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slushie5544 · 11 days ago

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Something I imagine the revival might reference

Ok now with the hundreds of bonus/alternatives I made lol Bonus 1:

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#perryshmirtz #if this doesn’t happen now in the reboot I have words with Dan lmaoooo #yall think Dan is on tumblr?#he’s gotta be right?#anyways #also frigging adore how you draw craze ass Doof!!#this man just needs a hug #stunning #beautiful #amazing give me 14 of them #perry the platypus #pnf #ilovetheideapetrylowkeyfreakswithcrazeddoof #I’m so tired right now from work #Perry’s face in the last one had me crying #this made me spit soda while at the register #my nose still hurts #💕💕💕#🤎🩵

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elizasidepiece · 8 months ago

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some merlin doodles & wips while I try to get over art block 😵‍💫

#eliza draws #merlin blogging #merlin #bbc merlin #merlin cast #wip ⚠️#first one was done just now I needed to decompress from work #so I drew merlin yapping while I listen to Starry the musical :)#second one is HOPEFULLY going to be a background study / practice #i’m rlly tired I can’t think of the right word but yk what I mean #but I need to get their poses right first otherwise it’ll never get done #last one is based on a photo of the cast going to disneyland <3

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crippy-tangerine · 1 month ago

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Pros of dissociating so much you cannot tell what’s going on: it is easier to ignore bodily disability symptoms! Yay! Get to pretend you are healed and abled!! Able-bodied and healthy!! Yay!!!! We are the epitome of health 🎉.

Cons of dissociating so much you cannot tell what’s going on: it is easier to ignore bodily disability symptoms…. (You are NOT healed, you are getting worse!) (your body is deteriorating and all you do is pretend it isn’t happening) (uh oh!!).

-> Our body is low-key falling apart and we are simply ignoring it. This is so healthy and good. We are so able bodied.!! (/most sarcastic tone ever… This whole post is in a sarcastic and frustrated tone! Cannot recommend ignoring your symptoms at all!!! We just… Cannot get the level of care we need right now, and it is taking its toll…).

#coming back to ‘reality’ in a body that does not want to be human-shaped is actually really fucking stressful!!#like oh I’m back in the body- aw shucks all the connective tissue is fucked up! and cannot fix it! great…#tmi but fairly convinced at least one organ is prolapsed- and has been for years. which would explain the pain. but oh well cannot fix it.!#like would it kill you to not fall apart right now. this is meant to be the best years of our life. and we’re spending it in medical rooms.#people we had as peers (before we dropped out of… the world…) are finishing degrees or travelling.??#oh you went to Greece? while we spent three months in a psychiatric ward? cool. that’s. ok. cool.!!#joints are destroying themselves and we are having to pick which ones we need the least to survive + can damage more….#like- have given up on our ankles and knees. if they get destroyed then like…. at least we still have working hands #sometimes it all hits us full force and we have to face the fact our body is not going to heal magically.#torn between getting our last gender affirming surgery as soon as possible (before body deteriorates more) and just…. putting it off.?#like- indefinitely… we’ve healed from the other surgery ok #but our skin did not respond how it was wanted to. and that was before massive decline physically. so..?#and honestly we may not even win the fight with the transphobe gatekeeping that surgery right now.! he is infamous for his transphobia! so!#tired. ramble vent in hashtags again oops. should probably tag for this…#sort of vent #cw vent #physically disabled #actually disabled #disability #disabled #physical disability #dissociative system #complex dissociative disorder #actually dissociative

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hythlodaes · 4 months ago

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accidentally said i was going to fucking kill myself in front of my coworkers 🥴

#not what you want to hear from your boss !!!#there’s just too much going on at work right now #when i’m like. i don’t want to do anything !!! at all !!!!!!#and turning 30 at the end of the month is getting to me so bad #i’m not where i want to be but i don’t know where to go from here #and it’s so overwhelming and depressing #i see myself becoming increasingly apathetic but idk how to fix it #i’m just tired of everything #anyway. i’ll be fine don’t worry i just hate all of this rn #gg txt #suicide tw #suicide ideation tw #sorry idk how to tag that

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crossbackpoke-check · 5 months ago

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Looks like that video is about a month & a half after The Trade and trevors broken ankle 😣

re: this video… anon 😭 i had suspicions but it is so much worse to have them confirmed that really was like. trevor’s first Public Appearance without jamie AND post-broken ankle which is traumatic in and of itself no wonder every beat reporter was like ‘oh yeah trevor’s just devastated’

wouldn’t you be miserable too if your best friend just got traded and your body betrayed you and what if it was maybe all your fault!!!

#bestie thank you so much for fact-checking me 🙏🙏🥰🥰 i love when y’all come in my inbox & answer the questions i yell into the void of my tag #we are Suffering about trevor TOGETHER in this house. if i scrolled all the way to the bottom of my drafts i think i could find even more #heartbreaking content from before The Trade but we don’t need to suffer that much otherwise the penguin cup of tea is really irish coffee #confirms ALL of my theories about miserable trevor leaning into mason for comfort because in some universes that’s THEIR boyfriend who left #liv in the replies #trevor zegras #mason mctavish #need to go lay on the floor about this one folks. do you think trevor said he would only do it if mason came if he could sit next to mason #right at the end where people were rushing out not stopping to talk tired by the end of the line and not even thinking just to guarantee he #wouldn’t get asked anything because he still has a hard time believing it’s real he keeps thinking jamie’ll be there especially w/his ankle #i’m sure he doesn’t have a great time with stairs so he probably will nap on the couch sometimes and that moment right when he first wakes #up to the bang of the door and he doesn’t quite know he’s awake yet and he thinks it’s jamie coming in? heartbreaker right there bud. sorry #ALSO because I can’t say it and leave it alone I almost put that last bit strictly in the tags but like. there’s gotta be some part of #trevor that knows it’s nothing to do with him but still naïvely believes that if he’d maybe been there if he hadn’t been injured things #could have worked out differently if he’d been there and it’s his fault his ankle broke and do you remember all the interviews jamie gave #about how you never think you’ll be traded and how strange it is to be moving and now i need you to take that naïveté times 1000 for trevor #who of course he never even pictures jamie leaving they were building the core together!!! why would they ever get rid of him!! and if only #trevor had been there to show how important jamie was. what would he have done? literally nothing but that does not stop the emotional guil #from enveloping trevor like a rain cloud and making him sit in mason’s apartment with ice cream bowl in hand. holistic treatment l

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rosicheeks · 1 month ago

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#I’m so fucking burnt out #I have -300 spoons right now #and I have no fucking clue how to get out of the negatives #going from thanksgiving to a family trip (driving 24 hours both ways and spending a week…. took everything out of me) to Christmas #to new years to family birthdays #and I live with my parents so I’ve been helping them with stuff nonstop for the past month #I’m exhausted and so so so fucking hopeless #feel like the only way for me to be happy or work on my happiness again is if I move #but that’s so fucking unlikely #and I don’t even want to think about how much housing is going to change after the presidents change #I’m so scared #I can’t live here anymore #but I have no where else to go #and I don’t want anyone to get me wrong - I know I’m so lucky to have a roof over my head #but being this unhappy every single day for the past 2 years is really getting to me #I cant live like this anymore I just can’t #it’s not living it’s not even fucking surviving I’m just here #I’ve been working so damn hard went to 2 different mental health programs been seeing a therapist every week #seeing a psychiatrist a lot to figure out my meds #but I’m still like this and I just don’t know anymore #I’m so tired #sorry ignore me #shut up rosie

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lightspren · 2 months ago

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bad stuff in my brain tonite dudes. not a fan

#kit talks #just so much worry #worry over my nephew and worry over my sister who’s having a godawful month #guilt and shame from how messy my house is and how i’m never going to get around to cleaning it up #like i can’t even start. there’s just so much clutter and i have no idea how to deal with it #i’m too goddamn tired to deal with anything #then i feel guilty bc like i said my sisters life kinda sucks right now and me feeling guilty for also being in a bad spot doesn’t help—#anyone but the guilt is still there #going to a theme park w friends this weekend and i feel Guilty for spending money and Guilty for not using the time to fix my life #and Guilty for not like. doing what my sister did for me and using the time + money to do stuff with the kids #and yes. i know those things are batshit insane. but they won’t go away #and i go back to work tomorrow after being off since friday and GOD i do not want to #my friend has covered for me (and from the sounds of it she’s been fantastic) but there’s still gonna be 100 emails and all the teams msgs #and having doctors whine about how ‘everything burns down when you’re not here!!!!!!!’#and i’m just already tired. i don’t want to deal with any of this #anyway. that’s that. so i guess i need to try and make myself sleep so at least i’ll just be normal tired tmrrw n not sleep deprived tired

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rickety-house · 4 months ago

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this didn’t fit in the hashtags but donr rb or comment I’m just screaming to myself atm I’ll probably delete this shit tomorrow goodnigjt fuck everything live vs kill

#vent because I’m going fucking insane #so I got a weekend job right #Yay! So fun! money!#but now I have absolutely no fucking free time #and I hate it cause all I want to do is draw #I just want to draw #Just a little bit #All I want in life is to draw #but I don’t have the time #and I feel like im going to die on the floor #cause I wanna draw so badly!!!!!!!#like it’s actually such a pain and I feel so overwhelmed and I just want to cry like a big baby about it #I would draw more but the thing is it takes me so long to get home from school #and I have to walk a dog after school sometimes #and then I don’t have a lot of time before I eat dinner #then I do my chores which isn’t a lot but I still don’t want to do them #and it just #UGH #I can’t draw inbetween like getting home and supper because I need time to recharge cause if I don’t recharge I’ll get artblocm and then #not want to draw at all which I don’t want #So I don’t get time to draw cause im either occupied with something or im recharging after doing an activity #and I just feel so stuck!!!! Cause now I work a 9-5 and I hate it cause im so tired after work!!!!!!!!!!!!#I also think im just scared cause im actually growing up now and im feeling more exhausted than ever #like I want to do stuff with my friends #I wanna have fun #I want to do things #this is why I love summer because despite the heat and the bugs I have time to myself #I rarely have time to myself if any when im in school #and I HATE ITTTTT #I HATE IT SO FUCKING MUCH

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tariah23 · 7 months ago

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My tablet is acting up all of a sudden while working on a comm, please god, I have deadlinesnssnan pls don’t do this to me rn

#I’ve never had issues with my tablet before… ive had this one since 2015 uhhh why now #I don’t want to get kicked out of the zine I’ve already asked for too many extensions because I’ve been sick and busy and tired from work #and other shit I’m severely fatigued uhhhhh #plsssssss #I’m updating the driver rn maybe that’s it but man I hope it’s nothing serious #I just changed the pen nib as well since whenever I’ve encountered issues it was always because of the pen nib needing changing #rambling #I’ll have to order a new tablet right away if this is the case #the issue is def not my computer this literally started like an hr or so ago in the middle of working on a late comm orz #fuck I don’t have time for this

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i-may-be-an-emu · 8 months ago

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I made a miniature cowboy hat for a wild bird I’ve trained to come to my hand to keep me busy and awake while waiting for west end big boys to drop and it turned out so well, and only 40 minutes left!!!!!!!!!! Until it drops!!!!!!!!

#Sfthposting #I’m determined to not fall asleep again #Last time was the dnd stream no. 2 and I fell asleep after an hour #It’s early in the morning right now #So I’m just trying to not fall asleep #But so far I’m not tired #much #which is good #But annoying than when I want to be up for once I’m actually tired #It was good to come home from work though and know there was only a few hours to go

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crybaby-bkg · 1 year ago

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I fucking hate confrontation with a burning passion omg >:(

#like I don’t want it to build into resentment #but confronting someone is so fucking scary #bc I already know I might cry and they’re gonna call me too sensitive #and then my feelings are gonna be invalidated and dismissed #and it’s like why even work myself up confronting them when it’s gonna be the same as before??#idk I’m just not in a good place right now and I’m really struggling and I don’t have anyone to talk to #I just wanted to vent bc!!!!!! I’m tired of being made to feel like this!!!!!#and I feel like Iif I don’t let it out then I’ll explode #ugh I’m so tired and my eyes are so swollen from crying #I just wanna lay down man I don’t feel like doing any work today #this fucking sucks #—in store chit chat! 🍫#tw: vent

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robotic-maid · 2 years ago

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How things are going again… update I guess? Still can’t figure out how to read more on mobile. I’m just typing this out so it can leave my head.