#School of Health management

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

very very tired of all the many many things :')

[chaos-in-one]

Me: Peacefully reading my psychology textbook, enjoying learning new things

The Textbook: Yeah so prolonged stress has actually been proven to lead to a much higher risk for a variety of health issues

Me:

Me: Ah.

[blaiddraws]

HOWDY FOLKS I've not drawn very much as of late since. uhhhh. SEVERAL things happened. but one of them is because i went to a miniature painting convention this past weekend!

it was super fun! here's a couple minis i painted-- first one was just for fun and i want to make her into a character now, second one i did in a class on painting with limited palettes! i did that with only three different colors of paint!

[silentchamp]

[[UPDATE: I am going on hiatus until I can resolve whatever health issues I am currently having. Went to a specialist and they're working on helping me. I hate the idea of doing this but half the time I'm left bed ridden or with brain fog so...I need to go on a break. the "h" word is a scary one but it's time.

thanks for being patient with me.

I'll be back soon, I hope.

[britneyshakespeare]

you know someday i'm gonna feel so good when i have my student loans paid off

that ain't gonna be soon, trust me, but i think about it

[rainyfestivalsweets]

Random thoughts

Brain purge, will address these later in detail:

Time management. 40-50 hours/wk of work. 10-12 hr/wk school. Housework. Exercise. Chores. Downtime.

How to become a study girl. And a working girl. And a healthy diet girl.

Increase calorie burn without increasing hunger.

How to study and not eat more because of whatever makes me want to eat all the things at night. Like last night. I should have been focused. Instead I was continually looking for snacks even though I had obviously eaten more than enough.

Limit night eating.

Limit availability of UPF.

Keep calories within limits. Easier with turkey and chicken items, but I have alot of pork and beef.

Focus time needed for work and school items. (If I need brainpower for work items, I struggle with school focus that day.)

Sample time schedules? Create a habitt schedule??

[seth-the-giggle-fish]

Separated by 15 years

I think part of what is throwing me off about making this cosplay is that it's easy for some reason.

My first cosplay was done back in the foggy days of high school where I was skipping rope with the burnout line and pushing myself because I was supposed to be so smart. Smart and being good in class were my main features of being a student (and the whole not knowing about my brain being filled with weasels) and honestly despite that cosplay attempt having a similar 'difficulty rating' it was nearly impossible for me to finish as much as I had.

I was up the night before the con holding back a breakdown because I wasn't good enough to do the work. That I had failed to plan my time around being drowned in homework a terrible sleep schedule and the knowledge that I had the basic skills needed to sew this so why the FUCK wasn't I able to do it?

I went to that con missing a jacket and most of the details that would indicate what anime I was cosplaying from, but I still managed to have fun once I got there. I spun the costume from being 'incomplete Roy Mustang' to 'after a night drinking Roy Mustang' to explain the lack of jacket and how my wig was fresh from the mail.

Now I'm in college (on try number 3) making a cosplay of Donquixote Rosinante aka Corazon from One Piece and while the items I'm making are different, like how I've made his shirt instead of a butt cape, the whole process is inherently easier because I now have almost a decade of actually working with my brain instead of trying to live up to all those bright futures that my teachers and other adults saw in me most of my childhood.

Some of my skills have obviously developed, I know more about sewing and how to work with fabrics, but I also know how to recognize when I'm too tired to make meaningful progress. I can see how if I were to push forward and sew just one more seam before bed I'll probably end up making a mistake that would send me into a spiral trying to undo or fix the mistake all while opening the door for new and bigger opportunities to loose control of the situation and either having a breakdown or being upset with the project went and not wanting to touch it ever again.

Anyways I'm not letting myself procrastinate writing a paper by working on my cosplay so instead I wrote all this up instead. Time to set a timer for 10 minutes and write more of my paper before I can take another break.

[rowenabean]

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[thelatebloomerdiaries]

11.7.2024 Here's what happened in 2025

I have decided that my life doesn't have to be hard and I am going to accept the help of others. In 2025 I:

I did so well in my internship! I think all of the cute coffee shops, and library visits helped! I started also

👗😲💄Lost 60 lbs: the clothes I buy are so cute now. I'm so glad I didn't wait until the weight was gone in order to lose weight. I never thought people would think that I'm stylish, but dressing up before I lost weight really helped me with my personal style and now I always feel put together.

🧘‍♀️🧘‍♂️🧘I became a yoga teacher :) - I gained so much confidence and start teaching morning yoga and I had a blast!

💅✌️😌I opened my award winning beauty/wellness office - so many people supported me. I was so blessed and excited and I was able to help so many people!

🎓🎒🏫I finished my degrees and walked a few stages - It was so cool walking stages that younger me thought I never could. My family was so excited for me and we made a big trip out of my graduation trips!

🏯🚢🏝️I traveled to Tokyo, Bali, and went on a cruise

😃💖🏢I got the job of my dreams - A lot of people supported me during the process and I got an offer that I couldn't believe the offer I got! My benefits are amazing. I can't believe it!

💒👰🤵I got eloped in a beautiful little chapel surround by friends and family - I think my selkie gave old Hollywood in the 50s/60s we looked so cute and I enjoyed our intimate wedding. Omegamart was so fun and we even tried some good foods!

🤳🛍️💸I was able to make some money from content creation - not gonna lie, I felt really stupid at first, and at first no one looked at my channel, but one day it just took off. Little by little bit by bit I made it.

🙌😁🤝I inspired others around me to take action - Some of my family and friends even decided to go back to school after seeing my success.

🏠👩‍🦱🏪I got my new dream apartment in my favorite area - I can't believe this apartment, even with my previous credit issues. I got some months free in a new apartment and if I want to do something fun I don't even have to use my car!

🐶🦴����I got a Frenchie and a toy poodle - I really struggled naming them but they are so cute! They are healthy and get along great with my dog!

✈️🌍💼I traveled to see my mom - I love seeing her and spending time with her friends and us going to the spa, thank God I was able to work Remotely for a while.

⚡💲🔮I invested over $10,000 in the market - I almost didn't learn yoga, because the internet said I wouldn't make much money, but I took a chance I made so much money and even saw some growth in my other business that allowed me to invest in the market and see awesome returns!

In 2025 I was so amazed to see all that I had accomplished and all that God blessed me with when I finally let go and let God and actually showed up I was amazed how much I accomplished. When I let those that love me help me and stopped feeling like I had to do it the hard way, play small, work "hard" or do it alone I thrived. I received so many offers for good paying jobs, with great benefits before I even finished my internship or degree. I am so thankful that I stopped planning and started living, stop worrying about things that didn't matter I became the woman of MY dreams. I lost some people who weren't interested in the real me, but I gained so many friends, mentors, and good acquaintances. I am thankful for all I gained, and even what I lost because I know it led me to where I am now and I can't wait to see what 2026 has in store!

[redwidow616]

I already told the prison gang this and I know I'm the only one who cares, but I got an A on my last ever math final, which was like 5 hours long

[mrmcdonut]

I have a plan on how to introduce Mike into the fic

After some consideration and since all these characters are based off of little parts of me, I have decided to give Mike of the worst years of my life. yay.

So, just a little tw, there is gonna be talk about "personal stuff that gets forced onto people unwillingly that usually happens to women" in chapter 4 or 5 of The Demigod With A Thousand Names (Just a, major warning for anyone sensitive to that kind of content.)

[ramblingsfromthytruly]

stress acne ughhh

[wanderingmind867]

Today me any my dad plan to go to visit the high school one more time before school returns next week or so. I hope it all goes well. But I am still nervous about going back to school. Especially with my stomach having been so poor this summer. The last thing I need is for my stomach to get so bad that I can't make it to school on the first day back. If that happens, I don't know what I'll do. Even if i do manage to just go half-days, there's never any guarantees about keeping my stomach in line. And that's stressful. I hate dealing with all of this. It's not any fun worrying about school returning, my stomach being bad, me feeling sedentary online, and any untold other number of issues. So wish me luck today, as me and my dad go to visit the school today. With all my overthinking related stressors, I could probably use that.

[pl4n]

from a while back

[awek-s]

the ceo was in today and he was pissed that i didn’t acknowledge him while he was wandering around the store but as a rule I straight up don’t approach unapproachable people who look like they’d rather be left alone to shop & I was literally working on sales stuff and he went to my manager and complained and I think he was gonna rip me a new one too but my manager took the heat for me but it put him in such a bad mood that he snapped at me about other shit instead and atp I’m like is this job actually worth all of this in the end

[livvyofthelake]

also fun fact. you can effectively punch holes in plastic glow in the dark stars using a push pin and a rock and just pressing it really hard into your carpet or something so it doesn’t damage anything once it penetrates the plastic. in case you ever needed to know that