#LORD. LET ME CARE.
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pros: all my anxiety about my thesis defense from yesterday has dissipated. yay!
cons: just want it to be over, feeling a bit like. well, whatever about it all askldfjsal
#LORD. LET ME CARE.#looking over and thinking of the most commonly asked questions in defenses and im like. trying to muster some will in myself alsdkjflsajfas
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There’s a child wandering the streets of Crime Alley. Unfortunately, this is nothing new for the area, riddled with crime and homelessness as it is. However, Red Hood and Nightwing are vigilantes and helping lost looking children is firmly in their job description. Plus, Crime Alley is Red Hood’s. He protects what’s his. With a single shared look, the brothers swung down to the child clad in just a white dress and some thin flats completely unsuitable for Gotham’s worsening weather. Hell it’s be unsuitable for the general poor weather.
“Hey, kiddo.”
The girl’s head swung to lock gazes with the duo, eyes blinking blue- and green? Red Hood allowed his brother- he worked so hard to beat down the pit madness in order for Nightwing to even remain near- to take the lead.
“Oh. There you are.” She said, turning to face them fully. The kid’s face filled with relief.
Nightwing blinked.
“You were looking for us?” His soft voice saved for children firmed into something more serious, more concerned.
“Mmhm. I was looking for Red Hood, but you’re a good bonus.”
“And why were you looking for me, kid?” Red Hood interjects. He knows Dickolas is clocking the same things he is: the kid’s white whispy hair, pale face, and… Lazarus green eyes? It’s more solid now, that she’s looking at Jason.
Dick straightened, eyes going heavy as he looks at this wisp of a girl. He’s fiercely protective of Jason and they’re both equally wary of the League of Assassins. Still, the two of them couldn’t help but let their guard down a bit because this was still a child they’re talking to.
“Because… um. Did you know you’ve died?”
Hood stiffened, hand going towards his guns. Granted, they’re rubber bullets, but the kid clocks that immediately. She threw her hands up in the universal gesture of “I’m unarmed and mean no harm.”
“I- well, to put it frankly, you kind of… stink?”
“What.”
“Ugh, I’m totally messing this up!”
“Why don’t you start again?” Dick said, shifting into a subtler fighting stance. He kept his voice light, but Jason saw the way his hands inched towards the scrims sticks. Distantly, Jason thought it was hilarious that this tiny kid could evoke that kind of response. Looking into Lazarus green eyes though, he couldn’t find the humor anywhere. The worst thing, though, is that the pit quieted. The rage the bubbled incessantly underneath his skin calmed. Jason did not like feeling bereft of the rage, not when he didn’t know why it was gone. He had just gained control of it, minimally, and to have that control be unnecessary left the vigilantes off kilter.
“Right, okay, sorry. Um, did you, uh, die and wake up surrounded by glowing green stuff?”
Before Jason could reply ‘yes, and why the hell do you know that?’, the kid continued with, “Because me too!”
She did jazz hands as Jason’s and Dick’s brains short circuited. Jason thought he even heard a little “yay!”
“What.” Jason sputtered out. His stomach and heart clenched as he thought about how young the kid looked. Fuck.
“Yeah. So, anyways-”
“Don’t speed past that like you didn’t say what you just said!” Dick interrupted, hand tugging at his hair in distress. His body language slipped from battle ready to extremely distressed. “You died?”
“You were- you were dipped in the Lazarus pits?!” Jason felt the need to address that specific point.
“I mean, it’s not that important? The important thing is- wait, what’s a Lazarus pit?”
Jason froze again. She didn’t know what they were?
“It’s… the glowing green stuff.” Dick answered her.
“Oh. Is that what you were dipped in?” She tilted her head at Jason. He nodded, wariness climbing. “Oh. Well, I mean, that’s not we call it. But the stuff you were dipped in, it’s rank. Contaminated.”
Jason thinks back to the burning, drowning green. The agony he felt as it slipped into his mouth and nose and his very being.
“It was bubbling.” He said. The girl grimaced. Jason had no idea why he was being so honest with this kid.
“Gross. Anyways, I can, like, help you with that?”
“With what?” Dick asked, eyes darting from the girl to Jason.
The girl groaned. “Okay, so I guess you guys are kind of new. Uh, the contaminated green stuff,” she points at Jason’s chest. “That’s making you angry, right? Leaving you in the backseat of your head as your body breaks whatever got you angry to begin with and you have no control over it?”
“…The pit madness.” Jason mumbled, feeling numb. “Yeah.”
“…Right. I can help you clear that out,” she pauses, fidgeting. “If… If you help me talk to Batman? It’s kind of… urgent.”
“Batman?”
“Why?”
“Uh. There’s kind of… a whole mad scientist thing going on and like… experimentation and dissections… you know?” The kid waved her arms around, distressed.
Dick and Jason unfortunately did know.
“Cave?” Jason grumbled.
“Cave.”
“Okay, we’ll bring you to the cave. Then you tell us everything.”
“Really?”
She looked up at them hopefully, and Jason could see the moment Dickolas melted. Not that Jason could say anything, since he was already taking off his jacket and bundling the kid in it.
“Um.”
“Who the hell let you walk around Gotham like that?” He scowled down at her, not that she could see it with the red helmet in the way. Dick looked at him carefully, eyes roving over the oddly relaxed state his little wing was in.
The kid shrugged. Jason sighs.
“What’s your name?” Dick asked. Scooping her up, the blue and black clad raised his free arm to grapple away. Jason follows him, heading towards the motorcycles they’ve got parked nearby.
“Dani. With an I.”
“Nice to meet you, Dani. I’m Nightwing. This is my… this is Red Hood.”
“Okay. Cool.”

#danny phantom#danielle phantom#danielle fenton#red hood#jason Todd#dick grayson#nightwing#dani going: you stink but I can help with that#dani trying to save her siblings from the GIW by bribing/blackmailing the vats#like they wouldn’t just take a look at this literal child and jump a cliff to help#dani: I need help#also dani: let me insult a crime lord#the plan worked though#this has been sitting in my drafts for too long#dani is both traumatized and a sassy little shit#dani ‘haven’t learned social cues’ Fenton#to be fair it’s not like vlad cared for social niceties#vlad the creep#dani dresses like she wants to get mugged on purpose
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beloved!!!
#neither of these characters r women >:3#mine#fan art#rote#fitz and the fool#fitzloved#realm of the elderlings#i was screaming reading golden fool let me tell you that. 'you thought i was bringing you flowers?' fitz what if i bit you#i am on . fools fate now. oh dear#after this im gonna. wait a long time before reading fitz and fool trilogy...good lord#also. u would not believe the amount of GRIEF. this drawing gave me. ive been staring at colour variations for like an hour#th pose is based off an Artus Scheiner drawing i saw n was like. thats fitzloved#i hvent read liveship traders i know i know. smite me down. listen. i dont care for boats i really dont.#i started reading it n was like i dont respect any of these people and then. stopped skdfbsdk#anyway. why is it 30 degrees. relax. its cooler next week thank god. this better b th last of th heat or im gna start biting
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teefuckinhee
@yameoto
#i couldn’t help myself#ignore the quality#and how ass it looks in tumblr i promise it looks better in my camera roll#but lord alison#marriage?#children?#grow old with me?#let me care for you for the rest of time?#alison miller#hollow in the land#dianna agron#katies gay ass thoughts
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can't express accurately how happy it makes me that c.s. lewis did not leave room for many interpretations in narnia. it's christian and you can't get around it. susan chose to care more about worldly things than what matters and he said what he said. the lion is Jesus. evil is evil and good is good and people have to choose. and that makes some readers angry because it's nearly impossible to ignore and they want to ignore it. they want it to be something else and they can't make it something else without making it not narnia. love that. that is doing it right
#that's. how. it. should. be#if there's room for interpretation in your writing as a christian you are doing it wrong#if people read your work and get to pick and choose what it means and you left it OPEN to interpretation-#-and they can divorce your fantasy world from the truth? you are doing it wrong#looking at you john ronald reuel#readers you're upset because susan cares more about “nylons and lipstick” than Aslan? 1. that's not really what lewis said#2. you should be upset because she made the wrong decision#and if you're upset because you can't get around the christianity in narnia let me share something with you - that's the point#it's a christian series#it's telling you christian things. this is not lord of the rings. this is not Cool Fantasy World open to interpretation#you can't worship the fantasy world and ignore the christian truths#you can't separate the two. that's what it should be#that's what all christian writing should be#if you write something amazing and centuries later people host parades for your fictional world and there's no God in it? no truth?#wrong. you did it wrong. they should not be able to separate the two - unless the point of your writing was to write a cool story#congratulations you wrote a cool story. but did it point people to the truth? unavoidably? no? then what a waste of freaking time#what a waste of a beautiful God-given talent#okay I got off on a tangent#my point is: be upset because Narnia is Christian and you can't get around that with ease#I am so. glad. you can't get around that with ease#this is why Lewis is my favorite author in the root of me#he did it right. this is what we as christian authors should aspire to#not LOTR. Narnia. NARNIA.#christianity#narnia#the chronicles of narnia#thoughts in the tags#doverstar's thoughts#writing#authors
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Look, I just think it's VERY funny and on brand that I thought of an entire premise of colorful characters for half the cast and immediately drew the only one void of color.
#my characters#i will not bore you all too much in the main post but now its story time in the tags so yeefuckinghaw#noll is a fae and is distinctly the only one that just lacks colors#at first he was like well surely i can wear colorful stuff to make up for my dark hair and eyes !#and then he overhears some of the fae talking about how hes a blemish to the fae and hes like well fuck#guess its time to go all in baby! and decks himself out in all black and jagged clothing#and he tries to play it off as hes an idiot and a lot of the fae actually believe its not ALL an act#like they can tell he thinks about stuff but he normally does it staring into space so they dont care to ask#cause surely it isnt important enough to brood about hes just thinking about stuff#and he really REALLY has a lot of confidence issues and worries that more fae are disturbed by his darkness than let on#but then the other fae that like to hang out with him are like#YOOOOOO THATS OUR LIL VOID! THATS OUR LIL GUY! our lil black spot look at him hes so edgy and cute!#and treat him like a pet cat at times giving him head pats even if he bats their hands away#and the plot premise is that some of the fae are bored and decide they should go play with some humans! give THEM enrichment too!#and noll gets roped into it and The Game is basically go find a human partner and convince them to be an ally#then the fae give the humans cool lil toys (weapons) and are like GO FORTH MY CHAMPION!#so noll keeps like ... not picking anyone to participate because its not just A Game to him#if he can prove victorious in A Game with outside factors such as humans then he can prove hes not#an absolute disappointment to the fae like he has a lot riding on this in his mind#and his friends are just like buddy you cant even play if you dont pick a human you gotta#anyway here is noll and then i have ideas for two other fae and also a veeeery vague idea for two of the humans though not as sure yet#rae if you read all this you should know the cobalt is a fae thanks bye#i am so stressed posting ocs every single time and i am incredibly depressed and anxious#so good lord please let me not just delete all the tags in an hour bc im ashamed
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absolutely life changing stuff that i can and WILL be normal about.
marc doing vale's corkscrew move ON VALE (haha pun intended) and valentino lovehating it more than anything
#marc all giggly and proud#the commentators screaming in the box at this kid's audacity.#do you think there was like#bitterness about marc that there never was for casey and jorge and sete because valentino Knew#marc was going to “out live” him in a sense.#because vale rode in motogp for longer than all of his rivals#except for marc#and it was always a sortof. unspoken truth that marc was going to last longer because he was young#but he was also similar to vale (vale even said “he is like me but... the newer model”).#the never ending drone of time and age.#but lord above.#they were so close#they cared about each other so much#how could it have gone. so wrong?#those two years must have felt like#a honeymoon.#the way they giggle over each other and themselves#stumbling about hanging from one another#like love drunk teenagers#do you think marc made vale feel young again?#do you think he could relive some of that golden age through marc? do you think it hurt? knowing that no matter what he did#he could not go back and he could not change the past. all he would leave is claw marks on his legacy.#i think they both had to let go of that legend in 2015. i think thats why it hurt as much as it did#because marc had to realise who vale really was. but vale did too#motogp#ramblings of a lunatic#marc marquez#valentino rossi#rosquez
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au where when a Death Eater is killed, they can actually not die, on one condition:
Their heart must be pure.
This doesn't mean they never ever did anything wrong. That's impossible if you're human. No, this means that whatever they've done, it's for a selfless reason. That whatever bad they've done for selfish reasons, they've fully regretted, repented, and set out for redemption. That in their heart of hearts, they are no true Death Eater, because true Death Eater have no compassion, or selfless love. Selfless Love is a pure thing, and if that exists in the heart, then they may survive being killed.
And there's another thing: they return to the physical state they were in before taking the Dark Mark. It's all effectively "wiped clean", as it were. Of course, the actions remain, as do the mental scars, but the physical body is now back to when it was still pure of this evil as a little nod to the purity of their heart.
During the second war, then, there are a few Death Eaters who do not die. But only the fewest:
The most famous example? Severus Snape, who is all but a mere child, barely touching adulthood. Who's small and underweight, whose body is still riddled with scars from the Good Guys. Who's so young it's frightening to think he became a death eater at this age because there's something so broken and fragile about him. How did he manage to survive through that?
And then... And then there's Bellatrix. Bellatrix Black.
Who... Who's a literal child.
#there's just something about Bellatrix that gives me the sense of “she wasn't always like that”#and the way she's in the movies from the bits I've seen. she talks in a little girl voice#“but she isnt pure of heart!” yeah. that's the problem#no one knows why bellatrix is alive. or why she's a little girl now#a very different little girl too#also Snape remains teaching potions (he refuses to leave. this is hell but it's his personal hell and at least he knows this hell)#yes. yes he is smaller than half his students. yes he's physically younger than the seventh years#nobody cares- after slughorn they would accept anyone#also minerva won't let severus out of her sight. he's her baby now. done.#and Harry's coming to terms with the fact that Snape did all this when he was probably younger than harry and thats scary to think#also there's draco who's now wondering if he can get rid of his mark this exact same way#and the child bellatrix? just to add to the angsty horror side of it#because that means something Very Bad happened in the house of Black to turn this little girl into that terrifying woman#hp au#harry potter au#death eaters#severus snape#bellatrix black#specifically bella black because she's returned to before lestrange and now andromeda and narcissa are taking care of her#harry potter#draco malfoy#lord Voldemort#and no voldemort didnt think this part would happen because he doesn't understand love
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Genuinely really loving the tendency of official Doctor Who stuff to now refer to the Doctor in general with they/them pronouns
#Doctor Who#New Who#The Doctor#I am talking#I feel like the Doctor in the show just lets people assume whatever pronouns and gender#because people are going to make assumptions and whatever anyways#and going along with people's weird assumptions until there's a reason not to is generally the Doctor's MO#see: anytime someone is like 'are you here for XYZ reason?' and the Doctor's just like 'yes absolutely'#but I feel like if the Doctor had a reason to care about the nuances of human gender conventions in the 21st century#they would like they/them pronouns#also I think it's neat that Time Lords who do have an actual experience of gender#like the master#seem to use whatever pronoun applied at the time in question when speaking in past tense in English#rather than the human convention of using the current pronoun even when speaking retroactively#it's just an interesting distinction#and then that makes me think about translation stuff and how concepts about gender may not even apply in Gallifreyan#but this is getting too long for me just rambling in the tags
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"First Blood" car ride back home scene but instead of Cas finding out about Dean's deal with Billie, it's Dean discovering Cas put to use Mick's business card and called him for help. Of course he then proceeds to ask Cas for Mick's card, immediately burn it and delete all of his contact info from Cas' phone.
#i'm very fond of jealous!dean#cause to me dean would be like those guys who. when in a relationship. would be all#“oh i'm so cool. i'm totally not the jealous type. look at me. i don't care”#and then they care and are totally the jealous type and are actually not cool at all lol#i'm also fan of “let castiel angel of the lord flirt with and tease other characters”#that angel deserves some fun and if dean doesn't provide he gotta move on lol#spn headcanon#spn#spn s12#deancas#castiel#dean winchester#phd in spn s12
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Paul and Ted should team up and kill Sam for Charlotte me thinks
#im rewatching tgwdlm and this just popped into my brain#they totally could and should kill Sam#it would be great#+ it really works with both their characters#we know Ted is capable of killing and that he does actually care for Charlotte but he's too insecure to ever let her truly know that#Paul very obviously cares about Charlotte he actively put himself in danger during show me your hands to get Charlotte away from Sam#and we KNOW he is capable of murder from nmt#also Sam is trash#throw the whole man out#tgwdlm#ccrp#Ted/Charlotte#< idk if they have a specific ship name sorry#Chai latte if you want#i do ship it but this doesn't have to be a them post#Sam Sweetly#Charlotte Sweetly#Ted Spankoffski#Paul Matthews#i dont think the lords would even be a factor in this#Charlotte would just come in one day kinda sad and Paul would be like what's up?#and it we be something with Sam and Paul and Ted would just share a look and nod#cut to midnight in the witchwoods Paul and Ted covered in Sams blood digging a hole to bury him in#'so beanies tomorrow?' 'sure Paul'
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I came across this while browsing today and thought it was an important PSA to throw out, considering some of the behavior I've seen in the Horizon fandom over the past few months. One thing I've seen that disturbed me were comments from folks that seem to think that saying you don't like a certain pairing constitutes ship-bashing.
But the thing is - people are allowed to not be into your ship. They're allowed to express that on their own personal pages (although it is good etiquette not to actually tag the ship you're expressing opinions on). Sure, it's not the most fun thing to come across if they're talking about your ship, but blocking or scrolling past is easy.
It doesn't become bashing until you attack the shippers themselves, directing your criticisms towards the human beings that like the pairing rather than the pairing itself. Calling someone gross/dumb/delusional because they happen to enjoy a particular dynamic between two characters is bashing. Griping that you don't understand how anyone could possibly see a romantic connection between two characters is bashing. It's the kind of behavior that tears fandoms apart, and there's no need for it.
It's even worse when you go onto a post or creation made for that ship and say it to the shipper's face. It's uncalled for, rude, and just plain mean. What is the point in making someone feel shitty just for liking something? When you could just...not?
Anyways, I've just had this on my heart lately and coming across this list made me realize that it's a piece of fandom etiquette we could all use a refresher on. People expressing reasonable feelings and opinions on a ship is not an attack, and it's not ship-bashing either. But if you're someone that has put people down just for enjoying something you don't understand, it might be time for some soul-searching.
#fandom etiquette#ship-bashing#fandom rant#as someone who is very live and let live when it comes to other ships#it baffles me that so many people seem to think it's okay to insult or belittle someone just because they like something#i mean good lord it's hard to find things that make you happy these days#who cares why someone likes something?#let people have things#i beg
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took boob pictures to feel better about myself and it didn't help
#omg kiera no one cares#i know i know it's my period soon that is making me feel like this but eugh lord let me be hot for once#i miss having a bitch to send things to and them go wow amazing i am in love with you etc etc being bitchless is killing me
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I CANT SLEEP IM PRAYING SO HARD THAT KAALAA BAUNAA GETS A SKIN ON 1.8 PLIS PLIS PLIS PLIS
#idc about ms newbabel voyager 6 shamane medpoc IDC#PLEASEEEE KB SKIN AMEN#down so bad it got me clenching my hands in prayer#DEAR GOD: IT WOULD BE SO CUTE#Ok but an Eternity skin will be ok too#BUT KB SKIN???? Artagqhhwjwjj3jehhhj)))))))))))))#dear lord please let your silly little lesbian win for once#mochats#modownbads#MB I FORGOT ABOUT JESSICA....#i also dont care about her GIMME A KB SKIN (i do care)#its almost 1 am dear lord help me#captain o captain your disastrous dyke is going insane#i bought roaring months just for her#if it isn't too much then a Baby Blue skin will also be appreciated i love her sm my daughter#priority skin wishlist: 1. kaalaa baunaa naturally 2. eternity because of course 3. baby blue because baby 4. medpoc bc i kin#im literally. disintegrating. pls give kb a skin omg i beg#what if i pretend idgaf abt kb skin so it will come for real....
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if only i made friends irl as cool as my tumblr mutuals, my social life would be WAY more fun 😭
#i couldn’t care less about taylor swift or whatever#all i want to talk about it Led Zeppelin and world problems#i need to have people that will ACTUALLY TALK ABOUT GAZA#i need people that give A FUCK in my life#and i also want to meet people that listen to half decent music#like good lord#for some reason they can’t put up with quote HEAVY METAL end quote#whatever the hell that means#I don’t listen to metal… i listen to LED FUCKING ZEPPELIN#and then i also need friends that want to sit and write#and talk about what we are right about#WHILE LISTENING TO LED ZEPPELIN#okay thank you tags for letting me rant#classic rock fandom#led zeppelin
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Lana Del Rey 's young and beautiful is officially Guxmir's song. I don't make the rules
#guxart sings it#the cat actually has a decent singing voice#dear lord when i get to heaven#please let me take my man#the kaer morons listening in#whos he talking about#guxart: wouldn't you like to know weather boys#all that grace all that body#vesemir fucks#vesemir/guxart#guxart x vesemir#vesemir#guxart#the pups and kittens are disgusted at the idea their dads fuck#papa vesemir#the old cat and dog don't care#they enjoy scarring the children#the witcher#the witcher fanfiction#fic prompt#songfic#ao3 author
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