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skyblueartt · 2 months ago
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Me when life
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megamind--simp · 1 year ago
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Dungeons and Daddies season 2; the divorce arc
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pcktknife · 7 months ago
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have you drawn aventurine before? hoyoverse did him so dirty. the slave tag they decided to put on his neck?? awful 😭 also once again you can’t tell that he’s romani at all
i havent. i dont really draw any of the dudes unless i really like them. i do have thoughts on his design though phew
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yukeet · 11 months ago
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my friends keep telling me how sad they are for the death of palestinians, and that's not the problem itself- theres nothing wrong in being sad about deaths on either side, i am too.(cannot stress enough how much i DONT have a problem with them being sad about those deaths)
but why does no one mention the over a thousand jews killed? none of them say anything about the genocide of jews, no one says they are sad about that. not a single word of it.
and yeah maybe they think "she's jewish, she doesn't need to be told about it she already knows", but i know about the death of palestinians too! i'm not ignorant!! idk just upset by this
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thesoftestcowboy · 1 year ago
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Ok we just finished umineko and i cant possibly write down all my thoughts but. This was not something i would've ever picked up or read through on my own. There's a lot of thing in the first chapter that wouldve turned my off it especially BUT im glad i kept going not just because its important to my bf bit its actually rly good imho. And not at all what i expected when i started lmao
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sunjoys · 1 year ago
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i know this is an irrelevant thought but i cant stop thinking about the fact that the poppy war straight up uses the term genocide throughout the whole novel. like i always kinda dismiss it when ppl criticise fantasy that use modern words/words like champagne etc but like. "genocide" is just getting to me. bc genocide is a modern word like it was literally coined bc of ww2/for the post-war trials. the poppy war is based off ww2/events during ww2 like even if this wasnt fantasy the term wouldnt have existed back then. but in-book its used in reference to a genocide that happened 20 years before. i just. i cant stop thinking about it . why does this world have a word for the crime of genocide .
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plantpest · 2 years ago
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@ the anons in my ask telling me i'm a bully: have you ever wondered what the world could be like if you gained some basic reading comprehension?
#this whole shit is making me so fucking frustrated#like yah regarding one specific topic with one specific person i have very strong evidence to support A HUNCH (or like idea ig idk english)#nothing black or white#i'm trying to be very open about this but idek what more i could do at this point#i have literally tried to talk to k as this is (according to me) very heavy accusations but her immediate reaction was to tell me#she reported me for harassment which has me baffled#she could have denied it and that would've been fine but nope#she is digging herself into a very very deep hole for literally nothing if she's ''innocent''#but all her actions is furthering the idea that she holds extremely vile opinions that i personally cannot support in any way#@ the people accusing me of being jealous of her skills: when have you seen me paint plants and/or in watercolours#@ the person accusing me of sailing on her popularity: i have a decent following of my own and i've been very open abt publicly calling out#people with what i believe to have very dangerous or ''just'' hurtful opinions for years before this whole k debacle#because i don't want MY blog or my circles to be safe for those people#and like i don't mind stirring up shit (even though my personal drama threshold is low) bc i'm a reactive person#so i play with open cards rather than acting like the bigger person and silently block and so on#idk y'all at this point i just wanna know what the fuck you want from me lmao#not plants#kategate#<- for blacklisting purposes
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kaprisvn · 3 months ago
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Hey Starrie I'm so so sorry to hear that I hope a million times that you're feeling better these days. I've gone through the same feelings but hey we persist!! We're so cool for that tbh
But yeah the world is a better place with you in it believe me :)
You're incredibly kind and I wish only the best for you friend <3333
One of the weirdest thing about growing up suicidal is that you assume you have no future, you don’t even try to envision it because you see no point. So eventually, you start assuming everyone else sees nothing in your future either. Recently, my friend and I were talking and she said something about how at her wedding I could wear a suit or a dress as long as it matched her bridesmaid’s dresses because the butler of honor has to make a good impression. This hit me so hard because I had never realized before how other people thought about me. She said it so casually like it wasn’t even a hard decision, just a given fact. She loves me so much she saw me at her wedding, standing with her on one of the most important days of her life. And you know what? There are so many people who think about you that way. If that isn’t proof that you should keep going I don’t know what is.
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literallycallmesock · 7 months ago
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im recommending I Luv Halloween to the new people I meet
starting from this day on, eveyone i meet has to, at the VERY least, take a look through the first book.
i know for a fact that a lot of people would hate I Luv Halloween if it were even a little bit mainstream
and i need these new people in my life to experience what i did, and still do every couple months
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celestialmancer · 8 months ago
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...Highkey was not. Expecting this one ramble I wrote of Ishtar to end up digging into some really personal vulnerabilities around my own.
...But. After several months of wanting to start opening the doors to rambling on these things (& chickening out) I finally. Got things down.
#This is. something I'm only sharing w friends i trust tho. DM only type of stuff cause its... its a writing that has roots in some.#very deeply personal/vulnerable type of stuff. & like. I kind of always fear judgment around this sort of stuff too?#when it comes to. writing on this particular topic. its cathartic to me in processing things. but i know it can be not easy a read?#I've already hinted at it before & i mean i know in the end on TH ima eventually have it labeled what this sorta ordeal is.#its not somethn i really expect will come up tho outside of like... if im musing w someone i trust & only in terms of like.#sharing/rambling abt backstory stuff or hcing things around chars opening up? or writing things abt chars opening up? i.#don't know fi that makes sense but fuck it sdjlkfsd. you get the gist.#its not somethn i will bring up in spaces where its not allowed & even in my own personal public spaces its a subject i kinda prefer to uh#not get TOO too into. the in depths are only known by ppl i trust & thats that. & thats only if they ofc arent the type to judge.#i love sharing my stuff w friends even if its more intense subjects? (given they can handle it obviously i aint droppin it on em w/o warnin#cause i know myself w what i write so). my only gist is i just fear those close to me judging is all. since its a lot of.#vulnerability ig that goes into this stuff for me.#...in time i do... plan to let myself open up more. be vulnerable more through my work ig.#it helps a lot w catharsis ig.#regardless... i gotta get back to research stuff#ishtar rambles ;#anyway personal hidden oc / sona / w.e lore that only is known to ppl i want it known by. & its not somethn that like ever's gonna be like.#brought up in spaces where its not permitted to discuss those things so yknow. yeah. esp bc the theme of this topic is kinda 18+?#w the ramble i mean. bc of subject material but it takes on a sorta heavy topic type of vibe really? so.#its not like 'sexy time 18+' stuff LOL-does touch on ordeals of sexuality yeah. but. the rest is analysis & touching on their past & some.#things that are again. sorta heavier talks & in gen other things.
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hazelfoureyes · 3 months ago
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Loss of decorum (part two)
I’m feeling too angsty to finish up part nine of ADIF (they’re so in love I can’t make them feel angsty in this moment) or write the very smutty Radioapple so… we’re here! 🫠 better than not writing ig
Part 1
How Alastor ended up dry humping a hotel resident in a hallway.
「Warnings/Promises: Alastor x GN!Reader, pillow humping, reader humping, violence against bedding, angsty little shit」
MINORS DNI 🍷 🛏️
What could he do? What power did he have when your existence collided so mercilessly into his?
You had started out as another thing in his peripheral.
He wasn’t sure when his perception of you shifted from the American Common Squirrel energy wielding sinner to a black hole of his focus.
You were always moving, be it your body or your mouth. Depending on if the topic fell under one of your litany of obsessions, you could go on for far too long. Your voice became background noise. Ambient sound he didn’t notice anymore until you left the room and suddenly— ah, the uncomfortable silence.
The shape shifting from small, inferior creature in his orbit to something substantially worse was too subtle for Alastor to clock it.
Was he finding a space to settle while he read the paper? Well where were you mindlessly mumbling to yourself…. That’d be a good spot.
Everyone gathered in the common area to waste time discussing the future? He’d find himself waiting for your arrival before zoning out.
Distance soon became irksome. He’d approach the bar inches behind you in hopes you’d jump and shriek with surprise. But you’d be so focused on whatever nonsense task you were busy with (like cleaning or bonding with Husk) to notice him, moving away from his bubble before registering any shock.
The audacity.
It only got worse from there.
Your scent lingering faintly in the air where you had just been. The warmth of your hand still seeping from the wood of the bar top.
Absence was suddenly something he became acutely aware of now. The void left behind from you in every room, and soon, on every piece of him.
He was taken by surprise himself when one day you forgot yourself and placed a hand on his lower back. Just trying to get his attention so you could walk behind him safely, Alastor spun around and gave you the dirtiest look.
“Excuse you.” He hissed, and to his dismay you smiled back and moved on. But the feeling lingered on his back. And when he removed his coat and waist coat before bed he could still feel the pressure of that hand. Small compared to his own, he noted, as he let his larger palm settle over your ghostly one to try and replace the sensation. It was of no use. You’d marked him somehow.
A slap to his arm when he said something you thought was hilarious did it too. Then the time your leg brushed against his for a moment when you took a seat beside him. He moved to a nearby chair but it had been too late. Before long he was covered in your absence. It spread, a piece of thigh now the knee up. He could feel it. All the places you no longer were.
Alastor was quite sure he had blacked out. The first night he lost some battle he wasn’t aware was waging in himself, he left his body entirely. The beginning of the trouble. He remembered undressing and checking his skin for any signs of you. And then….
Somehow, at some point, he’d pulled his pants down enough to free the uncomfortable tightness there. Unsure of when, he grabbed hold of a pillow. He was sure it was the whiskey… he told himself as much as he thrust down into the long and soft tube of down-feathers. His head was heavy, antlers looming and forcing him to rest his forehead against the mattress.
What exactly he was thinking about he couldn’t say for sure. It was all a blur of sweat and fuzzy images and errant feathers as his claws tore into the pillow accidentally. He’d been too rough, hands shredding the fabric and hips thrusting the poor stuffing from its casing.
Humid breath primed the sheets for the drool that left his panting, open mouth. While your name could only be pieced together across butchered syllables intermingled with gasps and groans, you were there. He focused on the sound of you, the nape of your neck, the warmth of your skin, the softness he was sure you had for him.
And then the pillow was utterly ruined, messy in ways not entirely dissimilar to his earthside victims. Different fluids, different innards, same principle, he thought. A moment of passion he struggled to control.
A moment that became a pattern. A routine.
Alcohol didn’t help, as he often found himself destroying more bedding when he imbibed… no, it didn’t help. Until it helped too much.
Until you followed him down an empty hallway late at night. Stumbling and slurring, having gone drink-to-drink with him, you reached out and hugged his arm against your chest and said his name in a way he could only perceive as intimate.
Once again, his memory was full of holes about the details. But soon you were on the wall, his hands at your chin and hip, one of your legs around his thigh as he pressed his growing erection into you. He pulled back nearly as quickly as he pressed in, but when you moaned he flinched.
“Do you like this?” Barely understandable as it was diced by the static sharpness of his radio tones.
You nodded, sliding both hands up his wide chest and holding onto his shoulders. He wished he could stop, his face pure frustration as his body took the reins. He watched somewhat helplessly as he humped into you like a hapless teenager. His muscles knew the motions now by heart, memory driving the feeling of his cock up and down your core. Through the discomfort of the friction you found the pleasure of the circumstance.
His hands pulled your legs up by the thighs and you wrapped your body around him instinctively. So tight and determined was your hold on him that he could let his hands roam elsewhere. Tenderly and clumsily he tried to not tear you like your pillow counterparts. His hands roamed and flexed as if telegraphing his thoughts of calm down, gentle.
Drunk or not, you were aware it was a public space so you bit your lip to keep the louder sounds down. Alastor felt his cock jump with every whine you made; his body lit up by just your stifled moans into his chest.
You felt it too, the twitching of something large and solid rubbing against you. Your body tried to roll back against his thrusts, chasing the pleasure available there, but Alastor held you firm in response. “Don’t move, I’m already at my limit.”
For some reason he had thought he could pull away before cumming, but he couldn’t. It was impossible to stop himself, not with you so eagerly clinging to him. His body grew stiff against you, breath held in his lungs as you looked down to see the smallest sheen forming just to the side of his pants zipper.
You wanted to touch it, to feel the sticky proof of his want for you, but found yourself landing ass first as your support disappeared with no warning. He heard your yelp as your tailbone hit the hard floor but he was already gone in every sense that mattered.
He went about the following day glaring menacingly at you; an unspoken warning.
You took the hint.
But when Alastor found himself again rubbing his clothed erection into yet another pillow, he suddenly regretted the cold attitude he gave you. The pillow was now utterly useless.
It lacked the scent of you that rose off your neck, heated blood rushing through your veins. It was too soft, no true form to accept his cock and give him the sensation of closeness to something so tantalizingly unknown. The room was too quiet, your satisfied sounds so loud in his memory. The bunch of feathers and fabric wasn’t capable of wrapping trembling arms around his body to remind him this was something both parties wanted. No twitches. No warmth. No sighs.
No accident that night when he tore the pillow in half. He’d fucked himself by not quite fucking you. Nothing in his bed would be able to satisfy him any longer. Before, he could ignore the occasional physical arousal easily enough as he had nothing to compare that option against. He’d nearly always powered through it, and when it was just unbearable his fist was enough.
Then, somehow, for some reason, he needed to act out the way you made him feel. His thighs and core throbbing to move. The pillow was fine, if not embarrassing in new and horrifying ways.
And now, his hand and cushions were all moot. He’d had a glimpse of what he didn’t know he was missing. Ignorant bliss torn from him like it had been from Adam in his garden.
He simply couldn’t go back. Alastor wondered how long he could keep himself from you. Worried if your hands would snake up his shoulders again or push him away.
Panic turned his blood cold and cock soft. What if you denied him? What if the damage had already been done to you both?
He knew the only way to find out was to try again.
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schoenpepper · 3 months ago
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Chivalry Should Die!
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Intro: Or, how to kill chivalry in five steps, featuring Idia Shroud!
Warnings: bad writing, awful grammar, not proofread I got lazyyyy, mentions of hentai lmao, reader is not yuu, idia highkey being a loser
A/N: This is a request from an anon. Not sure if this is actually what they wanted, but if you're reading this I hope you like it. Kinda short idk I was really busy with that Jade songfic.
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Opening the door
As the heir of a kingdom, you've long since been trained to be respectful, etiquette and decorum seared into your flesh and carved into your bones. Perhaps with such an upbringing, Royal Sword Academy would have been for you.
But the invitation is black.
Your first day in Night Raven College is nothing too interesting. You're sorted into Ignihyde (ha!), your housewarden is a floating tablet, and some magicless folk with a rabid cat crashed orientation, starting off the year with a literal bang! You're unphased, a polite smile on your lips as you gather your things and your wits and line up to head to the dorm. You go through the mirror and up the stone stairs that led to the building in its weird mishmash of ancient architecture and blue triangles and holograms.
You, being the very kind person you are, open the door for the tablet.
It stops in mid-air.
"What...? Did you just open the door for a tablet? Lolz! Wtf you're such a weird freshie lmao. Imagine being that person, idk couldn't be me ig."
You keep on smiling.
(But the urge to punt the tablet all the way back to the hall of mirrors is strong.)
Carrying items
"Oh, let me help you, senpai."
"Huh? No, I'm okay..."
You glance at the large box, clearly heavy and stuffed to the brim by whatever was inside it and your senior slash housewarden who was doing his best to lug it up the stairs as he panted. "Are you sure? You look like you're having trouble." You watch him carry it to the second step.
"Totally fine, yep, nothing weird here, nope, nuh uh, I don't need help."
Idia avoids your eyes. The tips of his hair are turning a faint pink, and the fact that Ortho wasn't the one doing the heavy lifting was really the very first giveaway that something was wrong.
You narrow your eyes and step back.
"If you say so, Idia senpai. But why don't you just use—" he accidentally drops the box back onto the ground, watching, horrified, as its contents spilled out, "—magic to...carry it..."
"No, Y/N, don't look!"
You pick up a thick book from the pile on the ground to help him gather it all. Manga, was it? Upon accidentally reading the title, you give him the most disgusted look you could ever muster.
Idia screams until Ortho comes by to help him put his hentai manga back into the box.
Always be on time
You and Idia had agreed; 4 p.m. Not too early, not too late to work on that essay you needed to pass by tomorrow. He's a good friend and upperclassman if nothing else, so he offered to help you with the topic, which was included in his wide range of expertise. The catch is that you had to do it in his room.
You knock on the door at exactly 4.
No answer.
You take out your phone and send him a quick message. When he doesn't immediately answer, you call Ortho instead.
"Hello, Y/N!"
"Hey Ortho, do you know where Idia is? He promised to help me with an essay and he's not in his room."
"Older brother and I are in the Shaftlands!"
You smile (instead of cracking your phone into pieces). "Really? And when did you leave?"
"We left this morning because there's a comic convention that brother wanted to go to."
"I see. Thank you, Ortho."
Help getting down from a carriage
You hop down the carriage and hold out a hand to Idia. He looks at your hand weirdly, hair pink as he murmurs something you couldn't quite understand (you just know it's something annoying though). He gingerly puts his hand on yours and carefully descends from the carriage.
And by carefully, you mean, of course, that he lets go of your hand halfway and trips on the stairs before faceplanting into the dirt.
You sigh and carry him in your arms.
"Eek! Is this a limited edition SSR CG?!"
"What?"
"I mean, where are you taking me?"
You look at him dead in the eye and press on his left ankle.
"Ouch! Oh...okay..."
Paying for a date
First date! You don't know how, but you managed to convince Idia to eat out in a fancy restaurant with you (if only because you know that he will never agree to anything like this ever again). The food is nice and the ambience is tolerable even though the two of you are in a public space (you chose a private room but to Idia it's still a public space apparently). At the end of the night, the waiter puts the bill on the table and leaves.
"I'll take the—" When your hand reaches for the check, Idia grasps onto your wrist.
"No."
"No?"
He shakes his head.
"I'll pay for it because...you asked me out so...it's only fair..."
"No, it's unbecoming of a royal to not even pay for their partner's food."
He is weirdly competitive about this.
Anyway, at the end of the night, the check accidentally rips in half (the waiter wonders why) and you successfully pay for the full meal.
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windwakingwhale · 3 months ago
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it’s the last day of july and i’m sad
so today is the last day of july, which means it’s the last day of fan joy july. (of course, im still going to be giving appreciation to everything i enjoy, but still.) i wanted to do more for this month, but time just escaped me. with that said… here’s a list of my top favorite lu fics that i will talk about for hours!! (most of these are sky centric, but i love him soooo…) (also almost all of them have heavy themes and topics so read through the content warnings please!)
This is an Adjuration by NotFreyja - this is a freaking beautiful fic, dare i say masterpiece. it’s a forging the chain type fic, with a compelling story and just read it already.
To Isolate by Polteageist (Poltea) and sky_squiddo - mmmmmmmmm!!!! it’s a mystery, a little on the dark side and has some heavy themes but it’s worth it in the end! also a masterpiece, ngl. read through the warnings though, just in case.
Father of Time by MrsMusica - what if time has a dad? what if said dad was a god? what if i love this fic with all my heart? what if this is a masterpiece too? hmmmmmm? (this is actually one of the first fics i’ve read. like ever. and i do not regret it.)
this year it taught me (lost and ambitious) by qar - hehehe my love. masterpiece. (perfect for sky lovers!)
Breath of the Sky by Skye_the_Lofty_Nutcase - sky and sun meet wild and flora, but it’s pre calamity. drama and hyjinks ensue. overall, it’s a masterpiece.
the faces left behind by skyknights - get ready for a bad time! there’s some heavy topics here so read through the content warnings and stuff. it legit almost made me cry, but it’s okay because it’s a masterpiece. and there’s also a really cool fight scene so it’s worth it.
Unravelling by major_de_speed - sky angst, sky angst, sky angst …sky angst. also some heavy topics, so read through the disclaimers. this is actually the third part of multiple fics so i’d recommend reading the others first. masterpiece.
herd by rebornofstars - funny. so funny. twilight has multiple crises, sky doesn’t help, wind is a wild child, and warriors just wants to sleep. a masterpiece.
Fountain of Youth by myshovelbroke - sky twi and wars have some fun in this masterpiece of a fic. love em.
Violet by FlamingIdiot - oh dear lord the crack goes crazy. it’s so funny, just read this masterpiece and the other five that go with it.
(y’all i don’t know if the links to the fics even work, so uhhhh beware ig.)
anyways, take a chance on some of these fics y’all. if you’re like me, you won’t regret it. anyways i’m gonna go sleep now.
also if y’all know the author’s tumblr usernames i would love it if y’all could share them so i could tag them!
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coryosbaby · 2 years ago
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I’m being bold not being anonymous.. But I could kill for some sub , knife kink Ethan..🫣 Just imagine
PHEWW (if the topics in the warning make you uncomfortable I’ll be happy to write another one <3)
Warning: knifeplay, blood kink, mentions of cutting into skin ig, smell kink, oral (m recieving), edging, cock rings, pain kink, mommy kink, sub! Ethan, hard dom!Reader
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Ethan’s hands are wrapped around your thighs as he leans back against your chest <3 he’s huffing, breath heavy, as you drag a knife down his pretty chest.
“Just be still, sweet boy.” You whisper into his curly hair. The blade moves up and scrapes over his left nipple. He whimpers, erection standing up against his stomach; a cock ring rests around his thick length, and he’s swollen and red. He’s completely nude, while you sit in a black lingerie set. Ethan’s nostrils fill with your delicious vanilla perfume, and the smell makes the boy feel euphoric. Your other hand goes to massage his balls, and he thrusts his hips into the air at the contact. You slap them harshly, making him cry out and shove his face into your neck.
“What did I say?” You scold.
“‘M sorry, momma. Jus’ feels so good.” He cries, and you scoff.
“I don’t care. You listen to what I say, brat. Or you get nothing.”
Ethan nods, pretty head falling to the side in ecstasy when you bring your palm to the tip of cock. He’s wet, incredibly so, and his juices drips down to the base of his length. The cock ring keeps him from coming too soon, something that he definitely needs to work on. Poor boy always orgasms too early when he’s inside you :(( you know it isn’t his fault, of course; he had only been a virgin when you two had begun to explore each other, and now you’re exceptionally good at pleasing him. You know Ethan’s body like the back of your hand, now; know how to work him up, get him leaking and hard. Ethan thinks you’re a godsend, really. No girl has ever gave him this much attention before, has made him ever feel this way before.
You bring the sharp blade of the knife down to his hardened cock, and he gasps. His face flushed, adrenaline coursing through his veins. If he moves, just an inch, the knife is sure to scratch him.
You move the knife down to his inner thigh and begin to jack him off with fervor. He thrusts his hips harshly, and it makes the knife cut through his skin. Not enough to be serious, but enough to leave a small cut. You giggle, and reach down to run your finger over the wound and lick his blood off your finger.
Hands clutching onto you harder, he lets out a whimper at the burn of it. You bring the knife back to the cut and make it longer, make him bleed more. He begins to cry, wet tears streaming down his face, and then you run your finger through the cut again and bring his own blood up to his lips. He’s so obedient <33 precious boy begins sucking the finger, taking it all the way to the back of his throat, moaning at the metallic taste on his soft tongue.
“That’s my boy. I’m gonna move, okay? Gonna suck that pretty little cock angel.”
He nods, puppy eyes shining, as you move out from under him. He sits up on his elbows, and watches as you crawl to his dick. You take the soft blushy tip into your warm awaiting mouth and he grabs ahold of your hair. You instantly lift yourself up and slap the cut on his thigh, making him hiss in pain and whine.
“No touching. Hands over your head. Now.”
“Y-Yes momma. I’m so sorry.” He nervously stutters. His hands instantly go over his head, interlocked. You grin at his tone of voice. He’s such a scared boy, all the time.
Your scared boy. Only for you.
You go back down to his cock, and kitten lick his tip. He tastes so good, the best guy you’ve ever tasted in your life, and it makes your panties drench even more with your wetness. You take his whole length into your mouth and begin to bob your head. You can feel him shaking, and you know he wants so badly to touch. But it’s not going to happen.
Your begin mouthing over his balls, leaving small kisses, scraping your teeth over them. Ethan gasps out, hips bucking, and his cock bobs. He’s trying so hard to cum, but because of the cock ring, he can’t.
“Momma, please take it off…it hurts.” he says. He’s looking down at you, his doe eyes pleading, lip caught between teeth. You know this is his way of trying to trick you, of trying to seduce you into giving him what he wants. You just chuckle. You take the knife up to his thigh, beginning to cut more, and he mewls.
“Nice try, baby.” He watches, mouth agape and aching cock starting to turn a light shade of purple, as you begin to carve your name into him. “But it’s going to be a long night.”
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justmeinadaze · 6 months ago
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Hi! I have this really REALLY angsty request that if you don’t want to do it okay, but since you’ve posted things with a similar theme I thought maybe you could write it.
So it’s similar to the pop star!reader x bodyguard!steddie, but this is just regular them Ig? So reader overdoses with some of Eddie’s stuff, and when the boys arrive, Eddie kinda gets flashbacks from when his mom overdosed. I’m just really a craver for angst, hurt, comfort fics
Thank you so much! I love your stuff!!🤍🤍
Steddie Asks/ Ko-Fi <3
Warning: Dark themes of drugs and overdosing, all three discuss an incident where the reader overdoses
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The table is silent as you and your boyfriends pick at the food they had purchased after bringing you home from the hospital. Having grown accustomed to the balanced meal they provided, you were struggling to fully get through the heavy pasta in front of you. 
You hated this; the weighted energy that hung in the air. 
You would give anything to go back to how things used to be when you, Steve, and Eddie could just laugh and have fun but a line had been forever crossed. Trust broken in that one moment when you snuck into the metalhead’s things and found drugs that weren’t meant for you especially after you promised things were going to be different. 
“I know! I’m sorry! I don’t mean to go overboard. Everything is just so overwhelming and it helps me…breathe. I promise, I’ll slow down. I’ll get clean, I swear.”
You meant it at the time and every time after when you talked yourself out of buying a new supply. But when you were fired from your job for seemingly no reason, you needed to numb your brain. 
“Just one more.”, you had told yourself.
One more turned into another hit and then another…and another…until a couple of days later you woke up in an emergency room with your boyfriends clinging to your hands. 
“Do you want me to make you something?”
“Huh?”
“You’ve barely touched your food. If you don’t want it I can make you something else.”, Steve explains as his eyes scan you over. 
“Oh, um, no. I’m ok. I’m just not very hungry, I guess.” He nodded without saying another and you felt like you were going to explode. “How long are we going to do this?”
“Do what, honey?”
“Avoid the topic of what happened.”
“We don’t need to talk about that now.”, Eddie mumbled without even looking your way.
“I’d like to. I’d prefer it over this.” Neither man said anything as they continued to stare in front of them at their food. “Come on, guys. Yell, scream, throw things; I don’t fucking care just…talk to me.”
“Not right now.”, the metalhead repeated in a firmer tone. 
“When then, Ed?”
“Whenever Eddie chooses it seems.”, the other boy sassed throwing you off guard slightly. You half expected any hostility to be directed towards you but the way Steve said that…he was angry at his friend as well.
“Well go on. Out with it, Harrington. You’ve been fucking passive aggressive since we got to the hospital. Just fucking get it out, man.”
“Oh, it’s ok now? Now you’ll fucking listen to me. You didn’t listen to me when I asked you not to keep any drugs in this fucking apartment!”
“I didn’t expect her to dig through my things!”
“She’s an addict, you fucking idiot!”
“HEY!”, you shouted as Eddie rose from his chair, knocking it down behind him. “I said talk, not be mean. This isn’t his fault.”
“No, you’re right. It’s both your faults. I asked him not to bring drugs here because you were trying to get better, Y/N, but you were still struggling. I saw it every day you came home! You were always one step away from fucking breaking but you never said anything! Why!? Why didn’t you talk to us or hell even a doctor?! I don’t fucking care!”
“I didn’t know how…”
“Oh, fucking bullshit!”
“Because I didn’t want to burden you two! That’s all I fucking am! You both have enough going on than to deal with me.”
“So, this was better? Us finding you on the fucking bedroom floor?!” At Steve’s words, Eddie crossed his arms as he hugged himself tightly; the memory of that day hitting them both. “Did you think when we found you barely breathing, we thought ‘Oh thank God. One less problem.’? Or when we watched EMS poke and prod your pale, sweaty skin that we were thankful you did this instead of coming to us? That we would be proud that you feel better numbing yourself with that shit than being open with the men you supposedly love?!”
In anger, he flipped the dining room table making you jump and stand as everything crashed to the ground. The former jock had been holding this in for weeks and now that the flood gates had been opened, he couldn’t stop them. 
“I thought you were gonna die. You didn’t see what we saw, Y/N. All the color was gone from your face and you were so sticky with sweat…I’ll never forget that smell… You didn’t move or answer us. When EMS arrived, they were shouting a lot but the thing that stood out was ‘She’s not breathing.’”
Eddie’s own breathing stuttered and when you glanced his way you realized he was trying to control the tears that had begun to fall. 
“They asked what you took but when we told them we didn’t know but we know your history and they suggested what it could have been, I knew from his face it was something Munson brought in. I almost fucking killed him, Y/N.”
“Steve—”
“No. I’m not exaggerating or anything like that. It took all of my energy to not beat the shit out of him right then and there.”
“You think I don’t do that already?”, the metalhead growled. “You think I don’t fucking beat myself for what happened?! I stopped dealing the moment we found out about her vices. I gave Rick back everything I had because I knew that temptation would be hard for her. He needed someone to hold onto his stuff for a couple of days because Rick expected his PO to make a surprise visit. Steve, I swear to God, I didn’t think she would… I trusted her…”
After drying his eyes, Eddie squared his shoulders towards you both. 
“Maybe that was naive but she was getting better. That’s our problem, Harrington. I trust her too much and you don’t trust her at all!”
“I don’t and this is exactly the reason why!”
“I understand.” Your tiny voice cuts through their fury giving them pause. “When I get low like I did and the craving hits… it’s like being in a black hole I can’t crawl out of. I didn’t think about how my choice would affect either of you but especially Eddie. All I could think about was how I just needed the pain to stop. I am so fucking sorry. I-I-I understand if you want to take a break or some time away from me while I deal with this. I just—”
Steve cuts you off by stepping over the contents on the floor and yanking you to his chest. 
“You’re doing it again, honey. You don’t have to face this alone. We’re here to help you every step of the way.”
“Just because we’re upset with you doesn’t mean we stopped loving you.”, Eddie added before wrapping his arm around you both. “I’m sorry, Steve. I really am.”
“I forgive you. It’s going to take some time but we can get this and become better together.”
“I love you both so much and I’m so sorry for scaring you. Even if it takes my whole life I’ll make it up to you.”, you pledge as your voice is slightly muffled by the chest in front of you.
“Baby, all we want is for you to be happy. That’s all we’ve ever wanted.” Nodding, you push your face into the metalhead’s warm embrace as Steve released the two of you to pick up the table and the mess he had made. “Y/N, you remind me a lot of my mother. You are beautiful, funny, and sweet almost to a fault but when we found you… you were unresponsive like her… My dad abandoned her long before she passed but I promise, sweetheart, we’ll be right here with you every step of the way. You’re not alone.”
After kissing your forehead, Eddie knelt down to help his friend and both boys exchange a small smile before you follow his decent to help to. 
“Oh, Y/N, we got this—”
“Together, Steve. Any kind of chaos or situation life throws our way we handle it together.”
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sethdomain · 1 month ago
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fic reading2#
requested by @nerves-nebula
Fandom: TMNT(Teenage Mutant Neglected Turtle)
disclaimer: this is not based of the canon TMNT interation, check out nerve TMNT own iteration to know more of the context and clue on what happened, its work is incredible and depicts great insight toward heavy subject.
please also be aware the story im about to read might have triggering topic so please be safe and read the tags before reading/watching my reading
review
first one
oughhhh this fic is hurt me in such way that i want to exxplode, this one is such a harrowing read to be had knowing the context of what happened to Donnie as a character and seeing what is happening in this one is sooo sad.
i think this fic really excels in characterization, the way it write the character is very intriguing, i love it so much. The way Donnie interact with Kraang is creepy and concerning, Donnie mental gymnastic here is also intresting read.
If im being honest i dont think i could really articulate whatever the hell this fic had made me felt, like mayeb its i dont know, soo harrowing to see donnie in some way mirror his own abuser and it just feel so sad man. theser turtle amke me so emotional
-link of me reading it ig
second one
writing style is fun to read and as always character writing is excellent. I think this one is intresting in how donnie and kraang relationship has developed, laying out a conflicting view i think for the both of them and how they viewed each other. And i really love their dynamic here
-ficread link
third one
this one is written by writing_biting
this fic gave me covid and homophobia i think. why cant i be in a fucked up relationship with an alien smh.
the writing in this is very tactile which give those eeby jeeby feeling i think, but personally i think its not gross its awesome.
heres the whole folder for the vid
once again sorry for my horrible pronunciation i will do it again.
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