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all you really need to make a good first impression on the ceo's grandson is for him to have suffered a year of solitary confinement
#auri de riva#lace harding#lucanis dellamorte#datv#dragon age#my art#harding and auri are besties bc#the options were 'become besties' or 'kill each other'#does this need spoiler tags? ehh#dav spoilers#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#trying out all caps. thinking all caps might be the way of the future. in that it’s slightly less of a pain in the ass to make legible
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*Inhale*
I JUST NEED JEKYLL AND HYDE TO BE OK, I NEED THE LODGERS AND LANYON TO BE UNDERSTANDING, I NEED THEM TO UNDERSTAND HE NEVER ENDANGERED THE SOCIETY AND HE HAD DEPRESSION, I NEED HIS SEXUALITY TO NOT BE FORCIBLY OUTED IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE SOCIETY INDIRECTLY VIA HIS CONNECTION TO HYDE, I NEED PEOPLE TO QUIT BEING NOSY ABOUT HIS PRIVATE LIFE, I NEED HYDE AND JEKYLL TO GET ALONG, I NEED LANYON AND HYDE TO BE WORKING ON A RELATIONSHIP, I NEED JEKYLL AND LANYON TO BE HAPPY AND IN LOVE, I NEED THE LODGERS TO UNDERSTAND AND ACCEPT HYDE AS A WHOLE PERSON AND AN INDAVIDUAL, AND I NEED EVERYTHING HAPPY AND PEACEFUL, AND NO MORE PEOPLE BEING MAD AT JEKYLL AND NO MORE OF HIM HAVING THE WORST LUCK OF ANY HUMAN ALIVE!
*Exhale*
Ok, sorry, just needed to get that outta my system :)
#the newest page is great and i am iN PAIN!#THIS CHAPTER HAS BEEN THE WORST/BEST RIDE#the glass scientists#glass scientists#yeah that about sums my emotions up#i likely misspelled some things but it is not my fault that spellcheck don't work on all caps.
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I had a sketch of Presso that was sitting in the chamber of my digital drawings for god knows how long, so, I decided that, hey!!! Maybe I should finish it!!!
#bittensketches#'presso (papyrus)#utmv#he's so underrated#it's actually criminal#that pain au chocolat is probably the best thing I've drawn all year no cap
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do you think the writers are being too slow revealing what happened with wukong and macaque? like should the full story been revealed in s4
That's very subjective!
For me personally, I'm totally fine with how it's played out. We get enough tidbits every season/developments with their dynamic that I'm pretty content. I also just think that when the time comes, how they choose to reveal that information to us (and especially to MK) will have optimal impact!
Idk, I just think it's going to work out you know
#but maybe it's not pacing that works for you and that's fine#the experience of pacing is subjective by nature#alright *puts on conspiracy cap*#to me it seems like they're wanting to throw another wrench into MK and Wukong's relationship next season#s4 was so heavily focused on Wukong's flawed past and there was a lot of buildup about his and mac's relationship in the s4 special#and then s5 had a lot of weird hints/info#specially with the stone/nine or whatever#and that weird wukong nuwa framing in 5x08#And 5x01 kinda lampshading Wukong knowing about MK + his reincarnated friends#Like feels weird don't it#(WHICH. He could totally have not known about MK. But I still wanna learn more about why he wanted a student in the first place)#There are so many directions next season could go#But the direction I hope for most is really continuing 5x04 stuff#Like idk I personally feel like we didn't fully unpack Monkey MK. In certain aspects anyhow#And it's like omg 2 seasons later and we finally resolved the to pain scene!!!#But we haven't really resolved like. ''Hurting the people who care about you the most'' aspect of it. The 3x10 and 4x08 parallel#So like the hurting each other angle. The nature of 5x04's resolution is that you have to work at it every day *twirls hair*#Kinda like how at the end of the s4 special ''leaving things a little better than you found it'' hadn't resolved everything being to pain#So now ''even if it all leads to pain that pain is ours!'' hasn't resolved how you hurt the people you love#And with MK using the crown on Wukong#And now that Mac V SWK backstory seems close at hand#Seems all very set up for that theme you know#I'm a believer#this has been imp's tag rant#lmk#lego monkie kid#shadowpeach#asks#anon#lmk theme: hurt
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#RPG Maker#RPGMaker#RPG Maker Showdown#All Caps Title vs All Caps Title#LISA#LISA: The First#LISA: The Painful#LISA: The Joyful#OFF#OFF (game)
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Resident Evil 4 Remake's story is structured like the plot of a romance novel: master post
A few months ago, I wrote up a very quick and dirty outline/explanation of how Resident Evil 4 Remake's story had been restructured from the original game to follow the story beats of a romance novel. At the time, I didn't think it was all that important to explain it super in-depth, but now that more and more people are looking at it, I figured I should probably explain what I mean with each of these beats lmao
1) Call to Adventure / The Meet Cute
All that a meet-cute actually is is the scene in which the characters that the romance is centered around meet for the first time. The intention is to show an initial spark between the characters -- they meet under bizarre/unexpected circumstances and, at some point, both characters become aware of just how significant it is, even if neither says anything about it.
Leon and Ashley's meet-cute starts with her swinging a candelabra at his head and ends with Leon holding her in his arms out in the rain for a period of time that is absolutely too long to be normal for the circumstance. They lock eyes in this moment, and it's meant to be seen as Significant.
2) Refusal of the Call / Rejection of the Relationship
This is the "I'm just imagining things" reaction to the significance of the meet-cute. Both characters treat the spark as though it never happened -- and, usually, it's because there's other external factors influencing their ability or willingness to follow the trail of that spark and see where it goes. Instead of going "Hey, you're cute, can I get your number?" both characters just jump straight to "Well, anyway --" and go back to living their own independent lives apart from each other.
After they both snap out of that weird trance they were in after Leon caught Ashley out the window of the church, he goes right back to treating her like a mission objective, and she just has absolutely no idea what to make of him at all. Ashley spends the next few sections of gameplay in shock and disbelief with lines like "Seriously, this cannot be happening." and "I just wanna go home..." Leon ignores all of her complaints, keeps her moving even when she asks for a break, and doesn't really speak much to her at all other than to bark orders at her.
3) Acceptance of the Quest / Giving the relationship a chance
Something Happens that forces both characters back into each other's lives and/or personal attention, and they both find that they do Like each other, actually -- even if that feeling of "like" isn't anything super significant. It could be something as simple as realizing that they enjoy the other's company and wanting to see/talk to the other more often.
This arguably starts when Leon and Ashley first run into the cabin and Leon puts a comforting hand on her back that he absolutely did did not have to put there -- but it's definitely in full swing after the cabin sequence is over. Personally, I would say that it's the revelation about Ashley having a plaga in her that's the Something that Happens between them. The whole mission starts to become a whole lot more personal, because now it's not just about surviving and escaping -- now it's about making sure that Ashley stays Ashley.
She starts to open up to him more, and he suddenly becomes much warmer towards her, as well. He's quick to reassure her ("I won't let that happen. I promise.") and not only responds to her when she talks, but also begins talking to her unprompted as well.
This is also the first time Leon ever tries hitting on Ashley with the "Seems this isn't your first time running from creeps" line, and it fails spectacularly.
4) Trials and Temptations / Three Dates
This one is probably the one that needed the most explaining LMAO I shouldn't have let this one go. The "three dates" don't have to/usually aren't meant to be actual, literal dates in romance novels. They're just three significant events that happen between the couple that builds and then reinforces their bond. (It also doesn't necessarily have to be three -- some stories only do two, some do five, etc. The point is that Things Are Happening that strengthen the relationship.)
That is why I said that their three "dates" are:
1) Ashley busting the window open after the Mendez boss fight, helping brush the embers off of Leon, and helping to pull him to his feet. This is the first time the two of them actually smile at each other and the first time they start to act as a team.
2) Salazar's introduction ("The girl's just fine. With me."). Leon wants so badly to be that cool guy in an 80s movie who shows up out of nowhere and puts his arm around a beautiful girl and looks at some dickhead harassing her and goes "This guy giving you a hard time, babe?" This is the closest he's ever gotten to and will ever get to being that in his life. He's not cool enough to ever actually be that guy for real.
3) The road to the Water Hall (Leon jumping across the chandeliers + this is the first time the "knight and the princess" allegory is stated) (You could also include the Garrador here, because if you take Ashley down there after the fact, there's special dialogue that happens that's... God, Leon sucks at this whole flirting thing. He just sucks, dude.)
5) Midpoint Crisis / I-need-you-but-can’t-have-you
Everything is going so well... until it isn't anymore. The three dates have given the couple a glimpse of how special and important this relationship could be, which is great -- until it becomes a problem. One of the characters gets freaked out by the intensity of the relationship and pulls back out of fear, because there's something else happening in their life that's bigger than either character and more important to be addressed.
In Leon and Ashley's case, it's Ashley's plaga. Saddler takes control of her briefly and gets a hold of Leon's knife, stabs him, and then threatens to cut her own throat. When his hold over her breaks, she's terrified. She needs Leon now more than ever because of this, but she's more afraid of hurting him than losing herself, so she runs away from him in tears.
6) The Road Back / Pulling Back Together
Basically, the plot forces the couple back together, and -- due to the raw, open vulnerability caused by the Midpoint Crisis -- their bond is stronger than ever. The feelings change from "yeah, I like them" to "I want them." Real intimacy starts to form and build here, because the interest in and attraction to each other is allowed by both characters to be acknowledged. This is usually where the sexual tension starts to really kick into high gear, and the audience is just waiting for that moment when it all breaks open.
This starts with the pep talk that Leon gives Ashley when he finds her again -- which is romantically framed and coded with its imagery and cinematography. It continues through the entire Grand Hall segment, which includes the moment in the game in which Leon is at his boldest in terms of expressing his attraction to her. This is the point in the game in which their relationship is at its most playful. They tease each other and flirt and pass compliments back and forth -- and, for a while, it feels like the two of them are unstoppable and able to take on the world together.
7) The Fall
"The fall" is the shortened version of "The moment they actually fall in love." It's the "oh god, I think I love them" moment. The two characters do not necessarily have to admit to each other that they've experienced "the fall" -- and usually, at least one of them doesn't. But they both experience that moment where it hits them.
We see Ashley "fall" at the start of her gameplay segment, where she takes Leon's earlier words to heart and draws strength from them. ("I won't run. Wait for me, Leon.") He's inspired her to strive to be more than she is, and she embraces the way that he makes her feel, in that moment.
We see Leon "fall" as soon as he catches the key that she tosses down to him. He looks up at her with stars in his eyes and offers to catch her if she jumps down. An interesting detail to note is that this is the first and one of the only times in RE4make that Nick Apostolides reverts to using the tone/voice that he used for Leon in RE2make. It's soft and sweet and gentle as he makes her an offer that has no reason to be made, just for the sake of getting to hold her in his arms again.
And, in order to drive home the point, this all happens during a scene that was framed, shot, and directed to mirror/mimic the balcony scene in Romeo & Juliet.
8) Dark moment / The Break Up
Once again, Something Happens and comes between them -- and this one is way, way worse than the Midpoint Crisis. This isn't "I'm scared to be with you" -- it's "I can't be with you." Hope for the relationship is completely lost, and both characters become overwhelmed in their individual despair.
Verdugo breaks them up physically -- not once, but twice. And that second time involves Leon being forced to watch Ashley endure Salazar's weird "ritual" and be unable to stop it or do anything to help her. He just has to sit with that failure and suffer through it until he's literally thrown away and discarded while Ashley screams his name.
When Leon finally finds Ashley again, we see him confront the one moment in the game when he honestly, truly loses hope. He sits down on the floor at Ashley's bedside, and there's nothing more that he can do than wait for her to wake up. Some part of him has already become convinced that they won't make it out of there alive -- not both of them, at least. Not together. And he's ready to commit suicide as a contingency plan.
9) The Sacrifice
This is the "do or die" moment for the relationship in a romance novel. This is the moment where the decision is made to confront not just the external force keeping them apart, but also the internal flaws that are feeding into that avoidant urge. The couple decides that their desire to be together is stronger and more important than whatever fear or force is holding them back, and though it's terrifying to do it, they stand up for the relationship in the face of opposition.
In RE4make, we see this play out through the sequence in which Leon carries Ashley to Luis's lab and how the two of them, against all physical and mental odds, manage to remove each other's plagas. This is especially emotionally significant for Leon, who says the words out loud: "This time, it has to be different..." He's openly acknowledging that his trauma from Raccoon City is what made him so ready to pull the trigger on himself back in that holding cell. Here, now, he puts his foot down, confronts that trauma, and says "No. I have to beat this."
And he does, even at great physical cost to himself. But the sacrifice was worth it, because it was for her.
10) Declaration
In a very literal sense, it's the declaration of love. It's an outward, spoken confirmation of the bond they share, now that the trial from the Sacrifice has been overcome. Traditionally in romance novels, this happens with the actual words "I love you."
But RE4make isn't a traditional romance novel, and Capcom has an entire fanbase of angry nerds who take fictional relationships too seriously to navigate through. So, instead of an explicit "I love you" what we got instead was an explicit verbal confirmation of their bonded status as a team.
"Hey... We're a team, right?"
"Keep this up? I'll be out of a job."
11) The HEA
"HEA" stands for "Happily ever after."
While I could (and did) say that Leon and Ashley literally ride off into the sunrise together, that does feel disingenuous. Even though it's true and the imagery is there, they don't really have a happily ever after. Not really. This is the only part that's missing from RE4make.
And that's because RE4make isn't just a romance on its own -- it's a fairy tale set inside of a story that's self-aware and knows that fairy tales aren't real. And so both Leon and Ashley wake up from this shared dream of a romance they've been having, as reluctantly as they do, because it's time for them to come back to reality.
Fairy tales aren't real. Romance novels aren't real.
Their feelings are real. But life doesn't work that way. Not for them.
They may not have a happily ever after, but they do have this moment to be together -- and for them, it's enough.
Because it has to be.
#resident evil 4#leon kennedy#ashley graham#eagleone#meta analysis#THIS TOOK ME AN EMBARRASSINGLY LONG TIME TO WRITE#i thought i'd just whip this up real fast after work#BRO SHIT TOOK ME LIKE FOUR HOURS NO FOOLIES#mostly because i had to take all my fantasy mods off and then go back and re-cap all of these scenes with the defaults on#pain in my ass#so i hope ppl fuckin appreciate this!!!!#the next time someone asks you why/how eagleone is canon#just light this son of a bitch on fire and throw it at their head
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gettin ready for summer :D
#she needs a swimming cap for all that hair because it would be a PAIN to be swimming around with the hair in her face n everything#my art#art#Brittany#my oc#oc art#have a nice day/evening
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#tw for mention of puking again#woke up at 3 something a.m. with the puking and the diarrhea and the pain in rounds and it continued for the next four hours#I didn’t actually go all the way down to liquids for more than a day I went back to soft solids#well. soft solids said nope we’re gonna not be digested#and to cap it all off humorously#the pain was way worse than any time before because of how sore and already worn out my back and ribcage muscles were#from the muscle shifting work I’ve done the past few days#and I could NOT figure out why the pain was SO bad I was near tears for long periods of time#when I took a pain pill about my jaw and back at like. 9 p.m.#well in the very last round. there was that little motherfucker. undigested#fuck#thank goodness it’s not worse#and thank goodness it’s not a worse workday for it either#it could be better but it could be SO MUCH LESS GOOD#I’m grateful#health#gastroparesis#shh katie
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ok so maybe walking all day yesterday had repercussions .
#I was already sore from coughing#mostly around my lower back#and whooh boy it is Worse now . it hurts so bad like every time I cough now#like instead of just feeling sore im getting like. stabbing pains. every time I cough .#and my knees are also?? deciding to gang up on me??#once again im having one of those . oops youre walking around and your knees feel untrustworthy . sorta things#like hm I dont know if you should be supporting all that weight pal#and ALSO . fun knee stabbing pains!! which is usually ! not whats wrong !#im used to soreness around my calves and near constant muscle fatigue but whooh#the stabbing is something else.#and to cap it all off im also getting really really lightheaded EVERY SINGLE TIME I STAND UP .#like no not just the little fuzz im getting the full on whoops you need to lean on something Now. Every Single Time#fuck my yaoi life !!!!!!!!!!!!!#lemon speaks
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For real tho once i finish trimax i DESPERATELY need someone to scream about it with. Cause my current trigun friends have either only watched stampede or the 98 anime. I will absolutely go insane if i have no one to cry with me over this hellscape of a manga that i love so much
#trigun#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#wolfwood#trigun wolfwood#vash#trimax#trigun manga#trigun maximum#taking applications for trimax friends lol#hell if you wanna scream about it now that's fine too#you just gotta deal with me reading the last few volumes#and having copious amounts of feelings about it#and of course quoting all the most painful lines at you in all caps
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NEED. TO GET AN ADHD DIAGNOSIS. UNFORTUNATELY GETTING A DIAGNOSIS IS A NIGHTMARE BECAUSE MY ADHD SYMPTOMS MANIFEST AS "WILL FORGET/PUT OFF MAKING APPOINTMENTS" AND THE LIKE.
#personal#all caps because my feelings are very big#i made an unrelated appointment today though. but the psychologist is forever uncontacted#the person at my school told me to tell them if i had any problems or barriers but i haven't said anything to them either T-T#also bc of the adhd. i should do that tho because it's been like a month. maybe more#pain.
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L3T M3 R3ST 1N P34C3
I LIKED HOW IT LOOKED LIKE ON INSTAGRAM WITH A FILTER BUT I CANT DOWNLOAD THAT VERSION
I DIED VERY LONG AGO, AT THE MOMENT I WAS BORN BUT GOD SAW ME AND DECREED MY MISERY BE PROLONGED AND SO EACH DAY I DIE AGAIN FOREVERMORE EVERY MINUTE PLAGUED BY PAIN AND UNEASE PLEASE, FOR ONCE, JUST LET ME REST IN PEACE REST IN PEACE REST IN PEACE REST IN PEACE
#//four#art#mixed media#ventcore#traumacore#weirdcore#dreamcore#disabled#chronic pain#scoliosis#ask to tag? erm it technically has nudity but like also not . whatevr#poetry#all caps#tw caps#caps#photography
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; * sits down * * five hours later * ... OHHH THAT'S WHAT I MEANT TO DO !! ... It's luckily not too late to .. To .. Do the thing I need to do. that I 100% remember ..
#the story of my life#🎵#adhd#actually adhd#memory issues#It's not even that I js#Idk what it's called again bc ironically I've forgotten but#!! this is so annoying !!#and it happens all the time#It's painful istg#fucks up my life like crazy lol#neurodivergent#neurodiverse#attention deficit hyperactivity disorder#such a dumb name bc it's way more than that but sigh#nd#text post#cw caps#random post
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blinkie base x
#gif warning#blinkies#covid#flashing lights#blinkies.cafe#oie#all caps#450x60px#arial font#aches and pains#I need another booster shot it’s going around big time rn#words added in OIE#1x4
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Tara Carpenter’s cute lil hand scar appreciation post ❤️
#I also noticed that in the party scene you cannot see the scar which is probably just a continuity error but I’m gonna make it something#Headcanon that Tara covers up all her scars whoever she goes out so she can feel ‘normal’#she also go the bangs so they would disguise her face and people wouldn’t know who she is#it always hurts when she covers it up tho because if you touch the scar it triggers phantom pains#she always hides her left hand for this reason except around the core four#scream#scream vi#jenna ortega#scream 6#spoilers#tara carpenter#tara#scream v#scream movie#scream pics#mine#screen caps
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i’m intrigued, what is the migraine cap? I get migraines and I tie a scarf around my eyes and wrap an ice pack over the top of my head. Steve’s migraine cap looks a bit like a pair of boxers
Also, hope your migraine retreats soon 💕
OH MY FRIEND LET ME ENLIGHTEN YOU
THIS is the migraine cap.
it’s basically the scarf + ice pack combo but alllll over your head with consistent cooling and pressure
i have had migraines for years and i’d been known to fall asleep with an ice pack pressed against my forehead and facedown onto my fist for the pressure. this does that. it’s like memory foam/gel esc inside so it stays cool (could also put it in the fridge but it almost gets a bit too cold for me) and it’s t i g h t around your head. it looks goofy as hell but as we know (the migraine havers of the world) we dgaf as long as it helps. and i’d say it does! if anything it helps keep the pressure on it so i can fall asleep. and if it’s a more mild one - the cap + some Advil Migraine (hella rec too) can sometimes knock it out. anyways - i’m a huge supporter of the migraine cap. PLUS it’s on amazon for not that expensive.
currently wearing it as we speak and it felt fitting that i hc one of the kids to get it for steve as a joke (cause goofy af) and he ends up wearing it unironically and LOVING IT.
#i hope that made sense i’m in so much pain rn#but actually i rec all migraine havers to get this goofy cap#it’s so nice#it RUINS any kind of hairstyle tho be warned#my bangs are unsavable after a night with the cap#but thank u for asking i love sharing my migraine tips#had them since i was about 12 so might as well share my knowledge#steve harrington has migraines#and a migraine cap
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