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Please commission me i want lots of money for chistmas

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hi! posting art here gets harder on holidays. to stay super up-to-date with my art and general happenings maybe, check out my deviantART at cyberspaceCadet ^_^

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Have you read objectified?

Also I hope you get to feeling better, depression really sucks, I’ve been going through an episode of it myself. Wish there was something I could do to help. -friend

no i havent, i think ive tangentially heard of it - a comic, isnt it?

I have been reading the Guardians of Ga'Hoole though - in the, i believe, around 2-3 weeks i've been reading I'm already at the sixth book. Really liking it.

And thanks for your hopes. Depression does suck. But there is nothing to be done.

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idontwannagetupanymore

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Yay anon friend!! :3 ;-; I’m so pathetic gjfjfhdhdjdhdjdhd

hey you talkin' to mr KING OF BEING PATHETIC, ::3

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i'll find joy wherever i am!

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Honestly idk why but I just want to say, I think I’ve followed you for like a year now, idk I think you even followed me first (or inv did) and I just think you’re really cool and I’ve wanted to be friends but I am too scared 🥺 and no I don’t think I ever will not be scared lmao ✌️

you can be my anon friend i guess?

hehehehe!!!! but i have no idea who you are to check if i ever followed you? but you've certainly been here a while if you remember inv!!!! thanks for saying im cool i really need it lately.... yahh be my friend i love friends!!!! WRRRAAA!!!!

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Your art is so good!!!! You’ve improved a lot over the year!!

thank im glad i tried even if ban

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#2 - ragin' grape dinner!

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#1 - it's time, dr. perky!

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little kitty

experimented

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Ask Nightcat

hi im nightcat. i answer asks while it rains, but i dont have much to say. I draw but not too well. i will answer anything. sometimes i dont feel all right, so there might be.. inconsistencies in how i reply to things..

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thing

doodle of me

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Same anon!! pls take care of yourself four and pls don't apologize!!! <:) you're going through a lot and you're very brave with what you've gone through I probably don't even know half of what you've been through!! but stay strong for yourself because you deserve to reach a point in your life where you're happy because you're a lovely person four and you really don't deserve to have gone through what you've been through and what you're still going through </3 :(

I try, kinda. Though dont praise me. There is no bravery in survival when you're forced into it. And there is no praise deserved for someone like me who may have brought it upon himself.

I have done many bad things. As much as I dislike this situation, its not wholly unwarranted.

I power through because something calls me over and over to be free and make art. In spite of everything. At least I can be glad that beyond these walls someone cares.

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Are you okay?? We were never close moots but I've worried about you and how you've been doing the past few months ever since your updated bio on AF and then tumblr! I've been thinking about you a lot recently and when I saw you updated like two weeks ago I was so happy to see you were okay!!!! :((

"Close" or not i love everyone the same.

I'm not precisely okay, but I am alive. I've been figuring out a few ways to stay in contact but I'm constantly scared of being discovered. Its pretty hard to post art through these methods and while I kinda cant be stopped from it, I am still banned from making art in the first place. I'm banned from a lot of things.

I'm sorry I couldn't do anything on AF, I really did have A LOT planned.. I'm also sorry you worry about me, though it feels nice to feel worried about kinda, you know how? Like I'm real. But you should not have to worry. I am, at the very least, a survivor. It is what I do. Survive.

I've tried to give up too much and I keep struggling daily and things only get worse for me, but I kinda want to survive to spite my parents and be free and do all the things I wanted and tried.. its a struggle. I'm too afraid of everything and even of saying anything here. Am I okay, then, if Im afraid and terrified constantly of every single action I take or dont take because I think my parents will use everything against me? You judge.

I'm sorry.

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do you still dream of me?

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at least you got me flowers.