#although. not doing a lot of living and loving rn lollllllll
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sometimes I forget how homophobic like 95% of pakistanis are
#im pakistani and im talking abt growing up as an immigrant in canada interacting w fellow pakistani canadians#as well as relatives back home#anyway. shits tough lol makes me doubt myself so much like maybe i am a bad person for wanting to be myself#idk but then i remember how i owe nothing to anyone. im not morally anything for simply existing#if i am condemned to hell then at least I'll have lived and loved here etc#although. not doing a lot of living and loving rn lollllllll#sometimes i just feel like this is another point on the laundry list of reasons to kill myself#maybe it's better to go to hell for suicide than for being gay or something. I'm not that religious but sometimes i get scared#z.post
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