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kisses4kuna · 4 days ago

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“cloud is soras dad!” “aerith is soras mom!” SHUSH cid is soras dad DO YOU SEE HOW HE ACTS AROUND HIM THEY'RE LITERALLY SO FATHER SON CODED WHY ARE WE ALL IGNORING THEM??????

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kyouka-supremacy · 6 days ago

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#I say that but in truth I've been wondering if the time of this blog has come #As time passes I feel more and more unwelcomed in the fandom?#And though I know it's probably all in my head it's still a feeling I haven't been able to brush off in months. Or longer #And in the last days in particular. I feel like one blog too many has blocked me 😅#I don't even remember what blog it was that blocked me and yet ever since it happened I have been carrying this uneasiness #Which. Look. It's plain ridiculous. And probably just a sign for me to move on or move out #I've felt the urge to deactivate so often in the past week #Tumblr has just been feeling like a big party was being thrown in the next door without me being invited. Which I suppose is #intrinsic to socials in general but it only gets worse by the year #I hate those stupid mutuals labels so much.#My Tumblr experience has gotten one thousand times worse ever since they were implemented.#Sigh. Either way I'm probably going to stick around at least untill ss/kk have their moment. I'm not stupid.#If I ever disappear remember to keep archiving b/sd official content for me.#Track and download the masterlist contents if you can. All links break sooner or later.#random rambles

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 months ago

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Recent images I suppose ~

#First one is THE LONG series of GEESE that fly by!!! my aforementioned friends... Or I think I referenced them in tags of some post #days ago. and how I love watching them. See how many there are? And multiple of these will go by. It's like hundreds of them.#Then just the sky because I love the sky. My hair looking ridiculous as it always does when I brush it out of the four big braids I always #keep it in to keep it out of the way lol. I just find it silly how small it can be all braided up and then as soon as it is Released and #combed then it poofs into some sort of swamp dwelling wizard style.#Then... a daily word count... have been so busy the past week that I sadly haven't written much but I'm WORKING on it. Still on the blasted #'odd jobs' tasks sections which were SUPPOSED to be very quick and short. but.. alas.. Though I am on basically the last one. You go work #for one of the enchanting specialists in the city (very important in society since a majority of people cannot do that type of magic) and #basically he just works so much he has no time for a social life so he hires random people to sit with him in the afternoons doing menial #tasks. You show up thinking you'll help with some Important Job or something but hes just like 'no... peel this apple for me.. :)' lol #Edit note: arrgh just had to fish a slippery avocado pit out of a narrow garbage disposal drain with a chopstick. felt like some #sort of taskmaster challenge or something.. gods... I know some people just reach into them. I guess maybe #my hand would fit?? but... erm... scary. what about Sharp Things in there or something.. also Sludge of some sort perhaps.#ANWYAY.. interruption... I got up to go to the kitchen in the middle of typing my tags... lol..#Next image is SLEEPING boye.. And then PIGEONS!!!!!!!!!! my beloveds...#Oh then the giant evil hole in my bathroom ceiling which is STILL not fixed and the repair people still have to come back again.. BUT they #did have this terrible industrial dehumidifier thing they put in the bathroom and just left here for like 5 days and it was like a noisy #hairdryer going at all times and raised the heat in the bathroom from 65F to 76F in like two hours so.. I'm glad at least at their #last arrival they've finally taken it away.... the Noise Beast... silence in my house at last...#though I am still plagued by Mysterious Hole.. the plastic wrap rustles sometimes when I'm in there.... go away...#Ah. Then a delightful little lemon poppyseed muffin someone didn't want and then gave to me. Which was interesting since I haven't #had one in soooo long even though its like a very Classic Flavor.. I do quite like them though now that I've had one again. :0c #Lastly.. mushrooms. I think it's the mushroom season here. Everywhere you go outside there's some new manner of fungus #having popped up from nowhere. I like the variety of all their little shapes. These in particular have an interesting wispy curled layers #sort of look to them. Almost like a shaggy hairstyle that's curled up at the ends or something. They seem neat to draw perhaps.#Okay.. that is all.. I still have literally like 2 costumes and 12 outfits and I think 1 sculpture? to post.. but I am so busy this is #what I can manage for now I suppose lol... quick pictures that don't really take any sorting or cropping or editing lol #photo diary

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unproduciblesmackdown · 21 days ago

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has happened plenty around iconis goings on but what an all-timer

#joe iconis christmas extravaganza #13th annual xmas #do i mean being floored like oh even to hear of it; do i mean that it happened; do i mean that joe iconis shared the whole scene asap? Yea #on this Wow They Made The Day From The Christmas Show Into A Thing day & being reminded of this like let's get that kleinsen moodboard cut #semi accuracy generally around like the Joeuvre Iconisography Works Will Surprise / Do Unexpected Things #but sometimes i can go in with whatever details make me suspect i'll have an Extra great time & be so very correct #& sometimes i can be like please won't someone post the krampusfucking & here's joe himself like you rang. Yes #& that was the sexiest thing of all....the comedic krampusfucking bico but shoutout to saving the day w/clips of your own show you put on #i may be rushing things but. post the scenes again Now #also i will deftly say the xmas show in general b/c if it's not a gift that keeps on giving & also unstoppable & just so [hrraaaughhrrhg]#chaotic accurate pov baby please come home snow throwing clip ;o;#& when i tell you bsol & xmas are dancing cheek to cheek it's also the indirect like pointing ohh i know you w/the voice & the smile #skeleton is krampus is jeremy morse is from bsol which i've been thinking of getting around to for years but that's how it is w/anything #New Media a whole thing & indeed might be that slow getting on it even if i intend to. well already i'd been thinking about it again like #hmm humm....the kinda scarcity of info like something to latch on to would help. & spaghetti western hero needs to rescue his wife as #most the info known isn't very latchy like well godspeed; & even figuring yknow w/an iconis work a solid time ft any fun is guaranteed #so when i've Been like hmm yeah perhaps bsol time soon but then going like ah so i'll probably have a High Time w/the villain at least huh #felt it coming on Exponentially in a [momentum on your side] way like intrigue & frequency of Hmming about it #then had a great time like adhd be damned i sat there & did Nothing while listening to that audio & only paused for like bathroom/drinks #had a great time & ever since have been intermittently saying things to the room enthusiastically / with Niche Inspiration #to no one's surprise....so i'm also delighted if the brief little [majorest & minorest villain] doubled role influenced xmas krampus lol #now there's some trivia & a loop of funny little guys. & once again like for in the iconisography? if you had a nickel....#plus yknow w/the xmas show Overall like i was saying w/Kinda knowing abt it in time for the '19 12th annual show like wough....#we do need a little christmas extravaganza before my spirit falls again (surprising amount of post bmc malaise) & i'm curious #smthing to latch on to there for sure like ah villain wrole how fun? then like i said w/some Glimpses like oh the chestnut medley Energy #in that urgent choreography urgent harmonizing lmao i was so delighted like the beginning of catching onto the degree of playfulness #only the beginning; was still in that process when in the middle of its off years i was like lemme dig into this as Archive/Research #& now here we are & i'm having a high time w/any glimpses past & present (gonna be a minute re: future) celebrate christmac & cheese #even rewatching this video to get this screenshot for the hundredth time snort laughed buhYoot iful what's yuour hurraayy(ah)

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sysig · 11 months ago

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Sorry, I can’t, I’m just too cute today 💕 (Patreon)

#Doodles #DDoodles #I have had a very good day today :D Lots of laughing and reading and playing and to top it off I look and feel extra cute :D #My favourite hoodie and a tank top underneath - realized recently it's a killer combo hehe #And a rainbow heart bandana my brother got my for Christmas <3 #I have been wearing it and the other one he got me camp-counselor neck-scarf style for what I think are obvious reasons (Handplates)#And technically ''normal'' pants but they're a very shiny material lol #They're not leather or squeaky or anything they're this nice sleek and heavy material #Very nice to the touch :) Just very shiny!#I've always love the look of bare shoulders and everything else covered and yup! Looks cute on me too! Haha ♪#So since I was feeling so cute I decided to make it my warmup :) Which ironically lasted longer than my intended art of the day lol #Didn't feel like it tho! :0 I felt slow the whole way through both lol practice leaves me so quickly haha #Still tho :D Rather pleased with both!#A good expression of my good day hehe ♪#First digital of 2024 off to a good start ♫#[First uploaded Jan 5th] Lol

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penisbilt · 8 months ago

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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL #really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us #ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great #extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore #the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog #its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow #i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating #i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one #i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it #theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget #anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by #there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad #cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now #maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that #im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away #ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free #i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20 #i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her #but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more #maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know #because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before #i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years #i dunno. i dont know #anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process #the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months #the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time #when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move #just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend

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neriyon · 5 days ago

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Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better

Tagged by @sunnythanalan, thank you!

Three ships I like: Lan Wangji/Wei Wuxian (MDZS), Matsuoka Rin/Nanase Haruka (Free!), uhhhhhhhh Geto Suguru/Gojo Satoru (Jujutsu Kaisen)

First ship ever: this is a tough one... maybe Kyoraku Shunshui/Ukitake Jushiro (Bleach) ? If not first it's at least one of the first ones.

Last song you heard: Peacock Epoch by USSS (be warned that the lyrics are mildly suggestive)

Favorite childhood storybook: uhh this is finnish only, I don't think it's ever been translated to any other languages but "Tiitiäisen satupuu" (by Kirsi Kunnas). Idk what the word for them is in english, but it basically has a collection of story like poems meant for kids. It's pretty old (wikipedia says it was published in 1956, wow), but I used to have a newer copy of it as a kid and the poems in it are really fun.

Currently reading: Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation (MDZS) 4 by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu. It was my xmas gift, so I've been reading it whenever I want to feel sappy about two idiots pining

Currently watching: Spy x Family second season. I think I have 2 episodes left..?

Currently consuming: Tea (mango & lychee green tea) and these tiny bread rolls we made earlier.

Currently craving: Candy... More specifically chocolate, as I ate last of my gift chocolates yesterday :c

#tag games #somehow every time someone asks me for ships i like i black out and forget every single show/game/whatever i've ever seen #so have 1 big one 1 old one and 1 i thought up looking at a list of things i've watched last year lol #specifically avoided xiv ones since i pretty much like all of the popular npc ships we have #like thanuri or everyone's favorite lesbian teens #so i felt it'd be a bit boring answer #and this way i can at least kinda mention what other stuff i've been into haha #ah also skipping tagging this time #brain is being mean this week ^^'#but as usual if you want to do it feel free to tag me!#even if you are battling the same mean brain days: tags for tag games and stuff are always welcome here okay?#oh and don't judge me for the song ihefiuefh #somehow it's always the suggestive utaite songs that have the most catchy beat #and then you turn on subtitles (or check them somewhere) and get jumpscared

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wanderingibon · 26 days ago

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writing the draft for my inquiry into getting a tattoo ceremony ough... filled w a lot of feelings and also uncertainty but also a little hope i think

#ibon.txt #was thinking to myself the day before about how i always held myself back from inquiring abt getting a batok ceremony done #i've dreamt of the signs before and dreamt of a placement too #between my deep rooted self worth issues and fears around being rejected i opted to wait until i felt 100% ready #but i realized that if i kept waiting for that time it may never come and its probably been years since a descendant has gotten a ceremony #(my mothers side of my family is very deeply colonized in the sense that they think assimilation is the best way)#so all that to say i'm gonna try to reach out ahhHHH #it'll be my vow to keep going and keep decolonizing and learning and to never give up care love and healing....#and my vow that i'll work hard to be free one day #anyways i'm sorry for rambling as per usual but i don't have anywhere else to put this WAH.....

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lena-oleanderson · 1 year ago

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Still Looking or on knowing there's a way out because you've been here before. you've been in bigger and scarier places before, and even they had a way out, and a friend on the other side waiting. and if the journey is too much for you, get up and eat. even if the bread needs to be baked for you, even if you need to be told, even if you need to be fed, just let someone tell you to get up and eat, let someone feed you, and get up and eat, and find a way out. (and like the mary ellen carter, rise again)

#poetry #poem #lena's bad poetry archives #grief #writerblr #on friendship #actually mentally ill #mental health #on love #on promises #there are so many reasons to stay alive. but on my shittest of days that promise alone is enough #i've written about what it's like to experience grief with someone before - losing the same person #and this is one facet of that for me #by the time that loss happened i'd already shaken the major urge. the big I Intent. but i was still pulling that #'i'm in a mood. i'm not going to wear my seatbelt.' thing a lot #which in retrospect is insane. a lot of that recklessness actually could've gotten me killed #since then - i've felt more awful than ever before because that's grief. but the only way i'll leave this world is kicking and screaming #because i wouldn't do that to my best friend. i wouldn't do that to any of them. not even half-willingly.#i'd rather do the most mortifying thing to me and ask for help #lena's poetry archives

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despair-tea · 1 month ago

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I've decided that I no longer need to know anything about video game talking heads on youtube. I don't know anyone who critiques games, I haven't heard about that, no, no, this is the first I'm hearing of it.

#video games aren't that interesting!!#shuuuuut up!#this includes the fgc talking heads #who?#watched one too many videos about that space fallout game that sucked and now i no longer care about this part of the human experience #my post #really i've felt this way since the day i mistakenly thought “that sounds cool” and clicked on a zelda video #and it was the least interesting i've seen since ryuki #(sorry dragon knight lovers)#i felt it sapping the vividness from very being

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funkle420 · 3 months ago

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*takes my last adderall so i can finish all my work in one day*

*finishes one (1) assignment*

*gets distracted and spends the rest of the day hyperfocusing on delicious in dungeon again*

#i rewatched half the anime last night cause i was too tired to do anything else #i even almost got sucked into reading the manga again the other day but forced myself to stop after 1 chapter #def gotta buy hard copies #this is one of if not the only thing i can enjoy multiple times IN SUCCESSION!#actually i was like this with turning red and spiderverse too but #dunmeshi is different.... dunmeshi is special..... my enjoyment of it is more than just the animation or the art.....#ive never felt this particular way about anything but i've always wanted to #in the past my fanart often felt a little forced even tho i liked those things it was hard to get excited about anything #i think dunmeshi is partially responsible for my depression being in remission #literally #the only depression i feel since spring is about financial problems or being lonely #tangible stuff #but it's not the deep internal depression ive felt for most of my life #idk how to explain but like there's layers to depression #the easier kind to heal from is based in identifiable current issues like loneliness or financial troubles or grief or burnout #then theres the kind that comes from complex trauma or i think sometimes its genetic too #i thought that part would only go away once i solved the surface level stuff and could heal thorugh positive experiences to contradict #the pathways my brains formed overtime via trauma #but although ive had a few moments that have helped #i think dunmeshi. moving out of my old apt where i lived with 3 cishet men into an apt with 1 chill roomie. having time over summer to #get used to a self made routine (despite having MANY financial issues and still not being able to spend it how i planned)#all that is mainly what helped!#like for the first time i was getting excited abt stuff!#i still kinda struggle tho with maintaining that excietment #except with dunmeshi!#it's like no matter what my excitement hasn't diminished #thats very comforting #i gotta force myself to engage in more media so i can find more things to love #i have a habit of putting off things i know ill love bc i wanna be ready for it #so that if i do love it ill have the time and energy to get inspired and make fanart

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mistystarshine · 5 months ago

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I really enjoy the way you've portrayed Adam and Lute's relationship in Three Years Time and Northern Star, as well as the interactions between Charlie/Vaggie and Lute! How would you write an interaction between Adam and Lucifer in that storyline?

Thank you! And maaaaybe? I'm not sure if I'm going to continue writing in that universe. In theory, I'd like to, and LOVE to do a scene with Adam and Lucifer, but in practice, I'm having some really horrible anxieties about my writing and if people hate it/me when I talk about my writing rn, so I may be taking a step back for a bit in general. Not sure.

#Answered #I am having. A very bad time right now #A pair of friends who I really cared about ghosted me a few months ago #After tearing apart my writing from head to toe #And one of them sent an email revealing that at least for them #It was because they secretly resented me the entire time #And they hated it when I talked about my writing and or life and interests #They felt like I was seeking “adulation”#And the correct way to interact with them was listen to them talk about their stuff #But not talk about mine at all #And I DID do that for a while #But then I slipped back into more comfortable conversational habits after a while because I was uncomfortable #So I slipped back into talking about my stuff #I TRIED not to talk about my writing at all #But it's such a big part of my life #And I did talk about my life #So they just randomly left one day #And I got the email about how I'm a praise-seeker who uses people as tools to boost myself up #And expects adulation for doing what was implied to be the bare minimum #And it REALLY fucked me up #Interacting with over creatives is a big part of the process for me #But I've been having trouble sharing my stuff with other people without having anxiety attacks since this happened #And lately have slipped into apologizing when I share my stuff #And beating myself up when I talk about my interests more than theirs #Which I HATE myself for #And lately it's just swallowed me whole #And I can't shake the feeling that all my friends hate me and I'm a toxic praise seeker who can't stop talking about her own shit #When I should be talking about other people's stuff only or completely. And it has me feeling like I should write in total silence.#Which makes me wonder if I should keep writing at all. Sorry about the in-tags vent I'm just having a REALLY bad time right now #I'm SO fucking sorry anon

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 months ago

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Recent things.. mostly just writing screenshots lol

#There's a water problem in the apartment so thats been taking most of my attention lol.. the way maintenance happens here is just #this big long vague wait with no clear communication. You just send in a request to the apartment building and then you might hear from the #any weekday from 8am - 4pm any time after that. Sometimes it's quick but sometimes its like days before you hear anything. So then #you just have to be operating under the assumption that at any time during working hours you might get a call or a knock at the door #Like if you were expecting company at any time for a week straight ghjhj.. ANYWAY.. I've been working on making a little discord #server thing for the game maybe for playtesters to communicate in initially i guess but then also after it's out or... something like that.#no idea how all of that works. but you hear about people doing it. or something... Still not entirely sold on the idea since I'm not really #a big user of discord format speaking (like little chats and stuff) but.. again idk.. seems like.. common.. for things...(< socially odd #hermit fumbling through trying to imitate what '''normal''' people do/enjoy/desire lol..). Since I think my biggest issue is I am very bad #at socializing and thus marketing since a lot of that is social. The type to just google ''what do people do about games once they've #made them'' and just go after whatever the top 10 things apparently are hjbjhbjh... But like I said. still unsure it will be utilized. it #all feels very awkward to me. then again most things do. But that's what the ''overall progress'' screenshot is from. the little channel #where I've been posting updates to myself lol. Also ''coding'' in that being used very lightly consdering it's ren'py and I'm only using #the very bare bones most basic functionality of it lol. Extremely intense highly daunting master level coding such as ''if x then y''. gbjh #slacked on writing a lot due to the evil maintenance and such things... and just general... appointments... events... aughhhhhh #I think it's Goose Time here or something because nearly every day I hear big V shaped rows of geese flying by like multiple #times a day and they're so pretty and neat to watch. They've really inspired me somehow. Today it was rainy and gray skied and high winds #and cold (some of my favorite most beautiful weather) and I went out to check the mail and like 6 or 7 rows of geese fluttered #by in the air. I felt like that meme image of that guy that looks kind of weird (william dafoe??) and its like black and white and #he's looking up at something almost teary eyed wide eyed in awe.. The goose... those are my goose.. the universe sent those gooses just #for me and the high speed winds blowing my coat open and chilling my face... a tender platonic kiss from the world is often delivered #by way of chilly weather and bird formations.. peace and love on planet earth truly..#OH and of course.. boy with boy!!!! shout out to those little mcdonalds toy animal plushies from like 2006 or something. I found the #gray cat one and was like.. hrmm.. I have one of those as well (a real life gray cat). surely they're friends now.

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girlcrushau · 10 months ago

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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

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postmanlinksbootyshorts · 11 months ago

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i really dislike how modern day social media feminism revolves around (the hatred of) men and dating men. we really are walking back like 20 years of social progression and it drives me up the fucking wall

#if i felt like being more wordy and eloquent about the full scope of my feelings about this and analyzing who and why things are the way #they are i would #i think it would be very relatable and put into words what A LOT of ppl are feeling rn #unfortunately i'm a dumbass at heart so i WILL be instead making a meme #you'll know it when you see it #anyways this was inspired by this one comment i saw on a video from this influencer i've been watching since 2019 and we're abt the same ag #(i'm 24 and she's 26)#and i noticed a lot of her videos recently revolve around this starbucks feminism that's so popular online now #and someone was like FINALLY a video that doesn't revolve around men or dating #because her latest vid is a vlog she did #and that's when it truly clicked for me that modern day online feminism really is just centered around men #2013 online feminism was also annoyin but at least it was more productive in terms of conversation (ie the sex revolution and bopo movement #i thought after a while it was bad but man i did NOT see things devolving to this. we will never be free LOL #niyah.txt

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risingsunresistance · 8 months ago

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wanted to make a fun doodle for pride when i woke up this morning but i left my ipad at the house :V

#am at ark's #left it bc it was on 1% and tbh i planned on playing splatoon for most of the day #been playing ttyd instead and now my switch is also dying kjghf #life update things are better I Think. or they at least deescalated #and it's summer for my sister's kids so no more babies over unless it's for special occasions THANK GOD #anyways happy pride i love you gay people in my computer #im collecting so many flags. there are an infinite number of them that COULD apply to me jhfdkg #labels are weird man. if i ACTUALLY listed every identity i felt a connection to we'd be here all day #like. im trans and queer and that also makes me relate to genderqueer but i am also a trans man and you COULD also call me nonbinary #the overlap is really funny jkhfgk #sexuality is weirder. just slap a rainbow on that idk man #are ARO EXPLOSION 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 i've felt so much better since taking that one on #relief... been fighting off that label for over half a decade #just didnt know how to tell if i knew For Sure. it did click eventually #the way it clicked is a little bit hilarious and i will never tell amen <3 #i normally dont like ''strict'' labels like i prefer to call myself Just Trans and gay (or queer if you're normal)#but aro is a nice one that one has given me a bit of comfort in the few months since i've realized #wahoo #chat

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