#Mom Vent

[diaryof-a-teenagegirl]

i can tell my mom wants a close relationship with me but everytime i look at her everything horrible shes ever said to me just replays over and over again in my head. i kinda feel bad but i feel like she brought this upon herself

[the-dyke-of-handsomeness]

Realising that your aren’t good parents<<<<<

[piercingsandfangs]

My mom is slamming doors and stuff, I've literally just been sat here I even found her stupid eyelash shit she was complaining about losing. Everything I do she gets mad at me for, she keeps scowling at me and sighing, I haven't done anything at all. I'm so sure this woman just hates me atp.

[flowersbark]

i hate lashing out at my mom because of small things because i know she wants whats best for me but also she keeps calling me anorexic so

[4rtsymugzzz]

"what's wrong with you?" Jeez idk mom

[ichigo2002]

growing up is making all the same mistakes as your mother did and then realizing she was human all along

[irisesinthegarden]

Every time I listen to 'merry Christmas, please don't call' I can't stop thinking about the relationship with my mother.

She acts like she was kind, she was my mother and she was awful. She always asks me to hug her because I don't anymore, but how can I? She treated me way too bad.

I slowly lost myself trying to be loved by her, and the saddest part of it all is that I know that she knows. She knows and doesn't care enough. I was alone, lost and unloved. I really wish her a merry Christmas and a happy life, just not with me inside.

[literallyanythingabouteverything]

Does anyone else who’s carried a pregnancy ,and eventually wants to again, get anxious that a second one might be the death of you?

I was so ill, I thought I was going to die once or twice. I thought my kid might die from the stress of it before she was born.

The hormones from the baby made me diabetic. They caused the hyperemesis gravidarum that sent me to the ER multiple times to be given fluids and anti nausea meds through IV’s.

I feel so fucked up with the baby fever rn and the thought of raising a family with my partner being this big golden glow of love is being dulled by the thought of leaving them behind. My partner was there for me during my pregnancy as a friend and I know he’d be loving and supportive throughout it all, but I’m terrified I’ll be as sick as last time or that it could be worse. I don’t want to put the person I love through that. And yet it all feels selfish to want to be a mom again and to see my daughter play with her future sibling(s) even at the expense of my health.

Don’t know why this ramble is getting out here but oh well here it goes

[luvrsweb]

🎀 Mom Rant 🎀

i literally js went to go ask my mom if i could go to the mall with some friends and then she got all fucking mad at me saying that i was asking her last minute when ITS NOT EVEN MY FAULT.

she was saying that i dont really appreciate and recognize the things that my parents do for me.

WHEN MY FRIEND TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD COME WITH THEM THIS MORNING I WAS THINKING IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO ASK MY MOM FIRST, RIGHT?!!??

and literally this morning too i was feeling guilty cus she bought me new shoes not so long ago SO WHAT TF DOES SHE MEAN I DONT APPRECIATE WHAT SHE DOES I LITERALLY FELT GUILT CUS SHE BOUGHT ME NEW SHOES AND I DONT HAVE ANY WAY TO THANK HER.

IVE ONLY BEEN ASKING HER FOR STUFF“SO MUCH” CUS SCHOOLS COMING UP.

LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE THAT I WANNA ASK HER FOR I DONT CUS I FEEL LIKE SHES GONNA OVERREACT OR WHATEVER.

THERES A SHIT TON OF STUFF THAT I WANT BUT I DONT ASK HER FOR IT BECAUSE SHE DOES SHIT LIKE THIS.

AND THEN WHEN I WOULD GO AND ORDER IT MYSELF SO I DIDNT BOTHER HER SHE WOULD GET UPSET AND TELL ME TO LET HER BE MY MOTHER.

WHY DOES SHE FUCKING DO THIS SHIT.

SHE DOESNT MAKE SENSE AND ITS FUCKING KILLING ME.

IS IT BECAUSE IM NOT A PARENT AND I DONT HAVE THIS FUCKING MINDSET? IF THATS THE CASE THEN IM NEVER FUCKING HAVING KIDS.

and js like that my whole day is ruined 🥰

[the-dyke-of-handsomeness]

You know what?

i might just start agreeing with my mother

“Nobody listens to me”

yeah, they don’t.

“I do everything around here”

yeah, you do.

“everybody thinks I’m their maid”

yeah, we do.

“everybody hates me”

yeah, you suck.

maybe that’ll stop her complaining to the ONE person in the house who can’t do anything about it.

[bpdetrimental]

Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

[thyhonesteheorte]

genuinely what does she think is gonna happen??

like ah yes i keep telling my child that she is useless, a failure, will never get anywhere in life, is a waste of time & money, has no value, blah blah blah.. so ofc this means i'm being such a good parent.. right?? ofc this means she'll finally start taking her studies seriously and will thank me if she gets successful in the future.. right???

like literally what the fuck

[k1s5m3]

saw someone say their stomach isnt growling cuz its hungry its purring cuz theres a cat and we cant suffocate the cat with food the cat's purring thanking you for not suffocating it--- im living by that and have been for the past week

[flowersbark]

"why are you crying? can you not take serious conversations?" YOU JUST CALLED ME TALENTLESS AND COMPARED ME TO MY SISTER😭😭😭😭😭

[bloodyrosesnthorns]

I'm sorry mom.

[thelastbitoffilm]

i wasnt talking back, i was trying to tell you how i feel.

sorry i forgot that if my emotions and opinions dont align with yours its considered defiance.

and then you tell me i can "talk to you about anything"? fuck off.