#PHYSICALLY ILL

[agathasslutt]

imagine…

when silco and vander were close (found brothers, brothers in arms, lovers, whatever you want), even though silco didn’t let his emotions take hold of him often, he would occasionally have night terrors. whether it be about his parents, the mines, some kind of revolution, etc. and every time he had one, vander would help him through it, would practice some kind of breathing exercise, and silco would calm down.

after the river, silco often had nightmares, waking up in a pool of sweat that only furthered the dream of drowning. when he awoke from those, he was gasping for air since he had been choked in his nightmare so he needed something to help calm him down. and even though vander wasn’t there anymore, and he couldn’t go to him for help, nor did he want to, the one thing that stuck with him was the breathing exercise.

so just imagine, even though silco didn’t want to see vanders face because of how fresh the fear was, he looked to the version of vander he used to know in order to be comforted.

[niamhlavellan]

[sagemelons]

this hobie brainrot isn’t funny anymore it’s been MONTHS anytime i see any media w him im just like—

LIKE BRO PLEASE AHHH I NEED HIM ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY I WANT TO CHEW HIM LIKE A DOG TOY

DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND ITS PHYSICALLY FUCKING W ME PLEASE

ok thanks for coming to my ted talk 🫶🏾🫧

[lovemug16]

I had come to a horrifying realization that.. in order to practice solider, especially for my plans in the future, I also had to... draw what was under his helmet....

Many trials and errors. And even now i can't say this is what I'll be going with 100%

But it's a start. This was kinda like.. making sure I had a good head shape and could do different expressions with that head shape

[h8crimesmd]

society if house had told wilson he loved him in the car in s8

[iolite-moodboards]

8/25/2024 - today's moodboard is sponsored by; healing and wellness because it keeps getting worse

[caty3440]

they're watching hit movie mamma mia 2!

[no-demons-in-wonderland]

I desperately need a vacation from my body and mind. Sleep just doesn't feel the same. I wake up more tired than when I fell asleep, more sore and nauseous. Chronic fatigue is gonna end me. I can't catch up, my brain feels like it's running nonstop. My body still can't tell me what it needs. My CRPS still hasn't ended with amputation. My hEDS is barely treatable. There's so much more too.

Nothing I have can be cured.

Being autistic is hard, being autistic with severely debilitating chronic illnesses makes it feel impossible.

I'm just so damn tired.

[unrelatabledude]

[dinoari]

'Tell me that you know,' said Will, 'what I am, what I-'

'I know,' said James

'Tell me you don't care,' said Will.

'I don't care,' said James

[rotpretty]

spiralling spiralling spiralling spiralling spiralling

[swiftie-as-a-coursing-river]

I think Fresh Out the Slammer is gonna be the third and final part to the Getaway Car/Cruel Summer trilogy and I’m absolutely not ready for it

[thefirstnoel84]

As I had time to process the events of yesterday I'm psychically ill and very disappointed in Luke I can't wrap my head around what has occurred I know I cannot support Him and A if they really are together I mean if he was with her all of last year then way be flirty with your costars,why would you keep staring at her breast and do certain things on the carpet like seriously that isn't how a boyfriend would act

[flunkett]

WHAT THE HELL I FEEL SICK

[andr3yvishn3vsky]

Years will pass and I will never understand, why, just why, there's only 2 sides when it comes to my illness? Some of you immediately start to pity and pamper me, treat me as if I barely understand something, while the other consists of people who are almost the same as the 1st type, but these are trying to do it differently, trying to look caring and understandable, but in the end they are almost the same. And also, since when the phrase "I'm not letting my illness stop me." Became something ablestic? No, I don't want to treat myself as a snowflake. I don't want to do something less, because YOU think that I'll have a flare up. Flare ups are only MY and MINE DEAL, NOT YOURS. I don't want to sit and whine about how fragile my body is. This only makes me look WEAK. Since when I need to work less, just because I'm ill? Maybe I WANT to work?? Maybe I CAN work?? Maybe, it is YOU the one who sees only code in my med card?!

[starfilled-galaxy]

Hi Tumblr I understand this is not exactly the best site for health advice however mom never fucking does anything when we talk to her about this shit so uhhh ?? Help??? Any idea what this could be or how to make it go away??

And from yesterday:

This has happened a few times before and it's so awful and I don't know what to do

We've been told to see a doctor by our friends several times atp but I can't because mom won't listen to us....