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11/6 of hetalia characters I’ve never drawn before - I’m done!!
#Casual clothing edition#Im actually really proud of the lineart in this :3#I was like oh cute stars! I’ll give Al these :D#American flag or2#please… just imagine them in pastel colors instead of red white and blue#hetalia#hetalia fanart#hws italy#hws germany#hws japan#hws america#hws england#hws france#hws russia#hws china#i got low key emotional over that subtle fruk phone call#maybe cuz I was listening to laufey at the time#I was like is laufey giving fruk or a#am I just soft at 3am#digital art#my art#fanart#digital illustration#procreate#hetalia draw this in your stye#I actually don’t know if my name goes there or not lol
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OH PFFFT I FORGOT YOU’VE WATCHED TROLLHUNTERS LOL
Cowcow mentioned that :3
There really is a lot of blue in the fanart :3 blue’s a good color :3
They they’re aliens!! :D tho they don’t like being called that. The planet they cone from is called Akiridion-5 (I’ve also seen it spelled Akiridion-V?) and they’re Akiridions :3
None of the other extraterrestrials like being called aliens either
Here’s screenshots of Aja and Krel so you know what they look like :3
✨Political issues✨ yep. In the very first episode, General Morando (the bad guy) overthrows the king and queen of Akiridion-5. Aja and Krel are the king- and queen-in-waiting so they flee to Earth.
They adopt the transductions shown in the photo above (human disguises) and yeah like you said they made human friends :3
Comparing Douxie to Luka… not entirely inaccurate lol. They both play the guitar and are associated with the color blue and have cool dyed blue hair. Though I get the feeling Luka isn’t an immortal wizard (or is he? We will never know /silly)
Douxie is the main character of Wizards! :D
“Probably has Seen Some Things” yeah. Lol. As previously stated, he’s an immortal wizard. He’s been alive since the 12th century (that’s the 1100’s)
The cat friend is Archie! :D he’s actually a shapeshifting dragon!
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Let’s see… my favorite aspects and plotlines?
Oh!!!! There’s many things I like!! I shall call this the “Random details I like about Tales of Arcadia” lol
The Akiridion’s designs. Oh my goodness I love them. I keep rewatching the episodes and getting caught up on how beautiful they are
I mean just look!!!
I!!! Ran out of image room!!!! On this post!!!!! But!!!! I am obsessed with their entire design. The blue. The glow. The arms!! They have four arms!!!! Their eyes!! I love how the black of their scleras contrasts with the light, glowing blue of their faces!!!!
Aja and Krel only have four arms because they’re royalty (a fact I. Just never picked up on my own lol. I saw it pointed out in a post somewhere and was like “Huh. Yeah”)
ALSO LOOK AT HOW SMOL KREL IS IN COMPARISON TO HIS FATHER. HE’S TINY (but Akiridions are already taller than people so my goodness his dad is tall)
Favorite plotlines… let’s see…
Maybe when Jim was trapped in the Darklands in Trollhunters. I need to write a fic about that. He spent three weeks in there
Or I could find fics…
WHATEVER. I EITHER NEED TO WRITE OR FIND A FIC ABOUT THAT. I SHOULD DO THAT SOON
The entire Unbecoming plotline (another Trollhunters one. Trollhunters has the strongest writing in the trilogy, no wonder I love it so much)
You probably don’t remember Unbecoming, but it’s probably the best episode in Trollhunters. It’s the episode where Jim realizes that amulet or not, he’s the Trollhunter
The animation. I love the animation all throughout this franchise
The blue. There’s so much blue
The characters. They’re all so *squeezes them*
HI GRAY!!! :D
I thought of a random question the other day when you reblogged that poll from me that I reblogged from you (so I guess it’s not a random question lol)
Obviously you see my posts on your dashboard, whether they be on my main or sideblog
So question
How much have you picked up about Tales of Arcadia just from the posts I’ve reblogged on my sideblog? :3
(Note: I always tag Tales of Arcadia as Trollhunters, but Tales of Arcadia is a franchise consisting of three shows and a movie, Trollhunters, 3Below, Wizards, and Trollhunters: Rise of the Titans. It’s just easier personally to tag it all as Trollhunters)
HI OWL!!! 🫶🫶🫶🫶
That's a good question!!! I actually have watched the first Trollhunters series (I liked it a lot!! It's been a while since I've seen it though) but I've never seen 3Below and onwards. Usually I just like seeing the pretty rendering in the art for it (lots of blue!!) but I don't know a lot about those series themselves. I think-- in 3Below at least-- there are blue alien/robot/magic guys? Who have befriended humans but need to work out some political issues with their help?? Like the trolls in Trollhunters?? And there's this kid who is your blorbo and his name is Douxie and he looks like Luka from Miraculous... I think he's politically/magically/narratively special somehow. Probably has Seen Some Things. And he has a little cat friend who you draw sometimes. Other than that I am completely out of the know but don't let that stop you I'd love to hear more about it!! What are your favorite aspects/plotlines of the series?
#Owl Reblogs#friend stuff#while trying to type this out I dropped it onto my Nutella-covered bread and my first thought was ‘oh no now I won’t be able to answer Gray#Instead of ‘oh no my phone!’ lol#don’t worry my phone’s fine :3#there’s probably a lot more I love lol#feel free to send in any asks or questions you have about it :3
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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OK I swear the reason I'm showing you this will have context in a couple days! But also, the fact B&N has a section dedicated to "well he may be a ten buuuuut" and included my current crime of "he's blonde" is like. Dang. Called out.
Didn't help I saw this with a guy and I said "oh no, my blonde enjoyer crimes called out!" and he said "better than redheads" and I'm like. "Sir, I have to inform you of my previous crime." and he was not pleased as he said "Fish... why....."
#moe talks a lot#not art#this will be much more relevant to my art in a couple days but just know#that ive had a field day staring at these and noticing unintentional bullshit#such as ! note how they are all kinda average writing size OR p big except for the tail one#which is kinda small and i feel like the person who wrote it is like this is the opposite of a '10 but -' ... thats a plus...#but then you also have all of them starting off lower case EXCEPT He's a man-child#oh absolutely gotta cater to the man-childs esteem and capitalize that one#this might be incredibly funny to me but i am not letting it be rebloggable im so sorry#also i like how he calls me fish in public bc despite having known me since 4th grade#he got in the habit during our ffxiv days during skype calls with someone in another state#so instead of using my in game name of Tuna vs my actual skype name Salmon#hes like fuck it we ball with just Fish#so i am fish to him and it carries over irl when we hang out which is rare but still#this is the same guy who was on the phone with his wife while we were wandering around and he just#watches me walk off with a very serious determination and i hear him say#hold on babe fish just walked over to a makeup store and is staring#so he walks over and asks me whats up and i point to a shelf and say dude#and he looks where im pointing and asks his wife#hey honey do you want main character energy? fish found some lipstick for that#and i hear her over the phone saying what very flatly#and he had to explain that there was a shelf advertising main character energy in sephora#his wife said no which is fair (they were also closed lol)#also the same guy i beat up on accident who lied to his football coach about why he had such fucked up shins#bc he knew his coach liked me as a very kind and quiet and obedient student#and my buddy was like i cant tell him you kicked me so much i bled...#and i just ????????????? hey what you never mentioned bleeding to me? dude? you KEPT MAKING SHORT JOKES#KNOWING ID KICK YOU IN THE SHINS? you never thought to say maybe stop that or maybe just stop picking on me#anyway yeah this guy and i have been through some weird times and most of them are my fault
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this is basically my kyle playlist
california girls is rlly carrying the angst so sad((she eants me(2 b loved) is not the sadest song ots just the 1st))
#most if the songs r about alex ngl i love her sm#goodmirbing!! my headaches gone yiipppee!!!!#tgus doodles from yesterday tho lol#i was gonna post it on my kyle doodle acc but like?? not anymore#i drew him kinda leaky srry man#actually no not srry CRY MORE#this guy needs therapy idc what u say#i mean most of them do byt like i will ralk about his silly lil issues hes got sm of those#i feel so bad 4 the ppl i talk 2 omfg#i just talk talk talk & never shut up & THEY DONT TELL ME 2 SHUT UP?? makes me frel bad like oh shit i just yapped @ u im so srry#not even talking about dc all the time#its worse when its dc omg#‘no i like hearing u talk’ like uhm DO U? i can make u regreat that here let me talk about kyle rayner#all the ppl irl having 2 deal w/me shuffling trough comics & me making them see smth on my phone 4 context#i swear i dont talk over ppl ot @ least i rlly try not 2#srry im like sleepy @ am remembering going over 2 1 of my parents friends house &i just talked talked talked#i was ddoung basically a horrible stand up routine#skjfkfkvkkgg#anyaysd kyleee omgg kyle raynerr??!!!#im so srry kyle nation#my kyle tag lmao#kyle rayner#<- is scared#2 put that#dc#puppee art#i think instead of talk talk talk i should say ramble ramble ramble
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THE BITCH IS BACK, BABES !!
#NEVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE ANIMAL IS OUT OF HIS CAGE. THE ANIMAL IS FREE.#FUCK THAT PLACE. SHITHOLE OF A PLACE#i have a word or two for my doctor and it starts with F and Y#i got no help. zero. whatever they said i have already learned from the internet. lol.#also my anxiety was so bad in there i lost 4 pounds from a poor appetite.#and they gave me fuckin. lithium#my parents were SO MAD when i told them over the phone#anyway#i'm home and i couldn't be happier about it#just the thought of being trapped in that place makes me wanna vom <3#oh yeah i was put in the detox unit instead of the one for mental disorders or whatever it is#my dad was very mad i was put in with the alcoholics and drug addicts but they were very nice people#i was able to come out of my shell and have conversations with them pretty easily#that is the ONLY positive thing i can say about my entrapment#i missed you guys so much. i really missed my family#god and now they're gonna call me tomorrow morning to talk about whateverthefuck#and i gotta call my doctor in a week#god i don't wanna talk to these people anymore. LEAVE ME ALONE
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i guess im being offered the job lol
#i didnt even have to interview????? here i was worrying about oh god going for an interview#but i guess not???#manager called me just now and was like hey i spoke w the people they want to know if you can start on these dates#like. okay???????#theres a week of training for me to do and then the following week id start at thee job#like an idiot as i was saying bye on the phone i only remembered then that i should have asked if it was PAID training ugh.#im assuming so . but maybe not. idk#im gonna call him back on monday to give my answer#this is it.... i may finally be free of the annoying people....#but like anything i have my trepidations. bc who know if itll work out#well thats life. as the song goes#fortunately im still within the timeframe to change the amount for my commuter benefits pretax card thing#bc the monthly pass id need for the new job#costs like less than half of what i pay now for the bus to ny#crazyyyyy. anyway i gotta do that if i decide to take the job#its more money (a little. but still more. ok its like a dollar and 4 cents more. which not a lot but still)#i get more sleepytime (always good) and im saving on commuting#plus ill only have to pay nj (and federal) taxes. instead of also paying ny yay. thats good#sorry again weighing the pros and cons onstage here#UH. what else#well a shorter commute is good but it means less reading/music listening time#although ive only resumed reading recently lol#idk. well then i could read at home and not worry about my books getting messed up#these past couple weeks ive been :( that the like 70-something year old paperback ive been taking is getting a bit rougher#only a little. but yesterday it got a bit wet bc my bag got soaked in the rain#why am i taking a super old book to work well i dont know what to tell you we have some old books#ok getting off topic. everything seems good about the new job so fuck dude i guess ill go for it#finally free of the stupid people here.... on to new stupid people (undoubtedly)#well it's probably all good then but unfortunately i always worry what if it isnt. hm
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i thought splatfest was next week (& only found out it was this week because i happened to check splatnet) so i missed half of it … really disappointing
#i probably would have known it was this week if i checked my dash but i haven't been on all week#because classes give me limited phone/computer time & lately I've been using that time to read comics or code#i'll probably be back soon but it's also nice to take a break for a few days. i literally only got on now because i wanted to complain abou#missing half of grand fest LOL. i wanted to see the performances while fighting against my joycon gyro#now i have to look them up instead… it's just not the same#i at least played for like an hour this evening tho. but tomorrow I'm out all day TT-TT they should have held it at a time convenient for m#such as next week. Oh well goodbye splatoon 3#i guess it's better than missing it completely tho. that would have been extremely disappointing#it's also bittersweet that 3's already at end-of-life because it came out my first semester of college and now I'm graduating this semester#and then moving on to a different college next semester… life comes at you fast. and makes your game lifespan feel infinitely shorter#fiftytenpost#splatoon
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boy how do you reblog such great things
been cultivating my dash for years. i also found most of them in my drafts
#looked at my drafts to find a Rb about my day / the boy i like (☕) BUT. IT ATE JT LMAO POST IS GONE#however i will do it here and now#SO IT WAS “CULTURE DAY” TODAY BUT MOST PPL USE IT AS NON UNIFORM DAY#I go in & see ☕ in form and go to assembly blah blah blah dont see him again until 3rd period#i sit behind him in english bc we have a room change and i have an excuse hes sososo funny and talks to me like the whole time#same as biology but he got kicked out for talking too much lol#then at lunch he disappears nd im a little bummed BUT HE APPEARS FROM THE HALL AND INVITES ME#so i go and bring my friends too and we sit while he & some younger years dance#and hes dancing and slaying etc etc all flamboyant /pos /pos /pos sometimes on the stage sometimes near us#near us he looks. fucking DEAD into my eyes and sings along to the song when its like “i know you like me” or sum#NDJSBDJSBE AHHHHH#and im sat a little away from the group but he sits with me specifically#friendgroup takes a pic without me really noticing & my friend Annabelle jokingly goes “why is Bev looking at ☕ with so much love”#I laugh it off. but ohhh ny god u have no idea. i was heart eyes motherfucker the whole time#HES SO CUTE IM SCREAAAAMING WITH THE WAY HIS KIPPAH KINDA MOVES HIS HAIR & HIS NEW GLASSES & SHIRT THAT ISNT UNIFORM SO I CAN SEE HIS WAIST#UGHFJSBSKSB MY GOD MY GOD MY GOD#hes so cool its so scary to be around him#then in PE we were meant to habe just dance for the last 2 weeks but theres been no available room#our group were in the gym but we got permission to wonder around instead#☕ says “whatre you doing?” i say “walking aimlessly” and he says “OH MY GOD PERFECT SAME LETS DO IT TOGETHER”#so him & me & my friends r walking and then im like. can we play just dance in the tennis courts#So he gets it on his phone starts playing and dibs me as a partner for Girlfriend and Timber. oh my sweet lord.#GODDD HES SO PRETTY AND FUNNY AND COOL IM OBSESSED WITH HIM OH MY GOD.#so anyway. thats the answer to your question LMAOOO#loz tag#asks#beverly says stuff#the bev is gay chronicles#☕#like before i wasnt sure if i LIKE-LIKED him or if it was hyperfix or smthn. im now 100%sure i really really like him
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After the last poll I made, it was clear that all of you really wanted to see Flamewire! So, here's his concept!
She is not a Decepticon, and she's very adamant about that. Not a Decepticon, no sir. However, his wares are open to anyone who wants the information he has in stock. Deception or otherwise.
Information gathering is his specialty, but her...other services are open as well for an extra fee. Assassination isn't cheap you know! It costs his time, money, skill, and her chassis if things go wrong (not that they will). Better pay up or stop wasting his time.
Flamewire was closest to Dropdash before the war broke out, but now it's pretty safe to say that their meeting would go horribly. Dropdash is incredibly loyal to the Autobots, so knowing that his brother would work for the enemy would enrage him beyond repair. Flamewire would probably have her goons escort him away if they met. He has a reputation to uphold, and she's not going to let her brother get in the way of that.
#flamewire#concept piece#transformers oc#transformers#maccadam#my art#my oc#digital art#I did this on my phone again lol#The screen is so small that it hurts to use it most of the time#He's based off of blue flames instead of the typical reds oranges and yellows#I thought it would be cool#plus I didn't want all of the siblings to be warm colors other than Silver#Goldrake is going to have warm colors so I decided she'd be cool colors#OH if it wasn't clear Flamewire's pronouns are He/She#The horns are also supposed to glow I think I just forgot to add the effect on them specifically#He as four optics and the other parts on her helm (top and sides) are big ole cameras#Many people don't realize that though because they just kinda look like headlights#It's part of why she can be so successful as an informant#Quick snapshots and stuff are easy when your head has cameras lol
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Had a dream recently where I was trying to get home from boston through the back roads (roads that obviously avoid the highway cause i hate driving on the highway irl) and driving through cities both kinda looked like driving home from work and walking through a mall/trader joes/omega mart, las vegas you know the one.
Anyway after checking a map, which was actually somewhat legible though was far too short of a distance to be plausible, me and my traveling companions passed through this coastal town that featured a salt water cranberry bog maze as it's main tourist attraction. Since we missed out on the local traveling carnival, we said fuck it, and decided to try it out.
The idea here was to go through the maze on your little paddle boat- imagine an innertube from a roaring rapids theme park ride but swan boat style -through the deep water with not only the bog spiders in mind, but also the cranberry dolphins that not only looked and acted like mini orca whales, but frequented the maze with the sole intent to terrorize patrons. Mostly because these paddle boats had open bottoms like flinstones cars and peoples feet looked like delicious, delectable swedish fish to these guys, but that's beside the point. (This was also, very much, a large part of the point.)
These dolphins immediately were the main concern over the bog spiders, as you can imagine. As soon as we found out about the dolphins, we paddled towards the exit.
The dolphins then capsized our vessel and we were forced to wade to the docks for safety.
My favorite part about this was not the burgandy psuedo orcas, but the little nature walk/dangerous jungle style signs warning us about them and the bog spiders, despite the spiders not even making an appearance, though the signs were kind of small and too far away from where the boats tended to travel to be great warnings... Also the cranberry bog looked more like an overgrown yet nicely organized saltwater marsh but taller and more jungle like.
#the visuals had me on the edge of my seat though#like the main voyage was immediately set aside for the side quest that was Cranberry Bog#also on the way to the city that had the cranberry bog there was a funhouse mirror style hall of elevators at this mall we stopped at#we were on our way down from the food court and had to use an elevator as you do#but for some reason the elevators in my dreams are incredibly fucked up#like sometimes they stop halfway or get pulled up when you want to go down#or drop through the ground instead of go a floor down like you wanted it to#anyway this hall of elevators was just#you know when you get to where the elevators are and there are like 6 elevators#there had to be at least eight on either side of this hallway and in each elevator the car was at varying degrees of stuck in the shaft#one of them was blocked off entirely because there was no car#a few of them the people inside them were stuck either half way up or halfway down and they were on their phones complaining#that they'd been stuck there for hours#this one lady said yeah I've been stuck here since 2002 i don't think you should use any of the elevators.#we ended up taking the stairs#which were also like a minecraft parkour#but im not about to get into that lol#also my dreams feature a lot of milkshake bars and im so totally into that oh my god#and driving to the grocery store#oh yeah there was also this one scene in my dream where i was walking down the street from this burger joint and i passed this guy#he was standing outside this pay to park car park selling free puppies for a dollar#and this girl walks past and she says oh i dont have any cash#just cards#and he says yeah thats fine it'll be 5 dollars.#he scams her out of 220 dollars leaving her with only 2 cents and doesnt even give her the dog#anyway haopy 2024 you guys cant wait to tell you more dreams#hey should i make a tumblr thats just a dream journal about my dreams? that would be dope#i know onetimeidreamt exists but thats not all HER dreams. im talkimg about a tumblr of just MY dreams#thats probably already been done but fuck it#sorry if the tags got a little long the dream itself had too many moving parts and i didnt want to make it too long
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damn i just got asked to proctor an exam for someone while they're at a conference. moving up in the world of academia
#sasha speaks#i was like....uhh i can maybe do that? what does it involve#and she was like. you just hand out the exams and then sit there and make sure no one's looking at their phones or something instead#you can do homework or read or something and then just collect the papers and put them in my mailbox when it's done#and i was like. oh okay yeah i can do that LOL#i probably wouldn't otherwise agree to come in on my day off but she's a good friend and i have to be there in the evening for orchestra#that day anyway so why not. i'll find some way to entertain myself during the afternoon so i won't have to drive to and from home twice
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really tiring of the vicious cycle of 'ok revisit source material to poke brain' -> 'ok scroll through own tag to poke brain harder' -> 'berate and belittle brain out of frustration cause poking isn't producing anything' -> 'frustration gets worse doubts get really loud stop poking brain as depresh sets in' -> 'boredom' -> 'maybe if I had an idea for a fic I wouldn't be so bored I should poke my brain into activity!' repeat ad nauseam
#in the last few weeks I have:#abandoned a wip that had over 16k words and talked myself out of writing 2 others#this is all WHILE I'm rewatching source material. while I'm in my own tags. while I'm revisiting my own fics from before.#idk what is wrong with my brain but baby she does not fckn work anymore!#I'm *still* thinking abt the din.cobb idea I got and I go from 'oh kinda cute premise maybe there could be something there'#to 'this is fuckin stupid and also it sounds like too much work to write I just won't do it'#idk why but *everything* feels like too much work to write rn#even just like... a scene. it's like ughhh but that's so much work.#so much easier to have the fleeting thought and then never think of it again and just play a game on my phone instead#and what's fucked up in one case is that I'm *still rewatching the source material*#and STILL I cannot make myself do anything past lol that would be funny dialogue write it down in phone notes#where it sits. and becomes nothing. for all eternity. love it.#erin explains it all
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#anyone else taking part in being eaten alive from the inside sunday or just me. just me? oh okay then#but im a big boy i can learn to communicate my distress to other people. possibly. well im not so sure actually. ykw nvm#anyway im making brownies and then im gonna do my ironing while watching a movie#the upside of being medicated is being able to focus but the downside is that if i dont direct that somewhere i will focus on ruminating#its quick its easy and its free: having intrusive thoughts abt killing yourself in response to thinking abt trying to express emotion#hmm. yeah. anyway#.diaries#Well im going to have to say smth by next weekend anyway bc if i dont ill have to duck out of whatever social plans#and if i dont go ill get rsd triggered and end up home alone self harming instead. so like. not rly an option innit#i say that as if i havent chosen the latter option over talking abt how i feel to resolve shit many many fucking times before lmao#well maybe this time! whatever im just being dramatic it doesnt matter that much. well it does to me. but not to anyone else so.#anyway i need to get off my phone and get these brownies in the oven fr#.vent#sorry for ventposting but its kind of expected from me on a sunday by this point innit lol
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Fighting the hardest battle of my life (trying to buy rainbow shoelaces)
#prefacing this i am NOT buying rainbow shoelaces because of the tumblr thing. i just need new shoelaces and saw an opportunity.#dad is homophobic and after we had ORDERED THE SHOELACES he saw that the description described them as pride#so he had a big upset about that#because hes worried that people will see them and like. bully me or smth because they think im gay.#and like. i mean i am buying them because im gay (not telling him that of course). but dude does anything you know about me#even slightly suggest that i would be bothered by that#Anyway if my mom is fine with it (she is also homophobic but i think she'll go with it) then im getting rainbow shoelaces#just in like. slightly ugly gradiant instead of 🌈 order#oh also i think ive now convinced my dad that the 8 color pride flag is the real one. unintentional w.#i was going to paint my nails nb flag colors soon so hopefully hes never seen one of those before lol#FUCK. nvm i was on his phone. he saw the article i was looking at he doesnt think that anymore :(#mb's two am rambling
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my day was super shitty but a lady on the bus randomly paid for my ticket cause she had a free pass? so I guess there's still good in the world
#I didn't really need it and I told her so and she was like ''oh don't worry I have a free pass!! let's go!!''#so that was that lol. thanks nice lady!#but other than that. shitty day. chaotic flight key that I don't even have the energy to describe#then I decided to go to 25 de março to get a phone case and it was overpriced and crowded and I got overwhelmed immediately#and I went to mcdonald's to try the new sprite and they don't have it anymore??? they had it for like 2 weeks. fucking lame.#ordered a coffee milkshake instead cause u know. at least it's something different#and they also didn't had it even though I paid for it in the totem??#so I paid for a strawberry milkshake I didn't even want.#drank half of it out of principle but it was nasty so I threw it out#so yeah. lame day#have a pavement concert tomorrow that I don't really wanna go to#but the tickets were extremely expensive so I can't skip it#but god. I really don't feel like crowds right now. or leaving my house for more than 3 hours#rambles*
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