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I hope you donât mind me stealing them for my morning warm up.
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âIâm home,â he called out.
âWeâre in the kitchen,â she hollered back.
We? God, who did she invite over this time? he wondered and leaned against the wall, steeling himself for whatever gathering she had planned to subject him to this week.
âUncle Ethan!â Samantha squealed as she slid around the corner in her stocking feet. Brooke not far behind her sister.
âSamantha,â Ethan acknowledged her greeting with confusion as she took his hand.
âWe are making Christmas cookies,â Brooke said loudly and her sticky hand grabbed his other hand.
The two sisters dragging him to the kitchen where Kayla pulled herself up on Meridaâs leg and her tiny fingers tried to each the flour dusted counter.
âHey, welcome home,â Merida grinned, dusted in equal amounts of flour as their kitchen.
The girls raced back to the table to frost more cookies, though Ethan saw they ate more of the frosting than they actually applied to the cookies.
âWhy are they here?â he whispered and indicated with his head the girls now dumping entire containers of sprinkles atop their cookies.
âYou mean the spawn of Tobias?â Merida teased.
Ethan rolled his eyes and sighed, âYes.â
âI thought it would be nice to give Casey and Tobias a night free for a date.â
âThey can get their own sitter.â
âAh but this is more fun.â
âFun for who?â
âMe,â she giggled into a kiss. âBecause I do so love exasperated Uncle Ethan.â
âYou are impossible.â
He turned from her hoping to hide the slight smile.
âGirls!â he shouted when he saw Brooke painting Samanthaâs face with frosting. âThe frosting goes on the cookies.â
He leaned down to begin wiping the frosting from Samanthaâs face only for Brooke to start painting his.
He stood up and turned to Merida with a pointed look. But she only laughed and the girls erupted in giggles.
âWe will end up with four children to babysit if you keep giving those two date nights and,â he paused and gave a long suffering sigh, âI donât think I can handle that.â
She pulled him close and kissed the frosting from his face, âYou love it.â
LILY!!!!!!!! OMG! So I have to tell you - I saw this the moment I woke up today. I was not in a good headspace; lots going on, and I was really down. Then I saw this, and it just made me smile. It really turned my whole day around, and I need to thank you for that! Like HUGE HUGE HUGE hugs for that!
Now... this was FREAKING ADORABLE!!!! EEK! OK, so outside of my own little girl (who isn't so little lol) I think the Carrick Girls are the greatest thing I've ever created, and OMG, you captured the little rugrats SO well here. And juxtaposing their vibrance, mischief, youth, and energy against Ethan's curmudgeonly old man ways! AAAGHHH! OMG!!!! Then, there is Merida, the perfect balance of light, joy ... and mischief... right there in the middle. Oh, I have so much to say... bear with me, PLEASE!
We? God, who did she invite over this time?
đ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Ł Ethan, you crotchety old man. You are SO lucky Merida tolerates your ass! đ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Ł
steeling himself for whatever gathering she had planned to subject him to this week.
Your life would be so empty without her babe. Worship her as she deserves to be worshiped! lol
âWe are making Christmas cookies,â Brooke said loudly and her sticky hand grabbed his other hand.
Ethan thinking ... "This is why we don't have kids" the entire time! đ
The girls raced back to the table to frost more cookies, though Ethan saw they ate more of the frosting than they actually applied to the cookies.
You know Tobias does the same thing, right? It's official. It's canon. He does. lol
âWhy are they here?â âYou mean the spawn of Tobias?â
STOP!!!!
No... seriously! STOP! I am literally WHEEZING over here. OMG Spawn of Tobias... I need to inject this into my fics, into my vernacular, into MY LIFE as much as humanly possible. That's a must...
âAh but this is more fun.â âFun for who?â âMe,â
Baby boy, she needs more than your grumpy ass in her life. LMAO I love it.
He leaned down to begin wiping the frosting from Samanthaâs face only for Brooke to start painting his.
THIS. IS. EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING! I need to commission art of this. And I can see Merida LAUGHING her ass off in the background - sneaking a picture and texting it to the friends group chat... and Tobias is like "That's going on our family Christmas card." It's done. đđđ
âWe will end up with four children to babysit if you keep giving those two date nights and,â he paused and gave a long suffering sigh, âI donât think I can handle that.â
SSSTTTOOOOPPPPP!!!! đđđđ
OMG Ethan, but you are SO FREAKING RIGHT! lol So - there is a really angsty story surrounding Kayla's birth ... and more to come on that... but if not for that... I'm sure these two would have been pumping kids out like rabbits. lol
OMG LILY! I waited all day to reply because I wanted the time to give it the attention it deserves. AAAGHH! I love this! I love you! Thank you so much! This was the brightest spot in my day! â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
#THANK YOU!!!!!#â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸#Ethan Ramsey#Ethan x Merida#Tobias Carrick#<- at least his spawns#đđđ#DEAD!!!! DEAD!!!! DEAD!!!!!#Lily is the freaking best#and I'll kick anyones ass who says otherwise#xoxox#thank you#keep this
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Happy 42nd Birthday to Lily Rabe.
#beauty#queen#lily rabe#amazing#actress#role#ahs#misty day#sister#american horror story#tv#coven#asylum#witch#freak show#freak#fx#love#ahs murder house#ahs coven#ahs asylum#ahs apocalypse#ahs roanoke#ahs 1984#ahs freakshow#ahs cult#artist#ahs aesthetic#best#women
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// no spoilers in tags please
â teenagers by my chemical romance â
#currently on the last book and very excited#def my favourite trc piece to this day#this was so much fun#two pretty freaky best friends#a girl and her punk freak#blue sargent#ronan lynch#the raven cycle#my art#extra tags:#fanart#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#booklr#book art#book fanart#the raven boys#the dream thieves#blue lily lily blue#the raven king
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Sometimes I think the only authentic and positive representations of autism are written by accident. In this essay I willâŚ
#obviously there are exceptions#but I think this so often#maura isles#is the best autistic rep to me#because sheâs an awkward little freak who embarrasses herself constantly#but sheâs also a genius and the greatest friend#and she is loved FOR who she is not in spite of#rizzoli and isles#criminal minds#buffy the vampire slayer#Anja Jenkins#the guide#wwdits#autism#autistic adult#autistic characters#autistic representation#positive representation#peep show#b99#comedy#wednesday addams#luna lovegood#harry potter#sex education#lily iglehart#amelie
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Iâm listening to this song and thinking about a universe where Petunia didnât mistreat Harry. Where she divorced her husband and took Dudley and Harry with her. Where on Harryâs 11th birthday, she gets to walk through Diagon Alley with her nephew, her second son, and gets to witness the world that Lily lived in.
The wonder, the awe, her boys talking animatedly in front of her, looking just as amazed as she.
She has no clue what awaits her second son, has no clue that in a few years he will be forced to give up his life.
Can you picture her? Washing her dishes, Dudley doing his homework at the kitchen table, looking out the window and wondering if her kid is okay? If heâs hungry?
Harry Potter walks into the forest at 17 years old, facing the man who killed his biological mother, who threatened to go after the mother he has at home waiting for him.
#yes petunia was still horrible to Lily in this au#she was a brat and felt slighted and hurtâ abandoned#but all that resentment she felt for her sister died the same day Lily died#and the first time Vernon raises his hand to hit Harryâ sheâs gone. she takes her kids with her.#petunia evans#Harry Potter#dudley dursley#petunia dursley#I do like to think of maybe Snape and Sirius freaking tf out upon realizing who raised Harry#except that Petunia apologizes to Severus#and while she doesnât exactly like her brother in laws best friend he is Harryâs godfather#just the thought of Sirius and Petunia sitting outside of a shop in Diagon Alley talking smack#and here comes Petunia with a gun! oh god sheâs shot voldemort!#hogwarts
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giys help me,,,,,
#I started playing cookie run about 3 days ago ish#I started Thursday#But now I can stop#I love them#My stupid little cookie freaks#They're all a little queer and or ND and I love them#I need them#I miss them every second I'm not playing or drawing them#Esp pure vanilla#I love him so much#I spent 2000 gems to get the little hut#It's so cute it has the little eye flowers and and lilies like bro just has a little space for him and his girl(best)friend#Also pure vanilla and white lily being gay but everyone thinks they're dating is such a funny dynamic and I can't stop thinking about it#Because even when they talk about dating other ppl everyone is convinced it's an open relationship#But no they're both gay and platonically hanging out all the time like an old married couple#End rant#cookie run#crk#cr kingdom#pure vanilla cookie#pure vanilla crk#white lily cookie#white lily crk
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Sometimes I am really out here researching flower language and cultural painting styles in order to make a illustration of a fictional man.
#drivebypainter talks#like what *am* I doing?#Iâm a freaking animator#i should be studying#and instead Iâm looking up what white lilies mean#trying my best to use reputable sources#which is apparently the most difficult thing to do if you arenât like researching a illness or a political problem#wdym other countries have different flower languages#and different flowers#and no reputable sources explaining the differences#love that..
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we have a baby on the waaay!!
#the way matt was so scared and unsure when mel was preg with lily#now he is so freaking happy abt the second one#not that he doens love lily#he actually learning to accept#more bc of himself#he decided he would be the best dad#he was just scared#golden#golden gen 1#the sims 4#sims 4#sims 4 screenshots#sims#sims 4 gameplay#melody golden#matthew howell
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Hi Kaleb! Hope you're alright!
Oh my goodness Lili!!! I love you so freaking much <333333
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Iâm crying đđ
this was so fucking stupid
#the owl house#toh#fanart#the owl house fanart#disney#darius deamonne#eda clawthorne#raine whispers#lilith clawthorne#I canât decide whoâs my favorite#lilyâs lil dance#raineâs enthusiastic bouncing around#eda being eda#or darius just dying inside#nic I freaking adore you#best toh artist there is hands down#anyone who disagrees is wrong
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I'm Thirsty, Refreshing | Charles Leclerc x Gasly! Reader
Summary: Pierre is horrified by his sister's public attempts to catch his Monegasque friend's attention
Warnings: Suggestive. Thirsty comments. Swearing. Down bad reader.
Gasly reader. Pinterest pics
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pierregasly what the fuckÂ
pierregasly wrong team
pierregasly when did this become a whore house
â gasly_yn thatâs not very hot girl summer of youÂ
user1 pierre going through the seven stages of grief
francisca.cgomes serving body
â gasly_yn thank you for looking through 100s of pics for the right ones
â pierregasly @/francisca.cgomes donât encourage this!Â
â fransisca.cgomes but she looks hot liked by charles_leclerc
alpinef1team well, we all know who youâll be supporting this weekend
â gasly_yn yeah, your other driverÂ
â pierregasly you take that back! that's worse
â user2 i love when the gaslyâs are messy on main
lilymhe and whose attention would we be trying to catch today?Â
â gasly_yn only yours
â alex_albon no
â gasly_yn these drivers never let me have any fun
carlossainz55 looking good, female gasly
â pierregasly back off đ¤ş
â user3 câmon carlos, we all know sheâs only here for charles liked by charles_leclercÂ
landonorris iâm definitely looking at the shirt đ
â gasly_yn uh huh, what colour is it?
â landonorris papaya
â arthur_leclerc she doesnât do british, mate
charles_leclerc *gulp*
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gasly_yn oh wow. i am stunned
gasly_yn and not because of you. we all know iâm the better looking gasly anyway
gasly_yn why donât you bring him home anymore
â pierregasly because you wouldnât stop trying to steal him
â gasly_yn kiks, leave him
charles_leclerc i am flattered
â user4 omg just respond to her instead of acting like youâre responding to pierre
â user5 give the girl a chance
francisca.cgomes i can hear her barking from here
â lilymhe sheâs actually salivatingÂ
â gasly_yn whereâs the girl code
â user6 not the girlies exposing her
danielricciardo mate, whoâs managing to make you look good in photos
â gasly_yn hi, me again. i actually claim photo credits but he didnât tag me
â pierregasly i was kind of hoping you wouldnât see this post. it was hard enough wiping the drool off your mouth when you were there Â
â gasly_yn donât expose me
â gasly_yn plus, i have his notifs on so i don't miss a thing
â pierregasly i half expected you to lick him after that basketball match
â gasly_yn says the one trying to go for a cock shot
georgerussell63 didnât i see that ferrari hoodie in your suitcase last weekend, yn? (this comment has been deleted)
user6 xoxo gossip georgeÂ
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charles_leclerc summer break âď¸
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user8 here before yn
â gasly_yn think again babe
gasly_yn miss rabbit has faintedÂ
gasly_yn okay but the hands, the pecs, the bandanaÂ
gasly_yn in the market for a new necklace
pierregasly why are we thirst trapping
pierregasly whose attention are you trying to grab
pierregasly oi, answer me
user7 yn and pierre match each otherâs freak in the best sibling way possibleÂ
carlossainz55 are you trying to kill herÂ
alex_albon iâve sent lily to check that sheâs still alive after theseÂ
user8 who is taking the most boyfriend coded pics of Charles tho
â user9 asking the real questions
georgerussell63 i donât think ferrari would like you offing the competitionâs sisterÂ
gasly_yn the sun isnât the only thing thatâs hot in these pictures
â pierregasly youâre embarrassing meÂ
â gasly_yn my friends know you call yourself tripod, iâm not the embarrassmentÂ
â charles_leclerc sheâs got you there, mate
lilymhe i watched her drop her phone after opening insta
â francisca.cgomes and then walk into a doorframe
user10 not the grid and wags exposing my poor girl
â user11 sheâs so down bad. i canât even defend her anymore
â lilymhe neither can we
user12 anyone else think yn is freaking out because charles finally replied to her comment
â user13 not all of you taking this seriously like she hasnât known charles since they were kids
â user14 literally. theyâve been friends for years. iâm pretty sure she knows how to control herself around him
â gasly_yn um, babe. have you seen him? would YOU be able to control yourself? liked by charles_leclerc
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pierregasly replied to yn's story you tell him to keep his hands to himself â i know where he lives gasly_yn i didnât know you liked me that much pierregasly biologically iâm obliged to
pierregasly replied to charles' story stop touching her â release her hand charles_leclerc youâre the one who told me to finally ask her out! â you said you were happy that i would stop pining pierregasly yes but when you told me months ago that you were dating and keeping it under wraps â i believed that meant i wouldnât actually have to see you with her â a heads up that you changed that wouldâve been nice charles_leclerc drama queen pierregasly thatâs it, i take back my approval charles_leclerc piss off, pois
pierregasly replied to yn's story yn, what the fuck â that better not be â iâm going to throw something gasly_yn stop stalking me pierregasly how could you not tell me first! gasly_yn you wanted me to tell you that i was going to fuck your friend? pierregasly i knew it was date night but i never thought gasly_yn you didnât imagine your sister and your friend in bed together? i think thatâs considered normal, pois pierregasly i hope he wrapped it. don't need more of you in the world gasly_yn go away!Â
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pierregasly i actually miss when they were just messaging me about each other. now they make out in front of me. much worse tagged: gasly_yn, charles_leclerc
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user13 not pierre hard launching them
gasly_yn he used to talk about me?
â charles_leclerc all the time <3
â pierregasly all. the. time
alex_albon does this mean we can stop acting like we havenât seen them making out around the paddock for the past few months?
â georgerussell63 and in his car
â landonorris and in the back of clubs
â gasly_yn 2019 rookies were the worst thing to happen to f1
â charles_leclerc i thought we were discreet?
â pierregasly mate, you drool over her as much as she does you. neither of you have ever been discreet
arthur_leclerc at least they dial it down in front of you
user14 wait, youâre telling me theyâve been together for months. what about all of ynâs thirsty comments??
â charles_leclerc i was sat next to her as she was writing them
â gasly_yn can confirm those had him gigglingÂ
maxverstappen1 wait, does this mean heâs replaced me as his padel partner?
â pierregasly he said he actually wanted to win
â gasly_yn plus if he does lose, i give better consolation prizes ;)
â pierregasly ew! dirty!Â
â francisca.cgomes querido you have said worse to me in front of her
carlossainz55 the worst day was when she wore the ferrari vest under her alpine shirt. shouldâve learned to knock before entering his driverâs room
â pierregasly NO! In public!Â
scuderiaferrari ha stole your girl
â alpinef1team how dare youÂ
â pierregasly yeah, you tell them. you canât have her
â charles_leclerc MY girl
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London Boy | LN4 smau
lando norris x verstappen!reader
summary: in which max unknowingly introduces his sister to her future boyfriend
fc: olivia rodrigo
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y/nverstappen i stole maxâs cat, donât tell him
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username1 aww so cute
username2 when are you coming to another race!
maxverstappen1 đ
y/nverstappen i thought i blocked you??
maxverstappen1 Give me Sassy back.
username3 lando in the likesâď¸âď¸
username4 bro chill, heâs literally friends with max
danielricciardo so the heist plan is in motion. perfect.
y/nverstappen he doesnât suspect a thingđ
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y/nverstappen i had the best time exploring england with the best guide! congrats bro on the winđĽł
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landonorris it was lovely showing you aroundđ
maxverstappen1 no
username1 wait wdym lando showed her around england???
username2 the better verstappen fr
username3 the outfits slay
danielricciardo Nice seeing you again y/n/n!
y/nverstappen my favorite brotherđŤś
maxverstappen1 Iâm right here?? And youâre not even related?
username4 her hair literally always looks good
lilymhe gorgeous girl
y/nverstappen ilysm babe lemme visit you
alex_albon thatâs literally my gf???
y/nverstappen lily never let your boyfriend get in the way of finding your future wife
lilymhe youâre so right babe
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username1 babe what about us??? what about the kids??
danielricciardo đ¤¨
username2 is this a soft launch
username3 NOOOOO THAT SHOULD BE MEđ
username4 who is that????
y/nverstappen i had a fun time hanging out today!đĽ°
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danielricciardo hmm, interesting
username1 what do you know??
username2 uh girl you got something to tell us?
username3 she doesnât owe you anything, get out of her business
username4 oh i just KNOW max is fumingđ
maxverstappen1 Y/n who is that
maxverstappen1 Is that a boy
maxverstappen1 Y/n answer my texts
username5 oooh someoneâs not happy
username6 that food looks good asf
username7 outfit always serves
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landonorris home is wherever iâm with you
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username1 sobbing, hyperventilating, throwing up
username2 nah the caption, that is so fricking adorable
danielricciardo aww i knew you were a big softie
georgerussell63 did you pay someone to take that picture with youđ
landonorris haha very funny mate
username3 god, iâve seen what youâve done for othersđ
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f1gossip đ¨đ¨Lando Norris spotted with mystery girl over summer break, sources say it could be Max Verstappenâs sister, Y/n
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username1 i literally knew it and you all doubted međ
username2 chill out, itâs still not confirmed
username3 we canât even see her face
username4 OMG???????
username5 oh max is DEFINITELY pushing lando off the track in zandvoort
username6 sources: my delusions
username7 yâall we lost a good oneđŁ (y/n not lando)
username8 youâre so real cause sheâs gorgeous
username9 nah cause why is this actually so freaking cute, like omg the way he is smiling at herđ¤đŤ
username10 HAND PLACEMENT???
username11 max is gonna chop off landoâs hands
username12 iâd pay good money to see the text messages
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y/nverstappen in a world of boys, he's a gentlemen
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username1 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
username2 this is so adorable! (i'm sleeping on the highway tonight)
landonorris youâre my everythingđđ
username3 y'all owe me an apology, i KNEW it
maxverstappen1 If you're happy, I'm happy
username4 you're definitely being forced to say this
username5 boyfriend lando is everythingđĽş
username6 they look so happy
username7 iâm balling my eyes out
kellypiquet you guys are adorableđŠˇ
y/nverstappen thanks for talking max downđ
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username1 the matching captions omg
y/nverstappen i love you babyâ¤ď¸
maxverstappen1 đ¤Žďż˝ďż˝ďż˝
danielricciardo I KNEW IT @.carlossainz55 you owe me 50 bucks
carlossainz55 damn it
landonorris YOU HAD A BET???
oscarpiastri yes
charles_leclerc yes
georgerussell63 yes
alex_albon yes
maxverstappen1 YOU ALL HAD A BET AND DIDNT TELL ME?
maxfewtrell she's good for you, mateđ¤
maxverstappen1 remember what i told youđ
username2 oh! this definitely isnât threatening at all
landonorris i willđ°
y/nverstappen max emilian verstappen what did you tell him?
username3 thisđisđsođadorableđ
username4 bro is getting pushed into the barrier next race fs
username5 the IT couple
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mother!!!! that recent poly!marauders + lily fic had me WEAK. if you please, could you write a part two where shy!reader finds out remus is a werewolf? I could see rem really not wanting her to find out bc he doesnât want to scare her, but maybe severus(or somebody) spills the beans thinking she already knew, or she overheard a conversation between the boys. sheâd be accepting of course, but remus freaks out when she finds out. just a lot of comfort and reassurance.
hope that gives you some inspiration, also, totally donât have to write it if you donât want to, of course!!! ilysm đ¤đ
I took this in a bit of a different direction but the ending's just the same! thanks so much sweets <3 <3
pt 1 // pt 2 // pt 3 // pt 4 // pt 5
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poly!marauders + lily x shy!reader who learns about Remus' furry little problem
CW: miscommunication trope, insecurities, angst [with a happy ending], reader is feeling incredibly insecure in this fic, James cries, Sirius cries a little bit too but they all pretend not to notice for his sake
You felt terribly foolish; no, you felt worse. You felt absolutely humiliated and you had no one to blame but yourself.
And now that you were here - âhereâ being rushing to the dungeons to lock yourself in the Hufflepuff dormitories for the next foreseeable future - you arenât sure how you had convinced yourself that this was going to end any other way.Â
It was a pipedream at best, thinking you had any place amongst the infamous Marauders and the princess of Gryffindor, and it was delusional at worst.Â
Of course theyâd grow weary of you, of course theyâd find your nerves and anxiety tiresome, of course theyâd wind up bored of accommodating you when they were all so much more than you.Â
What had you been thinking? How did you manage to allow yourself to believe that this was anything but a phase for them - they saw you as a challenge, they beat the challenge, and now they were through with you.Â
You thought that the sweet looks, the kisses, the affection, the effort all meant more than it obviously did.
At least to them.
To you, it meant the world.
To them, it was a chore.
You were a chore.
Foolish girl.Â
You had been on your way to the library to meet up with the boys and Lily to study for the upcoming Herbology test. It was the first real group âdateâ after the sketchiness that usually followed Remus about once a month that no one else seemed inclined to comment on, so neither did you.
ExceptâŚexcept, this time, some lingering tension seemed to follow the bout of sketchiness.Â
And still, no one seemed particularly inclined to comment on it.
And you couldnât help but feel like you were out of the loop somehow, but you chalked that up to being a newer addition to the dynamic, and not living with them in Gryffindor tower.
That is until you happened to be walking out of their view behind the stacks of books that their table was situated by when you overheard their conversation.Â
âYouâre going to have to say something to her, Rem. This is getting out of hand.â You heard Lily say solemnly, earning her a pained groan from Remusâ lips, causing you to pause behind the stacks so as to not interrupt their conversation.
âCanât we just ignore this? Just for a little longer?â Remus bargained. âI mean, it canât be that bad?â
âItâs worse, Moons.â Sirius corrected.Â
âY/Nâs so sensitive though.â James added. âI mean, how would that conversation even go? How do you tell her something like that?â
âIt has to come from Remus.â Lily stated matter-of-factly.Â
Remus let out a long-suffering sigh. âAnd how do you suggest I go about this?â
âListen.â Sirius asserted. âI donât bloody care how we tell her, but we have to say something. I cannot keep living like this; itâs exhausting.â
Lily made a tsking sound and placed a consoling hand on Siriusâ shoulder as Remus let out another sigh.
âI know, I know; Iâm sorry you guys. I thought we could ignore it butâŚI donât think we can anymore.â
Lily, Sirius, and James all made a hum of acknowledgement.
âI think we ought to just rip the bandaid off and hope she understands.â Lily said.
You felt your stomach migrate to your throat as you turned on your heels and fled the library.
Is that what all the tension was about? Is that what this library study date was? Just a ruse to sit you down so they could break up with you?
Of course it was, idiot. You scolded yourself. They were foolish to entertain the likes of you for any amount of time.Â
So now you were here - âhereâ being rushing to the dungeons to lock yourself in the Hufflepuff dormitories for the next foreseeable future - and you arenât sure how you had convinced yourself that this was going to end any other way.Â
âDo you think I should do it tonight?â Remus asked Lily as she finally sat down.Â
âI think it would be best if we did, sweetheart. I just canât help feeling like weâre keeping her at arms length by keeping it a secret, you know?â
âI agree.â Sirius said quickly. âIt feels like sheâs more of a guest than actually part of the relationship whilst weâre keeping something so big from her.âÂ
âI just donât want her to hate me.â Remus admitted in a whisper.
âRemmy.â James cooed from the other side of Sirius. âOur sweet little Puffle seems completely incapable of hatred. But you know weâve got your back 110% if sheâs not accepting of you, right?â
The other two nodded in agreement but Remus only grimaced. âIt just feels like Iâd be ruining the relationship for all of you if the only person she has a problem with is me.âÂ
âImpossible.â Sirius replied emphatically. âAnyone who has a problem with you has a problem with us, Moons.â
âEven if we werenât dating, Rem, if someone didnât respect my friend - or anyone, for that matter - because of their lycanthropy, I wouldnât want them around anyways.â Lily agreed.
âI donât think weâll have a problem, though.â Sirius continued. âLike Prongs said, sheâs our sweet girl; Iâm sure sheâll handle this fine.â
âWhere is she, anyway?â James said, flipping his wrist to check his watch. âShe was supposed to meet us like twenty minutes ago.âÂ
The other three shared a look of bemusement.Â
âDo you have the map?â Sirius asked.
James quickly pulled the map from his book bag to scan the parchment for your name. âIt says sheâs in the Hufflepuff common room?â
âMaybe she forgot?â Lily mused.
âI spoke to her at dinner; she said she was going to change out of her uniform and then meet us here.â Remus replied, feeling his heart rise to his throat with nerves.Â
What if she knew? What if she already found out? What if she hated him?Â
âRem, itâs alright.â Lily placated, clearly seeing his concern etched onto his face. âMaybe she wasnât feeling well, or got caught up with something else.â
âSheâs never bailed on us beforeâŚâ James admitted, looking just as worried as Remus was. âMaybe we should check on her?â
âWhy donât we give her tonight; I think after all the shite we put her through this week, sheâs allotted one missed date.â Sirius decided, opting to keep his tone light as he teased Remus for his âpre-moon angstinessâ as his partners call it.  Â
âWeâll catch up with her tomorrow.â Lily decided; and Remus and James shared a look of concern as they relented to study for the upcoming Herbology test without you.Â
You werenât really mad at the Gryffindorâs for their decision to end things with you; at least not at first.
People were allowed to change their minds, and you supposed that was the purpose of dating, right? To see if the person youâre interested in is someone you want to keep around indefinitely?
So, people were allowed to change their mind, and that was okay.
You also couldnât particularly blame them; you were shy, quiet, timid, awkward in most social settings and certainly not as adventurous as them, it was only a matter of time before they grew bored of you.Â
So you hadnât been mad at them, not at first.Â
But you were growing increasingly annoyed at their attempts to force themselves within your space.Â
You had opted to sit at the Hufflepuff table for breakfast the next morning; there was no sense sitting at the Gryffindor table with them anymore.
But then you couldnât handle the feeling of your heart splintering every time you heard Siriusâ bark of laughter or Lilyâs giggle at something Remus said or that James did. So you quickly scarfed down your toast and grabbed a muffin to shove in your bag before fleeing from the Great Hall.
What you didnât notice was James noticing you only as you were leaving, looking incredibly worried.
You nearly shrieked when you exited your Astronomy class that you had with the Ravenclaws and slammed into Siriusâ frame.
âThere you are, dolly! We missed you this morning!â He proclaimed as he pressed a kiss to your cheek.Â
You quickly collected yourself; heart racing from the scare and then quickly migrating to your throat out of embarrassment and hurt at this familiarity you had with him only to be about to lose it.
âSorry, I had been running late.â You said quickly as you headed for the stairs; the long-haired boy quickly keeping up with your steps.Â
âWere you feeling alright?â He asked you.
âHow do you mean?â
Sirius tilted his head slightly as he considered you. âWell, you didnât show up to the library last night, and then you were running late this morning; thatâs not like you.â
A hot frustrated emotion burned in your chest that you werenât completely accustomed to feeling.Â
Wasnât he the one to say he couldnât live like this anymore?
It wasnât fair of you to be frustrated though, which frustrated you even more; he didnât know that you had shown up to the library last night, nor that you had gotten to the Great Hall on time.
They hadnât even noticed you this morning.Â
And thatâs why they were ending things; you were forgettable, ignorable, unnoticeable.Â
âIâm fine, Sirius. Thank you.â You said simply, and quickly headed for the girlâs loo in order to shake him off.Â
Remus had approached you in Care of Magical Creatures as well, which somehow hurt more.
Perhaps it was because you knew he was going to be the one to tell you that things were over; though you had thought heâd be better than to break up with you in the middle of class.Â
âHey, dove.â He said as he gently nudged your arm with his elbow; watching as you groomed the puffskein on your table.Â
âHey, Remus.â You said quietly, not removing your eyes from the Beast you were working with.
âI missed you last night.â He admitted quietly.Â
Did you? You thought petulantly.Â
âSorry.â You murmured instead.Â
âYou donât have to be sorry.â He said as he leaned his elbows on your workbench; if it had been any other student, youâre certain Professor OâBrien would have scolded him for not handling the beasts with adequate caution, but Remus seemed to be allowed certain privileges and the puffskein âKujoâ didnât seem to mind him much. âI just missed you is all.âÂ
And he was smiling that sweet, soft smile at you and he seemed like he actually meant it which only further contributed to your ire.Â
What happened to ripping the bandaid off? Why keep up this affectionate act if it was only going to end?
Remus looked like he was going to say something when the Professor announced the end of class.Â
âIâll catch up with you later.â You offered quickly before you all but threw Kujo back into his pen and took off towards the castle.
The final straw had to be Herbology, though.
You shared Herbology with the Gryffindors, and because you were a new addition - your the four Gryffindorâs all shared a potting bench whilst you worked alongside another Hufflepuff.
Today, however, it appeared that James had other plans.
Before Sadie-Jane could take her seat beside you, James had plopped himself - rather carefully for the notoriously boisterous quidditch chaser, mind you - on the stool beside you.
âHey, angel.â
Again, with the pet names.Â
It felt torturous at this point; part of you wanted to rip the bandaid off yourself.
But you looked over at the sweet, warm, inviting face of James Potter and any resolve to tell him to shove it completely dissipated. He was all messy curls, round frames, and warm eyes.
And you might have been [must have been] mistaken, but you felt you could see anxiety and worry painted in his features.
You supposed breaking up with someone could do that to a person, though.
âHi Jamie.â You whispered back as you opted to ready your supplies for todayâs lesson.
âI was wondering if you were going to come to the game tonight?â He blurted then, looking slightly embarrassed at his outburst.Â
RightâŚthe game. The game against Slytherin. The game that would have you sitting between Remus and Lily as they cheered for James and Sirius. That game.Â
âI...uhm, wellâŚâ
Rip the bandaid off.Â
But it was James.Â
And you were in class.
And you could see Lily and Remus trying - and failing - to not look like they were watching you and James whilst Sirius had no such qualms and was actively staring at the two of you.Â
âYeah, IâllâŚIâll see.â You offered James, mustering up what you hoped was a convincing enough smile.
You could tell by the divot that appeared in Jamesâ brows that you were not convincing in the slightest.
Thankfully Professor Sprout appeared then, instructing everyone to take their seats for class to begin, and Sadie-Jane came to claim her seat from the Gryffindor.Â
You didnât go to the game that night.
Gryffindor lost.Â
And though you didnât know at the time, James cried, but it wasnât about losing to Slytherin.Â
âSo, why are you hiding in the dorms?â Caroline asked as she rolled away from her open magazine on her bed, clearly preferring potential drama you could offer her than whatever was in this week's Witch Weekly.Â
âIâm not hiding.â You muttered back, not looking up from your cross-stitch you were working on instead of, you know, dealing with your problems.Â
âRight.â Caroline agreed, not sounding like she agreed with you at all. âThatâs why youâve started and quit several hobbies over the weekend and have been going to the kitchenâs to grab food instead of eating in the Great Hall like a normal person.â
You looked over at your half finished gem âpaint-by-numbersâ, the scarf youâd crocheted that looked more like the skin of a messed up snake that had a terrible time shedding, and the guitar you had borrowed from Fenwick and nearly broke in a fit of rage when you couldnât get it to sound the way you wanted it too.
âI justâŚcanât face them right now.â You admitted dejectedly.
âI donât blame you. Helga, have you seen the lot of them? If Iâd known they were accepting more I would have made my shot.â She mused as she laid back on her bed.
Grief and jealousy intertwined within you as you thought about them dating anyone else but you.
But you supposed that was their prerogative; they were allowed to change their minds.Â
âYeah well, you may still have a chance.â You muttered, capturing Carolineâs attention.
âWhat?â She asked quickly, but you didnât have a chance to answer before there was a knock on the door.Â
âWere you expecting anyone?â She asked with a salacious wink, causing you to glare at her.
âIf itâs them, Iâm not here; please.â You practically begged your roommate as she rolled her eyes and moved to the door to your dorm room.Â
âOh, hello Evans.â Caroline greeted, causing you to scrunch your eyes closed from your place currently hidden from view of the door.Â
âHi! Erm, is Y/N around?â Lily asked, sounding uncharacteristically awkward.
âUhâŚno, sheâs not in right now. I can let her know you stopped by, though?â Caroline offered.
You heard Lily thank her before Caroline closed the door again.Â
âYou sure you donât want them? âCause those Gryffindorâs are fine.â She sighed as she returned to her bed.
She let out a squawk when your pillow made contact with her head.Â
Lily stepped out through the barrel to find Sirius and Remus exactly where she had left them (albeit far more tense) as James came running from down the hall where he had been pacing nervously.Â
âWell?â James asked.
Lily pursed her lips. âHer roommate said she wasnât there.â
Remus looked down at the map to the place where your name was etched beside your roommateâs in the seventh year Hufflepuff girlsâ dormitory.Â
Either the map was faulty [fat chance], or you were avoiding them.
It was official.Â
For whatever reason, they were losing you.Â
You had somehow managed to avoid the Gryffindorâs all Monday; taking a moment to thank every deity that you only had Divination with the Gryffindor house, and none of your Gryffindorâs had opted to take it.
You wondered if you could call them your Gryffindorâs anymoreâŚ
You had run over to the kitchens - all but a hop skip and a jump from your common room - to grab dinner and were stepping back out through the portrait of the pears when you came face to face with Sirius.
âSo nice to see you, Y/N; Iâd almost forgotten what your face looked like.â He said; his tone taking on a harsh tone you werenât accustomed to hearing directed at you causing you to wince.
âPadsâŚâ Remus warned from behind him, though he was looking at you just as warily as Sirius was.
As was James and Lily.
Shit.Â
âIâm glad to see youâre still eatingâŚâ Remus commented dejectedly as he nodded towards your smorgasbord of a plate that Winky had helped prepare for you that now looked horribly unappetising.Â
âIâŚyes. Erm, what are you guys doing here?â You tried.
It had, apparently, been the wrong thing to say.
Sirius let out a derisive scoff. âCut the bullshit, Y/N. What the hell has gotten into you?â
âSirius.â Lily warned.
âWould you guys stop?â He barked back at them before returning his burning gaze back to you. âIâm tired of this; of running around the school looking for you, of being disappointed every time you bail on us, of having to hold James whilst he cries because youâve let him down, of being lied to. So Iâm going to ask again - what the hell has gotten into you?â
âNothing has gotten into meâŚâ You tried to argue, though it sounded feeble even to your own ears.Â
James had cried? You made James cryâŚ
The disappointment in Remusâ eyes, the concern in Lilyâs, the anger in Siriusâ, the sadness in Jamesâ... it was too much, too much, too much.Â
âYouâre going to stand there and lie to my sodding face?â Sirius asked incredulously.
âSirius, stop it.â James ordered; his voice far more severe than you have ever heard from him. âAngel, please. JustâŚjust tell us whatâs wrong. Tell me what I can do to fix this.â
Any sadness that had settled in your chest bubbled into anger at his word choice.
âFix this?â You repeated back to him. âWhy? Why bother fixing anything if youâre all just going to leave me!?âÂ
The four Gryffindorâs stood staring at you with different levels of bemusement; Lily and Sirius at your words, Remus and James at you having raised your voice for the first timeâŚwellâŚever.Â
âWhat do you mean âleave youâ?â Lily asked cautiously, causing you to scoff.Â
âI heard you guys - in the library.â
âIn the library? ButâŚyou never showed?â James asked.
âYes, I did - and I heard you guys talking about me, so I decided to stay out of your way thinking that maybe Iâd make it easier on you all. But then youâve spent the past week absolutely torturing me; showing up at my classes, trying to sit beside me, showing up to my dorm room like you werenât just biding your time.â
âY/N, what exactly did you hear us say in the library?â Remus queried.
âThat you couldnât do this anymore! That someone âhad to tell meâ because it was âgetting out of handâ. That you couldnât possibly live like this anymore and hopefully Iâd just understand. And I do! I do understand; but what I donât understand is what the point of chasing me around the bloody castle is if you-â
âWhoa, whoa. Okay, alright just breathe, darling, Iâm sorry.â Lily attempted to placate, holding her hands up as she approached like you were some kind of feral cat.
You sort of acted like one when you swatted her hands away from you.
âNo! No, itâs not fair! Iâm sorry if Iâm too much, or if Iâm not enough; I get it, okay? I do; sometimes it doesnât work out and thatâs fair but if thatâs how you feel then just leave me alone!â You shouted back, feeling the tears trailing down your neck at this point.Â
âY/N, please, listen okay? Just relax and we can talk this out.â Lily tried again as James let out a pained breath that sounded awfully close to a sob.Â
âRemus, please.â He begged, turning his pooling hazel eyes to his scarred boyfriend who was looking at you in abject horror. âPlease.â
âY/N, youâve misunderstood, dove. I-Iâm sorry, Itâs my fault, but what you heardâŚthat wasnât us talking about breaking up with you. I⌠It was about me.â
You wiped angrily at your face and set your now cold plate on the ground - you werenât hungry anymore anyways. âItâs not you, itâs me?â You sneered half-heartedly.
âNo, noâŚMerlin, Y/N I- Iâm a werewolf. Okay? I have lycanthropy, I was bitten when I was four; thatâs where I go once a month and why I getâŚweird. We were talking about the fact that I needed to tell you because it was hurting us to keep it from you. Dovey, Iâm so sorry youâve been so upset. Please, please take a breath for me.âÂ
You held your hands over your eyes as you tried to control your breathing.
SketchinessâŚtensionâŚdisappearancesâŚÂ
âYouâre going to have to say something to her, Rem; this is getting out of handâ
âCanât we just ignore this? Just for a little longer? I mean, it canât be that bad?â
âY/Nâs so sensitive though⌠How do you tell her something like that?â
âIt has to come from Remus.âÂ
âI donât bloody care how we tell her, but we have to say something; I cannot keep living like this, itâs exhausting.â
âIâm sorry you guys. I thought we could ignore it butâŚI donât think we can anymore.â
âI think we ought to just rip the bandaid off and hope she understands.â
âIâm a werewolf. I have lycanthropyâŚthatâs where I go once a month.âÂ
âPleaseâŚbaby, please say something. I-Iâm so sorry.â You heard Sirius plead quietly; his shaky voice in stark contrast from the way heâd been barking at you just moments before.Â
You pulled your wet hands away from your eyes to see all four of them looking at you with nothing but worry and heartache on their faces; though none looked quite as vulnerable as Remus did.Â
âIâm sorry, Y/N.â He whispered.
You sucked in a shuddering breath as more tears fell. âSoâŚyou donât hate me?â
Remus let out a disbelieving laugh when you heard what sounded suspiciously like a sob from James.
âNo! No, no dove, that- Iâm rather quite in love with you, you know?â He pressed, daring to step closer to you. âDo you hate me?â He asked then, tone turning vulnerable once more.
âNo.â You whined emphatically.Â
âOh my poor girl.â Sirius whined sympathetically.Â
âCan I hug you? Please?â James all but begged, stepping in front of you with his arms open already; poised for you to sayâŚ
âYes.â
Youâre not sure he even waited for the affirmation to leave your lips before he had you encased in his arms.
You shoved your face into his chest and fisted his shirt in your hands; pulling him as close as you possibly could to your person.Â
You werenât sure how long youâd been standing there - directly in front of the kitchens and awfully close to your own common room - sniffling into Jamesâ shirt as he sniffled into your hair, but you heard a sniffle come from beside you.
You turned to see Siriusâ grey eyes shiny and red as he looked at you imploringly.Â
âIâm so sorry I yelled at you, sweetness. Iâm such an arse I justâŚI-â
âItâs okay.â You whispered.
âNo itâs not.â Sirius argued immediately. âIâŚI get like that sometimes; just horribly defensive and then I go on the offensive first. I didnât even give you a chance to talk to us before I was attacking you; Iâm so sorry.â
âItâs okay, Siri.â You offered again, holding a hand out to him which he took readily.Â
âI canât believe youâve spent this whole week believing we wanted nothing to do with you.â Lily whined from your other side. âIâm so sorry we left you feeling like that, darling girl.â
Though you were quite content in your muscled hideaway, you pulled away from Jamesâ chest to wipe at your face again, feeling awfully self-conscious of how blotchy your face must look from your tears.
âI shouldnât have assumed.â You admitted shamefully; voice scratchy from both the shouting and the crying.
âThe way you described it, I can understand how our conversation sounded to you, babygirl.â Sirius contended.Â
âSoâŚyouâre really not leaving me?â You asked again.
âI feel like I should be asking you that, dove.â Remus replied.
âWhy would I be leaving you?â
Lily shared a knowing look with Sirius and James who in turn moved their gazes to Remus with expressions reading âsee?â.Â
âNot everyone would be accepting of a werewolf.â
You felt your eyebrows furrow as you looked at the others as if saying âare you hearing this right now?âÂ
âButâŚI love you? IâŚI donât even know what else to sayâŚI just⌠love you so, thatâs fine.â
âI just love you so thatâs fine.â Sirius repeated as he looked at Remus arrogantly. âI knew I should have placed a bet on how sheâd respond; Iâd have made five galleons!â
âWe were not going to bet on how our girlfriend would respond to Remusâ furry little problem, Sirius.â Lily chided as she playfully swatted at his shoulder.Â
âBesides,â James added, pulling you closer into his side again. âYou would have lost because I donât think any of us would have bet that sheâd misinterpret our disastrous conversation as us trying to leave her and then spend the week believing we were waiting for the perfect time to break up with her only for us all to shout and cry when we realised what happened.â
âNo, that's true.â Sirius agreed readily, looking back at you with sympathy. âI really am sorry, baby.â
âMe too.â Lily continued.
âMe most of all.â Remus added.
âI knew we should have gone looking for her that night.â James mused aloud mostly to himself. âCould have saved us all a lot of heartache.âÂ
âYeah, yeah Prongs. Youâre right again; Iâm sure weâll never live it down.â Sirius said with a playful eye roll.Â
âHow can we make it up to you?â Lily asked as she placed her hand at the juncture of your neck and shoulder and traced shapes along the column of your neck with her thumb.
You shook your head shyly and looked at your feet. âItâs not necessary guys.â
âNonsense.â Sirius scoffed.
âLetâs start with some dinner, yeah? And maybe a cwtch in the boysâ dorm upstairs?â Remus offered to the group, though he seemed to be waiting for you to answer.
You nodded at him and he opened his arms in invitation which you accepted readily.
âIâm sorry, dovey.â He whispered into your hair.
âIâm sorry too, Rem.â
âLetâs never fight again.â James decided enthusiastically as Lily and Sirius stepped through the pear portrait into the kitchens.
âSounds good to me, bubs.â Remus agreed as he bent down to press a kiss to Jamesâ lips whilst keeping you secured to his side.
You were sure that after this week, these four wouldnât be letting you out of their reach.
After this week, you werenât sure you minded that at all.
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Figure skater Lily teaching hockey player James how to do fast spins and turns on the ice, gently holding his hands and skating round with him as he tries to coordinate his feet the way she does, but he still almost slips a few times because heâs not used to being this graceful. And Sirius is sat with his coffee on the sidelines, watching his best friend internally freak out over getting to hold his crushâs hand (heâs also sneaking looks over at the cute barista at the ice rink whose friends with Lily, heâs hoping to get his number later)
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đđđđđđđđđ ⎠FRANCO COLAPINTO
summary. you hated franco for stealing your friendâs seat not knowing that itâd lead to a night of regret.
warnings. enemies to fwbâs, p in v, semi public s3x, major plot twist at the end, & cheating. franco & reader match each otherâs FREAK! 18+
a/n. gif by argentinagp! i love latinos!
YOU HAD PROMISED everyone on the paddock that you wouldnât judge the new driver too quickly. The week leading up to his arrival had been spent reminding yourself that he didnât steal Loganâs seat on purpose yet you were still mad. You had grown quite fond of the american over the past months and losing a friend had made you bitter. You couldnât bring yourself to blame Logan for losing his seat so you resorted to the newly arrived brunette.
âHe doesnât bite.â Alex whispers as he notices the glare youâre sending the brunette.
âBut he scavenges.â You murmur as the press surrounds the rookie.
âItâs not like he killed Logan.â Alex scoffs.
He didnât but it felt like he had. You couldnât help but roll your eyes at the way the media had already forgotten about your friend and put Franco on a pedestal. He had just arrived a day ago and already he was flaunting himself as the next Hamilton reincarnate. You turn around too frustrated with yourself for hating him when you didnât even know him.
âHola.â A thick accent interrupts your thoughts. You hesitantly turn around only to be met with the guy who took your best friend away. âThose colors donât suit you.â
âExcuse me?â You replied shockingly wondering where his sense of entitlement came from.
âAh, lo siento. I meant blue would look better on you.â His cheeks change hues realizing his words came out wrong.
âIt would If I cared about Williams.â You smile sarcastically watching as his smile falters. âIâve gotta go but score at least one point, yeah?â
Franco stays still in disbelief wondering if his comment on your clothes had completely pissed him off. Was his english really that bad? Did he come off too strong? He wondered if the rest of the paddock would hate him or if he was just overreacting.
âDonât worry about her mate. Sheâs very reluctant to new people. Give her time.â Alex shrugs.
As the weekend progresses you spend your time between the Alpine garage and the trailers. You were lucky Alex and Lily had agreed to spend the whole weekend with you. You stared at the street as Leo climbed into your lap making you pet him. Practice had just started and you couldnât help but keep a close eye on Williams. You had began to mindlessly rant to your friends over your encounter with the rookie and how it would most likely take him months to replace Logan.
âWhen this weekend is over Iâm taking you with me to workout because you need to relieve that anger.â Lily laughs.
âNo, seriously. Youâre acting like heâs committed first degree murder when he had nothing to do with Logan leaving.â Alex sounds concerned.
âLook, I know I sound crazy but I swear thereâs something off about him. Plus, yâall do remember the comment he made about me right?â You tried to validate yourself.
âEnglish isnât his first language it was an honest mistake. Either way he just took that Williams to Q1.â Lily motions towards the screen.
âWhatever. Are we all still on for Sunday?â You asked referring to the plans the drivers had made after the race.
âObviously. Although we may need to monitor you all night to make sure you donât damage the new rookie.â The two of them laugh as you sit there annoyed.
The sun was beginning to set as you made your way back to the Alpine garage. Your short white dress was the perfect outfit to keep you cool during the blazing heat of the summer. You were excited to spend the afternoon debriefing with Pierre until you run head first into someone. You try to balance yourself by holding yourself against their chest and as you slowly bring your head up you brace yourself for the apology youâre about to make. But then you see his face and that apology never makes it out your mouth.
âDo you not watch where youâre going?â You scoff at the Williams driver.
âI do. I do it very good actually. Or I wouldnât be here.â He jokes. âIt was you who couldnât see well or else you wouldâve seen me.â
âYouâre quite full of yourself arenât you.â You murmur as you fix your dress.
âPeople pay me to drive of course I am.â He pulls his sunglasses out his face to look at you directly. He has a glint of confidence in his eye and you canât help but roll your eyes at his ego.
The two of you stood there alone as practice was long over and the drivers had gone back to their trailers to wind down. Your friends were probably going to ask you why you were late and you couldnât bear the thought to tell them that youâd gotten into another argument with the rookie. You would get teased for it until the season ended.
âYou know this whole hating me thing because you think I stole your friendâs seat, when he lost it because he wasnât good enough, is so hot.â He smirks.
Any quick remarks you once had were now completely forgotten. His words completely took you by surprise and now you were just confused. Had he taken your witty words as flirting? Had you mistakenly led him on? Or was he just being a prick?
âThough, you could put that mouth to better use.â He says loud enough so only you can hear.
Your cheeks heat up at his comment and you canât help but feel flustered at his words. Suddenly even the short dress you were wearing wasnât enough to keep you cool. You instinctively bite your lip as you try to think of anything to say to him but youâre utterly speechless. Heâs finally gotten under your skin and he hasnât even raced yet.
âThereâs something genuinely wrong with you.â You say.
âAdiĂłs nena.â He smiles at you before wandering off leaving you all alone to process what had just happened.
The rest of the walk to the Alpine garage is awkward and quick. You try your best to store the encounter with Franco in the back of your mind. You do a bad job at it because his words echo in your mind for the rest of the day. You donât tell anyone what happened that day because it was weird and also you werenât even sure what had happened that day.
Itâs finally race day and you brush off your white skirt as you walk towards the paddock. Youâd meet the girls in the Ferrari garage as Charles had wanted to surprise Alex with a girlâs day. You kept your hands above your eyes to protect them from the sun while subtly trying to ignore the camera flashes headed towards you. As you approach the garages you pause for a little. It had become a tradition for you to greet Alex before any race, a superstition that began when Pierre won the Italian Grand Prix, but now you were hesitant to visit the Williams garage.
You sighed coming up with the decision that an awkward conversation with the Argentine rookie shouldnât stop you from visiting one of your closest friends. You do a 180° heading straight for the garage. Itâs a short walk due to you walking as fast as possible to Alexâs booth. The engineerâs greet you already recognizing your face from the past couple of races. Thereâs a huge group of familiar faces in the room except the Thai. Your eyes drift around hoping to find him so youâre not late to meet up with your friends but you canât find Alex anywhere.
âHeâs with Lily.â A voice spooks you.
âFranco.â you sigh. âWhat are you doing here?â
âI work here. The real question should be why are you here?â His condescending tone irks you as he plasters that dumb smirk on his face.
âThatâs none of your business.â You reply. âTell Alex I was looking for him. Iâll be on my way now.â
He grabs your wrist before you can turn on your heels stopping you. Youâre now completely face to face with him that you can practically feel his body warmth.
âSomething tells me you came looking for me using your friend as an excuse.â He says below a whisper.
âDid your parents teach you that the world revolves around you? Has it ever occurred to you that you are not as important as you think you are?â You scoff. âIâm here for Alex and I would be here for Logan too but you ruined that.â
âAy, boluda.â He laughs in disbelief. âIt seems the only condescending person here is you because guess what? I earned this seat. My parents sold our house so I could be here meanwhile your little friend just spent his trust fund and wasted it.â
You run out of remarks at that. Youâd spent all this summer terrorizing him unaware of who Franco really was. Although you werenât going to apologize, you were too proud for that.
âItâs okay though I wouldnât expect for a pretty dumb little thing like you to get it.â His voice goes hoarse. Your mind goes blank at his words unable to register his hand ending up on your waist pushing you into him.
Those are the last words he says to you before he abruptly pulls away leaving you alone to process the encounter. Your hand instinctively goes to the necklace on your neck caressing it as you try to regain your breath. You can feel how warm your cheeks are and instantly feel embarrassed at the weird tingly feeling in your stomach. Most importantly you couldnât believe that out of all the people here Franco is the one who put you in this state.
âOh, good youâre here! Hopefully Iâll get points today because of you.â Alex smiles at you.
âGo crush them. I have to go though have to meet Gasly before the race. You know go over his strategy for the race.â You stammer trying to find an out of the Williams garage.
âYeah mhm.â He waves you off. âThe two of you better show up to the party! Last one before the break!â
The Ferrari garage erupts into cheers as Charles makes it on the podium again. Alexandria and Lily both scream into your ear as both their boyfriends score points for their teams. Meanwhile you stare blankly as the screen as it shows both Alpine cars outside of the points. Then as if the Universe was making fun of you, Franco shows up on the screen celebrating his P8. You hated him, you hated his confidence, you hated the way he took Logan away from you, but most importantly you hated him because the sweaty messy hair he was showing off made you weak. Your mind instantly replayed this morningâs conversation and you found yourself dizzy.
âAre you okay? Is it cuz you guys didnât get any points today?â Lily tries to console you.
âNo, itâs not that.â You give her a fake smile. âThis whole weekend has been kind of too much for me and I think Iâm starting to feel the effects. Iâm gonna go to the trailers but Iâll see yâall at the party later?â
âFeel better love! Wear something slutty!â Alexandria yells as you walk off.
The pink dress you had picked out for tonight was beginning to annoy you. It was incredibly short so you didnât know if you should pull it up or down. And knowing Franco would be there made you overthink your idea not wanting to give him the impression that you had dressed up for him. You internally roll your eyes at yourself for even thinking about changing clothes because of a man. That wasnât you. The effects of the rookie began to scare you.
You donât waste anymore time heading out the suite and straight to your Uber. It was a short drive and the bouncer didnât last long finding your name on the list. Lily and Alexandria immediately started screaming at the sight of you and welcomed you into the round table. Most of the drivers were still at the track recovering from their race so thankfully you sat next to Lily with no one to your right. You hoped Alex would hurry up so youâd get to gossip with your friend.
âThat rookie ended up with points. I think your hate fueled him.â Lily teases you.
âAre we really going to talk about him, right now?â You sigh.
âHe proved you wrong of course weâre gonna talk about it.â She says
âIt was pure luck.â You spit out unaware of the brunette walking towards your table.
âWhat was?â The familiar voice makes you shiver. Lily canât help but laugh as how wide your eyes go. You slowly turn around to meet the guy that had been torturing you this whole weekend.
âOh, nothing-â Lily tries to save you.
âYour race today. It was pure luck.â You say defiantly being too stubborn to retract your words.
âPure luck?â He repeats in disbelief.
âShe didnât mean it-â Lily tries to come to your rescue again.
âOh, no. I meant it. Heâll be ending up P12 in the next races. I guarantee you wonât see anymore points after this. Youâre just here on a test drive and then? Every one will forget you were ever here.â You take a swig of your drink. You donât even register the malice behind your words being too heated to even comprehend what youâre saying.
His face heats up and his cheeks change hues as he registers your words. You blink and heâs gone. He wanders off to who knows where and itâs then that you register what youâve told him. You warm up and suddenly youâre dizzy.
âWhat the fuck?â Lily whispers. âYou better go find him and apologize.â
âHe started it!â You whine.
âNo, you did. Youâve hated him since he arrived when heâs done nothing to you.â Her words make you feel bad. âNow, go find him.â
You stand up adjusting your dress as you scan around the club looking for him. You wander off in hopes of finding him before he leaves. Why was it so hard to find a tall brunette in a crowd of average height people? You give up after five minutes resorting to asking the bartender if heâd seen your âfriendâ and suddenly you found yourself outside. Franco is leaning against the wall looking at his phone but heâs wearing glasses now.
âI didnât know you wore glasses.â You squeak afraid that youâd scare him off.
He looks up at you not saying a single word. Your presence pisses him off and he starts to walk away. You follow him to the back of the bar stopping him before the two of you got lost.
âLook, I didnât mean anything I said. Iâm sorry.â You play with the hem of your dress being too afraid to look at him.
âDid he fuck you good?â His face is stern.
âW-what?â His words catch you off guard. The temperature around you somehow getting warmer.
âLogan. Did he fuck you good?â He asks again with a meaner tone. âThatâs why youâre mad at me, right?â
What you and Logan did behind closed doors was private, something no one else knew. Something you thought the two of you had managed to keep in secrets. Your cheeks flare up at Francoâs discovery. Were you really so bad at hiding your secrets? If he knew then who else did? You were fucked.
âFranco you donât know what youâre talking about.â You try so hard to lie. His smirk makes it known that he doesnât believe you.
One minute youâre lying to his face and the other heâs right in front of you eyeing you down. You can practically feel his body warmth as he invaded your personal space. He had one upped you, again. The innocent facade he had in front of your friends was completely gone.
âAy, que linda que sos.â His thumb traces your cheek. The touch lingers, your cheeks heating up at the contact. âYouâre such a terrible liar.â
âThereâs something seriously wrong with you, you know that?â You barely say above a whisper.
âNo, thereâs something wrong with us.â His hand travels down your cheek to your neck.
That last word throws you off because itâs true, the indescribable pull you felt to him was insane, the two of you were insane. You were tired. You were tired of hiding secrets, Francoâs personality, but most importantly you were tired of pretending. Pretending that you didnât want Franco. So, you do what you do best when youâre tired. You relieve yourself. You pull Franco by the shirt and kiss him ignoring the feel of his glasses hitting your face. He quickly turns the two of you around your back hitting the wall allowing for balance.
The two of you barely pull apart for air losing yourselves in the kisses. His brunette curls find their way into your fingers while his hands sit perfectly on your waist. The kiss grows heated as you pull him closer to you, feeling him. His hand begins to wander down your thighs, pulling them apart and wrapping your leg around his waist. You can feel yourself grow wetter at the new position and then you remember that your friends were still waiting for you.
âFranco, wait.â You groan.
âWhat? What happened?â He pulls away quickly.
âEveryone else is still waiting for us. You need to beâŚâ You pause debating if this was really a good idea but had anything youâd done lately been a good idea? âQuick.â
He takes that as a challenge immediately pulling you in for a kiss again. The kiss is messy and needy with your hands in his hair and his hands massaging the inside of your thighs. The cool breeze hitting your exposed skin as he lifted your dress up. The roughness of the wall is soon forgotten as he brings his fingers down to your thighs, gliding them teasingly before placing them on your clothed core.
You canât resist the groans that escape your throat as his cold fingers come in contact with your core. Itâd been many weekends since anyone had touched you like this. He swallows your noises with his mouth as he kisses you. Your hands grip his arms as he begins to move his fingers around your folds, spreading your wetness. You remember that itâs been a while since the two of you walked outside and pull his fingers away.
âFranco. We donât have time.â You gasp in between kisses.
He picks you up adjusting you against the wall while you dig your hands into the hem of his boxers. It doesnât take long for your hands to venture down and feel him. Your stomach flutters at his size and how he feels. He quickly pulls you away before placing his tip near your entrance. Your morals long gone you grind on him wanting to feel anything. Itâs pathetic the way youâve gone from wanting him out of the sport to wanting him inside you and he notices it too by the way he smirks at you.
Youâre about to lash out when he starts entering you slowly. If it wasnât for him holding you then youâd have lost your balance already at the intrusion. He stills himself waiting for you to adjust to the new feeling. When he notices that youâre ready he pulls out before thrusting back into you, this time filling you to the hilt. It was almost as if he fit perfectly inside you.
âFuck.â He groans as he fills you completely.
Youâre not quite sure anyoneâs ever felt so disgusting. You donât even try to contain your moans as he continuously thrusts into you at a fervent pace. He feels so good inside you hitting spots no one else had before. His fingers leave mark on your hips as you take him fully. He looks down to where the two of you are connected and audibly groans at how well youâre taking him.
âOh my god.â You whine as he increases his speed.
His hands come back done to your folds rubbing them in circles as he tries to pleasure you even more. Your hand joins his showing him where you need him the most. You can feel your slick coating his dick as he rubbed you. You begin to feel a familiar knot in your stomach as he fucks you into the wall. His hand cups your jaw as he pulls you into a long sloppy kiss.
It doesnât take long after for you to come undone around him, your walls squeezing him as you reach your peak. He wonât last long with the feeling of you milking him. Soon enough heâs coming inside you, his warm cum filling you up. The sight of the two of you is disgusting and nasty.
The two of you break away from each other and catch your breaths. You lower your dress back down while Franco takes his glasses off to clean them. You check yourself for any runny mascara, or smudge lipstick, and even run your hands through your hair making sure you donât look insane.
âWe should head inside.â You murmur.
âWeâre not gonna talk about this?â He scoffs.
âThereâs nothing to talk about Franco. At least not know when everyoneâs waiting for us.â You scold him. âWeâll talk next weekend.â
You head towards the bathroom first, Franco surprisingly waiting for you outside. The two of you walk in within a minute difference a smile adorning both your faces. At least until you spot Pierre next to Lily and youâre brought back to reality. You donât waste time running towards the frenchman hugging him as you sit right next to him. Franco canât help but stare at you in confusion as he notices Pierreâs hand trail too far down when hugging you. But then he spots it. Pierre wearing an identical necklace to yours but instead of a P it adorned your initial. His eyes go wide.
âI see you and my girlfriend have finally made up.â Pierre greets him.
âYour girlfriend?â His demeanor changes with the news. âI didnât know.â
Pierre begins to explain how the two of you donât like to be very public about your relationship. You can visibly see the moment in which Francoâs face goes pale. The next few weeks for you are hard racing between the Alpine garage and your girlfriends. Not to mention the quick pit stops to the Williams garage to wish Alex good luck. Itâs a shame you get very little time with the rookie but he makes it work. In the end you really hope he doesnât get a seat for next year, you canât keep doing this.
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It's Always You
Pairing: Lando Norris x Reader
Summary: You and Lando share a mutual attraction, but you've kept things professional due to career implications. However, after his first win race, things may change, blurring the lines between friendship and something more.
Word count: 6013
Author's note: First time writing about Lando. I started writing this on the day of the Miami Sprint and then when he won the next day I told myself I would publish it. Tell me what you think.
It's you, it's always you Met a lot of people, but nobody feels like you So please don't break my heart, don't tear me apart
Miami heat wrapped around you like a steamy August day and even if American tracks weren't your thing, the paddock was definitely one of your favourites.
Working with McLaren since 2019 felt like winning the lottery. Travel, new faces, and a taste of different cultures â it was everything you dreamed of. Hospitality put you in the middle of it all â the team, the fans, even the families. Being young, you clicked quickly with the drivers: Carlos and Lando from the start, and Oscar when he joined.
Carlos was your rock, a protective older brother even after his move to Ferrari. Daniel was a blast, always making you laugh with his great sense of humor, and Oscar's calm personality mirrored yours. He became your trackside best friend, sharing everything over coffee and off-track adventures with his girlfriend, Lily.
Then there was Lando. Your relationship with Lando was different. Unlike Carlos, you saw him not as a brother, but as a friend... friends that had feelings for each other.
He was shy at first, stealing glances when you weren't looking. But time made his shyness disappear. Flirting became his game, playful touches here and there and unexpected hugs wherever he felt like it. You ignored the signs until his confession left you speechless in the middle of the night in Monaco.
"I have something I need to tell you." He said.
It was 2020. Monaco was hot that night. Everyone at the team dinner was buzzing about the upcoming classic Monaco Grand Prix. Like always, after the dinner, Lando offered to walk you back to the hotel where the team was staying â nothing new. You even joked about Carlos doing the same thing.
Like all the other times, you didn't think much about the gesture. It was something he used to do, and in your head, it was just a friend helping the other. After all, Carlos did it from time to time. Why should it be any different with Lando?
"What's up?" You asked, the streetlights shining on his face. "Getting nervous about the race? The car feels amazing, right?"
Lando messed with his hair. Your voice, normally like music to him, made him forget what to say. "Uh, no, not the race."
"Then what is it? Now I'm the one freaking out." You tried to lighten the mood with a laugh. "Did you lose your house key again? You're not staying with me."
He wished you'd just be quiet. "Fuck, Y/N!" He blurted out. "I like you." The words came out fast, just like his orange F1 car. Did you hear him right? When he saw the surprise on your face, he knew you had. "I, uh, I mean more than a friend." He stammered. "Like, a lot. You're always in my head, even in my dreams. All the fucking time. I can't even look at other girls because you're all I see. I just had to tell you. I couldn't keep it in any longer."
You suddenly froze, your heart pounding like a drum solo. Time seemed to slow down, with only the two of you and the warm glow of the streetlights as the real things around. You wanted to speak, but the words simply wouldn't come out.
"Please say something!" Lando begged, his voice shaky. "Anything! Even if you don't like me back, just tell me. But don't let this mess up our friendship!"
It didn't destroy your friendship, but it sent your world spinning. You realized your little crush on the driver was a full-blown fire, and with each passing year, the flames only licked higher. But every time Lando flirted, the same words you had said to him tumbled out: "It's inappropriate."
He hated those words. He'd always argue with you about it. "Come on, I like you and I know you like me too. I know it! Who cares about work? We can keep it quiet. It can be our secret." He always had a solution for every worry, but you remained strong.
You wanted to believe that you could remain strong.
The problem was, your feelings were turning into a rebellion. Keeping them bottled up was a losing battle, and you weren't sure how much longer you could resist the pressure from the driver.
Lando strutted into the paddock beside you, his black clothes and crisp white shirt doing nothing to hide his cocky grin. "Finally figured out why I haven't won a race yet." He announced, his cologne a heady wave in your direction.
You peeked over your sunglasses. "Oh yeah, Sherlock? What's the conclusion?"
He leaned close, his voice a low rumble. "No good luck kiss from you, that's what! Maybe we should fix that? Make it a tradition if it works."
A laugh escaped you. "So it's my fault, huh?"
"Exactly!" He grinned. "And if I lose again without a kiss, everyone's gonna hear about it."
"That's your best shot at flirting?" You teased. "Seriously, Lando, you're terrible."
A playful smirk tugged at his lips. He draped his arm around your shoulder, leading you towards the McLaren hospitality area. "The only girl I flirt with is you, love. Guess you'll have to show me how to improve."
Heat flooded your cheeks, betraying your fake indifference. Lando wasn't an idiot. He knew you felt the same way, a truth as clear as the Miami sunshine.
A booming voice shattered the playful tension. "Whoa there, puppet, keep your hands off of her!"
Carlos emerged behind you, clad in his new Ferrari blues. You turned to see him glaring at Lando, who simply scoffed and moved away, the arm around your shoulder replaced by Carlos's protective arm.
He leaned down, a quick peck on your head followed by a wink aimed at Lando, who rolled his eyes with a playful huff.
"Or what?" Lando challenged.
Carlos pretended to consider, then grinned. "Or I'll run you off the track at the race. And don't even think about getting jealous. It's a bad look on you."
Agree to disagree, you thought. Jealousy did look good on him. The way he tapped his foot impatiently, the way he chewed his lip with a focused intensity â those were the subtle giveaways that made your heart skip a beat.
"Leave him alone, Sainz!" You swatted playfully at Carlos' chest, the contact sending a blush blooming across your cheeks.
"Oh, look who's defending the love bird." He teased, a mischievous glint in his eyes.
You blushed once again. "Shut up." You whispered.
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Lando fighting a smile as you continued towards McLaren hospitality. A quick goodbye to Carlos later, you disappeared inside, ready for your daily tasks. Lando watched you go, his gaze lingering long after you were out of sight.
When he finally turned back to his friend, Carlos was waiting, arms crossed, a knowing smirk plastered across his face. "What?"
"Ugh, the both of you." Carlos rolled his eyes. "All this mooning and staring, it's getting pathetic. Just take her out, will you?"
Lando sighed. "I've been trying for years. It's always 'inappropriate.'"
"Well, try harder!" Carlos pressed. "Last thing you need is someone else catching her eye."
Lando's playful demeanor vanished. "What do you mean?" He pressed, a sudden seriousness tightening his features. Carlos simply offered him a pat on the shoulder before walking away, leaving Lando with a gnawing sense of unease. "Hey, what do you mean?"
The sprint had been a disaster. It all ended so quickly that it didn't give him enough time to think, no chance to catch Max and the others at the front. To make matters worse, the Stewards imposed a heavy fine of âŹ50,000 for crossing the track while the rave was still ongoing.
Later, back at the hotel, he was torn between feeling exhausted and frustrated. A cold shower did little to wash away the bitter taste of defeat. He pulled on fresh clothes and collapsed onto the bed. Closing his eyes, he focused on the tension leaving his body, hoping for a moment of peace.
A loud ringing sound shattered the silence and startled him out of his daze. He groaned as he searched for his phone, buried somewhere in the crumpled sheets.
Y/n: Hey, Oscar and I are planning to watch a movie and grab some food. Wanna join us? We're in my bedroom.
Lando smile, looking at your text.
Lando: You know I like you. You shouldn't tell me when you have other guys in your bedroom. It breaks my heart.
Although he couldn't see you, he was certain you were rolling your eyes after reading his message.Â
Y/n: Shut up and get your ass here.
A laugh escaped Lando's lips as he pushed himself out of bed. He stalked over to the mirror, running a hand through his damp curls. With a flick of the switch, the room dropped into darkness, and Lando walked out of his room.
Your room was on a different floor, but soon a familiar knock came at your door. Your heart kicked into a familiar rapid-fire beat as you swung the door open.
"Hi!"
"Hey, beautiful." He cupped your cheek, his touch sending a shiver down your spine. "Osc!" He jumped in your bed and in one smooth motion, he snagged a chip from the bowl you'd set on the nightstand.
"Hey. What do you feel like watching?" He quickly looked through your Netflix library, skipping over the typical romantic comedy options.
"Anything but that mushy stuff." Lando declared, earning a playful jab from you.
"Take your shoes off the bed, Lando!"
He chuckled, kicking off his sneakers. He leaned back against the headboard, his gaze lingering on you for a second too long. You were a black Simpsons shirt and matching sporty shorts, your bare feet resting comfortably on the cool sheets. A small anchor could be seen on your ankle, sparking his imagination about what other hidden treasures lay beneath your clothes.
The spell was broken by a knock on the door. With a quick smile, you ran toward the door, returning moments later with a stack of takeout boxes.Â
You settled next to Lando on the bed, while Oscar sprawled out at the foot like a contented cat. With the Avengers movie playing softly in the background, you devoured your food, a comfortable silence settling around the three of you.
Two hours passed by quickly as the credits rolled. Oscar groaned and got off the bed. You mimicked his stretch, feeling the pleasant ache of a relaxed evening.
"Looks like someone's having a sleepover!" Oscar teased, pointing a playful finger at Lando. The driver was sprawled across your pillow, a peaceful look on his face.
A soft gasp escaped your lips. "Oh, Lando!" you whispered, torn between amusement and a flicker of panic. He looked undeniably adorable, a mess of soft curls framing his face. You glanced at Oscar, who was already pulling on his sneakers. "We have to wake him up, right?"
Oscar chuckled, a knowing glint in his eyes. "We? Seems pretty comfy to me, Y/N. Let the man enjoy his rest." He started towards the door, but you reached out.
"Wait, where are you going? He can't stay here." Panic bubbled in your chest. The thought of him sleeping in your bed sent shivers down your spine.
"So wake him up!"
Your cheeks flushed crimson. "I⌠I don't want to wake him." The words came out a soft mumble, barely audible.
Oscar leaned closer, his voice dropping to a whisper. "Then don't. Trust me, asleep is the only state he'll stay put. Besides, wouldn't you rather wake up to a grateful cuddle buddy in the morning?"He winked, leaving you speechless, alone with the British driver.
Oh my god, you screamed to yourself.
You tiptoed around the room, unsure of your next move. Finally, drawn by a strange magnetism, you found yourself kneeling by the bed.
Lando's serene face was illuminated by the soft bedside lamp. His chest rose and fell gently in sleep, a single black curl escaping the gentle mess of his hair.
An irresistible urge to touch him washed over you. Without thinking about it, your fingers reached out, tentatively brushing against the perfect curl. As if sensing the intrusion, Lando stirred, and his brow furrowed slightly. You quickly retreated to the bathroom, heart pounding as you slammed the door carefully behind you.
Leaning against the door, you let out a shaky breath. You hurriedly changed into pyjamas, suddenly aware of how thin they felt compared to your day clothes. But it was hot, and you hadn't brought anything else.
Peeking through the crack in the door, you peeked out, praying for the best. Relief flooded you when you saw Lando, thankfully still asleep, but now facing the other side of the bed.
You were wondering if that little couch in the corner was worth sleeping on. It looked quite small and uninviting. Sleep on that uncomfortable excuse of furniture, or share the bed with Lando? The answer, realistically, was obvious.Â
You climbed in, scooting over as far as possible to create a respectable amount of distance from the body next to you. Sleep, thankfully, came quickly. Maybe it was the exhaustion from the day, or perhaps the unexpected warmth and sense of security that came with having Lando beside you, but you drifted off faster than usual.
Sunlight, snuck into the room, painting stripes across Lando's face. He blinked, momentarily disoriented. Hadn't he closed those curtains last night? He sat up, surprise jolting through him as he realized he wasn't in his own bed.
Even more shocking was the sight beside him. You, cuddle against him, your thin pyjamas offering little to make him look away. One of your legs peeked out from under the discarded sheet, and Lando felt a warmth spread through him that had nothing to do with the morning sun.
What in the world? How had he ended up, tangled in your sheets? A quick glance around revealed his phone abandoned on the nightstand. It was still early, but Jon would be expecting him in his room soon. He needed to get out, get cleaned up and get ready for the day. But leaving felt like ripping himself away from something precious.
He stole a glance at you. Your face, relaxed and peaceful, was turned towards him. A stray strand of hair tickled your cheek. Hesitantly, he reached out, tucking it behind your ear.  The touch, light as a feather, was enough to stir you awake.
Lando didn't flinch and when you fluttered your eyes open, his face was inches away. A wave of yearning swept through you, a desire for more mornings waking up beside him.
"Did I die and go to heaven last night?" His voice, husky with sleep, sent shivers down your spine.
"You fell asleep." You admitted, your voice barely a whisper. "And I didn't have the heart to wake you up."
"Right." He breathed the word out, a ghost of a smile playing on his lips. His hand reached out, cupping your cheek with a tenderness that both surprised and delighted you. A blush crept up your neck as he murmured, "Lucky me." Then, a sigh escaped his lips. "I have to go. Jon will be at my room any minute."
You nodded and smiled, despite the disappointment tugging at your heart. You watched as he hesitately rose, groaning at leaving your bed. His hair was a mess of adorable curls, and his rumpled clothes added a touch of vulnerability that made him look even more adorable.
He grabbed his phone and sneakers and then paused, a playful smirk on his face. "So, about that lucky kiss for good luck?" He teased, a hint of hope lacing his voice. "We already slept together!"
"Go!" You muttered.
"Fine, fine." He chuckled. "See you later, love."
He turned towards the door, and an impulsive urge surged through you. Before you could overthink it, you were out of bed and racing towards him. He reached for the doorknob, but you were faster, grabbing his arm and spinning him around.
For a moment, confusion clouded his features, but it quickly melted into surprise as you planted a kiss on his cheek. It was a chaste kiss, lingering just a beat too long to be considered entirely platonic. When you pulled away, his eyes held a mixture of shock and something deeper.
"There's your lucky kiss." You whispered, your voice barely above a breath. "Now go."
Lando stood speechless for a moment, the kiss still tingling on his skin. Then, a slow smile spread across his face "Today is a day full of opportunities." He declared.
With one last lingering look, he opened the door and disappeared into the hallway. You leaned against the wall, your heart pounding against your ribs.
You had never felt more nervous before in a race. At the start, it seemed like Oscar could give Verstappen a run for his money, but then the safety car came out and it felt like you were barely moving until the end of the race, with Lando being P1. It wasn't until the checkered flag waved that you finally exhaled, a shaky breath that escaped with a nervous laugh.
The McLaren hospitality buzzed with excitement. Lando had finally done it. His first F1 victory, a triumph long overdue. You joined the celebrations, a wide smile plastered across your face, not just for the team, but for Lando himself. It was a moment he deserved.
"Great race, Oscar!" You exclaimed as the Australian driver entered the hospitality area and hug you. "You had Red Bull sweating for a while there!"
He chuckled, pulling you into a brief hug. "Thanks, Y/N. I gave it my all, but the real winner tonight is Lando." He winked. "I'm sure your champion will be here any minute, looking for his girl."
You slapped his arm playfully, a blush creeping up your neck. "Don't say that in here!"
"Everybody knows." He whispered back.
As if on cue, Lando appeared. His eyes scanned the room, a triumphant grin splitting his face when they landed on you. You saw as he and Oscar hugged each other and the rest of the team.
He weaved his way through the crowd, a trail of congratulations and backslaps following him, but it was you he was drawn to. Everyone else faded into the background as he reached you, his victory grin melting into a tender smile reserved only for you.
You welcomed him into a hug, a sweet and loving embrace. He buried his face in your neck, the scent of champagne and his signature cologne an intoxicating mix.
"We did it!" He murmured, his voice filled with emotion.
"You did it!" You corrected, pulling back to cup his face. "I'm so proud of you."
Everyone was engaged in their own celebrations as he took your hand. He led you away from the loud crowd, a silent understanding passing between you. As you slipped inside his driver's room, he locked the door behind him, a thrill of nervousness ran through you.
He closed the distance between you, his eyes roaming your face before settling on your lips. With a tender touch, he cupped your cheek, his thumb tracing a seductive path across your lips.
"Please!" He pleaded, his voice low and urgent. "Just this onceâŚ" You knew exactly what he craved.
"Lando--" You began.
"Please!" He repeated, his voice laced with a desperation that mirrored your own.
You swallowed the lump in your throat. A part of you, the part that had spent months pushing him away, hesitated. But the other part yearned to give in. You nodded.
He cupped your face in his hands and pressed you against the wall. The next moment, his lips were on yours, the taste of champagne a sweet surprise against yours. The kiss was hungry and desperate. You clung to his fireproof shirt. The world melted away, replaced by the intoxicating sensation of his lips moving against yours. All the reasons you'd held back faded away.Â
But just as the kiss deepened, a knock on the door jolted you both back to reality. You broke away, gasping for breath.
Lando groaned. "Yeah?" The voice from the other side told him they were expecting him. Lando rolled his eyes. "Just give me a minute."
When you heard the footsteps fade away, you reached for the doorknob, but Lando's hand shot out, his fingers wrapping firmly around your wrist.
"Stop it, Lando." You whispered.
"Don't!" He pleaded. "You can't tell me you didn't like it. I could feel it, Y/N. Don't deny it."
"I'm not denying it." You admitted your voice barely a whisper. "But you know why this can't happen."
Lando's jaw clenched. "It's NOT inappropriate! Look," he said, his voice softer now, "I waited this long for my first win. I can wait for you, just as long."
He cupped your jaw and before you could react, he leaned in and kissed the corner of your lips. He unlocked the door in one swift motion and stepped out, leaving you breathless.
You'd politely declined Lando's after-party invitation at the strip club near the hotel. You weren't the nightclub type, and deep down, Lando knew that. You assured him that you hadn't rejected it because of the kiss, but the way the call ended, left a pit in your stomach.
"He's mad! I know it." You mumbled to Oscar, who sat beside you at the hotel bar. The rest of the team was split between a game of darts in the back and loud conversations over drinks by the pool. "He didn't say 'bye, love' or 'see you later, beautiful', we just said bye."
Oscar facepalmed as he looked at his drunk best friend rambling about their mutual friend who was likely doing the same thing at the party.
"You're his friend, Y/N, not his girlfriend." He teased, sending a blush creeping up your cheeks. You stammered a reply, but the words got tangled up in your throat. "He's probably getting lucky tonight." He continued. "Deserves it after that win."
The implication hit you like a punch to the gut. "Lucky? You think he'll...?"
A mischievous glint danced in Oscar's eyes. "Oh, absolutely."
You downed the last of your drink, feeling a hollowness in your chest. "Good for him." You mumbled, the words lacking conviction.
Oscar groaned, frustration etching lines on his forehead. "Jesus, Y/N! The only girl he wants to get lucky with is you. Stop playing these mind games and making yourselves miserable!"
You rested your head on your hand, a wave of emotions crashing over you. "Oscar," You confessed, looking him straight in the eye. "I really like him. Like, never liked anyone this way before."
A slow smile spread across his face. "Then do something about it."
Lando was having the best time of his life, celebrating his first win with his friends. He felt his chest vibrate with every beat of the bass, as he laughed with his friends. Despite the fun he was having, he was also experiencing a dull ache. Your absence stood out.
He'd downed a few too many drinks to drown the disappointment steaming inside. When you declined the club invitation, his frustration boiled over into a harsh goodbye, which he quickly regretted.Â
"Did you see who just walked in?" Max shouted into his ear over the loud music.
"What?" Max pointed towards the entrance, causing a frown to appear on Lando's forehead.
Your arrival sent a jolt through him, he felt a surge of adrenaline and his earlier frustration vanished as a smile stretched across his face.
"Go get your girl, champ!" Max patted his shoulder with a wink.
Lando needed no further encouragement. He navigated his way through the crowd, his eyes fixed on you.
You scanned the room with a hint of apprehension. Even in your tipsy state, a voice of reason whispered in your head, questioning this impulsive move.
Just as you turned to leave, a warm hand closed around your wrist. You didn't need to see his face to know who it was. His familiar touch sent a familiar spark across your skin.
He wore a playful smirk, but his eyes held a hint of concern. "I thought you weren't coming."
You tried to appear casual, but your voice betrayed you. "I wasn't."
"How much did you have to drink?" He asked you, and you furrowed your eyebrows. How did he know what you had been doing? You stuttered in response, unsure of what to say. "Did Oscar let you come here drunk?"
"I'm not drunk! And how do you know I've been drinking?"
"Then why the sudden change of heart?" His gaze softened, searching your face. "And Oscar's been keeping me updated."
"Why doe--"
"Why are you here, Y/n?" He asked you.
You felt your face getting hot as you looked around the club, the among of bodies suddenly overwhelming. "I, uh..." You cleared your throat, the words catching in your tight throat. "I need a drink."
As you made your way towards the bar, Lando followed closely behind. You approached the counter and asked the bartender for a drink. He nodded and began to mix your order. Lando stood by your side, looking a you.Â
"How did you get here? Does Oscar know?" The concern in his voice sent a shiver down your spine.
You nodded and then drank the entire drink that was placed in front of you all at once. "Yes. He called me an Uber and told the guy to drop me here." Lando looked surprised as he noticed the empty glass in your hand. You hadn't intended to drink it so quickly, but your nerves got the best of you.
 "Whoa, slow down there."
"I thought you wanted to celebrate!" You said to him as the bartender handed you another drink. You took it and walked away. Lando's face was adorned with a smile, but worry still lingered in his mind. Despite that, there was a sense of happiness as the night was finally complete.
You leaned heavily against Lando, his arm wrapped securely around your waist, as the elevator ride made you feel dizzy. He, somehow, seemed frustratingly sober.
"Hey," He chuckled, his voice warm despite the coolness of the metal walls. You managed a watery smile, lifting a hand to touch his cheek. "What are you thinking about?"
"Dogs." You mumbled. "Do you think they dream about bones?"
Lando's laugh filled the small space. "Maybe. I don't know beautiful."
"Do you think I'm beautiful?" You blurted out, smiling innocently.
He stopped in front of your room, his gaze holding yours. The concern that had flickered in his eyes earlier was gone, replaced by something more intense. "You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen." A giggle erupted from your lips. Lando reacted instinctively, clapping a hand over your mouth. It was late, and the last thing they needed was a noise complaint. "Shh." He murmured. "Gotta be quiet, love."
You nodded. "Okay!"Â
"Where's your key?" he asked, his voice laced with a hint of exasperation. You shrugged, the simple action requiring more effort than you cared to admit.
"Lando?" You whined. "Sleepy..."
He cursed under his breath, scanning the empty hallway. Walking up to the front desk for a key wasn't exactly his ideal scenario.
"Alright, you're coming with me." He said gently, scooping you up in his arms. A sleepy protest tumbled from your lips, but you clung to him instinctively as he carried you back towards the elevator.
"Can we go to the beach?" You mumbled as the doors closed.
"The beach will be there in the morning." He replied, a hint of amusement in his voice. "It's almost five am."
A giggle escaped you. "Naked swim?"
He cleared his throat, the sound a little rough. You'd been a delightful firecracker all night, and he was struggling to keep his cool. "The shower's a much better option right now."
The elevator doors slid open, and with a sigh, he carried you out, your head chilling against his shoulder. He fumbled with his keycard, finally pushing the door open with his foot.
In the room, he gently laid you on the bed, the soft sheets making you relax and close your eyes.
For a moment, he stood there, watching you. The urge to pull you close, to feel your warmth against him, was killing him. But your vulnerability state held him back.
"Hey, love?" He said softly, his voice laced with concern. "Can I take off your shoes?"
You mumbled something incomprehensible but managed a weak nod. He carefully removed your heels, his fingers brushing against your ankle for a fleeting moment that sent a jolt through him.
"Maybe a shower would be good." He suggested, his voice gruff. "You'll sleep better."
"With you?" She asked him, excited.
Lando, still feeling the effects of alcohol, ran his fingers through his hair, feeling hot.
"You can't imagine how much I want to say yes... But no, not tonight." You pouted. Grabbing your hands, he pulled you up. "Ask me again tomorrow!"
He gently led you to the bathroom and helped you sit down. He waited for the water to warm up, and when it was ready, he turned around. Suddenly, Lando's breath caught in his throat.
Without him realising, you had taken off your clothes. You stood bathed in the soft glow, vulnerability etched on your face, wearing only your black lace lingerie.
He tore his gaze from you. His heart beat a frantic rhythm against his ribs, mimicking the feel of the alcohol in his veins. Only if you weren't drunk...
"Are you okay?" Your voice was so gentle and innocent, nothing like it normally sounded. You reached out and touched his back. He flinched the innocent gesture a powerful trigger for his already steaming desire.
"Y/N, please!" He pleaded. "If you keep touching me..." The sentence trailed off, the implication hanging heavy in the air. The more he looked at you, the more his willpower crumbled. Shame washed over him. "Love, just take a shower. You need to sober up." He gestured to a pile of clothes on the counter. "There are some of mine there. I'll be outside when you're done."
You stayed in the shower for a while, the hot water feeling good against your skin. You weren't completely sober, the world still held a gentle sway, but the edge of drunkenness had dimmed.
Stepping out, you wrapped yourself in a fluffy towel Lando had left out.Â
As you dried your hair, you caught your reflection in the mirror. Even in the state of mind you were, you knew you were going to regret it in the morning. You put on the clothes he had left you and shoved the feeling down.Â
Lando, scrolling through his phone on the bed, looked up when the bathroom door creaked open. Relief washed over him as he saw you wrapped in his clothes.
"Feeling better?" He asked. You offered a small nod, leaning weakly against the doorframe. The playful energy that had fueled you earlier had dimmed, replaced by exhaustion. "Good!" He said, a hesitant smile tugging at the corners of his lips. "Sleepy?" You simply nodded again. He cleared his throat, the silence growing heavy in the room. "So... Are you comfortable sharing the bed, or...?"
"It's fine." You mumbled. A playful glint flickered in your eyes. "And I promise I won't, uh, bite."
Lando chuckled, the sound warm and genuine. "Don't get me wrong, love," He said, his voice dropping to a raspy whisper. "You could do whatever you wanted most nights, believe me. But not tonight."
He gestured to the empty spot beside him on the bed, inviting you to join him, an unspoken tension lingering in the air.
You waddled across the room, the oversized t-shirt hanging loosely on your body. Climbing onto the bed, you scooted closer to him, a nervous feeling running through you, despite the lingering effects of the alcohol still dancing through your veins.
"Can we at least...?" You trailed off, your voice barely a whisper. "You know... a goodnight kiss?
"You're a menace when you're drunk, you know that?" He teased, a playful sparkle in his eyes.
You batted your eyelashes in a way you knew usually worked. He sighed, a hint of a smile playing on his lips. "Alright, alright!" He complied. "But on the cheek. Lips are off-limits tonight."
You couldn't help the grin that spread across your face. As he leaned in, the faint scent of his cologne filled your senses. He placed a soft kiss on your cheek, sending shivers down your spine.
"Goodnight, Y/N!" He murmured, his voice sending a flutter to your heart. "Hope you'll remember this tomorrow morning."
"Goodnight, race winner." You replied, a hint of sleepiness in your voice.
Sunlight pierced through the blinds, finding your eyelids and forcing them open with a groan. Your head felt like a maraca that had been shaken all night, and your mouth tasted like a desert. Sitting up cautiously, you winced at the throbbing in the back of your head.
Memories and fragments started to come back. The kiss, the club, the dancing, Lando's strong arm around you... and then... a complete blank. Panic started to rise in your chest. What had you done? Had you said something stupid or done something worse?
The bedroom door creaked open and Lando entered, a steaming mug of coffee in his hand. He looked like a vision with his rumpled hair and a smile breaking out on his face as soon as he saw you awake.
"Good morning, sunshine!" He said, his voice sounding awful to your pounding head.
"Don't yell!" You mumbled. "Water?"
He chuckled, handing you a bottle of water. He sat on the edge of the bed, his concern evident in his eyes. You took a grateful sip, the cool liquid easing the dryness in your throat.
"Do you remember anything from last night?" He asked you, sitting on the edge of the bed, his concern evident in his eyes.
You took a deep breath. "I remember... bits and pieces." You admitted, shame creeping up your cheeks. "Lando, I am sorry if I did something or said something wrong... I must have been awful. I was very, very drunk."
He shook his head, a small smile playing on his lips. "Honestly? I wish you felt that comfortable around me all the time." Lando reached out, brushing a stray strand of hair from your face. His touch sent a jolt through you. "You know how much I like you... Y/n, I'm in love with you."
Your heart hammered against your ribs at his confession. AÂ real and pure confession.
"Lando--" You breathed, your voice thick with emotion.
He took your hand in his, his eyes filled with a gentle understanding. "I know..." He said, his voice a soothing balm. "Just know that I'll wait for you. However long it takes." He squeezed your hand.
Tears welled up in your eyes. The years of running, of pushing him away, suddenly seemed pointless. All you wanted was to be here, with him.
Leaning forward, you met his gaze. Then, you cupped his face gently and placed a soft, sweet kiss on his lips. It was a kiss filled with apology and relief.
"I'm tired of running." You whispered against his lips. "I'm in love with you too. I've always have."
Lando couldn't help but grin as you hugged him. First, the win, then the kiss and now the girl of his dreams confessing her feelings. Yeah, you could definitely say it was a very good day for Lando No Wins.
"I love you, Y/n." You smiled, a genuine, heart-melting smile.
"I love you too, Lando." You knew, at that moment, hugging the person you had been in love with for years, that you were finally home.
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