#Immigrant suicide

[1eos]

crazy to see men complain that feminism is rotting the brains of women and the left is creating misandry when all of the 2020s online based social praxis is just varying flavors of men's rights activism lmao. black and native women can't even talk abt how men of all races know they can kill and abuse them with impunity bc no one else gives a fuck without some white bitch who wants cock bad being like 'um don't u understand men are more likely to be victims of random acts of violence 🥺 you're the problem if u even think of pinning any accountability onto them'. no easier time to be a man than rn. you don't even have to put into practice a goddamn thing you say. just make a vague comment abt respecting women and boom you're drowning in acclaim and pussy and you want me to feel bad that your life is sooooo hard bc now when you make rape jokes unprompted one person out of all the people who defend you may be like 'that's not nice :('

[dizzyhoneybee]

I know things fucking suck and whatever but can some of ya'll not be such pussies about it for like 5 minutes? If you wanna die, die bearing your teeth, not cowering.

[anthropwashere]

Man, I'm replaying Stormblood on a casual alt and the Lyse-Wuk Lamat comparisons absolutely SHIT on Lyse???

Like Stormblood was absolutely Lyse's Story but even at it's most egregious it didn't come anywhere near as In Your Face as Wuk's Story in Dawntrail?? Which is frickin' wild???

Like for real my biggest Stormblood Main Character Complaint is Lyse's first outfit design. Legit all I think about when she's on-screen is how unsupportive her white-ass bra is, and how likely she's dealing with wedgies with her white-ass booty shorts. Fucking for realsies, the rest of her OG outfit is great! But her "I'm 12 and unsure how to deal with puberty" undies-vibes drive me fuckin' nuts.

At least the recent graphic update saved Hien and Gosetsu's outfits? To the point that I'm probably gonna buy Hien's samurai outfit for my Xaela dude who hasn't even unlocked samurai??

Anyway outfit aside, Stormblood MSQ Lyse isn't HALF as frustrating as Dawntrail MSQ Wuk Lamat is, good christ can we stop shitting on Lyse for 5 dang minutes

[originalleftist]

If you're facing the threat of gun violence?

Republicans will kill you.

If you need an abortion for medical reasons?

Republicans will kill you.

If you are an immigrant, or Palestinian, or gay or trans?

Republicans will kill you.

If you depend on Social Security or Medicare?

Republicans will kill you.

If there's another pandemic?

Republicans will kill you.

If you live in an area (ie, the Earth) that's affected by Climate Change?

Republicans will kill you.

A vote for Republicans is suicide.

[arcenciel-par-une-larme]

"People behave in immature ways and bully others in fandom because they...*checks notes*...hold conservative ideas."

...I couldn't make this up if I tried.

[auroras-void]

The worse the current situation gets, the more pissed off I get talking to liberals.

Like, academically I have always known that liberalism is deeply hypocritical, and they're at best, situational allies. But, like, this shit is getting real, and they still talk about this like it's a game.

They're still talking about the laws, precedents, institutions. They're still making quips about the orange man. Pointing out his hypocrisy as if anyone has ever given a shit except them.

"there's a hundred years of precedent behind that one" as if the Supreme Court can be trusted with anything whatsoever

"Ah he can only do that to enemies of the state" as if he doesn't decide who the enemies are. As if being an enemy of the state should deprive someone of their humanity.

"I'm more worried about the Islamic terrorists he's going to create by antagonizing the middle east" as if, just, honestly what the fuck... I don't even have words for that one...

"oh it's fine, he won't come for us" as if we aren't already at the first line of the poem. It might have different names but it's the same story: "First they came for the illegal immigrants..."

I had someone seriously try to argue that "don't worry the senate majority leader said he kinda didn't like him once, he'll stop this" and just like, how the fuck can you say that with a straight face?

It's all as if they don't see the aspiring dictator and his council of theocrats explaining their plans to destroy the world in plain English. As if everything we had that was supposed to stop this from happening hasn't already failed. As if millions of people aren't about to die.

Like, I understand upholding our institutions and using the law to slow him down is incredibly important right now. My sincere hope is that he gets tangled up in this for long enough he doesn't have time to change the laws and secure the keys to power tightly enough to crown himself king.

But fuck man, even like half of my best case scenarios right now still involve me leaving the country. Even just the stuff that's already explicitly in his power to do is fucking evil. Fascism isn't just a thing we're worried about happening in the future it's here right now.

This isn't his presidency, this is a Heritage Foundation presidency. I don't give a shit what dumb shit he says he's so blatantly and openly a puppet for them he might as well have strings coming out of his wrists. This man does not give a shit that he is president, he just knows if he gives the theocrats what they want and if he signs what they put in front of him, he gets to play golf for 4 years and become richer and more powerful than he's ever been.

There is a shadowy organization controlling the government, that has been in politics for decades, is powerful and well connected. An organization that has spent every one of those decades trying to kill me and anyone like me, and it's not a wild conspiracy, it's empirically verifiable fact, being openly published to the world.

I feel like I'm going crazy, watching what's going on right now, I keep explaining it to people and I sound crazy too, but then they listen to what I'm saying and they can't dispute any of it. So either I'm just way too good at arguing why things are dire, or this shit is real, and we're watching history repeat itself.

And these fucking liberals are here acting as if they aren't included in the last line of that poem. As if I'm not right in front of them terrified because I know I'm like the second or third at best.

I've already had to cancel my name change because of what's on the horizon. This isn't a game, this isn't a joke. "Running away to Canada" isn't hyperbole to joke about at a cocktail party to me... I am filling out my passport paperwork and I can barely hold my fucking pen straight because I'm so scared. I'm so scared. I have to go back to therapy because I'm genuinely worried I could be on the verge of a psychotic break over this shit. I'm so fucking paranoid now. The echoes of history are screaming in my head. I look at the world in front of us and all I can see is lovecraft, a cosmically terrifying planetary work machine choking all corners of the globe, fueled by blood and suffering, with no goal other than to perpetuate itself by any means necessary. I've seen it's face. It didn't have a face before...

Like I'm at my fucking limit, why the fuck should I have any expectation that liberalism will suddenly start working now. Why should I believe any part of this system was ever actually designed to protect me.

I know right now, we're only at the south bank of the Rubicon... it's not completely over yet... but we've seen this before... Caesar didn't stop there... and neither did anyone else...

If me and my friends weren't still fighting to keep each other above water, I'd have been dead last week.

Humanity was not built for this, we were never built for this...

I wasn't supposed to see this... I wasn't supposed to know all this...

I was just supposed to be this weird looking monkey picking berries in the forest and sharing them with my friends...

How do I go to my desk on Monday and act like everything is normal...

[grassoftunnel]

These questions came to her lips as she watched the other her in the glass window, hovering out over the cityscape. Her other self simply opened and closed her mouth, floating silently in the nothingness. She reached out her hand towards the glass and her other self moved closer too, until their palms were touching. The glass spread its coolness through her body. The clouds that floated over the mass of office buildings seemed nothing more than masses of turbid ash. She sighed. The warmth clouded the glass, obscuring her other face.

Solo Dance (2018) by Li Kotomi

[gastromancer]

rare example of terf antisemitism/transmisogyny/anti-immigrant racism synthesis all cooking the brain of one person.

anyway. if anyone feels like reporting someone tonight.

[hy2ka]

every time a teacher says 'you all never think about your future/career' i have to physically hold myself back from saying something confrontational

[the-amber-droid-dreams]

its so fucking hard to imagine what a future for someone like me could even look like. noone i know or have heard of is like me. being alive is already really fucking hard and exhausting but especially so when i cant even imagine a future for myself lmao

[radioconstructed]

⌖ Tonight, on my ALT STATION! I don't respect ANY of you people, so, I'm moderating a BRAIN FRYING DEBATE BETWEEN two Hellborn demons!

⌖ One, a CHARISMATIC individual who happens to be a SUPREMACIST who thinks ALL SINNERS should be EXTERMINATED! The other, a fairly PROGRESSIVE individual, who also happens to be an EMOTIONALLY MANIPULATIVE WEIRDO and defender of the worst crimes these sinners I have committed!

⌖ I hope my therapist sees this and FINALLY lets me exterminate MYSELF!

[mainfaggot]

sometimes I forget how homophobic like 95% of pakistanis are

[if-you-fan-a-fire]

“KILLS HIS WIFE. THEN SUICIDES,” Kingston Whig-Standard. April 8, 1933. Page 1. --- Temporary Derangement Thought to Have Caused Tragedy in Sarnia ---- SARNIA, April 8 - Working on a theory of "temporary derangement," police continued to unravel the few clues available in the slaying of Mrs. Frank Olah, 35-year-old Hungarian, and the suicide of her husband, of the same age.

As interpreters unfolded to police difficulties that confronted Olah and his wife, police pieced together events preceding, the tragedy, discovered by Annie, 10-year-old daughter, upon her return from school. In the bedroom the youngster found the bodies of father and mother, their throats lacerated by a razor. Mrs. Olah's head had been battered by a hammer also. In the next room the youngest child, Kathleen, 22 months, played with her dolls.

From soiled and crumpled correspondence and deportation order police said they learned Olah had fought against return to Hungary while his wife was anxious to return to their homeland. Quarrels followed, say police, and Olah is believed to have become mentally deranged. 

Application in 1932 for Canadian citizenship had been refused Olah because of his arrest on a liquor charge, police said, and he then allegedly attempted suicide.

[eveningclouds]

this is mu #happyprivilege speaking bht i forgot how all consumingly hopeless it is to be like, legitimately suicidal. as if my veuns have gotten thinner & my heart's started beating slower & i'm slowly turning imto some new organism warped bygrief. ALL yhe time...! how was i so happy for so long when agter a year of feeling like this it feels likd this is all i've ever been?? ALL THE TIME. last night there were shrooms but i didn't take them due to my stupid sobriety challenhe (it's actually good for me to he sober) but everyone was having fun and i was also having fun and yet it hit me so clearly, the sentence 'being alive is what makss me suicidal.' AM I FIFTEEN YEARS OLD LISTENING TO PATD. LIKE. & i think that's part of it, thay altho childhood is associated w innocence & like joyful naivete, there's something so...juvenile about giving up on life as life gives up on u. the indignity of hiding ppl away from ur most vulnerable moments while secretly wanting them to see u at ur most vulnerable. it's literally humiliating fornme to admit this on here even tho i can do what i want on the internt. as with every post i'm making these days i'm deleting this soom so some random accounting student isn't forced to call a social worker for me at 10 pm while i'm doing mh homework but whatever i'm in my turbo oversharing era bc this is a blog. good morning

[stuckydrewx]

( @amarriageoftrueminds tags) this is too fucking true

steve rogers: pr disaster | gen | 4k

(someone asked about the full version of this, so here u go)

“Wait,” says Sam, “you had a publicist?”

“For my first five months at S.H.I.E.L.D,” says Steve. “Then she quit. Uh, decisively.”

“Well yeah, she had to keep you in line,” Bucky says with a half-smirk. “How many times did you make that poor lady want to sock you in the face?”

“Lost count,” Steve admits. “I did offer to let her, once. Seemed fair.”

Sam laughs. “I feel like you’re sitting on a story here.”

“There’s no story,” Steve tells him. Sam raises his eyebrows. Bucky’s half-smirk tilts towards a full smirk. “Seriously,” Steve repeats, “no story.”

Interlude: The Story of Steve “Walking PR Nightmare” Rogers, and How For a Short While He Single-Handedly Destroyed the Emotional Health of Eva Laura Ortiz, His Now Ex-Publicist

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