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i wonder - edward cullen x reader

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Your parent opened the door and widened their smile. You stood there as they pulled you into a hug.

“I’m so happy to see you.”

You smiled in their embrace.

It was transforming into autumn.

They look behind you.

“Hi, Edward.”

He was polite.

Right before it was dinner time, he left, claiming that he had to go do something for his family. Claiming that he would be right back.

“So…You two are…Back to together?” your parent asks. You pick at your food as you nod.

“When did it happen?” they ask.

“After…After the competition…” you admit quietly.

“You look….Good, Y/N.” they say as they look at you. You give them a small smile.

“I’m going over to Charlie’s tomorrow if you want to tag along. Maybe see Bella?” they suggest.

You shrug lightly, “Sure.”

You found the old keyboard that was previously taken away.

At night, you and Edward tinkered around. Trying to create harmony together as you now had two keyboards in your possession.

“Do you want to come with?” you ask after you both lounge in your bedroom.

He thinks about it but you could tell he didn’t want to say outright no.

“You don’t have to…If you don’t want to.” you say quietly.

“I would like to but, Bella already had suspicions of me. Me coming around would just reignite whatever she thinks.”

You take a good look at him.

“She likes you.” you state quietly. He looks to you. He calmly makes a small grin, “Many do.”

“Could you read it from her mind?”

“I can’t…Read her mind…It’s as if she has no thoughts at all.”

You look away as you lean against the pillows instead of him.

“Before I came…You would’ve chosen her…Instead.”

His eyebrows furrowed, “Why would you say that?”

You take a shy glance at him, “I’m sorry…”

“Just tell me…What makes you feel this way?”

“Did you take interest in me because of my whispering mind? Just be honest.” you say very quietly.

“Y/N…” he says as he takes one of your hands in both of his and gives you a warm grin, “What’s the first thing I asked you?”

You look down at your joined hands.

“You asked if I play…”

“Then…You looked up at me…It was you who almost knocked me off of my feet with just one look.” he whispered, “I felt an instant connection….”

You slowly look at him. He was sincere. He searched your face. You leaned back into him.

“We can’t get rid of each other.” he says in your ear. This makes you laugh a breathy laugh.

“Good.” you say to him quietly as he rubbed his hand down your arm.

“I’m not going to lie…I miss my favorite senior.” Bella says shyly. Both parents were in the living room.

“Aw, I’m touched.” you say with a grin. You watch as she goes to grab her keys.

“They’re not much company…I’m going to the beach..Come with?”

“Sure.”

You both talked, the shyness lifting as she drove past the Welcome to La Push sign.

You saw two figures on the beach. It was windy enough to raise goosebumps, but you were confused by the fact that none of them wore at least a jacket.

You and Bella sat on the rock as you both watched the waves.

“Wow…That’s so impressive.” she says after you tell her your latest achievements.

“Thanks.”

“I can’t wait until graduation…I think I’m going to move back with my mom.” she tells you. You nod.

A pair of familiar eyes came into view. You tried to ignore them, but he kept staring.

“Do you..Do you know him? Because I don’t.” Bella noticed as she whispered.

“Somewhat…” you say as you look down.

“Oh…He’s coming over here.” she stated and you pop up and look at her, “Wait, what?”

She looked ahead and he stops in front of you.

“You couldn’t say hi?”

“Didn’t think you would like that.” you state, not looking at his face.

“Who’s this?”

“Bella Swan.” you answer.

“Who are you?” she asks him.

He says his name and he leans against the rock. You watch as he lingered his gaze on her. Her face slowly started to flush as she peaked at him.

“Are you back for good?” he then asks you.

“Just passing through.” you boredly state.

“Oh…So, what school do you go to?” He then asks Bella.

“Forks. You?” she answered back shyly.

“On the rez…” he says. He then looks behind him as he groaned a bit at the two figures who were now looking at him.

“Do you know them?” Bella asks.

“I wish I hadn’t.”

“Why?” she asks with a soft smile.

“Cause they do that shit.” he says, they were staring as if they were waiting for him, “They’re so annoying. It’s like they’re a cult. I wish they would fuck off.”

You and Bella both chuckle out.

“Come on. I don’t want to be here..” he then says, his tone dripping in discomfort.

“Where would we go?” Bella asks as she’s already getting up. You look at her with a hidden smirk.

“Away from them.” he says and she’s following him, she’s looking at you to do so as well. Your name was called by an unfamiliar voice. It startled you.

“Later.” the boy says. Bella shoots you a worried glance but you tell her to go ahead, reassuring her that you were going to be okay. Two muscle bound people were now in front of you.

“How do you know my name?” you calmly ask.

“From Cullen.” he states. He said as if it was a curse word. Your heart drops.

“Yeah? And?” you retort, feeling defensive over him.

“And you should stay away from them.” he says.

You scoff, “Why should I listen to you….? I don’t even know you.” you say and turn but the other boy beside him says, “Wait. Just hear us out.”

You cross your arms.

“You know me..You have seen me…I was in the woods with you.” the man speaks.

You rack your brain as you travel back to that day and you look at him. He stood tall with authority.

“You’re…The black wolf..”

He nods.

“I’m Samuel Uley. People around here call me Sam…You got involved with the Cullens. I’m warning you to stay away. While you have the chance.” he says.

“You're designed to kill their kind…Of course you want me to stay away.”

“Because they kill people.” the boy next to Sam says as if it were the most obvious thing.

“Did you guys not read your own treaty with them? As long as they don’t eat humans, you can’t kill them. Guess what? They do not eat humans.” you say with slight jazz hands for effect.

“A human shouldn’t be involved with them in the first place…I, as a protector, can’t just let someone leave off with them. You should stay here at home. It was assumed by me and the tribe when you left town, that they had something to do with you leaving. They all left right with you.”

“Yeah, because I had a piano competition. If they were going to hurt me, they would’ve done so by now.” you say with an unserious attitude. It all felt ridiculous.

“You don’t understand. You’re playing with fire.” Sam says feeling a bit frustrated.

“If I was, I wouldn’t gotten burnt by now.” you say.

“Y/N…They’re bloodsuckers-”

“Look. I don’t know either of you. I suggest you both leave me alone. You’re even messing with other people, watching them to join whatever you two got going on. You turn into a large animal.”

Sam huffs out a small breath of anger through his nose, “Jared here, has the same destiny as me now. All because of the vampires, like the Cullens, in the area, it triggers the trait.”

“The Cullens has nothing to do with that. We were gone. Don’t worry. We will all be out of your hair by the time the weekend ends.”

Your phone buzzed in your pocket.

Alice.

“Look, I gotta go.”

Sam grabs your arm, you would’ve been offended but his eyes screamed desperation. You look to him. His body temperature was hot. It felt like he had a fever.

“Please. We’re protectors. This is us protecting. Just stay away from them. Live your life as a human should. Cold ones do nothing but dazzle a human. Everything about them pulls their prey in. You think you two are in a healthy relationship, but he’s a leech at the end of the day. You don’t think he’s going to turn you into one of him eventually? It’s either that or he simply kills you.” he says in a hard tone but it was thrown across patiently.

“Yeah..Look, Sam is right. A cold one is not going to fall in love with a human..It just won’t happen. You’re just simply under his thrall. You feel like everything is good, everything is safe. You can’t help it, it’s natural to fall under it. Our wolves understand them well.” Jared says quietly.

You look at them both. You take your arm back and you walk away. You shove your hands in your pockets and go in the direction you had seen Bella in.

You walked closer to the soft laughs and talking.

“Hey. What were they over there talking to you about?” Bella asks.

“Nothing…They claim they haven’t seen me around before.” you say. They both believed you.

“Are you ready to go?” Bella asks you.

“Yes. Yes, I am.”

You watch as Bella shyly tells him that she will call him. You’re mind was running a mile a minute.

When you and Bella get back, Edward’s car is in her driveway.

“Whoa..Nice car.” she says as she looked at it and she then opens the front door.

Edward was immediately at the doorway pulling you into his arms. As you heard Bella greet her dad in the living room, you quietly heard him breathe you in, as if he was calming himself.

He steps back. His eyes darken. You’re worried.

“Edward, what’s wrong?”

“Where did you go?” he asks suppressing his voice from being angry.

“La Push-“

He grabs your hand, you’re immediately outside.

“Tell me what’s wrong.” you coo to him as you watch him brace himself against his car. He was on the brink of losing control and he was doing a good job of keeping himself together. It took some time but he eventually says it.

“You smell like them.” he says distastefully.

“Who?” you ask in a small voice.

He clenched his jaw and squeezed his eyes shut before saying, “Y/N, please get in the car.”

“No. If you’re…If you feel this way from me smelling like them, I don’t want to make things worse.”

“Alice couldn’t see you…I really need you with me right now. I need to see you.” he says and he touched you, almost as if he couldn’t believe that you were real.

“I’m right here.” you whispered as his fingers heavily smooth over your face, your eyes slightly closed.

You speak again, “I will wash it off when I get home.”

He doesn’t budge to let you go. His gaze almost scared you and you didn’t want either of you to be scared.

“Edward, please?” you ask in a quiet whisper.

In a flash, he’s opening his car door, still staring at you as if you were going to disappear. You stand outside until he eventually leaves.

You scrubbed your skin immediately when you arrived home with your parent. It seemed as soon as you put the last article of clothing on, that’s when you saw the door twist open.

“I don’t feel safe with you going there.” he says to you after a long embrace. His eyes were the liquid gold that you were used to.

You nod as he pressed his lips to your face.

“I only went to the beach with Bella..I didn’t know that they would be there.”

“There’s more of them….I knew it.” he observed as he sits on the edge of your bed, pulling you in his lap.

“Yeah.. You were right.” you say as you caressed his cheek, “The boy…That I met on the beach…Claims that they’re watching him. He thinks they’re like a cult or something.”

Edward doesn’t say anything. You look to him. He blinked at you plainly.

"He has a thing for Bella now. No need to worry."

"That's not what I'm worried about...You've been around him. He can turn into one at any given time."

"Edward-"

"If anything..Were to happen to you, I wouldn't know what to do with myself." he says.

"Nothing's going to happen." you whisper as you hold his head to your chest, his arms tightened around your waist. You two stay like that for some time.

“Can I tell you something?” you ask quietly.

“Anything.”

“Will you promise to not get upset?”

“I promise to try to control my emotions.” he said.

You get out of his lap and only sit next to him. His hand is now firm on your thigh as you stare into his gaze.

“The wolf…The black one in the woods…His name is Sam.”

His eyes closed as he slowly turns away from you.

“Nothing happened.” you say to ease future worries, “But..He only talked to me.”

He’s up and you rise with him.

“I told him….To stay away from you.”

You look down after he stated this. You couldn’t deny, he did approach you first, even going as far as calling your name.

“What’s a thrall?” you blurt out.

He looks at you. It was as if time had stopped. He slowly settled his eyes into yours. He spoke calmly.

“It’s what makes me a killer. Pulling in my prey is what I do.”

You only breathe quietly, as you looked at him. You didn’t know if you should’ve felt afraid. But, you wondered if that’s what being under a thrall meant. You wondered if it took away your fight or flight response.

“Are you scared of me?”

You swallow and you look down. But then you look back up, you shake your head. You didn’t see him move, he was too fast, but his hands held yours.

He only looks at you, trying to make out what’s going through your mind.

“Are you scared of me?” you ask quietly.

He lifts his lips only a little, but he nods. You match his expression and he cradled the side of your face.

“I’m scared of what you do to me.” he says.

“What do I do to you?” you ask, barely audible to your own ears. You watch as his eyes darken, but not in color. The jolted feeling that you felt was almost scary. Not in a fearful way, but an exciting way.

“Tempt me.” he quietly answered.

No words were said as you both soaked in each other with each other’s eyes for a while.

“What did he say to you?” he asks quietly.

“I don’t want to tell you….”

“Why not?”

“I don’t want you to get upset.”

“I’m not upset with you.”

“I know, but…I don’t want you to get upset at all. I like seeing you happy.”

“Just tell me…We should be able tell each other everything.”

You breathe out softly through your nose as you look down.

“All he did…Was try to convince me to stay here…That’s how I found out about the word thrall…He claims that why I feel so……It doesn’t matter. He basically says it’s why a human and a vampire shouldn’t be together.”

“Do you believe it?” he asks.

“….No.” you answer softly.

“I don’t believe it either.” he says.

The next morning, your parent needed to run to the grocery store. You offer. Edward offered to come with.

As he put the bag in the car, he taps your shoulder.

You look at him, he discreetly points to a woman. You follow his eyes. A woman who could be someone who lived in La Push. She had the same distinct look of them.

She got out of her car. Large slashes were on the side of her face. You held back a gasp. You wondered what happened. They were a reddish pinkish color. They looked recent. They weren’t fully healed but healed enough to where she didn’t need to bandage them. She was beautiful despite the damage.

She walked with her keys, you could tell by her walk, she felt self cautious of people who looked at her. A large man, held his hand out to take them from her. She drops them in his hand. Sam then was right next to her. Keeping a protective arm around her and he looked right in your direction. Glaring right at Edward. It was Sam.

“Y/N, get in the car.” Edward says darkly but you know it wasn’t for you. You look to him, glaring darkly at the man who told you to stay away from Edward at the beach. You watch as Edward slowly start to get angry.

You open the passenger car door, seeing that he’s still giving Sam looks that could kill.

“Come on, Edward.” you whisper encouragingly. You then lower yourself and sit down in the passenger seat, hoping he would follow suit. He finally followed you in the car. Smoothly, but steers away fast out of the parking lot. As you looked out the window, she grabs Sam’s arm as she goes to enter the store. Sam’s eyes never left the car until he entered as well.

You slowly turned to look at him with a commiserate look. He gripped the steering wheel, glaring at the road as if he wanted to kill it.

“Do you know her?” you ask in a whisper.

“No..I don’t…But, she’s a sad example of what happens when you stand too close to one of them..She stood too close to Sam..Residents will tell you it’s from an animal attack. If only they knew the animal at hand.” he says trying his best to not talk to you in a nasty manner.

You felt bad. Your mind was flooded with thoughts of the woman. And Sam. You wondered why he warned you of the Cullens, just to hurt someone himself.

As he drove on the road he speaks again but this time it’s very calm, “I’m not trying to tell you what to do, Y/N. I’m just trying to keep you safe…I get so nervous whenever you do go to La Push. That’s why…I prefer you not to go there…Please…Danger just lurks there.”

You nod silently.

“I also…Prefer you to be careful with befriending Bella Swan…Just because she wants to put herself in danger doesn’t mean you have to follow.”

“I understand.” you say and look out the window.

You think for a moment.

“It would be nice for us to go to the beach together….I get to see your skin shine.” you say to lighten the tense mood. He grins a little, “I’m sure that time will come…Where it’s private.”

You nod with slight happiness.

It was time to leave the next day.

You and Edward made it seem to your parent that you were going back to where you had left from, but you both stayed alone with each other in Forks in the Cullen’s old home.

“Where shall we go next?” you ask as you fiddled with your keyboard.

“Somewhere cold for sure.” he says as he placed a kiss on your neck.

You smile at him, “Of course.”

Alice came to visit you both with Jasper. Her hug was tight, you told her you couldn’t breathe with a small laugh. She was excited to see you. Jasper was happy to see you as well.

“I take it you went on your mini vacation.” Edward tells his sister.

“I did. It was a good visit. They all miss you Edward.” she says with a smile.

“Im sure.” he says in a bit moody tone. Jasper chuckles as if it was an inside joke.

“I told them you were visiting them soon.”

“Why would you do that?” Edward says with annoyance.

“They won’t hurt Y/N..They’re vegetarian.” Alice stated the last statement towards you as she stayed close to you. He glared at her but her carefree nature only made him softly roll the same eyes. He sits next to you and looks at you for a moment. You look with deep curiosity.

“She’s only going if she’s working.” Edward finally says.

“Done!” Alice says with a bright smile.

“Jesus, what did you do?” you ask.

“It’s not prestigious like the one you just did, but it’s a quick competition that you can go to. Just like the small ones you did back home.” she says happily. You look to Edward.

“Do you want to do it?” he simply asks you and waits for your answer.

You nod.

On the way to Alaska, Edward told you the history behind their family’s relationship. How loyal they were to each other, being allies to battles when needed.

The coven was formed by a woman named Sasha. Transforming the women you were about to meet, Tanya, Kate, and Irina.

“Are we going to meet her too?”

“She’s dead.”

“Wow..What happened?” you blinked.

“She created an immortal child, their brother, Vasilii…It’s against the law with our people, to create immortal children. They will easily reveal our secret to outsiders.”

“I can only imagine…The tantrums were that great, huh?”

He cracked a smile.

“The law? Who’s the police in your terms?” you then ask.

“The Volturi.”

“Are they vegetarian as well?”

“Sure, if hell freezes over.” he says and you both chuckle.

“For reason, I would’ve thought.”

“Sure they uphold the law, but they live a chaotic lifestyle themselves. They show no mercy. It’s just for the best to be on their good side unless you’re asking for a death sentence.”

You nod in acknowledgment.

“So, which members have powers?”

“Kate and Eleazar.”

“Only two?” you ask. He nods.

“Kate has a power where she can project painful jolts throughout her body with touch. Eleazar has ability identification. He feels the powers of others and is able to detect what they are.”

“Electric jolts.” you say.

“Yeah.” he says.

Eyes took in the remote scenery. It looked surreal by how beautiful the nature looked. The coven really reminded you of the Cullens in a way. You know understood why they considered the coven to be their cousins.

It seemed as though they knew that you two were coming. Four women and a man. Their eyes shined with liquid gold. They embraced Edward, telling him how great it was to see him again. One of them with strawberry blonde hair, tried to keep Edward in a hug for too long before he forcibly detached himself from her.

They looked at you with great curiosity. You felt small in a way. Edward held your hand with a tight grasp.

“A human.” one says with a grin.

“A choice indeed.” the woman with the strawberry blonde hair with an accent says. She steps to you, looking at you with interest.

“What’s your name?” she asks. You tell her. She looks at you and to Edward, it was soft grin, almost flirty. She looks to you, “I’m Tanya.”

The other one with long pale blonde hair, straight as corn silk, who seemed very laid back, gives you a side a hug, “I’m Kate.”

“Y-You didn’t shock me.” you say in surprise. You hear the perfect sounds of laughter surround you.

“It’s only for battle.” she says with a humorous grin.

“So, Edward here has told you about us?” Tanya asks, almost honored.

“A summarized version.” you say.

“We only heard that he met someone. How nice to finally meet you.” the woman with black hair says to you with a warm smile. You find out that her name is Carmen. The man next to her, who you presumed to be Eleazar, stared at you with such concentration but yet you felt he was trying to figure you out. He says a friendly hello.

“That’s our sister, Irina. Don’t feel bad about her stand-off nature. She’s only missing her lover.” Kate tells you in the cozy home as Edward went off to set your belongings in a guest room. You nod, “I get it.”

“You might know him. Laurent. Carlisle says he’s an acquaintance of his.”

You nod, “When we were playing baseball, Laurent and his coven came.”

“You were playing baseball? With them?” Irina asks. You look over to her, nodding, “I was just the ref with Esme, but me and Edward had left when they joined the game.”

“Why?” Tanya asks.

Edward speaks then, “You’re all set Y/N. Are you tired?” You turn to look at him and he interlaced his hand with yours.

“Come on, Edward. Let us get to know each other.” Kate says in a carefree manner.

“Yeah. You want to pull her away when things had gotten good.” Tanya says and Edward displayed an impatient attitude.

You suppressed a smile as you then chose to tug him in the direction of the room that was provided for you.

“It’s going to be easy. Do you want to practice today or tomorrow morning?”

“What? Teacher Edward is giving me a choice?” you say humorously, he gives you a handsome smile.

“Well, I won’t seriously practice until tomorrow but I will still tinker about.” you continued.

“Okay.”

You look at him and he could tell you had questions. He knew that you couldn’t ask because of the lingering ears.

“Do you want to explore with me?” he asks quietly. You nod with a slight smile.

You both sat in a beautiful field. You could see the tall mountains from afar. Just absolutely breathtaking.

“Where is Laurent? You didn’t want to come here because he was here.”

“Take one guess.” he says and you match his grin.

“Mm…He went to kill a human.”

“You’re kind of right…Him and Irina were hunting together. She lost him. She’s not a good tracker.”

“She misses him.” you state as you remember her hint of sadness that was imbedded in her face.

“She does.”

“So….Eleazar…I must’ve rubbed him the wrong way…”

Hearing his laughter, you look over, twitching your own mouth as his laugh started to tickle you.

“What?” you say with a slight chuckle.

“Why would you rub him the wrong way?”

“I don’t know….He kept staring but…Like…Did I do something?”

“He was only figuring you out. They have no problem with having you around.”

“Okay.” you say and look back towards the distance. You chuckle under your breath, “Okay…I’m not jealous of Bella Swan..But I have to admit..I’m jealous of Tanya. Did you two used to date or something?”

“God, no.”

This makes you bubble out a chuckle, “I seen the way she looks at you. The way she acts around you.”

“Tanya is Tanya.” he says and shakes his head.

“She’s beautiful.” you say and you grin at the look he gave you. He seemed to not be interested in hearing that.

“She’s so lustful, it’s off putting…If you two were to talk, you will know my claim is right. I only ask you to only take what she tells you with a grain of salt.”

“Noted.” you say and pull your knees to your chest.

In the morning after a study session of the piano keys that was in the home, Edward leaves off to hunt with Carmen and her husband Eleazar as Kate and Tanya came back in with Irina.

“Oh, hey Y/N.” Tanya says as she sees you at the piano bench. She plops next to you. You smile and reply a hey back.

“I didn’t know you play.” she says. You nod, “Do you?”

“Yeah.”

“We heard you as we were on our way back.” Irina states quietly. You felt bad for her sorrow and shoot her a kind grin.

Tanya scoots you over with her hip and begins to play a fast combination. You look at her fingers and her self satisfied expression.

“Wow.” you breathed.

“How long are you and Edward staying anyway?” Kate simply asks. There was no ill intent, just a simple question.

“I’m…Honestly not sure. I’m here to go to a competition soon so…”

“I can be your coach if you want.” Tanya says with excited energy.

“No, Edward is my teacher. I can’t cheat on him.” you say playfully and walk in the direction of your spare room. You see that Tanya and Kate follow you.

Tanya looks at your ring. Her eyes shine like the blinging jewelry.

“Have you two did it yet?”

“…..Did what?”

You thought she was talking about marriage.

“Sex.”

“Tanya.” Kate says and muffled a chuckle.

“What? This looks serious.” she says and lifts your hand. You felt embarrassed. A thought of you and Edward performing such activities haven’t really crossed your mind. You just liked being in his presence.

“That is a nice ring.” Kate comments.

“No…We haven’t.” you answer as you take your hand back.

Tanya looked shocked and then she laughs, “Edward really hasn’t changed.”

You nervously laugh with her. Mostly in hidden confusion.

“Ignore her.” Kate says.

“What? It’s not like it’s something that one should be afraid of. It’s natural.” Tanya defends.

“What did you mean that Edward hasn’t changed?” you ask her.

“She throws herself at him. It’s why the Cullens haven’t settled here for long.” Kate rolls her eyes and Tanya gives a somewhat shocked look, “I wouldn’t say I throw myself on him. Pursuit is the classy word.”

“Admit it, Tanya. You do.” Kate says and Tanya shakes her head and turns her attention on you, “He hasn’t done it with anyone.”

You don’t say anything. There wasn’t much to say.

“What about you?” Tanya asks curiously.

“Um….No…I haven’t really…” you say and look down with embarrassment, “Plus, it wouldn’t work. I’m a human and he’s a vampire after all. It’s not like we could do anything anyway.”

“It can be done.” Tanya says as she looks at Kate, who wore a smug expression.

“But, you guys are like…Strong..” you say as you take a look at their heightened beauty.

“That’s why you have to go slow. Well, he would have to go slow…but, you could help him with that. Slow and steady wins the race after all.” Tanya tilts her head with a smile.

“I bleed and then what? He will drain me.” you say.

“Not everyone bleeds on their first time. Especially when you’re properly aroused.”

You felt a pit in your stomach. The thought of Edward making you feel that good..You shake your head to dismiss such thoughts about lust.

“Am I about to get a sex lesson from vampires?” you joke.

Kate laughs lightly.

“You should if you’re dating one. We know the do’s and dont’s of intercourse with human men. It’s not like Edward would ever come to us for advice anyway.” Kate says quietly.

You look at them both with curiosity.

Tanya chuckled to herself and says in a playful tone, “We’ll talk more.”

Tanya and Kate was then leaving out of the room as Edward walked through the doorway. Immature giggles were made and it made you feel even more embarrassed.

Edward shuts the door as he rolled his own eyes.

“If they’re too much for you, just scream for help.” he says to you as you both embrace.

“They’re not…I didn’t know Tanya could play as well.” you say to steer the subject of what you were really thinking.

“Yeah.” he says unimpressed.

“She’s really good.” you say and he counters back with, “She a pig head.”

You nudge him, “Don’t be rude.” you scold him in a hushed manner. He takes your hand and sits down with you.

“She only learned and had gotten good after she turned.”

“Still.” you say quietly, feeling bad.

“At least the kitchen isn’t going to waste.” Irina comments as you and Edward finished making a dish for you.

Edward pulls out a chair and you have a seat. You watched as Irina kept looking out of the window, checking her phone. It was abnormal to your eyes to see a somewhat anxious vampire.

“When are you turning her?” Tanya bluntly asks as you pause your playing from the question. The day was young and you and Edward got started with practicing right away. Tanya came in as soon as the keys were being played.

Edward huffed softly a bit, “We can’t focus with you in here.”

“No need to be uptight. It doesn’t seem like Y/N doesn’t mind me in here.” she says as she goes to touch his arm but he dodged her touch. She sniggered.

You look at her with a neutral expression, “I need to focus.” Edward slowly brings on a smirk.

“Alright, alright.” she says holding up two defensive hands. She’s out of the room.

“Alright.” Edward says and tells you to start from the top.

You miss a key. Edward makes way to place his arms over you, telling you how the certain part goes. Your heart quickened by the close proximity.

“Got it?” he softly asks. You nod. He placed a kiss on your cheekbone, you felt yourself get deliciously nervous.

You play slower than the initial tempo and he noticed but he didn’t say anything. You just wanted to focus but your heart wouldn’t slow down.

He placed two hands on your shoulders when you were finished. You completed the song without any hiccups. You sat still as you blinked at the keys.

“Why slow?”

“I um…I wanted to make sure I got it right. I’ll speed it up.” you say nervously.

“You don’t have to be nervous. You could do this in your sleep.”

“It’s not….This…” you whisper. You felt his hands leave your shoulders and your eyes closed as he sits down next to you.

“What’s on your mind?” he asks and wraps an arm around you, scooting you close to him.

“You’re killing me.” you whisper. Your body jerked at soft kiss he gave you on your ear. You shoot a playful glare at him and he’s grinning from ear to ear.

“Should we pretend we’re not together..So you could focus?”

“God, no.” you say.

“Let’s take a break..I have something to tell you anyway.”

You follow him and you slide off of his back, sitting in a beautiful landscape away from the house.

You sit as the breeze dance on your skin.

“Eleazar..Said something that was interesting.”

“Hm?”

“Why your mind is like whispers.”

“Oh…”

“He’s not too sure..But, the real reason Tanya asked when I was going to…Change you…Was because he says you might be able to…Project…Voices into other people’s heads. What’s crazy is…He says it has the potential to drive someone insane mentally, which he thinks is what makes it so gripping.”

“Really?” you ask but not immediately. He nods.

“Is it like a malicious type of thing?” you ask.

“Yes and no. Personally, I think it’s good to defend with. It would be nice to hear what you’re thinking, but he just said voices. Is it a collective of your voice? I just wonder if it’s a thing that can do more bad than good.” he passionately says.

“So…I’m assuming..That’s out of the window.” you plainly say as after he’s spoken.

“I wouldn’t do it out of selfish reasons.”

“Not even…So that we can be together?” you ask as you look down.

“We’re together now.”

You don’t say anything after that. You didn’t want to go back and forth about this particular subject.

“Laurent should be coming back soon..Alice will tell me if it’s sooner than planned.”

You nod your head in silence.

You rise up and he holds your hand as he stared at you.

“Do the shapeshifters…Live forever as well?”

“I don’t think so. The ones that we have came across, are long dead.”

“Oh yeah..Of course.” you say.

“I want you to have a good human life Y/N. I don’t want you to change just for me.”

“Yeah..I know.” you say and give him a quick smile.

The night before the competition, Kate and Tanya joins you in your room as you fiddled alone with your keyboard. Edward was away hunting with Irina, Eleazar, and Carmen.

“You’re leaving right after?” Tanya asks.

“I think so.”

“Why so soon? You’re fun.” Kate casually says.

“Um not really.” you say with a small laugh.

“When was the last time we had a human cook in our kitchen?” Tanya asks Kate. Kate chuckles.

“Did Edward tell you when you were going to be become one of us?” Tanya asks. She really wanted to know.

“He’s not going to.”

Silence was met.

“Why?” Kate asks in blatant ignorance.

“He wants me to stay human. I’m not going to force him. I guess…I would have to outgrow him.” you say as you think about the talk you two did have.

She speaks in a language you didn’t understand and shakes her head, “He’s such a worrier.” Tanya says under her breath.

“Plus, we have to leave before Laurent gets back. He wasn’t a vegetarian when he met the Cullens and if he finds out I’m human. He might relapse if he hasn’t already.”

“I can understand that. But that should be the more reason to change you. A human automatically is in danger. Doesn’t he want to spend forever with you?” Kate says as she looks at Tanya.

“Laurent was having trouble…With the diet.” Tanya says.

“I think that’s where he veered off to. To help himself to a nice little buffet.” Kate chuckles.

“So, did Carlisle get you guys to convert to animal blood?” you ask.

“No..Tanya did. We met Carlisle afterwards, we’ve never encountered a coven that had the same diet as us before.”

“Tanya started it all?” you ask with grin and look to her.

“Why do you seem shocked that I’m good for something?” she responded and you break out a full smile.

“So like how did it happen?” you say.

“Long version or the short version?”

“Long. I want to know the details.” you say getting comfortable.

“That gives us an excuse to treat you out after your recital.”

“Cliffhanger. 0/10.” you throw a thumbs down.

“That’s why you need to stay longer.” Kate says.

“Laurent.” you remind her.

“I doubt he will come back. He already has his own coven. It’s going to always come first. I just wish Irina would look at that. I’ll talk to her. Again.” Tanya says.

Kate subtly gives off the idea to Tanya that they’re on their way back.

“Wait.” you say.

They both instantly look at you. It was uncannily clear.

“Will…Will you tell me about what Eleazar thinks about projecting…Voices into other people’s heads?”

Tanya and Kate definitely knew something as their eyes light up.

“Looks like we’re staying out late.” Kate tells Tanya and they’re off.

You didn’t hear anything for some time as you lie back in your pillows. Suddenly, you hear the door open.

You immediately sit up. You don’t even process the fact that he’s suddenly connected to your mouth.

“It’s still not too late…. Can we practice?” you ask.

He nods and lights you to your feet.

“Just because it’s small..Doesn’t mean that you can be cocky.”

You go to start from the beginning but Edward stops you.

“There’s good people everywhere. Remember that.” he says and then gives you the encouragement to play again.

The look on his face when you were executing the songs, made you feel fuzzy inside.

“Let’s get some rest.” he says to you and you’re in his arms.

You both slowly tease each other’s lips with your own, as you both lie in bed together.

You’re almost laying on top of him and his hand is a bit under shirt, touching the skin of your back.

“I love you.”

You freeze.

You move away from him and flick on the lamp. He sits up and you turn to him.

“You do?” you whispered.

“Yes. I do…” he says with a breathy but small chuckle. The gaze in your eyes made you feel like you were the only jewel in the universe.

Your heart pounded in your ears.

“I love you too.” you say confidently.

You wondered if have always felt this way. You didn’t know it was possible to be with someone this intensely.

Slowly you both lean in, crushing in each other’s lips. You lay back, his never detach from yours as he halfway hovered over you. His smooth skin let your hands skate over his body and he hooked your leg over his hip, poking the back of your knee in the process. A light sigh comes out and he immediately but gently placed open mouth kisses on your neck.

He didn’t want to, but he pulled away as you were feeling the pressure of the effects of your pressed body onto him. He was starting to feel the full effects of temptation.

You breathe heavy as you look up at him. The faint sappy smile didn’t miss his eyes. You began to fall into peaceful slumber as he held you tight.

“Okay….I have to go….” you say to him as he continued to kiss you.

“Just have fun.” he says and you nod.

The Denali Coven sat in support. You owned the stage as you worked the piano to your advantage. It was definitely less pressure than the last competition you. You felt right in your backyard.

You smiled brightly the gold medal was snug in your hands.

Your cheeks hurt when Edward gave you flowers and a smooch that he wasn’t shy about.

As you both got the car alone, Edward asks if he can take you out to dinner.

“I promised Kate and Tanya that I would go with them.”

“Go with them where?”

“They just said they wanted to treat me. Even have some girl talk.”

“I’m picking you up in an hour…After tonight you will thank me. You also see for yourself.” he says.

You grin.

Irina came to distract her wandering mind. You still enjoyed her company as you all sat high on stools at the round table. They pretended to be drinking alcohol. Every guy looked their way but they gave you their attention.

The low lights in the public setting let them be comfortable.

“A succubus…What the heck is that?” you ask.

“According to the “people”, it’s a female demon who has sexual intercourse with men to drain their life force or energy. We’re the creators of the said myth.” Kate says.

“What happened?”

They had many lovers. Some that they had fun with, some that they have developed feelings for.

Their bloodlust would win everytime. Their strength would win everytime.

“It took a lot of practice..We were always lonely after the loss of one.” Tanya says.

“That’s why I’m strongly attracted to Laurent…To me, he’s the one.” Irina speaks.

“I put together that mammals have blood. It’s like a substitute. You have a…Soda..Then you have diet soda. Enough of it, I can get used to it and I don’t have to hurt anybody else when I just want to have fun.”

You nod.

“Whenever you and Edward do decide to become intimate, just tell him slow…Let him feel your body. Specifically his hands. His fingers. Your body will react positively to him because you both love each other. He also knows the human anatomy, knowing where things are. You shouldn’t have to worry like some poor girls do when they’re stuck with guys who don’t have a clue in the world.”

You nod again.

“How many times have you had fantasies about him doing that to you?” Kate teases. Tanya waves her off.

“Anyway, Y/N, you did wonderful today. You made your older cousin proud.” Tanya says.

You snigger, “Thanks.”

“You wanted to know about your gift.” Tanya then says.

“Yes. That. I don’t understand. He said voices. Is it my voice?”

“What it seems like he described is something like inundation. I could be wrong but it’s definitely something close along those lines. If you’re going to be making people go insane, it could be powerful.” Kate says.

“Interesting. Edward told me it could be used as defense.”

“Yeah…Or you know, you could get on his nerves for fun.” Tanya says.

“Alright, I’m going to ask the guy who keeps staring how pretty he thinks I am.” Kate says.

“Which one?” you and Irina ask.

She gives you both a humor look as Tanya follows her. Irina gets up and tells you, “Sorry..I have to make sure they’re not too reckless.”

You give her a small smile.

You turn on your stool and a guy who was trying to approach you, smiled at you.

“Hi.”

“H-hi.”

“Can I get you a drink?”

“Um..I’m too..Youn- I don’t drink.” you quickly say. “Do you enjoy company?” he asks with a smirk.

You open your mouth to say you have a boyfriend but Edward is already sitting next to you on a stool. You hug him with a smile.

“You came.”

“I told you I would.” he says. He then steals a glare at the man who’s walking away. You use your hand to turn his face back to you, you press a kiss to his lips that he had no problem returning.

You sit back in your stool and he gives you a flirty grin. He pulls your stool closer to him as your legs were crossed. Both knees are touching. He almost hit the spot that made you feel sappy.

“Bored yet?” he asks you.

You look over to the men who were dying to get the attention of the three sisters.

“Yeah.” you say with a chuckle. He smiles and lets you rise up as he holds your hand.

You both sat at in your designated room. The house was empty as you both kissed each other. This time, he hovered over you, with his knee between you.

Your hands glide under his shirt, he held you extra tight as he focused on kissing you.

You take his hand and make it go under yours. He retracts it like he touched a fire. You sat up as he was distant from you.

“What’s wrong?” you ask breathlessly.

He closed his eyes and grunts a little.

“Y/N…That almost made me…”

“Sorry.”

“No it’s not you…Its me…” he whispered as he looked at you.

“Stop blaming yourself.” you coo to him as he lets you get close him again. He closed his eyes to the touch of your lips on his face.

“Come on…Play me something.” you say to him in his ear and kissed him there like how he does for you.

His hand grabbed the nape of your neck and forcibly gives you one last passionate kiss before taking you to the piano.

He sat at the piano bench and gestured for you to sit next to him. You both stare at each other silently with excited eyes.

You see that his hands were clenched on his knees. You smother your hand. They immediately loosen. He watched closely as you move his hand and put it on your own thigh. He was still but his hand wasn’t. You didn’t have to continue to forcibly move his hand and once he graced his touch on your covered center, he stands.

He faced the window.

“It’s me.” you say in defeat to his back as you stand behind him.

“It’s not you, Y/N….Its hard…This is so hard…”

“You won’t hurt me.”

He turns back around and faces you. He takes your hands in his and pulls you close to him.

“Y/N…When we make love…I want us to do it when you’re my wife.”

”…Your wife..?” you whisper.

He caressed the feel of your hands that made your breath slightly shaky.

“I want to marry you…It’s what I want more than anything..”

You’re speechless.

“I do believe that we will continue to be happy together. I want us to.”

You nod.

“I like being by your side. I like having you by my side. I like us to be partners.”

“I like it too.” you say quietly.

“I love you so much.”

“Edward.” you say shyly to him. It was overwhelming. But, it was great. You felt that you were dreaming this moment.

His thumb brushed across your bottom lip as you peer up at him. He glided his hand to cup your face, each other’s gaze felt like a magnetic pull. Contentment.

“I love you too.”

You both hug. His face buried in your neck. It was bone crushing but you felt safe. It felt like a weighted blanket was hugging you tight.

He lifts his face some, his hands keeping you in place as he kissed you hard.

You felt each other’s feet walk backwards. Your back is on the wall. This time you both take your time with letting your mouths get to know each other.

You both sighed out as you both learned the outline of each other’s lips.

His hands are flat on the wall about you as you put your arms around his neck to keep him in the kiss. You felt him hold back, you so badly wanted him to be free.

He rests his forehead against yours as he breath in your pants. Your soft pants hit his lips as both lips were so close, they could brush up against each other.

He backs away, pulling you with him and into his chest. He holds you as you heard the others come in from being out.

You greet everyone with Edward.

Kate and Tanya stood near the front door with Irina. She had a look of her mind made up.

“He will come back sister.” Kate says.

Irina shakes her head at this claim.

“I’m going to see if I can find him. I have to…I can’t stand around….” Irina then pauses as she has an idea, “I’m going to check Forks first.”

“Do you want one of us to come with you?” Tanya asks.

“I’m just going to tell him to come home. There’s no need.”

The two other sisters nod once.

As soon as she left, Edward’s phone rings.

“It’s bad. It’s really bad. Why did you let Irina go by herself? I can’t see her future!”

Tanya hangs up with a worried look.

Tanya looks at Kate and they’re immediately following the same direction that Irina went.

“Will they be okay?” you ask Edward.

“She hasn’t been gone long…” he says but he himself is not sure.

“Do you want to stay?” he asks you as you two lie in bed. You were surprised. You whisper out a yes in the darkness. He held you tighter. You wondered when they were coming back.

Two days.

You cheekily smile at Edward as you two made conversation and the look on his face transformed yours into worry.

You didn’t know if it was a good idea or not, but you follow Edward with a run as he stared wide eyed at the sight.

“Irina!” you say in panic. Carmen and Eleazar were immediately at the sight.

Her clothes were covered in blood.

She sobbed. You wondered if she relapsed on her diet. But you knew the sisters to have amazing self control for them do something so impulsive.

Her sisters carried her away. For a strong vampire, she was weak emotionally.

“What happened?” you ask once Carmen and Eleazar is already to her aid.

“Let’s go somewhere.” he says quietly.

You hold his hand as he pressed your back to his chest. It was dark, the moonlight shined down on you in the huge landscape, was something that you sworn you could only dream of.

“Is she okay?” you ask in a whisper.

“I don’t know…I don’t think she will be for a while.” he says. You turn in his arms and hold his face.

He closed his eyes as he pressed your hands to his face.

“Laurent is dead.”

“W-….What? How?” you ask.

“…He did curve his diet. He was…drinking from…A human but….The wolves got him.” he reveals.

You look down in defeat.

You crept in the doorway. Irina’s face was dissociative. She was completely devastated.

”What’s wrong?” you say tearing up. Your parent continued to cry. You barely ever heard them cry. It made you extremely worried.

“Your friend died, Y/N.”

“Who? What?” you ask.

“Bella…She lost…She…She lost too much blood.” they choke out.

“What happened?” you ask with your voice quivering, “Just tell me… What happened?”

“She was attacked by some wild animal hanging in the woods….Charlie told her not to go by herself…He told her.. I was there with Harry Clearwater when she exclaimed about animals not being bears…So many animal attacks were happening…It could’ve been one of those stray animals.”

“Poor Charlie.” you say as a few tears drop.

“I wish you were here Y/N. I need to hug you right now….I would lose my mind if I lost you Y/N. You’re my child….That was his only child..That was his only baby.” they choke out.

You stayed on the phone as they cried.

You stand in front of Edward. You dodge a kiss as he leaned in. Something that you never have done before. You felt distressed. But, you felt it wasn’t fair to him. You felt bad so you immediately place a quick kiss on his face.

“What is it?”

“Just tell me Edward….Did you know that Bella died?” you ask quietly.

He looks at you. He knew.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” you ask in a heartbroken tone.

He stops you from pacing and he holds your upper arms, “I didn’t feel comfortable doing that. I’d rather you know from someone who’s close.”

“You’re close to me…”

Edward immediately embraced you and you didn’t know why you couldn’t cry as your face was pressed to his chest. You wanted to. You felt incredibly sad. You didn’t even know if you could handle her funeral. She was the daughter of the chief of police.

“Irina wants to see us.” Edward whispered after moments of embracing each other.

You nod and let his hand enclose in yours.

You’re propped up with him on the couch, as Irina stands in the middle of the spacious sitting area.

Kate and Tanya look at their sister in support. Carmen and Eleazar are patient.

“Y/N, you know about the wolves. Edward, I need you. I also need you to see if the other Cullens will join us.” Irina says seriously. She wasn’t as grieve stricken as you saw her last night. She instead looked determined.

Edward looked blankly at Irina, “We have a treaty with them. Carlisle will have a fit.”

“They killed the love of my life!” Irina says passionately.

“Laurent didn’t have a treaty with them. There was no reason for them to kill him. You said they know Y/N. It could’ve been a get back for a human to choose one of us.” Kate says quietly.

“I only know two of them.” you say.

“There were more than two.” she spat out in anger.

“I told you Y/N. They grow in packs.” Edward says in your ear.

“That quick?” you ask in surprise.

“Are you both with us or not. Y/N can lead us to them. They wouldn’t suspect her…Then we attack.”

“Have you talked this over with Carlisle? After all, you’re getting Y/N and Edward involved.” Eleazar speaks reasonably.

“I will make the call before anything happens.” Irina confirms.

“It’s better if you see him in person. He will only talk you out of it over the phone.” Tanya says.

Irina nods.

“Edward isn’t doing it.”

“Y/N isn’t doing it.”

You look at each other.

“And why not? If this was one of the two of you, there would be no questions asked.” Irina demanded.

“If Edward get hurt-”

“Edward is skilled in combat. I know. In fact we all know.” Irina says.

“It’s unnecessary for Y/N to get involved. The human, was a distant friend of hers.”

“I think she should. They see one vampire, they’re going to be ready to attack. Especially, after Laurent. They’re already an existing threat to us.” Tanya says.

“Talk to Carlisle.” Carmen reinforced.

As you both lie in bed, Edward asks, “Do you want to go back?”

“What do you want to do?” you ask.

“Whatever you want to do.” he answers.

“That’s not helping…I don’t know what I want to do….”

He brushed his knuckles against your cheek as he slowly blinked at you.

“I feel bad for her. I don’t want Carlisle to be disappointed in us.”

“It’s up to him in the end.” he says quietly.

Carlisle ended up coming there in the morning. With Esme.

Esme and Carlisle still showed you a warm welcome. Though, they stood side by side as they faced Irina and her coven.

“No. Y/N and Edward are to not get involved.”

“We need them!” Irina hissed out in frustration.

“We come in peace. You know that-”

“You have been our allies before. Why the sudden change now?” Irina asks.

Carlisle sighs a patient sigh, “They were other vampires. This is different. We’re bound to a treaty that we made with them. If we break it, to seek revenge, then it will disregard everything that we have morally built for.”

“If it were Edward…If it were Y/N….You would attack back.” Tanya says slowly in support of her sister.

“I’m sorry…I just won’t allow it. If you do decide to…Take action…I can only wish you the best.” Carlisle says and Esme gives an apologetic nod.

As things settled down since the decision was made, you sat alone in your room.

Esme asks if she could come in. You pat a spot next to you.

“Are you okay? I know that she was friend of yours.”

“I don’t know to be honest….I just saw her not too long ago…Why would she be in the woods after her dad told her not to?” you wondered.

Esme shows a look of sympathy.

“Are you coming back? For the funeral?”

“I don’t think I can handle that…I’d rather remember her alive.” you mused. She rubbed your back.

“That’s okay…Don’t force yourself.”

You nod.

“How is everyone?” you ask quietly.

“They’re okay. Some of us are split up. Rose and Emmett are on their own vacation.” she says.

You give her a small smile.

Edward held you tighter than never before that night. His nose stayed to the nape of your neck as you slept.

You woke up the next morning with him gone.

You rise and you hear his voice going back and forth with Irina. You try to hear as you were in the bathroom but the word Volturi kept getting thrown around.

“Don’t get them involved.”

“I will. I’m in good standing with Aro. Hell, we all are.” Irina counters back.

“Stay out of it son. It’s her decision.” Carlisle calmly says and they all look to you as you enter. Edward immediately is at your side.

“We’re leaving.” Edward says and tugs your hand before you could process the responses in the room.

You watch as he packed everything in a flash.

“I’m not letting us stay here if she’s going to the Volturi.”

“We can’t go to Forks…That’s close to La Push..” you say to him.

“I know..I know. We’re going where Alice and Jasper are.”

You nod.

Sad hugs were thrown your way. As you hugged Irina, you expressed, “If you don’t make it out alive, I will kill you.”

You got to see her genuinely crack a smile for the first time you have been there, it was beautiful.

“Keep in touch.” You also heard from the coven.

You sat with Alice as she was frozen. Jasper held her hand as he stayed concentrated on her. You held her other hand. You thought she was going to break it from how hard she squeezed.

Edward was focused as well. His eyes shifting as Alice was in an almost trance like state.

You wondered what she saw. Jasper wondered just as much as you did.

“It’s so…Chaotic.” she says after some time of silence.

“Are they…Okay?”

“Yes but…The Volturi…They…It was so…Sinister.” she whispered, “They’re going to come here after. They’re going to find out Y/N is human, Edward.”

“I’m not changing her.” he says stubbornly.

Alice looked up at him and he glared back.

“Come on, darling.” Jasper says and Alice is leaving out of the room with him as he consoled her.

“It all goes back to me.” you say quietly.

Edward kneeled and meets your eyesight, “Don’t say that.” he whispered.

“I don’t want to let you go.” you whispered to him and he placed a kiss on your mouth repeatedly. He then lays his forehead on yours as he holds your face.

“I’m not going anywhere. You’re not going anywhere.” he vowed.

You both stay in a close embrace. You knew it was for a very long time. You wondered how your life would change after this moment. You wondered if you should go home for the funeral, but you wondered if that would cause more problems since you knew that the Volturi coven were going to agree to go to war for Irina. You would have to be around the sad sniffles when you were used to the happy times. You wondered if Charlie was taking it harder than you imagined. All you could was wonder in that moment.

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Paul x Reader x Embry

Reader is Embry’s best friend and she has a huge crush on Paul and everyone in the wolf pack knows about it and teases her until one day she’s hanging out with the pack at the beach and Rachel shows up and goes to Paul and then kisses him. Reader gets mad and goes to talk to Paul about it and he finally goes off on her saying he never liked her and that Rachel is his soulmate and he says other rude stuff that makes reader upset. The pack hasn’t seen reader in a month until Emily invited her over for a birthday surprise and Embry and Reader lock eyes and he finally imprints on his best friend then they have sex for the first time. Can you make it long if possible please? Thank you

ooo seems juicy ofc ! hope you enjoy :)

i was never there - paul x reader x embry

Embry nudged you as you stared at the muscle bound figure in your view.

“Hello?” he says and waved a hand in your face. You grab his wrist and lean your body over to continue to watch him.

Embry became somewhat annoyed. He looked at what you were looking at.

“Of course.” he thought in his head.

“I guess I will just go ahead and eat without you.” Embry says as he rises. You snap back to reality and rise up with him. He grins as you follow him.

You held your plate as Embry makes you food and you heard a deep “excuse me.”

Butterflies burst into flutters as you move out the way so the hand that you wanted to touch you so much, could grab some napkins.

When it was time to sit at the table over Emily’s, you aim for the chair that was right next to the person you crushed so hard over.

Paul.

Jared smoothly sits down and starts a conversation. Jared looks up and sees that you were still standing there with your plate of steaming food.

“Sorry, maybe next time Y/N.” Jared says humorously. Paul turns his head to look at you, he looks away.

You walk away, feeling someone pleased that he knew that you wanted to sit next to him.

“He looked at me.” you say in your head.

Embry pulls on your arm to have a seat next to him.

“How was patrol for everyone?” Emily asks.

“It was patrol.” Jacob says.

“Not for me..Took a cold one’s head clean off.” Paul boasts with his fork full of food in his hand. You were impressed, wanting to know more of what happened.

“If it wasn’t for me throwing them in your direction, you wouldn’t have done it.” Quil says as he takes a sip of his drink.

“Please. If it wasn’t for me being in the pack, none of you would’ve been able to have kill them like I have.”

The pack groans as they heard this statement time and time again.

“Alright we get it.” we’re circled around the table as Emily tinkered out a little laugh.

“Paul is the best fighter after all.” you add in. Sniggers circle the table as Paul takes a look at you.

“Oh yeah, you do have a #1 fan that will of course side with you.” Jared says as he nudged Paul’s arm. Paul rolled his eyes.

This earns him a few laughs.

“She’s only the reason for his big head.” Jacob says and cackles circle around some more.

“Alright, alright. Lay off.” Embry says calmly. You silently thank him in your head.

“So…This bonfire is public this weekend. Which means girls.” Quil then says.

Seth then talks about how he invited his longtime crush from school to it. He tells the pack that they would love her. She’s so sweet, caring, and is really funny.

“Jeez…You sound worse than Y/N.” Leah says.

“Would you shut up.” you grumble.

Leah grins a bit but then says, “Oh! And guess who’s coming this weekend?”

“Who?” you all collectively ask.

“Rachel.” she says.

You then grin. Jacob was visibly pleased that his sister was coming back home. You remember the good memories of growing up.

You were putting the dried dishes up for Emily after dinner, a spoon clatters to the floor. You go to pick it up but a hand swipes it, and thrusts in your direction.

A shy smile formed on your face, “Thank you.”

Paul hummed out a response before stealing a baked cookie that Emily had made earlier that day. He makes his way into the living room where everyone was.

Even his back was attractive to look at. The water continued to run and Embry shuts the water off.

“Man..Just tell him you like him.” he whispers.

“No. No way.”

“You stare at him like you’re in a trance. You might as well.” he says as he goes for the same baked treat.

“When the time is right, we will find our way to each other.” you say as you rewash the fallen spoon.

The weekend came, you dressed extra nice. So nice that when Embry picked you up, he expresses it.

As he drove he says, “I would’ve thought you were going on a date.”

“It feels like it.” you say. You were looking forward to one person and one person only.

As you lounge and talk with the pack, their heads turn.

Rachel.

“Wow…You all have gotten so…Big.” she says. Jacob hugs his sister. She poked his chest as she looked up at him, “Especially you.”

Paul stared at her. You stare at Paul. She did get pretty, well, she was always pretty. You would’ve been lying if you claimed you weren’t threatened.

“Oh, look. The trouble maker.” Rachel says to Paul. He displays a handsome smirk.

“What about it.” he purrs.

The tone made your stomach flutter with nervousness and he wasn’t even talking to you.

“How many people have you made pull their hair out while I was gone?” she wonders as she sits next to both Leah and Paul. You watch from across the fire.

“I don’t know…I did most of the pulling.” he says and she laughs as she playfully hits his shoulder, “You’re so stupid.” He grins at her.

Embry tried his best to talk to you, invite you to conversations, but you kept looking over to the people who were getting closer and closer.

You had never seen Paul smile so much. Rachel was the star in his eyes. You felt jealous. Thoughts circled in your head.

“Why couldn’t he look at me like that?”

“He knows I’ve been crushing on him since forever.”

“Does he not see me?”

Paul did not in fact see you. His tunnel vision was Rachel. And only Rachel.

They veered off, keeping their conversations going. By her body language, you knew he was flirting and she was just as interested as he was.

It felt like time had stopped. Rachel put an arm around his neck, Paul leans in with a tilt of his head. They kissed.

It felt like your heart was torn out. You blinked back tears. You look elsewhere to try to distract yourself from thinking of the sight you had seen.

“Hey. You ready to go? I’m ready to go lay down.” Embry says as he stretched his arms.

“Yeah”. you say in a small but sad voice.

“Hey, what’s wrong?”

“Just tired too. Let’s go.” you say.

As you and Embry walk, you turn your head back to watch them again. The tongue that slipped in the other’s mouth, felt like a kick to your heart. You put your head down.

You tossed and turned as you replayed today’s events. You became upset after feeling sad. You felt angry. You felt like the thing that you two had, was discarded like trash.

You sat on the porch of Emily’s home.

“What’s up champ?” Paul says to you as you were on her porch swing.

You only look at him. He was surprised to see you upset, especially at him.

You get up and walk.

“What’s up with you? What did Embry do?” he says.

“Embry didn’t do a thing.” you say.

Paul picked it up.

“Well….What did I do then?” he says and puts his hands in his pockets.

You were glad that the pack weren’t around just yet.

“That day….At the beach….You kissed Rachel.”

“Yeah…I did.” he says as he smiled a bit.

“How could you do that?” you ask in a demand with your arms crossed. Paul looked confused at your attitude.

“How…Could..I…What…?” Paul asks slowly to bring understanding.

“You betrayed me and you don’t even feel sorry.” you grit out.

“Betrayed you?” he asks incredulously.

“Yes. Do you want me to spell it for you?!” you say getting frustrated that he’s so smug.

“Um…Wow…I’m really confused.”

“Say you’re sorry…” you demand.

“What? No.”

“Why?”

“Why should I say sorry? We’re not dating.” he says.

Your heart speeds up, “I know…But-”

“But nothing. I was never there to protect your feelings. That’s not my job.” he says.

“You know how much I liked you and you went off and kissed her like I didn’t mean anything to you?”

“Jesus fucking Christ Y/N! You made it known to the entire continent that you liked me. Have you ever wondered how I didn’t take action? Oh, because guess what? I did not like you back. Never have.”

You breathe heavy.

“Take it back.”

“No.”

“Take it back!” you say louder.

“You need to get a grip. Like seriously. Not every crush you have is going to like you back and that’s just reality. Rachel is my soulmate. I looked at her at the beach and I imprinted.”

“There was a mistake.”

“You’re a mistake. How about that? You sat there wishing and hoping I would even look at you. You’re so desperate, stand up. Come on, you’re how old? You couldn’t even look me in the eye before tucking your tail. You’re a big ass kid and you’re acting like one right now. ‘Say you’re sorry’. Puh-lease.” he says after mocking you and laughs bitterly before going into Emily’s home.

You stood outside as his words cut you like a knife.

You let time float by. There was no way you could show your face, you knew for a fact that Paul told the pack what happened.

You even turned down Embry when he would want to hang out.

A phone call surprised you, you answer.

“Hey! How are you doing?”

“Alright. Yourself?”

“Good, good. Okay, I really called because Jake’s birthday is tomorrow and I want to throw him a little surprise and…I’m sure everyone would love to see you, they ask about you. It’s been like what? A month since we last seen you? Anyway, I’m extending an invite to you.”

“That’s nice of you Emily.”

“Yeah, of course.” she says and tells you the time of when to come over.

You had a small gift for Jake, you rapped on the door with your knuckles. Embry opens the door.

You stare at him. He stares at you. You wondered how you didn’t fall for your best friend. He gives you a slow small smile as you both swam in each other’s gaze. It felt like home.

“Would you shut the door? We didn’t invite bugs.” Jared says and motions for you to come in.

“Sorry.” you say and you set your gift on the gift table.

You stayed close to Embry. As the night progresses, Embry asked if he could hold your hand. You nod with a shy smile.

It felt so nice. You weren’t even upset at the presence of Paul and Rachel. You barely even looked at them. You felt happy for them in a small way.

“Wait…So, you had a crush on me?”

“Yeah.” he says sheepishly, “But, you were so into Paul I didn’t want to just drop it on you.”

“I wish you did.” you say.

You both look at the moonlight.

“You wanna come over? My mom is working a double tonight…I don’t want to be bored by myself.”

“Sure.” you say.

You rise up and he leads you to his home. Things were playful as you both stayed up, poking fun at each other. Things turned serious when you both lay close to each other in his bed.

“I wish I didn’t go through…All of that…To get to you.” you whisper to him in the night.

“I’m sorry.” he whispers back.

“It’s nice to know that my soulmate is my best friend.”

“Same. I wouldn’t want it any other way.”

You both blink at each other. The currents of love floated through the both of you. You both knew each other inside out.

The kiss was sweet. You didn’t mind that it turned heated. You encourage him by pressing on him to let his hands explore. He hovered over you without detaching his lips, cupping you under your shirt. You both shakily breathe out a sigh.

He rises your shirt up and the air made your nipples point. He captured one in his mouth, swirling his tongue around and you whisper out his name.

He placed kiss on your stomach to your hip bone. His hands never left your skin. You shyly open your legs after he dragged your underwear off. His hot fingers collect your glistened center. You shuddered as he kept going over the most sensitive part.

It was slow. Very slow. But he held you as he pumped in you. His chest was to your chest. His hot hands heated your back as he clutched it. Your legs were around his waist, feeling every inch of him. You whined out as he grunted in your ear.

The next morning, while his mother was asleep. He took you back home. You now stared at him like he was your biggest crush.

He chuckles, “What?” He had caught you staring at him.

“Nothing.” you say shyly.

“It’s something.” he says softly.

“You just…You just make me really happy, Embry.”

“You make me happy, Y/N.” he tells you sincerely.

You smile and take his hand. You were excited for the future of you both. You both knew each other well from being friends, but you both felt there was still so much to learn about being lovers to each other. You both were content. Happy.

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🌸🌸 me again 🌸🌸

First off I blame my unhealthy twilight obsession partly on you but don’t ever stop! 911 was so sweet! I love the day to day regular life imagines 🥹

How would Seth respond to his imprint miscarrying like let’s say after they told their parents and pack. Maybe both their perspective/Seth being there for her every step of it, and make it long if you feel inspired? Of course like no minors as Seth is now early to mid 20s.

If you don’t feel comfortable I’ll request something different 🩷

You always make the stories so real. Much love 🌸

aw omg thanks so much and i’m glad you liked 911 ! much love to you🥺💜 hope you enjoy :)

save your tears - seth clearwater x reader

It was scary. Seth reassured you.

“We will be great parents.” his smile shined bright. He was excited. You were nervous.

“Are..Are you sure? Are we ready?” you ask with uncertainty. He takes a look at the positive pregnancy tests, “Of course. Why wouldn’t be.”

His words made you feel confident. A family was something that he had always wanted. You wanted it as well, but the stages in life made you second guess the time. You just wanted to not make any mistakes. Each day, Seth treated you as a china doll even though you weren’t showing quite yet.

The news broke out to his family and the pack. They were ecstatic. Arguing who is the soon to be godfather. Making plans of who is going to be the favorite uncle.

Leah sat smug as she was going to be the aunt. She had plans to love the baby with so much love that she could produce.

You and Seth sat and bounced names back and forth. Even giggling to each other as the names started to get wonky for fun.

His hands never stayed away from your stomach. You didn’t mind.

Something that was never wrong was your instincts. You sat worried as you waited for Seth. You tried not to but something was eating at your brain.

Seth gave you a big kiss and a big kiss on your stomach. Your lip quirked a smile as you watch Seth’s happy and carefree face.

“What’s wrong?” he asks you carefully, pulling you in close.

“I don’t feel them moving.” you whisper.

“I’m sure it’s normal.” he says with a smile. You nod, “Yeah..” you say shakily.

A sharp pain shoots late into the night. Seth’s eyes widened in horror as he flicked the lamp on. So much blood soaked the sheets as he pulled the covers back.

Your cries almost brought him to tears but he wanted to be strong for you. He knew he had to be strong.

“As long as the baby is okay.” he says to himself as his leg bounced. The doctor, stepped out into the hallway, and brought him into the room. The same room that had your thick cries.

“What’s wrong? Y/N?” he says calmly but shakily as he hugged you. You couldn’t speak. You were too distressed.

“Y/N..Calm down please? It’s not good for the baby, okay?” he coos softly. You cried harder.

He turns his head. Seeing the look on the doctor’s face, he was scared. Really scared.

“Just tell me what happened.” he says after nobody couldn’t say anything.

“She lost the baby…I’m sorry…We do have resources-“

“Wait..Wait…Wait.” Seth says, “You mean…” his breaths became heavy. He crumbled and the doctor felt bad to have been the barrier of such bad news. All they could do is offer their sorries and what resources they can provide.

You couldn’t speak, so you didn’t. Seth held your hand. Four parents sat as Seth broke the news. Leah was devastated, she never experience such loss like that before. She just couldn’t imagine how you felt and you were the mother.

“How did this happen?” Leah kept questioning in her head. There was nothing one could do. It just wasn’t fair.

Sniffles filled the room as he himself had his own silent tears falling.

Breaking the news to the pack was hard. He wasn’t used to being the barrier of bad news. It was always the other side for him.

He couldn’t look anyone in the eye.

The pack stole side glances to each other as the news broke. They immediately huddle around Seth. They all look to you. You don’t look to them. You dissociated to the point where you didn’t even remember this moment taking place.

“Will you two be okay?” Sam asks. It was more than tense.

“I don’t know….” Seth says with a slight furrow of his eyebrows.

“We’ll be here for you, Seth and Y/N. Whatever you need, I got you.” Jacob says. Seth nods. He always looked up to Jacob. It meant a lot.

The others join in, offering their tokens of support.

Seth looked to you. You weren’t yourself. You felt like a piece of you was missing. Just gone, just like that. The thing that was evidence of you and Seth’s love.

You lay lifelessly as Seth opened the curtains in the bedroom.

“Y/N?…” he asks. You haven’t spoken or acknowledge him.

He sits down, he rubbed your shoulder and placed a sweet kiss.

“I’m making breakfast…I will make your favorite.”

You only blinked. He waits for a while before he rises up.

The fork was in your hand but the plate only blew steam. Untouched.

“Can you please eat?” he asks quietly and encouragingly.

Your chapped lips from not speaking in a long time opens, “I’m not hungry.” you say dryly.

“For me?” he asks desperately and quietly.

You swallow on nothing. You stand. You walk. Seth heard the bedroom door close. Back to the bed is where you lay.

“Y/N…You look like a vampire.” Seth tells you at night.

You don’t say anything.

The shell of your body was there, but your state of mind wasn’t.

“Do you want to join me?” he asks with a towel in his hand.

You look. A reaction. He softly breaks a smile and holds his hand. It took you a while, but he patiently watched as you reach and take it.

You both sat in the bath, your knees were to your chest as both naked bodies were wet from water. As soon as he aimed the handheld shower head to your back, water came out of your eyes like a shower head.

He rubs your back, placing a kiss on the back of your shoulder.

“Just get it out, Y/N.” he says, bringing tears to his own eyes.

The sobs synced with each other. It was intimate. It was needed.

“It’s all my fault.” you whispered as a stray tear is on the side of your nose. Seth held you tight in bed.

“It’s not. Don’t say that.” he whispered.

“I should’ve love it more. I was scared in the beginning…I should’ve been like you.” you whisper and felt yourself choke up again.

“Whatever be will be. It’s not your fault. I don’t want to hear you say that again. We’ll get through this together.”

“I love you.” he says after moments of silence.

“I love you too.” you say.

The daylight made things more painful. You slowly circled around the soon to be room for the baby. The crib that you and Seth set up. It was a gift from Sue and Harry. You heard the laughs as you read the directions to him and him taking it out of your hands, “I don’t need directions. I got this.”

You slowly sat on the rocking chair that Leah had bought. Rocking back and forth, you keep your eyes out the window. You didn’t know how things could just change like night and day like that.

You became angry. Angry at the fact that such unfairness could happen to people like you and Seth.

Seth was in his wolf form more often. He brushed it off as putting in his helping hand for patrol.

“Seth, go home”. Sam told him.

“W-why?” Seth asks. It was completely off guard.

“Y/N needs you at home. I’m not letting you overwork yourself because you want to drown it out.” he says to the young wolf.

“I’m not drowning it out.” Seth says in complete denial.

“Seth-“

“Just leave me be! Please? I don’t need your input.” Seth says and leaves in a huff of his snout. Sam watched as the wolf ran off deeper into the woods.

The images took over his mind. The blood, you crying, the hospital room, the doctor’s face, he snarled at it all. Raising his paws as he snarled at the air as he continued to run.

He came home late into the night. He used his footsteps to make his way through the home. You weren’t in the front of the home, not even in the bedroom. He breathed in sharply as he pushed on the cracked door.

It seemed forbidden to be in. He let out a breath.

You were curled on the floor, the blanket that was for the bundle of joy was clutched to your chest. You were asleep.

He scooped you up, not bothering to take the blanket away from your grasp. You muttered his name in your sleep.

Legs were folded as the pen was firm in their hands.

“Losing a child can be hard. Very hard. Seth, you caught sight of the blood. Can you please break down what happened and how you felt?”

Seth swallowed as he sat on the couch.

“Um…I heard her next to me…I woke up. She was in pain. I turned on the light to see her face. I felt something wet. I pull back the covers…..It was a lot. A lot of red.” he says.

The therapist nods slowly. Examining Seth’s frigid body language.

“And Y/N..As the mother, you blame yourself. Why is that?”

“Seth was happy. I wasn’t.” you reveal.

“You were too.” Seth says correcting you, “She was just scared.”

“You were scared Y/N?” the therapists asks.

You nod as you look down at the floor.

“Why do you feel like you weren’t happy about the news?”

“I didn’t…I didn’t want to mess anything up…I kept telling Seth how scared I was….I wanted to be the best parent I could be.” you say and punch the bridge of your nose as your face showed an emotional state.

The box of tissues were extended to you as you pulled some tissues out, holding it to your face as you tried to fix your face.

“I feel like you both are experiencing the normal emotions. Even if you blame yourself. You shouldn’t.” the therapist says to you, “It’s okay to feel sad for your loss. But also, be happy…That the baby felt what it was like to be loved before leaving this Earth.”

You and Seth nod as tears rolled down your face as you clutch your tissue.

Time had passed before you could even begin to feel normal. Same with Seth.

“Thank you for being my rock.” you whispers to Seth as he brushed his knuckles across your face. You two were pressed skin to skin and you both clutched to each other.

“Thank you for loving me always.”

You two stayed like that silence. Seth says, “It’s crazy…I just thought of the perfect name…” he rolls away and on his back as he lets out a breath. His voice was shaky and you watch as he choked out, “They would’ve been beautiful.” His hands cover his eyes as he let out a quiet sob. You hold him as he let it out.

You don’t say anything but rub on him as you look up to the ceiling in sorrow. Such loss was great, but it brought you two together stronger.

You and Seth sat in the doctor’s room as both faces were scared. You both squeeze each other’s hand.

The doctor comes in with a straight face.

You and Seth’s shoulders slump.

“I hope you two are ready to be parents. You are indeed pregnant.” they say.

Seth and you looked at you with shocked faces.

“A-are you sure?” you ask. The doctors says yes.

After the doctor leaves out, you and Seth hug each other passionately. He felt your shoulders shake. He wiped your face with a smile.

“Save your tears for another day.” he says. You smile despite the tears. You nod. Lips pressed to each other.

“Another chance.” you say as you look up.

“Yeah…Another chance.” Seth confirms with a content smile.

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i wonder - edward cullen x reader

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You both hugged each other at your front door when he dropped you off that Sunday morning, not caring if your parent had peaked out of the window. You reassured him in his ear that you both could be together. Just until graduation.

“Until graduation.”

At school, everytime you look, he’s keeping a close eye. Hands never leave each other.

At night, he held you tight. You both kissed as if it were the last night, each night.

Final exams were stressful. You felt like you couldn’t focus but you were determined to stick to your plan. You wanted to make the most of your future.

You and Jasper presented the history project. Jasper wanted you to do most of the talking and you had no problem with this.

Alice bounced in your view, you were zoned out as you were in the Cullen’s residence. Your eyes focus in on her bright smile. Edward and his brothers were out hunting.

Rosalie steers your arm to follow Alice. It was the night before the prom. Which meant graduation was very, very close.

You couldn’t believe it.

“So..What do you think?” Alice asks excitedly. The big reveal was the outfit that she made. You were glad you didn’t see it earlier.

“I love it.” you whisper.

“Thank you.” you say and hug Alice. Her smile was shiny as she hugged you back. You pull back and hug Rosalie. She hugged you back, but she had questions.

“Go head. Try it on Y/N.” she whispers to you as she takes a close look at your face.

“Your depression is oozing out to the point I’m starting to feel it.” Rosalie states as she sits you down in her safe haven, her garage. No lingering ears were around.

“I can’t help it, sorry….It’s really over after graduation.” you say as you look at the shine of the car.

“It’s not going to be so bad…You two will still be around each other. It’s not like you two are going separate ways.”

You look up at her. She saw something in your face that screamed that you had an idea.

“Maybe that’s what will make things easier.” you say. She felt that pathetic didn’t look good on you.

“No I…..” she sighs and shakes her head slightly, “I don’t really think…That will do any good….You two are already in too deep.”

“Rose…” you say sadly, she was picky about who could call her that, but this situation was very heavy.

“If you were human…What would you do?…In my position.”

“Just…Live to the fullest.” she whispered.

You sat on the steps at home, in the outfit that was made for you. The doorbell rings and you watch as your parent opens the door.

“Hello, Edward.” they say with a grin. He gives them a polite smile.

He looked breathtaking. You both felt like the world had stopped as you both took each other in.

Your parent beckoned you to come and dashed to grab something to take pictures.

Edward gives you a smile with a slow swipe of your cheek, “Beautiful.”

“Thanks.” you whisper shyly, “You look really nice.”

The pictures showed either of you looking at the camera. It was as if it wasn’t there. Completely ignored. You were too busy trapped in each other’s gaze. Your parent had to stop and take a moment, it reminded them of the first stages of devotion they had felt with your other parent.

“You kids have fun.” they say. They realized that you two cared deeply for each other. It was hard to deny. They watched as Edward treated you with such care, opening the door for you.

Jasper did keep his word. Him and Alice had all eyes on them as they owned the dance floor. You smiled and chuckled with Edward as they were the stars. Jasper shoots you a quick, “I told you so.”

You tugged Edward’s hand to the photo booth. You whispered to him, “Will you disappear in these?”

He tinkled out a laugh. You laugh as well.

Flash

You wrap your arms around his neck sideways and he holds you with his arms around your waist possessively.

Flash

You capture each other’s lips with a passionate smooch.

Flash

You both held each other, not tuned in with the people around you two. Slowly you both swayed as hands clutched to each other. No words were said but a lot was said in that moment.

Alice eventually pulls you to dance. You make it your best effort to have fun.

“I signed you up for a competition. It’s international. It will be good for you.” he whispered as he watched you try to eat the food that was served to you in the restaurant he took you to after the dance.

“Thank you…You know, we don’t have to talk about that stuff right now.” you say with a soft grin.

He seemed relieved. His face turned sappy as he leans closer to you. Making sure your hand was touching his.

“I enjoyed tonight with you.”

You give him a heartfelt smile, “Yeah. Me too.”

The next day you both worked on the song for hours. After some time, he praised you.

“You did really good.”

“Thanks to you.” you said quietly.

He gets up, you watch him leave the room in a flash. He comes back with a huge wrapped box.

“Open it here or at home?”

You think for a moment.

“At home…You didn’t have to do this.” you say as you flick the bow.

“I didn’t have to, but I wanted to.”

“Are you coming tonight?” you ask him quietly but expectantly.

“..Do you want me too?”

You nod as you look at him. He was pleased, “Alright.”

“Do you want to take a break?” he asks. You nod as you stand up. In his room, you both held each other as you both swayed to the music that played. Your hands never left his back and your eyes never left the thumb tacked photos that were hung on his wall of you two from the prom.

At home, he sat on the edge of your bed as he watched you tear open you open the gift beside him.

You started crying.

“I can get you something else I…I thought of you when I got it.”

“No….No…That’s superfluous.” you say thickly. He wiped your fallen tears with gentle fingers, pressing an open mouth kiss on your face.

“You’re so amazing.” you tell him.

“Look who’s talking.” he grinned.

You look at the brand new keyboard that was in your lap in disbelief. It was perfect.

You hug him. He lifts you sideways onto his lap. You place a kiss on his cheek, the side of his mouth, slowly before landing on his lips.

You looked at each other with a pause. It seemed at the same time, you both continued to lean into each other, not caring about the consequences. He held the nape of your neck with a bit of pressure but you didn’t feel scared. It was safe. You pressed against him with pressure of your own body.

You then felt a jolt of excitement and broke contact with his lips, eyes were glued at each other with such feeling.

Edward watched with a sight of your heated face. His finger had poked into the back of your knee from rested his hand on their during such session. A weak spot.

He placed a gentle kiss on the side of your neck. You wanted so badly to tell him then and there to just not break up after graduation. To just say forget you had even said anything to begin with. You wondered if you both could just have a bit more time.

He rested his forehead against the side of your head, smothering your hand with his as your arm was around his shoulders.

People at school were sad. You were sad for the wrong reasons. You were sad of the memories you would have to leave in Forks with Edward. Not with them. You heard the chatter of people telling their friends the “i’m gonna miss you’s” and the “you have to visit me’s”.

The people who were your friends, didn’t bother to look your way. Deep down, their feelings were hurt. You forgot all about them as you immersed yourself so deeply with the Cullens. It added onto your existing lamentable attitude.

Bella Swan, tried her hand at inviting you to La Push with some of her friends. You politely declined. Making up a lame excuse that sounded normal enough to be believable.

You felt bad, but if only they all knew.

“Are you going to visit me?” you ask.

Rosalie rolls her eyes, “What else do I have to do, Y/N?”

“Oh, yeah.” you say sheepishly with a grin. She returns it before the seriousness soon takes place.

“Are you okay?” she asks with caution.

You prop your elbows up on your bed, “Yeah…I think I will be.”

She kept her arms crossed as she sat in your chair with her eyes down, “I’m sorry if I was the reason for you…And Edward….breaking up.”

“You weren’t the reason. Our talk just opened up what I’ve been really feeling. I like the idea of..Having a chance to be happy with someone…To share things with someone…Without being on a time limit” you say and flop back down on your back as you continued to be in thought while looking at the ceiling.

“Well, we will always be here…Emmett and I renew our vows next summer. Early invitation.” she says to cheer you up.

“Thanks.” you say as you couldn’t help but crack a small smile.

Edward turned it up a notch. Multiple songs in one day.

“You have to pick up quick. Memorize a lot. You have an advantage of being able to absorb it all so quickly.” he says as you stared at the keys with his hands resting on your shoulders.

You set your fingers to the next song. His strong gaze at you while he sat next to you on the bench, taught you how to ignore the distractions to not make you mess up. With him it was hard. Edward rewarded your efforts with a kiss on your jaw.

Your name was finally called. Walking across the stage to the applauds and graduation music was the thing that solidified you being finished with high school. Shaking the faculty’s hands, you were off with your diploma.

Emmett stretched his arms wide as you looked around and saw that the Cullens put an effort to throw you a celebration at their place.

“You’re free!”

You genuinely laugh in what felt like in a long time.

You step into Emmett’s hug as he scooped you around and makes you land back on your feet.

Rosalie was immediately next, crushing you into a hug. It seemed like a chain reaction. Everyone giving you a crushing hug.

You blew out the candles of the Congradulations to graduating Y/N ! print that was on the cake that Esme held out with a smile.

You sat on your bed with your knees to your chest. The teddy bear tight in your arms. You smiled at Edward as he played a song on your keyboard. He claimed it was for you.

You whispered against his lips, “Until we leave.”

He nods, “Until we leave.”

You sat on the couch with a poker face.

“If this what you really want to do…..” you parent sighs. You didn’t budge on your decision. The next day, you would have to leave to embark on your future.

“Yes. This has nothing to do with throwing it all away for a boy. Me and Edward…Are going on our separate ways when I leave.”

Your parent nods. They were a bit relieved that your decision wasn’t being because of a boy. Your decision wasn’t influenced by love. Well, you can’t really say that, it was behind the love for your passion.

Edward watched as you slid down from his body, he had carried you to the field you two shared with each other. His lips gently drag on your throat as you close your eyes at the feel of it.

As you two sat in serenity, you wondered what it would be like when it’s time to leave. You wondered if you had to give your promise ring back to him. You shift your hand but Edward quickly grabs it. You look to him.

“….You don’t have to give it back…”

“You…Know?”

He nods. He smiled as if it was a great discovery. He was self satisfied with being able to read it in your mind.

“I don’t mind sharing a piece of me with you.”

You then lay your head on his shoulder.

The hug from your parent in the morning was tight.

“Are you going to call me?”

“Of course I will.” you whisper to them, “I’ll even visit when I have the chance.”

You held your passport as you and Edward was driven to the airport by both Alice and Rosalie. They both gave you farewell hugs.

“Can’t wait to hear all about it!” Alice says and Rosalie rolls her eyes, “As if you don’t already know by now.”

Edward sat in the cushion of the leather chair. You both had gotten settled in. The place was temporary but it still felt homey. You were grateful for this.

However, the home in your heart was empty. You both hadn’t kissed each other since you two had touched down.

You both almost did, but you both remembered.

“The preliminary round, is what determines whether or not if you’re qualified.” he says quietly. You nod with understanding.

You both get up and get to work on the piano. He claims it will blow them away.

It was hours into the night. You didn’t care.

Edward stops you when after you played a part.

“Don’t rush it. It’s way too fast. Let it flow naturally. You’re rushing it and it sounds wrong.”

“Sorry.” you mutter.

He watched as you continue to work your fingers on the grand piano that was standing strong in the home.

You got some rest after a really late dinner. You told Edward to hunt while you ate alone at the table. He was trying to stay until you went to sleep but his eyes were dark and you couldn’t not say anything.

You took a risk. The next morning as you ate breakfast, you told Edward to forget about the intensive. To just go through the competition. The three weeks seemed like a waste of time compared to this opportunity. Edward was your own personal trainer after all. No better teacher than someone who literally had all the time in the world, who lived longer than the teachers there.

“Are you sure?”

“I’m sure.” you say confidently.

“Whatever you please.” he replied with a soft smile.

He folded his arms with a serious face as you practiced each song critically.

He tells you to scoot over, “Like this.” You watch his fingers demonstrate and then he taps your arm, “Come on, you know this.” He gets up and tells you to do it over from the top.

You nod.

“Sorry.” you say sheepishly.

That was the routine until the preliminary round came. Slept, eat, played, eat, and went to sleep. You barely made time to read a book or watch television. You haven’t even touched the remote since you’ve been there.

Edward set up the camera stand as the camera faced the sideways of you, showing your fingers as it was instructed. You had to say your name where you were from as the introductory.

Twenty minutes of different pieces were played on video. You silently thanked Edward as you knew you hit the correct notes. Taking and applying the criticism.

When you were finished, you sent it off for review. You hug him. He hugged you back tightly.

“I’m proud of you.” he says softly in your ear. Familiar butterflies crept their way in your stomach.

“Thank you. All thanks to you.”

As you both sat on the couch watching a silent film, you whispered, “How many will they choose for the real thing?”

“80.”

“I might have a chance.” you say.

“Even if the number was lower, you still would.”

You crack a grin, “If I get a big head, I’m going to blame you.”

“Please do.”

You both made time to explore together. The real competition took place in a few months. Seeing the new sights, taking in the new experiences of where you would be staying for months on end. You went ahead and get your portrait photo taken.

“I know I can be tough, but it was for the greater good.”

“I know,” you say as you both decided to visit a museum, to clear the mind, “I would’ve messed up had you not been tough.”

You stare at Edward wide eyed when he woke you up in the morning and told you how many songs you both were going to work on.

“We don’t know if they picked me or not yet.” you say.

“Still, be prepared.” he says and opens the music sheet book.

You flop on the piano bench. He placed two hands on your shoulders and says close in your ear, “The key is confidence. Even if you don’t know, pretend as though they have already picked you.”

You breathe in as you glanced up at the notes and began playing. You both utilized the space of time to work hard and practice. Even go as far as doing each song over and over until it was done critically right.

Time had passed and Edward scrolled on the website as you had your eyes closed. You stopped breathing.

“What do you think?” you hear his voice ask.

“I….” you then remembered. Confidence. You just slowly open your eyes. Your eyes look slowly down the list and you gasp as you saw your name.

After pulling back from a hug, his smile was evident, asking you, “Are you proud of yourself?”

“Yes.” you say and he seemed pleased.

He goes to walk away and you chuckle out to yourself. He turns to look at you. “What is it?” he asks, wanting to know.

After a moment you say, “You think I could get something? For my efforts?”

He walks until he’s close to you, “Like what?” he asks hopefully. His gold eyes swim in yours, trying to search your face and you became shy as you look down before tapping your cheek with one finger. He beckoned and you lean in, he places a lingering kiss right there.

Edward didn’t waste any time. You found that some of the songs he made you learn while waiting to hear the news, were required to learn for the first round. But the rule now was, by memorization.

“Let’s test that ear.” he comments as he took away the sheets.

He fixed your mistakes. He touched your back, demonstrating for you to sit straighter.

“Your wrists will hurt if you’re using the wrong technique.”

You continued playing as he spoke, wanting to get yourself used to the critiques.

It went right back to nights where you were up all through the night practicing. You basically ate, slept and breathed the music pieces. Even hearing them in your dreams. But, you weren’t upset at the fact, you felt yourself get better and better with each go.

You talked to your parent on the phone one night while Edward was away to hunt.

“Are you safe?”

“Yes.” you answer.

“So, what have you been up to?”

You let them know that you’ve been working hard.

“Okay…Well, I hope you achieve…What you’re looking for.”

“Yeah…Me too.”

As the dates for the inauguration and round one came close, you were nervous.

Alice and Rosalie made a surprise visit.

“This is the real reason for the visit?” you ask the two girls as you looked at the outfits sprawled out on your bed.

Rosalie sniggers as Alice shrugs, “We want you to look your best. Especially if you win.” she says and holds up an outfit that screamed a winner.

“You saw?”

“I’m not telling you.” she says before putting a finger to her lips.

“You saw.” you state and Rosalie speaks, “So, how many rounds?”

“Three. Then the finals. The prize winners, first, second, and third, will have their own concert on different days.”

“You just get money if you win?” she then asks.

“Money, also the top two winners get a concert tour, and studio recording on a label.”

“You should definitely wear this to the inauguration.” Alice says excitedly.

“Yeah.” you say as you look at the clothes.

You stared at yourself in the mirror. Rosalie straightened your posture.

“Look confident. If you don’t, they will eat you alive. Let them know you’re there to decimate them all.”

You nod as you took in your reflection.

Edward was at your side, dressed up as well as the long speech took place. Welcoming everyone, sharing piano playing clips and quotes of the person who is in honor of the competition, tipping their hat off to them and showing respects, having the prior year’s winner play for everyone and finally, a draw for picking the performance order.

“I will call a name. We have a bowl of numbers and when you hear your name, come up on the stage…Get a number and then make your way to the table and you will receive your schedule for the week. Okay?” the person on stage says into the microphone.

Edward leaned in your ear and whispered, “Take a good look at your competition.”

You slowly look. Some were younger, some were older.

“Do not get discouraged.” he whispers in your ear. You nod.

Names were being called, you watched as each person take a number from the bowl that the executive producer held. Different ethnicities and different walks of life put their hand in that bowl. It was instructed that you all had to show the person on the microphone your number while they spoke out the number.

They call your name. You took steps up to the stage. Reaching in, you open the paper. They read the number for everyone to hear.

“Number 2.”

You grab your schedule from the table on stage and make your way back to your seat. Everyone had picked their numbers.

“Thank you everyone, we are looking forward to hearing each and every one of you to play.” The person on the microphone tells the audience that the closing words will be followed by the executive director and applauds were followed as they walked away from the microphone.

“At least you’re not number 1.” Edward says quietly.

“That’s not helping.” you whisper.

“Don’t be nervous, Y/N.” he says and touch your shoulder.

“It’s hard not to be. Especially like…Right now.”

“How come? This is your playground.”

You look at his hand, your heart jumped and he had an idea as he heard it, taking his hand away. You wished he hadn’t.

Thanks were said to the jury, competitors, and organizers and it was wrapped up with the starting time of the competition being announced.

You were anxious to get home.

Edward sighed softly as he eyed the clock.

“Y/N..You should get some rest.”

“No..I’m literally after the first person.” you say as you continued to play.

“You’re not going to be your best if you don’t get any rest. We practiced for so long, I’m sure you can do it in your sleep.” he says confidently.

“Yeah but…”

“No buts…Come to bed.” he says sternly and you slowly rise up with a soft and defeated sigh.

“You don’t have to tuck me into bed. I’m not a kid.” you whispered as he covers you in the blankets. He chuckles.

“Knowing you, you will try to sneak out of bed.”

“Yeah, yeah.” you say with a playful roll of your eyes. You both softly say goodnight to each other. You almost asked him to lay with you. Almost.

The dream you had, felt really real. You and Edward stared at each other. You both were lying on a couch, his face rested on your chest as you both held each other. Your hand caressed his face as his eyes fell closed. It was as if you two had never agreed to be apart.

You woke up to the bright light of the daytime. Edward had opened the curtains as you stirred awake.

“Let’s go.” he whispered encouragingly after a good morning to you.

Rubbing your eyes with a squint, you fought hard to slide out of bed.

You kept stealing glances at him as he drove you both to the competition. It was open to the public.

You were grateful that he chose to interlace his hand to yours. You felt safe and less nervous. You both sat in a room, waiting for the cue to be called to be at the wings of the stage.

You chewed gum slowly as you concentrated on the spot of the floor, waiting for your turn. Your leg overlapped the other one as you softly swayed your foot back and forth. You replayed the songs in your head, subtly moving and tapping your fingers. Edward watched your jaw clench with each bite of the gum. It was silent between you two, but it was perfect silence.

A head peaks in with a smile and a clipboard, “They’re ready for you.”

Edward rises up and you follow him.

“Are you ready?” he whispered as he touched down your arm.

You nod. Too nervous to speak.

He simply held his hand out close to your mouth. You lean and the gum is out of your mouth and onto his hand.

You both walked and heard the distanced applauds. Muffled talking was spoken into the microphone.

Your breathing was heavy as you stopped following the person with the clipboard and you turn to Edward. He peered at your nervous face with a worried look.

You clutched his shirt.

“You’re okay.” he softly coos. You lean into his lips. He was surprised but he wasn’t complaining. The faint smile on his face when you pulled away and he watched as you hurried to catch up with the person who was leading you to the stage.

He took his seat in the audience. You saw him as you heard your name being introduced. Claps were heard. You looked at the audience. You were shocked. The entire Cullen family was there. Rosalie used her finger to point to her mouth and mock a smile. You then politely smile to the audience.

You walk to the piano that was calling your name. You took your time to sit down on the bench. You looked at the keys, calming yourself, collecting yourself.

You zoned out, forgetting that the audience was there. Taking Edward’s advice as you pretended to be in your room. All of those moments that you practiced, showed in your performance. Precision. Claps were applauded. Loud ones with a loud whistle that you knew were from Emmett made you stifle a laugh.

“Well done….Ladies and Gentlemen….” you heard as you walked off stage.

“Now onto the next round.” Edward says when you both got home.

“Yes.” you agree.

He pretended as though you were already picked for the second round. You pretended with him for the sake of it.

You worked hard. Sleeping, eating, and practicing.

40 people were being picked for round two. You wanted to be one of those 40 people.

Edward scrolled on the website. Your fingers crossed until they hurt. He rubbed your shoulders telling you to open your eyes.

You hug him tight as you saw your name, he lifts you up with your feet off the ground as your arms were tight. You both laugh as he tells you that he knew that you would make it. You definitely had to prepare for the next round.

“I have to say, it does feel a bit empty with you…I can’t believe I’m saying this but..I miss Edward as well.” Rosalie says to you as you looked at your outfit in the mirror.

“A bit?” you tease. Alice holds up the shoes that is preferable for you to wear. Rosalie cracks a smile.

You were less nervous. But, you didn’t become cocky.

You took the stage, walking as graceful as you could as you walked to the piano bench. You didn’t want to trip or fall.

Your fingers played diligently and precisely. You became so into it, your eyes fluttered closed. You felt good about being able to play by ear. It sounded good, even in your ears. Carlisle and Esme looked like proud parents. Edward held his breath until it was over.

Claps came when you were done and went off stage. Edward scoops you into a hug. You both smile at each other.

“How did I do?” you whisper.

“Great. Really great.” he whispers back with a smile. He plants a kiss on your forehead. You look down.

“What’s wrong?” he whispered. You look at him.

“I’m sorry if …I made things weird with the kiss the other day…”

“Y/N..Don’t worry about it.” he says with a grin that lets you relax. You nod, “Sorry…I’ve been so nervous these past few days.”

“It’s normal..”

You looked while you and Edward were sitting down, your name was on the website to continue onto the third round. You let out a breath. You were starting to feel the pressure. The last round until finals. Going up against the finalists. 20 people were picked for round three. You were one of those 20 people. No more than 6 were going to finals.

Edward watched as you poured coffee as the birds chirped, the morning light shined behind your figure. He had a distaste for the fact that you didn’t go to sleep.

“I promise. Just one more hour and I will sleep.”

He doesn’t say anything. He was silently upset. It was over his face.

“Edward…I promise.”

“One hour will turn into two, then it will turn into three. You need sleep.” he says.

“I will get it. This is before finals. I have to be the best to get picked” you say as you set your coffee cup on a nearby table. You go to sit down at the bench but he lifts you up from under your shoulders away from the bench.

You look at him with disbelief.

“Go to bed.” he ordered sternly.

You stare at him. He stared back. You huff and turn and walk to bed. You made the door shut hard, not with a slam but with unwillingness.

You slept until late afternoon.

You yawned until your jaw cracked as you tried to look at your dinner plate in the evening.

“If you would’ve went to sleep on time, the time that you had to take out for making up sleep, could’ve went into practicing for tomorrow.” he stated quietly. His brooding eyes didn’t miss your face.

“Sorry that I’m human.” you mutter. He rolled his eyes a bit.

You barely kept your eyes open as you did practice. Edward was a bit worried. Usually, he had confidence but you were off by a couple of keys and now was definitely not the time to miss cues.

As you slept, he didn’t know what to expect for tomorrow. He didn’t want to ask Alice. He’d rather not know, right along with you.

The people were pumped up. Butterflies were in your stomach as Edward chose to hold your hand.

You let his hand go when it was time for you to get ready to get on stage.

“Good luck.” he says sincerely. You nod. Edward saw the nerves all over you. You were dripping in it.

“Just be calm and focus.” he says as he rubbed your arms and you breathe out with your eyes closed and nod.

You enter the stage, the Cullens in the audience looked excited. Edward didn’t sit in the audience. He, himself, was too nervous. He paced the lobby, only to hear the notes.

That’s when he saw you after the applauds. You storm past him. He calls your name. You ignore him. Tears were in your eyes. He follows you. You shove open a door to go outside.

“That was horrible.” you said as you pushed it open with your back. Defeat was on your face.

“That was so bad.” you say.

“I’m sure they didn’t notice it.”

You give him a deadpanned look as you both were outside, “Did you notice it?”

“I….Yes..But, don’t base that off of me.” he says as he looked at your defeated face.

You lean against the wall as you look to the sky. If only you had listened to him, you wouldn’t have messed up. You kept going, but the mess up was clear to both you and Edward.

Looking over to a staff member of the building, smoking a cigarette in the distance, you walk over to them. Edward watched carefully.

“Can I bum one?”

They pull out the cigarette and give it to you. Before the flame could touch the cigarette, Edward snatched it out of your mouth and throws it.

He grabbed your arm.

“Now’s not the time to get beside yourself. Focus Y/N.” he scolded as you both walk back inside.

You snatch your arm out of his grip in frustration, “What’s there to focus on? There’s no way I’m going to finals. We might as well go back to Forks. Save ourselves the embarrassment of wishful thinking.”

“Don’t say that.” he says calmly. You look away as you fold your arms. You wondered why he couldn’t see it the way you saw it.

He brings you closer as he has two hands on his shoulders, “Listen to me…If you don’t make it, you have every right to hate me. Tell me you told me so. But, stay. What’s going to happen if you look and your name is up there?” he says softly. You shrug without energy.

You ate dinner slowly to stall time. Edward had plans to practice after dinner.

“Come on, Y/N. Don’t lose your spark.” he says after you had played your variation. It sounded choppy as if you hadn’t came this far.

“I’m trying!” you hiss with frustration. The piano hits a loud note as you get up and walk off.

“Y/N. Come. Back.” he says. You slump your shoulders, hating the fact that your feet listened to him.

“Calm down.” he whispered in your ear before placing a kiss on it. You felt at ease with that. Steering you to the bench, you sit down. You stare at him as he walked to stand next to the piano. He waited for you patiently to start again.

He turns the laptop around silently as you ate breakfast in the morning. You stopped chewing.

“No way in hell.” you say quietly as you stared at the screen.

“Yes way.” he says with a smirk.

“Go ahead, tell me you told me so.” you say and lean in your chair with a soft grin.

“No, I won’t say that. I will say, you were worried for nothing.”

“Edward you don’t understand. That was embarrassing.” you whisper. He smothered his hand with yours, “You’re okay.”

He tells you to start slow to ease your way through the song.

“Like that.” he whispered as you successfully played your songs the whole way through correctly.

You flash him a satisfied grin.

You asked him to accompany you to the commemoration ceremony. He happily agreed. They kept talking about the final that was happening the next day. Edward reached to take your hand, you let him.

After the ceremony, you visit Carlisle and Esme at the temporary place they were staying at to stay to watch you play.

They hug you. They check in on you.

“I’m so glad I get to keep hearing and seeing you play.” Esme says.

“Did you hear me mess up?” you ask.

“Y/N.” Edward says and Carlisle chuckles and speaks up, “Barely noticed it.”

“Well, we have to get back, we have a lot of practicing to get to.” Edward says and takes your hand, leading you to the door.

“When this is over and everything is settled, maybe we should all take a mini vacation. Maybe visit some friends?” Esme speaks.

Edward scoffs lowly but you look, interested in why he didn’t look forward to what she was thinking. It was a bit funny.

“I’m sure that would be nice dear.” Carlisle says to his wife, also tickled by his son’s reaction.

After you ended the entirety of your songs, you turn to Edward as he gives you a satisfied grin. To him, it was perfect.

“We don’t have to go with them on vacation.” you say quietly as you fiddled around the keys.

“I don’t care for it.”

“Where did she have in mind that made you be like,” you mimicked his reaction. He smiled and you were happy that he cheered up.

“Denali….We had left there before coming to Forks a couple of years ago.” he says as he keeps his eyes on your fingers.

“Was it boring or something?”

“I’d rather you not go. I don’t think it’s a good idea.”

“Why…Not?” you say and it’s silent.

“Laurent…The one in the baseball field,”

You nod.

“He joined the coven after hearing word about them from us-”

“Wait, there’s a coven there?” you ask.

He nods, “Yes…We’re very close with them. Their diet is animal blood like ours but his is not. I doubt he would have an easy time with getting into such diet if he went this long of drinking from humans.”

“I mean…If Jasper could do it, I’m sure Laurent can too. They might be a good influence.”

“Jasper hasn’t lived as long as Laurent so there’s that. I would be foolish to believe that he didn’t cheat his diet.”

“You shouldn’t judge.” you chuckle lightly.

“Y/N, I’m not... I’m only speaking logic.”

“It would be nice to..You know..Go. But, I wouldn’t want to without you.” you say softly to him.

“Another time…I promise.”

“Okay.”

It was the big day. Your stomach turned and you let the breakfast food go cold.

“Y/N, you should eat.”

“I know..I’m so nervous. Look.” you say and show him your shaky hands. He takes them in his own.

“You will do great. You did great while practicing.”

You talked the extra mile as Alice and Rosalie helped you get ready. It distracted you from overthinking.

In the car on the way there, you take Edward’s hand. You looked out of the window. You noticed his touches is what made you less nervous. He was like your security blanket in that moment.

“Don’t focus too much on winning. You did good to be in the top six.” he says to you before it was your turn.

“Okay..” you say with your eyes closed. He gives you a hug and he hesitated but he still did it, he gives you a kiss on the cheek. You look at him, he grinned a bit, “For good luck.” You chuckle to yourself. However, the fluttery butterfly feeling was mutual between you two.

You smiled, like Rosalie ordered to, as you walked to the piano on the large stage.

The orchestra started to play, you cue in with your piece. You felt one with the music as you all worked together to create rhythmic harmony.

You were polite. Your smile was small but you nod. Lips were speaking, but no words were heard as you were zoned out.

“Thank you.” you speak out in a small voice.

Third place.

“It doesn’t mean those people are better than you.”

“It does.” you whisper sadly. Edward held your bronze medal in his hand.

The person with the gold medal were all smiles as they reunited with their teacher and family. You couldn’t be a person who can say they didn’t deserve it, everyone was truly amazing.

“They won that competition..But, who’s to say you didn’t win in the end. You still get your own concert to show off.” Edward says to you.

“Yeah.” you say with a sad but steady smile at him. He returned the smile.

“I miss you guys.” Emmett says loudly interrupting the heartfelt moment with you and Edward, both arms were around both you and Edward’s shoulders.

“What?” Emmett genuinely asks Edward as he catches Edward’s semi annoyed face. You smile at this, only this time it wasn’t with sorrow.

“Come on, I’m sure Y/N is starving.” Rosalie says as Emmett joins her and wraps an arm around her.

Esme decided to make use of the kitchen that was in the temporary home.

“I really appreciate this.” you say to her. Esme smiled, “Of course.”

“You did really good. Im proud. We’re all proud.” Esme says.

“That really means a lot coming from you. You know what sounds good.” you say and she showed being touched by your words.

You already knew what you were going to play. You blinked at the ceiling. You just weren’t tired. You turn over. You tried counting sheep, but it just wasn’t working.

You slide out of your bedroom. Edward wasn’t home so you sat on the couch, wrapped in a blanket.

After an hour of watching pointless television. The voice didn’t startle you, “What are you doing awake?”

You turn and see that he’s standing behind the couch.

“Don’t be upset….I really can’t sleep.” you whisper to him. He takes a closer look to you.

He walks slowly around the couch and sits down next to you.

Nothing was said for some time. The silence was eventually broken.

“Edward?” you say almost too lowly for your own ears.

“Yes?”

You blink towards the television screen, “Is it too late?”

“I don’t get…What you mean.” he says softly.

“Never mind.” you say and rise up, “I will see you in the morning. I should really get some sleep.”

He wanted to know. But, he instead watch you walk off to your bedroom. He wondered what you were about to say. He wondered if you would tell him if he asked.

People clapped when you were finished with your piece. You felt grateful for the opportunity as a whole. You thought back to when Edward told you it was good for you. It was. You thought at first that since you didn’t win first place, it would take a hit on your confidence. But, it only built it. You knew that you could be in the same space as talented people and hold your own.

You cover your mouth for a second before breaking your face out with a genuine smile as you took the flowers that Edward extended out for you.

You sat on the piano bench in the home, peaking at Edward who was sitting in the chair, several feet away. You stand up and slowly walk towards him.

You lean over, hugging him. He hugged you back, his ear to your stomach as you held your arms around him.

“Thanks so much for everything. I really can’t thank you enough.” you say to him.

“Of course.” he says as you both pull back. You go to walk away, he leans his head and body back against the chair in a relaxed state. He was able to watch you stop walking, turn your head to look back at him.

You walk slowly to him. He didn’t know what was going to happen. He was still as you smothered your own hand on his, you lean down slightly and placed a quick but delicate kiss on his lips.

You go to pull back but his face was covered in fervor. Your suppression was too much, you simply couldn’t take it anymore. You lean back in, he reached and captured your lips as if he had been wanting to do so for a long time. The kiss was covered with the evidence of missing each other. He breaks away with a breath out.

You stumble back, thinking you did something wrong. “Im sorry” was on the tip of your tongue, ready to be spoken out as he rose up out of his chair.

He then peered down at you, his hand gently cradled your face. You sighed softly as you look at him. In that moment, as his thumb brushed against your cheek and down to make a slow swipe of your bottom lip, you step in closer to him and he tilts his head to kiss you again. This time, very deeply. You clutch onto him as you felt yourself be lost in his mouth.

You begged him without saying anything, to lay with you while you slept. You two stared at each other. You couldn’t see him as good as he could see you in the dark. You both were holding each other, only this time, you were almost lying all the way on top of him.

“I don’t care about the consequences. Just let us have this…Let us have this one thing.” he whispered to you.

You breathe in as you didn’t say anything at first, but there was no way you could go back to before.

“The person you’re supposed to be with is a vampire.” you whispered back.

“It’s not for certain..”

“When it happens…I will be devastated. I can’t bear the thought of you with someone else…But, I really want you to be happy.”

“Then let me be happy.” he says quietly, his cool hand caressed your shoulder and down your arm a bit as you close your eyes at the feeling.

“Not with me.” you whisper thickly with your eyes still closed. You felt frustrated. You reach up and caressed his cheek. He turns his face slightly to kiss your hand before trailing his own hand to smother your hand.

“Be happy with me then.” he speaks quietly like a lullaby.

“You’re making this hard.” you say with a sad chuckle.

“You’re making this hard.” he says back.

You move off of him and just lay on your back, eyes to the ceiling. You felt like crying. It was like someone was dangling something that you really wanted but you couldn’t have it.

You felt the back of his knuckles grace your cheekbone as you look to him propped on his elbow as he peered down at you.

“What we have…Is something I haven’t felt before in all of my years in living…”

You blink into the darkness.

“What if…What if it ends badly?” you ask in a whisper.

“What if it ends great?” he whispered back.

You lie there. You let his words follow you into your slumber.

In the morning, it felt a bit weird to not be working on a song. It felt wrong in a way to lounge. Edward was gone. You thought in the shower. You wondered if you both thought of each other at the same time.

The day was ticking away. You felt yourself get more and more agitated. You played on the keyboard but you stopped, Edward wasn’t there to witness. You thought it was meaningless. The pieces you played was meaningless as you wanted to do nothing more than to share it with him. You felt so bored.

It was dusk, the vintage film on the television screen was watching you as you propped up on the couch. The door had closed, barely making a sound but you almost stumble from rushing to him.

You didn’t budge him when you embraced him with force. Your arms were high around his neck. He clutched you around your waist.

“Should I stay away more often?” he joked but you didn’t find it funny. You knew he didn’t mean any harm behind it, but it felt heavy in your heart as a double meaning. He was met with your silence as you quietly felt tears that you successfully blinked back in your eyes. You hated yourself for being emotional, but you just couldn’t help it.

“Edward….Can you…Can you not leave me?” you say quietly. He catches your tone and immediately feels bad.

“I’m really sorry. I detoured to see Alice after hunting-”

“No. I mean…” you say and let go of him as you step back. Your back was literally against the wall. You were stripped from everything due to vulnerability.

He watched closely but with interest as you rise your eyes up from his shirt covered chest to his own eyes.

“I don’t want to..Fight it anymore.” you say quietly. He takes steps forward, embracing your face with his hands, “What do you mean?”

He knew. He just wanted you to say it. Saying it out loud would eliminate doubts. Your eyes were closed as his lips graced your cheek.

“I can’t stay away from you.” you breathed out, blindly touching him to bring him closer to you. He’s close, he takes his time to kiss your jaw. “I should hate you…For making me crazy over you…But instead….I don’t care about the consequences anymore…I care about you…So much.” you continue.

“Do you want us?” he asks quietly. You nod as you start to open your eyes. He mirrored the adoration in your eyes.

“I want us.” you admit.

“To be together?”

“Yes.”

“I want us to be together too.” he says with a shaky grin, he holds your chin with his thumb and index finger.

You both almost kissed, only teasing each other with the closeness of each other’s lips but you looked at each other.

You two finally attach lips. It was almost sensual but very close. Edward’s hands were firm on your waist, trying not to crush you in his hands. But, your arms were around the nape of his neck pulling him closer, motivating him to press up on you, his hands are off of your hips and were now flat on the wall. Leaving you trapped between him and the wall. Your breathy sigh from the kiss that heated up just a slight notch, made him think sinful thoughts but he was just glad to have you back.

He didn’t want you to regret your choice. He felt that the moment he was currently in, was where he belonged. He wondered if you felt the same way too.

You kept your eyes closed when he slowly pulls back, trying to keep your breathing even. You looked mellow, peaceful even as you basked in what you thought was a dream. You wondered if you opened your eyes, he would disappear and you would be left with the prior feeling that you felt with him being away.

#edward cullen #edward cullen x reader #edward cullen x you #twilight saga #x reader #twilight x reader #twilight x you #y/n #fanfic #x y/n #y/n imagines #twilight #twilight fanfiction #y/n fanfic #cullen x reader #romance fanfic

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fashionteahouse · 6 days ago

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Reader x wolf pack

How does the reader feel knowing that the pack gave them a mate mark after finding out about it at a bond fire?

ooo okay hope you enjoy :)

blood on white satin - wolfpack x reader

Time had went by as you and Sam became closer and closer. Before you knew it, you both confess feelings for each other. Your first time was sweet with him. It barely hurt. As you rocked back and forth while you were on your knees, a sharp pain spread from between your neck and shoulder blade. It didn’t hurt so bad but it hurt so good. The pleasure that came from the bite was like no other. You stood in the mirror. You touched it and it was sensitive. So sensitive, the pleasure sensation shot to the heart that was between your legs. With Sam, you huddled close to him as the elders spoke about the legends of the tribe. There was a topic that wasn’t quite clear as you haven’t heard it before. Marking. Sam was silent as he let you take in the information. You well up with tears as you had your hands on your hips, demanding Sam to explain himself. After looking up from the spot on the floor, he tells you he just simply couldn’t resist it. His wolf came out and claimed you. Sam reached out to touch it and your eyes nearly roll back to the back of your head. You keep his hand on the mark, liking how it feels but you stutter out, “You should’ve talked to me.” He whispers out a “Sorry. I’m sorry.” But you knew that he meant well, feeling even more protected than you have before.

With Jared, things were normal, despite the fact that you knew that he could shift into a large animal. His sense of humor showcased the carefree spirit of not letting his new bring him down. It made you like him even more because of this. You didn’t expect him to be serious this time while having sex, only to whine out a high moan as his sharp teeth connect with the flesh of your neck. A drop of blood spills on the white satin sheets. You felt his tongue clean up the remainder of blood that surrounded the broken skin. Everytime you were away from him, you felt as if you both had died. At the bonfire, you and Jared sat in shock as the process of a wolf mating their mate was explained by the elders. You get up and storm off with Jared following you. You shove him when it’s you two alone on the park of the beach. You point at the permanent mark, screaming at how he could do something without talking it over with you first. Seeing his sincere face, knowing that he himself didn’t know, you lay easy. It was scary for the both of you but no bad experiences came out of the tales that the elders did speak on. You calmed down after Jared tells you that he felt complete. You couldn’t help but admit that you also felt complete.

With Quil, his wolf was itching to be free lately. He didn’t understand it. Him phasing barely worked for the agitation that his wolf was feeling. It seemed to get worse when you were around. Always wanting to feel you up. He didn’t mind, but you saw the darkness in his eyes. You saw how much he tried to fight it. You knew that it was bad for him to do so, so you encourage him to let go. Only to find yourself sighing out his name as his teeth pierce through your skin. It would’ve looked like a tragedy that was prevalent, but it felt indescribably good. At Quil’s request for not knowing what was going on, his grandpa speaks at the next bonfire, explaining what a mark is to a wolf and their mate. You silently look at Quil as he looks to you. When you two were alone, he finally speaks, apologizing. You only tell him, “It’s alright, you didn’t know. You were holding back too.” He nods as he tells you that his wolf was over dominating the man in him.

With Paul, things were exciting. Not nearly as exciting as it was when his grips on your skin were tighter. It was quick but neither of you knew what was happening. You stared at the mirror in horror as you saw the large but fresh mark. Leaning your head to get a better look at it, you shivered as your fingers graced the surface of the teeth marks. You left his home without a goodbye. He persuaded you to just come to a bonfire with him. You had no plans so you agree. Your ears muffled all of the other words after your brain received the information about wolves solidified a bond with their mate through a bite mark. Your stomach dropped. “It’s forever? Meaning it will never go away?” you whispered as you and Paul were alone. He questioned on why you were by yourself, that was the first thing you asked him. He nods at your question. He seemed happy, almost pleased but you had second thoughts. “We have a bond. You don’t want it?” he asks with a hint of worry. “It’s just all new.” you tell him. He promised that he would’ve spoken to you about it had he knew what it was. The sincerity in his eyes make you believe him.

With Seth, for him to lose control was something that was unheard of. His eyes widened at the mark that occupied your skin. His nervousness rubbed off on you. You asked him what it was and why the tingling sensation wouldn’t go away even when you rubbed it. He didn’t know. He had no answers. He didn’t understand how he didn’t catch his wolf from doing such action. At the bonfire, he held your hand tight. You just hoped it didn’t mean anything bad. It’s been days since then and it hasn’t healed at all. Hearing the process of how a wolf marks their mate, everything came together. Seth thought you would be upset or angry, but you let him know that he didn’t know. He blamed himself, speaking about how he should’ve been more careful. He reached out to touch it, only to find a sappy grin on your face as it didn’t hurt at all. Seth felt the wolf inside of him hum with contentment.

With Leah, she un sunk her teeth from your neck as she held you close. It was like she was in a daze but she knew it was her wolf at the same time. She had never experienced anything like it. She watched as you covered it with a wide bandaid. But it was huge. You sighed as you discarded the bandaid. Her eyes were filled with deep regret, telling you that you shouldn’t talk to her gain. She promised to never hurt you but in her eyes, that’s what she did. She kept asking if it hurt but you had to tell her not a million times. She asks if she could touch it. It was as if the mark was itching for her touch as you slowly nod. She didn’t expect the satisfactory response. At the bonfire, you both paid close attention to the speaking mouths. Catching every dialogue, she understood. You understood. You both have been going strong and all it did was make you two even stronger. You’re accepting. You however had to continue to chastise her for blaming herself.

With Embry, things were tense as it was with the rapid vampires. It seemed his wolf was more on edge. You didn’t take it personally. You knew beneath under all of that, he would always be your Embry. He finally comes home from a hectic day, going to his safe place, your arms. In the middle of the night, you both silently let out the noises that let each other know you both were enjoying the moment. You felt a piercing sensation, his mouth cleaned the wound. It didn’t hurt as you noticed it in the morning. His half asleep state made him pull you close and kiss the very same spot on your neck. You would’ve buckle your knees had Embry wasn’t the one to have you in his arms. He asks if you were already and he shifts his eyes to land on the rounded bite mark. It was big and so was his eyes. You covered it, so other people wouldn’t think it was troublesome. You had to reassure him it wasn’t his fault as you two found out the true meaning at the bonfire. He didn’t like that he did this to you but you reassure him that everything is fine. It didn’t hurt. You both admit to it making you two feel closer than ever before.

#sam uley #jared cameron #quil ateara #paul lahote #seth clearwater #leah clearwater #embry call #wolfpack #x you #blurb #imagine #x reader

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fashionteahouse · 6 days ago

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i wonder - edward cullen x reader

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You were so angry, tears threatened to spill over.

“Do you understand?” your parent says to you.

“Yes.” you forced out, trying to keep your voice steady. You rise from the couch, feeling dead inside.

Slowly, you walked up the stairs.

Laying on your back and staring up at the ceiling, you clutched the teddy bear Edward had given you in your arms. You basically suffocated it.

You heard a tap. You move the curtain, you signal a no. Edward looks baffled. His eyes were gold instead of the darkish color from earlier.

You shake your head.

He mouthed, “Open the window.”

You shook your head. You move the curtain back. It killed you to do so, but you face away and the tears that threatened to spill over, ended up gliding down your cheeks. You looked at the empty spot where you kept your keyboard. It was gone. Taken away. Just like that. You were ordered to do nothing but go to school and come straight home. No rides with the Cullens. Your parent being the only one to drive you to and from school until graduation.

You didn’t speak in the morning. It was deafening as you blocked out your parent’s chatter. It was as if they didn’t strip you from what you liked.

“Have a good day at school.” they say as they look to you, they pull in the parking lot.

You mumble out something incoherent and step out of the car.

You didn’t dare to look over in the parking spot where you knew the Cullens were. A part of you hoped they didn’t show up, but the thought of them not being at school felt like your own personal hell.

“Y/N.”

You slowly close your locker with a soft clink and behind it stood Edward, wearing the same expression that he did when he was outside of your window.

You look down at his shoes. You weren’t strong enough to look him in the eye.

“What’s going on?”

“Nothing.” you say in a fake content tone.

“Y/N, don’t lie to me.”

“It’s nothing. I’ll uh…I’ll see you in the lab, okay?” you say and turn, disappearing in the sea of students.

Your head rested on your hand as you stared at the questions on the test. The classroom was filled with silence as everyone was focusing. The teacher slowly walked along the aisles of desks to check on everyone.

The only thing you had written down, was your name, last name, and the date.

“20 more minutes everyone.” the teacher says in a hushed tone. You bit your lip as you closed your eyes to try to focus.

The bell rings, you were the last one to give the teacher your test. The teacher was a bit shocked to see you be the last one, but you finally completed it. You didn’t double check your answers.

Rosalie had her arms crossed as she almost glared at you.

“Hey.”

“Don’t hey me. What’s going on with you?” she asks as she takes perfect steps next to you to your class.

“Nothing. Why do you or…Edward think something’s wrong?”

She blinks at you with impatient eyes.

“What? I’m focused, okay? I’m this close to the finish line.”

You stop as she stops in front of you, staring hard into your eyes.

“You’re not fooling anyone.” she quietly but firmly says.

“I’m not trying to fool-”

“You are….We’ll talk at lunch.” she says and with that, she’s off to her own class.

You didn’t even see the incoming person as you turn to head to go to your class, you smacked right into them. Papers fly up in the air.

“Sorry! Sorry!”

“No, I’m sorry.” you say with shame and scoop the fallen papers up in your hand, the person you bumped into picks them up as well. You saw the name handwritten on a piece of paper. You slowly lift your eyes and extend your arm towards her.

“Thanks. I should really watch where I’m going. I’m really sorry.” she says nervously.

“You’re fine. That was on me.” you say to no other than Bella Swan. Her face was flushed. You turn your head and continue walking.

When you walked out of your classroom before heading to science, Edward stood waiting for you.

You both walk in silence. You both sit down at the desks in silence. You both watch the teacher explain what the experiment its going to be for the day in silence. You both sit down at the lab table in silence.

Students around you two, were not silent. They laughed talked loud. The teacher already helping a group.

“Was it me?” he asks sadly.

“No.” you whisper as you slowly stir the concoction as Edward pours it in the beaker.

“Then what is it?” he softly asks. You slump your shoulders.

“I’m sorry I didn’t feed that day, but I wanted to spend more time with you until you went home.” he whispered.

You shake your head, flashing him a sad smile, “I can’t believe you’re blaming yourself. It’s not you, Edward.”

“Then tell me….Was it…The shifter? Are you still scared?” he whispered.

“No…I mean it was pretty scary but..I haven’t really thought about that. It’s not that either. I told you it’s nothing. I’m just trying to stay focus, that’s all.” you say in a hushed tone.

He’s not convinced.

The first half of the bell rings. He watches as you leave the classroom with a trickle of other students. The other students mingled with their friends in the hall, others warning their friends who had the teacher next, of what to expect in class.

You went to the bathroom. You stood in the mirror as you examined your face. You wanted to look as convincing as possible. But, it was no use. Your eyes said it all.

“I wonder if that’s why he always wants me to look at him. He can tell by my eyes.” you thought to yourself as you took your time to walk. The start of the other half of lab started as the warning bell rings.

You sit down and touch Edward’s shoulder. He completed the lab. You gave him a look. He only rises up and turns in the both of your worksheets of the lab report.

“That’s not helping me.” you say with a slight grin.

“l want to help you. You won’t tell me. I know something’s wrong. I’ll just wait for you to spit it out.”

You wished you had homework to work on, but everything was already done. You had long minutes to go before your next period. You look around the classroom.

Students are trying their best to complete what they have done so far. Some not even halfway finished. You look to your hands that’s on the lab table.

“Are you coming over today?”

“Can’t.” you softly say with a shake of your head.

“Why?”

“I was told to come straight home today.”

He hummed a response.

“Yeah.” you say.

Time wafted by, the clock was painfully slow. You fought the urge to sigh deeply.

“My keyboard got taken away.”

“….What?”

You shrug.

“Why?”

You shrug again.

“Was it because of me?”

“For christ sake would you stop it?” you say to him, finally looking at him. You didn’t look how close he was until you did look. You immediately became shy. You known him for all of this time and it was like he was your biggest crush of all time.

“I encouraged you to still play. I didn’t want you to get in trouble.”

“It’s fine, really.” you say.

“It’s not.” he says with a knowing look.

“You’re right…It’s not.” you say with pity. You furrowed your eyebrows, “You didn’t have to wait for me to spill it out. Why couldn’t you…?” you gently tap your forehead.

“It’s like a bad radio signal. You know how some parts are loud and then it gets really low or incoherent? It’s like that but it’s just really low whispers in your mind. That night, in your room, I was able to read what chooses to come clear. When you wondered if I had known you were being threatened to go back home from Rosalie, that was the first time I could read what you were thinking. But, I had to really focus because it was still low.” he explained in a hushed tone.

“I wish you could always read my mind…” you mused.

“Why?” he brings on a grin.

“Because I feel left out.” you say with humorous tone.

He chuckled under his breath.

“You don’t have to drill me.” you say to Rosalie as she pulls you down in a seat at lunch.

“I do. You were pretty shady.”

“No, I wasn’t.” you say almost laughing.

“When you come over, I have to show you my collection.” she tells you as Jasper and Emmett make observations of a college sports game that’s coming up this week on television.

“Oh um..I can’t..Come over.”

“And why not?” her smile fades.

“I was told to come straight home…I’m getting picked up so..” you nod as you stare at your half eaten lunch.

“That doesn’t make any sense.” she says. You look up, “I didn’t make the rules…Unfortunately.”

“You’re being punished for your choice…I don’t get it.”

“Yeah, well. Go me.” you say sarcastically.

If you could get down on your knees and kiss your history teacher’s feet, you would’ve. A new project was announced.

“Alright. Choose your partner.”

You and Jasper immediately turned heads towards each other before the both of you started laughing.

An arm draped around your shoulders as you walked to your locker with Edward. He leaned his shoulder against the locker next to yours as you pulled your jacket out.

“It should be nice this weekend.” he comments lowly.

“That’s nice.” you say as you watch him zip your jacket up. When he’s finished, he leans and pressed a sweet kiss on your cheek then gently rubs his lips back and forth on your cheek before taking your hand.

You let your hand go from his grasp as you push the door open. Before you stepped out, he grabs your arm pulling you back in. You both are by the wall near the door, out of the walkway.

“I want to see you tonight.” he says to you in a hushed tone. You look at him for a moment and you then nodded.

You look to see the Edward’s siblings watch you open your parent’s car door.

They drive, chatting about their day at work. You couldn’t care less in that moment. The sound of the car whizzing on the road was more enjoyable to listen to.

You were so bored. You tried reading a book but you couldn’t concentrate. Your brain was filled with ideas and your fingers itched to play something. You angrily stared at the wall with the discarded book at your side.

Dinner was somewhat quiet but your parent broke the silence.

“Have any homework?”

”Nope.” you say and take a bite.

“How come?”

“Had a test today, completed my lab report in class, and was assigned a project that isn’t due for another two weeks.”

“Hm..”

“I’m going to have to start going to the library after school so that me and my partner could work on it.”

They sigh and raise their eyebrows a bit, “Alright.”

You stop chewing as you look at them. You hide your smile.

In your chair, Edward watched as you close your door quietly. You fall gracefully into his lap like a feather.

He held you tight to him as if you were going to run away, you do nothing but lean your body into his hold.

“It’s really gone.” he says.

“Ugh, don’t remind me.” you whisper.

He’s quiet. You watch his face. He flickers his eyes to yours.

“I thought..You wanted to end things.” he speaks after some time.

You were suddenly drowning in the state of incredulity, “What?”

He looks down a bit as a faint smile is on his face.

“I really thought I did something wrong.” he says as his hand rests on your knee before sliding it up some on the side of your thigh.

“If you did something wrong…I will let you know.” you reassure with lips to the corner of his eye.

“Okay.”

Comfortable silence sets in.

Eventually, seeing that it’s getting late, he watched as you then stand. You take his hands in yours with a soft grin and silently invite him to lay with you on your bed.

You woke up slightly startled. It wasn’t Edward who woke you up, but it was your parent.

“Come on, you will be late.”

You quickly turn your head next to you and rose out of bed as your parent shuts your door. Edward comes out of your closet.

“Close one.” he joked silently. You stifle a laugh.

“You can ride to school with me.” he encouraged.

You shake your head. He didn’t want to go right away so he stalled.

“I have to go.” you say softly with a smile.

He gave you a look, a puppy dog eyed look that almost made you fold your decision. You close your eyes and breathe in.

“Edward. That’s not fair.” you whisper.

He stands up after you open your eyes and cups your face in his hands, lips glued to each other as you both didn’t want to step back from it. It ended up being you because you had to breathe.

Your breath is heavy as you look at him. He looks at you back. He takes a step toward you while looking your mouth and you stop him from moving further with a grasp on his arms.

He was already waiting for you at your locker. He looked as if he’d seen you for the first time in years. You chuckle at this and place a sweet kiss on his cheek. You mean to move away but he holds you there. Slowly, your arms wrap around his neck. His face rests in the crook of yours.

You tried your best to not be distracted in class. Your mind kept traveling to how you felt when you got to spend the weekend in his home. You wondered if he was thinking about you like how you were thinking about him.

“Were you thinking of me?” he says. You both were close, face to face as you both sat in the back of the school library. With a shy expression, you nod.

“Were..You thinking about me?” you shyly ask him.

“I always think about you.” he confessed, not daring to break eye contact.

You and Jasper talked about the layout of the project in history class.

“So…Over the weekend, we could go to the library if you want.” you say as it was pretty hands on.

“Or you could..Come over.” he shrugged.

You tell him you don’t think your parent would approve.

“It’s just a project.” he tells you. You told him you would think about it.

Your parent stops at the grocery store. You decide to go in because you didn’t want to stay in the car bored.

“Could you grab some paper towels? We ran out.” they ask you. You nod as you separate from them.

You reach up on your tippy toes to grab them but you see a long arm grab them. You look around and it was as if you had seen a ghost.

The boy from the beach, held out it for you to take. You slowly take it, “Thank you.”

He nods with a slight purse of his lips.

You start to turn but he says, “You didn’t have to block me.”

You look down before turning back around to face him, “I’m sorry…I had to.”

“You had to?” he asks with an eyebrow lifted.

“I have a boyfriend now.” you say.

“Oh..Boyfriend.” he said in thought. You nod.

“You still could’ve came to my party. You said you would.” he said quietly.

“That was before..Me and….That was before my boyfriend and I became official. I didn’t want to give you any mixed ideas.”

“Mixed ideas were already made. I only wanted to know if you were still coming only to find out that you blocked me…A simple text of you weren’t coming or interested would've sufficed.”

“Sorry.”

“Next time, you should stick to your word.”

“Whatever that means.” you chuckle a bit.

“It means…If I did that to you, you definitely wouldn’t like it, I’m sure.”

“It doesn’t matter...” you say with a small shake of your head.

“It’s a small town. You didn’t think I would run into you again? You’re cold.”

“Sorry.”

He doesn’t say anything. You take it to be your sign to go meet your parent in line.

“Who was that?” they ask as you both out items on the conveyer belt.

You shrug, “Nobody.”

Edward lied down with you as your ear was pressed to his chest. His hand rubbed up and down your arm soothingly.

“What are you thinking about?” he whispered.

“Nothing….I might be able to come over this weekend.” you whisper back.

“For the project with Jasper?” he asks.

“Yes.”

You sit up from his chest, his hands are still on your arms. You lay back on your pillows instead.

He shifts on his side to peer down at you. You peak at him.

“Did something happen?”

“You mean like…Today?” you ask.

He nods once. You shake your head. He studied your face. You reach up and grace your hand on his cheek with a compassionate smile, “What’s wrong, Edward?”

“Alice had a vision…You changed your decision….You decided to stay…Here.” he says carefully with his eyes closed.

Your eyebrows knit with confusion as you sit up. He zhts

“Why did I say that?”

“I don’t know. That’s all she saw so far. We were sitting down, holding each other, and you told me you wanted to stay here.”

“Do you know why?” you ask.

“That’s all that I saw before the vision ended.”

You don’t say anything as you sink back in the pillows. You scoot close to him. He looked almost scared. It almost scared you.

“You’re still going to help me? Right?” you ask. He looks to you, “Of course.”

“Do you still want to travel together?” you ask in a whisper. He leans closer to you, “Of course.”

“Then that’s what we’re going to do.” you say.

“Do you promise?”

You nod.

“Yeah.” you whisper as your hand cups his cheek as you look up at him.

“Say it.” he replied as he smothers the hand that’s on his cheek, with his own.

“I promise.”

The next morning, you parent tells you news as they work the steering wheel.

“We’re having dinner over a friend of mine.” they tell you.

“A friend of yours? Isn’t that a distraction.” you say. They roll their eyes a bit and you couldn’t help but huff of a small laugh at their reaction.

“I’m focused on my work…But, he invited me over. He’s a good man. I don’t want you to be rude so I expect you not to be rude.”

“I’m not rude. You didn’t raise me that way.” you mutter.

“He has a daughter about your age. Bella Swan. Do you know her?”

“Yes. She’s a year below me.”

”Are you two friends?”

You shake your head, “Nope.”

“Oh.”

You wave goodbye as you go into the school building. Edward is at your side before you could blink. You lean into his side as you both walk to your locker.

“I really would like to take you out this weekend.” he states as you both sat close in science.

With a grateful smile you tell him, “Okay.”

“Did you ask yet?” Jasper asked as you both wrote down information about your project.

“No.”

“Y/N, just ask.” he says with a smile.

“Yeah, easy for you to say.” you say with a small chuckle.

You didn’t change out of your school clothes. Your parent starts the journey. You were already bored. You were already waiting for it to be over.

Your parent holds an alcoholic bottle as they advised you to knock on the door. A rhythmic rap is made from your knuckles.

The girl, Bella from school, opens the door. After politely smiling at you both, she steps back letting you both in. She turns her head and calls for her dad. He comes and greets you both, he introduced himself as Charlie Swan to you. You shake his hand with a polite smile.

Your parent and Charlie began to talk as your parent shows them the bottle, leaving you and Bella alone.

It was a bit awkward as she tells you that the food is finishing up in the oven. You nod silently.

“Thanks again for the other day.”

You shrug, “It was nothing.”

“I’m super clumsy so, I’m accident prone. I should probably wear a sign.”

With that, a grin cracked on your face at her statement.

“I um…Heard that you had a scary accident.” you say after you follow her in the kitchen. She wanted to keep a eye on the food.

“Yeah. It was…Embarassing.”

“I mean you almost got hurt…By the van..”

“Yeah…When the paramedics came, all eyes were on me.” she says as she cringed.

“It’s not embarrassing. You’re a..Survivor.” you say with reassurance.

“If it wasn’t for…Edward..It would’ve crushed me..”

“Yeah…That’s nice.” you say and look down.

“I remember you from the hospital that day.”

“You do? I mean…I remember you too…”

She nods, “What happened with you?…Only if you mind me asking.”

“Oh.” you chuckle a bit, “I was only getting my cast off.”

“What happened..”

You then tell her the story of how you broke your wrist. You and a friend dared each other to try a backhand spring on their trampoline.

You and Bella were able to laugh about it.

The food was done, leaving you to be seated as Charlie tells the tale of how he met your parent. According to your parent, Charlie left out some details.

You help Bella with cleaning up.

“What do you think about Forks?”

“It’s okay. Its cool. It’s been treating me good so far.”

“That’s good.”

“Have you been to the beach here? I didn’t even know there was a beach when I first came here.”

“Are you talking about the one in La Push?”

You nod.

“Oh, yeah. I love it. I love La Push in general.”

“You spend a lot of time there?”

“Yeah. My best friend lives there so I get to see him too.”

“I went only once.” you say.

“Did you like it?”

“Yeah…I went with some friends from school.”

“The Cullens?” she asks surprised.

“No.” you tell her and you then take a look at her expression. You wondered if she knew that the Cullens couldn’t be there, explaining why the surprised expression. You wondered if she knew about the shapeshifters.

“You seem surprised.” you comment.

“Yeah, I am.” she admits.

“May I ask why?”

“It’s just….I heard someone say…The Cullens aren’t welcomed there. I don’t know what they did but…” she says with a shrug.

“Oh…I didn’t know that.” you lie.

“We could go…Together sometime if you want. Get away from Forks.”

“Sure. Why not?”

“Are you going to the dance?” she then asks.

“Yeah. Are you?”

She shakes her head.

“Why not?” you ask.

“Not my thing really.” she says.

“Just bring your best friend. You both can still have fun.”

“Maybe…”

Your parent was ready to head home.

“I’ll uh..See you at school.” she says to you as you and your parent is walking out of the door.

“Yeah. See you.” you agree with a wave.

Before you knew it, it was a Friday. Rosalie steals you out of Edward’s arms as you barely could keep up.

Walking out of the school doors, she leans down the driver’s side window with a polite smile. Saying hello to your parent in the car. Your parent smiles back and says hello to her.

“Me and Y/N have a history project that we need to work on. My mom and dad says it’s okay if Y/N can come over and spend the night but they said I would have to ask for your permission first.”

“Did they?”

“Yes. I can give you their phone number if you want.”

“Yes. I would need that.” your parent says.

“This means I can go?” you ask from the passenger seat.

“I didn’t say that. I still need to talk to Rosalie’s parents first Y/N.”

You and Rosalie share a discreet look.

“No problem.” Rosalie says cooly and gives Carlisle and Esme’s phone numbers to your parent.

Your parent calls as you sat on the edge of your bed. Edward watched you from your chair.

“Don’t be nervous. They’re going to say yes.”

“How do you know?” you whisper.

A knock was at your door and you look to find Edward gone. You open it.

“I want you back here, Sunday morning. Do you hear me?”

You nod, “Y-yes. Thank you.”

Edward carried your overnight bag inside of his home and up the stairs to his room.

He looked at you with undivided attention as you told him about your day. People in the restaurant surrounded your ears with soft chatter and soft clinks.

“You went to Bella Swan’s house?”

You nod.

He makes a look.

“What?”

“Nothing.” he says with a soft grin.

“It’s…Something.” you say to make him feel comfortable.

“Why..her of all people?” he genuinely asks.

You explain with a shrug that your parent and Charlie became friends, prompting Charlie’s dinner invitation.

“Are you two friends?”

“I don’t know.”

He reached over to adjust the salt and pepper shaker to a neat position with a soft smirk, “What do you mean you don’t know?”

You place two folded arms on the restaurant table.

“Did you two use to date?”

He gives you a look, almost offended, “No.”

“Then what’s it to you?”

He brings out a lax smile to bring peace, “I was only..Asking.”

You lean back in your chair. He takes a look at you. You look at him. Your food finally arrived but you don’t dig in right away.

“You should eat.” he comments.

“When she asked to talk to you at the hospital, what did she want?”

He lets out a small sigh, “If I tell you…Will you eat?”

You scoop your utensil and put food in your mouth, chew and swallow. You set it back down.

“Okay. Spill.”

He found this quite funny as he stifled a laugh.

“When the van almost crushed her…I stopped it.”

“How?”

“With my hand.” he says quietly as he splayed his hand.

“You mean to tell me, you stopped the van with your hand and Bella saw it.” you whisper with wide eyes.

“Unfortunately.” he says without breathing.

“So, she knows?”

“No…But she was suspicious…A lot of gaslighting had to be done…I haven’t talked to her before then or after then.”

You look down at your plate.

“Are you jealous?” he teased.

“Would you..Shut up?” you whisper and he chortled.

“I have to confess something.” you tell him after you swallow some food.

“Good or bad?”

“Mmm..Guess.”

“It’s bad.” he says.

“I’m staying here.”

His face goes straight. Seriousness was written all over his face and body language.

“What do you mean?” he asked.

It was your turn to chortle.

“That’s not funny.” he says.

“Sorry.” you say as you sober up.

“But, she did invite me to La Push.” you then say.

“She did?” he asks and his face didn’t agree with the idea.

“Yeah.”

“That wouldn’t be a good idea, Y/N.” he says with a touch of disapproval.

“Because of the shifters?”

He nods once.

“The one in the woods didn’t attack me.” you say in thought.

“Because Rosalie, Emmett and I came just in time.”

“…Was he scared?”

“Who?”

“The shifter…When you read his mind, was he scared? You said that he was newly transformed and his thoughts were all over the place.”

“Y/N.” he sighed out.

“What? I just wanna know.”

“It’s doesn’t matter if he’s scared or not. His instincts tell him to kill us. You were lucky that day.”

“But, he can’t kill me….Right?”

Edward didn’t like the question as he looked at you. The waiter asks how everything is. Edward wanted the check.

You smother his hand with yours as the waiter walked off, “Please don’t be mad. I was just wondering.”

“I’m not mad.” he says calmly, “I care about you immensely. If one of them were to hurt you, I don’t think I could be sane.”

“It’s not going to happen.” you say quietly as you both look at each other.

Hand in hand, you both walk out of the restaurant. He lets go of your hand as you both walk on the sidewalk, his arm around your waist pulling you close to him.

Rosalie showed you her car collection in the garage. You sat on a stool as you both talked. The others were out hunting. You both talked freely without supernatural ears. Really opening up to each other.

You showed compassion as she opened up about her human life.

Constantly being praised for her vanity, admitting that it made her shallow.

Opening up about her engagement with Royce, the son of the owner of a bank, Royce King ||.

Carlisle found her, deciding to change her, hoping she would be a companion to Edward.

You couldn’t help but smirk at the fact that she was hurt that Edward only loved her as a sister, her not because she liked him back, but she was so use to being showered with compliments that it hurt her feelings. She had never been rejected before.

As chaotic the story was, you were a bit entertained by the revenge that she took, saving Royce for last.

“Not one drop of blood?”

“None. I wanted no parts of them inside of me..” she says.

She killed Royce and his friends who had hurt her without draining them. You tell her how impressed you were of her self control.

The story turns to a different light.

“He reminded me so much of Vera’s son, Henry.” she says about Emmett. You see the look on her face. It was nothing but pure love that was plastered over her smile.

“That’s so sweet.” you comment.

“I feel…Ashamed to admit that I would give anything to be human again…I would really love a child.” she quietly confessed.

“Does Emmett know?”

“Of course he does. I love him and..A family… A child is where I would feel complete…I know that you’re with Edward and all but, if you’re thinking about joining this life, I would say think again.” she speaks out.

“Honestly…That’s never crossed my mind.” you say as you look down.

“Really?” she asks after silence. She was shocked and surprised. She thought all of this time you wanted to be like them.

“Really, really.” you say.

“So..Say you were to keep getting older, you don’t mind that Edward is forever 17?”

“It’s not like I control it. To be honest…I was against us dating in the first place.”

“I know…He showed it in his attitude with glum when you wanted to be friends but, he wanted more.”

“Yeah…I did tell him it wouldn’t work but I guess he wants to prove me wrong…Rosalie…My career is what I want more than anything. Edward says he will help me and be by my side and I trust that he will do that. I’m enjoying whatever this is but if things do not work out…I won’t be too upset. I’m prepared for the impact.”

She thinks for a moment as her eyes are actually filled sympathy.

“He told me….A vision that Alice had…That I chose to stay.” you say quietly.

“What are you saying? You don’t want to showcase your talent?”

“I didn’t plan it out right.” you say as you look to the floor, “I really like him a lot. I like the times we have spent together. I really like you and the family…”

Rosalie seems pleased at this compliment but she looked sad at the possibility of what you were thinking.

“But, I didn’t think I would have to change.” you say in realization.

“You don’t have to. It’s just….It’s clear as day my brother has fallen head over heels for you. I like you..Which is why I want to see you value your human life more.”

“Yeah but…Each day, I’m liking him more and more..” you say breathlessly. Your heart skipped a beat. You never thought you would experience it. It almost scared you.

“The scariest thing is that…I can actually feel passion… When you two are around each other.” she mused as you caught her looking at you.

You were silent, deep in thought as Edward held you close in bed. You blinked at the ceiling.

“Tomorrow we can go to our spot. Would you prefer to watch the sunrise or the sunset?” he asks in your ear.

“Surprise me.” you whisper with a soft grin and close your eyes to go to sleep. You felt a kiss on your cheek.

You sat with your forearms propped up on your knees as you and Edward watched the sunrise. An arm was wrapped around you. You were grateful for this moment. You would never forget this moment.

The sunrise from the view was picturesque.

Tears began to form in your eyes. A small shaky breath came out of your mouth without your permission as Edward tightened his grip on you. He looked at you.

He calls your name. You turn your head slowly and blink back the tears that were threatening to spill over the rim of your eyes.

One tear drop falls and Edward caught it with one swipe of his finger. He kisses and lingers his lips on the same spot and you close your eyes. You speak.

“We have to talk.”

If he had a heart, it would drop. He nods sadly as he looks down.

“Edward, what’s the end goal?”

“For us to be happy. For you to be happy. For you to reach success in whatever you want to do. I want us to create memories together.”

“You know…I didn’t think about…Or put into consideration of…Me turning into one of you.”

“One of me?”

“Yes.” you answer shyly.

“You don’t have to. I prefer you not to.” he looks down.

“That’s why it can’t work.”

He looks back up to meet your gaze. He swallows.

“What are you saying?” he whispered.

“Me and you aren’t compatible. I really like you. Like a lot. Each day I feel more and more smitten with you. You take over my mind even. I don’t want it to transform into love before it’s too late.”

“You don’t want to fall in love with me?”

You look down.

“That’s not what I was trying to say. It will be harder for us if we do fall in love.”

“Y/N.” he calls out you.

You look in his direction.

“Look at me….Please?” he whispered.

You look at him. It hurt you to do so, but even if you wanted to, you couldn’t look away.

“I think I’m falling in love with you…I don’t regret what we have. I don’t regret anything that we have done together..”

“I don’t either.” you whisper.

“I mean it.” he says and interlaced your fingers with his. He kissed the back of your palm with his eyes closed.

“I want to stay here. I don’t want things to be complicated for us.” you whisper.

“Don’t do this….Please, don’t do this. We made plans together, remember?” he asks as he guides your fingers to caress his face, some brushing on his lips.

“I’m going to keep getting older. You’re stuck this way. Never changing. I’m not upset or angry with you. You deserve someone that will match your speed.” you say with a small but sad chuckle.

“I don't want just someone else. I want you. We can make this work. Why are you giving up on us?” he’s filed with frustration.

“I’m not.”

“You are!” he says, you felt bad because he was getting emotional. Anguish was written all over his face. It was as if you tore his heart out and squished it with a stomp.

“I’m thinking realistic.”

“Do you want me to change you? Is that what it is?If that’s what-”

“Edward, no.” you say waving the idea off.

“Then what is it? What can I do to change your mind?” he asks slowly in desperation.

“You might have to let me go.” you whisper.

Devastation wasn’t even the word to describe the expression on his face.

“No.” he says with hardness. He was resisting to make this his reality.

“Edward-”

“Y/N, no. Whatever you and Rosalie talked about, made you change your mind.” he states, it was proven in his body language that he knew what you two talked about.

“We only talked about the future. When she talked about wanting a family, I realize that…That’s what I want as well. Vampires cannot conceive children and…”

“We can always make something work. Together.” he says quietly begged. He grabbed both of your hands.

You blinked as you tried to not show your sadness but it was too much work. Vulnerability had left you both completely emotionally naked.

He pulled you close to him.

Two hands cradled your face and you both breathe in the same air, lips centimeters apart, his lips brushed against yours as he whispers out your name like a prayer. You couldn’t help but to wrap your arms around him. You close your eyes as both foreheads touch.

“I still want you in my life. I won’t stay here, okay? I won’t stay.” you whisper softly to him after a very long time of silence. You both are sitting close next to each other, it was intimate as you both smothered each other’s hands on top of your knees that were to your chest.

“I want you in my life. I can’t and don’t ever want to imagine letting you go.” he says back, his face is close to your cheek. You both look at the unity of the hands.

“But after graduation….Can you just be…” you swallow, “Can you just be my mentor? Take a break to just really focus?”

“Your mentor….”

“I still want you in my life. I don’t want to slow you down. I’m just a human and you’re incredibly…You.”

“You’re not slowing me down. What about us? Everything that we had?”

“It still means a lot to me.” you say confidently but in a hushed tone. You both slowly blink at each other. Swimming in the gaze of each other. Time floats past.

“When you change your mind…I want to marry you.”

”Edward.” you whisper as you blink rapidly. You look down. Your heart raced but the ring on your hand made you feel a deep spark. You wondered what a wedding ring would look like, wondering the feeling of calling him, your husband. But, you also wondered if a wedding would even happen.

“I want you to be happy. I will wait for you. You own my soul. I’d rather consume you than life itself.” he says in your ear.

“Married? That’s…A tough commitment.” you say as you remember the arguments between your parents. Gun to your head, you cant recall the last time you seen your parents kissed when they were together.

It was nothing like that with Edward. “I know what I want….I will wait for you to want to change your mind. You don’t have to worry about rushing either. I’m patient. Especially for you.”

You nod slowly as he kissed the side of your mouth. You breathe out a small sigh. You both watch the horizon. Still close to each other, both not wanting to move. Contentment.

You’ve been nothing but happy with him but right now, you felt that this was best. You wondered if he hated you. You wondered if he knew how much he meant to you and your heart. You wondered if you were experiencing what a thing called love was. Something that was so forbidden, a deep feeling that made you crave whatever it was, more. Crave him more. You couldn't kid yourself, he would eventually find his soulmate who would be a vampire.

He kept it to himself, he concentrated hard to read clues to match his own feelings.

“I wonder if there was another way for this to be easier.”

He blinked as he held you tighter.

Little did you know, he was terrified inside. This was the same scenery from Alice’s vision.

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fashionteahouse · 7 days ago

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emmett cullen moodboard

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fashionteahouse · 7 days ago

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I’m addicted to your writing!! Could you write a Paul x reader where she’s a former equestrian who mentions how much she misses riding and jumping? Then Paul reveals his wolf side and lets her ride him. Make it cute, but with a slightly angsty beginning.

thanks so much i appreciate it !! sure i can hope you enjoy :)

ponyboy - paul x reader

Not being used to the new environment, all your mind could do is think back to the competitive fields and the trots of the horses that you were used to being around.

That’s all you knew.

You sat and looked at your medals and pictures in reminiscence.

You couldn’t find your fitting in the area you and your family relocated to in Washington, not knowing what to do since equestrianism was all that you knew.

Constantly bored, you were in a daze as your new boyfriend, Paul, snaps his fingers to snap you out of your head. You frown a bit.

“What’s wrong? You don’t like what I got you?”

You look down at the stuffed horse. It only brought back painful memories of something you couldn’t do anymore.

“No, no, I like it. Thanks so much.” you say and give him a quick smile. You reach over to hug him.

“Yeah, I remember you said that you loved horses.”

“Yeah….” you trail off.

He tilts his head to get a good look at you, he was worried because you weren’t upbeat. He wanted to at least see you crack a genuine smile.

“Something’s wrong.”

“I really…I really miss riding and jumping…I can’t even do it here…I miss my horse.” you say and set the stuffed one to the side and close your eyes as you covered them with your hands.

He wraps an arm around you as you both sat on the bench at the park. The weather reminded you too much of the smiles that you had while riding.

Paul furrowed his eyebrows in sympathy, rubbing your arm up and down. He racked his brain as he silently consoled you.

You sniffed and rise up.

“I’m gonna head home.”

“Alright, I’ll take you.”

“No.” you say harsher than intended, you softened as his face had a flash of hurt.

“I want to go by myself.” you say softly and turn on your heel.

“See you later?”

“Yeah.” you say waving him off, not looking back.

Paul sat as he held the stuffed animal. You didn’t take it with you. He looked in the direction you left and sighed softly.

Days went by, you were feeling sad. Paul called but you didn’t answer. You text him back, but they were dry responses. Paul bullied his way to your home, making sure that you came outside to see him. He called your name loudly outside, you heard it and look out the window.

You made your way outside.

“You have your shirt off?” you ask with a slight grin and he was standing in your yard.

He walked, pulling you towards him and pressed his body to yours. He speaks in your neck, “You can talk to me Y/N, what’s going on?”

“I know. I’m sorry. I was a bit…Emotional.”

“Why?”

“I miss it when I used to ride.” you answer in a small voice.

He pulls his face back, interlacing your hand with yours and gently tugs you, starting a walk. You noticed it was through the woods in your backyard but you didn’t feel scared. You felt that Paul could protect you from anything. You felt confident with each step.

Soon, you both were in a spacious area, the birds chirped lightly as the sun peaked through the full trees.

He lets go of your hand and raised it, “Keep your distance.”

It wasn’t in a malice tone, but you nod as his tone was dripping in caution.

You watch as his hands fly to the edge of his shorts, you close your eyes.

“Paul, what are you doing? Taking your pants off in the woods seriousl-“

You heard loud crackles, like bones were breaking, and you pop your eyes open.

A large and beautiful wolf was standing in the place of Paul, you couldn’t help but step forward a bit, seeing it was non threatening.

He kneels, his tongue comes out to pant a bit. You brush your hand on his fur and a smile forms on your face.

He stands, and kneels, letting you know to climb on. You carefully climb on, holding onto his fur.

He takes off slowly, walking with speed. You became excited, you tap him a bit to let him know he could go faster. Soon, you both are flying through the woods. He jumped over logs and fallen branches. You let out a noise of excitement as you felt like you didn’t miss a beat.

Before taking you back to your lawn, you climb off. He becomes human again, pulling his shorts back up.

You cross your arms.

“So you turn into….A wolf?” you ask. You didn’t know if you sounded crazy but you saw it with your own eyes.

He nods.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.”

“It’s okay…At least you can be my ponyboy.” you say as you glance up at him. His handsome smile stretched across his face as he leans in placed a gentle kiss on the side of your mouth.

“Anything to make you happy. I want to see that smile on your face more often, okay?”

You nod and wrap your arms around his neck and he hugged you back. You finally felt complete and it was all thanks to Paul.

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i wonder - edward cullen x reader

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There was no word from Edward, so you figured to get a ride home from school, from your parent.

As you walked out of the school building, there was no sign of the Cullens. You climb in the car and your parent starts driving.

“You have more mail.” they say with a grin.

“Cool.” you comment and look out the window.

When you both arrive home, you tear the mail open. More college acceptance letters and letters to invite you to apply to schools are in your hands. You set them to the side, as one caught your eye. Your check.

Your parent noticed. You look up and scooped your mail but they stop you.

“You might as well use it to pay for your enrollment fee and your dorm fee.”

You look down.

“I know. I’ll do it later.”

“No, Y/N. We’re doing it now, you’re already slacking behind on certain things as it is and it’s getting closer and closer to graduation. You never told me which school you’re committing to.” They pull their laptop out and crack it open. They look to you.

Silence threaded through the both of you as you blinked at your parent. They look down. They narrow their eyes.

“Where did you get that?”

You swallow, “Get what?”

“Y/N…Where did you get that ring?”

You hide your hand with your mail.

“It was a gift.”

“From who?”

“…Edward..”

They sigh in disappointment as they shook their head, “I knew it.” they said to themselves before saying it louder, “I knew it.”

“I have the place I’m picking. I’m using the check to pay for my plane ticket and then the enrollment for the courses.”

“What are you on about? You don’t accept gifts like that from boys.” they say and you furrow your eyebrows. They stare at it.

“That looks like an engagement ring.”

“It’s just a promise ring. I had it for weeks now and you’re just now noticing.” you groan out.

“That’s why you’re changing your mind a lot. You’re surrounding your life to fit Edward’s. Y/N, what about you?”

“I am not. I am thinking about me, okay? You just don’t approve the decisions that I’m making…For whatever reason.”

“Look at the decisions you’re making! What courses are you talking about? I have your flight handled for whatever school you choose…”

“I’m going to a prestigious intensive.”

“And where is that?” they grit out.

You tell them, their eyes grow wide. It wasn’t the original plan.

“Y/N.”

You blink at them.

“You’re only doing this because of Edward.” they state. You shake your head.

“I’m doing this because it’s my passion. I can’t do what you want me to do, you don’t understand.”

“Oh, no I completely understand. You’re going to run off and go astray from your goals! No. You’re not doing it.”

You scoff at their behavior.

“I am.” you state. They look at you. You look at them.

“You’re not.” they state with their foot down but you had nothing else to lose, this was for you.

“When I graduate..I’m doing what I please.” you say.

“Oh, really?” they ask and you blink. They ask how would you and your other parent feel about you going back to them, making you leave Forks.

Your heart dropped as they picked up the phone. The thought of leaving this place, without the Cullens made you feel like your heart was torn out. It felt like you finally found your place.

“I’m not leaving Forks.” you boldly state.

“I will make sure you do.” they say with a point, their mind was made up, “You’re too distracted here by boys and playful hobbies. Maybe it’s time you go back home where you were more focused.” they say and the phone trills as they call your other parent, “Give me the ring. I will give it back to Dr. Cullen. You are to not see Edward until I feel you have your buisness together.” they say as they beckon their hand.

You scoff with tears threatening to prickle your eyes. You storm off, ignoring them calling your name.

You didn’t want to be in the house with them, you leave out of the back door, huffing in anger. It was completely unfair. First it was piano, then it was Edward, and now they were trying to get you to leave Forks.

The clear pathway to the woods in your backyard was where you walked to clear your head. You didn’t want to say anything that you didn’t mean, you instead curse under your breath as you took steps further into the trees. You knew your way back, but you wished you could have some type of control.

After walking enough distance, you felt yourself cool off. The wind blew in your direction and you turned back around to start your walk back to your home, only for your eyes to widen and for you to gasp out in surprise.

Large dark eyes stared back at you with wild eyes. You slowly take small and subtle steps backwards, their large head tilts to the side. It was bigger than a horse, bigger than any bear you’ve ever seen.

It stood tall and the fur was black as coal. It started making small steps toward you. You trip as you tried to walk backwards but you fell on your bottom. Your entire body was shaking in fear. The animal could easily rip you to shreds.

You hear your name as you see Edward, Rosalie, and Emmett meet where you were, faces painted with worried looks. The large black animal growled very loudly, baring its teeth at them and ran off in a flash.

It all happened so fast.

Emmett grabs you up with ease, you reach for Edward but he had chased after the animal that was running on four legs. You yell for his name but you’re already on route back to your home.

You’re shaking when you’re back on your feet at the back door but Emmett still has a hold on your arms to keep you from buckling your knees.

“Go ahead in the house Y/N, I’ll just come to your window.” Rosalie tells you.

“Where did Edward go?!” you ask in panic, aiming right back to the forest but Rosalie firmly calls your name to calm you down as Emmett tightens his grip on you.

“He will be fine. Just go in the house.” she says carefully but with hardness.

You walk through your home, your parent hanging up the phone as they take a look at you, “That’s Y/N, talk to you later.”

They call your name, but you continue stomping into your room, closing and locking your door. You jump in surprise to see Rosalie standing there with her arms folded.

You breathe out.

“Why were you in the woods like that by yourself? You’re asking to be killed.” she hissed out, taking steps towards you.

You slightly roll your eyes, “My life is about to go in a whole different direction and it’s all because I am choosing me.”

“What do you mean?” she asks with knitted eyebrows.

“I can’t see Edward anymore.” you choke out and sit on your bed, covering your eyes with both hands.

You sniff as Rosalie pulls them away, making you look at her.

“Every parent says that to their child.” she says with soft but sympathetic grin as she rolls her golden eyes.

“Well, it looks like I’m leaving also Forks.” you say and tell them the phone call your parent was making.

“I’m sure it was out of frustration. I don’t think you will actually leave Forks a month or two before graduation.” she says ridiculing your parent’s threat.

You shake your head, not believing her words but you wondered how they knew where you were.

“How did you guys find me anyway?” you ask quietly as you sit on the edge of your bed.

“Alice saw where you were. She panicked because your future went black. She didn’t know if you had gotten hurt, so we rushed to you as fast as possible. You are to not go in the woods by yourself. We could’ve been a second too late.” she explains and you nod.

“Are…Are you sure Edward will be okay?” you ask. The animal was huge, you’ve never seen it before. You seen the sharp teeth that was in their mouth.

“I’m positive. My brother wouldn’t ever go down without a fight.” she assured calmly as she sits next to you, wrapping her arm around your shoulder.

After Rosalie made sure that you were okay, she had left out. A knock is at your door. You slide the ring off and tuck it under your pillow. You slowly rise and open the door.

Your parent looks to you, telling you that dinner is ready. You tried your best to eat but you felt anxious. You wondered if Edward went after it to kill it. You wondered if the large animal hurt him. You wondered if you were able to still go to the dance with Edward.

Silence was at the dinner table except for clinks of silverware on plates and the occasional soft thud of a cup being sat down. You immediately go to your room when you were finished with the dishes.

Flicking on the light, Edward faces you with a worried look.

Your eyes are filled with worry as you both meet each other and wrap your arms around each other, no words were said as you both soaked in each other’s presence.

“I missed you.” he breathed out in your neck. You froze a bit, only because you felt the same way. He pulls back when he notices your silence.

“I missed you too.” you said quietly.

“Are you okay?” Edward asks you, rubbing your arms and staring deep in your eyes.

“No. I was so worried about you.” you say and place your hands on his chest. He takes your hands and immediately look down in confusion before looking to you. You slide your hands out of his grip.

He looked hurt as you walked over to your pillow.

“You took it off?” he asks in a whisper.

“I had to.” you say to him and as you slid the promise ring back on, you told him that your parent wanted you to give it back. The piece of him, became a piece of you.

He doesn’t say anything as he pulled you closer to him. You heard him take a breath in as his face rested against your neck. His lips stayed there as your eyes were closed, pressed against him in a sandwiched embrace.

He cups the side of your face, you had no choice but to look up into his, a look of disapproval, “Never wander off without me. I came just in time to prevent such imperiled behavior from that…” he lets out a huff that sounded like a mixture of disgust and discomfort.

You pull back and take a look of his face, it’s painted with a look of grimace. Not wanting this moment to be ruined by something outside of you two, you pull his hands instead towards the comfortable chair you both liked to cuddle in. He immediately was already seated and your arms wrap around his neck as you sit sideways over his lap.

“Where did you go?”

“I chased after it…But I read..His mind… He’s a descendant of a shapeshifter.” he says.

“You mean….They exist now?!” you say, your voice rise up and you both freeze for a moment.

“Why did you go after it or…Him?” you question him with a harsh whisper.

“They’re dangerous. They run in a pack. He’s the only one now but he will eventually have a pack that will grow.” he says and your eyes swim with worry.

“I thought you said they had died off?” you question.

“They did. Me and my family have been here for all of this time and haven’t came across one since the ones we met in the past, until today. Today is the first time. He seems to be newly transformed…He was all over the place with his thoughts.” he said in thought.

You whisper his name, but when he looked at you, you became a coward to the future words in your mind.

“What is it?” he asks and the way that he shifted in the chair, he really wants to know.

“Edward, I might have to leave. So you have nothing to worry about me being in more danger.” you say and he shakes his head, “You don’t have to worry about going back home.”

“I wonder if he knew because from Rosalie.” you thought in your mind. You look to his concentrated face, he gives you a look that lets you know that he answers your wonder.

“How do you know?” you then ask. He flickered his eyes around your face with a soft grin to cut the tension, “Because, you forgot we have a dance to go to.”

You groan into his neck, “You know there’s no way I’m going to be able to go with you while they’re this mad at me.”

“Stop worrying.” he says.

“I have no choice but to.” you say but he doesn’t take you seriously. You try to lift from his lap but he tightens his grip, “I do promise that you don’t have to worry..”

“I don’t know if I can trust that.”

He doesn’t say anything as he let his bright and gold eyes fall to your lap.

“You don’t trust me?”

“I…Do. I do trust you.” you say and he looks back to you and speaks out, “I trust you.”

You became overwhelming shy as you fell silent. You then break free to rise as you look down to him with a small grin. Two hands rest on your hips for a moment, “Want to see my idea?”

He nods and he’s next to you as you press down on the keys of the keyboard, you change a bit of the keys to the song that he taught you, adding your own twist.

He was silent. The silence as you look for his reaction.

You were shocked but you close your eyes with hidden excitement. He gently lifts his lips from the side of your mouth as you wait for his mouth to fully touch yours. You smile down as he easily holds you close with his strong arms, arms around his neck, your feet barely touching the ground as lean forward to savor his mouth. It was addicting. His lips still brushed yours closely as you took moments to breathe.

“You didn’t tell me what you thought of it.” you whisper as you and Edward were deep in covers into your bed, the night wafting through the environment of your bedroom.

“I love it.”

“That’s all you could’ve said.” you say to him with a grin. He grins back.

“What better way than to show it?”

You lean in his arms to plant him a goodnight kiss. You both couldn’t help resisting the need to engage in choreographed moves with both mouths. It was supposed to just be one kiss. It felt like you both were the only ones in the world and the entire world stopped. Goosebumps were spread throughout your body as his gracious fingers held you tight, brushing the skin peeking from your night clothes.

There was time to spare as you both sat in the school parking lot in his car.

“I accepted your promise to keep me safe. I accept your promise to not let me worry.” you say. You two were face to face but close as you both were deep conversation.

“Can I have a promise?”

Your chuckle softly as you peered at him. You then nod.

“Promise me that you will stick to the promise that you gave yourself.”

You look away.

He calls your name. You look at him with uncertainty.

“It’s scary Edward…”

“It isn’t-”

“That’s so easy for you to say.” you say.

Placing two hands on your knee, he peered at you with admiration that you couldn’t help but soften at, “I make promises that I keep.”

“I need…Like a plan…” you say whisper and try to rack your brain. The bell sounds off and Edward was already at your side pulling the door open.

His arm was glued around you both walk to your first classroom.

In the library, you both were leaned very close to each other, from the outside looking in, you both looked as if you two were kissing. But really, it was just quiet talk.

“Alice is finished with what you’re wearing to the dance.” Rosalie says to you, as she leans into Emmett who has his arm around her, at the lunch table.

“I want to be surprised on the day of.” you say after you swallow your food.

“You have to try it on.” she says and you lift up a smile, “I don’t want Edward to sneak and see me in it.” you say.

“So, the shapeshifters…I thought Edward said they died off.. The last one was so long ago..Why now?” you whisper to Jasper.

From sitting next to him, you mastered writing down the notes as you make quiet talk with him.

“I’m not quite sure why now but, as long as the respect is mutual, we should be fine. We have a treaty.”

“I meant to ask…Is it hard to not have a diet that the average one has?” you whisper.

“Of course it is. It’s a mental strength thing as well.”he answered.

”Play it again.” Edward says quietly with a dopey smile. His fist rest against his face as he looked at you.

“No.” you speak in a small voice as you shyly laugh.

His fingertips brush your cheek, making your skin react to his touch. You both sat at the piano bench, mushed close together. He leans close as your heart pounds in your ear.

“For me?” he says quietly in your ear, his lips brush against it. The ticklish sensation makes you shrug with a slight smile, “What do I get if I do?” you whisper and lean back a bit to look to him.

A crooked grin is planted on his face, “I’ll play something.”

You sigh with a small smile, “Fine.” You start playing with the both of you looking at each other, he was amazed as you then look away while continuing to play. He could watch you and your fingers all day. The same fingers he loved to kiss.

The song was finished and you both react to it being over with lips meeting each other again and again. You pull back and let him be in position to play, saying with a grin, “Alright, alright. Let’s see what you got.”

You were sucked in, his talent pulled you in. You felt one with the music. A small smile formed on your lips as you sat and listened. You could hear and watch him play all day. When he was finished, you were silent. He sat still silently and waited for your approval, you lean in, he watched you as you lean in slowly. Both of your faces touch, your lips move to meet his jaw before planting your lips onto his.

Climbing up to the stairs to his room, you thought you both were going to be lounging there, but you find yourself latched onto his back as he is climbing the tree that stood tall outside of his bedroom window.

Sitting in the middle of a grassy field, you look ahead as you both hold each other.

“You never told me what you thought of it.” he stated against your ear. You smile a bit at the butterflies swarming in your stomach as you answered, “I love it.”

“Do you really?”

“Yes.”

“You said you needed a plan.”

“I do.” you sigh out.

“Remember when I told you not to worry?”

You look to him. He looks at you. You then look to the plants that sprouted in the nature that surrounded you both.

“What is it?” he asks.

“Nothing. You just told me not to worry.” you say.

“You forget that Alice saw your future…Of you deciding to go through with your decision.”

“Was I happy? I didn’t regret it?”

“There was a lot of smiles and success. I hope that doesn’t mean you regret it.”

At lunch, you almost choked on your lunch.

“What do you mean ask to sleep over?”

“It’s the weekend tomorrow.” Rosalie says.

You look with uncertainty.

“Movie night. Movie night.” Emmett chants and Rosalie shushes him. Jasper silently chuckles. You found it amusing. Rosalie speaks again, “Anyway, if you want me to ask with you, I can.”

“Sure. Just know it’s a hard bargain.” you say.

Your parent narrowed your eyes slightly at Rosalie. They were trying to figure her out but Rosalie stood there with neutral eyes.

“Will Edward be there?”

“Only my sister. It’s just us girls.” she says as her perfect golden hair was flicked with her fingers.

“Hm…” they say and they look at you.

“Will I regret this?” they ask you. You shake your head, you couldn’t believe that they were considering, “I will show you my completed homework when I come back home if you want.”

“You can go….But,” they hold a pointed finger up.

You look to them.

“Me and you will have to talk when you come home.” they say. You nod.

As you pack an over night bag, Rosalie sits at the end of your bed as you both talk.

“Hopefully, we don’t scare you away.”

Chuckling, “Hopefully I don’t get your nerves. I’m itching to touch that piano.” you say and Rosalie grin a bit but you frown a bit as you tell her, “You never let me hear you play.”

“I play from time to time. Not as much as Edward.” she tells you.

He was already standing outside when Rosalie parked in front of the home. He hugged you tight in his arms as you both kissed each other. Whispering how happy you were to see each other.

“Sorry.” you say to Rosalie as you seen that she was carrying your bag when you and Edward finally made it inside.

She only grinned.

Edward tugged your hand, tugging you to his bedroom. You froze. He looks to you.

“Esme picked it out.” he says with a slight grin.

“I could’ve just slept on the couch.” you say as you run your hand over the unbelievable soft and warm comforter.

“I was not going to let you sleep on the couch.” he says and tugged you so that you both have a seat. You hum out a sound of approval you couldn’t help but lay back on the bed with your arms out. He flows your action.

“Wow. It’s actually comfortable.” you say with slight surprise.

This makes him chuckle, “Good. It’s been a long time since I’ve last slept in a bed.”

He turns his body to where he’s on his stomach, you peer to him with as your hand cradled his face. You two contently blink at each other.

The hand where your ring rested, his lips pressed against your palm. You watch as his eyes were closed as he holds it to his lips, he trails his lips as he placed slow and open mouth kisses upon the inside of your wrist. His eyes rolled up to peak at you. It made your heart jump.

You look away with a shy expression as a ticklish feeling came about through your body. He stands and holds out your hand that’s attached to his and before you knew it, you’re holding tight to his back. It wasn’t freezing outside, but the wind was fast with Edward’s speed.

You softly chuckle at flowery field that looked untouched by humanity as you fluidly slid down from his back. He slings an arm around your shoulder. He placed one kiss on the cheek as you blink.

You both appreciated and took time to admired the view in comfortable silence. A thought comes in your head.

“I don’t have to always be on your back.”

“What do you mean?”

“Never mind.” you say quickly. He turns you to him. He encouraged with, “No, what did you mean?”

You peak a look at him. You slowly step forward and wrap your arms around his neck. He peers his eyes straight into you.

“Like this…But, you don’t have to.”

“I’m scared that you will get hit by like a branch or whatnot.” he says with a humorous smile and you return it, playfully rolling your eyes a bit.

You unwrap your arms and he immediately holds you to him as you face behind him. An arm is around your waist.

“I like it when you hold me.”

He pressed you closer and him. You turn with your arms right back around him and you both are now pressed in a hug.

“I like it when you look at me.”

Together, you both lean in to rest each other’s foreheads. He closed the distance as you both respond to each other’s lips. Being so close, his lips trail to your jaw, to your neck. Your eyes flutter closed as you felt your feet being lifted off the ground.

He stills his lips on your neck when you slowly adjust yourself, your legs around his waist.

You both are now eye to eye with each other.

“Is..Is this okay?” you stutter out. He blinked as if he was trying to concentrate on something. He eventually nodded, tightening his grip on you.

It was evident he was holding something back. You didn’t know what so you stayed still. His face didn’t stay still as he leans in very slowly. Your eyes flutter close as his lips press to yours in a gentle way.

Lips were glued to each other, grips were tighter as you breathe out a heavy breath from your nose. You didn’t want to break the kiss but you needed to breathe. You do but his lips transfer to your neck.

A deep feeling inside of you spread as you move your hips upward due to instinct. He goes forward, still attached to each other but your back is now on the ground.

He pulls away with his forehead on yours.

“I’m sorry.” he whispered and goes to untangle himself.

You grab onto him, “For what? You didn’t do anything wrong.” you whisper. He looked at you and saw your face. There was hidden excitement that he’s never seen from you before. He instead rests on his elbows with his head slightly tilted back.

Small shimmers of his skin, hits as the last bit of the sun rays display them.

You bring your hand to steer his cheek to get him to look at you. He’s does.

“Why did you apologize?” you ask carefully.

He takes his time, “I have to be careful.”

You don’t say anything.

You instead climb in his lap and he holds you. “Look at the view.” you coo as you rub his arms, you back is to his hard chest.

He pressed his lips to your cheek and you keep your eyes to the sunset. It was beautiful. Beautiful enough to bring tears in your eyes. You push away the feeling of your tears threatening to fall as his lips touch your ear.

“It will only be just you?” you ask Edward as Esme takes your empty plate. You quickly silently thank her.

“Yes.”

You rest your elbows on the table as you look to him.

“I’m not dragging you from your family. You don’t have to come with me.”

With a slight grin he speaks as he takes a hold of your hand, “We always reunite in the end. Some of us will leave and just come back. But, right now, I want to be there with you. You’ll need motivation.”

“So, you’re saying you motivate me?” you tease but you look at his neutral face, “Yes.”

“It’s only for like three weeks. I will be back.” you say with a slight chuckle and small shrug.

“Yeah, about that…” he seriously says and his eyebrows pull together to focus. Your attention is on only him.

“You might need more than just three weeks.” he says as he pulls on your hand. You follow him up the grand stairs with slight confusion on your face, “Well, that’s how long the program is.”

He closed his door as he then pulls your other hand in his, “You want to go pro…”

“I do.”

“Right…So, we really need to get you prepared.”

“So, I can get lessons here.” you say.

“Or…You can…Learn from me..”

“I wouldn't ask you to do that.” you say as you slightly couldn’t believe his words. He doesn’t say anything.

“It’s not a guarantee I would like...Make it. Only the 1% do. I’ll probably end up as a teacher or something.” you shrug off casually.

“But it’s not your dream.” he clarifies.

“What if it is?” you say not looking at him. He scoffs with a laugh, “It’s not.”

It was filled with confidence as if he knew you since forever.

“So, you’re going to be my teacher?” you say.

“Sure. If teacher is too much, you can call it your physical cheat sheet. I know you can do it.”

“How long would…We be away?” you ask quietly as you both join hands and have a seat on the bed.

“The exact duration? I don't know. But, what I do know, is that all of the rigorous hard work will pay off for you in the end."

You look down.

"We can travel together." he stated quietly and you look up with a look of realization. A slow grin formed on your face. "That's actually true."

Comfortable silence spreads out in the air before you tsk to yourself, "Should've brought my keyboard."

"Just bring it next time."

"Next time?" you ask with a small grin.

He then looks down at your fingers as he traces them with his own. "I mean...Only if you want to."

"I would..Love to. I just don't want to overstay my company."

"It's impossible. You can even overstay in my heart." he says and you breathe out a chuckle.

A knock hits the door and Emmett peaks his head in.

"I didn't forget Y/N." he says. He wants to watch a movie.

You rise with a grin, "I didn't either."

You grab Edward's hand as you follow Emmett. It was an action movie of course. His excited talking and reactions let him know he’s been looking forward to it.

You don’t know you fell asleep until you felt a shiver come about. A trail of coolness surrounded your shoulder. You blink your eyes open and turn your head to find a content Edward watching you wake up.

The house was quiet.

You and Edward sat quietly on the bench, not touching the piano yet.

“Did you…Eat?” you quietly say and he nods.

“When?” you ask.

“Right before I woke you up, I was just coming back in.”

You nod as you then watch his fingers flip to a complex music sheet. You gasp.

“What?”

“I should be asking you what…What is this?” you ask as you read the notes. A tinker of laughter rings in your ears.

“It looks intimidating but just watch..”

“You play it first.” you say and you both swift positions.

He played it slow so you could hear the flow and rhythm. He finished and looks to you.

“Come on, don’t be nervous.” he whispers as he rubbed your shoulders. You sigh a bit with your eyes closed before taking your original position. You position your fingers.

You played painfully slow trying to remember the sounds. Edward lets you play it out but he asks you to play it again.

“Remember, read the sheets.” he points.

You peaked up from your fingers as you played the second time. It was better than the first time, but prioritizing practice was definitely the best thing to do.

Edward let you take a break after multiple run throughs. You both talked.

“So…We will be..Living with each other?” you ask.

He nods softly. You look to the weighted keys.

“We don’t have to if you don’t want-“

“It’s just scary…That’s all….I wouldn’t mind..”

“What’s scary?” he genuinely asks.

“You know…” you began with a sheepish expression and a slight shrug, “We’ve only known each other since what…January?”

He nods as he goes into thought, “It doesn’t feel like it if I’m honest. It feels like I’ve known you for so long.”

“I do too but…I don’t want us to stray from each other..If you’re serious about helping me, I really don’t want our relationship to be consumed with nothing but work.”

“It will only make us stronger,” he explains, “I know how serious you are about this and I really want to help you. You have a great skill, it’s so natural.”

“So why do you like to torture me.” you joke as you jerk your head towards the music sheet that stood tall in front of you.

“I’m not trying to.” he says with a flash of his teeth, “You may not believe me now, but it will all come so easy that you will not believe that you had ever doubted yourself.”

You stare at the music sheet as you tried to imagine that scenario for yourself. He rubbed your shoulder before you placed your fingers back to the keys.

You shift through your worksheets in his bedroom, you shoot a glare at Edward.

“Explain yourself.”

“I wanted to help.” he says.

“I get it but I don’t want you to be doing my work for me.” you say as you peered down at the completed work, his handwriting was spot on with copying your handwriting. Even knowing the quirks of how you write your words.

You put them away, he then tugs your arm to pull you to him with an apologetic expression. You stare at him as you softly sigh slowly as you melt in his embrace.

“Don’t look at me like that.” you softly whisper.

“Like what?”

“Like you just kicked my puppy.”

He brings out a quiet laugh.

You lean and capture the utensil in your mouth and began to chew and swallow. Edward sets the utensil down, scooping more food to feed you.

“I don’t want to go home.” you confess to him. He insisted on taking you to lunch before dropping you off.

“I don’t want you to go home.” he whispered.

Before you unbuckled your seatbelt, his fingers tips were on your cheek as you both let your lips meet with his. You both kissed slowly and savored the feeling of being this close to each other.

You catch your breath as he kissed your forehead. You take one look at him. His eyes were dark. You chastised him earlier for not hunting, but his excuse was that he wanted to soak in the feeling of your presence before having to go home.

You trudged to your front door. You carry your bag and twist open the door. You peak one last look at him watching you enter your home, before you close the door. The door was separating you two, you didn’t know about him, but for you, it felt like a piece of you was severed away from you. You wondered if it was the same for him.

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fashionteahouse · 8 days ago

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We need a part 2 of sneaky link reader, where Paul explains she's his imprint and break up with Rachel

okay ! hope you enjoy :)

the knowing - paul x reader

AN: part one

You ignored his calls. You felt guilty with each vibration as it buzzed.

It’s been two whole weeks since you’ve last seen each other.

You rise and get dressed after taking a shower. You take a drink to your lips as you mustered up a believable fake smile.

“So..What do you do?” you ask the person who was in front of you. He grins and explains what he does for a living. It was boring. That’s why you were glad for the alcohol.

Your eyes wandered as he spoke about his achievements. You saw him. Your heart sped up but you look away.

You fidget with a piece of a napkin. You peak back up and he turns his head. You didn’t turn yours in time so he locked his eyes with you.

Your heart lurched with deep excitement but you didn’t want to show it. You then transfer your energy and attention to the person you agreed to go on a date with. Anybody to get rid of the thought of Paul.

“Yeah, so what are you looking for?” he asks as he leaned close. You decide to lean a bit closer to him, “Something exciting…What about you?” you ask with a grin. He grins back, “For this. I’m enjoying myself.” You chuckle softly.

You peak back up and Paul isn’t hiding the fact that he’s staring at you.

You sigh a bit when you tell the person, “I’ll be back. I have to use the restroom.”

You get up before they could respond but they watch you walk off.

“Didn’t expect to see you on a date.” you heard and you lean against the wall near the restrooms. You narrow your eyes at him.

“What are you doing here?”

That handsome face spread out a grin, “What? I can’t get a drink?”

You don’t say anything as you look elsewhere.

“What are you doing here with a guy that’s not even your type?”

“You don’t know my type.” you say with annoyance, your arms were crossed as you take a good look at him.

“I don’t?” he asks and he’s already close.

“No…You don’t.” you say not daring to break eye contact.

“I do.” he says and he’s not looking down at you with overwhelming dominance. He made you feel small with his look and the scary part was, you liked it. You liked how daring the situation was. The person you came with could walk around the corner and see you right now and for some reason, that excited you.

“Come back with me.” he whispered. You silently take in a breath with your nose. You really wanted to but you just couldn’t. You already dug yourself in a deep hole and you didn’t want to make things deeper.

“No. You have Rachel. Go back with her.” you say and you move around him to walk back to your seat but he says something that makes you freeze.

“I don’t want to.”

You turn and stomp to him and burn your gaze into him. His eyes were wild with excitement.

“I don’t give a fuck about what you want…Go back to Rachel. I’m not going to be your fuck buddy on the side while you get to have your cake and eat it too.” you harshly say in a hushed tone and turn but he stiffly grabbed your arm, you look at his hand.

“Just one last time. Then I’ll leave you alone.” he says and you yank your arm out. Before you walk too far he says, “Call me tonight.”

You continue walking but you didn’t like the thought of you doing so.

“Hi.” you say with a soft grin as you slid back to your seat.

“Now, where were we?” he says and leans in closer. It didn’t have the same effect when Paul did it, you felt struck with an uncomfortably strong aching as you saw Paul walk out the door. He steals one last look at you. You had to look closely, but the shit eating smirk was faint on his face.

He invited you in his home but you declined, blaming that you had to get up early the next day.

You sat and stared at your phone. You looked away from your phone but you quickly tapped the contact name before you changed your name.

“She’s not here.”

“Well, where is she?”

“Over her father’s….Are you coming?”

The invitation was enticing. You hang up. You stood in your doorway for a moment to think and second guess yourself but your stomach fluttered with excitement.

He opens the door. Your face doesn’t show the same gleeful expression. But, he knew better. You were acting like a tough cookie as he watch you walk through the door. He closes it with a slight grin.

Your arms are crossed as you stood in the middle of his sitting room.

“What?” he asks.

You take a look at him. You uncross your arms. He looked at your expression. Your eyebrows were slightly knitted as they were a bit sad.

“Let’s use the bed”. he laxly says as he’s face to face.

You shove him in his chest. He looks. You look back. Slowly but surely, your face softens and his face brings on a lax smile. You both rushed to kiss each other.

You both let each other know that two weeks were so long. Tongues were playing with each other as you both grabbed each other, trying to hold each other as close as possible. The kiss was heated and passionate, choreographed in the most perfect way.

Heavy breaths were heard from the make out session. His strong hands already have you lifted upon his rock hard center. Each movement have you both sighing as you felt the softness of the bed behind you.

He took his time, never detaching his mouth from your body. You whisper out his name as he ate at your center, taking his time to enjoy a meal. His tongue covered every crease, making him a craver for what was in front of him. You shuddered as he sleeked himself against your wetness.

You rocked against each other. It was easier to look him in the eye as his strokes were deep and strong.

You were on the brink of a climax, he puts his mouth to your ear, “I’ll leave her.”

You breathed out a moan as he thrusted harder, your eyes roll slightly.

“You hear me?” he whispered and takes your earlobe into his wet mouth.

Your shaky legs walk through the home as he slept naked in the bed that you had to slide out from his grip.

You went back to not answering his calls. A few weeks went by.

Rachel calls.

You gulp.

“Hello?”

“Hey”

“Are you by yourself?”

You look around your living room. “Yeah.”

“Okay…You trust me right?”

“Y-yes.”

“And I trust you.”

“..Okay.”

“Paul wants…A threesome..”

Your world crashed down.

“Rachel…I can’t do that-“

“It’s been so long Y/N… He won’t even look at me like he used to. We don't even kiss anymore.. It’s what he wants and I want to make him happy. You’re the only girl I feel comfortable with. I don’t want some random girl.”

“I don’t know.” you whispered with your eyes closed.

“But…I’m not…You know…” you hint to her.

“Neither am I.”

You deeply glared at him. He stared at you, happy to see you. You both agreed to meet at a diner, where public eyes were around. You didn't trust him or yourself to be in a private setting.

“Tell her it’s not going to be done.”

“No.” he says, the smirk still on his face.

You slap him. Hard.

He furrows his eyebrows when he brings his face back up to you.

“The fuck?”

“How fucking dare you? How. Fucking. Dare. You?”

“Look…I’m going crazy Y/N…When I tried having sex with her after we did it the first time, I almost said your name.”

“So don’t fucking say it!” you hiss out.

“It’s hard! So I just stopped sleeping with her all together.” he says.

You shake your head, “You told me…You’ll leave her…Was that just sex talk?”

He looks down, “I want to do it. But, I want to know if you want me back.”

You don’t say anything.

He reached over and take your hand, “What do you really want? Do you want me? Because I really want you.”

“If you want me…You’ll leave her.”

“Do you want me back?”

“No.” you say. He slowly brings out a smile.

“I’ll do it in front of you.” he says.

“What?” you ask thinking his suggestion is idiotic.

“I’ll do it in front of you…Agree to the threesome. I will prove it to you…”

You scoff. He tells you to think about it.

Rachel opens the door. She looked desperate. Not like the friend you knew.

You enter the bedroom. Paul is still clothed, sitting on the bed. You and Rachel both stand next to each other as he looked at the both of you.

“Come here.” he says. You didn’t know who he was talking to. Rachel scrambled to sit next to him and you slowly walk and sit down.

He looks at the both of you, he cups your face and kissed you first. You thought it was just going to be a peck. But his tongue slipped in. You both sigh out. Sounds of lips meeting each other was surrounding the room. You pull back, his dopey smile is what’s plastered on his face.

He looks to Rachel. She leans and desperately kisses him. He cuts it really short. Too short. He then turns right back to you. His mouth was back onto yours. His hand was firm on the nape of your neck as your hands danced in his hair. He leans forward to have you fall back on the bed, he kissed you passionately. He pulls back to take off his shirt.

Rachel looked at him and placed her hands to his chest but he moved his body away from her touch.

You watch as he leans in front of you, stealing yet another kiss. It was so wet and sensual and his hands weren't shy, smothering his hands all over your body. His warm hands felt under your shirt, it made you both moan huskily into each other's mouths.

You heard sniffles, you turn your head. Paul keeps his lips to the side of your mouth, trailing his kisses to your neck. Rachel had her own shirt off but she was left out. She sadly looked down. You bring out a look of worry as your hands place themselves on Paul's shoulders.

"Paul." you breathe out and he rocks his center to yours and you close your eyes with a shudder.

He brings your hand in his pants and his bulge is rock hard. You snake your hand out as if it was a hot surface.

"What about Rachel?" you whisper out, your breath was gone because Paul took it away. He takes your hand back in his pants, rocking his hips in your hand as he groans out while looking at you, "What about her."

You turn your head and Rachel looks at Paul in disbelief.

"You're giving her more... Attention than me."

With that, he's sliding off your pants, still not looking at her. He leans over you, placing a wet kiss on your jaw.

"Paul...Are-are you joking?" she choked out.

His eyes roll a bit and turn to her. "Am I?"

Her bottom lip wobbles as she tries her best to blink back tears.

"What about us?" she choked out.

“There is no “us” anymore.”

She shuddered with tears. She stared at him and you prop yourself up on your elbows. Paul straightened up, “Just put your shirt on.”

She gasped out a sob and slowly puts her shirt back on.

“Come on.” he says and walks her out. You sit up. You bring your knees to your chest. You don’t know what to do.

“I’ll do it in front of you”

You blink as you remember his words at the diner. He comes back by himself and he stops and stands in front of you. You look up in deafening silence at his tall figure. You watch as his fingers hook into his pants and shoved them down.

The kiss was slow and sensual, bringing nothing but an aching throbbing sensation in between your legs.

He touched your clothed covered wet center. You highly sigh out and his greedy hands take your top off.

He pressed his naked self against you and you felt euphoric. You drowned in his touches and kisses. It was as if you two were the only people in the entire world. This time, you didn’t feel guilty.

You breathed in and out as he held you close to his chest in bed. You both were worn out. He kept going and going.

“Why did you do that?” you whisper.

“I told you. I was going to prove it to you in front of you.”

You look up at him. He looks down at you. “That was wrong.”

“Does it feel wrong?” he asks.

You look away.

“Be honest. Does this feel wrong? Right now? Me and you like this?”

“No.” you whispered. You wished you could stay like this forever without having to move.

“Good…You want me too.”

“I didn’t say that.” you say as you softly roll your eyes. But it was the truth.

He chuckled deep and low.

“But I know it.”

“How?” you challenged.

“You’re my imprint.”

“What’s that?” you ask.

“Something that solidifies our claim of wanting each other. You don’t have to believe me now, but just know, we’re soulmates.”

You snort at that.

Soulmates.

But, in the back of your mind, you got hopeful of the idea. If what he was saying was true, it only meant that this would happen time and time again. You didn’t mind being in his arms. He was already nice to be around without the sex. You didn’t mind being in the knowing, that you were his soulmate. If that’s what he said you were to each other, you would take it.

When it was time to wake up, he whispered for you to follow him outside.

A wolf.

A silver wolf took the place of Paul.

As he drank some water at his kitchen table, slight water drops fall from his naked chest.

“Oh yeah, you will always be in the knowing of everything. I want you and I hope you want me too.”

You couldn’t help but to slowly bubble out a breathy chuckle.

“Sure, why not.”

With that, his stiff flesh bobbed as he picked you up and brought you into his arms again. It was like a fairytale feeling as his steps brought you back to the bed that felt both passionate excitement that elicited from the two of you.

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fashionteahouse · 9 days ago

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Hello beautiful!! I hope you’re doing well!! 💗💗💗 Anyways, I was binging on all of your fics again cause they are just so addicting to read. And an idea popped into my head when I reread L$d with Paul and Embry.

This is what I had in mind. Rachel and reader are at her place beyond horny and frustrated. So wanting relief and eager to try something new, they go down at each other. As they are getting it on, Paul and Embry are on patrol. While they are on patrol, their heat suddenly arrives. Feeling desperate, they run to Rachel’s place as soon as their patrol is done. And they come home to a wild sight. But they freakin love it. Paul and Embry join in on the fun as Rachel and Reader help calm their heat down. Idk just a food for thought.

As always keep up the good work! Every fic you post is amazing!! Stay happy forever please!!

- 🪄 anon

hi lovely all is well ! thank you so much for the support and super kind words 😽💜 hope you enjoy :)

AN: for anybody who’s interested in reading : l$d part one l$d part two

lipgloss - reader x embry x paul x rachel

The sky was darkening as Embry and Paul rose up. You and Rachel rose up as well.

“I’ll be over Rachel’s. I don’t want to be by myself.” you say to Embry as he placed a kiss on your forehead and embraced you right before leaving out of the door.

“That’s fine. I’ll just come and get you when we’re done, alright?” he says to you and you nod. With that, Embry placed a kiss on your face and Paul tapped his arm to let him know it’s time to get a move on.

The soft smile you had on your face, disappeared as soon as he left, you sigh out.

Rachel points to the television at her place, “See? I so envy the girls who gets to be clingy to their man. I barely see mine.” she says and you chuckle, “Right.”

“I can’t wait until this lessens down. It seems like day by day, I see less and less of Paul.” she says, feeling a bit frustrated.

You shift so you’re face to face with her, “Yeah, that’s how it is with me and Embry. We don’t even have time to…Never mind.”

Rachel asks, “Have time to do what?”

“Nah. It’s a bit TMI.” you say as continue to watch the television.

“Y/N.” she says and you smile a bit, “Alright….It’s just that me and Embry haven’t had the time to be intimate. He’s too tired whenever he gets back. Only quick kisses and it’s like I’m about to go crazy.” you ramble.

Rachel slowly nods as she looked ahead, “I’m glad it’s not just me…I’ve never been in a situation where Paul didn’t want to give me head.”

“This is bad.” you comment.

“Super bad. I’m this close to humping someone’s leg like a dog.”

You laugh at this but you understood, you were in that same boat.

The series you two were watching went to a break, there was nothing but silence.

“So…How long do you think this will last?”

“Hopefully not long.” you say as you looked to her in horror.

“If it does,” she says and links her hand with yours, “Let’s forget about these stupid boys and get married ourselves.”

A grin appeared on your face, “Imagine..If we actually did.”

“I’ve never been with a girl so what do you think girls do when they’re married to each other?”

You shrug a little, “I don’t know.” you answer sheepishly, “Probably like hanging with your best friend but on steroids.”

“They have lots of sex. Maybe they’re onto something.” Rachel says with a slight groan.

“They give each other head. You’ll at least be happy forever.” you say as you both walk to the kitchen to place the empty dishes in the dishwasher. She bubbled out a laugh.

She looks to you as you’re about to sit down while she stands. You knew that look. She had an idea.

“Why don’t we…” she trailed off. You stare at her with a blink.

“Are you…About to ask what I think you’re about to ask?”

“Maybe?” she says before sucking in a small breath. She sits down next to you.

The series came on but neither was looking at the screen. You instead were looking at each other. Studying each other. Neither of you wanted to speak it out loud, but two hands were joined while Rachel caressed the back of your hand with a thumb.

Your heart pounded, for some reason you didn’t feel nervous. Little did you know, she felt the same way.

Faces were inches apart before closing in distance. It was very slow but lips eventually pressed against each other.

With a soft smack, you both silently thought it felt nice. You both lean in again to see how it felt again. It seemed as though the pent up emotions were pouring out. Soon, you slightly open your mouth to breathe but Rachel slowly took the initiative to slip her tongue in. You both sigh as you both hold onto each other. Warm pools flowed from between of both you and Rachel’s legs as it was exciting and new. You both kissed each other as if both lives depended on it. You both were so in the moment.

Lightheaded, you both opened hooded eyes before Rachel whispered out, “Should we…?”

“Maybe?” you whispered back. Without planning to, you both slowly rise in sync.

Standing in the bedroom that she shared with Paul, you looked at her as she looked at you. Slightly shaky but excited hands reach out and take a hold of her waist. She does the same before your mouths meet again. This time, you both were pressed against each other. You both were focused as this was something that you both were experiencing for the first time.

An intake of breath through your nose was taken as you felt fingers dip a bit in your pants. You both had your faces close without kissing, breathing in the same breath, but she slowly but carefully felt the wet mush that coated her fingers. It was sensitive. It had been a while.

“Let’s just do it.” Rachel whispered against your lips, almost desperately. She was completely vulnerable. You were completely vulnerable. You nod slightly as she lets out a soft but heavy breath as you let your fingers feel her warm wetness. She grabbed your hand and pushed it deep in her pants. It was as if she was relieved, relieved that someone was touching her. You were relieved that someone was touching you too.

Pants were shoved off and you join each other in bed, Rachel climbing on you to kiss you deeply. You both move your hips slightly as you both sensually dry humped each other as tongues met each other’s tongues again and again.

With a quiet moan, you felt her poked out chest under her shirt, her eyes slightly closed as she continued to rock her hips while sitting up upon you.

Her fingers rose your shirt up and helps you take it off.

Rachel leaned forward, pressing each other’s chests to each other as you both tasted each other’s mouths again. The movements were slow and sensual as you both were glued to each other. Your hands go to her naked back as she kisses your jaw and the side of your neck. Quiet sighs were heard from both of you.

Your fingers hit her underwear, your fingers slowly peels them down, she sits back and does the rest of the work of taking them off, leaving her naked before you. The sight was erotic as she then leaned forward over you, taking in a breast in her mouth. You lean your head back with a soft breath. Her wet tongue circled your hardened nipples as she caressed them, almost massaging them.

She lets her own hardened nipples scrape against yours as she captured your mouth in another wet kiss.

You peel your own underwear down, discarding then to the side.

Skin to skin, you both really moan as hands felt each other up while kissing.

Rachel was now on her back, she had no shame as she slowly cracked her legs open, revealing to you the glistening sight. Your fingers gently touch it, feeling the sticky but smooth substance.

“It’s like lipgloss.” you whisper and she quietly chuckled. She was silently excited but so were you.

Using your thumb, you softly pressed against her and circled it, watching her face slightly crumble from the sensation.

You just wanted to know what it tasted like. You put the thumb in your mouth to see what it tasted like and you hum out a sound of approval. Using your saliva to circle her sensitive nub. She slightly bit her lip as you sunk one finger into her. Her hips rolled and you worked your finger as she moaned out. You felt her hand touch your hand, signaling you to add another finger.

Pretty soon, she was fucking herself on your two fingers, twisting the sheets in her fingers as she focused with her hips.

Your fingers were coated after the small but intense orgasm. It was beautiful.

“You’re right. It is like lipgloss.” she whispered as she caught her breath and grabbed your fingers, taking the coated ones in her mouth. She cleaned them with her mouth before grabbing you back into a kiss, putting you right onto your back.

She used one swipe of her tongue on your opening that produced a breathy moan to escape out of your mouth.

Your legs got wobbly as she slowly took her time, licking and making out with your center, your hips lurched as she circled her tongue on your own sensitive nub. You saw stars and whispered out a “oh my god.”

You gifted her back with your own tongue. She held onto your head and the sheets next to her. Her moans were continuous. Her relaxed hips followed your tongue. You sucked her in as you ate her heart out, she whispered out your name like a prayer. She came, you didn’t care that her natural juices were spread across your face.

The patrol was boring, at least for Embry and Paul. They hadn’t seen any vampires for the time they’ve been out.

Embry felt something, something that was aching. He softly panted with his wolf mouth as he trotted through the woods. He was throbbing so much, it almost hurt.

Paul circled around a bit as he felt an aching sensation that wasn’t going away. His mind went to Rachel and how it’s been so long. He didn’t realize how much time went past as he thought back to the last time they were having sex.

“Paul man are you ready? I gotta get Y/N.”

Paul looked at Embry’s wolf. By the wild look, Paul knew he wasn’t the only one who was feeling in heat. Embry’s mind leaked out filling you with his puppies.

“Yeah, come on let’s go.”

Embry and Paul rushed to the home that you and Rachel were in. Pulling up their shorts, Paul opened the front door, he stopped in the doorway.

“What’s wro-“

“Shhh.” Paul says with a finger to his own lips, Embry froze, “You hear that?” Paul asks with a soft smirk.

Embry did hear it. Muffled moans filled the home but he figured it was whatever you two were watching and Paul was just being immature. Embry nodded.

Paul walks slowly through the home. Embry looked at the television that was running in the living room, nothing sexual was displayed, which made him confused because the noises continued.

Paul saw the cracked bedroom door, pushing it slowly open. His nose was met with a mouthwatering scent as his eyes darkened.

Rachel riding your thigh and knee, her eyes were slightly closed as your hands were glued to her chest as you massaged them.

You didn’t notice the presence of the two boys until you saw Paul lean with his head tilted, capturing Rachel in a kiss. She continued the buck of her hips as she held onto Paul’s neck, deepening the kiss. Your head turns to Embry who already has his shorts off, his hardened dick in his hand, slowly stroking himself.

Rachel moaned out with a high octave and Paul watched closely as she rode out her high. She flops next to you, trying to catch her breath.

Paul’s shorts were discarded and his dick bobbed with his movements as he hovered over Rachel next to you.

Embry followed his moments, except scooting you down to where your lower body is hanging off the end of the bed.

He sleeked himself against you as he leaned forward. You lean up to give him a kiss. You felt the bed rock, but Embry sunk into you, you both sighed out with relief. It’s been so long.

He pulls himself out, before sliding back in. It was driving you crazy as you tried to grab ahold of his arms but he was steady. His hardness allowing him to anticipate the next time he slid back in.

“Please Embry, please.” you begged in a whisper and with that he sunk himself deep as your legs were over his shoulders. His hips continuously snapped as you moaned out. His groan was quiet but firm as he continued to deepen his strokes. It was as if he was harder than ever before, his hand gripped the side of your hip, you gasp out the change in rhythm. You thought you were going to die by how hard you climaxed.

You lay back as your chest breathed up and down. Embry stroked himself as you noticed he was still hard as ever. You sit up, peek over to find Rachel riding Paul just like she was riding on your thigh.

Paul was staring up at her as if she was a goddess but he glanced at you, watching and you turn away. You reach forward and take a hold of Embry’s erection and sensually stroke him. His face went to the sky as he groaned.

You felt an open mouth kiss on your neck, finding Rachel at your side. She captured you in a kiss as you continued to stroke Embry.

One of her hands caressed your breast as you lay back, letting go of Embry. Embry instead sleeked against your moisture, as Rachel continued to eat at your mouth. She climbed on you, sitting against Embry’s hardness, her lips never detaching from yours.

You both moan into each other’s mouths as Embry continued to move, sleeking against both of you.

Rachel lets up, looking behind her, now moaning at Embry.

Your lips were captured but this time by Paul. You never kissed him before but you soon find that he had a talented mouth, his hand was groping your chest. You felt yourself be scooted away and you open your eyes, finding that Embry had Rachel against his chest as she had an arm around him, kissing him. Embry let her glide against his hardened flesh as his hands were greedy, feeling every inch of the front of her body.

Hot hands steered your chin away from that sight and his intense gaze is what’s in your eyesight. He kissed you deep as he pressed himself into you, both hands cupping the bottom of you as his hips were strong with deep strokes, your legs tightened around his waist as you cried out. His mouth then makes out with your ear. You were so far gone, you didn’t know what was what anymore as you blindly gripped his naked back.

As he pounded you from behind, gripping your hips so your arched back couldn’t move, you shakily gasped out at both the sensation and the sight of watching as Rachel rode Embry from behind, reverse cowgirl. She opens her eyes and softly smiled at you as she was able to lean forward, still riding him hard. She leans to bring you in a kiss. It was sloppy but still fulfilling.

Embry held you in his arms as he carried you out, starting the journey to the home you both shared. You were slumped and fast asleep in his arms. He peered down at you with slight amusement as he knew that you were worn out, the heated session did last for a long time. Him and Paul couldn’t help it, they did go on and on until they finally went limp. The aching between his legs was still there, but had lessened a lot. With a kiss on your nose, he made plans for the next time you opened your eyes.

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fashionteahouse · 10 days ago

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i wonder - edward cullen x reader

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You barely heard a creak but there he was, standing in your bedroom and the window was already back shut.

You blink. He blinked.

You set the teddy bear that you held onto for dear life, to the side. He kneeled on one knee, bringing you into a hug. You swallow as you hugged him back.

You didn’t expect the hug to last so long. You blinked at the floor and the wall behind him. He felt hard, but in a way was smooth, like a statue. It was as if you were actually figuring him out. You were actually feeling him.

Slowly, he pulls back but he’s still close. You take a real good look at him.

His unique eyes burn into yours as he searched your face.

He sits down next to you on your bed. You stare ahead as you felt him scoop up the hand that rested beside you.

“Why did you tap your foot?”

“To match your heartbeat.” he answered.

You swallow.

“Why?” you ask.

“We couldn’t let it be known to them that you were..A human.”

You let quietness sink in for a moment before you turn to look at him. It almost hurt to look at him.

“Human?”

He looks up from the spot on the floor and nods as he maintains eye contact.

“So…You’re…Not a human?”

He shakes his head and you softly sucked in a breath.

“You’re not?” you ask one more time.

Back and forth, his head slowly shakes.

You looked up and down at him. You wondered how he could look like a human, how he looked so real. Sure, he was graceful and poised but you just thought it came from how he was raised.

“Are…Are you going to hurt me?” you whisper and snatch your hand out of his. He looked as if you had slapped him.

Your heart thudded and he widened his eyes at such thought.

“Never.”

“How can I believe you?”

“Those with the red eyes…They’re the ones who will hurt you.”

You both stare into each other’s eyes.

“What does gold mean?”

“Remember when I told you I was a vegetarian?”

You just nod.

“Well, that’s where the color comes from….From what I eat.”

“What do you eat?” you ask, it came out firmer than you intended.

“Animals.”

“Edward. Don’t lie to me.”

“I’m telling you the truth.” he says as he closed his eyes for a moment.

“That’s not what a vegetarian is.” you say, getting annoyed.

“I have to drink…From animals…Animal’s blood.”

You rise to a stand and he looks up to you.

“Why? Why do you do that?”

“I have to.”

“Why?” you felt frustrated.

“I’m not human…I was on the brink of death..Carlisle..Saved me with one bite…I’ve been the same age since 1918.”

“1918??” you ask with stupor.

“Yes.” he didn’t look away.

Your hands shook with nervousness.

“So…You’re not really 17?”

“I have been…For a very long time.” he admits.

“You drink blood….” you observe and look at him up and down.

“Yes.”

“Your family drinks blood.”

“Yes.”

“Red eyed people drink…Or eat what?”

“Human blood instead of animal blood.”

You gulped.

You understood why his apologies were produced profusely.

“So…They could’ve killed me today?” you ask as you start to softly pace.

“…Yes…”

You bring your hands to your temples before bringing them back down. A worried expression is displayed on your face.

“You don’t have a bed…Why?”

“I don’t sleep.”

You stop pacing as you looked at him. He looked at you. You looked at him with observation. He sat very still. He looked as though he wasn’t breathing. He pulled you in with just his sight. He was intense.

“So…You’re like….A vampire?…What are you?”

He doesn’t say anything.

You shudder.

“That’s why you’re cold…You’re dead.” you whisper sadly. He nods.

You felt your heart break in half.

He rises and you step back. He looked hurt but he pushed it down.

“Y/N. I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you. My family wouldn’t do anything to hurt you.” he reassured.

“Are you going to be in school tomorrow?”

“Yes.”

“I’ll see you at school tomorrow.”

“Y/N-“

“I promise I won’t say anything or bring it back up again. I won’t even tell Alice, Jasper, or anyone that I know.”

He nods.

“Can I hug you?…Please?”

You were hesitant. You nod slowly.

He walks very slowly and you felt your body move forward, your ear was pressed to his chest as he embraced you in a gentle hug. There was no heartbeat. You closed your eyes at this realization.

“I brought you with me today, to show you. I wanted to show you all of me. I was going to tell you. I promise I was going to tell you.”

You don’t say anything. You step back and the look of yearning wasn’t hiding on his face.

“See you tomorrow.” you whisper. He nods with his eyes closed. You blinked and he was gone.

You sat on your bed with defeat, you held the teddy bear up to the light in your room. It strongly smelled like him. It reminded you of when you thought things were normal and he was just a normal boy who gave it to you on a normal holiday. Things weren’t how they seemed. The soft teddy bear in your vision became blurry from the new tears that formed in your eyes.

You only slept for an hour.

Bundled up, you step outside and Edward already had your car door open. You wave goodbye to your parent. You take a look at Edward.

You sat with your seatbelt across your chest, you sit with your arms crossed as you stared out of the window.

You immediately get out once he parks at school. You don’t look back as you walked fast into the building.

After hastily putting your things in your locker, you rush to the bathroom.

People were in there but you silently lock the stall. You couldn’t even be around people at the moment. You let your backpack fall to the ground and you lean your back against the closed and locked stall.

You hear a small knock. You open your eyes and sniff and say, “Just a moment. I’m almost finished.”

“Y/N. It’s me.”

You slowly unlock the stall.

Alice looks back at you with a worried expression.

The bathroom was clear. It was just you two. She took in the sight of you.

“Edward told me…He told you everything…” she says in a low volume voice.

“He did.” you say quietly.

“We were going to tell you, but we didn’t want to lay everything on you all at once. I didn’t see them coming in my vision but they heard our game and it wasn’t as smooth as we would’ve hoped.” she rambled.

You stare at yourself in the mirror.

“Vision….You’re psychic?”

“I see the outcomes of one’s decisions.”

“So…What’s the outcome if we just go on our own paths? I won’t say a word to anyone. I promise. ”

Her eyes were sad.

“You don’t…You don’t want to be friends anymore?” she asked quietly.

“I want to be safe. No accidents.” you say.

“You are safe…We protect you…We protected you from Laurent’s coven.”

You put your fingers close.

“This close, Alice….I’m scared. I don’t know what to expect anymore.”

“Just…Please don’t shut us out.” she slightly begged.

You didn’t look in his direction in class but you felt Edward’s eyes from across the room.

You didn’t eat lunch. You camped in the bathroom again, letting your tears fall silently.

You felt better in history. Jasper still said hello to you as if things weren’t any different. You couldn’t help but greet him back.

You flew out of the school doors when it was time to go home.

“Y/N.”

You turn around.

“Are you okay?” Rosalie asks. You nod. She looks up and down at you, not convinced.

You turn back around and you get in your parent’s car.

The trees fleet past.

“Y/N.”

You snap out of your thoughts and look to see that your parent was calling you.

“What’s going on with you? Did you hear anything I said?”

“I…I’m really tired..”

“I’m sure you are. I know that you’re busy with colleges now so, I would advise you to not be around that Edward boy. He’s distracting you. You’re not all the way there when you’re distracted. Now’s the time to…”

You tune them out. They just think it’s a silly crush.

If only they knew.

Plugging your headphones into your keyboard, you let your fingers touch the keys to play a sad song. That’s how you felt.

Picking up your phone, you speak nervously.

“Hello?”

“Y/N.”

“Hey.”

“I missed you.”

“I seen you today at school.”

“You didn’t talk to me. You avoided me.” Edward says sadly.

You don’t say anything.

“I want to talk in person.” he says.

You take a deep breath, “I think it’s best…If we don’t.”

“I just want to talk.”

You unlock the window. You watched the window from your bed. Your eyes couldn’t even catch the quickness of the speed that he came into your room.

You sat up on your bed with your knees to your chest. He looked straight at you. He then looked to see your stuffed Valentine’s day present wasn’t on your bed with you, it was instead sitting in a chair. He looked as if someone punched him in the gut.

“You wanted to talk.” you say.

“Things don’t have to change just because I’m different. You don’t judge, so please don’t do it now.”

“I’m not judging you.” you say with a shake of your head.

“Then why won’t you talk to me? You’re avoiding me.”

“It’s not easy to just move past something so big…Your family have been good to me. You’ve been good to me.”

He’s very close.

“You’ve been good to me too.” he says. You look away and chuckle a bit, “Edward.”

“It’s true…” he says.

You don’t say anything.

“Can I have a hug?” he asks quietly.

You look at him for a moment. You slowly scoot and you rise up on your knees. You’re in his arms tight. You held back the shudder from the touch of skin that hit his fingertips from the slight rise of your pajama shirt.

“I have to go to college anyway. What’s going to happen when I have to leave?” you speak as you both didn’t let each other go.

“We’ll cross that bridge when we get to it.”

“Alice…Is psychic?”

“Yes..”

“All of you have powers like that?” you ask.

“No. Just me, Alice and Jasper.” he answered.

“What’s yours?”

“I read one’s thoughts.”

Your heart thudded. You pull back, a flash of disappointment is displayed on his face.

“You could read mine all of this time?”

“Yes but yours is like..Quiet whispers.”

You blink. He reached out slowly, he cradled the side of your face. You look up to him.

“Was it me? Did I make you cry?” he whispered.

You look down.

“I made myself cry…Thinking about when things were so different.”

“Things are better now. I don’t have to hide things from you anymore.”

“We’re different Edward. A human and….” you swallow with a shake of your head, “Can’t be together.” you finish. You didn’t want to say the actually word, it seemed too real.

“If you don’t want us together, can we still be friends?”

You think for a moment. Friends. It what you two were anyway. You slowly nod. He seemed relieved.

He stayed the night. Your head rested upon his arm as you lay close to him and you didn’t have nightmares like you thought you would.

You blinked awake, it was time for you to wake up. He held you like the night before, only this time, he was wearing different clothes.

He left through the window to fetch his car after telling you he will be back.

You were fully dressed when a knock came. Opening the door, he was peering down at you, the car was running behind him.

You both rode in silence. It was him who broke it.

“We can still talk.”

“I thought you could…Read one thoughts?”

“Yeah but…Yours is too low. I want to hear your voice.” he says as he looks to be concentrating deeply on something.

“Did the others… The ones at the baseball field find out I’m human?”

“I told you, I keep you safe. I didn’t want the wind to blow for them to smell your scent. James would’ve risked it all to get to you. He’s a tracker. Hunting down his prey excites him. They didn’t even see what you looked like.”

You nod as you look down in your lap. You noticed you both were at school already.

“We’re here?” you ask. He nods. He undoes your seatbelt for you, opening the passenger door before you step out.

“We have a bit of time before your first period.” he says as he kept an arm around you.

The other Cullens pull in the parking lot. They get out and see that you’re with Edward. They wave, you wave a small wave back.

You and Edward stand at your closed locker until the bell.

“I…Couldn’t sleep…The night you told me..I only got an hour of sleep.” you admit quietly.

His look reeked of disapproval.

“But….I didn’t..Have nightmares when…” you say and subtly look around as students passed by, “When you spent the night.”

“I don’t want you to have nightmares.”

“I don’t want them either.”

He touched your arm, you subconsciously step in.

New seating chart.

People pointed with smiles, encouraging their friends to sit together. You stood close to Edward as Edward told the teacher the seats you both were sitting.

You both sat close in the library. He held your hand in his lap.

“When it’s sunny..That’s when you don’t come?”

He nods.

“Your family emergency…”

He nods.

You let your eyes fall.

“So…You can live forever and I can’t.”

He hesitated his nod. You pull your hand away but his hands rest on your knee.

“That shouldn’t get in the way of anything.”

“Well, it will. I’m on limited time and…You have forever…After graduation…We will have to be apart.” you tell him.

“We don’t have to.” he says with his eyes closed.

“We have to.” you say back and watch him open his eyes in solitude.

“I can’t go back to…Before. I was miserable.” he says.

“How? You have everything you could ever possibly want.” you say with a sad smile.

“It doesn’t mean anything if I have no one to share it with.”

You look down.

You sat at the lunch table in a daze. A snap makes you blink and someone from your table laughs a bit, “Earth to Y/N.”

“What’s up?”

“We’re going to First Beach this weekend. Are you coming?”

“..There’s a beach?”

“Yeah. With hot guys.” they say and fan their hand for dramatic effect.

“You’re gonna ask one of them to the dance.” you say with a grin.

It was as if you gave them an idea, “Now that you mentioned it, I just might.” they say with a big grin.

You softly smile at their enthusiasm.

“So, are you in? You could bring Edward if you want.”

“Yeah. I’ll go.” you say and the table is happy as they make plans of what time to meet up.

“I wonder if being around normal people will make me feel better..” you thought in your head.

“First Beach?” Edward asks as you walked to your next class. You asked him to come with you.

“That’s in La Push.” you say.

“I know I…I can’t go.” he says.

“Why not?” you ask.

“Because….I will just tell you when you come back.” he says.

“You told me you would tell me everything.”

“I am but there’s a lot to explain. Just please trust me, okay?” he says and touches your arm. You sigh a bit but you nod.

You raised your eyebrows in surprise when it was time for new seats in history and Jasper chooses to sit next to you.

He leans in, only a little.

“Hopefully you’re not too mad at us.”

You bring out a soft grin.

“I’m not mad. I was just scared.” you whisper. He nods.

The teacher then begins the new lesson.

“Come back with me.”

You look at Edward as he helped you put on your coat at the end of the day.

“I don’t know..I have a lot of homework.” you answer.

“We’ll do it together.” he answered back.

You follow him out of the school and into his car.

As he drove fast on the road, you put a gentle hand on his hand on the steering wheel, “There’s no rush.” you whisper. He grins a bit.

“So…Did your family really go out to visit a family member that one day?”

“No. They went out to hunt.”

“Hunt for…Animal blood?”

He nods.

You nod in understanding.

Carlisle and Esme hug you tighter than ever before.

You join Edward at the bench. You see the grin that formed on his face.

“Do you want me to teach you something else?”

You shrug, “Sure…Why not?”

You watch him play.

“Years and years of practice.”

His quote echoed in your mind as you watch his fast fingers move with such ease. The piece was beautifully done. When he was finished, you reach around him and rub his shoulder.

In his room, he held your hand as he told you all about a treaty made with La Push between his family and the Alpha of the shapeshifters.

“So…They can’t kill you, unless you or your family kill a human?”

He nods.

“Are they…Dangerous?”

“Yes. They’re designed to kill people like us.”

Your heart pounds.

“Are they still…Around?” you whisper.

“The shapeshifters have died off by now…”

You nod.

As he drove you home, you gasp a bit.

“What is it?” he asks.

“We spent all of that time…We didn’t even do our homework.”

“You’re right…Sorry. I’ll just give you the answers.”

“It’s alright..Whatever I can’t finish tonight I’ll try to do the rest in the morning.”

He stops in front of your home, you unbuckle your seatbelt.

“Can I come back tonight?” he asks quietly. You look at him with uncertainty.

“You said…You didn’t have any nightmares…When I stayed.”

You nod slowly.

“If I get in trouble, I’m dragging you down with me.” you whisper. He grins as he walks you to your front door, “Deal.”

You kept the window unlocked as you ended up knocking out all of your homework.

He came just in time for bed.

Holding you tight to him, the covers around you didn’t make you too cold in his embrace.

“If I’m too cold for you, let me know.” he says in your ear.

“It’s okay…” you say.

The weekend came and he gave you a long hug in your room before you went outside to meet the beeping car.

“We shouldn’t be long.” you say to him.

“Take your time. Enjoy yourself.” he says with a soft smile.

You watched your friends flirt with the tan boys. They were good looking. But, your mind was clouded with Edward and the history of his family with the La Push shapeshifters. The shapeshifters that kill what they are.

You sat by yourself on the fallen log, watching the waves crash with each other and you were glad that your friends picked today out of all days, the wind wasn’t blowing hard cold air.

“Why are you sitting by yourself?”

You look up, grinning a bit with a shrug.

The boy peered down at you with his coat on. He walks and sits down next to you.

You both exchange names and he looks about at the beach.

“You play piano?” he asks and you nod.

“Damn. Are you a prodigy or what?”

You giggle a bit, “You’re so silly.”

His smile was handsome.

“What’s your hobby?” you ask.

“My hobby….Hm…” he says and looks about, “Talk to pretty girls like you.”

You playfully roll your eyes, “Come on, did you hear that line on tv?”

You both share a chuckle. You both scoot closer to each other.

You find out he’s in the same grade as you.

“I go to school on the rez.”

“Is it..Okay?”

“Yeah, it’s alright. How’s Forks?”

“It’s alright.” you say.

“So, when are you gonna play for me?” he asks.

You look down with a shy smile, “I don’t know.”

He nudged your shoulder with his with a smirk, “What do you mean you don’t know.”

“Give me one good reason…I might.” you tease.

“My birthday is next weekend. Come to my party.”

“You’re having a party?”

“Yeah.”

“Oh.”

“You know how to play happy birthday?”

“Duh. It’s so easy.” with a roll of your eyes.

“Alright, then….Give me your number so I can remind you.”

You wave goodbye to him once the sky was dark.

Opening your bedroom door, you jumped from surprise when you turned on the light to find that Edward was sitting in your chair. Closing the door, “You scared me.” you whispered.

“Sorry.”

“It’s okay.” you say and shrug your jacket off. You walk to where he was sitting and hug him. He hugs you back and you felt him pull you sideways into his lap. You make breathed out in surprise.

“Is this..Okay?” he asks.

You look at the sight and you nod, leaning more into him. You didn’t feel uncomfortable. He looked up at you.

“Did you have fun?”

“Yes.” you say with a nod.

At lunch, your friend nudged you playfully, “I saw you flirting with that guy at the beach.”

“I wasn’t flirting.” you say and you then remember that Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie was also in the lunchroom. They most likely heard what was said.

In history, you and Jasper tossed quiet jokes back and forth. When you didn’t understand something, he broke it down to the lamest terms so you could get it.

In your last class, the boy from the beach texted you.

He texted you his address. You stare at it.

In Edward’s room, you sit with him on his soft couch with your arms around him. You both had finished homework.

“Next weekend, I want to take you somewhere.”

“Where?” you ask softly.

“It’s a surprise.” he says with a grin. You couldn’t help but match it.

“Everything’s a surprise with you.” you say.

You then take in a breath, “I got invited to a birthday party.”

“Whose?” he asks in genuine curiosity.

“Someone from the beach. They want me to play happy birthday to them on the piano.” you say and chuckle at the memory of the interaction. Edward’s face is straight. It makes you stop and straighten your own face.

“What’s..Whats wrong?”

“Nothing..If you want to go…You can go.” he says and forced a smile.

“Yeah but…” you start and he rises from the couch. You rise with him.

“You wanted to take me somewhere…Right?” you ask and touch his arm.

“You made plans with…Them first. I don’t want to influence your original decision.” he says as he placed two hands on your shoulders.

You place your hands on his arms as he peered down at you.

“Edward…It’s okay.” you say. You didn’t know the boy anyways. You then smother your hands over his.

“Come on. I want to show you something.” you say with a smile. You take his hand and he lets you lead him to his piano.

He has a seat next to you and you play the song that he taught you, in full. You heard the hum of approval when you were finished.

“You’re amazing.” he whispers to you.

Your smile grows bigger and you fling your arms around him.

After you closed your locker, Edward stops you. He interlaced his hand into yours. You look down at it. You look back up at him and you see a small smile on his face.

You both continue to walk. People looked and whispered. Your body moved closer to him as you felt self cautious.

In lab, he tried to do most of the work but you wouldn’t let him. You both were the first ones finished.

Sitting very close to each other on the stools, with knees touching, you both fall into private and quiet conversation.

“You’re really from Chicago?”

“Yeah.”

“Do you miss it?”

“So so.” he shrugged.

Before you could exit the line, Rosalie starts conversation with you, steering you through the lunchroom.

“I need to see what you are wearing to the dance.”

“Oh yeah, I never showed you.” you say and she nods in agreement.

You didn’t realize you were at their table until she started talking to Emmett.

Your food was finished but you turned your head and saw that every single eye that sat at your usual table, was peeking in your direction.

You turn your head back.

“I’m holding you to it.” you tell Jasper. He claimed him and Alice were the best dancers. That’s why he only doesn’t mind going to the school dance. He shrugged in confidence.

“I mean you did have a head start.” you whisper to him as you both had to pull out notebooks for notes. You didn’t miss the quiet chuckle he produced.

You climbed up the stairs as Edward held onto your hand, leading you to his room.

“You have a lot of records. You haven’t played them for me.” you say as you surf through his collection.

Suddenly, you do hear music. You turn and his elegant record player had a delicate and sharp needle laying on top of the spinning record.

You sway a bit to the beat and you both share a smile. He joins in, in no time you both were dancing in sync with each other.

By the time the song ends, you’re slumped against him with your arms high around his neck as he peers down at you, holding you strongly.

“Should we compete with Jasper and Alice?” you ask quietly as your heart was trying to slow down from the activity and the twinkle in his eye shined as he protrudes a laugh from his throat.

He then leans in and you both are now hugging, pressed and glued to each other. You both are still but it felt like hands weren’t as he soon glided his hands from your back, to your shoulders. It felt like the wind was knocked out of you.

You didn’t know what feeling it was, but it was like his touches were making your skin scream in happiness, his hands now cup both side of your neck before ending with your face. You didn’t realize your eyes were closed until you slowly opened them.

You both lean, you rest your forehead against his as you peak up at him.

“Edward?” you ask very small.

“Yes?” he answered back, it was the right tone.

“Are we dating?”

“….Do you want to?”

The question caught you off guard. You didn’t know what to say. You couldn’t look him in the eye.

“Um…” you stop and blink once, “It would be a bad idea.” you whisper.

He then used his hands to have your head gently stare up at him. Your statement didn’t agree with him.

“It wouldn’t.”

You turn your cheek, your lips are to the palm of his hand as you hold his arm.

“What’s so bad about it?….” he asks in a melancholic tone.

You close your eyes.

“Whatever school you choose, I don’t have to stay here if that’s what you’re worried about.”

“You have one year left.” you say sadly. His quiet laugh makes you look at him before you remember the different school he had to go to. You still held back a laugh but he tilts his head a bit to get a better look at you.

“Do you like me?”

You look at him. He looks at you. You shyly look down with a soft smile and nod only a little.

His fingers graced your jaw, “I like you too.”

Your smile doesn’t fade when you ask, “What do you like about me?”

“You’re nice to be around. A breath of fresh air…Just not being around you makes me feel like something is missing.”

“Aw..” you say and look down from his gaze.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing…Nothing’s wrong….You’re sweet.” you say.

His fingers caressed your cheek and you bring on a soft smile. “I like your gorgeous eyes. I like it when you look at me.”

Your stomach fluttered with butterflies as his fingers lifted your chin.

Over dinner, your parent talks to you.

“Fill out for more colleges?”

You shake your head.

“Why not?”

“I’ve been making sure my homework isn’t piling up too much. I’m going to try to research more this weekend.”

“You would have more time if you came straight home after school instead of the Cullen’s.”

“I study at the Cullen’s.” you say as you poked at your food.

“You study with Edward, you mean. I get you want to hang out and all but your mind isn’t in one place. There’s time for all of that..Like in the summer. Don’t let yourself be your own downfall.”

You chew slowly as you stared at your plate.

Your arms were around him as you cozily sat next to him on your bed. His fingers tinkered around with your keyboard.

You sigh softly and he asks what’s wrong.

“I don’t know what to do.” you whisper.

“Major what you want. Apply to the school that you want.”

Your heart thudded.

“Cute. How do I tell them that I really don’t want college. I want to do something with an intensive.” you say with a sad look.

He stops the tinkering and looks at you seriously, “When you graduate, you have the freedom to do as you please.”

His velvet whisper for you to wake up the next morning let you know it was time for school.

“Just five more minutes. I swear I will get up.” you whispered and turned, pressed into his chest.

His hands were still wrapped around you.

“It already passed.”

You sit up groggily with a hand covered yawn. You then lean against Edward with your eyes closed.

“Come on, sleeping beauty.”

You felt his thumb brush across your bottom lip and you flutter your eyes open.

It felt like you were walking on a cloud when you graced the halls with him. Your hand was tight in his hand.

You haven’t experienced daydreaming before, but that’s what you were doing in the classes without him.

As you walked to the cafeteria with Edward’s hand was wrapped around your shoulders, Rosalie appears with Emmett, walking right next to you two.

“Hey.” you greet.

“Hey, you’re sitting with us again today?” Emmett asks in glee. You watch as both Rosalie and Emmett waits for your answer.

“S-sure.” you say.

Your friends watched you in line as you walk along side Rosalie. You watch as they talked amongst each other while looking at you, some shrugged their shoulders as they watch you walk away.

“So, Edward told me his power and Alice told me hers. What’s yours.” you ask Jasper during lunch.

“Controlling one’s emotions. Feeling anxious? I can make you calm.”

“Hey, I’ve got a power too.” Emmett says feeling left out and Rosalie rolls her eyes.

“You do?” you ask and Rosalie says no while Emmett says yes.

“Babe, my strength is out of this world.” he says to her with his hands slightly up.

“It doesn’t make it your power.” she says with narrowed eyes. They banter back and forth while you and Jasper glanced at each other with an amused look.

Rosalie waved politely to your parent as you closed the front door.

“We’ll be in my room.” you say.

Your parent nods.

You pulled out what you were wearing for the dance out of your closet and Rosalie immediately makes a disapproving sound.

“What?” you ask.

“Not to a dance. I don’t like it.” she says as she wrinkled her nose.

“I’m the one who’s wearing this.”

She placed her hands on her hips, “That’s the sad part.”

You roll your eyes a bit.

“You had me and Alice that you could’ve came to. Why didn’t you just take us shopping with you?” she asks.

“Because…My friends asked and I went.”

“You should’ve waited for us. But, whatever you do…You’re not wearing this.”

Edward held you close in the night as you tell him all about Rosalie’s disapproval.

“That’s her.” he comments.

Your phone buzzed. You don’t move, not really caring who it is.

“You can get it.”

“It’s probably nobody.” you nonchalantly say and you didn’t notice him reach over to still get your phone until he slowly hands it to you.

His expression changed. It was bland. He sits up. You then sit up.

“What’s wrong?” you ask in confusion.

He said the name of the boy, the boy you met at the beach, he asked who it was.

You look down to your phone. A text.

“tried calling but i was just thinking about you so i just wanted to hear your cute voice. still waiting for you to play for me this weekend. i’ll hit you later”

“Did you two used to date?”

You shake your head no in silence.

“Are…Are you cheating on me?” he asks in a quiet whisper. The tone was dripping in sadness. You squeezed your eyes shut and whispered out a hard no.

“He’s human…”

“You’re you.” you grab his hand but he slides it out of your grasp. Your heart felt like it was punched in.

“Was he there…At the beach?”

“That’s…That’s where I met him. But, I don’t want to be with him.” you tell him.

He searched your face for the truth.

“Why did you give him your number?”

You look down with shame, “I’m sorry. It was in the spur of the moment…This was before me and you made things official…He invited me to his birthday party.”

“You should go.”

You look up at him. He was holding back anger but he was deeply hurt.

“I’m not going.” you say.

“I’ll see you tomorrow.”

“Edward, it was nothing.”

“I trust your word….I’ll see you at school tomorrow.” he says as his hand slides your window up.

In the morning, you sat on the edge of your bed, staring at the clock. You had finished erasing the number out of your phone. Even going as far as blocking the contact.

You waited for a knock on your door from your parent to ask you if you were ready. You felt deeply sure that Edward wasn’t going to take you to school.

A knock came at your front door instead.

You open it and Edward stood there.

“We’re going to be late.” he says and takes your hand.

On the ride there, you quietly speak out, “I’m sorry. I don’t want you to think I’m cheating or that I don’t want you.”

“Don’t worry about it…I shouldn’t have left…I let my emotions get the best of me.”

“You had every right to feel what you felt….I made you feel that way and I’m sorry.”

A hand rests on your knee as he continued to drive.

In the library, you both huddled in as you scrolled on the computer.

“Are you sure?” he asks quietly.

“I’m sure.” you say with shaky hands.

“It gets cold there….I will be able to go with you.”

You look to his hopeful expression and you nod slowly as you look at the screen.

You click submit just as the bell rings.

You’re pulled away by Rosalie once the lunchroom was in view. You playfully poke your lip out to Edward as he grins in amusement.

“You never showed me what you were wearing.” you say with a smile as she leans back in her chair at the lunch table.

“Oh, don’t worry. You’ll see it.” she says with a flick of her hair.

“Try again.” Edward whispered. You softly huff a bit after scratching your eyebrow before you tried the combination again. It was one part that you kept messing up.

He flipped the music sheets back to the beginning.

“Try with the notes.” he encouraged.

“I do better by ear.” you quietly say as you peered at them.

“Yeah but, you need to work on being as good with music notes. Let’s start from the beginning.”

You prep your hands as you slowly nod as you concentrated on the notes in front of you.

The notes were wonky on certain parts but you played it through.

The weekend rolled by and Edward took your hand in his and suddenly you were on his back. You clutched him tight as he fleeted through nature. It didn’t feel like he was running, it felt like he was indeed floating.

It felt like you both were genuinely standing on top of the world as you both overlooked everything.

“Will I ever get to see you hunt?”

He takes his eyes away from the view and looked to you.

“Too dangerous.”

You nod in silence as you continued to look about. His hand moved away from being around you, to shift through his pocket. He pulls something out and pops it’s open. Your eyes widened.

“Edward! We can’t!” you say in panic as he slides a ring on your finger.

He laughs at your reaction as he looked at the hand he was holding.

“I’m not asking for your hand in marriage Y/N, calm down.”

“Then….What is this?” you ask as it almost sparkled as bright as Edward’s skin.

“It’s a promise. A promise that I would always protect you and never hurt you. A promise to do everything in my power to make you happy.” he says as he takes his time, he never let your hand go.

“You always…Make me happy.” you say quietly as you thought that you were dreaming in this moment. Looking at the promise ring, it seemed to be made exclusively for you.

“Do you accept my promise?” he asks.

“Yes.” you say with a nod. You pull him into a hug, smiling into his shoulder as he held you back, your feet barely touched the ground.

The wind blew like kisses on both of your skin. The back of your head was pressed against the thick tree trunk. You both stood on the thick branch. The height was very high but he was in front of you, never letting you go.

You both blinked at each other silently. Faces were centimeters apart. You were hesitant, all you had to do was lean just a pinch forward, but you didn’t know if it was okay.

His cool fingers caressed your cheek as he cupped the other side of your face in his hand.

Slowly, he leaned in, you were anticipating the feeling. A soft press of his lips were placed on yours as you fluttered your eyes closed. You stood very still, savoring the lingering feeling.

He takes a look at you and you shyly look down. Your heart was racing so fast you thought it would come out of your chest.

Dropping you off in your room, he held you tight, “I will be quick.”

Your head rested against his chest as you hold onto him back.

“You don’t have to rush.” you say, not wanting him to cut his feeding short for the sake of coming back to you. Both of his hands cup your face before he leaned down to slowly kiss your cheek, your eyes immediately close. He pulls back from your lips and takes one last look at you. You blinked and he was gone. You slid the window down shut.

Alice stood next to you in the Cullen household with a grin as she showed off her rough draft of a sketch, she had plans on making it.

“This?” you point at it. She nods.

“It fits you way better than what you originally picked out.” Rosalie comments with her arms crossed.

“Alice, I refuse to let you make me an outfit.” you say.

“I want to and I will.”

“How could I repay you?”

“By wearing it.” she says excitedly. She looked at it before speaking again, “I already have the fabric ready.”

“Of course you do.” you tease.

You played the song you and Edward were working on, in full. No mistakes. Your reward was praises and kiss. The song was over, you started laughing.

“What is it?” Edward asks with his own smile.

“What did Emmett mean that day about the new rank?” you wondered.

“Oh..” he says as he chuckled a bit, “A rank of who’s musically inclined. It was me at number one, then Rosalie.”

“Oh.” you chuckled.

Weeks went by, the invitation letter came in the mail.

You would be in their intensive program for the summer. It lasted a couple of weeks but you would be practicing. A lot. You smiled as you showed Edward that night.

It was sunny the next day, Edward promising you to see you after school. You didn’t expect the other’s attendance.

You worked in science by yourself. It felt empty even though one person was missing.

“Nice to see you again. It took for the Cullens to not be at school for you to remember us.”

“Hello to you too.” you say as you sit down at your usual lunch table.

“Is that a ring?”

Eyes stare at it. You hide your hand in your lap.

“Yes.” you say.

“Jesus…Moving fast are we?”

“It’s just a promise ring.” you wave off.

You didn’t know how to explain it. Something felt missing as you tried to focus in class.

Your eyes were glued to the clock as you count down the seconds and minutes for the bell to ring. Time went painfully slow. The day went painfully slow. It then dawned on you.

You missed Edward.

You missed Edward to a great degree. You wondered if he missed you too. You wondered if he was counting down the same seconds and minutes that you were counting, to see each other again.

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fashionteahouse · 10 days ago

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hey! could i request a leah x fem best friend reader, where they’ve been best friends since they were toddlers. leah imprints on the reader, but they decide to keep the imprint where their friendship continues and not romantic as reader is confused about her own sexuality, and doesn’t want to destroy their friendship. btw i LOVE your writing !!! ❤️

hi! yes of course and thank you so much that really means a lot 💜 hope you enjoy :)

yeah i said it - leah clearwater x reader

You were the yin to her yang. People never saw you with her and vice versa.

People would often think you two were related to each other by how much you two have been around each other since toddlers. Even going as far as lying to strangers, telling them that you two were sisters.

Knowing each other like the back of each other’s hands, you both picked up on when one wasn’t their usual self.

You noticed the continued growth spurt. She looked like a model. Her heightened body temperature made you a bit worried.

A hand clasp down on her arm when she spoke recklessly to Seth.

“Leah, calm down.” you tell her. It wasn’t her. She was annoyed by everything. At first, you thought it was because it was her time of the month but, it continued. making you feel worried.

She didn’t speak harshly to you. She only sighed and tried her best to check herself.

You demanded answers. She wasn’t picking up the phone or answering her home.

“Sue, I’m worried about her.” you say to her mother over the phone.

“Y/N, she’s just going through something right now, okay?”

“Can I please see her? I just want to see her live in the flesh.”

“She’s not up for company at moment.”

You hang up with a sad sigh. It definitely wasn’t like her at all.

The next time you saw her, she was walking in the rain. A grocery bag was tight in her hand. You call her name.

She looked up. You felt like you were frozen in time. She felt like she was frozen in time. It was more than being happy to see each other. You both move towards each other as if an invisible string was pulling you to each other.

“The hell is wrong with you?!” you say as you pushed her.

She lets you. She only looks down.

“Leah, say something.” you say at her. You haven’t seen her look this defeated. She would’ve told you if something was wrong. You desperately wanted answers as you knew something wasn’t right.

You take a look at her face. It was happy to see you, but something was deep on her mind.

“Y/N….I have to tell you something…” you hear her whisper.

The sounds of the rain pattered on her bedroom window as she stood next to it with her arms crossed.

“What..So, the legends are real?”

“Yeah.” she says as she then looks down.

“I don’t look at you any different Leah. I’m sure you’re a cute wolf.” you laugh and she cracks a small smile smile, “Shut up.” she says quietly.

“But, why didn’t you just tell me? We tell each other everything? Why did I have to catch you in order for you to tell me?” you question her.

“Because I was so scared Y/N…”

You reach for her hand and the eye contact was heavy.

“You don’t have to be..” you whisper to her. She seemed relaxed to hear this.

“I imprinted…”

“You did?” you ask with a smile. You were familiar with the tale of what happens when an shapeshifter imprints. The legends were told all of the time. This was great news. She found her other half.

Leah nods as she looks at you.

“On who?”

“…You.” she revealed.

“Oh.” you say as you look down, “Wow.” you breathed out as you furrowed your eyebrows a bit in thought.

“It’s up to you to accept it Y/N…I know I can’t help it but you can choose to push me away. I completely understand.”

“Leah..I wouldn’t push you away.”

“I can be anything you want me to be.”

“…Is it okay if…We’re still friends?” you ask softly.

“Of course. Of course.” she says in a whisper.

You two embrace. You hug her tight. She hugs you tight. You were glad she was so understanding. You didn’t know what you liked and didn’t like. You didn’t want to drag Leah through the journey of trying to pin down your sexuality. She was glad that you were so understanding. Even if it was just as friends, she knew that you weren’t out of her life. She had someone who understood her and she wouldn’t have wanted to imprint on no one else. No one else knew her better than you.

“I just want my best friend back…I don’t mind having you as my wife and all but…” you joke and Leah chuckles close to your ear, “I just want us to still be friends…I don’t want to destroy what we have…Maybe we can see where this goes but right now I miss our friendship. I love you Leah.”

Leah didn’t say anything. You squeezed your eyes shut when you heard, “Did you just say to me that…You loved me?”

“Yeah, I said it.” you whisper.

Leah pulls back so she can see your face. The smile was stretched across her face. You matched her same smile.

“I love you too. Take your time Y/N…I’m always going to be here. I’m not going to rush you.”

“You better not.” you say and she playfully nudged you as you both laughed.

It was as if things never went astray. Things fell right back to how things used to be. You couldn’t have been more grateful that you had your friend back. Leah couldn’t have been more grateful to have her other half back.

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fashionteahouse · 12 days ago

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i wonder - edward cullen x reader

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As you tossed and turned you thought you were going crazy.

It was normal to think of someone, but you’ve never experienced someone taking up your entire mind.

You hadn’t touched your keyboard. You only stared at it. You haven’t played since your fingers knew what the Cullen’s grand piano had felt like. You look down at your fingers before closing them into fists. You wonder how much things had changed.

Walking outside, bundled up, you slightly jump from the sight of Edward, once again leaning against his car.

Waiting for you.

“Oh! Hello.” your parent greets beside you.

“Hello. Do you mind if I take Y/N to school today?” he asks politely. You watch the scene unfold without saying anything.

“I don’t mind.” they reply as they look at you, look at him.

“Are you ready?” Edward takes his eye contact and puts it in your direction. You just nod.

Your parent tells you they will see you later before adding, “Young man you shouldn’t stand outside in the cold like that. You will get sick.”

“I have a very strong immune system.” he says with a grin and your parent does nothing but shake their head and mutter, “You kids.”

Edward opened and closed your passenger door for you.

You silently just hold your hands to the hot air that flowed out of the vents. He didn’t say anything either.

You slowly would take looks from the corner of your eye before watching the snowy road in front of you.

No words were said, but he still walked you to your locker to put your coat away.

You tried very hard to focus. You looked down on your eraser covered quiz that the teacher had issued. You sigh to yourself as you brushed the eraser crumbs away.

Lab day.

You looked next to you, your lab partner was absent.

“Y/N?”

You look up to your teacher after you had collected the necessary materials for the day’s lab.

“Yes?”

“Your partner isn’t here. Do you want to work by yourself or do you want to join a group? It’s up to you.”

“Um…” you say and slowly take in your options. Other partners started to already get to work, the small chatter swirled in the science environment.

“By myself.” you say.

“Okay.” they reply with a soft touch to your shoulder and walk to another group, checking up on what they’re doing.

You write your name on the worksheet.

“Can we work together?” you hear and you immediately look up.

Edward’s eyes weren’t shy as he peered down at you.

“S-sure.” you say. You watch his body move to sit in the spot your partner usually sits in.

He then takes control, doing most of the work as he lowly tells you the answers.

“I could’ve helped. I’m not entirely useless.” you whispered as the teacher told a group to stop goofing off.

A small chuckle comes out and he says, “I know. I just want to get done faster.”

“What’s the rush?”

He shrugged before looking at you and you look down.

“Is something wrong?”

You shake your head.

“Then what is it?”

“It’s nothing..Am I..Acting like something’s wrong?” you ask as you write down the answers that he pushed in your direction.

“It’s just…You aren’t your talkative self.”

You just nod silently.

“I have a lot on my mind.” you say.

“What is it?” he immediately asks.

“Nonsense. Things that aren’t really all that important.” you brush off.

“I have a lot on my mind as well.” he says after you both looked at the scale and write down the ounces.

“What is it?” you ask.

He sighed softly, only a bit before looking at you with a soft grin, “Why did you really stop playing yesterday?”

You sit back in your chair a bit, “Because..” you say with a shrug, “I wasn’t trying to make it seem like I was a show off or anything.”

“That was your moment to be a show off.”

“Well..It’s over now.”

“It doesn’t have to be.”

You look at him in question just as the bell for the first half of class ending, rings.

As students went to their lockers and used the bathrooms, you and Edward stayed seated at the lab table.

“What are you doing after school?”

“I have a piano lesson today.” you tell him.

It seemed as though Edward tried to think of something else to say.

“After that?”

“Going home…” you say with a slight shrug.

The class resumed after the small break. The teacher closed the door back.

“Are..Are we finished?” you ask as Edward takes both of your completed worksheets in his hand.

He nods and placed the sheets in the bin. The teacher grins a bit and goes back to typing on their open laptop.

You then pull out homework.

“Where did you move from?”

You tell him.

“That’s not far…” he mused and you nod.

“Has it always been one parent?”

“Divorce.” you answer in a small voice as you fly through the homework. You just did not feel like doing it later.

“Where are you going to college?”

You pause your writing and look up at him with a pitiful expression. He’s amused by this.

“I really don’t want to talk about all of that right now.”

You’ve heard enough of it at home.

“May I ask why?” he asks.

“It’s just..Not my priority right now, alright? I…” you say and look down to the pencil that’s clutched in your hand, “I don’t even know what I’m going to major in, let alone choose a school.”

“Music.” he says as if it’s very obvious.

“I’m afraid it’s not a safe career option.” you say.

His eyebrows furrowed a bit, “Why isn’t it?”

“I guess my lovely parent has nightmares of me being a homeless but talented musician.” you mutter. This makes him laugh a bit.

Walking side by side in the halls, he stops before the cafeteria is in view.

“Skip your lesson.”

You whip around at him as if he was crazy. He just plainly stared at you.

“Why on Earth would you ask me to do that?” you ask.

“We can work on your song for your competition recording.”

“That’s why I going to my lessons.” you say and nudge his arm.

“I can teach you superb notes to play. Something that isn’t repetitive.” he insisted.

“You don’t even know the song I’m playing.” you say.

The people you sit with at lunch walks past, questions that you know you will have to answer to at the table, is painted on their faces.

“Tell me.”

You tell him.

He shakes his head slightly, showing disapprovement.

“Come on..That’s elementary for your skill level.”

“Yeah, yeah, whatever. I’m not skipping my lesson. Plus, I don’t want to get trouble when I’m supposed to be there and I don’t show up because I was getting my own special lesson from you.” you say and you walk away at that.

They did ask what you two were talking about.

“We had to work together in science today. It’s nothing.” you wave off.

A new chapter was taught in history. In the dark room that was lit up from the teacher’s screen, showing what needed to be wrote down, the class took notes. Jasper was back in his seat in the back of the class.

You slid your coat on and watched as Edward stood in front of you. He did something that surprised you.

He extends his arms and zips your coat up for you. You blinked.

“Thanks.”

He only nods.

“Here to convince me?” you poke at him.

“It seems you have your mind made up.” he says.

He tells you goodbye as you walk to the car that your parent was in.

As they drive, you notice that you’re going in the direction of your home, not to the place where the lesson was held.

“Where are you going?” you ask.

“We have to talk.” they tell you.

“Okay..”

“I feel like we should pull back from lessons-“

“What?”

“Y/N, sit back.” they say as they take a glance at you.

“No.” you say. They give you a look. You sit back.

“Why? Why are you doing this to me?” you ask desperately.

“You need to be more focused on what you’re going to do with your life.”

You cross your arms as you felt like you were going to cry.

“I know what I’m going to do with my life…Just please don’t take this away from me. Please!” you beg.

“What are you majoring in?” they ask as you both come to a stop at a red light.

You didn’t have an answer. You couldn’t blurt out an answer because they will hold you to it.

“See? Maybe this summer we can put you back in but for right now-“

“This summer?! That’s like…” you quickly count on your fingers, “Five months from now! What am I going to do until then?”

“Study. Really get down into what you are going to go to school for. If you’re going in my profession, I can start pulling some strings now but otherwise, get some letters of recommendations ready so you’re not scrambling all around last minute. Then, we gotta start doing tours of schools. There’s a lot to be done Y/N and now’s the time to start getting prepared. You can always tinker around with your piano once your business is taken care of.”

You slump back in your seat and let the rest of the lecture go in one ear and out the other. It was completely unfair.

You press down on your keyboard sadly as you couldn’t think of giving it up.

You barely spoke in the morning as you got dropped off at school. Your parent still wished you a good day. You were planning to have the most terrible day.

“How was your lesson?” Edward asks as you shoved your belongings in the locker and slam it shut.

“No more lessons until the summer. Yay me.” you say and storm off. He keeps up.

“Why?”

“Because.” you huff out angrily, “Because..Apparently it’s only pleasure and not at all business.”

“I’m sorry..” he says.

You give him a quizzical look, “Why are you apologizing?”

He opens and closes his mouth and opens it again, “It’s unfortunate..”

You nod and start to go inside of the classroom but his hand touches the hand that was at your side. You look at him.

“We can practice after school.”

You shake your head.

“Nah..”

“Why not? Isn’t that what you want?” he asks.

“It is but…You’ve done enough as it is.” you tell him.

You felt his eyes watch as you walk to your seat and sit down.

Quizzes were passed back. You read the score.

“6/10”

Your teacher leans down to quietly speak to you, “I know you can do better than that.”

You nod.

Your acting skills were then put to the test when your lab partner gushed to you about why they missed the day before. A college tour.

The teacher walks in and everybody has a seat and new notes on the new lesson were taken.

Edward walked to the spot you two always sit, in the back of the library but you walked in another direction.

You needed time to think. You sat by yourself as you stuck your headphones in and listened to music quietly.

You felt a hand touch your shoulder.

Taking them out, you look up to find Edward.

“Study hall is over.”

You rise and he actually waits as you gather your things.

“Kind of sucks you are a year below me. You have more time to figure things out, if you haven’t already.” you say. A small grin appears on his face, “What makes you think I might have things figured out?”

You take a quick look at him as you both walk in the halls, “You just look it.”

“Look it?”

“Yeah. Like…You have yourself together.”

“Like I have myself together.” he mused.

“Correct.”

“What else do I look like?”

You chuckle a bit, “You just…I don’t know you just seem mature. Especially for your age.”

“I’m mature for my age?”

“Are you just gonna repeat everything I say?” you ask with a smile.

“Maybe..” he says and the brunette that you have seen around, looks in both of your direction. She prolongs her eye contact before books slide out of her hands.

You watch as a boy eagerly picks them up. You look to see that Edward was watching the scene unfold right with you.

You then continue walking.

“She’s not my friend.”

That’s what played in your head. You don’t know why it stuck out to you but it kept replaying as you ate your lunch.

“I wonder if he’s lying.” you thought in your head but you then wondered why you even cared if he was or not. It’s not like you liked him or anything. You just thought he had a good looking face.

“Is Edward Cullen dating Bella Swan?” you couldn’t help but blurt out at the table.

A girl next to you looks at you with a snigger, “As if. I’m surprised a Cullen is even talking to you.”

“Why?” you ask.

“They talk to no one. They would be freaks if they were ugly. That’s what makes them so interesting. Rich, smart, good looking, good family, but they never talked to anyone here.”

“Edward talked to Bella.” you point out.

“Yeah for like a second. Then, it went back to him being to himself.”

“Really?”

“Yeah. She almost got crushed by some van and apparently he was there beside her when it happened.”

So, that’s why they were both at the hospital. That’s why the nurses commented on it being hectic that day.

“Huh.” you replied in thought.

“Yup. Some kid named Tyler who couldn’t control his own van. The van was skidding down ice and everything. She’s so lucky she didn’t get crushed. The paramedics came and everything.”

“Wow. I came right after all of the excitement.” you comment and laughs circled around the table.

You felt a nudge after you walked out of the cafeteria.

You look and display a grin.

“Hey, Alice.”

“Hey, you.” she says and she’s skipping at your side, linking her arm with yours.

“Wanna come over after school?”

You sigh a bit, “I really wish I could. I got a lot of work to do.”

“You do? It was a pretty relaxed day, at least for me.” she says.

It felt like she caught you in a lie.

“It-Its not homework. Honestly..Can I be honest?” you ask. She nods as she encouraged you. You wanted to say what was on your mind but you couldn’t form the words. You opted for something else instead.

“I don’t think I can come over today. I have to start researching for schools. I don’t feel like hearing another lecture.” you say in a tone that screamed pity.

She smiles a bit, “Why don’t we do so together? I might need ideas.”

“Darn you.” you say with a slight point, “Why do you have to have an answer for anything?”

She laughs as Jasper says hello to you. You both walk into the classroom together after you greet him back.

In your last class of the day, you let your parent know that you won’t be needing a ride home.

Edward was there when you came out of the classroom. You nod a greeting.

“Alice told me you’re coming over.” he says as you both walk to your locker.

“Yeah.”

“What changed your mind?”

You open your locker and don’t say anything.

“She asked me. We are researching schools together.”

He snorts. You look at him.

“Alice had her school picked out since forever.”

“So she lied?” you deadpanned.

“I wouldn’t say she lied. You said you wanted to research schools. She offered to do so together. She can still research schools with you even with her own picked out.”

You shrug on your coat and your coat is zipped up from him. He opens his hand. You look at it. You watch as it moves towards your backpack and he eventually holds it in his hand.

You place your hands in your pocket.

“You never wear one.” you observed.

He doesn’t say anything.

Sitting at the family computer, you were bored. You were more interested in Alice’s conversation than the descriptions of what a school was offering on the big screen.

“Fashion?”

She nods.

“You’re so lucky your parents are letting you major in that.” you say.

Her eyebrows furrowed a bit, “You have your music.”

“Yeah but..” you then shake your head, “Not to go get a degree for. I’ve been told, it’s pretty much useless.”

“Nonsense!” she says.

“Exactly.” you sigh out.

“She can’t take lessons anymore.” you hear Edward’s voice speaks out.

“What?!”

You giggle at her outburst.

“Y/N, I’m sorry.” she says.

“You weren’t the one who took it away from me. I will be okay.” you say.

Jasper comes into the computer room, peeking his head in.

“Alice are you ready?”

“Coming.” she says and turns back to you and gives you a quick hug before following him out.

“Where are you going?” you ask.

“We’re visiting a..Family member. Edward..Are you coming?”

You watch him shake his head.

“See you.” Alice says and grabs Jasper’s hand.

The room was silent and you scroll a bit before looking at Edward who was watching you.

“Why didn’t you go?” you ask.

“Didn’t want to.” he says. You nod and look back at the screen.

“You said you wanted to hear me play.” he says.

“Uh huh.” you say.

“Come on.” he says and you see that he’s leaving out. You exit out of the browser and follow him.

He pats the spot next to him on the bench. You sit as you concentrate on his fingers.

It was like an orgasm for your ears. Your eyes were stuck to his fingers. His fingers moved with such speed and precision. The music that produced from him and his piano was the most loveliest sound that your ears had ever heard.

When the song was over, he played around with some notes. It reminded you of a hotel lobby.

“I’m not ready at all.” you whisper.

“What?” he asks with a small chuckle.

“There’s definitely going to be people who play like that.”

“I doubt it.” he quietly but confidently says.

You don’t say anything and you press on the weighted key with one finger.

“Do you want me to teach you that song?” he asks.

You look at him with wide eyes.

“What song?” you ask. He chuckles again.

“The song I just played.”

“Yeah, right.”

“It is a competition. It’s about being the best.” he says.

You shrug a bit.

“When’s the deadline?”

“Next month.”

He nods, “Okay. That should give us enough time.”

“I didn’t say yes.”

“But you want to.”

You retract your hand from the keys.

“How did you get so good?” you question.

“Years and years of practice.”

“You…Not to give you a big head, but you play very good. Like, better than some composers I’ve heard.”

He smiles as he looked at the keys.

“You let me teach you, you’ll win. What’s the prize? Money? Scholarship? What?”

“Money but, I don’t really care about it. I just wanted to be able to have the experience of winning something like that…I want to be able to say, well hopefully say, ‘I won that.’” you admit. He doesn’t say anything but you can tell he soaked in your words. You look away from his gaze.

“You do that a lot.”

“Do what?” you ask and glide your finger across the keys one time.

“You don’t like looking at me.” he says.

You pause your movements.

“What do you mean?” you ask quietly.

“I mean that you don’t like looking at me. You look away from me all the time.”

You shrug, “I’ve never noticed.”

“You’re not even looking at me now.”

You breathe of a small laugh but you still don’t meet his eyes.

“That doesn’t mean I don’t like looking at you.”

“Do you like looking at me?”

“I don’t…Know.” you answer honestly.

“I like looking at you when I’m talking to you.”

You don’t say anything. You instead shift a bit in your bench. You slowly look to him and his expression is warm but he took in your face. His eyes moved about subtly as you both blinked at each other.

You look away with a small but breathy chuckle.

“You did it again.” he says.

“We didn’t talk.” you reply.

“We’re talking right now.”

“You’re intense..” you comment.

“Is that bad?”

“I don’t know.” you answer honestly.

He taught you the beginning part. He made you do it over and over and advised you to practice when you got home. It definitely was a challenge.

“Thank you teacher Edward.” you joke.

He zipped your coat up and smiled, “You’re a very good student.”

You walk out of his house and you look to him, “You zip my coat up but you never thought to zip yours up?”

“I’m not cold.”

“Edward, are you sick in the head or something?”

He laughs. Laughs as if it was a joke made by a comedian.

He opens the car door up and you sit in the car.

He drops you off and before you get out, “Can I pick you up tomorrow?”

Your backpack is in your lap and you say, “It’s fine. You and your siblings have been good to me. I won’t ask you to do too much.”

“It’s not too much on my part, Y/N.” he says and the look on his face was sincere. You just nod.

Over dinner, you had to explain yourself.

“We were studying.”

“Did you study for schools?”

You groan as you set your fork down.

“Yes. I did.”

“Okay. What school?”

“I want to major in music.”

Their own fork clatters as they look at you.

“Y/N. We are not having this talk again.”

“It’s my passion.” you say.

“I know that-“

“Do you? I don’t want to work a job where I’m unhappy.” you say as you poke at your food.

“I don’t think you should hang around that boy anymore.”

“Really?” you ask.

“It’s like you’re distracted.”

“How? My homework’s done, I’m doing what you’re asking, please don’t strip my entire life from me.”

They don’t say anything.

You worked your fingers with your keyboard with your headphones plugged in.

Newfound determination came out as you practiced.

So that’s how it went.

He would pick you up from school, walk you to your classes, you would look up in science as you worked with your lab partner and catch him staring, and he would walk you to his car after school.

You both worked together on the song he was teaching you. He was mature with his criticism. It felt like you were in an actual lesson and he was an actual teacher. He knew his stuff.

You felt yourself improve each day. Your time at the Cullens lengthened to the point, you wondered how come you never seen them eat dinner.

The sky was darkened, mostly due to the ending of daylight savings time and you sat quiet in the passenger seat.

“What’s wrong?”

You look to him focused on the road and you shake your head, “Nothing’s wrong.”

“You haven’t said anything since we left my house.” he says.

“Just…I’m just…Do you and your family eat?” you blurt out.

You watch as his lip curled up in amusement.

“Yes. We eat.”

“You guys must eat really late.”

“Yeah.”

“What’s your favorite food?” you ask.

“You wouldn’t like it…I’m a vegetarian.”

You eyed him but didn’t say anything else.

You reach for the door but he calls your name.

“Yeah?” you answer.

He’s hesitant, but he forces it out, “Next week, after we record your solo, can I take you to dinner?”’

“As…Friends?” you ask.

“Whatever you want.”

“I’ll think about it.” you say with a smile. He formed his own as he watched you walk inside your home.

It was surprising. You dreamed about playing the piano. You dreamed about playing the piano with Edward.

You yawned a little as you felt him put an arm around you as you both walked the halls.

“You didn’t get sleep?”

“Not really.” you say quietly and looked at his limp hand that was attached to the arm that was around you.

At lunch, the question was dropped like a bomb.

“Are you and Edward dating?”

“No. We’re just friends.” you say casually as you bit into your lunch.

Giggles circled and you furrowed your eyebrows, “What?”

It was a study hall day, you and Edward sat really close to each other in the back of the library.

“People are thinking we are dating.” you say with a straight face.

He slowly grinned.

“I heard that too.” he says.

“I don’t want you to think I’m trying to make our friendship weird. I really appreciate all that you’re doing for me. Same with Alice and everyone else.” you say.

“So, have you thought about what I asked you?” he asks and you look down from his eyes.

“Um..Not really. I’ve been too tired…To really think.” you say.

“If you don’t want to, just say no.” he says.

“When I say I don’t know, it means I’m not sure if I want to or not.”

“What makes you so unsure?”

You just stare at your hands.

“Why did you give me that song out of all songs?” you ask, changing the subject.

He notices but goes along with it, “It reminds me of you. It fits you.”

“Whatever that means.” you say with a slight chuckle.

“It’s true.” he answered.

The week went by fast. Too fast.

It was the weekend. He waited outside of your home as you got into his car on an early afternoon.

You aimed the camera at you as it stood up tall on the camera stand.

You wring your fingers a bit before looking at him. His hands are in his pockets as he looked at you.

“I’m..Kinda nervous. This never happened before.” you admit.

“Just pretend you’re in your room by yourself.”

You nod and walk to the piano.

He stands by, ready to hit record.

You roll your shoulder back before positioning yourself and gave him a slight nod to let him know that you were ready.

He gave you a small thumbs up and you play with determination.

You surprised yourself as you owned the keys on the grand piano. You were thankful that he let you use his. The weighted keys were pressed down as the musical sounds filled the room. Your eyes followed your fingers and you were focused. The nervousness that you felt earlier rolled off of you by each second.

When you were finished, you look up to see a small smile and a small clap.

“You hit it right on the nose.”

“Thanks.” you say as you scratch the back of your neck.

Nothing was said as you scooted off of the bench and walk to the camera that was currently in his hands.

“I thought about it.” you say. He meets your eyes.

“Thought about what?”

“We can…Sit down for dinner. Thank you for letting me use your piano.”

“I told you, you were free to use it.” he says but his smile didn’t fade as he broke down the camera stand.

You nod and sit on the sofa as you watch the video of you.

“Are you proud of yourself?” he asks.

A small smile formed, “Yes.”

The rest of the Cullens made conversation with you as you lounged in their home.

You found out that they had traveled to different cities. They had great stories to tell.

You noticed they all had the same eye color. Questions ran deep.

Edward reached and opened the door for you as you walk in.

“Table for two.” he holds up two fingers.

You stare at his glass of water, untouched.

“This smells really good.” you say as the waiter sets your plate down. “Are you sure you’re not ordering anything?” you ask.

“I’m okay. I ate a big breakfast.”

As you chewed slowly, you began to think.

You swallow.

“Edward…Do you…Have an eating disorder?” you ask quietly.

“No.” he says with a smile. A bit of relief forms in you but you’re still confused.

“I’ve been with you almost all day and not once have I seen you eat. Or your family.”

“We just…Have a special diet is all. But really, I’m okay. I ate right before I picked you up.”

You nod.

Valentine’s day rolled around. People walked the halls with small teddy bears and candy from their own relationships.

You open your locker with your coat in hand.

The teddy bear was as big as the space in your locker. You look to Edward. He looks to you.

“This from you?” you ask. He nods.

You hold it up with two hands. The smile stretched across your face.

You set it back in your locker. You hug him. He hugged you back.

“You shouldn’t have.” you say to him with a grin.

“Do you like it?”

“Yes. I love it. Thank you.” you say. Your eyes then look about and you see people are walking past and staring.

“Is there something on me?” you ask in a whisper. You don’t remember dropping toothpaste on your clothes that morning.

“No.” he says with a slight chuckle.

You close your locker after making sure the bear was safe.

“Then, why are people staring?” you ask in another whisper.

You both start to walk and he puts his hand around your back and places his hand on your arm to pull you close, “They’re just curious. You have nothing to worry about.”

A dance was coming up in May.

You had no plans of going. That’s all your lunch table talked about.

“It’s girls ask guys. Are you asking Edward?”

“No. I don’t even want to go.”

“What?!” the entire table asks.

You shrug.

“You’re just going to do nothing but sit in your room?”

“Whatever.” you say as you playfully roll your eyes.

“We have no lessons today.” you say as Edward wasn’t going in the direction of your home.

“I know.” he says. You sit back in your seat.

You sat next to him on his couch in your room after you both finished homework.

“You don’t have a bed?” you ask as you noticed something missing.

He looked around.

You looked around with him.

“Are you going to the dance?” he asks changing the subject.

You look to him and shake your head.

“Why not?” he genuinely asks. You shrug, “We’re just going to be seeing the same people that we see everyday but just in different clothes.”

He chuckles at that.

“It’s your high school experience.”

“If you want me to ask you, just say that.” you say with a grin.

The look that displayed on his face make your heart thump, making you almost retract your statement due to nervousness.

“I want you to ask me.”

“Do we…Go as friends?” you ask.

“We could.”

“Okay.”

He gets up and holds out his hands.

You eyed him as you get up as well, placing your hands in his cool ones.

“Does it bother you that your hands are cold?” you ask.

He shakes his head, “I’m used to it.”

His thumbs brush the back of your hands that made you let out a small breath, you look up to him. He was looking down at your hands but slowly looks up into your eyes.

Soon, he keeps one of your hands in his and placed one of his hands on your back.

“What are you doing?” you ask as you grinned.

He twirled you as if you both had done this time and time again.

“We should practice.”

You both slow danced and you both were amused.

He gave you a hug when you were about to unlock your front door.

“You should get in your car. You will get sick.”

“I’ll be okay.” he says near your neck.

Weeks rolled by slowly. Your dreams were consisting of more and more of Edward. You seen him basically everyday. Even on weekends.

You sat up late in the night. Your heart thudded.

You dreamed that you both kissed. Your mind was distracted.

You stopped raising your hand in class. It was as if he infected your mind to only think of him.

The teachers took notice.

At lunch, your friends invite you to Port Angeles for clothes shopping for the dance.

As you waited for one friend to get out of the dressing room, you thought about changing your mind.

It was to the point where your heart started to race when you were near him. Even when you thought of him.

Your first acceptance letter that came in the mail made your parent let off of your back.

“See? This is a great school too.” they say with a pat on your back. You nod.

You received an email. Stating that you won. You blinked at it.

You gasp and run to your parent.

“I won!”

“Won what? A scholarship?” they ask.

“No. The piano competition. I won.”

“Oh. That’s nice.” they say.

“I’m getting a check in the mail soon.”

“Good. You can put it towards your schooling to get the things that you need.” they start to stay on that topic. You tuned them out.

You nervously pace as you clicked on his contact. One ring.

“Hello?”

“Thank you. Thank you so much.” you just say.

“You’re welcome….What did I do?”

“I won.” you say with a smile. He congratulated you, telling you that he knew you had it in you.

“I’m not coming to school tomorrow.” he tells you.

“Oh. Why?”

“Family emergency. I’ll see you after though.”

“Okay.”

It was like you were in a daze. The entire family did not show up. The teacher’s words morphed together. It was as if you were in a time warp.

You hugged the large teddy bear that he had given you when you got home. You didn’t know if you were going crazy but it freshly smelled like him. The bear rested right under your nose.

The weekend came and he calls you.

“I want to take you somewhere.”

“Okay.” you tell him.

The meadow was beautiful. You had to tell yourself to breathe. You felt his cool hand interlaced with yours and you let him tug you.

“How do you find something like this?” you ask.

“I like to explore.” he says quietly.

He pulled you to him as he took both of your hands. He looked down at you.

He brings you in closer with both arms around your shoulders, you look up to him.

“I have to tell you something.” he says quietly. You nod.

His gaze burns into yours, “I don’t want to go to the dance as friends.”

“That’s okay…I didn’t really want to go anyway.” you say. He chuckles softly before shaking his head. He then straighten out his facial expression.

“I still want to go with you. Together.” he confirmed.

“As in…?”

He only blinked as he peered down at you. You look away as you notice that you two were in a tight embrace.

The next day, he knocked on your door.

You let him in with a grin.

You both hug. You then take his hand and your parent allowed you to go with him and his family to play baseball.

“Isn’t it going to rain?” they ask him as Edward zipped your coat up.

“We’re trying to stick a game in before it does.” he answered. He takes your hand and you’re following him to his car.

In the clearing area, the sounds of thunder was from the sky.

Alice grins, “It’s time.”

You thought that you were dreaming. There was just no way an average person could leap that high or run that fast. You had no words. You were very impressed and entertained.

The soft drizzle of rain dropped down as Alice threw the ball with a fast whizz. You heard thunder but instead of quick flashes of lightening strikes, you look up in the sky and see Edward and Emmett slam into each other. They’re on the ground laughing.

Alice throws, Rosalie is at the plate and cracks the ball with the bat. Once again, the loud struck of thunder surrounds the field but you knew it came from them.

“Y-you’re out.” you tell Rosalie. She gets up and whispered, “You could’ve let me slide with that one.”

“Cheating! You’re out!” Emmett says with a joyous grin. She flashed him an annoyed look.

“It’s just a game, babe!” he says.

You shrug with a soft smile as you help her brush the dirt off of her pants.

Jasper steps to the plate next and flips his bat impressively. Alice throws the ball and Jasper hits it and you watch as her eyes suddenly grow big.

Alice yells a time out that captured everyone’s attention. Before you knew it, your arm was grabbed by Edward as the family circled around you. It was as if they were hiding you.

“Let’s go.” Edward says to you.

“It’s too late. They were leaving when they heard us.” Alice whispered in slight panic.

You heard Alice hiss out in a whisper, “Cover Y/N’s scent.”

“Scent?” you wondered in your mind.

“You’re okay. Just stay quiet, okay?” he whispered to you, to calm you down. You nod slowly.

You look up to Edward looking at you out of the corner of his eye as he glued his hand into yours. You look down, his foot taps a steady rhythm. You wondered why he did it.

You hear Carlisle speak.

“Thank you.”

You peek and see three figures standing in front of the Cullens.

“I’m Laurent, this is Victoria and this is James.”

“I’m Carlisle and this is my family.” Carlisle says as gestures with his hands.

Laurent greets everyone.

You watch as Edward glared at someone. You didn’t want to look who it was.

“So…Could you use more players?”

There was hesitance and Laurent smiles, “Just one game.” he says with one finger up.

“Oh, alright. A few of us were leaving so you can take their spot.” Carlisle says and throws the ball back to Laurent. The girl however, Victoria, caught it with such insane reflex, you held back a gasp.

Slowly, Edward tugs you away. The family moved with his movements. Carlisle kept them talking. The rain started to pour more heavily.

Edward practically threw you in the car and he was already starting the engine before you could click your seatbelt in. You watch as the others form into a game.

He drives in silence.

“I shouldn’t have brought you here. I’m sorry.”

You do nothing but stare at him.

He dropped you back off at home.

“I’m sorry, Y/N.” he says again as the rain poured down behind him. You both stood in front of the front door.

“We have to talk.”

“Okay.” he says with a nod.

You give him one last look before shutting the door behind you. The rain poured much heavier. You stare out of the window.

Hours went by. Your phone rings. You answer.

“Do you want to talk?”

You watch your wall, “Yes.”

“Okay.”

“Just tell me the truth Edward…Your family are like…Superheroes or something. They jump really high, run really fast, super fast reflexes, and you all have the same eye color. Those people..In the field, their eyes were red.”

There was silence before he spoke again, “You’re right.”

“What are you?” you ask. You felt like crying. It felt scary in a way.

“I don’t want to tell you over the phone. I want to see you when I tell you.” he whispered.

You set the phone down and cover your eyes with your hand.

“Y/N? Are you there?”

“Yes.” you say after you pick your phone back up.

He doesn’t say anything else.

“Edward….We can’t see each other anymore.” you say softly.

“Y/N..I promise to tell you everything…Just not now. Please?”

“How long do you want me to wait? I just want the truth. I’ve been truthful to you.”

“You have. I just don’t want to mess this up…Us up..I really like you.”

“I like you too….But..I’m afraid all things that we like might not be good for us.”

“Y/N.” he begged.

His tone made you breathe in.

“What did Alice mean by my scent? Why were you hiding me from the red eyed people? Are they dangerous?”

“Yes. They’re very dangerous. Your scent would’ve enticed them.”

“What does that mean?” you ask softly, trying to gain understanding.

He lets out a frustrated sigh, “I want to tell you everything in person.”

“But we will be at school. Our time will be limited.”

“Can I come over?”

“What?” you ask as you never snuck in a boy before. It was almost midnight.

“I’ll sneak through your window. I won’t make a sound. I will answer everything truthfully. I promise. I…Just don’t want us to be apart.”

You think for a moment. You wondered what could go wrong. He’s patient on the line. As long as you’re on the line, he was okay.

“You promise you will answer everything?” you ask.

“Cross my heart, hope to die.”

The statement made you chuckle a bit before he joins you.

You hang up with your head spinning. In a way, you thought back to things and how things used to be. You didn’t know if things were ever going to be the same. You were a bit scared of the soon to be answers to your soon to be questions. Not knowing what to expect, you just unlock your window without opening it. You then have a seat on your bed and hug the teddy bear that he had given you tight to your chest.

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