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《 ♡ Soulmate September Schedule ♡ 》
hello lovely fandom, @aggro-my-beloved here! i’m over the moon to announce that for the entire month of september i will be posting soulmate au centered fics featuring your favorite redacted pairings! some are canon, some are not…but all the works listed below are ones i’m proud to share. the plots and pairings will be listed below the cut. please interact by replying or reblogging this post, and let me know if you’d like to be tagged in any of the following fics once they are
posted <3 (p.s. pls don’t let this flop)
all the following prompts are based on this post from my main blog, @buck-nialled
⑨.②.②④ ⇒ “Long In The Tooth” (LaskoxDear)
[lasko’s been eighteen for six years now, and frankly, he’s becoming sick of playing a juvenile. what makes his endeavor for a soulmate even more bewildering? they’re one of his students.]
❾.❹.❷❹ ⇒ “Trash Polka” (AsherxBabe)
[babe is tired of wearing hoodies in summer, and leggings in the spring. but their soulmate seems too caught up in his career to mind leaving little notes and drawings on their skin, rather than meeting up for a legitimate conversation. babe takes matters into their own hands, which soon won’t be covered by a mod-podge of their soulmate’s scribbles. at least, one can hope.]
⑨.⑥.②④ ⇒ “The Grey Area” (GuyxHoney)
[what’s more depressing than witnessing an amusement park in black and white? realizing it may be the last time you visit one, is probably what guy would answer, as he dangles upside down on Wonderworld’s “Surge” coaster. the pretty stranger next to him isn’t the worst company, though.]
❾.❽.❷❹ ⇒ “A Great Disservice” (DavidxAngel)
[david serves a dangerous line of work. and angel? they cat sit. still, both come home with cuts and scratches for the same reason.]
⑨.①⓪.②④ ⇒ “Rumination” (DamienxHuxley)
[a re-imagined dialogue to the elemental bois confessing their feelings.]
❾.❶❷.❷❹ ⇒ “Resigned/Sullen” (DavidxAsher)
[neither david nor asher have spoken post-inversion about the turmoil they experienced in the arena. not the scars that wouldn’t heal, not what caused them, and certainly not who kept asher from bleeding out on the ground.]
⑨.①④.②④ ⇒ “Pulsation” (Foolsverse!MiloxSweetheart)
[milo enjoys feeling his soulmate’s heart thump faster when he’s present. but only when he’s present.]
❾.❶❻.❷❹ ⇒ “Like and Unlike” (Davidxfem!Angel)
[angel thinks she’s finally found a cure for her crippling social anxiety at Dahlia’s local gym. but she cannot tell if david, the ill-tempered coach, will be the one to make or break her progress.]
⑨.①⑧.②④ ⇒ “Parting Song” (QuinnxDarlin’)
[when you’re standing next to who you think is your soulmate, as you watch the real one whither away in a shitty steel department chair—how do you respond?]
❾.❷⓪.❷❹ ⇒ “Battered and Bruised” (Samx Darlin’)
[so long as he doesn’t tell them, sam can keep up his act of healing darlin’ without suspicion. it’s magic, after all…]
⑨.②②.②④ ⇒ “Twin, Where Have You Been?” (MiloxSweetheart)
[“well, sweetheart. one of us is gonna have to change.” in which milo and his soulmate will forever be that couple.]
❾.❷❹.❷❹ ⇒ “Midnight Oil” (AaronxSmartass)
[the matchmaker test is the one exam nobody can study for. only fate will tell a person who they truly belong with. still, aaron attempts to pull an all nighter with his overly-charming classmate in an attempt to cheat the system.]
⑨.②⑥.②④ ⇒ “All Roads Lead To…” (DavidxDarlin’)
[david’s twelve years young and still leashed in red, wondering when he’ll meet the one on the other side of it, or if he even wants to. darlin’ is eleven years in, a hopeless romantic, and crossing the California state line when they notice their red string now has a little slack.]
❾.❷❽.❷❹ ⇒ “Change Your Tune” (GeordixCutie)
[cutie’s soulmate is the number one target on their shit list. because who on god’s green earth gets the tetris theme stuck in their head on a daily basis? well, they’re about to meet him...]
⑨.��⓪.②④ ⇒ “As If You’ll Live Forever” (ElliotxSunshine)
[the one thing more ironic than sunshine’s soulmate being a dreamwalker is how tired they’ve become of sleeping.]
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted shaw pack#redacted headcanons#redacted fluff#redacted smut#redacted angst#redacted damn crew#redacted au#redacted fanfiction#redacted fanfic#redacted imagine#redacted imagines#I’m very overstimulated#and not having a good time#please don’t let this flop y’all
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Shout out to my autistic demiromantic queen Francesca Bridgerton
#My girl has one very specific interest and gets overstimulated at balls#THAT’S MY BABY I’M FOREVER GONNA PROTECT HER#francesca bridgerton#bridgerton#autistic headcanon#demiromantic headcanon
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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love that i have one day off all week and this is how i spend it.
im autistic and work in two restaurants my brain is always so busy and i will kms if i can’t rot in bed and decompress one day a week
#the brainrot is real#yeah yeah i know i’m autistic#my job is very overstimulating#and it’s so hot outside#girlrotting
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A couple just bought a couch from me and while I was helping them move it, the bf was mansplaining his girlfriend so much and pissing her off 😭
Me and her would move a piece by ourselves and be in a great mood and he’d come over and give her orders and she’d start yelling at him. He kept telling her to “calm down, this isn’t that hard”… bro she was chill with me, you are what’s making this hard lmao…
Reminds me how much I love the single life … gave me memories of me in the past being frustrated and dealing with an irritating problem… just for an annoying man to be in my ear nitpicking and condescending and aggravating me more 😩 Ugh throw a baby shitting and throwing up in the picture? I’d be on the news 💀
#the last guy I dated always had to hug me from behind#even when I was pissed off#it would overstimulate and annoy me so bad I thought I was a genuinely angry yell-y person until we broke up#turns out I’m very chill actually 😂
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QB ADHD test is crazy for autists bc tell me why you’re gonna strap this super uncomfortable headband to my head and also have the lights bright in the room bright af and then have the laptop flash images at me too
Like????????
#sillyposting#adhd#I asked if they could turn down the lights and it was soooooo haha funny to them#how quirky haha hehe no one’s ever asked for that before!#and then they turn the light off and it’s pitch black and the laptop brightness is still way too bright#I was going to be overstimulated either way probably#but still#I tried to make it a neutral environment for the best results it just didn’t work out#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#can you blame a girl for having a very cutesy very demure meltdown at the psych’s office#but anyway I did absolute shit on the test#I feel like it’s not even fully accurate because I was crying half the time :/#I couldn’t remember anything esp not with the sensory hell#but then again I already know I would have been shit at it without the meltdown too#and the nurse tried to comfort me when I said sorry for crying#and she’s like no it’s okay we’re all special in our own way!#Ma’am I don’t need your autism speaks pep talk I need all the lights in my vicinity to be turned off#at least if they say I don’t have adhd I have even more validation for the autism#because who else has a meltdown over l i g h t s#very neurotypical reaction I’m so normal actually#I’m fine I’m at home and I’m gonna chill in my room don’t worry
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I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess
This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.
I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕
Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.
The video is still on YT.
#Anywayyyyy#The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD#So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY.#Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃#I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks#and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why?#STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed#So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy#But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries#Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated.#But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼♀️#Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break#Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now.#OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!!#I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹)#Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS#There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE#🇵🇸
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Me when life
#IMMA VENT REAL QUICK BRO I’m. RAHHHHH#heavy topics ig#ANYWAYS girls when they’re feeling suicidal but don’t have time to deal with that#I’m very overstimulated right now#surely a large coffee willl help#IM TIRED BUT ANXIOUS BRO STOPPPP LMAO#it sucks. I wanna talk to counseling services on campus but#I don’t have time genuienly#and I go there a lot and ITS EMBARRASSING SHFFHHD HIIII#THE DEPRESSED BITCH IS BACK💪💪#like bruh#venting#vent tw#depression tw#I genuinely feel like I’m 15 again I’m done with life methinks#like not actually cuz I’d feel bad but like. you know what I mean
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life of a bog dog
I’m really starting to love December
#my pics#dog#dogblr#22 weeks#she’s really such a happy friendly little guy#and in the last couple weeks has just hit that point where dumb puppy brain switches to big kid brain#she still struggles with overstimulation hyperactivity#but she tries very hard to refocus on toys like I’ve been teaching her#she is very mouthy like most acd’s but she has been EXCELLENT at learning ‘gentle’#now that she has at least a bit of an attention span I’m taking her out walking pretty far#both on leash and off#we live on a farm surrounded by other farms so there’s lots of space to roam#next I need to start reinforcing cues by drilling outdoors / in strange locations#need to work on stay#and then I can really get into teaching her how to herd sheep#she LOVES being around them#and honestly there’s nothing that makes me happier than being out grazing the sheep w a dog#really just having so much fun with my little bud
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I have not forgotten about the inbox call nor about my mains/affiliates call. they’re both still open. I am simply way too drained & exhausted to think straight or in any kind of creative manner. I’ll attempt things on Thursday again as I have another closing shift tomorrow & then an early one on Thursday. I don’t know how I’ll feel, I’m just beyond overstimulated rn & need to just not think. apologies for the wait on literally everything, life is just a lot atm.
#* ∙ ʚ ɞ ◞ 𝐎𝐎𝐂 ❮ out of character. ❯#( I am very on edge bc I feel so overstimulated)#( I’m just trying to keep a bit of my )#( mind in tact I suppose..)#( idk I am also not looking forward to next weekend haha )#( I don’t want to drive 10+ hours back & forth across Germany on my days off )#( but ig that’s just how life is atm )#( <- says me under tears as if I don’t absolutely hate long car rides esp. in the summer )#( ok enough of my yapping )#( pls take care of yourselves 💜 )
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My requests are CLOSED guys. Please read my bio and literally the first sentence in every post I write: all I post are MONTHS OLD requests. I’m not taking any at all rn because I have hundreds of pages worth of material to study. And even if they were open, I am only comfortable writing for gender-neutral readers. I don’t wanna have to resort to switching off my ask box altogether ☹️☹️
#maya talks#autistic person getting very overstimulated rn#i have to study 500 new pages every 3 days i really can’t keep doing this#every day i receive 3 or more requests#despite saying that my requests are closed literally every single day#i’m tired and cranky so forgive me but i’m really pissed off rn
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Hey I know I’ve said “This is my favourite thing that Chilled does…” like a million times but like. When people are just yelling so much and talking over each other and he deafens for a minute. Makes my brain feel better.
#private recording 1#chilledchaos#youronlychat#THATS MY STREAMER. absolutely amazing stuff. very nd friendly#overstimulation can be a problem watching streams and I’m sure it is for the streamers too especially in bigger lobbies#comformt streamerrr
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mike this chapter was just peak autism tbh like hes so me w the sensory issues and safe spaces
thank you thank you chapter 2 was brought to you by someone with sensory issues out the wazoo 🥳 (picturing mike touching the sticky syrup handle did make me audibly gag as i was writing it. hence this line ->
because that was quite literally what i was imagining as i wrote it LOL)
#i’m not autistic btw but the adhd did not come to play .#i think in the gc while editing we had a lil discussion abt whether to leave a big paragraph as is or cut it shorter#and i chose to leave it as is bc i was trying to convey the overstimulation of it all#so very glad it came through !!#ch02#asks#acswy spoilers#<- again entirely my own doing#turning all these spoiler free asks into spoiler city#so sorry to anyone who has this tag blocked
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headcanon that mumbo jumbo is autistic and the reason he moves around so much is because he’s really understimuated all the time
#this is me projecting bc i’m very understimuated all the time#and i see a lot of fics about people being overstimulated but never under#hermitblr#mcytblr#mumbo jumbo
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PLEASE i need a break
#like fr#i need to lay very still in a dark room in silence for a while#i’m so overstimulated i might die#i love my work but sometimes SOMETIMES i need the kids to shut UP#try having a large group of five year olds repeatedly say ur name while ur trying to talk to another kid bc#istg its enough to push me into insanity#i had to go shut myself in the staff cupboard bc i’d reached the end of my tether
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stuck at a family gathering and everyone is talking over each other T—T
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