#SO IM MAKING THIS AND HANGING IT ON MY WALL
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trulyumai Ā· 1 day ago
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to expect more from him
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ā€”pairing: Emperor Geta / Wife! Reader
ā€”synopsis: you ask geta of his priorities and where his wife and unborn child rank in his world. are you truly surprised of the answer?
ā€”warnings: geta being a dick, light angst.
ā€”a/n: im back baaaaabyyyyy!!
The flicker of candlelight was the only illumination in the room, casting dancing shadows across the walls. You lay curled against Getaā€™s side, his arm wrapped around you, his fingers tracing slow, soothing patterns along your skin. It was a rare moment of peace, one that you had come to cherish amidst the chaos that always seemed to swirl around him.
His warmth enveloped you, the steady rhythm of his breath a comforting lullaby. There was a quietness between you, the kind that spoke volumes, and for a while, you allowed yourself to simply exist in it. This was the man you had once lovedā€”before the weight of the crown, before the bloodshed and politics consumed him.
You closed your eyes, pressing your cheek into the firm expanse of his chest, feeling the quiet thrum of his heartbeat beneath your ear. You were at peace here. But a question had been gnawing at the edges of your mind all evening, and it wouldnā€™t let go.
ā€œGeta,ā€ you whispered softly, your voice breaking the silence. His fingers paused their gentle movements as he turned his attention to you, his hand resting on your back as he gazed down at you.
You took a slow, steadying breath. ā€œIf it came to it... would you choose me and the child over Rome?ā€
He froze. For a moment, the air between you thickened. The question hung in the space between you, heavier than anything either of you had ever dared to address. His eyes, sharp and calculating, flickered with surprise, and a quiet chuckle rumbled from his chestā€”a sound that was all too familiar, but now felt strangely hollow.
He let out a light, almost mocking laugh. ā€œYou think I would ever choose between you and Rome?ā€ His voice was playful, but there was an edge to it, a condescension that was unmistakable. ā€œIā€™ve built an empire, wife. Iā€™ve fought, bled, and sacrificed for it. I canā€™t just walk away from it. From everything Iā€™ve worked for.ā€ His words were sharp, as though he were trying to convince not only you but himself as well.
You felt a chill settle in your chest. His laughter, meant to dismiss your question, stung more than you could have anticipated. You pulled back slightly, looking at him with a mixture of hurt and disbelief. ā€œSo, you would really choose Rome over your family?ā€ Your voice trembled slightly, but you held his gaze, searching for any hint of the man you once knew.
The flicker of something darker passed over his face, but it quickly faded as he leaned back, a half-smile playing on his lips. ā€œYou know what Rome demands of me,ā€ he said, his tone suddenly cold and detached. ā€œYouā€™ve always known.ā€
ā€œYes, Iā€™ve known,ā€ you said softly, a pang of sorrow twisting in your chest. ā€œBut I never thought youā€™d laugh at the idea of choosing your family. Us. Over it all.ā€
His gaze shifted, a sudden shift in his demeanor as he took a deep breath. ā€œYou think Rome will fall without me?ā€ He laughed again, but this time there was something darker behind it. ā€œItā€™s not that simple, sweetling. Iā€™ve come too far to just turn my back on everything.ā€
You stared at him, your heart aching, the sense of loss settling deep inside you. He wasnā€™t the man you remembered. The man who had once promised you a future, the man who swore to protect you and your unborn child. Now, all you could see was the emperor, the mask of duty and power consuming him more and more with each passing day.
ā€œThatā€™s the problem,ā€ you said quietly, your voice trembling now. ā€œI donā€™t want to be a second thought to Rome. I donā€™t want to be your duty. I want to be your choice.ā€ You paused, letting the weight of your words hang in the air. ā€œBut if youā€™re already making it clear that Rome will always come first, then maybe I should stop pretending that this is enough.ā€
For a moment, Geta didnā€™t respond. His expression had shiftedā€”no longer playful, no longer coldā€”but instead filled with something you couldnā€™t quite place. Guilt, perhaps. Or confusion.
ā€œIā€”ā€ he began, his voice rough with emotion, but then stopped. His eyes softened, his earlier bravado faltering under the weight of your question.
ā€œDo you think I donā€™t want to choose you?ā€ he finally said, his voice quieter now, almost vulnerable. ā€œDo you think I donā€™t see what we could have? What we should have? Iā€™ve sacrificed too much for Rome, for this throneā€¦ I donā€™t know if I could walk away from it.ā€
You didnā€™t know whether to be relieved or disappointed at his words. At least now, there was no more pretense. At least now, he was being honest with you.
But that honesty brought no comfort, no certainty. ā€œThen weā€™re not the same,ā€ you whispered, your heart breaking. ā€œBecause if it were me, I wouldnā€™t hesitate.ā€
A long silence passed before Geta shifted beside you, his expression conflicted. ā€œI need time,ā€ he said quietly. ā€œTime to think. But I will not let anything happen to you. Or our child. Not ever.ā€
And in that moment, you werenā€™t sure what the future held. But you knew that tonight, your world had shifted. You would never again look at him in quite the same way. Neither of you were the people you had been when you first fell in love.
You could only hope that, in time, he would see the truth. That love, true love, was worth fighting forā€”just as much as power.
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evermore-crow Ā· 4 months ago
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ATTENTION CROCHETERS OBSESSED WITH SIX OF CROWS
(or just like obsessed with daggers? i guess! iā€™m obsessed with SoC so yeah heh)
So, I found this pattern for a crochet tapestry thingy (iā€™m still new at this), and I think itā€™s SOOOO INEJ! ok here is the link for anyone interested. The PATTERN is $12.
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theoldkyokodied Ā· 2 years ago
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One wedding and three funerals
Background paintings under the cut
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#tomgreg#succession#tom wambsgans#greg hirsch#shiv roy#roman roy#kendall roy#yeah no im not tagging everyone thats too much#this is me going 'how much implications themes and symbolism can i fit in one painting'#yes i gave rose shivs haircolor. if we ever find out how she looks like and its not like this im just gonna pass away i guess#but yeah i hope yall connect the dots#i put waaay too much thought and work into this. i was googling pictures of all the actors as kids just for reference (sigh)#honestly kinda wanted to make tom and greg link pinkies as like. a pinkie promise. but that was too hard to draw in this angle#at least not without obstructing the view of the ring which is important to see so ya#my fave is actually the tomshiv wedding pic i went off with that. i love them... they should have run away to become sheep farmers fr fr#anyway im so glad im done with this UGH!! finally i can draw smth else without being like oh noooo i need to finish this#i see a lot of you wondering why there is no portrait of logan but one of ewan#it's bc the placement of the painting represent their standing. logans portray would not hang next to the stairs#his present portrait hangs at the end of it. all the way up at the top. alone and withering away#basically the picture you see underneath ewan to the right? its where toms parents would be. the right side of the wall is tom and gregs#and the left one is the roy siblings theirs. since they grew up rich rich. and tom and greg didn't#but ya thats why ewan hangs here and logan does not :)
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thegreatyin Ā· 6 months ago
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your character makes me actually sick. i hope your account gets bricked and you have to start over and not be an asshole to everyone. i hope you accidentally sell all of your expensive equipment and have to re-buy them for double the sell value. i hope you click the wrong option in a major story beat and have to spend fate to reset it. fuck you and your shitty-union busting empathy-lacking character.
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pov you're the scoundrel at a railway board meeting
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becauseplot Ā· 1 year ago
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i feel i should preface this with saying that this relationship analysis "takes place" before qcellbit's emotional exhaustion and motivation crash---
---but i have been having SUCH crazy thoughts abt the archivists (qcellbit n qphilza). guy who needs evidence of Everything šŸ¤ guy who takes pictures of and hoards Everything. two-cars-passing-each-other meme whenever cellbit (practically nocturnal at this point) makes a late-night run to the Ordo to grab some notes he left there and bumps into phil (trouble sleeping ever since the birdhouse incident) who's sitting in one of the evidence rooms organizing a new backpack of photos to hand over to cellbit.
"oh. hey phil." "hi mate."
their conversations and interactions center mostly around cellbit's investigations---the ones cellbit lets the public know about, anyway---and whatever new info phil managed to scoop up since the last time they saw each other. theories are exchanged, and photos are passed between them as easily as pleasantries. "how're you doing?" "oh, doin' alright, doin' alright. you?" "eh. busy, you know?"
they don't talk about much else.
see, they both understand secrets. intimately. things you did you would much rather leave behind you, if you can, or thoughts, worries, doubts you would much rather keep to yourself for fear of speaking them into existence. sealed lips; a tight lid. they look at each other and know they're only seeing what the other wants them to see, but that's okay. they get it. sometimes, it's just easier to focus on what is directly in front of you. what you can see, what you can touch; what you know is true, what you know is real.
what you can do.
so cellbit generates and bounces his theories off of phil, and phil is more than happy to be a sounding board. phil fills up a backpack with photographs, and cellbit is more than happy to take it off his hands. they focus on The Work, on the spiderweb of red string and loose ends and grainy pictures and scrawled notes pinned to the wall, madness-incarnate sprawled out before them. they trust each other's judgement, and they trust each other's skills, and they trust each other, and neither asks too many questions. they both appreciate it.
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aqqleshiqqing-archive Ā· 1 year ago
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goofy ass trainer couple red and jaide would like to battleā€¼ļø
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bogkeep Ā· 6 months ago
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my special skill is that i'm not afraid of emails. in fact i vastly prefer sending emails because i can do it whenever i have time... the alternative is usually making phone calls, and the phone call times are pretty much always work hours at work days, AKA the SAME TIME AS WHEN I'M AT SCHOOL!!!! this really sucks if the only time i have the opportunity to sit down and do Important Paperwork Stuff is the weekend or the evenings!!! Let Me Send A Written Message Please Please Please
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dearloonies Ā· 4 months ago
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I'm so deprived of Lotm fics that I've been imagining several in my head
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faaun Ā· 1 year ago
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i think recently i've been less soft and a lot more jagged-edged than i'd like to be. i need to make an effort to be more whimsical and less worried abt how i'm being perceived by ppl etc etc
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iftitah Ā· 10 months ago
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my mom's college is sooo nostalgic šŸ˜­
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sleepy-crypt1d Ā· 1 month ago
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ur sophie post was made for me hi hello
i go along with the hc sheā€™s siblings with david! (and josef ) so she naturally adopts the last name leatherhoff!! :) i hc her as the youngest and that i think she went to college for nursing for the heck of it (i think she just didnā€™t know what path to take) and that sheā€™s now just running a flower shop and living her best life i have other more minor hcs in relation to the complexities of her as a person because sheā€™s sosoooo important to meee my goshā˜ļøšŸ˜ž
hello!! :D i am so happy someone is appreciating her as she deserves !!
i've seen a lot of the hc of her and david being siblings and ive always thought it was cool :3 its an interesting way to connect the characters to one another and adds an layer of hilarity to the idea that david was the one who hit simon lol
in my mind she's the oldest and has a younger brother who she helps tutor after her classes and before her parents get off work- i like the idea that she's close with her family, she deserves it :(
the idea of her owning a flower shop is so good i love that- i hc that her mom is really into gardening and so sophie picked up drying/pressing flowers from her! and she picked up her love of taxidermy bone art (i think she would make stuff like darkferncreations on Instagram- mixes of pelts and skeletons and plants- check them out if you aren't sensitive to that sorta stuff! their work is gorgeous) from her love of museums and the general concept of preserving the act of life after death. she'd find it comforting, i think. making beauty out of something so tragic.
i am so sorry for rambling so much in response i just love her so muchhhh
and i would adore to hear more of ur ideas about sophie :3c the game gives us NOTHING and i need other fans to help fill the void
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whynotimtired Ā· 2 months ago
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The REAL elephant in the room is the fact that I'm a Steve/Kali truther djdbdbdb
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squuote Ā· 2 years ago
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You're just,, such a big art inspo,, your Narrator also is just such a fantastic design,,, thank u for your hard work,,
WAAAGHHH HI SHINA HI THIS ASKLITERALLY MEANS THE WORLD TO ME....THANK YOUU i am rlly glad people enjoy the design as much as i love drawing him and even now im still like. lowkey messing around with it and adding as i go hehe
BUT FR THANK YOU...this ask honestly helped me get through the week kfjdghfgk
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totallyawesome123 Ā· 3 months ago
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rediscovering I have empathy? craaaazyyyyy
#beanie babbles#okay so this is gonna be a vent post but all in the yags#tw pet death#tw death#i hope dont think this is ablest language but its not precise language#Here we go#I never really doubted I have a capacity for empathy. It can be kind of hit or miss- amd even when I dont understand I try to be compassion#-ate. all that good stuff blah blah#Whats a lot more accurate to say is I dont really feel bad for dead people#I'll feel bad at the idea of somone dying maybe. I dont want living people to suffer and die just because.#I get upset when my friends are suicidal or when somone goes out and kills other people or even when a fictional charecter dies sometimes#but the mourning isnt about their death. it sucks that i cant hang out with them any more or that they cant experiance shit any more#but im not crying at a casket#But I did cry when I found my housemates pet bird limp on the floor of the cage today- the other one not seeming to even realize#This is the second time. The first one the birds were closer and the loving one wouldnt stop making noise tryong to get our attention#this one didnt mind as much- was just hungry and looking for some more feed. The feeders were empty and water gross#I stay with the birds every day and make sure they get excerize and enrichment because my housemate cant do that part#but i dont check the nessicities#so that was a shock. I refilled the food compartment after taking the dead bird out and putting them in a box#I dont think thats why they died. These birds have their wongs clipped before purchase and cant flay very well at all#But this bird practiced and was able to get a lot of height and distance as feathers grew back. But didnt know how to stop#Constantly crashing into floors and walls. Thats the main culprit I think#Its just weird that I cry easier over birds and fictional charecters and material things than my family. I feel guilty about it#Not that guilty i got all that angst out in 2020#vent post#not really actually this turned into an explination of events more#anyway#the actual post had nothing to do w9th anything bru
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klbzplb Ā· 1 year ago
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honestly still the biggest personal tragedy of session 5 is that when grian joined gem in the tower building. in gems episode, there were almost a solid 10 minutes of just that. them hanging out, calm, peaceful, no danger, away from people that could hurt them . and guess what ? grian left LESS THAN 3 MINUTES OF THAT IN HIS EPISODE dbjksffejw
#rant in tags#gems episode straight up got me to start drawing the most complicated fanart in a year or so just of that scene#and grian just. cut most of it out#(gem probably did too. but come on g. only 3??)#i think i know what im feeling. i called it in a yt comment on session 2 or so#im clinging to the last remains of peace and happiness we get#i watched every pov and i think this episode grian's is my favourite (even if he cut out most of my fav scene overall)#he almost died' rigged a charity' loved bdubs and built a tower. it was nice#he barely interacted with the reds (love them too but). he was just hanging out. the cleo&etho&grian & i guess bdubs team is my fav#literally not a single spec of danger in that house. all positivity (thanks etho for starting the 'we love bdubs' day too bdw)#even martyns single trap got disarmed immediately#i was hoping for an grian & cleo team because of the potential for chaos but i think i love this more at least for now#ive been thinking too. the heart foundation honestly stresses me out so much#i love them with all my heart. i do#but i dont trust bigb at all. havent since episode one and wont start now. feels like that man has no loyalty to tango and skizz#hes very fun dont get me wrong but he makes me worried. i still have no idea what his deal is#theyre also very open. no fortification ( i like walls theyre safe)#and their system is very easy to rig (as shown in this episode)#(also bigb straight up saw grian throw his quartz in and said NOTHING)#ā€œthis is a death game! why do you not want death? what are you even here for?ā€ SHUSH#this is all /positive. its good stress#(and i love death and betrayal martyn's win is my fav ending so far)#i just got too used to the peace and happiness at the beginning#i did not mean to rant this much but i have a lot of feelings about this series i dont have anywhere else to express#trafficblr#secret life
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maddogmp3 Ā· 6 months ago
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i think the weirdet thing about living on my own is regularly having the thought of: i want home decor.
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