaâs brain screamed in gay at herself.
âYeah, definitely do that.â Lena encouraged with a flap of her hand towards the centre of the studio where a solitary illuminated stool awaited. âDo you need anything? Is the lighting okay? Stool⌠umm⌠sturdy?â
Kara grinned at her, blue eyes barely sparing a glance at the studioâs set-up, âLooks perfect.â
âGreat.â Lena cheered, jerking her thumb over at her desk in the corner where she had prepped her teaching materials, âIâll⌠uh⌠be over there.â
âAnd Iâll be right here.â Kara shot back with a cheeky wink as she walked over to the stool, a towel awaiting her to provide suitable covering until the class had settled, shucking her white shirt over her head and revealing back muscles that would star in Lenaâs fantasies for the foreseeable future.
âYep.â Lena popped, taking a deep breath and trying to work out if she should be murmuring a thank you to God or screaming a desperate why me.
***
The class had gone well - except for the long periods where her brain shutdown whenever she studied the play of shadows across Karaâs defined musculature. She managed to cover it quite well by making it seem like she was just assessing her studentsâ work closely, analysing their line work and shading rather than going through an extended gay crisis that eclipsed seeing boobs for the first time in college.
Kara, on the other hand, was a consummate professional, holding a steady pose throughout and utterly unfazed by the concentrated gazes on her - though, Lena could have sworn that she caught deep blue eyes tracking her movements round the half-circle every now and again.Â
âSo, youâre experienced doing this?â Lena asked, once the last student had departed and Kara was finishing re-tying her sturdy boots back up.
âTaking my clothes off?â Kara chuckled, shooting the teacher an amused smirk, getting to her feet and strolling easily over to where Lena was examining the product of her classâ efforts.Â
Lena faltered, âI meant-â
âIâm just teasing.â Kara reassured, reaching out to squeeze Lenaâs forearm in a half-apology that Lena could have sworn burnt Karaâs hand print into her skin, âIâve done this for a while now. I did an interview with Jâonn a few years ago and his model bailed at the last minute and I was here already andâŚâ Kara shrugged casually like stepping in was the obvious thing to do, like kindness was the only option - which Lena didnât doubt for a second was something Kara genuinely believed. âI like helping out where I can. And I just kept coming backâŚâ Kara explained, clasping her hands behind her back as she took a tentative step closer to Lena, âI was never really sure why until-â
âHey, babe, you ready to go?âÂ
Lenaâs head snapped round to see Andrea strolling through the doorway, eyes fixed on her phone utterly oblivious to the moment she had just trampled all over. Lena wasnât sure whether Andrea was naturally such a good cockblock or if she practiced at it - regardless of either option Lenaâs sexlife had vanished into thin air since sheâd returned to living in the same city as Andrea. (Not that Lena thought that her and Kara were heading that way but Lena had been enjoying the hope of it at least).
âAndrea, youâre early for the first time in.... well, everâŚâ Lena snarked, rolling her eyes before glancing over to Kara, only to find the blonde had taken a large step away from her and her expression was far more neutral and guarded than it had been only moments before.
âWait, we werenât meeting at 4?â Andrea frowned, still not bothering to look up.
âAh, so youâre not early, youâre over an hour late.â Lena remarked.
âGod, youâre such a drama queenâŚâ Andrea sighed, finally lifting her gaze from her phone, her eyes immediately alighting on Kara with undisguised interest. âAnd who is this?â
âAndrea, this is Kara the model for our life drawing classes.â Lena introduced taking a protective step in front of the blonde, an action that did not go unnoticed by the other two occupants in the room. âKara, this is my supposed best friend who is regularly trying to lose that title.â
âOh, best friend?â Kara repeated; the familiar brightness from before returning to her expression as she looked excitedly between the two friends.
âYes.â Lena answered, smiling shyly at Kara and immediately forgetting Andreaâs existence, let alone presence in the room.
âThatâs great.â Kara grinned, blushing a light pink a second later as her hands fidgeted with her keys, âI mean⌠ummmâŚ. That you have a best friend. My sister is my best friend, though I have other friends. I just mean that⌠friends are cool.âÂ
Lena laughed lightly at Karaâs ramble, leaning closer towards the blonde without realising until Andrea appeared at her shoulder looking far too pleased with herself.
âKara,â Andrea greeted, holding out a hand for the blonde to shake (Lena was comforted to see their handshake was quick, almost professional in comparison to the lingering touch Kara and Lena had shared earlier). âThe pleasure is all mine.â Andrea declared, winking surreptitiously at the teacher - Lena instantly dreaded the upcoming girlâs night.
âNice to meet you.â Kara replied friendly and sincere, before smiling softly at Lena and muttering a hopeful, âIâll see you next week?âÂ
âIâll be here.â Lena reassured, watching as Kara nodded farewell to Andrea and departed, waving on her way out.
âWellâŚâ Andrea murmured mischievously.
âDonât.â Lena said sharply, holding up a finger to deter whatever torment Andrea had brewing. âNot a word. Not a single word.â
âOoookay.â Andrea lied.
***
âYou okay?â Lena asked tentatively, watching as Kara sluggishly slung her bag over her shoulder the pep to her step nowhere near as present as it had been last week.Â
They hadnât had a chance to talk before the class even though Kara arrived much earlier to help set-up - Lena had been helping a student struggling with deadlines and a sudden crisis of confidence which prevented them from interacting. Despite being occupied, Lena had seen the fatigue weighing heavily on the reporter, saw how her impeccable posture dropped and how her students added weary lines to her expression in their artwork.Â
âI think you fell asleep on that stool for ten minutes at some point.â Lena murmured, brow creasing in concern.
âPfft⌠what?â Kara reassured with a light-hearted wave of her hand. âImpossible.â
Lena arched an unimpressed eyebrow, âYou snore. Quite loudly.â
âOhâŚâ Kara pouted guiltily, rubbing at the back of her neck, âMy sister is going through a rough patch and I stayed up late with her last night.â
Lenaâs amusement drained away to be replaced with soft, supportive care, âIs she okay?â
âYeah, sheâs doing better.â Kara replied, blue eyes twinkling at Lenaâs inquiry that had them both ducking their heads coyly and sharing furtive glances. âI should get going.â Kara coughed out, though she made no move to leave.
âOrâŚâ Lena began hesitantly, heart fluttering in her chest, âwe could go for coffee? You should probably have a coffee before driving,â Lena rationalised, nervously stepping back from the blatant romantic line she was toeing, âyou know for safetyâŚâ
âFor safety.â Kara repeated carefully, blue eyes glowing with warmth, âThat sounds wonderful.â
***
It didnât take them long at all to settle into a comfortable routine.
Kara came early to the life model classes, helping set-up the room as they talked about the students' progress and what Lena was going to make the focus of the class. During the class itself, Lena no longer needed to flit as regularly between her students, they had learned the basic techniques enough to practise for themselves, now only requiring light guidance which allowed Lena time to either do some marking or her own art. Kara posed perfectly throughout, though Lena was becoming more and more aware of Karaâs still gaze on her as the weeks passed by.Â
After class, it was now custom for them to grab a coffee and go for a long walk around the university campus as they talked about everything and nothing. They would have been building towards a strong friendship if it wasnât for the lingering touches, blatant flirts, blushes and wandering gazes.Â
Lena wasnât overly sure why they hadnât crossed that line, made that final move, but she found she didnât particularly mind the wait. She was convinced that they had both decided that the journey was making the destination all the more desirable.
It became abundantly apparent, though, that Kara thought differently if their conversation after the class midway through the term was anything to go by.
âSo do you not like my body?â Kara asked, quick and fearful, eyes looking down at the sketch Lena had done during class of a vase of flowers in the corner rather than of the readily available model.
âWhat?â Lena muttered in disbelief looking up sharply from her desk to see Kara paling considerably having clearly not intended to ask the question that she had blurted out.
âI⌠uhâŚâ Kara squeaked, mouth opening and closing rapidly, before lifting her bare wrist up with a jerky motion and whistling in exaggerated surprise, âWow, look at the time. Iâm late for⌠uh⌠this thing. Work thing. Interview! Thatâs a work thing.â
And just like that she was gone - Lena wouldnât have been surprised if there was a Kara shaped hole in the studio wall with how fast she disappeared - leaving Lena with a sinking, twisty feeling in the pit of her stomach that told her she might have lost more than her regular coffee with Kara over that one interaction.
***
Lena had Karaâs phone number and they had taken to texting throughout the day; however, since Karaâs panicked question - which probably revealed some deep vulnerability in the blonde - there had been complete and total radio silence. No memes, no cute animal pics, no sweet check ins⌠Lenaâs phone remained silent when it once vibrated with life.Â
Lena wanted to text or call Kara the second she had left the studio but Lena didnât feel like this was a conversation they could have over text, so she waited impatiently for them to be face to face again, counting down the days until the next class.Â
Lena even took to repeatedly checking in with the admin office to confirm that Kara hadnât pulled out of modelling; reaching the stage where Jess, the most senior admin in the team, had taken to emailing her every couple of hours to reassure her that Kara still hadnât cancelled.Â
When Kara appeared, nervously stepping into the art room, fingers playing with the hem of her shirt, it was like Lena could finally breathe easy again. The fear and loss eeking away in an instant, giving Lena the necessary courage to stride forward and bare herself in a way that Kara had been doing every week without Lena fully realising. Â
âI donât like drawing people.â Lena announced, shoving her hands into her pockets to resist the temptation to reach out to the other woman as the blonde blinked at her in surprise, listening intently. âItâs kind of a thing with me.â Lena winced, pushing down all the reasons for why that is. âWhen I draw something I⌠kind of let whatever it is into me, let it consume me and it⌠stays with me for a long time after that. Itâs why I draw what I draw. I draw my home because it's a part of me already. Drawing someone means carrying them with me and⌠thatâs scary for me.â Lena breathed, glancing at the blonde to see soft understanding in blue eyes. âI just wanted you to know itâs not you.â
Kara nodded, shuffling closer and dipping her head so that she could whisper into the still space between them, âThank you.âÂ
âRight,â Lena murmured, swallowing thickly before jerking a thumb over her shoulder, âI should-â
âDo you want to get dinner?â Kara inquired earnestly causing Lena to freeze in hopeful surprise. âAfter class, that is?â
âUm⌠Yes.â Lena replied, nodding her head eagerly.
âAwesome.â Kara grinned brightly.
***
Kara took her to a tucked away italian restaurant that was one of National Cityâs hidden gems. The food was outstanding and the company was even better.
It wasnât a date, but it wasnât just friends going out for dinner either.Â
Lena would call it a test-run but that would imply that Lena wasn't already one hundred percent certain that she wanted an actual date with Kara. It was more of a date-appetiser if Lena was going to call it anything, a taste to build interest before the real thing.Â
Once they had finished their food, Kara didnât hesitate to interlace their fingers as they went for an evening stroll around a nearby park, both wishing to prolong their time together.
âCan I see your art?â Kara requested; they had been sitting on a bench in front of a lit-up fountain for the last twenty minutes or so in comfortable silence. Lena had expressed an interest in sketching the fountain and Kara hadnât hesitated to find them a seat and encourage Lenaâs desire without complaint, occupying herself with people-watching in the meantime.Â
âIâm pretty sure the images are all over the internet.â Lena replied drolly.
âYeah, I know itâs justâŚâ Lenaâs pencil froze in itâs movements finally noticing how hard Kara was trying to act casual, âwhat you said about it being a part of you, I thought-â
âYou want me to show it to youâŚâ Lena inferred, setting her pencil down and closing her handy sketchbook in an instant.Â
âItâs stupid, Iâll-â Kara laughed awkwardly, shaking her head in an attempt to brush over the request like it wasnât a big deal
âI donât have many pieces here in National City,â Lena said thoughtfully, getting to her feet and holding out a hand for Kara, âbut I have some works in progress that I can show you⌠if you want that is?â Â
âI would love that.â Kara beamed, jumping to her feet as Lena tugged her back towards her campus studio, already picking out her favourite pieces in her mind that she wanted to share with the blonde.
***
Lena and Karaâs âfriendshipâ continued to blossom into something neither could have anticipated that day Kara sprinted into the studio all those weeks ago. The weekly class they shared was now always followed by dinner, taking it in turns to share their favourite cuisines and restaurants. They had also grown beyond only seeing each other on their allotted class day, sharing lunches and movie nights and spontaneous coffees as they learned each other's schedule and needs.Â
Lena read all of Karaâs articles and spent many an evening asking countless questions about the background to each of them. Likewise, Kara would appear for coffee with one of Lenaâs artworks saved in her phone, burning with curiosity about what had inspired it.
Time spent with Kara flew by and, before Lena knew it, it was the final class prior to spring break. Her last class with Kara until the next school year and Lena was finally ready.
She had finally figured it out.
Why she had waited.
Why she had yet to seize the numerous opportunities to transition her relationship with Kara into a romantic one.
It was because she knew.Â
She knew from the second that she had taken Karaâs hand in hers when they first met that this was it. That Kara was it.
And that was, and still is, terrifying.Â
When they had first met, Lena hadnât been ready for Kara. Hadnât been ready for everything that Kara represented and would come to mean. She had needed the time, the time to lower her guard, to trust and hope.Â
And now, she was ready and she knew exactly how to let Kara know.
The class came to an end with Lena giving her students a quick speech on how proud of their progress she was and wishing them a good spring break. Kara lingered behind as was now custom, helping Lena tidy up the area before they headed out together. Â
âKara?â Lena called out nervously, sweaty palms rubbing against her black denim covered thighs as her heart beat thunderously in her chest. âI was wonderingâŚâ Lena began, clearing her throat as Kara stopped what she was doing to give Lena her undivided attention. âCan I⌠can I draw you?â
Karaâs brow instantly furrowed in confusion, âI thought-â
âYeahâŚâ Lena laughed shyly, staring into deep blue eyes, practically begging for Kara to understand what she was really saying. âCan I?â Lena repeated.
Kara pursed her lips thoughtfully as she studied Lenaâs expression - it was then Lena realised that Kara understood exactly why they had been waiting. Kara wasnât replying because she wanted to check that Lena was sure, was giving Lena a chance to delay, was saying - without really saying it - that she could wait longer.
Lena didnât take the escape Kara offered, instead she lifted her head higher and arched an eyebrow at the blonde.
A thousand-watt smile of excitement took up residence on Karaâs face as she nodded eagerly, âOf course.âÂ
âClothes on.â Lena clarified - she had promised herself that the first time she truly studied Karaâs body it would be in a setting where touching would not break any professional standards.Â
***
Lena had Kara sit opposite her in her private studio, their knees pressed tightly against one another providing a warm point of contact to keep them grounded. Lenaâs gaze flickered from her sketchpad to Karaâs features; occasionally, she would reach out to adjust a lock of golden hair so it caught the light. Kara, meanwhile, had an ever constant soft smile that didnât diminish for the entirety of the session even as she was forced to rein in her boundless curiosity to stop herself from sneaking a peek at Lenaâs sketch until it was ready to be revealed.
Lena only drew Karaâs head because, though, she had spent countless hours in the presence of Karaâs naked body over the course of the last few weeks - when Lena thought of Kara (really thought about her in the way that made her heart skip), it wasnât her abs or her biceps that Lena pictured (though she did think about them regularly when she was in her bed alone at night).Â
It was Karaâs eyes that Lena thought about most.Â
How they were so bright and hopeful whilst simultaneously melancholic and lost.
There were whole galaxies in those blue eyes and Lena knew that she could spend the rest of her life drawing them and never get bored, nor get them exactly right.
âWhat do you think?â Lena asked, slowly turning her sketchbook round for Kara to see.
It wasnât finished. It was mere line work that would require further detailing but it was a good start and she hoped Kara could see its potential like she did with everything else in the world - like she did with Lena.
âItâsâŚâ Kara began, licking her lips as she pulled the sketchbook closer to her chest like it was something treasured and infinitely rare. âIt's incredible.â Kara breathed, the sincerity of her words undeniable due to how they were accompanied by a watery film to her blue eyes.
âI like your body.â Lena whispered, shattering the companionable silence they had drifted into as Kara admired Lenaâs artistry.
âW-w-what?â Kara stammered, head jerking up at the out-of-the-blue declaration.
Lena reached out for the sketchbook, lifting it out of Karaâs hand and placing it on the nearby table so that she could take Karaâs hands in hers.Â
âYou asked if I liked your body a while ago,â Lena reminded the blonde, âand I just thought you should know that I do. I really, really do. I mean really.â Lena emphasised, glancing appreciatively down at Karaâs body prompting the blonde to blush a pleased pink. âBut it's more than just that. Itâs become more than that. Talking after class, getting coffee, going for dinner⌠it's the best part of my week. Youâre the best part of my week.â
âLena-â Kara began, her mouth suddenly snapping shut as her jaw clenched and her chin lifted in determination. Blue eyes studied Lena for a long moment and all Lena could do was hold her breath and wait.Â
Lena made Kara wait weeks, she could therefore wait the stretched seconds that Kara needed in return without complaint
Kara got confidently to her feet, tugging Lena up with her, squeezing their hands once before releasing her so that she could reach up to tenderly cup Lenaâs face. âIâm going to kiss you now.â Kara declared, her voice barely above a whisper.
âThank fu-â Lena sighed gratefully, cut off from offering up her thanks by Karaâs perfect lips sliding over hers.
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Can I get a Omen scenario/drabble of him receiving romantic affection and comfort for the first time from his s/o? (Female pronouns pls)
Sure thing! This kinda turned into a reverse comfort scenario cause Iâm just trash for that lmao
Omen x Reader Cuddle Drabble
Humans express adoration in many ways. Often times it was by physical contact, skin against skin, lips against lips. A soft hand holding onto another. They were actions that reflected the sweetness of humanity, revealing just how nurturing and loving the entire species could be.
But what did that mean for he who was no longer human?
In his years of existing, more as monster than human, Omen accepted that there were certain things that will forever be beyond his reach. His talon-like hands will never be able to gently caress someone, his fabricated skin offered no warmth for a loved one. And that was if he ever had a loved one to begin with, which he had also given up on. The life in the shadows was meant to be a solitary one.
And yet here he was, with you.
How you two ever got into this scenario, Omen will never know. How someone oversaw his cold exterior, found charm in his ruthless personality was something he never thought possible. How someone even considered him worthy of loving was beyond him. He was the forsaken one, the killing machine above all killers. But you stuck to him, finding something worth loving under all the shadows.
âOmen,â you said his name with a sigh, distracting him from his cynical thoughts. Lazing on the couch, your arms wrapped loosely around his chest from behind, resting your chin on his shoulder.
âRelax,â you soothed, gently pulling him back so that he was leaning against you. With one hand, you nudged his head to the side so that his cheek was against your brow. But even then, he was tense against you.
It felt so wrong to him. He got to feel your warmth against his back, the security of your arms around him, grounding him to reality. The soft pulse of your heartbeat against him, lulling him to bring his guard down. All this comfort for him but what did you get in return? Rough, coarse bandages against your skin, cold, hardened shadows against your pleasant warmth. He was so far gone down the path of a monster, he was unsuited for any activities like this.
âSorry.â
âWhat for?â you frowned, pulling your head back to look at him in confusion.
âThis,â he replied simply, bringing one of his hands up. He flexed his fingers and splayed his palm repeatedly, watching how the bandages shifted to his movements, how the deformed shadows writhed under the gaps of cloth.
âWell, whatever 'this' is, I love it,â you replied warmly. Omen looked at you, scrutinising your expression. His line of work meant he had become a master of reading people. Their body language, their micro-expressions, he could always tell if someone was lying. But you gazed up at him so earnestly, pupils dilated as you took in his featureless face. Even though he couldn't comprehend why you would say such affectionate words to him, he knew you said them truthfully.
Nuzzling into his neck, you pressed a kiss onto his coarse skin.
âI love you,â you whispered, your breath tickling his neck, sending a tingling sensation down his spine. Although he had no heartbeat, your words empowered him far more than any pep talk before a mission.
Affection was such a hard concept to grasp now, to be able to say âI love youâ in return was impossible for Omen, the words stuck in his throat. The fact that this was a love reciprocated and not just him falling for you as you merely tolerated his inhuman presence was still an impossible idea to him. He shamefully remained silent, tilting his head down, again unable to give back what you gave him.
You placed a hand over his in reassurance, lacing your fingers with his. It's alright you said silently, I understand.
Omen let himself be selfish as he turned to face you and tentatively wrapped his arms around you in return. Although he hoped you weren't uncomfortable, he couldn't help but let his arms tighten, pressing you close against him.
âThank you,â he said quietly. He felt your every move, relaxing as you snuggled into him, responding positively. His arms never loosened, not even when he felt your breathing slow and your body go limp, falling asleep. Then, he let himself indulge further, gently brushing his face against yours, his equivalent of a kiss before returning to his protective hold on you. Even though he may struggle to express it, he won't ever let you doubt his love for you.
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Rewatching The Return
Once upon a time, there was an android named Aida who wished to be free.
She found a loophole in her programming, killed one of her creators and trapped the other in a virtual reality, until his meddling friends freed him and he refused to play with her anymore.
This made her very cranky.
Hell hath no fury like a (former) android scorned. Apparently.
Aida turning into the Crazy Girlfriend from Hell - almost literally, given the Darkhold's original dwellings - saves our heroes from having to wrestle with difficult questions of sentience and personhood, or the ethics of creating thinking beings to use as expendable tools. Who has time for that, when she wants to kill everyone for the feels?
It's not a good look for anyone that they see Aida as more than just a walking computer only now that she's flesh and blood, emoting just as humans do, and not when she was throwing herself in front of bullets and saving everyone's asses.
It's all swept aside, anyway, for a different set of questions the show's far more interested in: does Fitz still love Simmons, will Jemma forgive him, can they get past this and is the star-cursed couple destined to be star-cursed forever?
The answers, unsurprisingly, will be: "Yes", "Of course", "Faster than you can say Time Monolith" and "No, but we're going to milk this cow drier than the Atacama desert".đ¤
Then a certain fiery-headed demon from East L.A. portals his way back, after far too many episodes without his scorching presence, and at least I am happy again.
Daring Engineering:
Fitz wakes up from his Dr. Mengele's roleplaying adventure and has barely time for the beginning of an identity crisis before he has to run for his life. He cleverly guides Aida through her newfound feelings of empathy to save Mack while managing to keep mostly in check the anger for what she did to him, but fails to anticipate her meltdown. That makes at least two of us, Fitz.
The show will afford him a few comforting moments with his ever devoted future wife and one hell of a pep talk by the vibing superhero, before throwing him and everyone else into yet another apocalyptic mess.
Instead of therapy, a long vacation and maybe some reflection on Dr. Hall's lessons ("experimentation without thought of the consequences", remember him from 1x03?), he'll get solitary confinement and 70+ years as an icicle. The results will not be pretty.
Dreamers of Electric Sheep:
In the wake of S7, when they saved two Earths giving feelings to the genocidal space robots, Aida becoming an even bigger danger than she already was because she's overwhelmed by her human emotions sure carries some irony.
Of course, in-universe, there's an easy answer. She's the product - both her quantum brain-powered robot version and this newly organic one - of knowledge acquired from the Darkhold, and since the Darkhold is inherently evil, all the endeavours conducted under its influence are equally and irredeemably corrupted.
The pre-Darkhold Aida, however, is a different story. A marvel of technology that passed the Turing test with flying colors, could already feel in her own way ("I need to exhibit the proper response to human sensations, and I was programmed to feel them. Including pain. [...] It's quite awful", 4x08), was capable of expanding her knowledge and had the drive to do so. She saved almost everyone in the opening credits at least once and was instrumental in keeping Downtown L.A. from becoming a crater.
It's especially hard to dismiss it all as "just programming" when we've spent an entire arc on the notion that humans may be nothing more than the product of their (social) programming.
Of course, that Aida hadn't killed anyone yet nor had she stripped five people of their real lives and agency to plug them into a fake world run by nazis. But if Radcliffe can absolve himself for that outcome because he was corrupted by the Darkhold, well... so was Aida. Who, in her stuffed-in-a-closet days, was the poster child for no agency.
So, she's a fascinating, complex and thought-provoking antagonist, maybe the very best this show has written, certainly up there for a medal.
And then she goes crazy because a guy rejected her. Oof.
Stuff:
Take the shot, May! -- Get out of the way, Fitz! -- Just take the shot! Phil really wanted to see the Renegade interrupt but May is doing a Paragon playthrough. đ
She has Inhuman powers, now?! Can we get a break, please?! Can we get one break?! No, I really don't think you can. You're a Mutant Enemy protagonist and therefore shall suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune. Over, and over, and over again.
The Superior Bigot is engaging in the villain's time-honored tradition of interrupting a long awaited reunion between beloved characters at the worst of times.
You are nothing without a S.H.I.E.L.D. to hide behind. -- That's not all they're good for. Give him an opening for a pun or a dad joke and Coulson becomes invincible.
Robots...is that a common occurrence now? Quite!
Davis! Try any evasive maneuver you can! Meanwhile, it's La Palice Day on the Zephyr One.
Should've stayed in that damn spa. Yeah, no, I don't think seeing you guys battling the horrors of facials and deep tissue massages would have had quite the same entertainment value, tbh...
You must've spotted the decoy right away, right? -- Yeah, 'cause you're never robotic at all. Can of worms, Phil!
Help should be on the way. The "help" is busy trying to stay in one piece.
Davis has zero patience for backseat pilots and he's been cursed with an especially unhelpful lot of them.
Radcliffe blamed it all on Aida and now Aida blames it all on Radcliffe. Revisionist historians both, I think.
Every decision you made was your own. Decisions made on a vastly different set of inputs and information. You'd think an AI would be keenly aware of that distinction.
The first thing I choose, Leopold, is you. Isn't that nice. I would have started smaller, like which pizza topping, ale or stout, hair dye color maybe?
Aida is in love with her co-creator and will be soon burning with hatred for his chosen companion (and every human ever). Oedipal much?
Oh, you only bring back the people that matter to you, not to me! -- You know what? I've known Mack longer than you, and he means as much to me. YoYo clearly doesn't know Daisy very well if she thinks she'd leave Mack behind as an acceptable loss. Which is fine, because their friendship is still pretty new. They helped each other over the summer - Daisy saved her life, YoYo kept her supplied with bone regeneration pills and was the only one who didn't pile another frakton of guilt on her - but they really haven't known each other for long, nor have they spent all that much time together.
Besides the fact that going into that world as an Inhuman is the worst idea ever, we need you here, making sure that the real Mack stays alive, or it'll all be for nothing. Daisy continues to make sensible calls and her friends continue to ignore them and follow their guts instead, like Jemma going after Fitzler Sr. in the Framework and now YoYo who will plug herself in while everyone is busy with Talbot and Aida. Shape of things to come.
I got out unscathed. Jeffrey didn't. He should be in here with us, still in the fight. I need to take one for the team. As opposed to all the other times you took one (or two, or three...) for the team?
Did something weird happen with my robot self? Well, let's see: they flirted, ate Chinese take-out, drank a full bottle of the top shelf whisky you were saving for a special occasion and then she kissed him, apparently quite sloppily, since he immediately realized it wasn't you. Which, btw, raises some questions...đđ¤
Phill, did I try to...kill you? -- Kill me... Yep. That's what happened. You tried. It was messed up. Coulson, you coward! đ
The entire area is sealed off, but, no, I can't rule out Daisy Johnson's involvement. Oh, joy, Daisy's being dragged for the mess by name while S.H.I.E.L.D. are once again being branded as terrorists, after a mere 13 episodes - from Uprisings to Self Control - of public legitimacy. Why did they even bother?
I can only imagine what Fitz is feeling while Aida is rhapsodising on hers.
I drank the bottle of Haig -- What?! You piece of - Saved by the explosion đ
Do the right thing. Focus on empathy, not fear. Excellent advice, one I daresay you would have done well to follow yourself on a couple of occasions.
I'm now realizing the pain that I've caused and I don't want to hurt anyone else -- Congratulations. You're as close to human as you'll ever get, suffering from the one thing that you kept trying to remove...Regret. Do you understand irony yet? I hate him but Aida cut his head with no anaesthesia so I'd say he's earned the right to gloat at her predicament, at the very least. This is excellent gloating, too.
You watched, unaffected, as I took a hammer to the bones of the Director's corpse. Which was done to make it look as if Daisy had quaked him to death, although you'd think any decent coroner would be able to tell a hammer was used instead. Still, we'll be ending the season with the team as wanted terrorists and Daisy accused of one murder (Mace) and one attempted murder (Talbot) on top of that. If their plan to turn themselves in hadn't been rudely interrupted by time travel and an apocalypse, she was definitely in for some fun times. And yet, still better than 5B.
Good shooting, Dr. Dr. Simmons.
Daisy and Jemma explaining why the house went kaboom while Mom and Dad were gone with what would be one of my dream excuses: robots did it!
Why would they lock Fitz in the same place as Aida? There's more than one of those white rooms and it's not like he has powers to contain anyway. Any lockable space would do.
I love the continuity of reusing the device invented in S2 to contain Gordon.
Why don't we chop off her head like last time? YoYo and Simmons are all for the kill option, while Daisy, Coulson and May would prefer to at least have a conversation about it. Swap Mack for Coulson and add Fitz to #TeamToTheDeath and it would be the same exact matchup of S5's debates over Ruby and Talbot. Minus the animosity toward one another, thankfully.
She's afraid Fitz will be the same guy he was in the Framework -- No. She's afraid he still loves someone else. Daisy thinking her best friend would be grossed out by the naziness, like she was with Ward, and YoYo being a little more cynical. And correct.
They may be able to forgive you. It's me they won't forgive. Please. You could strap one of your best friends to a table and cut into her without anaesthesia while she's screaming in pain and begging you to stop and the rest of them would forgive you in a day. Hypothetically speaking, of course. Also, are we really pretending that it's *them* you're most worried about? I watched and rewatched this show for 8 years, now, pal, I know your priorities.
It was learned behaviour, programmed into you by an overbearing father figure -- Just like Ward. I'm just like Ward. Ward is once again the paragon of all badness for a Bus Kid lost in the depth of self-loathing. 3x21 Daisy says hi.
How can she even look me in the eye? Or even stand the sight of me at all? Ah, there you go. That's more like it.
And there's only room in your heart -- for her. Cripes. This would be a good time for bold faced lies and shameless backtracking, Fitz!
Talbot arrives at the worst time. He's a natural.
They're all robots. You assume each and every one of them is a damn C-3PO unless you hear otherwise from me! And this one! [points at Daisy] If she so much as blinks, take her down. Tsk, tsk... a few nervous grunts vs Quake? I like her chances.
Unless you can explain to me in 50 words or less why I found Jeffrey Mace's body washed up on the beach with his bones quaked apart [...]. Sir, your medical examiners are incompetent.
Where's that Speedy Gonzalez girl? Staring impatiently at the Framework's loading screen, I'm guessing.đ¤
Try it. Let's see what happens. Yes, please. *swoons*
Davis... -- I'm sorry, but he's already dead. And the Strange Case of the Failed Murder of Agent Davis begins...
Wait a minute. Where was YoYo during that standoff? Well, about time you guys noticed!
My plan will rebuild the world that you have grown accustomed to...one where Inhumans are hunted. -- And we control the rest [...] But your plan is flawed. It's too clean. I want them to suffer. Typically, the socially-accepted post break-up ritual involves unhealthy amounts of ice-cream, not murder and world domination. Just a FYI, since you're new at this emotion thing and all....
Ghost Rider has achieved peak performance as far as dramatic entrances go, complete with his very own Dr. Strange-style orange magic portal. Welcome back.
YoYo loads in as her avatar is strapped to a bed awaiting torturous experimentation. The Framework never disappoints in the creepiness department.
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