#SO IM MAKING THIS AND HANGING IT ON MY WALL
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to expect more from him
āpairing: Emperor Geta / Wife! Reader
āsynopsis: you ask geta of his priorities and where his wife and unborn child rank in his world. are you truly surprised of the answer?
āwarnings: geta being a dick, light angst.
āa/n: im back baaaaabyyyyy!!
The flicker of candlelight was the only illumination in the room, casting dancing shadows across the walls. You lay curled against Getaās side, his arm wrapped around you, his fingers tracing slow, soothing patterns along your skin. It was a rare moment of peace, one that you had come to cherish amidst the chaos that always seemed to swirl around him.
His warmth enveloped you, the steady rhythm of his breath a comforting lullaby. There was a quietness between you, the kind that spoke volumes, and for a while, you allowed yourself to simply exist in it. This was the man you had once lovedābefore the weight of the crown, before the bloodshed and politics consumed him.
You closed your eyes, pressing your cheek into the firm expanse of his chest, feeling the quiet thrum of his heartbeat beneath your ear. You were at peace here. But a question had been gnawing at the edges of your mind all evening, and it wouldnāt let go.
āGeta,ā you whispered softly, your voice breaking the silence. His fingers paused their gentle movements as he turned his attention to you, his hand resting on your back as he gazed down at you.
You took a slow, steadying breath. āIf it came to it... would you choose me and the child over Rome?ā
He froze. For a moment, the air between you thickened. The question hung in the space between you, heavier than anything either of you had ever dared to address. His eyes, sharp and calculating, flickered with surprise, and a quiet chuckle rumbled from his chestāa sound that was all too familiar, but now felt strangely hollow.
He let out a light, almost mocking laugh. āYou think I would ever choose between you and Rome?ā His voice was playful, but there was an edge to it, a condescension that was unmistakable. āIāve built an empire, wife. Iāve fought, bled, and sacrificed for it. I canāt just walk away from it. From everything Iāve worked for.ā His words were sharp, as though he were trying to convince not only you but himself as well.
You felt a chill settle in your chest. His laughter, meant to dismiss your question, stung more than you could have anticipated. You pulled back slightly, looking at him with a mixture of hurt and disbelief. āSo, you would really choose Rome over your family?ā Your voice trembled slightly, but you held his gaze, searching for any hint of the man you once knew.
The flicker of something darker passed over his face, but it quickly faded as he leaned back, a half-smile playing on his lips. āYou know what Rome demands of me,ā he said, his tone suddenly cold and detached. āYouāve always known.ā
āYes, Iāve known,ā you said softly, a pang of sorrow twisting in your chest. āBut I never thought youād laugh at the idea of choosing your family. Us. Over it all.ā
His gaze shifted, a sudden shift in his demeanor as he took a deep breath. āYou think Rome will fall without me?ā He laughed again, but this time there was something darker behind it. āItās not that simple, sweetling. Iāve come too far to just turn my back on everything.ā
You stared at him, your heart aching, the sense of loss settling deep inside you. He wasnāt the man you remembered. The man who had once promised you a future, the man who swore to protect you and your unborn child. Now, all you could see was the emperor, the mask of duty and power consuming him more and more with each passing day.
āThatās the problem,ā you said quietly, your voice trembling now. āI donāt want to be a second thought to Rome. I donāt want to be your duty. I want to be your choice.ā You paused, letting the weight of your words hang in the air. āBut if youāre already making it clear that Rome will always come first, then maybe I should stop pretending that this is enough.ā
For a moment, Geta didnāt respond. His expression had shiftedāno longer playful, no longer coldābut instead filled with something you couldnāt quite place. Guilt, perhaps. Or confusion.
āIāā he began, his voice rough with emotion, but then stopped. His eyes softened, his earlier bravado faltering under the weight of your question.
āDo you think I donāt want to choose you?ā he finally said, his voice quieter now, almost vulnerable. āDo you think I donāt see what we could have? What we should have? Iāve sacrificed too much for Rome, for this throneā¦ I donāt know if I could walk away from it.ā
You didnāt know whether to be relieved or disappointed at his words. At least now, there was no more pretense. At least now, he was being honest with you.
But that honesty brought no comfort, no certainty. āThen weāre not the same,ā you whispered, your heart breaking. āBecause if it were me, I wouldnāt hesitate.ā
A long silence passed before Geta shifted beside you, his expression conflicted. āI need time,ā he said quietly. āTime to think. But I will not let anything happen to you. Or our child. Not ever.ā
And in that moment, you werenāt sure what the future held. But you knew that tonight, your world had shifted. You would never again look at him in quite the same way. Neither of you were the people you had been when you first fell in love.
You could only hope that, in time, he would see the truth. That love, true love, was worth fighting forājust as much as power.
#fluff#x reader#fanfiction#joseph quinn#joseph quinn x reader#gladiator ii#gladiator 2#emperor geta x you#emperor geta x reader#emperor geta#geta x you#geta x female reader#geta x reader#geta#anger#angst#protective
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ATTENTION CROCHETERS OBSESSED WITH SIX OF CROWS
(or just like obsessed with daggers? i guess! iām obsessed with SoC so yeah heh)
So, I found this pattern for a crochet tapestry thingy (iām still new at this), and I think itās SOOOO INEJ! ok here is the link for anyone interested. The PATTERN is $12.
#crochet#six of crows#inej ghafa#THEY ARE DAGGERS#im so obsessed#iām halfway through and iām soooo excitedddddddddddd#iāve seen so many tattoos inspired by our Sankta of the True Sea#but i am not brave enough for a tattoo and i also hardly ever wear jewelry#SO IM MAKING THIS AND HANGING IT ON MY WALL#I AM SOOO HAPPY
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One wedding and three funerals
Background paintings under the cut
#tomgreg#succession#tom wambsgans#greg hirsch#shiv roy#roman roy#kendall roy#yeah no im not tagging everyone thats too much#this is me going 'how much implications themes and symbolism can i fit in one painting'#yes i gave rose shivs haircolor. if we ever find out how she looks like and its not like this im just gonna pass away i guess#but yeah i hope yall connect the dots#i put waaay too much thought and work into this. i was googling pictures of all the actors as kids just for reference (sigh)#honestly kinda wanted to make tom and greg link pinkies as like. a pinkie promise. but that was too hard to draw in this angle#at least not without obstructing the view of the ring which is important to see so ya#my fave is actually the tomshiv wedding pic i went off with that. i love them... they should have run away to become sheep farmers fr fr#anyway im so glad im done with this UGH!! finally i can draw smth else without being like oh noooo i need to finish this#i see a lot of you wondering why there is no portrait of logan but one of ewan#it's bc the placement of the painting represent their standing. logans portray would not hang next to the stairs#his present portrait hangs at the end of it. all the way up at the top. alone and withering away#basically the picture you see underneath ewan to the right? its where toms parents would be. the right side of the wall is tom and gregs#and the left one is the roy siblings theirs. since they grew up rich rich. and tom and greg didn't#but ya thats why ewan hangs here and logan does not :)
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your character makes me actually sick. i hope your account gets bricked and you have to start over and not be an asshole to everyone. i hope you accidentally sell all of your expensive equipment and have to re-buy them for double the sell value. i hope you click the wrong option in a major story beat and have to spend fate to reset it. fuck you and your shitty-union busting empathy-lacking character.
pov you're the scoundrel at a railway board meeting
#HI ANON THIS IS THE FUNNIEST ASK EVER. CAN WE MAKE OUT.#ask#fallen london#im not sure whether to decide this is satire or unironic and either option is so funny. sorry for making my FL pc an atrocious person#my crimes cannot be forgiven#scoundrelventures#this is going in the scoundrel lore tag bc it's fucking iconic. i want to hang this ask on my wall.
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i feel i should preface this with saying that this relationship analysis "takes place" before qcellbit's emotional exhaustion and motivation crash---
---but i have been having SUCH crazy thoughts abt the archivists (qcellbit n qphilza). guy who needs evidence of Everything š¤ guy who takes pictures of and hoards Everything. two-cars-passing-each-other meme whenever cellbit (practically nocturnal at this point) makes a late-night run to the Ordo to grab some notes he left there and bumps into phil (trouble sleeping ever since the birdhouse incident) who's sitting in one of the evidence rooms organizing a new backpack of photos to hand over to cellbit.
"oh. hey phil." "hi mate."
their conversations and interactions center mostly around cellbit's investigations---the ones cellbit lets the public know about, anyway---and whatever new info phil managed to scoop up since the last time they saw each other. theories are exchanged, and photos are passed between them as easily as pleasantries. "how're you doing?" "oh, doin' alright, doin' alright. you?" "eh. busy, you know?"
they don't talk about much else.
see, they both understand secrets. intimately. things you did you would much rather leave behind you, if you can, or thoughts, worries, doubts you would much rather keep to yourself for fear of speaking them into existence. sealed lips; a tight lid. they look at each other and know they're only seeing what the other wants them to see, but that's okay. they get it. sometimes, it's just easier to focus on what is directly in front of you. what you can see, what you can touch; what you know is true, what you know is real.
what you can do.
so cellbit generates and bounces his theories off of phil, and phil is more than happy to be a sounding board. phil fills up a backpack with photographs, and cellbit is more than happy to take it off his hands. they focus on The Work, on the spiderweb of red string and loose ends and grainy pictures and scrawled notes pinned to the wall, madness-incarnate sprawled out before them. they trust each other's judgement, and they trust each other's skills, and they trust each other, and neither asks too many questions. they both appreciate it.
#like seriously most of their conversations thus far have been about everything and everyone BESIDES themselves.#and that!! makes for such an interesting relationship!! bc they trust each other despite it!!#btw i rly tried to format this so that the concepts/ideas touched on this relationship study usually came in pairs-#-the first of each pair being mostly and cellbit and the second being mostly about phil-#-with the exception of the bolded sentence which is supposed to have different meanings depending on whose perspective-#-you read it from. idk i had a lot of fun formatting this. me when parallels me when mirror images <33#dont mind me im just rambling#qsmp philza#qsmp cellbit#q!philza#q!cellbit#also phil acting as cellbit's rubber duck is so important to me actually.#shout out to every friend of mine who has put up with my wall of texts abt an au or writing idea or incoherent mess of disjointed thoughts.#shout out to every friend of mine who's been there hanging out or on call with me as i lose my mind on a problem im whiteboarding.#u keep me sane and u help me more than u know. ily.#archivists#archivist duo
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goofy ass trainer couple red and jaide would like to battleā¼ļø
#i told myself i wasnt gonna draw today but i saw the oras couple and dropped everything else#suddenly the art power came back#ANYWAYSS RAAGHRHDHDDFHF I USED GOOD PKMN BRUSHES FOR THIS I THINK IT LOOKS NICE#JAIDES HAIR IS A BIT TOO DARK BUT IDC I TURNED OFF THR PUTER#i love the idea of red refusing to lift his leg hes embarrassed hes not gonna let that happen#c'mon red you wouldn't wear matching luvdisc shirts with her and you wont LIFT YOUR LEG?? tsk... he still has a lot to learn.....#JOKES ASIDE I LOVED HOW THIS TURNED OUT ESPECIALLY REDS FACE SINCE. I DONT HAVE MUCH REFERENCES FOR HIS FACE BRRRR#if no ones making the canon red sprite art THEN I WILL š¤¬š¤¬š¤¬š¤¬š¤¬#~ art#anyways im hanging this on my wall#i really wanted to do that fake āwants to battleā shot but my resources are lacking and its 5AM#ANYWAYS IM JUST HAPPY I MADE THIS WHEHDHDHSJEJE#ā„ļø appleshipping#pokemon selfship#selfship#selfshipping#selfship community#i also realized nero did this with my number one otp mikalei i am so dumb dumb#jaide (gameverse).insert
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my special skill is that i'm not afraid of emails. in fact i vastly prefer sending emails because i can do it whenever i have time... the alternative is usually making phone calls, and the phone call times are pretty much always work hours at work days, AKA the SAME TIME AS WHEN I'M AT SCHOOL!!!! this really sucks if the only time i have the opportunity to sit down and do Important Paperwork Stuff is the weekend or the evenings!!! Let Me Send A Written Message Please Please Please
#banging my head againt the wall#hi i found out that due to my address being set in sweden i can't Do Things through the norwegian healthcare portal#i can read messages and documents but i can't contact anyone or send in forms. great!!! great!!!!!!! i didn't know this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it's fine i'll just make the phonecalls but i wish i could get it over with NOW#i already feel bad for not doing any of this stuff in the past two days but ive been so completely depleted#im sure ill manage to solve this in time i just hate having things hanging over me#ALL OF THIS COULDVE BEEN AVOIDED IF IT HADN'T TAKEN THREE FUCKING YEARS TO BE GRANTED HRT#'of course there won't be any problems if you move to sweden :)' They Lied To Me#also this is a vent post please do not give me unsolicited advice thank you
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I'm so deprived of Lotm fics that I've been imagining several in my head
#lord of the mysteries#lord of mysteries#klein moretti#the fool#mr fool#tarot club#audrey hall#miss justice#alger wilson#mr hanged man#derrick berg#litte sun#fors wall#xio derecha#miss magician#miss judgement#cattleya#miss hermit#mr world#fanfics#fanfiction#ao3#lofter#ugh lofter#why is it so difficult to access now#now i can't read my fav fics#im so thirsty for fics in ghis fandom#you guys should make a chat fic
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i think recently i've been less soft and a lot more jagged-edged than i'd like to be. i need to make an effort to be more whimsical and less worried abt how i'm being perceived by ppl etc etc
#like...research academia i have no work ethic etc etc...but also my cat is so cute the rain is so cosy theres a cute lantern hanging outside#on the balcony reflecting light im making fried rice im gonna curl up in a blanket and read dantes inferno and then#rewatch over the garden wall to see how they relate...cosy activities !! i think im so surrounded by ppl who are so accomplished at#such a young age that its like. i feel like im already so behind in life at the age of 21. but my goal shouldnt be to be just...Accomplished#Point Blank. it should also be to be comfy and cosy and have cute apartment and love world a lot 4ever and ever
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my mom's college is sooo nostalgic š
#i used to come here as a kid#when we had a holiday but mom and dad had jobs to mom would carry me and brother here#she has her own huge department and its separated from other staff rooms#and there's a huge blackboard that students would draw on with colorful chalks its still there šš#and frames of different anatomical structures#and the kitchen inside#and menu cards prepared by students all over#she's home science and english teacher so she has it all a bit of nutrition stitching and sewing cooking medicine table manners#chemistry biology literally everything#and the students prepared files with pretty covers and id pick out all the decorations from the files when they passed out#and in practicals mom would make them prepare tastiest dishes everyone got a sweet and one savory to prepare#and mom always has craziest idea she loves cooking so you can imagine the dishes i got to taste#the glass and foil paintings are still there ššš„¹š„¹#and the cutlery#there are lot more wall hangings now#and the one huge center table is reduced to two small tables#and the department has got one new teacher shes so young#i mean its not so grand but ofc its grand it contains my childhood#the canteen and bookstall don't work anymore no idea why the owners abandoned them after covid#im so š„¹š„¹š„¹š„¹š„¹#im meeting my school friends here then we'll go shopping
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ur sophie post was made for me hi hello
i go along with the hc sheās siblings with david! (and josef ) so she naturally adopts the last name leatherhoff!! :) i hc her as the youngest and that i think she went to college for nursing for the heck of it (i think she just didnāt know what path to take) and that sheās now just running a flower shop and living her best life i have other more minor hcs in relation to the complexities of her as a person because sheās sosoooo important to meee my goshāļøš
hello!! :D i am so happy someone is appreciating her as she deserves !!
i've seen a lot of the hc of her and david being siblings and ive always thought it was cool :3 its an interesting way to connect the characters to one another and adds an layer of hilarity to the idea that david was the one who hit simon lol
in my mind she's the oldest and has a younger brother who she helps tutor after her classes and before her parents get off work- i like the idea that she's close with her family, she deserves it :(
the idea of her owning a flower shop is so good i love that- i hc that her mom is really into gardening and so sophie picked up drying/pressing flowers from her! and she picked up her love of taxidermy bone art (i think she would make stuff like darkferncreations on Instagram- mixes of pelts and skeletons and plants- check them out if you aren't sensitive to that sorta stuff! their work is gorgeous) from her love of museums and the general concept of preserving the act of life after death. she'd find it comforting, i think. making beauty out of something so tragic.
i am so sorry for rambling so much in response i just love her so muchhhh
and i would adore to hear more of ur ideas about sophie :3c the game gives us NOTHING and i need other fans to help fill the void
#cry of fear#cry of fear sophie#askbox cryptid#she is my everything rn#like listen simon baby light of my life i love you but ur best friend is so cool and i need to hang out with her irl right this instant#she!! had so much potential!! give us SOMETHING#let her be a freak! a weirdo! the girl who talks about bugs and bones and the decomp process and has not a single inch of space on her wall#I FORGOT TO MENTION I LIKE THE HC THAT SHE PINS BUGS#she would find them so pretty :((#sending simon one million pictures of beetles and he responds only with the thumbs up emoji at like 3am#and she'd like knitting :(( make gloves for her friends and a blanket for simon and a sweater for her fat old cat named beef stroganoff#UGH im sorry ill stop talking ahbdkjasbd i adore her and want to be her friend
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The REAL elephant in the room is the fact that I'm a Steve/Kali truther djdbdbdb
#its ridiculous theres no proof whatsoever. but i just am i really am#i personally cant believe in my heart that they wont bring her back for s5 bc it would genuinely be a waste narratively#and steve befriends more and more weirdos each season trying to break down the king steve mindset and being w ppl who make him happy-#instead of hanging around people who make him look cool. i think atp. after both eddie and robin. he needs to be the one to befriend her#bc he WANTS to (even though shes a weirdo). he was reluctant to hang around them both at first and him intentionally trying to bring down#kali's walls would show character development (and kali wouldnt like him at first. thats just a fact i mean its obvious kdbdbd)#idk obviously im not expecting this to happen but no part of me would be surprised if it did#id be screaming tho fs#i also just love being right thats actually why im posting this just so i can say i called it if it does happen xkzjbxx#stranger things#steve harrington#kali stranger things#kali prasad
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You're just,, such a big art inspo,, your Narrator also is just such a fantastic design,,, thank u for your hard work,,
WAAAGHHH HI SHINA HI THIS ASKLITERALLY MEANS THE WORLD TO ME....THANK YOUU i am rlly glad people enjoy the design as much as i love drawing him and even now im still like. lowkey messing around with it and adding as i go hehe
BUT FR THANK YOU...this ask honestly helped me get through the week kfjdghfgk
#the stanley parable#asks#UR ART N DESIGNS ARE ALSO COOL AF SO LIKE. GFJKFGJ IM GLAD YOU ENJOY MINE#literally anyone who says they enjoy my art PLEASE KNOW I AM KICKING MY LEGS BACK N FORTH N GIGGLING WITH GLEE#i think i just get especially happy because i put a lot of thought into his design#like i have a whole list of why i added certain things that i may eventually share once i can make it comprehensible to others#BUT YEA FR...THANK YOU IM HANGING THIS ASK ON MY WALL
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rediscovering I have empathy? craaaazyyyyy
#beanie babbles#okay so this is gonna be a vent post but all in the yags#tw pet death#tw death#i hope dont think this is ablest language but its not precise language#Here we go#I never really doubted I have a capacity for empathy. It can be kind of hit or miss- amd even when I dont understand I try to be compassion#-ate. all that good stuff blah blah#Whats a lot more accurate to say is I dont really feel bad for dead people#I'll feel bad at the idea of somone dying maybe. I dont want living people to suffer and die just because.#I get upset when my friends are suicidal or when somone goes out and kills other people or even when a fictional charecter dies sometimes#but the mourning isnt about their death. it sucks that i cant hang out with them any more or that they cant experiance shit any more#but im not crying at a casket#But I did cry when I found my housemates pet bird limp on the floor of the cage today- the other one not seeming to even realize#This is the second time. The first one the birds were closer and the loving one wouldnt stop making noise tryong to get our attention#this one didnt mind as much- was just hungry and looking for some more feed. The feeders were empty and water gross#I stay with the birds every day and make sure they get excerize and enrichment because my housemate cant do that part#but i dont check the nessicities#so that was a shock. I refilled the food compartment after taking the dead bird out and putting them in a box#I dont think thats why they died. These birds have their wongs clipped before purchase and cant flay very well at all#But this bird practiced and was able to get a lot of height and distance as feathers grew back. But didnt know how to stop#Constantly crashing into floors and walls. Thats the main culprit I think#Its just weird that I cry easier over birds and fictional charecters and material things than my family. I feel guilty about it#Not that guilty i got all that angst out in 2020#vent post#not really actually this turned into an explination of events more#anyway#the actual post had nothing to do w9th anything bru
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honestly still the biggest personal tragedy of session 5 is that when grian joined gem in the tower building. in gems episode, there were almost a solid 10 minutes of just that. them hanging out, calm, peaceful, no danger, away from people that could hurt them . and guess what ? grian left LESS THAN 3 MINUTES OF THAT IN HIS EPISODE dbjksffejw
#rant in tags#gems episode straight up got me to start drawing the most complicated fanart in a year or so just of that scene#and grian just. cut most of it out#(gem probably did too. but come on g. only 3??)#i think i know what im feeling. i called it in a yt comment on session 2 or so#im clinging to the last remains of peace and happiness we get#i watched every pov and i think this episode grian's is my favourite (even if he cut out most of my fav scene overall)#he almost died' rigged a charity' loved bdubs and built a tower. it was nice#he barely interacted with the reds (love them too but). he was just hanging out. the cleoðo&grian & i guess bdubs team is my fav#literally not a single spec of danger in that house. all positivity (thanks etho for starting the 'we love bdubs' day too bdw)#even martyns single trap got disarmed immediately#i was hoping for an grian & cleo team because of the potential for chaos but i think i love this more at least for now#ive been thinking too. the heart foundation honestly stresses me out so much#i love them with all my heart. i do#but i dont trust bigb at all. havent since episode one and wont start now. feels like that man has no loyalty to tango and skizz#hes very fun dont get me wrong but he makes me worried. i still have no idea what his deal is#theyre also very open. no fortification ( i like walls theyre safe)#and their system is very easy to rig (as shown in this episode)#(also bigb straight up saw grian throw his quartz in and said NOTHING)#āthis is a death game! why do you not want death? what are you even here for?ā SHUSH#this is all /positive. its good stress#(and i love death and betrayal martyn's win is my fav ending so far)#i just got too used to the peace and happiness at the beginning#i did not mean to rant this much but i have a lot of feelings about this series i dont have anywhere else to express#trafficblr#secret life
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i think the weirdet thing about living on my own is regularly having the thought of: i want home decor.
#me.txt#i want tapestries i want area rugs i want cool lamps and shelves and clocks#i want useful things i want pretty things i want useful things that are pretty#i want my space to feel like its MINE i want it to feel LIVED IN#even if im not sure how much longer i want to live here. i nonetheless want to live here#not just exist and get by#and rn? this apartment is giving 'existing and getting by'#all this to say i want to get a gamer light for the living room#and when my tv shows up im setting the screensaver to a slideshow of dallon weekes images and never turning it off#i DO also want like an area rug and maybe something nice to hang on the wall (a clock would bring me so much joy)#but like. there are more pertinent matters to attain to like the bare minimum of things that make life easier + better#anyway i had this thought bcuz i saw a cool tapestry that i really want
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