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Jennifer Finch - L7

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Debbie Harry

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is there love, on this website, for people writing non-fiction? asking for me.

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cackling because I just saw a tiktok talking about hannibal, the cattle prod and the masons and one person replied with a "OMG I thought this show was JUST about cannibalism".

realest comment ever. to this day knowing that hannibal actually aired on tv is still so wild.

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no feelings just will graham saying "no no no i'm not abused" while hannibal tells him that he's dissociating as a survival mechanism for a psyche that has endured repeated abuse.

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ah. okay. i see now. hannibal nbc really has ruined interview with the vampire (book) for me because what they did on hannibal is for the ages. like, obvi thank u writers blah blah blah but what hugh dancy and mads mikkelsen did is. like. so unique. my imagination has been contaminated and i'll forever compare every ultra fucked-up couple dynamic to them playing will and hannibal. sorry but mizumono changed my brain chemistry and now i can't enjoy things anymore :/

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Pier Paolo Pasolini and Maria Callas (1969)

Italian postcard by Cineteca di Bologna. Photo: Mario Tursi. Maria Callas and Pier Paolo Pasolini during the shooting of Pasolini's Medea (1969).

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sorry sam stans anyway i do think the concept of john like hovering over sam's childhood bed with a gun thinking about killing him is overblown. specifically it seems clear that john just didn't know that much about demons and the yellow eyed demon and how they worked because he was a bad hunter. like he probably didn't know about demon blood, my impression was always that the reason john said to save sam or kill him to dean at the end of s1 was because of the visions and psychic powers, which john didn't know about until nearly the end of s1. sam was abused by john, of course he was, they both were, but it was most likely in only the most mundane and boring of ways: sam and dean were physically and emotionally neglected, forced to participate in violence from a young age, kept under strict control, given harsh and vicious punishments, and subject to the capricious whims of an angry, grieving alcoholic who lived and breathed violence and must have managed to bring it home at some point. obviously there were some differences in their upbringings: dean was given a little more freedom but also an unreasonable degree of responsibility while sam wasn't expected to do as much but was kept under stricter control. but overall if there was a difference between how john treated his sons, it was that he treated dean as a tool to be used and sam as a potential victim to be protected. but even then the boundaries of these categories are porous: dean was frequently protected and seen as a potential victim and controlled ("dad let you go on a hunting trip by yourself?" "i'm twenty-six, dude"), while sam was often used as a tool and given too much responsibility (lest we forget, he too was helped with hunting at least as a teen. he went on his first hunt at what, twelve? that's shockingly young, and we only don't think of it that way because dean was younger). like the brothers just weren't treated that differently i don't think, certainly not until they were old enough to start really thinking for themselves and forging their relationship with their father on something closer to their own terms.

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thinking new thoughts requires such a tremendous amout of work, ergo time, that people thinking pre-packaged stuff seems to be almost inevitable. mind you, it's the system that's at fault and yet we do live in a material world, always running out of time.

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I know my 0 note posts hit hard af with some of yall. I don’t need any names but yw

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Ass grabbing while kissing >>>

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life is worth living because there's monoi. thank u tiaré flowers, thank u tahiti, thank u coconout oil. nothing makes me feel as happy as monoi oil on my skin and hair. it really is a balm for the soul ❤

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disappearing man // hayley williams

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