#LILY DOESNT UNDERSTAND FUCKING ANYTHING
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THAT
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AND YOUR CHARACTERS ALREADY ARE LIKE THIS; OH MY GOD YOU ARE A TERRIBLE WRITER!
#lily orchard#lily orchard critical#lily orchard is a bad writer#LILY DOESNT UNDERSTAND FUCKING ANYTHING#OH MY GOD!#oh my fucking god
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When I open the comment section on a jily post and all of it is hating on jegulus 😞
They’re the ones that complain about jegulus taking over and there not being enough jily content, but when there is all they comment is “finally not jegulus” “keep up the jegulus hate” like maybe you should sit down and think about the fact that, everyone commenting hate about jegulus on a post about jily, is one of the reasons there’s not that much content about them anymore.
Like why are you thinking about jegulus more then actual jegulus stans??? I like both and I was like awww cute jily!! because I don’t spend enough time thinking about what i don’t like to hate it.
So yk maybe you’re the problem
#it’s just#sigh 😞#I will never understand why people talk about stuff they hate so much#like i don’t care that you don’t like this character or this music artist#that doesnt tell me anything about you#other then the fact that you’re a whiny bastard#why can’t we just talk about jily without jegulus being brought into it at all#i love jily and jegulus#i could not care less what you ship#so stop bringing other ships up (even if it’s to hate on it) in comments on a video about a different ship#for fucks sake#😞😞😞#marauders#marauders era#fanfic#fanfiction#jily#jegulus#james potter#lily evens#regulus black#lily evans#starchaser#flowerpott#sunseeker#sunflower
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long running shows like modern family start to fall apart bc they reduce the 3D-ness of their characters into quick words n change them up as dependent on the plot v understanding the characters and keeping their growth consistent. also bc theyre yt and white comedy shows dont know how to engage in anything beyond surface level humor even when they are to some degree tryign to be political
#im bored in quarantine#but its irritating that by s5 claire is simply 'tomboy mom who doesnt understand anything feminine' like#one of the plot points for a s1 ep was that she was trying to force alex to be more feminine#also like clearly they dont mind getting political when its like...easier like 'gay rights!' but thats it#we couldve seen this show really get political. what does it mean for manny and luke to grow up#n model what its lik eto be teenage boysi nterested in girls#the fucks ups as they try to be Men vs actually being considerate. they touch on this but not really#how cam n mitch's apolitical nature obviously impacts lily as an adopted sea girl#im so bored comedy is supposed to be a commentary on like social positioning isnt it? its supposed to like Shake Things#but shows r sooo neoliberal ew
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I just ADORE the idea of potter sibs learning lessons from their namesakes and being nothing like them :)
James being calm and studious and kinder than his namesakes
Albus learning how NOT to handle very specific social situations from his namesakes
And Lily is just like "FUCK them kids lmao"
YESSSSS literally.
james is more popular than his namesakes were (i like to think james and sirius were just impervious to popularity&they just gave 0 fucks, although sirius was default popular because of his surname and his attractiveness) because hes more welcoming and less of a dick and a nepobaby, but he’s emotionally distant with his peers and finds it hard to open up to others because he’s always a little suspicious of people (unlike james sr, who was an open book). he plays quidditch because he knows he should and it makes his mum happy and its kinda fun and hes kinda good but hes not that passionate about it. he gets amazing grades because hes studies a lot and not because hes a natural genius (unlike sirius, who didnt have to study hard for anything to pass comfortably). james a perfectionist, by-the-book person who struggles to think outside of the box, unlike his grandfather whos genius lied in nothing else.
albus reminds me more of his namesakes than the other two potter siblings, but he probably would appreciate the comparison the least. he’s quiet and lonesome and angsty with a ‘no one will understand me’ mindset, but severely attaches himself to the people he loves, and carries them with him throughout his life without ever moving on (all exactly like severus). hes cunning and always ready to martyr himself (both dumbledore and severus), but hes way more audacious and simple. he has a ‘1 + 1 = 2 end of story’ mind that he got from his parents that completely goes against severus and dumbledore’ long game of chess. albus does not care for such BS, hes still got that gryffindor dawg in him. he will go against every expectation set out for him on purpose (unlike dumbledore and snape, who will use their reputation to their advantage). also, albus is happy lmfao. its why he commits his life to himself and not to others like his namesakes did. he wants simple things like nicely-cooked dinners, warm houses, and to get married young and start a family. kind of like his dad and grandmother.
and lilyyyyy. she is all over the place. she is the quidditch star, the loud one in class, the person who fakes her report cards so her mum doesnt freak out at her. shes not studious like her grandmother, she attracts people to her and selects the greatest pick out of the litter for friends, and shes got a lot of friends (unlike lily evans, who’s love is so concentrated and loyal to very few, and luna who was socially repellent). she travels everywhere because shes a glutton for experiences, she doesnt plan ahead, shes will never be tied down— not even by true love and the prospect of staying with them forever. shes open like luna but her mind is more of a straight arrow than luna’s genius. lily grows up and never has any kids, not because she hates children but because she just never particularly wanted to. she never grew out of being reckless and impatient and impulsive, and she had always known that those traits would not be compatible with raising a child and she was okay with that (unlike lily evans who had always wanted to be a mother, and had dedicated herself to her baby).
#asp kind of like his namesakes a little bit#except hes not a LOSER like them 🙄 (he is a loser)#didnt mean to yap about them but what elsw do i do on thia acc besides that#harry potter#hp#hpcc#cursed child#albus severus potter#scorpius malfoy#james sirius potter#scorbus#<- bcuz thats who albus marries obvi#lily luna potter#marauders#marauders era#sirius black#james potter#lily evans#lily potter#luna lovegood#severus snape#albus dumbledore#ginny weasley#lilysander#jily#ask#anon#rewriting
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Here are my Marauder fics. Mostly Wolfstar but I will say if they aren't. Hopefully someone likes at least one of them <3
First Wizarding War: Siriusly, what the fuck Pads! (Part of the Operation Rescue Regulus Series, Wolfstar, Past Jegulus) Summary: After finding out about James and Regulus, Sirius is going to stand back and watch him be killed by a Death Eater, whoops. Really Regulus? (Part of the Operation Rescue Regulus Series, Wolfstar, Past Jegulus) Summary: James, Sirius and Remus put their plan into place. Time to rescue the youngest Black, wether he's happy about it or not. They took my heart, I'm going to take their lives. Summary: Sirius walks in the Order meeting happy and joking with James.
He walks out with his whole life changed and a plan of death and destruction on his mind. A Lone Wolf Once Again Summary: Remus came back from the werewolves and found his whole life destroyed.
His friends dead, his nephew lost and his partner apparently being the cause of it all.
Remus looks at those around him and can't understand why they arnt as angry as him, why aren't they raging about the unfairness of it all? Death on the Other Line (Dorcas/Marlene, Background Wolfstar) Summary: It was only a fight, a fight with her girlfriend. These things happen during normal times, let alone during a war, but unbeknownst to Doras it was the last fight she and Marlene wold ever have. Months of love and work for Moony's sweet treat Summary: Remus had a rough moon, so now Sirius decides its time to share the secret project he's been working on for the last few months. Anything to treat his Moony when he isnt feeling his best. You're Floo Was My Emergency Contact Summary: Sirius is in Moody and Kingsley's custody after Halloween 1981. Dumbeldore is his emergency contct but he isn't answering his floo.... I'm bitter: You were mine first (Past Jegulus) Summary: James catches Regulus in an alley after a Death Eater attack. One thing leads to another and Regulus revels in the fact James isnt as good as he pretends to be, he never has been.
Child Aquesition:
You did what now? Summary: Sirius knew he was the reckless one in this relationship. Until he wasn't. When Remus did something crazy, he went big. Like stealing werewolf kids big. Bring Back Black: In not dead (Past Sirius/Remus, Remus/Tonks) Summary: Remus and Tonks are getting married, they are standing there, ready to say their vows when an unexpected guest turns up. Please Stay Summary: Sirius has been fighting his whole life and sometimes he doesnt always win against the intrusive thoughts that swirl in his mind. Remus hates sitting by his husbands hospital bed, but at least he's alive for him to sit there. At least, this time ... No MCD!! You're still a traitor (Past Sirius/remus, Remus/Tonks) Summary: Sirius came from the veil to find to his family. He found them, he found them ensconded in The Burrow. Harry was there and alive and still carrying on. And so was Remus. But this time the love of Sirius' life was married, to his cousin no less.
Sirius has to be the brave one, now, the mature one but he really doesnt want to be.
Harry gets a loving family: I see your monsters (Part of the The Mismatched Family of Harry Potter series, all the queer Marauder ships) Summary: Most of Harry's large, mismatched family is away at the same time. He is not happy, so his dad teaches him a new song. I'm waiting for Mummy ( (Part of the The Mismatched Family of Harry Potter series, all the queer Marauder ships) Summary: Lily is due back from her and Mary's honeymoon any time now. Harry is waiting. Everyone being apart for so long has taken a toll on them all. Not on my watch (Minerva/Poppy, eventual Sirius/Remus, part of the Who Harry should have grown up with series) Summary: Minerva stand with Albus, looking down at Baby Harry Potter, she listens to Albus and decides not a chance, not on her watch. You wont be alone Madadh-allaidh ((Minerva/Poppy, eventual Sirius/Remus, part of the Who Harry should have grown up with series) Summary: Minerva and Poppy have Harry and they are keeping him, come hell or high water. But they have another lost boy out there, a young man who feels alone and won't make the best of choices alone.
Poppy and MInerva will give him what he needs, hope and the family he craves to soothe him because of the one he has lost.
What Does The Wolf Say? (Wolfstar, Jily, Part of the Uncle Swearwolf series) Summary: It's bedtime in the Potter household, which means time to read a book for Harry.
It's Not Always Me You Know? (Wolfstar, Jily, Part of the Uncle Swearwolf series) Summary: Turns out 4 year old Harry can swear in more then one language.
Whoops, Remus thinks to himself, but its not all his fault, no matter what Lily says. I Give Up (Wolfstar, Jily, Part of the Uncle Swearwolf series) Summary: Remus is exhausted, its almost a full moon and the last thing he needs is a howler from Molly. Why did everyone always blame him. He's Marrying Me (Regulus/James, Background Remus/Sirius) Summary: Regulus is nervous, more nervous then he has ever been before. But why wouldnt he be? This is the start of his happily ever after, after all. Mummy Loves You Harry (Gen, Lily-centric) Summary: Lily knew, she knew there was something wrong with that knock on their door. She had known this would be her end, but she swore to anyone who was listening that this would not be Harry's end.
Reincarnation: 957 years and Remus loves Sirius in every one Summary: Remus has loved Sirius ever since he met him, and in every life since. But loving Sirius is never easy, especially when he manages to get some unknown deity involved in their lives. Marauders at Hogwarts: Smile Summary: Our pair of resident idiots being being oblivious and Remus being jealous. I'm coming Petite Étoile Summary: Sirius Black has heard his brother is going to get the mark. Due to The Incident with Snape, he has no one to turn to. He has been protecting his brother from their family ever since he could remember.
He would do the same today, even if it cost him his life. Heather Summary: Listening to "Heather" by Conan Grey, my brain screamed Sirius and Remus. So here is my Wolfstar interpretation with the kind of light angst that comes with our pair of resident oblivious idiots. Mama Hope's Sex ed lesson (Gen, Hope and Remus)
Summary: Hope found a dirty magazine in Remus trunk, she decides its time for her 13 year old to learn all about the birds and the bees, it turns into something else. A conversation about Remus and who he is and his mother being the supportive parent she always will be. Buzzcut Season (Why me mother?) (Gen, supportive Marauders) Summary: Sirius comes back from his first summer holidays after starting Hogwarts scared and worried, what did Walburga do to him?
It's a good job there are so many people who love him in his true home.
Older Marauders:
Happy Birthday, you old wolf Summary: Remus made it to 65, somehow, with his husband by his side. Its time to celebrate with his loved ones. Who's is the tie Harry? (Wolfstar, Drarry, part of the I finally have a family and they are all here series) Summary: Harry was late to lesson, it was ok though. Well, until someone else realised that he didnt have a red tie, but a green one .... He Is Part Of Our Family Too (Wolfstar, Drarry, part of the I finally have a family and they are all here series) Summary: Next instalment Sleep Paraylasis Summary: Sirius cant move, he cant do anyhthing, he can barely breath. Every bad thing that ha sever happened to and because of him races through his paralysied body and he cant do anything about.
But his light, his light that shines so brightly in the darkness of Sirius' life is there to hold him. The World Is Ending and Yet I Smile Summary: The Moon is broken and the moonlight fractured, and yet Sirius looks a this husband and smiles I'm real, I'm here. Open your eyes and see. Summary: Remus often dreams about Sirius and it makes him reluctant ot open his eye to the nothing he knows he will find when he does. But will he? Has he really lost everything?
Muggle Au: The Arcade (Mostly Dorlene, background Wolfstar) Summary: Its Marlene's turn to pick the groups monthly activity. This month Remus has invited along a new friend. I Want To Die Too Summary: Remus sees his worst nightmare happening before his eyes. He isnt brave like Sirius, he isnt strong like James or ruthless like Regulus. Whereas they would all rather go out in a blaze of glory hes expecting to go in a quieter way.
Remus Lupin wont leave this world with a bang, but with a whimper,
Sirius name a whisper on his lips and a shout in his heart. Judge Judy: Wolfstar edition Summary: Remus Lupin has had to take one Siirus BLack to court to pay for the damges he caused. Another fun filled day in the courtroom of one Judge Judy Scheindlin. I Will Be A Secret But Not A Dirty On Summary: Remus and Sirius have been together for 14 years, but no one knows. And now, now Sirius is getting married to appease his mother.
Remus refuses to be a cheat or to be cheated on, so where does that leave them? Red, White and Blue: I Love You Summary: Remus came back from deployment different. He has no faith in himself with the changes to his body. How could he inflict himslef upon his wonderful husband?
Unfortunatly, said wonderful husband is madly in love with Remus and just waiting for him to stop being a prat and come home to him.
Second Wizarding War:
Casual Summary: Sirius has been in an on and off again relationship with Remus for 20 years, kind of hard to always be on when you are in jail.
Still, what happens when Sirius learns he was all in but Remus was still adamnt it was all still just "casual"? I'm Sorry but your not Him (Past Sirius/Remus, Remus/Tonks) Summary:Remus was supposed to be happily married, but he wasn't. His mind swirled to Sirius every moment of every day, but Remus had a wife and an unborn child.
What was he going to do?
Afterlife fics: It Was Always You (Pst Remus/Sirius, Past Remus/Tonks) Summary: Remus has died at the Battle of Hogwarts, and yes, he is sad, and angry, after all he has left his little boy behind, but here, here is where Sirius is. A long overdue conversation needs to happen betwee the two.
After all, Remus needs Sirius to understand that no matter what, It was always him in Remus' heart. A/b/o Breeding my B.... Summary: Sirius is in heat, ready and waiting for his Alpha, so why isnt he here? Remus Lupin better hurry up. Are you a werewolf? (Jegulus, Wolfstar, part of the Are you a werewolf? series) Summary: Regulus is in love with his new boyfriend. He hasnt told James yet. The full moon is the perfect time to go tell him, especially when Regulus wants to confirm that yes, James is obviously a werewolf. Somehting that will make James very happy. Wait, you're the wolf? (Jegulus, Wolfstar, part of the Are you a werewolf? series) Summary: Sirius has just watched his brother walk away to change their lives again. Either hi brother's possibly a werewolf boyfriend would claim and protect him, or he wouldnt and Sirius will have to grab his brother and run again.
He really needs a hug, so he goes to find his possibly a boyfriend lover Moony, the idea that maybe Moony is a werewolf too has rattled around his brain, but unlike Regulus, he knows better.
Animal Au's: Im The Prettiest Thing In The Reef, Love Me Summary: Remus is a grouchy octopus, and Sirius, the most beautiful fish in the reef, is madly in love with him. Now he just has to get Remus to love him back. We Will Find Our Own Herd, Our Own Famil Summary: The Marauders are animals. Sirius and Regulus are leaving their herd, the Blackmanes, they want a new start. They will find their new family on the way as long as they stick together. Thank you for giving me the stars - Lucigoo89 - Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling [Archive of Our Own] Summary: Remus and Teddy are outcasts, on the edge of Axolotl society, but Teddy makes a new friend and it looks like Remus may make a something more who is willing to show him the stars.
Soulmate Au: Magic and Mayhem Summary: Soulmates are draw to one another, and their other half's family. It never mattered to Sirius, he had James, Lily and Harry after all But now its just him and Harry, and he feels so alone, so scared and terrified he wont ever meet his soulmate, after all, he knows they are near, so why aren't they looking for him like he is them? Genderswap au: Our house of stone where the ivy grows Summary: Sirius is in an arranged marrigae, one to a cruel man. If she wants to save her brother and her werewolf lover, the love of her life, she has to go through with it.
Maybe one day she will be reunited with Remus, maybe she will be wrapped up in Remus' arms and she in hers. Maybe, but until then Sirius will hope. She will hope that their dreams become reality. Creature Au: High Tide Came and Brought You to Me (Mer Remus/Siren Sirius) Summary: Remus was cursed as a child and became a wermerman. 20 years later and he still hates himself and what he becomes once a moth. Maybe some new addotions to his cove will help him feel a bit more at peace with himself? No War au: This is real, but it isnt ME! (Regulus/James, background Remus.Sirius, Even/Barty) Summary: Regulus loves his brother, something he has to remind himself, because right now he wants to murder him. This is all Sirius fault!
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The biggest WTF for me is when book fans are like well Louis is a liar in the books about why xyz didn't happen in the show and I'm like well if he's lying about everything then why am I watching this show?? are you gonna retell the entire first season with what really happened? cause I feel like the show is wasting my time then.
Any and all Lestat propaganda is lost on me. Anytime someones like well in the books he's not like this, I'm like I dont care that's not what he's like on the show so stfu.
Also I have no fucking clue what ppl are talking about with daniel + armand most of the time like I don't understand how the fuck s1 hints at anything other than an adversarial relationship at the moment.
im assuming ur the same anon as here..
and its like yeah its obvious some things didnt happen the way they did cuz its louis’s point of view & we will get another look at certain scenes but if the whole season is a total lie thats a waste of tv lol. granted the book iwtv narrative is more straightforwardly dark. theres no two interviews theres just one interview in the 70s (which was contemporary. iwtv published in 1976) .and the most that’s ‘contradicted’ in that imo is.. of course getting lestat’s point of view and all but also. ok. so you know how in the show lestat kills the tenor and clicks out on louis saying embrace what you are? in the book, lestat did the same thing but it was w/ these sex workers/prostitutes instead. in tvl lestat is like well actually these women were robbing the seamen so i wasnt the bad guy. this is actually why i think show lestat is nicer than book lestat! not rly cuz he did the same shit to lily. seriously tho book and show les were twins separated at birth and sent off to different universes imo. & in the book louis links w/ lestat whos bog body down bad holding a child and turning his back on him its irony its melodrama and we’re never sure if that scene actually happened. according to les well it didnt and louis was just a drama queen embellishing. thats what louis is, a drama queen embellishing things LOL. & the suspicion around armand is warranted like hes a powerful vampire with an adeptness in the mind gift, but he also loves lestat + his form of showing that is yandere crazy af aka torturing the people lestat cares about if not beating and tormenting lestat himself and its like..armand would do some shit like that hes crazy but itd be a bit boring if all of s1 was a big lie ?. let all the yaoi be problematic! i def think that theres some freaky shit going on between armandxlouis… the 1x07 reveal was like heyy danny ik i just checked out 5 seconds ago but i went from a bad bf to worse :3 the snake sheds his skin as ive dubbed it. i thought armand was rashid tvc until i seen the marius painting and the reveal had me sooo hype. the finale is the biggest divergence in the book besides the obvious changes (race, era, certain scenes etc etc) the fact that theres 2 interviews and that armand x louis are together in the modern day. in the book armand broke up with louis just before the interview, tried to mack on bog body struggle bus lestat and when all that failed he went to fuck w/ daniel. daniel was named in the third book finally and he was revealed to be w/ armand to have this crazy psychosexual bdsm worldwide cruising (well. armand watching danny fuck) blood airtagging romance rigmarole for a few yrs post interview cuz armand wanted someone to teach him what being human was like again and daniel wanted a demonic satanic zaddy. i am the devil’s minion (title chap drop!) armand’s put in a situation where he has to turn a dying 32 year old (book) daniel into a vampire. in the show clearly, daniel is old now but hes dying still. s1 doesnt show much so i can get why ur confused but in later seasons the nature of all their relationships between show armandxlouis , daniel & what happened and how theyll adapt the axd dynamic will be clearer to us all. i just think ppl r too committed to particular fan theories or takes rn. the ennui of being into an ongoing adaptation
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i dont know much about this Stephanie person but from what yall said i dont like her😭
like bro what does claire falling on top of leon do? like it didnt add anything and nothing was said about it again also shes just pissed the leon likes ada and not claire like claire doesnt like him either? infact she is still kinda mad at him
spoilers for death island and infinite darkness
(edit because i actually answered this a few days ago, but i also find it very sus that she did a "yahoo news interview" pertaining to re2r and how she "received criticism" for her role, (which would be nearly impossible to find now as re2r came out in 2019.) it would be hard to verify whether or not she actually received widespread criticism, which i still think was only pertaining to the voice change (not a huge amount of disappointment) and her usage of swears (which is hardly a criticism on her acting ability and rather the script choices) it's just weird to be preemptively stating that she was harassed for the role and that she "accepted the criticism" and that claire "matured and no longer swears as much anymore" which is hardly a character change? how is she supposed to swear constantly in death island? which is A SCRIPTED MOVIE?? she "stopped swearing" because they (infinite darkness and death island were HEAVILY SCRIPTED. was she supposed to just yell FUCK YOU all the time??? this also had an outpouring of comments on a particular tweet where everyone essentially, didn't know she received criticism, but that she "took it in stride"
IT'S JUST KINDA SUS TO ME. the implications and timing of it are weird considering Lily is still receiving harassment to this day.
(okay back to when i originally answered the ask)
she's essentially a grifter- in ways that she panders to cleon shippers but also doesn't at the same time- i'm not the first one to say it and i won't be the last, but a lot of people do not like stephanie with the role of claire (particularly with how she characterizes claire.) a lot of people also wish that claire's face model was changed back to her more mature one since she's not 19 anymore
(at the same time again- if they did something COOL/INTERESTING with claire, then i'd like her more- but she's just bleh as a character to me)
the "fall" scene was never scripted. also i find it odd considering i rarely see stephanie on nick's streams but that's neither here nor there lmao.
stephanie holds this weird self insert ship with leon but at the same time (like cleon shippers) always have to cast out other women and put down ada, as ada is literally leon's only love interest par for some fan service. (THIS IS SO PICK ME I HATE IT LOL) her to matt/nick PICK ME, CHOOSE ME, LOVE ME uHGHGGHG (remember she's consistently says that Claire is a good girl, and that Leon "deserves a good girl" which YUCK that made me cringe to type out.
at least with matt and courtenay they have this love and understanding for each other and aeon. anyways
she says one thing but then does another. she "leon decides to find his worth" but also "no bad mouthing on Leon," so which is it?
it's like when people are like I DON'T WANNA OFFEND YOU, BUT I'M GONNA SAY SOME RACIST SHIT.
"we did it just for fun for everyone, just to keep that hope alive."
and cleon shippers are happy with that???? claire looks like she's gonna vomit on leon
and are we forgetting that in the same show that leon and claire are no longer friends? barely friends in death island.
[also actually come with receipts so here's the full article]
ANYWAYS i don't wanna talk about claire or stephanie ew lmao
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A funny way of showing things
PART 2
Paring(s): Sebastian Stan x daughter!reader
Warnings: Child abandonment, some language, super angsty, terrible grammar as always (what else?)
A/N: I didn’t intend to add Lily I was just looking for a random name. Lily was the first one I thought of so I just went with it ahaha. I wanted to add more but I also wanted to get this out ASAP. Part 2 coming soon. Constructive Feedback appreciated!
You never thought it would happen. You never thought they would call your name. You only dreamed about it, but never in a million years, you thought it would become a reality. The confetti flew, you were handed the trophy, you searched the crowd for your father, but his face wasn't there. At least one part of your dream came true.
Hours passed, you got home by yourself with the help of some of your friends and their parents. You walked through the door trophy in hand expecting to see your dad, but the house was dark. You flipped on the lights and no one was home. You put your things down and opened the fridge pulling out leftovers from the other night. You put the noodles on a plate and heated it up. You searched the rest of the house looking for them but they were nowhere to be found. You sat down at the bar stools scrolling through your phone to see praise from teammates, teachers, friends, even the other dance teams, but none from your dad.
His love and his light for so many years. Yes, you were unexpected, but he would never take anything back. Straight A’s, beautiful smile, kind and caring, daughter of a great and famous actor, people assumed everything was handed to you on a silver platter, but it was the exact opposite. Dance was your therapy. It gave you this indescribable feeling. You worked your ass off to get where you were, especially to bring home that trophy.
Your head shot up when you heard keys open the front door. Your dad stopped when he saw you, realizing he missed everything.
“Shit.”
Lily appeared from behind, “What?” Her eyes fell on you.
“Honey, I- I’m so sorry. Both our phones died and they let us out way later than scheduled.”
Letting out a deep sigh, you put down the fork in your hand, and reached down to the floor to pick up the tall trophy you just won hours prior.
“Y- You won?”
“2022 national champion.” you said without hesitation.
“Honey, that's…incredible! I'm so proud of you!”
He started slowly walking towards you, but you got up and started to walk away before he could get to you. He knew he was in some deep shit.
“Baby, wait.”
“I’m going to bed.”
“Y/N come sit down, please?”
You kept walking towards your room. A simple “No.” left your lips.
“Y/N, please just come sit do-“
“Fuck You!”
A pause.
“What did you jus-“
“Fuck you!”
Only a few seconds of silence passed but it felt like an eternity. You weren’t aware of your surroundings, the room you were in, or who you even were in that exact moment, but you did know that every single emotion building up inside of you from the last 6 months was about to show itself, and you were more than ready to let it all go.
“Why Dad? Why did you not come? It was on the calendar, I put it in your phone. I told Lily, Its all I talked about for 6 months! Where do you think I was going and spending 3 hours every single night? I was at rehearsal. Did you just not care?”
“You know I care. I got my dates mixed up and work was kicking my ass i jus-”
“Oh, of course. Work, work, It's always work! I know you’re busy, and I understand-”
“Do you? I don't think so Y/N, Because if you understood, then you would know that I don't get breaks like that. I don’t just choose when I can take off.”
“No. You can’t, But you can at least push to try! If you know that making plans doesnt work so easily, then why did you promise me?”
“Oh my god, Y/N. Why are you making this such a big deal! It was one fucking dance compition. One performance that I missed.”
“No, it’s not Dad! It’s Nationals! And it's not just one, You’ve missed every single one this season! Dance competitions, recitals, the school dance, the honor roll reception. Which one have you gone to dad? Tell me! Tell me I forgot. Give me one thing you've been there for since you started filming and dating Lily! Was I not good enough? Did you just want to forget me? Was I a constant reminder of a stupid mistake you made?”
“No! I Just-”
He couldn't even look at you, which gave you the true answer to that last one.
“I know you love Lily, and I know you love what you do, but I need my dad, whether he loves me or not.”
“Don’t say that. Never say those goddamn words again. You know I love you.”
A moment of silence fell over you this time.
“Do I?”
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But lily... Wouldn't that mean you couldn't write stuff like Stockholm again 🤔
Also maybe its BAD that other sites have censorship rules, and thats why ao3 is popular? And also how fictional stories are fictional? Underage can be tagged and avoided and not just there??? That everyones definitions can be different? That rpf doesnt matter so long as the people who write it understand boundaries and dont harass the people involved with it??
But what do i know as a 'fandom old' who got to see the fall in standards with ff . Net, and who hates wattpad with a passion for its refusal to allow anything above G.
Cause unfortunately, People like lily don't seem to realize when you crack down on censorship for some things, you'll inexplicably crack down on censorship for a lot more. Ao3 already operates under the terms and conditions other sites operate in regards to American law. That is frankly, all it needs to do.
Also god fucking bless the lawyer team at ao3. The last defense for fanfiction in this scrubbed spotless safe for advertising new internet. Because if anything i dont want to use any site goddamn Lily Orchard approves of 🙄😮💨
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Can you do a rating on child animatronics like you did with the clowns
i sure can
welcome to animatronic nightmare preschool
theres a trend ive discussed about spirit before where all their female animatronics tend to be either the “old hag” type, or “creepy little girl” - and now that im thinking about it i actually couldn’t think of any boy characters ive ever seen. i dont know why this is exactly. theres something to analyze there but im not really sure what it is. i found a few but almost ALL of them are little girls. i dont know what to say about this but i did notice it
there IS a boy in this group though:
ring around the rosie
enter the ritual
just some nice kids having a fun time. it may be cliché at this point but i love the “spooky nursery rhyme” trope anyway (and y’know, ring around the rosie was already creepy to begin with. im not sure if the theory that it’s really about the black plague is actually true but its still highly questionable to include the line “ashes, ashes, we all fall down” in a childrens rhyme with no explanation either way)
for some reason the fact that none of them have hands and its just their sleeves tied together is really funny to me and i dont know why. they also dont have feet and im not sure if its a technical limitation for convenience purposes or if they’re supposed to be little ghost children but it definitely comes across like they’re little ghost children who tied their sleeves together to try to feel like they’re holding hands which is very cute. 10/10 big fan of this one
i already mentioned harriet hustle in this post, shes fantastic
angeline
i LOVE this one shes SO cute
i dont really understand how she's supposed to be scary, the description is like "she'll scare the lights out of your guests" or w/e but like, she's just. a kid who can see ghosts. she herself isn't even a ghost. i like her id adopt her i think she'd be a fun addition to a graveyard scene 10/10
abandoned annie
ok technically this one is a doll but im counting her anyway, shes one of my FAVORITE spirit animatronics bc A) i love creepy dolls B) shes cute and most importantly C) her entire fucking face unhinges i need y’all to watch the video on this one its so good 12/10 ive said this before but animatronics that do something completely fucking unexpected are my absolute favorite
broken girl
completely batshit. horrifying. shes actually initially standing upright and then snaps backward and screams and the image does not do it justice i highly recommend the video for this one. not much there as a Character but as “really effective way to scare the shit out of someone” its, i would imagine, incredibly effective. 9/10
there’s also menacing molly who looks similar and has the same kind of “facing away from you but then snaps backward” scare but is on a swing and sings “I see dead people, I see ghosts 💖i see the things that hate you the most” before she does her jumpscare which is incredibly funny to me
double trouble
creepy little girl trope meets creepy twins trope, at first glance i thought this was just like, discount grady twins (which it looks like they also have, in blatant knockoff form. they’re uh, not good) but it looks like their description backstory is that they killed their mother and disappeared with their rumored-insane father so its slightly different. one of their phrases is “daddy says we have to play outside :( he doesnt want any more blood on the floor” and i love it
they have a pretty good sense of personality and character to them even if its not necessarily groundbreaking. 7/10
ellie hatchet
i love this one bc so many of the creepy little girl animatronics are just pretty much standing there being creepy but not ellie. she’s fucking DONE with all of you. you come near her she will swing an axe at your face. 6/10 not really a big stand out but i appreciate her undying rage
lunging lily
shes spooky. she jumps out at you. thats about it. i dont really have anything to say about this one. that sure is a creepy little girl that jumpscares you. i like that she goes “help me... help me...” before she jumps out but i feel like it would be hard to get the timing right for that to actually work as a lure to make guests curious where the sound’s coming from since most of these are motion activated. anyway 6/10 shes just not very interesting
johnny punk
one of the rare boy characters, i have actually seen him in store and just completely forgot about him because he was that uninteresting. he doesn’t really do much and his backstory on site is just like, “He's got a nice house, loving parents and a severe attitude problem.”
like this isn’t an undead child back for revenge against those who wronged him or a crazed circus runaway or anything. he’s just a bratty kid. hes like a 13 year old who just saw Joker and has decided to make it his entire personality. this comes across less as a threatening figure and more just like some shitty kid who thinks he’s cool. i glanced at the comments on the wiki page and it turns out absolutely everyone hates him which is completely hilarious to me
2/10 nobody likes you johnny go do your homework and apologize to your mother
i also found limb eating zombie boy, who is considerably better
gross. bloody. would probably be pretty effective if you had him like, placed among some boxes or something so people dont see him at first and aren’t expecting him there. pretty standard zombie. i dont have much to say. He’s Fine. 6/10
mommy’s favorite
ive seen this one in the stores several times, I think we have her there now, and i just don’t. get it? she just moves back and forth with the “shhh” gesture and it’s like, ok, she’s vaguely creepy, but what’s going on here. she just says “don’t wake my mommy! she’s been sleeping for a long time!” so i guess the implication is that her mother is dead and she doesn’t understand, which is just sad rather than scary. the description says she makes mommy’s tea just how she likes it with five drops from the special skull bottle, which could imply she killed her mom, which would make more sense as a horror character, but if that’s How Mommy Likes It that implies the mother instructed her daughter to unknowingly poison her, which is horrifying but in a way darker sense than a spooky halloween prop lmfao
anyway if i have to go digging into descriptions to try to figure out what this character is or what shes supposed to be or anything i just dont feel like its a very effective character design. and i did read it and i still dont really get it. 2/10 i just feel like im missing something here
anyway there’s a bunch more variations of “scary possessed child” that are all basically the same, so im just gonna close this out with:
swinging skeletal boy
allo there, guvna
look at this dapper little victorian child im gonna cry he’s so cute
he just swings but has this surprisingly endearing soft little voice which COMPLETELY contrasts the weird shit he actually says. hes this precious little skeleton kid with a sweet little voice who goes “your skin is so nice :) can i have it? haha. that’s okay. I’ll take it when you’re sleeping”
absolutely love animatronics with that “wait WHAT did that thing just say” factor to them i love this guy 11/10 good boy my new son
i would also like to mention that people are also continuing to dunk on johnny punk in this guy’s comment section too fsadkflj people hate that shitty joker kid so much their hatred has bled into other completely unrelated swinging children
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Um, hi! About your ocs, I really love when you post about them. I can't know which IF they are in detail (I have a bad habit I don't play demos because if I like I'll suffer waiting and I'm really bad keeping tabs on projects, so I just play everything when released), but they shine for themselves! So... If your OC's needed make their ROs forget about them (not for wanting it but someone/life forcing it for whatever reason in which knowing them could be the RO's end because god knows being the hero often sucks like it or not) and the only thing they could let the ROs keep was a little detail about themselves either something psychical or a little sidenote on their minds (like a thing they liked, a random phrase, the impulse to do something they could only do with/for each other and the ROs don't understand of where this comes) what could it be? Or maybe they could prefer let nothing behind at all? I'll let you decide which OCs talk about if you want to try it because I'm really bad making decisions... Plus I would love to read about any of them. I hope you can have fun writing, I don't remember the last time I wrote something so I understand a little about wanting to get back at it. Have a good day/night~
First of all, this is so dang sweet. Seeing this made me smile. And I just couldn't touch this because I get really awkward about direct compliments like this -- it is like lookin at the sun, cannot do it. Too bright, too much, but the light is much appreciated <3
Second, your ask would such a heartbreaking story inspo. If you ever find yourself back in the path of writing, I hope you give a go at that (and make sure to at me so I can read!)
I mean accurate lmao but qqwertfd ser
because god knows being the hero often sucks like it or not
This is hard, and making me sad! But let's see ...:
Callen Jeune (one of my Speaker MCs)
I'm going with this being a forced magical scenario; or something where a villain is like this needs to happen, or else. I think Callen would lean toward not leaving anything behind, period. She would be mad as FUCK about the entire situation; however, overall, I feel that this is either a situation she would want to handle on her own. And wouldn't want to worry about run ins from her loved ones. Plus Li is Li (and the Cowles are the Cowles), and Sebastian is a detective. Leaving hints is just asking for trouble.
THAT BEING SAID, Callen would be very tempted with Lily. She and Lily has history. Lily was not only a crush but an old friend; maybe even a first love. Losing that connection (AGAIN) would get under her skin, she wouldn't want to do it. It's not saying that it would be easier to let Seb go over Lily -- but the frustration at circumstances being out of her hands again. And this time in a worse way. I think she could manage to keep to her decision, BUT ....
Anouck Rhys (Fallen Light MC)
Anouck doesnt have an RO (as of yet), I'm still feeling things out -- but thinking on their reaction re: their mother vs their reaction re: leaving their brother behind, also thinking on how she is as a PERSON, I'd say, it really depends on the circumstance.
I think Anouck (and that is a heavy emphasis as I know them the least of the four on the list) would go with an option of keeping the most distance, ergo leaving nothing behind. Especially if doing so would keep them and their beloved safe by whatever caused this memory wipe curse. THAT BEING SAID, if leaving a clue would allow them to have their cake and eat it too (like do the heroic sacrifice but then calculate a way out of this shit situation), then they'd definitely go for it. But it would be something subtle. Something easily dismissable by everyone -- maybe even the RO, at first, but able to be solved/unlocked in the right bit of nostalgia.
Kendis Crawford-Louel (a KOTSAM MC/various RPgs)
The funniest thing about this is Kendis is my most written character, but I am least certain on what their ass would do. Kendis has huge, I want my beloved to be happy energy. So, though it would break their heart, they would probably go for leaving nothing behind. Because the wondering and yearning, the missing something not there is painful -- she knows this experience well, and would not wish it on anyone they care about.
Especially when that someone is Cyrus (oh, my baby Cyrus). Given his own family issues. HOWEVER, Kendis is also rather impulsive and a touch egotistical, so unless she was VERY set on the idea of not leaving something, they could turn around and just like do so last minute. But I am leaning towards leaving nada behind for them.
Kadir Koyî (one of my ATOC MCs)
Kadir would leave something, probably a phrase. Likely something along the lines of, "I trust you'll find me." Because he might not have must dependence on the reliability and goodness of people, but he trusts Roz. (And I now I've mae myself really emotional).
Thanks for the ask!
#yes-prisoner#grapecase answers#this was 🥺#oc: callen juene#oc: anouck rhys#oc: kendis crawford louel#oc: kadir koyî#also i get you (tho i spend way too much time getting heart broken on demos) but kotsam/kotdan are done and brynn is already working on the#third#atoc is a good seven/eight chapters in tho yeah that's still a wip#so two for two#long post#i only did four for this bc i cant decide either and just went with a randomizer lmqwdo#grapes chars
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y'know i think its about time ive refurbished my psychonauts headcanons/theories
what??? me??? rewriting my psychonauts headcanons in a more comprehensible and informed way???
ye
alright, i think everyone knows what im talking about, by headcanons i mean headcanon as in singular, and as singular, i mean my "raz is somewhere on the spectrum of adhd".
so lets just get into it:
what is adhd actually?
adhd by definition stands for attention deficit hyperactive/hyperfocus disorder (yes, let me get into the details in just a sec). it is a nerodevelopmental disorder that is almost completely reliant on genetic factors, however conditions during pregnancy can sometimes contribute to certain aspects of how adhd manifests itself.
long story short, people with adhd have a smaller frontal lobe, and therefore less dopamine in general (even though yes, it is more complicated than that).
theres also a little bit of "chicken or the egg first" goin on here, certain behaviors or personality tendencies can also affect how adhd is presented in one individual to the next, however its still not clear if that is because it is an accommodating for a certain thought process or if someones experiences and personality shape their symptoms of adhd entirely. its a very blurry line, and the answer is different for everybody.
hyperactive type
hyperactive type is probably the closest to most stereotypical depictions of adhd, think the 5 year old whos parents brush off their child’s hyperactivity as something that will “go with age”. however, this isn’t only present in children, adults with adhd have to deal with a constant need for stimuli to make up for the lack of dopamine their current activity is providing them. this results in someone fidgeting frequently in repetitive or predictable motions, unable to hold attention to a specific task for long periods of time, or many other of the symptoms associated with adhd.(i sadly cannot provide more information in this area, i am not knowledgeable enough to...)
hyperfocus type
hyperfocus type is a tricky one, it can look like the complete opposite of adhd in theory. hyperfocus can look similar to special interests or hyperfixation, a great deal of time and knowledge dedicated to a very particular thing (although it is important to note that even though hyperfixations and special interests are incredibly similar, special interests is a term more typically used within autistic-circles, and isnt really the best word to use if you happen to be neurotypical). Think of maybe that kid who knows all the cool animal facts and won’t shut up about them. Its because certain trains of thought or activities might release more dopamine then others, so to get more of that dopamine, someone of hyperfocus type will be mentally unable to stop thinking or doing a very specific task or topic. this results in someone seemingly always spacing out, unable to change subjects or changing subjects too fast or with little to no correlation, or being completely unable to have enough motivation to do simple things.
personally i tend to fall under the category of hyperfocus myself rather than hyperactive, however the two are not mutually exclusive, its more common to find people with both types rather than just one. even myself, i might exhibit more tendencies to place me under the label of hyperfocus, but that doesn’t mean i don’t have any symptoms of the hyperactive type. its my personality that affects my mannerisms, which then makes certain aspects of my symptoms more or less apparent. Thats because im an INTP-T, i just tend to be more to myself and constantly in a state of thinking abstractly. I have trouble communicating and even sometimes recognizing my needs, and get to a point where im unable to do the simplest of things without feeling emotionally drained. Thats just my experience though, everybodys different.
so what the fuck does this have to do with raz then?
well lets think about it, rather than have it just be me projecting myself onto a comfort character:
raz finds issue with connecting to kids his age
lets be honest. none of the campers really like raz that much. or at least some do the bare minimum to be try and be polite. it doesn’t seem like any of the other campers besides dogen, whos also socially outcasted, are really fond of raz. lili might like him, but that can definitely be interpreted as curiosity in someone new and different from the norm. It might not be that the kids despise him, but nobodys opinionated enough to care whether he is around or not.
social isolation is one of the most damning things i had to experience from an early age and still feel even today. there is a sense of feeling that you are different among your peers, whether that is a good thing or bad thing. it feels difficult to interact with other people you are not familiar with, and can really stunt you emotionally and socially. from a really early age, theres somethin in you that knows something is very different between the experiences of your peers compared to your own, and it can feel incredibly isolating.
raz and his borderline stupidity
time to get real again. raz is a fucking idiot. at least in the sense that sometimes his decisions seem incredibly spontaneous and not really thought through. he runs from home to attend a summer camp, not really thinking about the logistics of how he will get there, how the staff will react, how long its gonna take for his parent to find him, and so on. it doesn’t seem like he over or underestimates his abilities, he just goes for it without considering. that doesnt seem like the smartest thing to do, even though we know hes incredibly intelligent when it comes to larger, abstract situations. its the little details that he misses, small minuet things that seem unimportant that he overlooks, which can sometimes make things harder for him in the end.
i think its obvious that impulsivity is one symptom of adhd. however i cannot stress how difficult it is to think at supersonic speed and still feel incredibly stupid. i mean, thinking faster doesn’t inherently mean you will have better ideas, you can always be stupider faster, but being able to realize stupid mistakes or inconsistencies in your own thought process is annoying as hell. it feels like every time you try to recognize the issue, fix it, and move forward, you only end up not paying attention to another issue that gets bigger and more annoying than the first. Its always two steps forward, one step back, constantly making the same mistakes even though you try everything in your power to avoid them or grow as a person. The simplest of facts, ideas, or just things to remember end up being forgotten, and once youre reminded of them you remember them and feel like an idiot. however, arbitrary things and complex issues are much easier to digest and remember for me, things like history and the whole blame game charade of it all, biology and how every minuet thing has a greater impact on others and intertwines with every single factor of its environment, philosophy and theorizing why we think the way we do and what can be changed. but oh shit, im a dumbass i forgot to do my laundry. shit. god fuckin dammit.
empathy over sympathy
one of the basic themes of psychonauts is empathy. simple as that. raz goes around into other peoples brains, and tries to help them as much as he can, even if his efforts are not always successful in the way he intended. he never demonizes anyone to the point of unredeemability, and can empathize and understand other peoples perspectives. hes open to new ideas and
although some studies out there theorize that empathy is impaired due to adhd, from my perspective i feel like that is simply not true. if anything, i would say the sensitivity that comes with adhd (hypersensitivity) only enhances that empathy. i could definitely see social disconnection being one of the reasons it might appear that someone with adhd is less empathetic, however i would doubt that adhd would impair a persons empathy. adhd tends to also entail heightened emotions, this doesn’t necessarily mean a more outwardly emotional person, however it definitely shifts a persons perspective of their own emotions as well as others. the concept of hypersensitivity also completely contradicts the idea of people with adhd be less empathetic.
miscommunication and disconnect
sigh, the dad thing. yup. raz has that very iffy relationship with his dad at the beginning of the game which is eventually resolved. very abruptly, might i add. but thats not what this is about, thats a topic for another day. miscommunication seemed to be the root of the issue, however we only get razs side of the story. not to mention the severity of his claims and willingness to seemingly drop everything afterwards. kinda sus, ngl.
alright this ones a doosey. this, i feel, cements my theory pretty well. like i mentioned before, social disconnect and hypersensitivity are side effects of the symptoms of adhd. this means people with adhd are highly more likely to either misinterpret someones words or actions if those in question are not completely transparent, its because they tend to overthink and interpenetrate responses with too much thinkin n such. the social disconnect makes a whole lot of it worse, it can just pile on top of already established feelings of inadequacy and isolation. and oversharing as a poor coping mechanism isnt an exclusively adhd related thing, it tends to be shared within similar neruodevelopmental disorders such as autism or even ptsd. i find it incredibly easy to disconnect myself from my own emotions at times and think critically at what i feel and how it affects me. which is a bad thing. if i dont acknowledge my emotions like they are my own for too long, everything falls apart. its not fun. but, that disconnect can make talking about certain more traumatic experiences or instances that had deep personal effects on my life and development as a person much easier to just share. and not always in an appropriate manner, comedic opportunity can be v e r y enticing. this also explains why raz might have been able to drop everything about his dad after he apologized. he didn’t really, he probably still suffers just as much afterwards as he did before. but he probably wont realize that for awhile, since logically, the issue has been resolved. long story short, he has not had the time to cope, and to put that off he detaches himself from those feelings. w a c k
of course i have other reasons why i feel like raz could potentially have adhd, or at least be accurately represented in headcanon with adhd, some minor mentions being:
he uses his camp map as a journal to track his in-game progress, list of goals, and notes/snip-its of information. writing down information on some form of notepad or book is a common tool used by kids and even adults with adhd to help them keep track of minuet, individual tasks. its just using a planner, but with a bit more information.
just from my personal perspective, the lengths raz goes to pursue his dream of being a psychonaut feel more like a special interest/hyper fixation sort of thing. he can jump between having genuine conversations with his fellow campers and just exploring the campground, to investing himself entirely in obtaining his goal, even when it seems almost impossible. thats some serious dedication to one very specific thing, y’know?
this one isnt as solid as the other but: m̶̖̰̯̫̍͝o̵̦͖̟͈̹̤̥̝͐̿̄̀̀̎̓ņ̶̛̭̠̐̊̆̍͝ķ̸̝͈̺̙̰̊e̶͉͚̼̅̔͗̂͐̍̕͝͝y̶̦̖̼͖̪͎̝̖̠̐̑͋̾̔̑́͐͘ ̵̢̲̘͎͉̔̀͒̄͌͊̀͌̀m̴̲̫̮̪̖̍̐͆̕͜͝ͅả̶͙͚͗n̶̗̳̩̙̘̼̦̦͇͝ ̷̡̨̡͔̗͕̘͍̥̑͒̎̐̃g̴͔̔̈̅̐̏́̌̔̈́́o̶̥̱̽̆̂͌̀͗ ̶̝̩͙͕͛́s̴̛͓̥̲̜͓͚̣̠̆̓̌͌p̶̜̹̯̦̫̯̣̎͐̽̉̾ḙ̴͇̬͑̈́̐̈́͘͠ͅȅ̶̡̗̞̩͔̫̪͈͑̓͗d̵̠͇͎̜͔͇͒̈́́̀̅̈́̒͘y̸̡̦̠̻̖̥̿ͅ. yeah, its the most generalizing reason but look, hes moving nonstop the entire game, climbing and running around the entire goddamn place wrecking havoc. a bit of imp can be found in most people with adhd if you look hard enough.
so thanks for reading this far i guess? im oversharing even right now with this, like an i d i o t but yknow what i dont want to read the great gatsby rn, so ive got nothin better to do. who knows, maybe the second game will give us more info to either support/discredit this theory? gotta wait for pn2 i guess
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My newest Wolfstar WIP inspired by the song "It was always you" by Daisy Jones. They are in the afterlife and I live for Dumbledore slander tbh. Also, Peter is complicated, he was never just a rat (even if he doesnt have a huge part in my fic I always think he deserves a mention in my fics if he fits.
James just laughed “of course he is, never known anyone or anything that could keep Padfoot where he didn't want to be?” Remus couldn't help but mumble “Dumbledore” under his breath. James suddenly seized up, his happy body language turning sullen and angry. “We don't talk about that dickhead here, he can rot wherever he ended up. Whoever put us here must have realised Lily would murder him all over again.” James hissed out. Remus felt some tension leaving him, he didn't want to even look at Dumbledore, let alone speak to him. “What about Peter? He asked quietly. “He’s around, somewhere, he’s popped up a few times, but neither Lily or Sirius are ready to see him, he’s only been dead for a month or so.” James said sadly. “Can you forgive him?” Remus asked surprised. “Not exactly, but we did talk, we were all fucked and we were all so young. I don't know ii i can forgive or forget, but I'm open to understanding. Don't worry Remus, you're supposed to learn to be happy here, you won't be forced to see anyone if you don't want.” he said reassuringly.
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Honestly more things are pointing to a permanent separation for SH. No indications of any reconciliation sadly. And it makes it even harder without the confirmation. I guess when they start to get papped with their new SOs will be the day that it is confirmed they are done. And I hope it is soon. This push and pull with them is exhausting
Good day, anon, and welcome to hell. Screams for help will not save you, alas, because when it comes to a topic in which I am 99, 9% sure, I have no equals. I'm sorry you probably got the wrong address, but it's too late. I am merciless and bloodthirsty with anyone who tries to contradict my faith, tries to correct my point of view and convince me of their own, although I did not give it a reason. Because it's my fucking blog where I for x-billionth time has already expressed my exact points and agreed with some people which think and proved the exact opposite to all that you are saying. So be prepared to be slowly but surely tortured by my long ass post.
So, let's start with what I said about my blog: only good vibes here. I am not interested/concerned about other opposite/negative feedings. I just don't want to make a big deal about it. Here, in my blog, we support Lili Pauline Reinhart and Cole Mitchell Sprouse in any case as couple as well as individuals.
This means that under no circumstances do we talk about them, their relationships, their projects, their family, or their decisions in a negative way. Yes, we may disagree with something they do, where they do it, and how they do it (what they post, what they like/don't like, write or repost, who they meet, with whom they decide to be, live and communicate with, what they archive/unarchive, and so on), but we do not have the right to judge them or decide how to act. We also can't control it and it's none of our business.
I repent if I once made the appearance of a person condemning one of them or their family for their actions and possible causes of the separation, it was only my objective external disagreement, points and thoughts aloud, nothing more rude, involved and inappropriate. And I think with many of my words said earlier (or the words of those I follow and reblog their posts) about the behavior of family/friends of Lili, Cole, and so on, people with brains and common sense could agree. Remember this, or write it on your forehead, so that the next time you write to me, you will see these words.
Moving on, taking into account all of the above, I would like to tell you that it probably won't be enough for one blog to explain to you point by point all my beliefs and points of view on this subject, to prove to you that every fucking word you say is illogical shit and the most real nonsense. It feels like you're an alien who fell from another planet and decided to crawl into our hole with your impressions of a newborn baby who doesn't understand much about the world and its creators. Although in this case, I'm more of the opinion that you are a little asshole, in which the vein of hatred is boiling and you like to come to this and some other blogs to tell us your agenda although we have no idea where you have such rash thoughts, perhaps you have an extra chromosome? Dude, treat your paranoia.
Further, given that I don't have much time and desire to describe all my points of view point by point, which, unlike your random set of words, really makes sense for hundreds or even thousands of people who have the gray matter to be able to think, I will attach my long - standing post, indicating all the facts at that time proving the opposite to yours. Although, I will try to supplement everything else as much as I can.
While, we all ( I hope) already realized and accepted that for many reasons, during this quarantine, Lili and Cole had some problems, were distant and ended up apart for a certain period of time, immediately after the end point of the explosion and informing us of all these public actions on social media (I hope you understand), then after a few weeks, they were already confidently moving towards resolution and recovery and that's why:
https://babysprousehart.tumblr.com/post/618026656780648448/hello-i-hope-this-doesnt-come-off-negatively
This was written long before, but still has many valid points and I just want to widen some of them.
Take a sit and follow me word by word.
I shall start my addition of evidence, based on all the guesses and great opinions of others, as well as hints from the Lili and Cole themselves. I would like to start with a significant event and the day when Lili posted a photo from the Antelope Valley on April 28th, well, or 27th, depending on where you are.
Perhaps we lose some missing pieces in this puzzle and forget about something that was done earlier, but I just want to start counting from this moment.
A few facts about this photo/photos:
1) It was posted exactly 3 years later from their famous photoshoot, when very, very, very many people, mostly in media, began to suspect that there is something between them in a romantic way. It was exactly in the same place, exactly with the same style, exactly in a similar image (waving curly hair, light flying dress, black and white effect) and even without a capture. The picture marked the anniversary and is very important for the two of them. An undeniable fact, beat me.
2) That photo was definitely taken by Cole. Why?
Here are a couple more facts in addition to the first:
They have the quality of captured on professional camera.
You can see, that Lili did not tag the photographer and said jokingly that the photo was taken by Milo, why would she lie, or hide that it was anyone else, because clearly she just hid that because it was Cole.
You may have noticed that Austin, when asked who took the photo, whether she took it and whether she is a good photographer, says no and her reaction with a grin and laugh is priceless. She also didn't tag nor the photographer, neither Lili in her photos from there.
You can watch the vlog in the Colleen blog and see there are very similar figures to Cole, Lili and Milo walking along the valley, because, duh, they were there.
You can view her post, where you can see Cole from the back (notice his dark clothing, the same as on one of his post in the profile, which he has already deleted, as well as his position from which the photo of Lili was supposedly taken and it is just in the same place).
You can observe his style of photography and how similar the theme is to the photos from 2017.
You can see the same poppy behind his ear in one of the past stories.
You may have noticed that the photo of Lili is processed with the same effect as several photos in Cole's profile, and I can tell you as an amateur photo editor that it is very identical.
Question: why arrange such a significant photoshoot with your ex after a few weeks of separation? Why is Cole smiling in a photo (black and white one with a mustache and black clothes) probably taken there? Why is everything so secretive if they broke up? Why even post a photo that your ex-boyfriend definitely took? How can you calmly go to this place, which reminds you of your joint travels with your former lover? Therefore, this photo and later another one from there were the first iron arguments in confirming the improvement of things.
I would like to continue with another ironclad proof.
Lili in early may very fiercely, after a few weeks of Cole's statements about slander and threats, which she did not respond to so clearly at the time, defended Cole and pointed out the private relationship and literally said that people should stop it and even though should hurt and bully her, but not him.
Question: did she defend her ex so publicly? Would Lili talk about a private relationship if that was the way her past relationship was most often? Would she have written anything at all if she didn't care about him and didn't feel something towards him? I don't think so, so it's gibberish to say so (about the break up) when it's the second unquestionable argument.
Next, we need to talk about the general activity of Cole and Lili in social media. I just want to list some observations, in different order, but it seems like everything we have now:
If earlier it was visible in the posts of Lili that it was clearly a show off, then over time and after the published photos, she began to behave more sincerely and tenderly, began to publish Milo less, began to say that there was only the two of them less, has stopped showing how good she is without certain someone, as if for Cole showing that she could cope without him, which was visible in the posts and stories, she began to talk more about improving her mental health as a result of training, spoke about how later she was feeling better and that she was grateful for those who were with her and difficult times and in light moments, that you just need to live and enjoy.
Additionally, I can say how she shone with each photo, and it was a natural glow of happiness and settling down. She no longer sang sad songs or posted sad songs, on the contrary, posted sexy, funny and relaxed ones. She appeared more in photos taken by paparazzi. She posted sexy, energetic, romantic movies, funny cartoons, watched funny clips, was excited about her project, laughed, danced with her dog, played with a dog with macaroni, cosplayed Willy Wonka (we all have a feeling it’s Cole’s thing, no?), playing with sand, puzzles, posted funny memes in story, which unfortunately coolly accepted as the opposite, posted a poem with a typo and funny answered to a fan who corrected it, told more about poems and attached a photo with a fragment of a poem about love from her upcoming book. She liked some photos from the anniversary of the last episode of the series, where we remember there was a hot scene of her and Cole's character, she liked a Bughead drawing. Yesterday, she actually posted one of the sexiest videos that will not be posted, being single and lonely, we saw that she actually spent more personal time with Cole (I am not saying they weren’t doing t back then), which was investigated thanks to many amazing people here, and even if they don't live together yet, they are more likely to meet and have met with each other, and more hints on sexy times (because, come one, maybe Milo was the one who left a hickey on her neck, huh?), which is undeniable, just compare the fact that she is no longer in the old rental, and he is not in Kj's house, she then posted a photo from some place, which is very similar to where Cole shot a video with Jimmy Fallon.
He also began to be more active in social networks, exactly after she started posting photos of the Antelope Valley, he posted a series of photos of the kissing couple, even if it was a gay drawings, they were filled with love, there was a photo of him with cattle with the sarcastic caption, then the photo about porn bots, with funny ask to leave him alone and saying it’s not allowed to be horny on quarantine, again a photo of himself with heart eyes that I talked about above, he posted a very funny video recently. There were more photos from the paparazzi after some time when Lili's usually flashed, and then it stopped, then his humorous photo in the washing machine appeared, which she probably had taken, and why so I explained in the attached post, he posted a photo from the walk, which was also probably taken with her, because again, she had a similar location, then he jokingly called Tommy ‘the’ muse, maybe roasting fans, but he didn’t use ‘my’, so, indicating he still has his own muse, then we saw him at that damn party, which caused people's panic, although he is an ordinary person and has the right to relax, and by the way at this party he was very happy and frisky, but nothing bad or shameful happened and he is innocent, then we even saw Cole, after Lili, delete many of the photos, although he had also unarchived some of them several times, as she had, which means that he did not delete them completely, but just removed many of them, leaving the most tender photo after or before the kiss at the famous moment when Lili wanted a toast and eggs at 1 am, or many photos reflecting her body, which also marks not a bad phenomenon, but a simple trolling from them. Proof of this trolling and unarchiving is on the vastness of other blogs and on Twitter, thanks to that girl's video.
The way their condition and activity on social networks have changed is very noticeable and is also third undeniable fact of denial of the break up. You can compare photos of Cole taken by Alex, where he is clearly very sad and depressed, because it was taken somewhere in the interval of their real breakup. And compare this with his smiling and playful state during the interview with Jimmy, where he also sparkled with happiness and fun, constantly smiling and seemed to be aroused about something (or someone). I think even a newcomer will notice a change in their mood and attitude. You will see the difference. And this does not happen when going through the break up after 4 years of deeply imbued with love relationships. Please understand, damn it.
I have listed alas not everything that speaks so vividly about things going in the right positive direction and is evidence that everything is getting better again, there will be only more I assure you and you will kiss my ass, as Cole said.
Execution cannot be pardoned.
You have one attempt to put a comma and decide your fate, but I think you’ll fail because you are a total sucker anyway.
Bye!
#cole sprouse#lili reinhart#sprousehart#sprousehart positivity#sh positivity#bughead#only good vibes here#positivity#anon hate#anon ask#ask#cole and lili#relationship#break up#not a break up#shut up dumbass
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I NEED ANSWERS !!
It’s 4:30 am and I’m depressed af and so sleep deprived and these thoughts have been keeping me up most nights and I’m frustrated and just need answers. (Also I haven’t read the HP series in a long ass time and I forgot a lot of details especially with all the fanfiction I read that I forget what’s canon and what’s fanon so please don’t say that I’m a fake fan because I either can’t remember most of these answers or don’t think it was answered in the books)
When do James and lily change secret keepers ? Was it a couple days before they died ?
Because they were in hiding before Dumbledore knew that Snape told the prophecy to Voldemort right ?
Dumbledore told them to go into hiding because of what happened to Alice and Frank right ?
But why would they specifically be the next target of Voldemort ?
Was it because at that point Voldemort knew of the prophecy or was it just to be safe because they had a baby ?
And when Dumbledore was told by Snape that Voldemort knew part of the prophecy, did he warn the potters again to stay safe ? Is that why sirius told them to change keepers to Peter ?
Or did they change keepers before Snape turned spy after telling Dumbledore ?
Could sirius’s conviction of killing peter and betraying the potters and killing muggles been avoided if Dumbledore did something ?
Like why in POA didnt Dumbledore bat an eye when Harry told him that Sirius was innocent all this time ?
Did he know all along he was innocent ?
Like why didn’t he vouch for sirius and make him get a trial instead of sirius being shipped straight to Azkaban ? Did he seriously believe that sirius would betray James ??
Like why was he so quick to vouch for Snape who was A FUCKING DEATH EATER !!! BUt made no effort to try and see if sirius was actually innocent ?!
Like i understand there was a war going on and it was hard to trust people but I strongly believe a lot of this could have been avoided if Dumbledore didn’t try to manipulate people and the situation.
Cause sirius found Harry alone and realized that peter betrayed them to the dark lord. He was ready to take harry since he was The Godfather and if the potters died, he would take care of Harry.
But Dumbledore sent hagrid to get Harry because he was sending him to the Dursley’s.
But why would he do that if the potters specifically wanted sirius to take care of Harry.
That was Harry’s godfather.
Sirius gave in to handing Harry to hagrid and bc of that he went after peter.
Didn’t Dumbledore know sirius was supposed to be Harry’s guardian ? And how did Dumbledore know that Petunia would provide Lily’s protection to Harry ??
How did Dumbledore know about the protection in the first place ? Did he see Harry alone after his parents were killed ? Like how did he know Lily’s love saved Harry ??? And if he did go to the potters after they were killed, Why did he leave a baby alone ???
Was this Dumbledore plan all along ? To send Harry away from anything that has to do with the Wizarding world so when Harry turns 11 he’s able to manipulate him by making Harry fall in love with magic and being his mentor/father figure he never had.
Like it pisses me off that Sirius didn’t trust Remus during the first war and didn’t tell him about the switch between him and peter. But I feel like if Dumbledore never sent Remus away on secret missions and told Remus not to tell his friends where he was going and what he was doing, then Remus would have known about the switch.
Like why couldn’t Remus tell his friends what he was doing ?? WHY ?! THEY WERE ON THE SAME SIDE LIKE THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO ME !!!
BECAUSE IF REMUS KNEW ABOUT THE SWITCH AND KNEW SIRIUS WAS INNOCENT THEN HARRY WOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN SENT TO LIVE IN AN ABUSIVE HOUSEHOLD ANDHE WOULD HAVE LIVED WITH SIRIUS AND REMUS WOULD HAVE VISTED AND HARRY WOULD BE SO LOVED !!!
DUMBLEDORE KNEW THE DURSLEYS WERE BAD PEOPLE. MCGONAGALL TOLD HIM HERSELF BUT HE DIDNT FUCKING CARE LIKE WTFFFFFFFF
#sirius black#remus lupin#james potter#minerva mcgonagall#peter pettigrew#lily potter#albus dumbledore#lord voldemort#severus snape#harry potter#wizarding world#marauders#marauders era#rubeus hagrid#dumbledore#order of the phoenix#wolfstar#jily#petunia evans#frank longbottom#alice longbottom#neville longbottom#voldemort
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