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lavouredior · 7 months ago

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rare moment when i do an unrequested story ???

anyways bunny!reader and vark + bunny!reader feeling neglected by vox

warnings: bunny!readers on a bit of a hunger strike

Feeling Neglected

you were sat on valentino’s lap, clearly in a bad mood. vox had adopted a shark puppy to keep you company as you were starting to get more clingy with him. not that he cared, he adored how every morning if you woke up after him he woke up to you, bed head and all running to go sit on his lap and cuddle as he worked

but it was starting to affect his work. although now you had a new problem. the puppy was taking your vox time

like every morning you woke up and ran to go cuddle with vox, except this time the puppy was already on vox’s lap leaving no room for you, luckily before you could throw a tantrum valentino was sitting on the couch in vox’s office ( which is also technically the couch he bought for you when you complained about how your legs would get tired from being on vox’s lap all day, but you decided your battle of the day was with the puppy )

“conejita come here, i don’t get enough conejita time anymore.” which is when you angrily ( though adorably for vox and valentino ) walked over and sat on valentino’s lap.

you got more comfortable with valentino the more he decided he wanted to like you. he started buying you whatever you wanted ( as long as vox approved because vox got mad that valentino bought you a massive doll house that you never play with ) and started being another comfort for you.

“conejita, you hungry? velvette texted and said she’d make you something?” but you just shook your head no. that’s how it’s been for a while. all three of the vees had been trying to get you to eat but you refused because usually vox would make you food but you’ve been mad about the fact he’s been too busy with vark to even offer to cook for you.

“princess, you need to eat.” vox said as he pet the puppy on his lap causing you to let out a huff. “conejita, please?” but you just shook your head before getting off valentino’s lap and wandering out of the office.

“princess, where are you going? val go watch her.” valentino got up and ran after you, you were much shorter than him and took much smaller steps but when you were angry, man were you fast.

once he caught up to you he spun you around then picked you up causing you to let out a giggle. “you tired conejita? you usually talk more than you have been all morning. been without a stuffy all morning too.” you didn’t respond, you just simply laid your head against his shoulder.

he sighed before walking back to the office. “vox something’s wrong with the little conejita.” vox just sighed, “i’m busy with work right now val.” valentino sighed again before sitting back down on the couch with you.

velvette came in a while later with chicken nuggets, vox paying no attention to any of the three of you. “try to get her to eat at least one.” valentino nodded taking the plate once velvette left.

“look conejita, you’re favorite.” he said trying to get you to take a bite of the chicken nugget in his hand but you refused, letting out a much quieter scream than you usually do which got vox’s attention but not in the way you wanted.

he handed valentino his phone. “here, put on a movie for her and she’ll be fine, there’s a couple of games on there too that she likes to play let her just do her thing.” valentino handed you the phone before pulling out his own to text velvette.

Valentino

i feel bad for the little conejita, vel. she refused to eat yesterday and now is refusing to eat today.

Velvette

and what’s vox doing about it?

Valentino

absolutely nothing!

velvette left valentino on seen. which he soon realized the reasoning of it was because she had decided to come tell of vox “vox i swear to fucking god! the little bunny refused to eat yesterday and is now refusing to eat today and notice how you have that stupid ass shark on your lap instead of her? she looks beat like she hasn’t gotten any sleep in her and you’re just sitting there neglecting the poor thing!”

vox looked over at you, you didn’t have any of the energy you usually did. by now you’d be done with breakfast and asking him for a snack but nothing. now that he thinks about it you haven’t said anything to him all morning.

he took vark off his lap and set him on the ground. which caused the puppy to come jump onto the couch next to you and valentino which made you thump your foot against the couch.

velvette rolled her eyes. “figure your shit out vox or else she’s coming with me for the rest of the day. valentino keep me updated.” she then walked off

you just stared at vox before, vark had the brilliant idea to lick your face which caused you to thump two more times.

“hey, princess. we don’t thump you know that.” he said as he got up to come pick you up off valentino’s lap, then he noticed the plate of chicken nuggets. “did you see they made your favorite.” he said picking up one off the plate.

you just shook your head avoiding vox’s attempts to try and get you to eat. he sighed before looking over at valentino who just gave him a confused look back. “the little conejita’s been like this since yesterday.”

“you want ice cream?” you just shook your head no and that’s when vox got really worried. “princess, what’s going on i need you to talk to me. if you don’t wanna talk to me can you talk to valentino at least?” you just shook your head again.

he let out a sigh before starting to walk towards your shared bedroom, valentino following along with vark. he sat you down by your toys hoping you’d go play with something.

that’s when vark came and started licking you. “no!!!!!!” you practically screamed as valentino immediately ran to pick you up, vox going towards vark both being worried he had bit you.

“conejita what’s wrong? did he bite you?” valentino asked, worried about your well-being. “hate puppy.” that’s when vox’s eyes widened and he went and took you out of valentino’s arms so that he could hold you.

“princess, you don’t hate vark, he just wants to give you kisses.” but you just shook your head. “no! he steal my bubs.” that’s when valentino and vox realized what was going on.

“what makes you think that princess?” all you did was let out a frustrated groan, which worried the two that you were gonna have a tantrum.

“he sit on bubs lap but that bunny’s place.” vox just nodded. “so why isn’t bunny eating then?” vox asked but that’s when he realized how preoccupied he’s been with vark

“oh so bubs been busy with vark so bunny don’t eat?” you just nodded “bubs cook for bunny.” he nodded back at you. “but bubs been busy with puppy?” he asked which made you nod, him chuckling at the way your bunny ears flopped.

“princess, that’s your puppy though. you’re the one i got him for.” you just furrowed your eyebrows at him which caused him to let out a chuckle again. “i no want puppy i want bubs.”

he smiled before kissing you on the head. “you just need more bubs time?” you nodded but the look vox gave you told you he wants a vocal response from you. “you’re my bubs not his! and! and! and! he a dumb puppy! i a smart bunny.”

valentino let out a chuckle at your last comment which vox glared at him for. “okay princess, you’ll have more me time but you gotta go eat the chicken nuggets velvette made you okay?” he said as he set you on the ground. you nodded starting to skip off back to his office

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanfic #vox x reader #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin hotel vox x reader #hazbin hotel x reader #vox x bunny!reader

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myfavouritefoodismilkbread · 1 year ago

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Y/N being a brat on purpose because she likes the punishments

Hyung line

Warnings: suggestive, degradation, punishment, edging, orgasm denial, spanking

A/N: just a subby here who wished these happen to her y’all :)) it’s pure fiction, my imagination, my writing DOES NOT reflect the way the boys really are

Chan

For the last 2 months you’ve played by his rules, you’ve been the perfect little good girl he wanted, but today you felt a bit reckless. You love his spankings, it’s something about his big hands landing on your sensitive skin of your bum. Today was the day when you’re gonna say no, be a brat, you needed the brat treatment, just the tough of it makes your pussy wet.

“Babygirl, the dinner is ready, come eat please” said your beloved boyfriend Chan, and you knew it was your time to shine.

“No, I’m not hungry” you said with a smirk on your lips.

Chan thought that he didn’t quite hear right, you saying no? That’s not something he enjoyed so much. He came by the sofa where you stand playing on your switch, and he asked you:

“Excuse me? I don’t think I hear you right. What did you said, babygirl?”

He wasn’t that angry, not yet at least. So you think you can play harder. Without looking at him, your head invested in the game you played, you said again:

“I said no daddy, I’m not hungry. I don’t wanna”

He look at you in disbelief, what do you mean no? He was tired from today’s schedules, and even so he wanted to cook for you to spoil his babygirl and she said no? He wasn’t having any of that.

“Y/N.”

Now you got him where you wanted. Calling you by your name? He was angry. But it wasn’t quite enough, you decided you could do more, so the moment when you look up at him and told him what you wanted to say, you knew it’s gonna be over for you, your pussy clenching around nothing just by the tought:

“Christopher.”

That was it. The last straw. You calling him by his name? No, this is not happening.

“Bend over my knees. Now. If you’re gonna squirm, cry, scream or anything related to it I’m gonna start over. 10 spanks, you’re gonna count, you hear me, you brat?”

HELL YES. You looked into his eyes and simply told him “Yes, daddy” compling with everything he said.

You bend over his knees, and the moment you put yourself into the position to take your punishment he tore your panties and put his 2 fingers over your pussy which was glistering with your arousal.

You hear him laugh at that, by now he figured out your plan and he said:

“You’ve being a brat on purpose? Hmm, babygirl? You wanted daddy to spank you, princess?”

While he said those words to you, he also put his fingers inside your pussy and start scissoring them, a moan slipped thru your mouth already:

“N-no daddy, ahh, I promise!”

“You fucking brat, also lying to her daddy?”

SPANK.

He caught you by surprise, a sound of pain and pleasure erupted from your month.

“What did I said to you, babygirl? No sounds, or I’m gonna start again. Add 5 more because you didn’t count, yea?”

Lee Know

Minho was scary when he was mad, you knew. But something about mean Minho got you butterflies in your tummy, also, when you were being a brat it always end up with you squirting.

His punishment were not easy, he liked to edge you ‘till the verge of tears and denied your orgasm until he was convinced you deserve to cum.

Today was the day, you wanted to make him mad, so when he asked you if you wanted to go with him at dance practice you knew that was the perfect place.

In one of the breaks, you looked at Changbin and you knew he was gonna be the victim. Without much notice, you said loud enough so your boyfriend could hear you:

“Hey Binnie, you worked out lately? Your arms looks good today!”

At that statement, your boyfriend head snaps at you and he looks at you intensly, but that wasn’t enough. When Changbin attention was on you, you said to him:

“I really wanna go to the gym too but I don’t know where to start. Maybe you can teach me some things, for wannabes”

Changbin smiled at you because he figure it out what you were tryna do, so as a good friend he played along:

“Sure, y/n. If you are free tomorrow, I can show you some things, what do you say, kitten?”

When Minho heard Changbin call you kitten he saw red. Only him gets to call you kitten, and Bin knew. You smiled at Changbin because you knew he was helping you and also to piss off Minho more. When you wanted to respond to Changbin you heard your boyfriend say:

“I’m going home. See you tomorrow. Y/N, get out, now”

At his words you got up and went to the door, looking at Changbin and whispering a “Thank you” to him, he already winked back at you.

You arrive in Minho’s car, pretending that nothing’s happening, and you ask him with your sweetest voice:

“What’s worng, Min? Did something happen?”

He looks at you and you saw how angry he was. He scared you a little but you knew it’s gonna be the ride of your life. He open his mouth and said in his deep voice:

“You wanna be a slut around my friends? It’s not a problem, kitten. I’m gonna treat you like the slut you are, yea? Get in the back, now”

Shit, he is already degrading you, he was mad mad. You get into the back of the car and looked at him with innocent eyes. He asked you:

“What’s your safe word?”

“Teacup” you said looking at him serios in the eyes, a bit scared but excited.

“Good, remember it, yeah? Take your chlotes off”

“But Min, what if someone see us? We are in the parking lot at JYP” you said concerned a little. He just laugh at you saying:

“Let them, everyone needs to know who you belong to. You had to think about that before starting being a whore, yeah? Now put on a show for Binnie, I just text him to come bring me my bottle which I acidentally forgot, yeah kitten?”

Changbin

Changbin never gets mad at you, much of it is because the man loves and cherishes you with all his being.

Sex with him is always vanilla. Don't get me wrong, you love sex with him, he always makes sure you finish first, not just once, at least 3 times.

The thing is that once in a while, when you really piss him off, he fucks you hard, so hard you can't talk. That was his punishment.

Today you felt like he needed to fuck you that way, hard, so you made up a plan to piss him off, of course. Nothing piss Binnie off more than silence treatment. He’s the type of guy who wants to solve his problems with you, he can’t stand you not talking to him, so when he comes in your shared bed and asked you:

“What’s up, Jagi?” you didn’t respond to him. He tought that you didn’t hear him and tell you again:

“Jagiya, hello?”

But nothing. Silence. He started getting worried at first and asked you:

“Jagi what’s wrong, are you mad at me? I did something wrong?”

At that you just glanced at him and turn yourself on the other side, now your back facing him.

Changbin didn’t eat that at all, no. Instead he got mad, pulling you by your hand and turned you to face him telling you in his deepest voice:

“If you’re not gonna talk to me this won’t end well, Y/N. Tell me what is wrong so we can fix it or I’m gonna make sure you won’t walk for the rest of the week, cause I’m gonna fuck this attitude out of you”

You had him. You really had him. So in order for him to do what he told you he would do, you made a gesture you knew it’s gonna be the end for you. You just rolled your eyes, without saying a word.

Changbin was MAD. He pin your hands above your head and placed himself above you, looking strainght into your eyes, saying:

“When I ask you what color are you you’re gonna fucking tell me, understand?”

Fuck yes. You nod your head looking at him. At that he told you:

“Words, princess.”

“Yes, Bin”

He spanked you on your tights.

“That’s not my name, jagi. Tell me again, but use my name properly this time.”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Atta girl.”

Hyunjin

Hyunjin was a hopeless romantic and you wouldn’t change that for the world. He called you his muse, the way he called you “baby” so sweet, with pure love in his eyes, he loved you endlessly and he’s convinced he can’t live without you.

But also, Hyunjin have a part in him that the world don’t see it, only you see it, when you’re being a brat. His punishments are just like Minho, hard but always end up with you squirting and in bed for at least 2 days, because you feel so sore.

Hyunjin it’s a person who gets angry easily. He have a temper so much like yours, the difference between you two is that he’s turning himself into a hard dom when he’s mad, something that you love with all your heart and pussy.

Today was one of that days when frustration got the best of you, he leave this morning and let you in your shared bed with the promise that he’ll come home as soon as you could, but the problem is you were horny. So, so horny. So you decided to take the problems in your hands and text him:

“Hyuneee, i need you so bad right now…”

You put your phone down and waited patienly on the sofa of your shared apartament for a reply. 2 minutes pass and you hear a notification on your phone, a text from your boyfriend:

“Baby I promise it’s not gonna take long, in max 2 hours I’m home, yeah sweets?”

You groan at his response, 2 hours it’s too long, so you text him back:

“But 2 hours are too long Jinnie, please, I can’t…”

He saw your message immediately, a sign that he is with his phone in his hands, so you text him another one:

“Shit daddy, I need you so bad rn”

He types. And stop. And types again. And stop again. It was agonizing to say at least. Finally, a message appear on your screen:

“Baby, i’m coming home as fast as I can. Don’t forget that you don’t have permission to play with yourself, don’t even think about touching your princess parts, yeah baby?”

At that a smirk appear on your face. You open the camera and record a video of yourself doing exactly what he told you not to, playing with yourself. You press send along with this message:

“But I can’t hold it daddy, ‘m so wet for you, please it hurts”

After 1 minute you saw that he was offline. Fucking prick, who does he think he is? Telling you to not play with yourself and after that ignoring you? No, you’re gonna show him that this time you make the rules.

You went into your bedroom and take the pink vibrator out of your nightstand, turning it on and place it on your clit, some of the tension starting to fade away.

You didn’t hear the door open, you were too lost into your own pleasure to hear your boyfriend coming in your bedroom, leaning against the door frame, looking at you.

After watching for a few seconds, you heard his voice clear when he said:

“What the fuck are you doing? I told you, you don’t have the permission to do that, why would you want to be a brat, today, hmm? You wanted me that badly, baby? You have me, but the moment I start to touch you don’t you dare to even think about cumming until I give you the permission, you hear me sweets?”

#skz #skz x reader #skz smut #stray kids #bang chan #lee know #changbin #hyunjin

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laurasstufff1 · 1 year ago

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Cramps and cinnamon soup

In which your relationship with Daniel is crazy, chaotic and funny, even in the worse days

2k words

It was supposed to be fun. It was. But mother nature had other plans, and now you were crying in your room, a mixture of angriness, gilt, pain from the cramps, invading your whole body.

Daniel was out training, he wanted to go to your house after and take you out for dinner, but you could barely get out of bed in the whole day, you even worked from there, something you never did. It wasn’t only physical pain, it was also emotional, and that was the hardest part to deal when it came to periods.

You barely made it out of bed when the door opened and you heard Daniel talking with your neighbor “It’s always unpredictable” he dejectedly said with a sigh while he entered your house with the spare key you gave him only a week ago. Was he talking about you? He knew you started to feel bad the night before, when he called, and it was only a matter of hours until the bad cramps happened. But why would he talk about you with the neighbor, was he really so tired of you? That only made you cried more, sobbing so loud Daniel heard you and ran to your room.

“What’s wrong? Why are you still in bed” He worriedly asked kneeling on your side. You were just sobbing, he couldn’t understand what you were trying to say but you couldn’t pronounce a word either. “Hey, calm down, does it hurt?” He asked again placing his hand on your lower stomach “let’s go take a shower, alright?” But you denied with your head, not with him, not today.

“I can go alone, thanks” you said getting up, but he got up faster and went to the bathroom to make sure the bathtub was fill with hot water once you got there, already knowing what was going on even though you were only dating for so little time.

While you were in the bath, he took care of the room, opening the window, making the bed, sorting the clothes.

“Daniel?” You called him from the bathroom, a small grin forming in his face because he already knew what you needed. He didn’t come or answer until a few minutes later, when he peek his hand put of the bathroom door.

“I got it, babe” he said holding a huge sweatshirt of his he left behind some other day with some shorts and granny underwear, the most comfortable yet ugly you owned.

“Thank you” you said without letting him see your red face.

When you got out he was sitting on the couch playing with his phone. It was your house, you didn’t live together, but since a couple months ago it seemed like that, you were always at his place or he was at yours all the time after work. “Have you eaten something today?” He asked watching you sit next to him and placing his hand on your knee.

“Just a coffee for breakfast, I’m not hungry” you simply said making him look at you furiously, it was already 6pm and you only drank coffee.

“You stay here, I’ll cook dinner, you need to eat something before taking a pill for the pain” he got up and you sat with your knees to your chest trying to ease the pain that was slowly coming back after the warm shower.

“We had plans” you moaned annoyed.

“We’re not going out. Besides it’s raining anyways. This weather is so unpredictable”

“Unpredictable? The… the weather?”

“Yes, it was sunny yesterday and now it’s raining” he said pointing at the window, and just then you realised it was indeed raining.

“Oh. I thought you meant me” you laughed.

“What?” “Nothing”

While you were laying on the couch, feeling so bad for being lazy although the truth was you could barely move from the pain, Daniel was in your kitchen trying to remember the right ingredients for a soup his mum always made.

‘Mum, hi’ you heard him talk ‘hey how much cinnamon do I use for the soup you always made back home? - I know it’s July and hot outside, but YN is not feeling well - just cramps - Yeah, I know it’s not just cramps and they hurt, but mum—“ you laughed hearing him talk while his mum probably told him off, they were indeed very painful “okay - thanks mum - will do - love you too’.

“Hey” he said standing behind the couch making you jumo scared as you were concentrating in his voice and not the sound of his steps. “Okay, so I called mum, she sends love and-“ “All my love to your dear mother too” you said with crystal eyes. Were you really going to cry again? For the mother in law you haven’t even met yet? “Also she recommended this” he said holding a sock full of rice. “Careful it’s hot. I’ll bring dinner in a minute. You like cinnamon, right?”

“Thank you. And yes. I’ll go help” you said trying to stand up, but the sock unleashed and the floor filled with rice in a second. “F*ck!” You shouted, this time crying by real, feeling absolutely useless.

“Hey” he concernedly said coming to hug you “We’ll pick that up later, babe, I can bring another one. Stay here, rest” he sweetly said caressing your cheek. You couldn’t do nothing more than agreeing nodding your head.

When Daniel came back with another sock, he found you soundly asleep on the sofa, all curled up holding a pillow to your chest. He placed the new sock between your knees and your stomach, carefully trying not to wake you up by lifting a bit the sweatshirt. Only then he notices a few grains of rice piled up in the border of the coffee table, surely picked up by you before falling asleep.

He kneeled on the floor and started picking up the rest, looking at you from time to time when you moved curling a bit more probably because of the pain. He couldn’t help but stare at your face while kneeling next to the sofa looking for the little grains of rice that went everywhere, probably a vacuum was better but he didn’t want to wake you up.

Slowly but surely he touched the skin on your arm moving farther up to your shoulder and then to your neck, pulling back the little pieces of hair that rested there. Then he moved to your jaw and your face, but not for longer because you slapped his hand.

“Hey!” He shouted loosing balance and falling to the floor with his hand on his chest trying to calm himself from the scare.

“Sorry!” You shouted again trying unsuccessfully to hide your laugh “I thought it was a fly!” “A fly?” Daniel laughed making you laugh even harder.

“Ugh sorry, today’s not my day, you okay?” you said stretching in the sofa while Daniel nodded and hurried up to hold the new sock so it didn’t fall like the other. “Thank you” you said again, this time it was you caressing his face, which was a lot closer because he was still holding the sock.

“You’re very welcome” he smiled holding your waist and getting a bit more close “Can I?” He asked one last time before kissing you and you just nodded while he was already kissing you, feeling his hands too in your waist and your cheek. He was kissing your lips but then he went to your cheeks and your forehead so quickly you started laughing again.

“It smells delicious” you smiled still letting him kiss your face, but he rapidly got up and with one last kiss to your lips he left the room again and headed to the kitchen.

“Do you mind if we order pizza?” He asked a second later. You should have bet he was going to burn whatever he was cooking, you would always win.

You laughed and got up to the kitchen, this time holding sock of rice in place. The soup was completely solid and the cinnamon turned black.

“Pizza it is” you laughed. “Let me clean it” you started holding the pan but Daniel took it off your hands “I’m alright! The hot rice is working, besides we’ll finish sooner if we do it together” that kinda convinced him, thought he only let you clean the countertop. “Daniel!” You shouted when he started lifting your sweatshirt from behind.

“Just a minute” he said grabbing some tape to wrap around you the reheated sock full of rice.

“Hey! That’s going to hurt when I take it off!” You hit him with the cloth and he looked at you like if he just realised that it was indeed going to hurt, but at least your stomach won’t. A second later the bell rang.

“Pizza’s here!” He shouted changing the subject.

“Saved by the bell, quite literarily” you said leaving the cloth in the countertop hearing him laugh.

“I have to say, I was exited for the cinnamon soup, but this is not bad either” you laughed watching him take a slice and immediately regret it as it was still hot.

“Will you be alright tonight?” He asked soon after the pizza was over, with a glass of water and a pill for you in his hand. You just nodded while swallowing it. “Are you sure?” He asked again “I can stay if you want” “You don’t have to” you rapidly said “I can call you if I need you”

“I’ll be up all night paying attention to my phone” he said already takin git off his pocket and making sure it wasn’t in silence. “You’re trying to convince me by making me feel bad about it” you said raising your eyebrows. “I’m just saying the truth” he shrugged.

“Well okay. But you take the couch” “Fair enough”

And so that’s what you did. But just as you were taking off your sweatshirt you realized you were taped to a sock full of rice.

“Daniel can you come? Help me get out of this” you said and he immediately came laughing along the dark corridor. “Not funny”

“I think it’s better to wet it. Let’s go to the bathroom”. You took off the sweatshirt in a bust of confidence and he slowly peeled it off the skin while damping it with water. “Does it hurts?” He asked while doing it.

“No, but the water is cold” you pointed out while he rolled his eyes laughing as you were so whiny.

“All done” he said finally removing the last part and drying you carefully with a towel.

“Thanks” you said again looking up to him and pecking his lips. “Come to bed with me?” You asked taking him by surprise, you could rapidly feel the nerves in his face “I mean if you want, it’s not like-“ “No no, I want” he quickly said “I want” he repeated again surely “let’s go”. You took his hand and guided him to your room, already dark. You laid first on the bed, you were not willing to give up your spot on it. Daniel laid next to you, feeling you move your legs up to your chest. “You want another sock with warm rice?” “No” you rapidly said “I don’t want to break another one and make a mess in the bed” you laughed and he did too.

“Alright. Then I’ll move” he said while moving closer to you “is this alright?” He asked placing his hand in your abdomen, right where the pain was, not missing the chance to place a sweet kiss on your shoulder.

“Perfect” you whispered, although a second later you turned around to face him and started caressing him too, placing your hand behind his neck and pulling him for a good night kiss and a cuddle in his chest “thank you for the evening. I would’ve been laying in bed since this morning if it wasn’t for you. Although instead of laying in bed I laid in the sofa anyways” you said making him laugh.

“and waisted a whole package of rice” “And you burnt dinner”

“Yeah that’s worse isn’t it?” he laughed. “Good night YN, please remember I’m here and I’m not a fly so don’t hit me”.

“Night Dan” you laughed “it was a natural reflex anyways, you can’t blame me for it”

Thank you @headinthecloudssblogfor the request <3

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ladyaes · 3 months ago

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I really wanted a dramatic arc when Cas turned human. Not that the original wasn’t dramatic, but I wanted a more "fanfiction-style" one. This powerful being, older than humanity itself, whose true form is massive and capable of blinding people, now trapped in a fragile human body.

Imagine a newly human Castiel with the Winchesters (yes, I’m ignoring the Gadreel arc), and he slowly starts to feel unwell but doesn’t tell anyone because he’s still unsure about how a human body works. He feels weaker and weaker until, finally, he tells the Winchesters, deeply disturbed, that there’s something wrong with his vessel.

“It’s not a vessel anymore, Cas,” Dean gently explains. “It’s your body now.”

Sam asks him how he’s feeling and follows up with such a basic, simple question that Castiel is filled with shame: “When was the last time you ate?”

That’s when Castiel realizes he hasn’t eaten or drunk anything for almost two days. Dean jokes about low blood sugar, and Sam carefully explains how many times he has to eat every day.

I wanted to see him lying in bed at night, eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling in the dark because Sam and Dean told him it was time to sleep—but he has no idea how. Human babies do this from their first day of life, so surely Castiel would be able to, right? He lays there for hours, in the same position: on his back, eyes open. It’s 4 a.m. when his body finally gives in to exhaustion. He feels useless and bone-tired the next day, angry at himself for failing at something even newborns can do.

His emotions changed too. It’s not that he didn’t have them before, but back then, his feelings were tied to big things like wars, rebellion, the loss of his brothers and sisters, and, of course, Dean Winchester (who was definitely right up there next to “stop the world from ending” on his list of important things). But now, he’s afraid to cross a damn street because a car could hit him, and his vessel doesn’t have the strength to protect him from something as trivial as getting hit by a car.

Imagine one day they need to do a spell, and it requires blood. Castiel volunteers and does it just like he’s seen the Winchester brothers do dozens of times. The cut on his palm doesn’t bother him much—after all, pain is one of the few things Castiel is still familiar with.

But now it’s been a week, and his hand still hasn’t healed. It still hurts. And that is something he’s unfamiliar with. Pain never lasted more than a few hours in Castiel’s life. Sure, he’s been tortured before, but that’s different because it’s constant new wounds.

Castiel’s been dealing the cut on his hand for seven days, and it still hurts, bothering him every time he has to hold something. He’s exhausted because he still hasn’t gotten the hang of sleep, he needs to eat every day, and he has to go to the bathroom multiple times. He smells if it’s been too long since his last shower. He’s never smelled bad in his life, and now he stinks after a day, he’s always hungry and tired, and his damn hand still hurts!

At this point, it’s like The Last Unicorn—"you trapped him in a human body, he will go mad."

Dean would find him in a full breakdown, and for the first time, he’d truly understand Castiel’s reality—how Castiel already had a body, how he’s from a completely different species, and now he feels trapped in a reality that’s not his own.

#supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #sam winchester #destiel

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arisewanekosuki · 1 year ago

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Bakeneko!Kunikuzushi x Fem!Reader Part 2

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4 days passed since the adopted cat turned out to be a Bakeneko. The first night when you were trying to fall asleep, the Yōkai came into your room without any word and laid down by your side, he put his arm around your waist and held you close. You only feared what he could do to you in your sleep, if you even wake up in the morning. So you were just laying, looking at the ceiling, heart beating so fast. He must noticed that you won’t fall asleep with his presence, so he changed into his cat form and left the house by window. You weren’t sure back then if he will come back so you were awake for some more hours. In the morning, you were woke up by him. He was annoyed, saying that you should be thankful that he even bothered to wake you up so you won't be late for your work. On the table was prepared some breakfast, at first you didn't want to eat it, no trusting it if he hadn't poisoned it just to watch you suffer for entertainment. He noticed your hesitation with eating, so he sighed, saying that there is no point on wasting good food just to poison you even for fun. The food smelled nice and you were hungry and tired of the lack of sleep, so you finally give in and ate it. It was delicious. Nothing happened and Bakeneko was smirking while eating his portion of the breakfast. Later he would follow you in his cat form to your work and then when you would finish he would be waiting for you in front of restaurant. He become popular with clients and your boss’ wife. Whenever you asked why he follows you to the restaurant, he would ignore you or say ‘I have to make sure you won’t try to run away’. This repeated for the past 4 days till now. You just finished your work. -“Thank you for your work today!” said with the smile Okazaki Erika, wife of the boss. “(y/n)-chan! Wait!” You stopped in front of the door, turning around and seeing Erika-san holding box. “Here, take those extras!” she gave you the box filled with delicious food. -“Erika-san, are you sure?” -“Of course! You’re a hard working young lady! And after that incident with that ronin you deserve it even more! Ah, I put some extra treats for your cat too!” You smiled and bowed. -“Thank you so much Erika-san.” The lady smiled back and bid you goodbye.

After leaving the restaurant, there he was, waiting for you, with the face that was saying “why did it take you so long?”. You sighed, even if nothing happened for the past days, you still feel a bit fear when you see him. -“I got some extra food, so don’t look at me like that.” You told him, ignoring that people can see you talk to your cat. -“Let’s go back home, I’m tired…” you started walking slowly towards your village. Kunikuzushi was walking by your side, before leaving Inazuma City, some children and even some adults would be amazed by cute cat following it’s ‘owner’. Not far away from gates of Inazuma City, you stopped in your tracks. The cat looked at you, with the worry in his eyes that you didn’t noticed. You were starting to feel little dizzy. -“I need to sit down.” You said, going to nearby tree and sitting under it. Kunikuzushi sat by your side as well. -“What’s wrong with you?” he asked you, with a bit annoyed tone to mask his worry for you. You didn’t replied, you were concentrating on breathing to not pass out. But it was already too late and you blacked out.

You woke up in your home, laying in your futon. You could smell something delicious, suddenly the door to your room was opened. There stood Kunikuzushi in his human form, with the food in his hands. -“You’re finally awake…” he approached you, laying bowl with what it seems to be a Shimi Chazuke by your side. -“Eat.” He ordered and said nothing more. He looked like he was angry at you. -“Thank you…” you took the bowl and started eating. “You’re really good at cooking.” You said to him between bites. Yes, even if you’re scared of him, you still appreciate the food he makes. The first time you ate the breakfast he prepared, you were amazed how delicious it was. -“…” He didn’t say anything. After a while he opened his mouth -“Do you really don’t want me to be here that badly?” he whispered the question, if it wasn't silent in your home you wouldn't be able to hear it. You were taken aback, in that moment by your side, you didn’t saw a scary Yōkai, there was a boy, looking sad and scared at mere thought that you don’t want him to be here. And at this moment you realized, for the past days he was doing his best to take care of you. After seeing how uncomfortable you’re with him at night, he started leaving the house, in the morning he would make breakfast for you and make sure you won’t be late for your work and even after work, you noticed that the house is cleaned and dinner prepared so you can rest till the end of the day. And him walking you to the restaurant and then after your shift is over, he would walk you back home, wasn't he doing that because he was worried you would be robbed again? Even if he didn't spoke in that soft voice, like on your first time seeing his human form, ever again and most of time he looks like he is annoyed with you, doesn't his actions speak more louder now?

-“I’m sorry…” you apologized, not looking at him. He was observing you, waiting for the next words. -“I’m sorry for treating you like that Kuni.” He was surprised but before you could see his face, he changed into a cat and went to your lap, burying his face in your stomach, like trying to hide from you his expression. After he showed what he truly was, you didn’t call him ‘Kuni’ till now, no, you even avoided saying his full name. So this made him happy, hearing you call him ‘Kuni’ again. You started to pet him, it’s been awhile since you even touched him. -“I’m sorry… I was afraid of you… after what you did to that ronin… I…” you wanted to say that you thought of him as a ‘monster’ but you bit you tongue, knowing that it would be cruel to call him that after what he did for you. He said something, but his voice was muffled by the fabric of your yukata. -“Can you repeat? I didn't hear you.” He looked at you, with that annoyed look again -“I said, did you really already forget that I promised you that I will protect you? Tsk, I can’t believe it. We shared a kiss as a proof and you-“ -“Stop! Don’t remind me! No, wait! Why did you kiss me in the first place?! You can’t just kiss people without their permission!!” You took the cat from your lap, holding him in front of your face. -“Why not? I saw humans that held affection towards each other, kiss when they promised something to their loved ones.” The cat said, to think he sometimes have a nasty tongue and now he sounds like a child that doesn't understand what he did wrong. -“But they are lovers, of course they can kiss-“ -“Aren't we lovers too?” he asked, surprised that you don’t think of him like that -“W-what?! Where did that come from?!” -“Lovers sleep in the same futon right? And we slept together too…” You were shocked -“You were a cat! Of course I would let you sleep with me! Do you think I would share the futon with random guy?!” -“…would you?” -“Of course not!!” there was a silent… and then you suddenly started to laugh. The cat looked at you as if you had lost your mind. “Why do I have conversation like this with Bakeneko?!” you couldn’t stop laughing, not long ago you were afraid of him and now you feel relaxed again, holding him in your arms. You stopped laughing and laid down, starting to feel sleepy. -“Are you going to pass out again?” He asked, laying on your chest, you could hear him slightly purring. -“Mmhm… I feel so sleepy suddenly…” you started to doze off. Kunikuzushi looked at you, watching if you really fell asleep. He put his head closer to where you heart is, hearing your heart beat and being in your arms brought him comfort and he fell asleep not long after too.

Some days later, you had your free day from work, you were lazing in your futon, Kunikuzushi wasn’t at home. It was already noon, so you finally decided to get up and eat something. After that conversation with him, some things changed. For some reason he wasn’t in his human form that often, he still follows you to your work but this time he leaves you by the gate to Inazuma City and there he waits for you when you finish your work. One time when you were going back home you told him -“Don’t kill other humans.” -“Why? That insect was terrible person anyway, he doesn’t deserve to -” -“Kuni.” You stopped in your tracks and took him in your arms. “I don’t want your cute little paws to be covered in blood.” The Bakeneko didn’t understand. Why is it wrong for him to end some pests lives? Especially if the pest threatens you. -“If you find bad person like this, just knock them out and inform in some way Doushins, they will take care of the rest. Just… don’t do that scary things.” -“…” Kuni didn’t responded for a while, but after thinking about something he replied “I will do whatever I want.” You smiled, knowing by now that this is his way of agreeing with you.

Even if you know that he agreed back then to not kill, you’re still worried if he won’t hurt anyone. -“Ah after all, Yōkais thinks different from humans…” you sighed, after remembering that conversation. You looked around the room, it was cleaned. Why does he even clean and cook for you? Is this because he thinks he is your lover? You can’t help but wonder, where he lived before he meet you? Did he lived with some family? Then what happened to them? Did they… You shook your head to stop thoughts about the worse. After eating breakfast, you decided to go for a walk around village. Your village is very small but you don’t mind because it’s really peaceful here and Inazuma City is not that far away. But you wish there were more people around your age, most inhabitants here all elders and children. Sometimes if you not tired, you would play with children or read them some books and other times you would help older people with their field work, in exchange they always share some of their crops with you. Everyone here is kind and everyone knows each other. -“Good Afternoon (Y/n)-chan.” You turned your head to see Saimon Eri, smiling to you. -“Good Afternoon Eri-obaasan!” You welcomed the old lady with a smile. -“Today is really nice day isn't it? Also please tell your fiancé that I'm grateful for his help.” -“Yes, it is—Wait…m-my fiancé?!” You were surprised, feeling your face getting warm. -“Oh, am I wrong?? I meant that very lovely looking youngster, that been helping around the village from time to time. He said that you weren't feeling well for the past week so he came to help you. I'm sorry, this old granny thought you two are together.” Eri-obaasan said, worried that she made you uncomfortable with assuming that you are both together. “That cat…” you thought, getting angry that he walks around village in his human form. “And he was the one saying to not tell anyone about him being a Yōkai!! I need to talk with him!” You coughed. -“It’s alright Eri-obaasan, he’s just a friend, but he is such a worrywart that even if I tell him that I’m alright, he insist on visiting me every day haha!” you laughed awkwardly. You can’t tell anyone that he lives with you, you’re sure that there are some people who will give you looks when they know that you live with a man without being married. And your relationship is not even that… no, the truth is, you don’t even know what is your relationship with this Bakeneko. The old lady smiled. -“Ah, to be young again. If you’re searching for your friend I heard that children wanted to play with him by the beach.” -“Oh! Thank you so much! I’ll be going then! Have a nice day!” -“You too (Y/n)-chan!” Eri-obaasan waved as you went towards beach. That day after getting robbed, you remember how Kuni hissed at children that wanted to pet him and because of that, you thought he’s not fond of children…or just other humans. It is very surprising to know that he have been helping around village and now he even plays with the kids. You want to trust him but deep down you’re still wary because of what he truly is. You just hope that he is not planning anything awful to your neighbors.

After reaching the beach you could see Kuni with three children, they were searching for shells. The youngest child was holding onto Kuni’s hand, showing him what the kid found. The Bakeneko smiled, telling something that made the child jump in happiness. “To think this person is a Yōkai, a Bakeneko who ended some ronin’s life…” The scene is cute and yet, you don’t feel that comfortable of seeing him with little ones alone, you know he won’t do anything to you, at least you want to believe him with that but you're not sure what about other people. You called his name -“Kunikuzushi!” everyone turned around to see you, Kuni smiled to you, the same way he smiled when you first time saw him in his human form, and waved and children started to run towards you. -“(Y/n)-nee-san! Look what we found” the kids showed all beautiful shells they found on the beach. -“Oh, I see you found many pretty ones!” The children smiled. -“Kunikuzushi-nii-san helped us! He’s really good at finding shells!” said Futaba, looking at Kuni with the sparkle in the eyes and little blush. You’re not surprised that the little girl is charmed by Kuni’s pretty face. -“I’m glad but now I have something important to talk with this Nii-san.” You grasped at Kuni’s sleeve, already tugging him to follow you. The smiles vanished from children's faces. -“But we want to play hide and seek with him!” the boy named Takeru said. -“I’m sorry, but he will play with you three another time, alright? Now come back to the village, you can’t stay on the beach without adult!” the kids groaned but said ‘fine’ and went towards village. You too went towards your home with Kuni following behind. -“Alala~ Were you afraid that I’ll eat them or something?” he said with his annoying tone. But you didn’t reacted, you didn’t even turn to look at him. This made Bakeneko silent. When you reached your home, you sighed. -“Can you explain why did you even showed in your human form to my neighbors?” you asked, glaring at him. The boy in front you shrugged his shoulders, avoiding eye contact and sitting down. -“I was just bored. Why are you getting worked over nothing? I thought humans appreciate help from others.” -“Well…yeah… but you’re not human!” -“So this is the problem? Because I’m not human I shouldn’t even get close to other humans?” He hissed at you. His cat ears appeared with tail, now he is glaring at you, you're surprised how angry he got for saying that he’s not one of your kind. He got up from the place he was sitting and you took step back. He was displeased with that. -“So you’re still afraid of me…and here I thought you finally started to trust me..” you didn't say anything, because he was right. You still can't fully trust him, you still come back to thinking ‘he’s a Yōkai, that can kill me or someone without batting an eye’. Kuni went towards door. -“W-where are you going?” you asked. -“It’s not your business.” And with that he left, before opening the door his cat ears vanished with the tail. You stood there not knowing what to do. Should you go after him? Or maybe just let him be alone for some time, but what if he won’t come back? … For some reason, you don’t like the thought of him not coming back. It’s normal in human nature to be afraid of something you don’t understand, and you don’t understand him. When he is a cat, he loves to cuddle with you, he's always affectionate, but as a human he, for some reason, annoy you or just be rude to you and yet at the same time he always shows how he cares about you with his actions. But whether being a cat or human he is still a Bakeneko, a Yōkai who sees the world in different way than humans, than you. At least this is what you think, this is what everyone would say. “Don’t get too close to Yōkais, don’t trust them, don't believe what they say or you may end up being spirited away.” And yet… And yet… You feel confused. What he truly feels towards you? Towards humans? You sighed, you decided to start preparing dinner hoping that Kunikuzushi will come back home soon.

----- AAaaa sorry that it took so long! (>~<) Tbh I wanted to write this chapter and then one extra with Bakeneko!Kunikuzushi x Reader x Kitsune! character but… I changed a bit the ending and it started to get longer so I decided to leave it here and then write next part in the next chapter :’3c Like always thank you for reading till the end! And sorry for any mistakes!

#Genshin Impact x Reader #Bakeneko Kunikuzushi #Scaramouche x reader #Wanderer x Reader #Kunikuzushi x Reader #Scaramouche x You #Kunikuzushi x You #Wanderer x You #My stuff

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alcoholfreenayeon · 1 year ago

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haiiii could you please do an imagine/fluff with jeongyeon where she’s not initially very clingy in her relationship with reader but after a month or so she’s just all over her, cuddles, kisses, you name it jeongyeon’s doing it

A/N: This has been due a long time, I’m sorry it took so long anon😭, I did half of it and then was stumped for the longest time. This was also due because Jeongyeon (and Dahyun) were the only members who haven’t gotten their own fics yet on my blog. Anyway, I hope you like it anon!❤️

Jeongyeon x fem!reader

Warming up to you

You didn’t really understand it, how your confession to Jeongyeon worked. It was more of something you did to just get it off your chest but she ended up saying she felt the same. You felt ecstatic though a bit skeptical and a bit guilty for feeling skeptical. You couldn’t help it though, you never really got any signs from Jeongyeon that she liked you back.

She treated you like any other friend of yours. There wasn’t any times where you caught her staring, no moment where your hands touched and lingered, nothing, absolutely nothing. Yet, she seemed almost eager to say she likes you as well. Maybe you were overthinking it, after all Jeongyeon never seems to be very eager towards skinship.

Nevertheless, you had been dating Jeongyeon for about 4 weeks now. It’s been….slow to say the least, you were shy and nervous while Jeongyeon seemed really reserved and restrained. Your relationship would seem like a close friendship to a 3rd person.

However, you made up your mind to break down the barrier of awkwardness and take the first step even though you already had been trying to do just that. Deciding that it’d be best to just be direct with Jeongyeon and tell her that you’d really like it if she shows you some more affection since you were starting to feel like this was just a forced relationship.

But of course she had a busy day today so she’d probably be tired when the two of you meet and wouldn’t be in a mood to hear you rant. You sigh and then frown, that doesn’t matter though does it, after all you just want to communicate your feelings which is important in a relationship.

Hours later, a weary Jeongyeon arrives and immediately goes to your couch, collapsing on it. Your mind was made up, confronting her after she eats and decide whether this relationship continues or not. You bring her some coffee and some pasta since it’s practically dinner time and you felt hungry as well. For some reason, as soon as you brought the food, Jeongyeon looked at you differently, almost lovingly you could say. It made you look away and even feel butterflies in your stomach.

“Y/n….you are really amazing you know”, she said, looking at you gratefully. “You didn’t have to do all this for me”, she takes a deep breath, “You really make me feel so lucky and happy”.

You felt a bit dumbstruck, she hadn’t really ever talked to you like this before and you didn’t know how to react. Before you could do anything, Jeongyeon continued, making the choice for you instead.

Grabbing your hand and kissing your forehead causing you to slowly redden. “I’m really glad to have you by my side and I really mean it. I know it doesn’t seem like it but I do care about you.”

Hearing that from her felt very relieving but it also hurt, sure she said what you had been wanting to hear for weeks now but words aren’t enough. You felt your heart pump and took a shaky breath, nodding with a polite smile.

“Did I, did I something wrong? Y/N? You look….”, she asked, concerned.

“It’s, its….”, you felt your determination from earlier begin to fade now that you had to speak up, “nothing…I just, never mind”, you felt frustrated and angry now, at yourself for not being able to speak up and also at Jeongyeon for making you feel this way in the first place.

She looks at you, seemingly thinking hard and then nods, deciding not to push you and begins to eat. You hoped she’d push you further because you seemed so concerned but no, Jeongyeon once again seemed to brush past you and your feelings. “This is really good!”, she comments while eating and that’s when you finally snap.

“No it’s not at all good”, you say harshly. “You just treat me like some servant. You are happy to eat the food I make, receive the texts I send and hear the words I speak but never reciprocate, always so distant. So cold and insensitive. You act like touching me would be an inconvenience, like it would make you dirty.”, you take a deep breath, trying not to let tears fall but the shakiness of your voice makes your stance obvious, “At first I brushed it off but it’s been almost a month and you just are the same, so cold and indifferent. Is it really so hard to tell me you love me or to kiss or even just hug me without me practically begging you. And don’t say you thanked and appreciated me now because it really doesn’t matter. If you didn’t like me you shouldn’t have accepted my confession and been with me. Why do you play with my emotions like this-.”, you stop, knowing saying anything more would just result in you crying and then would just make everything worse.

Jeongyeon looked at you with disbelief and then hurt, guilt and sadness. She tried to reach for your hand but you pulled back harshly causing her to flinch and look even more hurt. “Y/n….please, I didn’t mean any of this. I just….”, she spoke softly and kept her head down, “you might not realize it but I’ve been crazy for you for so long.”

“Oh that’s been so obviously visible”, you interrupt sarcastically.

“No, I…”, she looked really hurt by that and you did immediately feel bad but it was too late, you were at your breaking point and needed to know for real where the two of you were headed. “I just didn’t want to annoy you, I do want to hug you and kiss you and hold you. Cuddle you and whisper sweet things to you. I really do. And I hope you believe me. But I’ve worried that, it’s silly I know but I’ve worried you might not like that side of me.”, she looked up at you again, tears slowly rolling down and that broke your heart in a million pieces. “Everyone always sees me as the girl crush, where I have to be the brave one, stoic one and I can’t be very cheerful or girly because that won’t fit my image. And if I appear to be a different person than what you think I am will you stop loving me? Maybe, maybe not but the very possibility of that scares me so much I didn’t even dare to try it. If you give me another chance maybe I’ll try to-”, she stops when you suddenly sit down next to her and hug her tightly, taken completely by surprise Jeongyeon gasps and then much to your surprise and disbelief begins to sob, burying her face in your shoulder. She manages to tell you that she’s thankful to you for hearing her out but it’s hard to make out exactly with her sobbing.

After she manages to calm down, she still holds on to you, she keeps on apologizing and saying she’ll do better and you feel worse each time she says it because you only wanted to talk to her about it not make her cry and feel so hurt. But despite your reassurances she still keeps apologizing.

After a few minutes she finally pulls back, looking at you longingly, “if only you could see yourself through my eyes, feel what I feel and listen to what I think when I see you, you’d know how much I love and how badly I want to express it, all the time.”

You don’t reply and instead just lean in and kiss her and she kisses back, like she really means it for the first time and it drives you crazy, butterflies in your stomach, your face flushing and your heart flipping. After a few moments, you pull back, out of breath in your excitement. “That was nice”, you say meekly.

“That’s not even the tip of the iceberg of what I want to do and how I want to express”, Jeongyeon replies sincerely. “Like Y/N, you don’t get it, I just want to, I have just been wanting to-”, she leans in and kisses you again, harder this time, grabbing your facing with both hands, her grip seemingly tightening every few seconds.

After almost a minute, she lets you go, both of you panting and red faced. “See, I want to touch you, it doesn’t inconvenience me at all, I love it, more than I can ever express. So if you really are fine with this side of me, I’ll do my best to show you how I feel and how much I care.”

“I…a-suppose I’d lov-lik-love,like that”, you stumble over your words, still not over the way she kissed you.

“Thank you y/n, I love you and now I want to show you more love, is that okay?”, she asks, happy now but still a bit cautious.

You blush, “M-more? Didn’t we just…okay, I suppose we can do that, I’d like that”

She smiles teasingly now standing up and towering over you, “That wasn’t even a warm up Y/N”, she pushes you down, “I have to make up for hurting you and for the month of holding back, so I guess we’ll be busy for quite a bit”, she smirks as she begins to kiss you.

Feeling overwhelmed and too excited you try to make an excuse to calm down, “W-wait but the food, you haven’t eaten yet and I’m not-”

“Shush, I have my sights set on something else”, she teases and leans in, “it looks a lot more tasty to me”…….

#ask me anything #answered asks #twice #anon ask #kpop gg #kpop scenarios #reader x idol #kpop headcanons #kpop imagines #twice x reader #twice jeongyeon #yoo jeongyeon #Jeongyeon fluff #twice fluff #twice imagines #jeongyeon twice

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Chapter 5: Fantasy🧚‍♂️👑

Another day, another piece of the life of Crown Prince of the Elves Simon and Crown Prince of Sweden Wilhelm. Or a way of me coping with stress.

Summary: Two future kings both from a different realm doomed to live a life they don't want to. A human and an elf, a forbidden love. Their only option is to run away.

a.k.a. elf Simon fic🧚‍♂️

Read below or on ao3. Start from the beginning here.

Wilhelm carries the boy to his horse. It's dark already, the moon climbing up the sky. He needs to get him out of here unnoticed. In his room he can take care of the boy, take care of the wound on his knee. He doesn't know exactly what he is but it's obvious he is not from this world. Maybe his theories about other existing realms aren't so crazy anymore. He has read books about it, people who believe in magic. Who believe in the existence of magical creatures. People who believe that multiple realms exist. He didn't really dare to believe in it himself but he always thought the theories were interesting. Eventually he gets the boy in his room unnoticed. He doesn't know how he has done it but he did. He lays him down on his bed and sees that slowly the boy starts moving, regaining consciousness. He looks like he just woke up from the sweetest dream, a soft smile tugging around his lips while he stretches himself out. The smile disappears quickly when he opens his eyes as he probably notices he is in a strange place. He looks at Wilhelm with the same terror in his eyes as when he got discovered in the woods. “It's okay”, Wilhelm reassures him but this makes him panic even more as he jumps out of bed, almost losing his balance as he is still weak. The boy searches for something behind his belt. “Looking for this?”, Wilhelm holds up the dagger he took from the boy, just to be safe. The boy squints his eyes at him. He is angry but still scared.

“That's mine”, he just says. “You will get it back when I'm 100% sure you won't kill me with that thing”, Wilhelm replies calmly. “Well, are you going to kill me? Dissect me?”, the boy asks.

“If I wanted to kill you I already did and dissecting you with a dagger is kind of cruel”, Wilhelm replies with a smile. “There is a knife right there”, the boy points to the tray with food behind Wilhelm. “To cut up food with", Wilhelm answers him. “How do I know I can trust you?”, the boy asks. “You don't I guess. But I'm just saying if I wanted to hurt you I didn’t do all the effort to bring you here and provide food”, he sees the boy thinking, his shoulders getting a bit less tense. The boy sits down on the bed again. He looks pale and weak. Wilhelm hasn't had the chance yet to look at his wound. It seems like he started bleeding again since more of that blue substance is flooding out of the tear in his pants. Wilhelm brings the tray with food over to his bed and places it in front of the boy. His eyes get big as he sees all the food. “I don't know what you eat normally so I asked the chef to bring a few things”, Wilhelm says. The boy looks at him with a blank expression. He looks tired, hungry. “This is okay”, the boy says as he takes some bread and takes a bite. His eyes close as he takes another bite. It doesn’t take long before he finishes the whole tray. “I guess you were hungry”, Wilhelm smiles. “I guess so”, the boy says with a small smile. This is the first time Wilhelm sees him smile and it makes him smile even harder. “So can I know your name?”, he asks carefully. “Aren’t you going to ask first what I am? Where I come from?”, the boy asks, his face full of surprise. “Ehm no. That would be rude, wouldn’t it? I want to know your name”, Wilhelm replies. “I’m Simon”, the boy replies and looks back at the empty tray before putting it aside on the bedside table. “Nice to meet you Simon. I’m Wilhelm”, Wilhelm replies. “I didn’t ask for your name but nice to meet you too I guess”, Simon replies simply. “Why are you being so…distant…so defensive?”, Wilhelm sighs. “Why are you being so…nice?”, Simon asks. “Decency. You were hungry and you're hurt”, Wilhelm replies sitting down next to him. Simon looks out of the window, to the moon. A sad expression covers his face. “I made a mistake”, he says, “I shouldn't have come here”.

“Why not?”, Wilhelm asks. “It's dangerous”, Simon simply replies. A silence falls between them. The question is burning on Wilhelm's lips. He wants to ask it but he doesn't want to be rude or overstep. Simon turns his head around. The small smile has returned. His face is being lit up by the moon. “You want to ask it hm?”, he asks. “What?”, Wilhelm asks surprised. “You want to know what I am”, Simon replies. “No. I mean- How-”, Simon doesn't let him finish. “Your thoughts are so loud”, Simon replies. “You can read thoughts?”, Wilhelm asks. “I'm an elf and yes I can hear them”, Simon replies. Wilhelm doesn't know what to say to this. He still isn't sure if this is reality or not. Maybe he is just dreaming and when he wakes up Simon will be gone. He doesn't want him to be gone. He doesn't want Simon to be just a fantasy.

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Father's Day: Original - Part 7

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When I get home after the craziest ultrasound ever, my mind is so full of thoughts that I have a headache. Even though I know I have to breastfeed the babies, I go straight to my room and lie down on bed trying to process what’s happening. I can’t stop thinking about the ultrasound’s monitor showing the eight babies that are growing inside me and the big smile on Tate’s face when he repeated the word “octuplets” over and over again. All of this, added to the fact that my wife didn’t get angry because I’m pregnant again, but she seems to be happy about it because she has worked together with Tate to get me knocked up again. This makes me wonder if she would’ve been happy if I had told her the first time I got pregnant. Everything is just so weird and even then the most scary thing about this all is that I’m having eight babies and considering how big I got with four, I’ll be gigantic by the time these ones are ready to come out. As I lie down on my side in bed, I lift up my shirt and place my hand on my hairy belly. I sigh and smile weakly because even though I try to deny it, I missed being pregnant.

A few minutes later my wife and Ed walk in the room and they bring all the babies with them. “Hey dad. I know you must be tired and you have a lot to process but the kids are hungry”. Ed says and sits next to me to take all the kids up to join me in bed. I smile and sit up while my family gets around me. “Sure, the dairy cow’s tits are about to burst anyway”. I kid and take my shirt off to reveal my massive set of pecs that look and feel extremely full. “I guess that’s what I am now. A breeding cow who provides milk”. I say, ashamed while I take Andrew and Aiden in my arms to breastfeed them. As soon as they get close enough to my nipples, they lock their lips around them and start suckling soundly. I look down at them and smile when I see how cute they are and I remember how happy I was when they were born. I’ll be feeling that joy again in a few months and even though it’s scary, I can’t wait to meet the coming babies.

“Oh sweetie, don’t say that. You’re not just a cow. You’re my husband and our many kids’ dad. You’re wonderful and we love you”. My wife says and kisses my cheek. She places her hand on my midsection, right below where I’m holding the kids, and caresses my belly lovingly. “I know you must be confused because I knew you had cheated on me again but to be honest… that was just part of the plan and you did exactly what I was expecting you to do”. She says and kisses my cheek again. I look at Ed who is playing with the rest of the babies next to me and he looks uneasy. “You knew about the plan? You knew I would end up pregnant again?” I ask and Ed nods. “Sorry dad but… you cheated again, you made your choice”. Ed says and looks away.

My wife’s long explanation about how she has plotted with Tate to get “a little revenge” on me, as they call it, sounds like a horror movie. She says that I looked really hot while I was pushing the babies out of me and the huge belly really suited me. I totally disagree because I was a huge mess and the labor hurt like fuck. Then she says she really wants more kids and even though she’s currently carrying another one, it’s easier if I carry a few more. Again, I disagree because we already have 11 kids and another one on the way, which is way more than the average number of kids in a regular family. Also, now that I know I’m having 8 more, we’ll have to deal with 20 children. “That’s too many kids”. I say but she just smiles.

“I never thought you’d end up with octuplets. I mean, I spent a month feeding you fertility boosters but I was aiming at another set of quadruplets, I never thought octuplets were even a possibility. Also, that’s all I’m guilty for, it was you the one who let Tate fuck you several times at that hotel room. Even with the fertility booster, if you would’ve kept your legs closed, you wouldn’t be pregnant right now”. She says and Ed laughs a bit. “Well, she’s right. You could’ve been more careful. You know, condoms are pretty cheap”. Ed says kinda harsh and I blush because I know they’re right. Even then, I feel kinda used because she fed me tons of fertility drugs and she just waited for me to get pumped with a big batch of kids. I wish this was a joke but the eight babies that I have in my womb remind me that it’s real.

Over the next few days I spend most of my free time thinking about the coming babies and rubbing my belly. My hairy gut starts getting even firmer after I realize I’m actually pregnant so even though I don’t look that pregnant yet, I know this is about to change really soon. Every morning when I wake up I spend a few minutes just looking at my own reflection in the mirror and wonder how I have gotten myself into such a crazy situation. I still remember my former fit body and how good it felt to be light and athletic even though I wasn’t that young anymore. I remember how some men were even jealous of my body but those days are gone and now I’m just a huge mess. When I look at my reflection I can’t see the fit body anywhere and I know I’m bound to get way bigger over the next few months.

Every single inch of my body is already big or thick and I’m just getting thicker by the day. I look at my massive pecs and pat them softly to feel how full they are and I swear I can hear the milk sloshing inside them while my nipples look so engorged that I wonder how my younger quadruplets are even able to fit them in their tiny mouths. Lately, I’ve been producing ridiculous amounts of milk and my 10 babies aren’t even enough to relieve the huge pressure that I’m constantly feeling on my pecs. They’re plump and full all the time and no matter how much milk my kids drink, my pecs feel about to burst all the time. I have to pump several times a day even though I’m breastfeeding 10 hungry babies several times a day. It seems like even though the demand is really high, the production is way higher so my pecs are almost overflowing all the time. How ridiculous is that? I’m not just a cow, I’m a whole dairy factory.

My wife keeps telling me I look good and I can’t deny her touch and her words give me some confidence but as the days turn into weeks and my belly starts really ballooning up, not even her kindest words are enough to make me feel good. By the time I’m 12 weeks along, my belly is already pretty big and it has the undeniable shape of a pregnant belly. Even if I tried to deny it, I don’t look fat. I am unmistakably pregnant and the actual growth hasn’t even started. I know I’m gonna get huge but I feel my body changing way faster than in my previous pregnancies and it scares me a lot. My clothes are already filling up around my midsection, even though I wear oversized shirts because of my pecs. Even when I wear sweatpants, I have to pull down the waistband to accommodate my growing gut and give it enough space to make me feel a little bit comfortable. My ass seems to be ballooning up really fast too and it’s starting to feel really tight even in my biggest sweatpants. Also, the fact that my balls have been getting more swollen as the rest of me gets bigger, makes me feel even more uncomfortable.

“Sweetie, you’re doing great. Just relax. You look awesome and I’m sure the babies are perfect”. My wife says a few days before Christmas while I’m sitting on the couch with Emma and Emily suckling on my nipples and the older quadruplets waiting for their turn. She comes closer and kneels in front of me to press her belly against mine. As soon as her bump comes in contact with my hairy belly, I feel the baby in her womb kicking and rolling around like trying to tell me he’s in there. “You know that’s not the problem. This is just too much. I’m barely 16 weeks along and I look like I have swallowed a small beach ball. I’m even bigger than you and you’re over 6 months along”. I say and she leans forward to kiss my hairy bump.

“Yeah, but you’re having 8 kids and I’m just having one. I love you being bigger. You’re my big man, my big husband. I love how big you’re getting”. She says and her hands go down to my crotch to fondle my balls. “You just need to relax and have some fun. I promise, you’ll feel better after that”. She says and makes me moan while her hands play with my balls. It actually feels really good, especially because it’s been a while since the last time we had sex. I’m just too ashamed and kinda hurt because of her plotting with Tate so I’ve been away from her since the day I found out about the pregnancy. This means my hormonal body is literally burning to get some intimacy with her… or with Tate, so her touch makes me want more. Even though I know Tate really cares about me and he’s more than willing to help me with my horniness, I’m still unsure if I should let him get close to me again. I mean, I’m already carrying his kids and I know this was all my wife’s plan but he just used me to have his kids without even asking for my permission and it hurts a bit.

Even then, I can’t deny I miss Tate a lot and part of me wants him to come and fuck me brainless over and over again. I know it must be the hormones but I swear I feel my hole squirming in need whenever I hear Tate’s name and my wife makes sure I hear it a lot. I’m just a huge hormonal mess so even though I’m ashamed and worried about my growing belly, as Christmas gets closer, I restart my sex life with my wife and it really helps me a lot to deal with the anxiety of the big mound I carry around in front of me. Also, the fact that my wife is getting close to the third trimester means she’s getting hornier and fuck! I love when she rides my dick like in a horse race. I love to see her bouncing up and down while she says how enamored of my belly she is and how much he loves her “big fertile husband”. She’s always so willing to pleasure me and I love it.

So, apart from the hormones, I also have to be a good dad. Ed comes home for the winter break and he helps me a lot with the kids. I notice he is really good at it and that’s great. Ed loves to take care of his siblings but he also loves to sit next to me and rub my belly. After the initial shock, he seems to be more interested in me getting bigger and it makes me feel like a lab rat when he says I am a “unique specimen”. I know he’s still hurt by my cheating on his mom but as my pregnancy advances, he starts getting closer to me and our relationship improves. He’s really excited about the baby growing in his mom’s tummy but there’s something about my pregnancy, not only about the babies but the fact that I’m pregnant, that brings him closer to me whenever he’s home. He has so many questions and I can’t even answer most of them but I really enjoy the time he spends next to me taking care of his siblings or helping me out with my needs.

Ed says he wants to feel the babies moving so he spends a lot of time rubbing my belly even though I tell him it’s not time yet. “I know. We’ve done some research”. Ed says on Christmas Eve while he rubs my hairy belly. Finn and Fabien are nursing on my pecs and my wife is in the kitchen cooking something special for me. “We? You and your mom? I don’t think she needs to google how this works”. I reply and Ed smiles. “No. I meant Will and I. Since we’re roommates now, we talk about things and… he asked about my mom’s pregnancy and I… well… I… didn’t tell him about you but… we talked about male pregnancy and we ended up doing a full investigation. You knew this might be… hereditary?” He says and blushes. “I know that’s a possibility but I don’t think you wanna find out. You don’t wanna end up like your dad. I have babies suckling on my nipples almost 24 hours a day and soon there’ll be 8 more”. I smile and gesture at the boys drinking my milk. Ed just laughs and keeps rubbing my belly.

Even though I’m worried about my size, when my wife puts plate after plate of delicious food in front of me, I can’t help but devour it all like a madman. By the end of the night I sit on the couch, breastfeeding more babies, while I groan in discomfort because I feel too full. “Why did you give me so much food? I’m so full I might burst”. I say while my wife sits next to me and rubs my tight belly. “You asked for more and I just gave you what you wanted. Also, you need lots of food to feed our babies. You can’t grow eight healthy babies if you eat little portions. I told you, I want big babies so I’m making sure you feed them well enough for them to grow big and strong like their daddy”. She says and kisses me while my stomach growls. “See, you’re still hungry. Let me get you some dessert and you’re not leaving this couch until you have eaten it all”. She stands up to look for the dessert and even though I’m already so full, I just nod.

The days after Christmas are filled with huge portions of food and I eat them all even though I feel stuffed to the brim every single second of the day. Part of me wonders if my wife wants to fatten me up to kill me like the witch from Hansel and Gretel because she definitely wants me bigger but I just can’t say no to her, on anything. So, on New Year’s Eve she gives me an odd surprise that changes everything. Even though our kitchen is stocked, on December 31st, around 12:00 PM, she tells me she needs to go to the grocery store to get some ingredients and that she’ll be taking all the kids with her so I’ll be alone in the house for a while. It sounds fine considering I barely have free time because the kids are always hungry. So, they leave and I go to my bedroom to take a well deserved nap. I start undressing because I’ve gotten used to being naked in bed and then lie on my side with my hand on my belly. Then, I’m almost falling asleep when I feel a weight getting in bed with me and when I open my eyes I see Tate’s smiley face. He’s completely naked and his dick is already hard.

“Hey big guy. You look better in person than in the pics Darcy sends me”. He says and my heart skips a beat while I turn around to get on my back. “What are you doing here?” I ask and he gets closer to put his hands on my belly. “Darcy invited me over and she said we have some time for ourselves. You have a wonderful wife by the way”. Tate says and starts rubbing my belly and even though I’m confused, I can’t deny it feels incredibly good. Part of me wants to tell him to leave me alone but as his hands start caressing me up and down, my defenses fall off and my hole squirms in need to get filled. Tate smiles and gets his hands on my massive pecs and starts massaging them, making me moan. My nipples start spraying milk all over my own torso and onto the bed but his touch feels so good that I don’t care if my tits flood the whole room. “I know you’ve been missing me, I can see it in your eyes and I’ve missed you a lot too”. He says and his hands travel down to my wide hips to squeeze them really hard. I moan again and by now my hole is so needy that it almost hurts. He leans forward and kisses my hairy belly while his hands play with my dick and then with my full balls. Finally, his hands get between my asscheeks to tease my hole with his fingers.

“Tate, we can’t do this. Not here. I’m already pregnant and I don’t wanna mess things up even more. Please”. I say but the last word sounds more like begging for something else than asking him to stop. He smiles and then kisses my lips while his hands are still playing with my crotch. “If you don’t want me here, then I’ll leave but your body tells me you want me to stay. Also, this is just part of my deal with Darcy. Or her deal with me. She convinced me that we could share the hottest man on Earth, aka you. She says there’s more than enough of you for the both of us”. He says and as crazy as it sounds, I’ve heard my wife saying those exact words. “So, you decide. If you want me to leave, I’ll leave. If you want me to stay, I’ll stay. But if I stay, I’ll be coming over very often because I know you’ll need me”. While he talks he starts rubbing his thick dick against my leg and my whole body shivers uncontrollably. “Tate please…” I say almost whimpering and he smirks. “Please what?” He asks and gets his thick dick closer to my crotch. “Fuck me, please. Fuck me. I need you”. I finally moan out and open my legs for him as Tate gets in position to shove his dick in me.

A few minutes later, I’m panting heavily while he’s thrusting into me like a jackhammer. I feel his thick dick stretching me so nicely and hitting my prostate over and over again that my dick has shot probably a liter of cum all over my own belly. Even then my full balls are getting another big load ready to come out. “Oh yess! It feels so good. Please keep going. Fill me up, Tate. Bury your big dick as deep as you can”. I say, completely lost in pleasure and Tate just goes harder. My whole body bounces and my massive pecs are shooting milk everywhere like fountains. My body and the bed are a huge mess, between our sweat, my cum and my milk getting everything wet but I only care about the big man fucking my brains out.

“You’re such a perfect breeding machine. Look at you all covered in cum and milk while you’re growing our 8 boys in your womb. Fuck, that’s so hot”. He says and thrusts really hard into me, making me cum for a third time without even touching my dick. A few seconds later I hear him groaning and right after that, I feel his warm seed filling up my guts and making me feel pretty full. “I’ll be your baby factory if that’s what you and Darcy want. I’ll have a hundred more kids if the two of you want, but you’ll have to be there too. I need you as much as I need her”. I say while I try to catch my breath back and his dick stays fully hard inside of me. After that, Tate and I spend 4 hours having several rounds of sex and by the time he’s leaving, my belly feels incredibly full after all the loads he has pumped into me.

The best part is that when the New Year arrives, I’m in the middle of a long and passionate sex session with my wife, who can’t get enough of me and has made me cum countless times already. Even though we’re both pregnant and our bellies get in the way in some positions, we manage to have several rounds, which results in her belly feeling pretty bloated after my big balls have pumped lots of cum into her. “That’s my big man. You really know how to please a woman and I heard you had a great evening”. She says while we’re catching our breaths back. “Yeah, it was great but I still needed this. I need you as much as I need him”. I say and she smiles at me. I’m on top of her and my dick’s still inside her pussy so we’re face to face. “I know and that’s why we made a deal. We’ll share you from now on. He can come and do whatever he wants but you have to fulfill your marital responsibilities. How does that sound?” She says while her hands start rubbing my massive milky pecs and some milk falls on her. “It sounds like you’re the most wonderful wife in the world. As I told him, I’ll be your baby factory for as long as the two of you want. I’m yours and I will always be. I love you”. I say and we start making out again, in preparation for another round of wild sex.

After that day, my life gets better because I stop worrying about getting too big and I start eating even more instead. My relationship with my wife gets even better and our sex life is simply amazing. It all makes me feel young again. I fall in love with her more and more every day and she’s just crazy for me. Then there’s Tate, who is just as in love with me as my wife is. Considering he has a family and we don’t want his wife finding out about our affair, we have made a little schedule for our fucking sessions. My wife has insisted that Tate should have me on Sundays so I spend the whole day with him at a cabin he rents for us and we spend most of our time there just fucking. Apart from that, I start meeting with Tate in his office every Tuesday and he usually does a quick check up on me before fucking me over the examination bed like the day when we conceived the octuplets. On Thursdays he usually takes me to hotel room and he fucks me for a few hours before each of us go back to our respective houses. So, three times a week I’m being fucked nice and hard and the rest of the week I fuck my pregnant wife nice and hard. What else could I ask for?

The only problem, and something that we didn’t consider in our schedule, is that my belly starts getting too big for me to go out in public. By the time I’m 20 weeks along at the end of January, I weigh 311 pounds and my belly is so big that it looks like the size it was at around 30 weeks along with the first quadruplets. Even though I don’t care that much about some people looking at me, when I go to the hotel with Tate or whenever I go to the grocery store with my wife, people stare a lot because I’m simply too big to keep a low profile. Also, my pecs have been growing a lot too. They are probably bigger than soccer balls and even though I wear baggy clothes, I don’t pass as a fat man anymore. My pecs produce ridiculous amounts of milk even though my 10 kids keep drinking my milk. I have considered weaning the older babies but I don’t know what will happen if I take any of them out of the feeding line. So, instead of just throwing away gallons of milk, I prefer giving them to my kids. I still have to pump several times a day but with the kids’ help, my pecs’ plumpness is much more manageable. I can’t wait for my wife to give birth so our next baby boy will help me with that too.

Anyways. Apart from my massive pecs, my belly probably sticks out almost 2 feet in front of me and it’s already looking almost as wide as my shoulders. Its heaviness is so incredibly uncomfortable that I spend most of my time sitting or lying down to ease up the intense pressure that my belly puts on my hips and to help me ease up the soreness on my back. I already feel like a beached whale and I’m just halfway through the pregnancy. Most of my clothes don’t fit me anymore and even though my wife gets me new ones every few days, I’m outgrowing them really fast. I’m always shirtless and often fully naked when I’m in the house, which is most of the time, and it’s nice. Ed visits us pretty often and he loves to rub my belly, waiting for the babies to start moving. He finally gets what he wants one Saturday when I’m 22 weeks along. I’m in bed after breastfeeding Adrian and Alex, and Ed’s hands are on my belly while he talks about his best friend Will and their biology classes. Suddenly, I feel one of the babies in my belly moving and Ed jumps in excitement. “Wow… I felt that. It was really cool. Do you think they’ll move again soon?” He asks and immediately I feel another kick. Ed’s smile grows bigger while all the babies start moving inside me. “Dad, that’s so cool. Soon you’ll have 16 arms and 16 legs pushing against your skin”. He says as I look at my belly in horror.

So, it’s really hard to find a big enough shirt to cover my big belly and big pecs but it’s a total nightmare to find pants that don’t make me feel like they’ll rip at any given second. My ass has ballooned up a lot and my balls are still so swollen that I can feel their weight when I walk. My whole body is blowing up and I still have 18 more weeks to grow. This also gives me some trouble when it comes to my fucking sessions with my wife. Considering she’s also pregnant, our bellies make it hard to find a position that’s comfortable for the both of us but we always manage. When I’m with Tate, my favorite position is on all fours because he usually goes harder into me but my belly has gotten so big already that it rests heavily on the mattress and I know I won’t be able to get my hands on the mattress pretty soon. Even then, Tate is always willing to find new positions and add some creativity to our meetings. So, he still fucks me really hard even though I’m getting as big as a house.

Also, as I get bigger, both of them start getting hornier so our sex sessions start getting longer and more passionate. Tate and my wife are doing amazing with their deal and I’m loving every single second of it. Everything's amazing and getting better. On some weekends, instead of Tate taking me to the cabin on Sunday, he comes to pick me up on Friday and we spend the whole weekend together while Darcy and Ed take care of the babies. These weekends represent a challenge because I have to pump enough milk for all the kids, for the whole weekend. Even though it takes some time, my pecs fill up several gallons with milk without problem. This also means I have to pump a lot while I’m with Tate but he’s more than willing to “milk his cow” as he usually says. Also, as I get bigger, we change our routine and instead of going to the hotel on Thursdays, Tate comes to my house to fuck me while and Darcy stays downstairs. Everything is working nicely but as I get bigger, I’m finally feeling how hard it is to carry eight babies while taking care of 10 more. I also have to be available for my wife and for Tate whenever they want me and, of course, I still have to be a good dad for Ed.

So, when I get to 24 weeks along in late February, everything is as good as things can be and even though I struggle to do some tasks, my lovely wife is always there to help me. I weigh 335 pounds and my belly is as big as it was at 36 weeks along with the second quadruplets. The babies move so much that they make me feel way bigger than I am. My waddling is so pronounced that my wife says I look like a penguin. Also, my balls have been getting even more swollen so I really need to get my legs far apart whenever I move from one room to the other. It’s not like I get out of the bed that much anymore but I still enjoy sitting in the living room with my wife while I breastfeed our kids. I’ve gotten to the size where nothing fits me so I spend my days completely naked and my wife doesn’t mind at all. When Ed comes to visit, he doesn’t seem to mind either. He just laughs and makes some jokes about my size but keeps helping me out like always. Well, it’s not like he can do anything about it anyway. I just don’t have clothes to wear and he understands. He’s the most wonderful son in the whole world.

So, my size also changes my routine with Tate because I don’t go to his office anymore. We have considered our options and Darcy said Tate should come to our house to fuck me whenever he wanted. She is the one who decides and I’m fine with it. I still go to the cabin with Tate on Sundays because even though it’s not that easy, I manage to get in Tate’s car and he enjoys having me next to him, fully naked. Clothes have never been important at the cabin from the very beginning so my nakedness is actually an advantage for him to fuck me over and over again. We just can’t get enough.

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#mpreg story #mpreg art #Bigmnm Fathers Day

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yourimagines · 1 year ago

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Nick having anxiety attack and the reader helps him

Thank you 🙏🏻

Anxiety

* English is not my first language I apologise

* Triggers: angst,swearing, fluff

Y/N POV

Nick had a press conference today. He was already a bit irritated by Ariel so he was not having it today. “It will be fine, just do it and it will be over soon.” His trainer said to him as wel we’re all walking to the press room. “Yeah… I just hate those things…” I linked my arm in his, resting my head against his arm. “It will be fine, we’re all here in the crowd.” I said too him while looking up, meeting his eyes. He nods slowly and placed a quick kiss on my head. “I know.” He said a bit quieter as we walked to the that door. “Let’s get them champ.” I kissed his cheek and let’s his arm go. He didn’t say anything back but his eyes told me everything.

Nick was answering a few questions as someone stood up. “Hi my name is Josh, I have a question for Nick. Are you afraid to come forward about what happened a few days ago at the UFC gym. The are a lot of rumours about you and your brother Nate…” Nick fiddles with his bracelet, looking a bit anxious. “What are you saying?” Dana asked Josh. “The accident at the gym, is he or Nate involved in that?” Nick leaned closer to the microphone but Dana was faster. “No he’s not involved neither is his brother Nate, are you trying to provoke him? Because last time I checked Ariel did the same thing this morning?” Dana looked down at Nick. He was fiddling with his hands, looking uneasy about this. I leaned closer to Nate. “Are you guys involved?” I whispered to him. “Nahh.. we saw it happen but didn’t do shit.” I nodded and looked back at Nick. “Next question about the fight please…yes you sir.” The press conference went further as Nick wanted to go.

Nick storms out the room, walking pass us. “Nick, please wait for me.” He slowed down a bit as I quickly followed him to an empty room. He closed the door behind us and sat down against it. I followed him, sitting in front of him. His head leans against the door, eyes closed as he tried to focus on his breathing. “Babe?” His hands searching for me. “I’m here.” I grabbed his hands and held them. I rubbed with my thumbs circles on the back of his hands, trying to calm him down without talking. He doesn’t like it when people try to calm him down with talking to him, he just wants quietness. “I hate this..” I cracked out as his breathing was still unsteady. His hands were trembling as his knee starts to bounce a little bit. “I know…” he opens his eyes and looks at me. “I’m such a loser…” I shook my head. “No you’re not…” I tried to answer as short as possible, not wanting him to be more upset. He took a deep breath and hold it for a few seconds. Before he breathe out again. I moved a bit closer to him, as I did that I saw panic in his eyes. “I’m not leaving, just getting closer.” He nods and makes room for me. We stayed like that till he’s breathing was back to normal

He looked down at our hands, ashamed of himself, that I saw his vulnerable side. “Are you okay?” I whispered softly at him, while I leaned against his arm. He nods and tries to smile to me. “Don’t hide for me Nick. You know I would do this everyday with you if I have to. I don’t care” he sniffs and went with his hand through his hair. “I know.” He said quietly back. “Are you okay enough to go back? Or…” “I want to go home.. I’m done with this shit for today.” I nod and kissed his hand. “Let’s go home then..” he looks down at me. “You sure? You don’t want to go out, eat some food, hang around with the rest.” “Nick fuck that. I’m not in the mood either to play nice and happy. I’m tired and I’m hungry.” I saw a tiny smile on his face. “Your hungry?” I nodded. “Yes and its making me a bit angry..” he kisses my cheek. “Then we have to go, my girl wants food.” I laughed and playfully hit his arm. “Let’s go home and cuddle and watch some movies.” We both stood up. “Whatever you want baby.” He wrapped his arm around me, pulling me close to his side. “I love you Nick.” “I love you more baby.” He whispered against my head. He opened the door and guided us to the car. I quickly texted that I wasn’t feeling well and that we where going home. “Who did you text.” “Nate.” I said while getting in the car. “What did you say?” “That I wasn’t feeling so good so we are heading home.” “You don’t feel well?” I looked at him with a obvious face. “No idiot, but he doesn’t need to know that we are not in the mood to join them.” He smiles and shakes his head. “Taking one for the team.” “Always for you mr Diaz” he chuckles. “Let’s get soon to be mrs Diaz some food before she chops my head off.” I giggled as he drove us back to our home..

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twilightmalachite · 1 year ago

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Hermitage - Sunday 1

Author: Nishioka Maiko (with Akira)

Characters: Hajime, Mika, Shu

Translator: Mika Enstars

"I was so excited that I had trouble fallin’ asleep last night…"

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Season: Winter

Location: Starmony Dorms Kitchen

Hajime: Humhumhum~♪ Ahh, the dashi[1] smells good~. ♪

I typically just have a simple breakfast with bread, but every so often I crave something Japanese.

Starting the day with warm miso soup will fill you with happiness!

Ah, that’s no good. The dashi started to boil while I was distracted. Let’s quickly dissolve the miso… Oh?

Ohh, there’s daikon radish sprouts[2] being grown on the counter, huh?

Hehe, might as well add some to my miso soup while I’m at it!

Mika: Nnah~! Oh nooo~! I’ll be late at this rate~!

Hajime: Hm? Was that Kagehira-senpai’s voice? He sounds like he’s in quite the hurry…

Mika: I’m an idiot~! I didn’t think I was gonna oversleep—

Eh, huh? Hajime-kun?

Hajime: So it really was you, Kagehira-senpai! Good morning. ♪

Mika: Mhm, g’mornin’. Ahh, I thought somethin’ smelled good, so yer makin’ miso soup huh? Did’ja have it fer breakfast?

Hajime: Ah, no, I haven’t eaten yet. I’m making it right now~.

p>Ah, what great timing. The miso soup has finished, so would you want to enjoy it with me, Kagehira-senpai?

Mika: Nn~, I’d really love to, but I’m in kind of a hurry, y’see~… I’m sorry, I came here thinkin’ I’d just drink some milk.

Hajime: Milk, huh? Here, let me pour some for you, then.

Mika: Eh? Ya sure? I can just do it myself.

Hajime: It’s already here from when I used it in my meal, so please don’t worry… There, here you go.

Mika: I appreciate it, thank ya kindly.

*glug glug*…♪

Hajime: By the way, what are you doing in such a hurry? Are you going to work after this?

Mika: Ahh, not quite. Oshi-san’s comin’ back to Japan today fer Valkyrie’s new song. So I was thinkin’ about goin’ to pick him up~!

Oshi-san told me he didn’t need t’be picked up, but I thought t’keep it a secret and surprise him!

And yet, I managed to oversleep on such an important day! He’ll be here in an hour! Oshi-san’s gonna arrive before I do at this rate~…

I was so excited that I had trouble fallin’ asleep last night…

Hajime: Hehe, like a kid the day before a trip.

Mika: Uu~, this isn’t good though~...

Hajime: If you have an hour, you should be able to make it if you hurry and leave now, right?

Mika: Oh, yer right! I’ll hurry up then…!

Lemme finish this—*glug glug*

A’right, thanks fer the meal. Alright, I’m off~!

Hajime: Take care, Kagehira-senpai! ♪ Do be careful out there~!

Location: Airport (Lobby)

Mika: Haah~… J-Just in time…

Uu, I’m all sweaty from runnin’ in such a hurry. It’s somewhat embarrassin’ to be the only one feelin’ hot in the middle of winter…

Ah! I might’ve made it in time, but it doesn’t mean I can take it easy! I gotta look fer Oshi-san!

Ummm… Looks like the arrival gate fer the flight from Paris is over there…?

Shu: ……

Mika: Ah! I see Oshi-san walkin’ over there!

Oi~, Oshi-sa~n! Here, over here~! Oi~!

Shu: Gyah?! Kagehira…!?

Mika: Thank goodness~! I was able t’find ya in time. Oshi-san, welcome back~! ♪

Shu: Don't speak so loudly, have some dignity! You'll surprise others and they'll look this way. Have some shame.

Goodness… You should have told me in advance you were coming to pick me up, you know.

Mika: Nnah~, don’t be like that~. I jus’ wanted t'surprise you is all~.

Ah! Oshi-san, you must be tired! Lemme take yer luggage. Also, are ya thirsty or anythin’?

There's a vending machine over there if yer thirsty! Or are ya hungry instead? Ummm, fer that—

Shu: Kagehira, you're being loud chattering away like that.

Don't cling to me like a dog just because I'm tired from a long flight. What're you going to do if you end up exhausting me further?

Mika: …♪

Shu: …What? I'm angry at you, yet you're smiling.

Mika: Well, I was just thinkin' about how it's been so long since ya got angry. ‘Cuz on the phone, you don't get angry often. Yer always so kind~!

It makes me happy when yer kind to me, but it really feels like Oshi-san’s home when you get angry.

Shu: Hah… I don't understand you as usual. It's beyond me why you’d want me to be angry at you.

Here. Let's go drop off my luggage at my dorm room, Kagehira.

Mika: Nnah~! Oshi-san, wait a sec~! Don't walk so quickly~!

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A soup base often used for miso soup, as well as many other Japanese dishes. It’s made with bonito flakes and kombu and has a nice umami flavor.

Daikon radish sprouts grown straight from the seeds, often grown at home with hydroponics. Can be used for soups as well as plenty of other dishes. You see Hajime holding them in his card here!

#hermitage #translation #event #shu itsuki #hajime shino #mika kagehira

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slayonehundredninetytwo · 1 year ago

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Occupied

tw: emeto

Sickie:Suengmin

Caretaker: Lee Know, Felix, IN

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After a long day of practice and schedules, Seungmin was ready to finally get some rest. He had been feeling unwell all day, but it really wasn’t that bad. Just a little headache was all. But by the time they got back to the dorms for the day, he really started to feel like crap.

“Minnie, what do you want to eat for dinner?”

“Nothing.” Seungmin said, already walking away to his room. He wasn’t hungry at all, the only thing he was “hungry” for was sleep.

Meanwhile, Minho was left confused in the living room. He turned to Felix.

“What’s up with him? Did I do something wrong?”

“I’m sure it’s nothing. I’ll go talk to him.”

“Okay. I guess I’ll get started on dinner then.”

“Alrighty.” Felix said, walking down the hall to Seungmin’s room, opening the door to find Seungmin laying in bed already.

“Hey Min. Are you okay? You seemed upset at something earlier.”

“I’m fine. Can you just leave me alone?” Seungmin wasn’t upset before, but he was a little annoyed at Felix interrupting his rest.

“Okay, whatever you say. Minho’s making dinner. I’ll call you when it’s ready, you need to eat, we’ve had a busy day, you have to be at least a little hungry.” The thought of food made Seungmins stomach churn.

“I already told you I’m not hungry.”

“Oh. Okay then? Are you sure you’re not upset at something?”

“Please. Just go away.”

Seungmin wasn’t trying to be rude. He wasn’t even angry. He was just so exhausted. All he wanted was to sleep off whatever was going on with him. But he could see that his words were misunderstood by Felix, and he could practically hear Felix’s thoughts about what he did wrong and why Seungmin was mad at him. He was just too tired to care, and Felix finally left the room, defeated.

“I think he’s definitely upset about something.” Felix said, re-entering the kitchen, where Lee Know was preparing dinner.

“I wonder what’s wrong. He seemed happy earlier??” I.N. said from his seat at the counter.

“Something must have happened.” Lee Know said, dropping 4 squares of ramen into the boiling water. When the noodles are done cooking, they decided to try and send IN to get Seungmin. After all, he had to eat after such a long strenuous day of dancing and singing, or it would not be good for him by any means.

When Jeongin knocked on Seungmin’s door, he received no answer. He assumed his hyung was napping, and let himself in. He was surprised to find Seungmin out of bed, walking to the door. Before IN even said a word, Seungmin pushed passed him. However, he wasn’t on his way to the kitchen. He speed walked to the bathroom and desperately grabbed the door knob, only to find it locked.

“Occupied.” Felix said from inside the bathroom.

Seungmin slid down the wall beside the door and sat on the ground, he head falling between his knees. IN had followed him down the hall to see where he had gone and had witnessed Seungmin’s defeat.

“What’s wrong Min?” He said, kneeling in front of him.

Seungmin didn’t reply.

“C’mon Minnie. You can talk to me. What’s got you so upset? Did we do something?”

Seungmin still didn’t reply.

Instead, he pitched forward and threw up a wave of vomit.

IN was certainly shocked, quickly standing up, avoiding the mess growing on the floor, moving to rub Seungmin’s back.

Felix opened the door to this scene, equally as shocked. Quickly, the two helped move the boy into the bathroom, just in time for another wave of vomit in the toilet. They were even more shocked at just how much Seungmin had to throw up, seeing as he had eaten so little that day. IN stayed beside him while Felix went to get Minho. With each heave, Seungmin flew forward with such force that Jeongin had to put his hand to Seungmin’s forehead and hold him up, so he wouldn’t hit the seat. While his hand was there, he found that Seungmin’s forehead was really warm, too warm perhaps. When the poor boy finally was done being sick, he wiped his mouth with some toilet paper before leaning back against the bath tub, while IN got a cool wash cloth to put on his forehead.

Once Felix returned with Minho, they decided to move Seungmin to the couch where it would be easier to take care of him. They supported him out the door, passed where the mess previously was, and Seungmin was relieved that his hyungs had already taken care of cleaning it up. But he also felt bad, for making the mess in the first place.

They helped him to lay on the couch, making sure he was aware of the bucket placed beside him. As Seungmin dosed off, his dorm mates ate their now room temperature ramen before all settling down to stay with him for the night ahead of them.

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i finally finished this one! sorry for the wait, but i hope you liked it! it’s a little shorter than usual i think, but still a good one.

#skz sickfic #stray kids sickfic #skz emeto #sick suengmin #caretaker minho #caretaker felix #caretaker IN

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jaeyunlover · 2 years ago

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Hi, I’m Jake

Part 1

Warning:MIGHT CONTAIN smut MIGHT , cursing,a little fluff, minor dni arguing,fighting, yelling ALSO EXCUSE MY WRITING IM NOT GOING OVER IT 😭😭so don’t do me to bad I’m not putting extra periods and comma and stuff but yeah

Jake x reader

Nobody knew what was going on with Jake lately, they would ask him if he was ok ,but he would just say that he was fine but it was clear that he was lying.

After rehearsal Jake left earlier then usual, but they were use to it but of course jay just couldn’t leave him alone. So jay went after Jake saying things like ‘what’s up with you’ but it made Jake even madder and he started yelling at jay saying that he just wanted to be left alone.

“What’s up with him” jungwon asked concerned but annoyed at the fact that Jake is getting mad at everyone and not explaining why or what’s going on.

“I’m sorry for taking my anger out on you guys, it has nothing to do you y’all I’m just tired” Jake texted to the group chat. Everyone looked at each other and and sighed, and with that they ended the day with that texting back “it’s ok” and heading back to the dorms.

Jake was already at the dorm almost half asleep by the time they got there but heeseung couldn’t just leave Jake sad or angry, so he woke Jake up and asked did he want to go to the convenient store and Jake shook his head no but heeseung insisted that he did and Jake got up and put his shoes and jacket on he couldn’t say no to his hyung deer eyes.

Heeseung just wanted a one on one conversation with him, as they left heeseung texted the gc asking what they wanted to eat and should they get snacks. They all texted yeah and that they wanted chicken and heeseung looked at Jake and asked if he was hungry just nodded and heeseung laughed at how cute Jake was acting.

But Jake started crying and heeseung was befuddled and didn’t know what to say or do at that sudden change so he hugged Jake and said “I don’t know what’s going with you but you’ll be ok I’m here and so are the other member so don’t cry anymore , your a strong man right ?” Heeseung sat there patting his head “wanna sit down for a min?” Heeseung asked Jake nodded still not saying anything.

They sat at the nearest resting spot, it was silent and awkward then heeseung asked “so what’s up with you” Jake laughed shyly and a little embarrassed that he cried in front of his hyung “I guess im a little tired and stressed out you know? I feel like I keep making mistakes, we barely get any sleep so I guess im just drained”he said looking a bit better “well we have our holiday this week you can just rest we can also go shopping sounds nice?” Heeseung offered Jake just laugh

“Come on we have to go the store still”heeseung said so they got up and started heading there, as they entered the store there was a group of girls like 3-4 of them and one caught jakes eyes, he couldn’t stop starring at her with his nose still red and his eyes a little puffy.

“Jake ,Jake, Jake, Jake” heeseung repeated himself and stop dead in track when he saw jake light up like a Christmas tree when he saw y/n . She had colored hair that was burgundy and dark brown eyes with thick lips that matched the hips and was very curvy but the only thing that caught jakes attention was her smile.

Heeseung grabbed Jake by the shoulder snapping him out the trance that he was obviously in from the girl that was clearly a foreigner because she kept saying “i don’t understand” with a shy but faint smile when the community complemented her of her looks.

“She’s cute isn’t she?” Heeseung said teasing him but Jake just openly admitted it “yeah” not knowing what he was saying he got flustered and started stuttering “I mean yea- but like y-you know what I mean right”he said with a little laugh

“Come on” heeseung said walking closer to the group with a big smile on his face “no,what are you doing” Jake said chickening out. but he still followed behind heeseung over there, Jake had forgotten all the reasons why he was sad he was TERRIFIED right now what heeseung was thinking of doing. What he had dread came true heeseung spoke to them.

“Are you guys foreigners” he said in his best English accent, “yeah, how about you” y/n asked “yeah I am so is my friend his name is Jake he from Australia” heeseung replied Turning to introduce Jake but he was outta sight Jake hid behind a shelf in the store pretending to look for stuff sweating bullets.

Y/n laughed and asked “you have an imaginary friend?” And laughed at the Joke heeseung couldn’t help but laugh as he walked away looking for jake “stay right here I’ll get him” heeseung said in his broken English accent “ok” y/n said still laughing

“Come on” heeseung said grabbing have hand but jake was pulling away shaking his head fast getting shy “no I can’t” he said scared but laugh because he knows he looks crazy heeseung just said ok and let Jake go but then heeseung did what he thought wouldn’t happen

“I found him he’s over here” heeseung lightly raised his voice a little so they could hear him. They all looked up and headed over to where they were Jake had fear in his eyes and felt betrayed by heeseung and heeseung just laughed at Jake.

“So he isn’t imaginary” y/n joked with him “hi jake my name is y/n how are you” but jake froze he didn’t think that he would see her up close she smelled sweet and fresh and her skin glowing from the store lights she looked angelic

“Your really pretty” Jake just said out loud and heeseung bucked his eyes at the shocking comment “and doing fine how about you” he added “thank you and your cute too and your little accent awwww” y/n said Jake started blushing and heeseung was grinning because he didn’t know where that confidence came from in Jake , he’s usually shy and timid but he stepped out that square for once and it even surprised Jake himself.

Then jungwon texted the group “where are y’all are y’all ok?” Heeseung responded and said “the line was long were on our way home now” and then he ordered the chicken to the dorm so by the time they got there it would be there

“We have to go mind if we get y’all’s contacts” y/n said “yea us too ,and sure” jake said switching there phones and when she gave it back he noticed that she put her name In with a heart emoji like(💕) and with that they all headed home and Jake had a smile all the way home

“Happy you came out” heeseung said laughing “yeah” Jake said blushing looking at her contact name

“What took so long” jungwon asked them not convinced at the text heeseung sent. Then Jake and heeseung looked at each other and started laughing. “Awww your back smiling again im glad your ok now do you wanna talk about it?” Jungwon offered “I was just tired and need some air and stuff you know” Jake said walking toward jungwon giving him a hug “thank you” he added “yoi” jungwon said confused Jake laughed and he went to find Jake and apologize to him “it’s ok don’t worry” jay said laying on the bed scrolling through weverse comments then Jake jumped on the bed bro hugging jay and thanking him.

Sunghoon stood in the door way after getting out of the shower and Jake started walking to him to give him a hug to but he started walking backwards he thought is was cringe and so did Niki

And then he hugged Sunoo “it’s ok Jake everyone have bad days too we’re all humans” Sunoo said hugging him tight and Jake laughed because Sunoo thought he was squeezing tight but he wasn’t

Then the door bell buzzed the food had finally came and heeseung had got out shower and opened up the door and get the food and Jake headed to shower cuz he was the only one hadn’t used it yet. after 15 mins he got out and sat at the table with the other members and prayed for and over everyone food and they ate and ended night and Jake got a call from y/n everyone looked at him and heeseung laughed and so did Jake and they finished their food and went to sleep.

#smut #enhypen #jake x reader #enha x reader

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briamichellewrites · 7 months ago

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– What if you could start over where you left off? –

2004. Bria woke up in Brad’s bed. He was already awake. She gave him a tired smile as he came over to her. He kissed her as she pulled him down. It was ten in the morning, so he told her to get up. He would make her breakfast before she went home. When he got up, she picked up her clothes from the floor and got dressed. She pulled her hair back with a ponytail holder as she walked downstairs to the kitchen. It had been a marvelous first date!

During breakfast, they continued laughing and talking. He kissed her before she left. They planned on having another date. When she got home, she let Mike know. She fed the animals, who were not happy about being left alone all night. Human, you abandoned us! We’re hungry! Once they got their food, they started eating.

Thanks for letting me know. I’ll come over. – Mike

He wanted to see how she was doing. A couple of days before, she had written a song about having cancer. He and Bradford talked about it. They wanted to release it as a single for cancer awareness. When he got to the house, he was greeted by the dogs. Hi, human! Hi, human! He used the intercom to see where she was. She was upstairs in her bathroom.

The animals followed him up there. She waved to him as she heard him coming in. He watched as she braided her long hair. She had a ponytail holder between her teeth. Otherwise, she would have said hello to him. Once her hair was secured, she said hello to him officially. He laughed and said hello back. They walked downstairs and into her studio. How was her date with Brad? It was awesome! She told him all about it. The only thing she didn’t mention was them sleeping together.

He was happy she had fun! When he brought up how he and Bradford wanted to release her song as a single, she thought it was an awesome idea! He would let him know that.

Phoenix and Linsey met with his mother and brother, Joe. After eating lunch, they went over her diagnosis and her options. Chemotherapy seemed like the best option for her. Joe would take her to her next appointment the following Monday. Phoenix was trying to hold it together. It was not the time to get upset. He was not doing well.

Since the diagnosis, he has been fighting the urge to drink. He had anger he needed to get out. But he couldn’t do that to Linsey. It wasn’t fair! That’s what made him so angry! His mother didn’t deserve to have breast cancer. When they left, he went into the bathroom. Linsey was right behind him. Dave? She heard him sobbing, so she opened the door. He was on the floor covered in tears. She held him and let him cry. It wasn’t fair. They were both so terrified of losing her. Fuck cancer!

Bradford visited Phoenix after getting a phone call from Linsey. He was on the bathroom floor and was not moving. No, he wasn’t unresponsive. He was just so filled with grief, that he couldn’t move. His face was red and soaked with tears. He cried until he couldn’t anymore. Everything inside him wanted to go out and get drunk. But he couldn’t do that to Linsey or his mother.

She had enough to deal with. He wanted the floor to swallow him. Bradford crouched down to his level. He was having trouble breathing, so he had him take deep breaths. That helped fill his lungs with oxygen. He wiped the tears from his face.

“Hey, I’m here.”

“My mom has cancer.”

“Linsey told me that. What can I do to help your family?”

He shook his head. “I don’t know.”

“It’s okay. You can think about it. Do you feel like drinking?”

“Yes, but I can’t. I can’t do that to her. I feel so guilty about it.”

“How bad are your cravings?”

“Ten out of ten. I think I need rehab.”

Linsey joined the conversation. Maybe rehab would be a good idea for him. He apologized to her. She told him that she was proud of him for asking for help. When they started dating, she knew he was an alcoholic. She married him because she saw the man he was. His addiction wasn’t his fault. He was doing everything he could to stay sober and she was so proud of him.

This wasn’t a step back in his recovery, but a detour. As Bradford called different rehabs in the area, she continued talking to him. Would she tell Joe? Only if he wanted her to. Yes, he needed to know. Okay. Bradford found a center that had an opening. It specializes in trauma recovery and addiction in the LGBT community. They helped him off the floor and helped him pack his suitcase. How long would he be gone? Three months. Okay.

Before he left, he hugged his wife. I love you. She loved him too. Bradford would come over after he checked in. She nodded and then thanked him. Phoenix is back in rehab. That was the text message the band received. They had a group phone call with Bradford after he got home. Why was he back in rehab? Relapse prevention.

He had permission from Phoenix to tell them, but he asked them not to tell anyone else. They all agreed. Phoenix’s mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. She was going to undergo chemotherapy. Because of that, he had a strong urge to relapse. They were saddened to hear that. Could they do anything to help his family? He didn’t have that information yet. Okay. How long would he be in rehab for? He signed up for a three-month program.

He was going through a lot of stress. They couldn’t imagine. It wouldn’t be fair to put themselves in his shoes because they had no idea what it was like. They would all reach out to Linsey and ask how they could help. Maybe they could bring her food, so she wouldn’t have to cook or bring over groceries. Bradford asked Mike not to tell Bria. Not until Phoenix said it was okay. He agreed.

It wasn’t their place to tell her. The other guys agreed not to tell her. Thank you. Mike thanked him for being there to help him. After Joe, Chester, and Rob hung up, they talked about Bria’s new song. She wanted to set something up so that a percentage of the royalties went towards breast cancer research. He thought it was a great idea! The three of them would have to sit down together and discuss it. They both had a feeling she would match whatever they made. She had the money to do it.

Mike reminded him to take time to do something for himself. You can’t be Superman when you’re stressed out. He thanked him because he needed that reminder. You’re welcome. He would attend a service at his temple because he hadn’t gone to one for a while. That sounded like a great idea. They would take a week before coming back to talk more about the song.

Yeah. That plan sounds awesome! Just let me know. – Bria

You are amazing! – Mike

@zoeykaytesmom @feelingsofaithless @alina-dixon

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hellohibye1 · 2 years ago

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(Very roughly translated)

If They have a fight it’s always 🐰 who hang up the phone first because if 🦁 will do it 🐰 eyes will turn red. So after a fight it was Cold War between two of them but after few days 🦁 called him and asked him to buy him a cake (🐰wasn’t with him)

So 🐰 asked people from cake industry and they were sending cakes to 🦁 for a few days

🦁 was happy getting these cakes for several days in a row

🐰came to visit

🐰 I will not eat, i got fat

🦁: where? Look at you wrist

🐰: really gained weight , I measured myself😩

🦁really? Come here I will measure you

🐰: are you crazy? People are watching! 😠

🦁: are you shy? Come here, no one is watching

Shaking his legs: come on! Come here

🐰 pointed on his stomach

🦁 immediately started to rub it

🐰: I’m just hungry 🙄

🦁 (smiling): hungry?

🐰 👀

🦁(continue rubbing) okay, food will come soon, let’s wait a bit

🐰was in some store where he had to choose between two things

🐰: ah…ah these two both are fine

Employee: but you can choose only one

Staff who came with him: ah..I wish 🦁 was here…so can choose for 🐰…

Then 🐰 shyly smiled

I think we already saw that but will remind:

🦁 really likes to kiss 🐰 face and booping his nose

🐰was hungry to death 🦁 asked him what he wanted to eat. 🐰said: forget it. And then 🦁: I will buy smth for you. And then went to him and slightly touched 🐰 cheek.

Even on hot days, 🐰 always puts his hands in 🦁 sleeve and hangs on his neck

During video call:

Xxx: what are you eating?

Xx: cake, bought it around the corner

Xxx: looks tasty

Xx: it is, the filling strawberry-chocolate

Xxx: give me one bite

Xx: say “ah”~

X using his phone

W: show me your hand

X (putting out one hand): there is nothing

W: I will hold it for you

(Moment of silence)

X: Ya!, xxx, why are you biting my hand! You bite everything, so now it’s my hand!

W: I just...I bite once! Besides, why don't you tell that you always bite me

X: What did I bite?

W: Xls knows himself

X: where did I bite?

W: I still have the mark, that day...I almost got caught by my mom.

X: I saw it... what was you going to say if she caught you.

W: Tell me the truth, why are you even worried about ruining your image in front of my mom?

X: What do you mean, I'll bite you if I wanna bite you, and I'll bite you again next time

W asked X to have a meal. However, when X came and made fun of him again, W was not in a good mood.

w: "I hate it the most when you mess around like this."

X immediately stopped laughing: "Then why did you ask me to eat? Nothing would have happened if you didn’t call me to eat!"

w said, laughing so lightly (in a good sense): "I said I didn't like this type of you, I didn't say I didn't like you."

x laughed again and hit w lightly

🐰 try to touch your hair~

🦁 if you will touch me once again I won’t grow

🐰 but you are normally short?!

🐰 but that’s okay, I like it

xxx: ......I already told you, there's nothing to worry about... I told you, it's okay, I told you... ...don't do it, can you? ...go to sleep, go and have a good sleep, I told you to not talk nonsense…just sleep well, I will tell to send you snacks. I will be there in a few days. Just a few days…. Listen to me…

xx: you're mad at me?

xxx choked, and after a while his low voice was heard: no, you are good boy, bao you are good boy. (I can't hear the omitted part, xxx didn't feel good that day but held it in as much as he could)

Quite a while ago, not these days.

🦁 You do it

🦁 Wear mask and hat

🦁 Right

🦁 🥺 i was angry

🦁 I know

🦁 just because I miss you

🦁 en, it changed

🦁 it’s okay, it’s not tiring , definitely very soft

🦁 come play with me (meaning just come to have fun with me not exactly playing)

🦁 I will give you one yuan

🦁 I know I know 😂😂

🦁 😬

🦁 learning from you (repeating after you)

🦁 my eyes are still swollen

🦁 en…en..

👨 👉🏻👉🏻

🦁 got it got it I’m going!

🦁 see you in canyon (wtf?)

🦁 fufu （don’t know what Is it but when I write it in Chinese this emoji is suggested 💑)

👨 I arranged our meal

🦁 It's been a long time since I ate with him.

🦁 Last time, we didn't eat anything because it was just one day.

👨 you will go as soon as he finish?

🦁 Yeah, it's almost the same time as us

👨 late meals are the best

👨 if eat something warm you will sleep good

🦁 en ☺️

👨 have to wake up early

🦁 en 🥲

W Laoshi smile is so sweet

🦁 Did you finish?

🦁 Wait me

🦁 ☺️

How can you not hug me when you met me?

🐰 you like it?

🦁 en ☺️

🧔‍♂️ really tasty

👩🏻‍🦰 eat quickly and go

🐰 don’t be in rush, eat slowly

🦁 I’m full

🐰 i didn’t ask you

🦁 😏

🐰 why are you looking like that?

🦁 😏😏😏

Then 🐰 gave 🦁 a wink, 🦁 bowed his head without saying a word and fiddled with his phone, and we talked and laughed and chatted

🦁 I’ve sent you 1 yuan through phone

🐰 oh got it

🐰 later I will go

🦁 🙂🙂🙂

🐰 eat more

🦁 no, you are my role model

🐰 🤨

🦁 Thank you….X laoshi! For buying us food! Ah! Oh!

Nice to hear 👊👊👊

Actually 🦁🐰 barely ate because were scared to be swollen. So the had just two spoons. But we had good appetite.

They went separately but while going out 🦁 slightly pulled 🐰s back so 🐰 turned around and 🦁 smiled to him and 🐰 pulled on mask

Why is the way back for you always so long? Doesn’t matter how early you have to wake up, it won’t stop you.

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