#worry over my nephew and worry over my sister who’s having a godawful month
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bad stuff in my brain tonite dudes. not a fan
#kit talks#just so much worry#worry over my nephew and worry over my sister who’s having a godawful month#guilt and shame from how messy my house is and how i’m never going to get around to cleaning it up#like i can’t even start. there’s just so much clutter and i have no idea how to deal with it#i’m too goddamn tired to deal with anything#then i feel guilty bc like i said my sisters life kinda sucks right now and me feeling guilty for also being in a bad spot doesn’t help—#anyone but the guilt is still there#going to a theme park w friends this weekend and i feel Guilty for spending money and Guilty for not using the time to fix my life#and Guilty for not like. doing what my sister did for me and using the time + money to do stuff with the kids#and yes. i know those things are batshit insane. but they won’t go away#and i go back to work tomorrow after being off since friday and GOD i do not want to#my friend has covered for me (and from the sounds of it she’s been fantastic) but there’s still gonna be 100 emails and all the teams msgs#and having doctors whine about how ‘everything burns down when you’re not here!!!!!!!’#and i’m just already tired. i don’t want to deal with any of this#anyway. that’s that. so i guess i need to try and make myself sleep so at least i’ll just be normal tired tmrrw n not sleep deprived tired
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