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this didn’t fit in the hashtags but donr rb or comment I’m just screaming to myself atm I’ll probably delete this shit tomorrow goodnigjt fuck everything live vs kill
#vent because I’m going fucking insane#so I got a weekend job right#Yay! So fun! money!#but now I have absolutely no fucking free time#and I hate it cause all I want to do is draw#I just want to draw#Just a little bit#All I want in life is to draw#but I don’t have the time#and I feel like im going to die on the floor#cause I wanna draw so badly!!!!!!!#like it’s actually such a pain and I feel so overwhelmed and I just want to cry like a big baby about it#I would draw more but the thing is it takes me so long to get home from school#and I have to walk a dog after school sometimes#and then I don’t have a lot of time before I eat dinner#then I do my chores which isn’t a lot but I still don’t want to do them#and it just#UGH#I can’t draw inbetween like getting home and supper because I need time to recharge cause if I don’t recharge I’ll get artblocm and then#not want to draw at all which I don’t want#So I don’t get time to draw cause im either occupied with something or im recharging after doing an activity#and I just feel so stuck!!!! Cause now I work a 9-5 and I hate it cause im so tired after work!!!!!!!!!!!!#I also think im just scared cause im actually growing up now and im feeling more exhausted than ever#like I want to do stuff with my friends#I wanna have fun#I want to do things#this is why I love summer because despite the heat and the bugs I have time to myself#I rarely have time to myself if any when im in school#and I HATE ITTTTT#I HATE IT SO FUCKING MUCH
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"i cant keep doing this anymore" says guy who will continue to do this some more
#its me im the guy#im so tired . so so tired#in a really bad time with my job lately#in that nearly every day is so so trying and gives me moments of stress#and every week is just a countdown to the weekend#and like the day may not even start bad but by the end of the day im just tired and on the verge of or having a headache#it may just be that i get like this especially before my vacation where im like if i dont get my vacation im going to perish#and thats coming up in september so yay i can finally relax and have fun then#and i do that on the weekends but god they are so short. i hate working full time so much but! i have no choice but to do it#i cannot afford to work part time or not at all i dont have the time or money to go to college for a degree for a better job#im stuck here!!!!! god anyway .#its also just a lot less good at my job now theres so many more people here and i dont have as much goof off time which is essential#god anyway im too tired to rant any more#only solution is to finish my screenplay and make it big
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cosplaying is healing me personally (killing my wallet, also)
#mmmmni love having expensive hobbies HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAAJHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHYAA#Tbh for most of my life all i did was draw so like#i get surprised when shit costs stuff#w drawing#esp digital it s kind of like an investment#where u buy one device then after that have fun go crazy#w cosplay it's like . paying up Per character and Per accessory which is Yay#amazing even#and then i picked up cooking#it's consumable so obviously . youd have to buy shit all the time#im just very . i forgot the word. cautious about my money and end up spending it on dumb shit anyway#i am a hoarder at heart#but also deeper inside said heart is just a monkey brain that smiles when yellow color sad when blue color etc#simple minded activities of a person trying to feel something after being numb for a long time#also trying new hobbies because i fear the passion i had for drawing has been spent#i still do it because its what i do best and itd be a waste#but like yeah i kind of hate it sometimes#its cool when it turns out nice then a few hrs later i dont wanna look at it ever againnnnnnnnn#truthfully#i want to restart my brain#maybe itll do better on its 2nd try
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so many project ideas not enough ability..........
#libra.txt#hate it when the disabilities are disabling#i wanna write and i wanna draw and i wanna sew and i wanna have money to move out of this awful house#but i can't make money while on disability (or not TOO much money)#(which isn't going to be a problem regardless bc i have never been able to sell anything in my life)#(okay i have been commissioned ONCE. when i was like. 17? i think? idk it terrified me and that's why i don't do commissions!)#but everything i make is for myself first and that typically means no one else cares. yay#sigh. being hard on myself again.#i need to spend time with people that aren't direct relatives#those three days in richmond (while physically taxing for me) were so fun. it's good to see friends#even though there is still of course the persistent niggling 'what if they secretly don't like me but are too nice to say anything'#but that has been a constant since i was 14 so whatever. ugh. just gotta trust them#*I* still care about my friends so until they say it directly i must aggressively tell myself they like me too#sigh. gotta get back to those xc1 designs#why is art so hard. i hate it here
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I know I just spent 20€ on noodles and 80€ on primark but should I spend even more money going to the cinema and spoiling myself with takeout food?
#confession: i have never bought takeout food before but it feels very adult#and besides my bank account isnt looking so bad rn (the erasmus scholarship money comes in two big bulks)#so you know.....#besides... other confession IM BORED#yes i know im in a new country but sue me im a teeny tiny bit bored over here#so i wanna go for a movie ! im gonna go for a movie !#yay :)!#im rly rly looking forward to my uni courses and i fear im going insane not studying lol#if it gets bad im gonna start reading the dsm5 for fun#diary entries
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The Gilded 7 Casino
This song is clearly influenced by Take 5. Or at least I want to think it is. I discussed time signatures in my previous song analysis, but like I said then the most common time signature is 4 4 (it's even called common time). It's 4 crotchet beats per bar. If you can dance the Macarena to it, it's 4 4 time. If you can dance a waltz to it, it's 3 4 time. Take 5 uses a very unusual time signature: 5 4 (5 beats per bar). Take 5 also always makes me think of casinos, even before I played this game.
Now, the Gilded 7 Casino also has a relatively uncommon time signature, but it sadly hasn't got the number 7 in it. This felt like a massive missed opportunity but it would have also been quite odd to write so I can accept it.
Anyway, to the actual analysis: the song is written in 6 8 time. Note that both numbers are different from usual. The unit beat is different: instead of a crotchet (quarter note) it's a quaver (eighth note). This is known as compound time. It's the time signature used for songs such as Greensleeves or INXS' Never Tear Us Apart.
It is my favourite time signature.
A waltz has the accent repeating every three beats (1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3 for an example see this video at 1:22), and so does 6 8 (but it's more like 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6). You have to imagine it like two beats played per bar, and those two beats are split into thirds.
The easiest way is to say 'coventry' two times a bar.
Take a listen. Note that the tempo is quite slow relative to each 'coventry' (it's almost one coventry a second, I think it's 48 a minute), but because it's three little beats per each two big ones, it feels quite fast.
(Note that I've seen people write sheet music for it using 3 4 time. I think this wrong, but if you change the tempo the two time signatures are virtually indistinguishable, so who knows.)
So, why 6 8 (or 3 4 even)? What does this bring?
Let's take a step back and look at the rest of the song first.
It's rich. The piano feels weighty, with nice, heavy chords punctuated by deep, low notes which anchor us to the beat. You have that warm, arco violin paired with that husky-voiced saxophone. We have that constant heartbeat of the piano along with a walking bass in the back that fills out the sound nicely. It is a thick texture that is veritably thrumming with life, yet... there is still something not quite wholesome about it, isn't there?
My sources tell me it is written in D minor. This accounts for part of the discomfort it engenders. The minor key brings a sinister atmosphere to the piece; you feel like something bad is happening, if not evil than at least something dodgy. Exactly how it feels to be in a casino, surrounded by all the money being thrown around and the shady dealings going on. The casino is a Family-run business after all.
(D minor to me is also an elegant and rich key, that evokes deep purples with touches of crimson. It's because of the D being the tonic. It just is OK.)
The dynamics are decidedly loud, again creating a bustling atmosphere. I feel it is pertinent to note here that the first time we hear this song (correct me if I'm wrong but I distinctly noticed this last time I played) is during the slot machine gun scene. Unless you voluntarily choose to go back to the casino afterwards, this cutscene is the only time you'll hear the song. This piece is designed to evoke a sense of chaos and thrill.
And now, we reach the rhythm.
6 8 time. It evokes a waltz or a ballroom dance, which aids in building that elegant, luxurious vibe, but, being 6 8, it is notably quicker than a normal waltz would be. It gives the piece a briskness, but since each fundamental beat (the 1 and the 4 I pointed out earlier) is quite slow, it doesn't lose that languid, almost bloated feeling.
Then we have the violin and sax. The violin tends to jump between playing short, detached, strongly accented notes (e.g. at 0:52) and longer, smooth notes, but never really losing any intensity (e.g. 0:41). The saxophone is much the same (listen from 1:20 to 1:43). Again we have this contrast between the stateliness, the weighty feeling of wealth, and the buzz of the casino. It's a bit like the ostentatiousness of the nouveau-riche compared to old money: the casino has cash and it's showing it off. The elegance here is all bought and as a result it ends up feeling tawdry. It also helps with the action-packed scene that it features in. This is further evoked by the sax's tendency to add ornamentation to its longer notes: little flitterings of notes at the start of the drawn-out ones. It feels like it's trying to impress you.
Also, big shout out to the percussion: that cymbal crash really brings out the bam! and could be a bit of a play on the sound of coins falling. The drum beat enters quite late, at the same time as the sax. It doesn't quite work to keep the beat, however, if anything it seems to land on off beats, opposing the regularity and pacing of the piano. Once again, we have a song that brings out unease but also bewilderment and hustle and bustle. The song feels fun, it just has a dark undercurrent.
Exactly how the casino should feel.
It is not Layton-esque, and it highlights how future London has become a seedy city ruled by criminals. Recall that Layton, a man of simple elegance and refinement, who appreciates the craftmanship of a simple lacquered stool, is now (supposedly) the owner of this den of iniquity.
It evokes all the things Layton patently isn't and in doing so encourages a sense of revulsion that things could become so bad. The whole casino makes me feel sad, because it stands opposed to everything Layton believes in, and the thought he has changed so completely he would forgo those values hurts.
#professor layton#professor layton and the lost future#music analysis#also by evoking jazz and songs like take 5#which is more of a cool jazz#though gilded 7 is a bit 'hotter'#it calls to mind classic casino tropes#1920s Gatsby vibes and the like#lots of money to throw around and lots of debauchery#“there's debauchery here! Yay debauchery!”#(that's and ouran high school host club reference by the way)#I love this song#fun story: I was playing shops once with my siblings and cousins#and I was like the manager or whatever#and my sibling decided to take over#and like kicked me out or what have you#when I was in charge I was playing the toy car song from this game#because it sounds like video game shop music#but when my sibling took over I changed the track to this song#which bugged them because it does sound so seedy#like now they're in charge the shop is disreputable and shady#I mean my sibling was like 3 or 4 or something so probably barely understood these concepts#but still felt them intuitively and knew this song wasn't a 'good' song (in a moral sense)#also don't gamble kids#Chances are you’re about to lose.#You win some you lose more.
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most interesting popular accounts to me are the ones that just post stuff like gifsets or art or writing but never ever say anything, like no tag rambles, no personal posts, no opinions, no rants. im always like surely.... surely you have something to say....
#idgi#like its so boring yeah your posts are pretty or what have you but give me someone who talks and makes stuff only half as pretty#and im gonna prefer them bc i can see some personality behind it#idk maybe im just mean but its intriguing#esp since ive followed a bunch of blogs for the new thing im into and so many of them are like this#also on the rare occasions they do say stuff the posts never get notes#or replies and meanwhile they just posted a thanks for 9k followers post#i dont see the point of 9 thousand people if no one talks EVER#ALSO EVIDENTLY THEY WANT TO TALK BC MY ASS CANNOT BE STOPPED FROM REPLYING#and then they be out here following me even tho im some lil nobody so like#they must be like yay! someones talking!#again whats the point of this website if we dont reply and reblog and talk and have fun bro#see again this just makes me squint bc its like a lot of big influencer ig accs who just post perfectly edited pics and sell shit#and never say a word that could get in the way of a sponsorship#why are you acting like that on tumblr you dont even get money from being popualr here lmao
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Omg I'd so totally buy Hermitcraft patches :3 I have a couple vests and a pair of pants I'm filling with patches rn and having something fun and silly that reflects my interests would be Soo cool - @helsex
!!! hell yeah
#original post tag#ask tag#ur jacket from before was so cool btw#im not sure what ideas exactly bc like. the best way to actually make money would be doing the popular shit. but idk if i wanna do that. so#eh. ill figure it out#like idk i wanna do it bc yay fun but also. hey. money. yknow
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just...........yeah xD
#this was so fun xD#probably gonna do more once I have enough money again to buy a 1 month subscribtion to CapCut so I can edit out background noises#but keep the voices xD#a little tight right now...yay#aNYWAY that's this exists because ff7 makes me smile♡#final fantasy vii rebirth spoilers#final fantasy vii#final fantasy vii rebirth#final fantasy 7#final fantasy#final fantasy 7 rebirth spoilers#ffvii#final fantasy 7 rebirth#ffviir#ff7r#ff7#cloud#tifa#aerith#yuffie#barrett#red xiii#cait sith#rude#reno#Youtube
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#splootspeaks#i am doing homework on a SUNDAY. WHAT THE FUCK.#whoever allowed saturday classes to happen i hope you hit your pinky toe on a chair#i cannNOOTTT GET A BREAK HERE. I HATE THIS SHIITTTT I'M BOUTTA DROP OUT A SECOND TIME ISTG#give me money to fun my college dropout phase 2 electric bogaloo#i hate school i hate it here this is soooo fucked up dude i neeeeed to either graduate or die bc i canNot go into scholarship debt bro wtfff#I HATE SCHOOL 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#i hope someone commits arson so we all graduate yay
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I went to my first Pride this weekend!! I had a great time and it was really fun <3
#I got to walk in the parade today yay!!#and yesterday I handed out bracelets and took donations for the very nice organization that let me have a corner of their table#I raised a good bit of money for them so I’m happy about that#the parade was also sooo cool#lots of people though so my social anxiety was kinda ouugh#but!! I still had tons of fun!!#picture is by my friend who walked in the parade with me <3#she’s so good at taking pictures <3 <3#lgbtqia
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playing so much eo luminous the last few days i tetris effecting fish swimming in the corners of my vision at all times.
#i will probably write more in depth how i feel abt it but basically what i expected from initial trailer. not a fifty dollar game but i am#autistic and have been grinding the event map i want to crack top 100#at 160 now. uhm it sure is a game. there are no jellyfish in the game i didnt realize tilsomeone on reddit pointed it out lol#crazy. was talking to my brother abt it and he compared it to starfield which like. mmhm.#ive literally only played the event map i got the game a week late so like i have not experienced the actual generation part but still.#but like. slow collectathon mixed w pokemon snap free roam and random ppl swimming in circles w me is fun enough i will get my moneys worth#add seals to the game. i dont expect a giant content update but i would like a like. heres another fifty animals w like seals and waterbird#and jellyfish yknow. i dont expect a true story mode or even an aquarium mode (i never cared abt the aq in the original games so idc either#way) but i do hope for like some more types of spawn in formations and then more animals. pipe dream is zoom in spots but idk how possible#that is w the shared maps. though i figure its no diff than ppl freezing in place for the cutscenes.#i will write out my oficial thoughts probably next week but for now i will no life this game etc etc. yay#went and typed in the code for the softlock item from reddit so i am just going and starting to collect salvage the last hour#so its fun to read item descriptions
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world's normalest guy spends $100 on nendoroid parts
#txt#tbd#i triple checked and still messed up the neck peg part of the order AGAIN LOL so ill have to tell em its fine#its birthday money so its fine . .. i need more projects#i bought two projects worth of parts this time :3#so i will space it out and have a good whiles worth of work to do! and then i will have two more little guys!#i have potentially three more after that to make but#im hopingggg for a specific part to come in stock#before ordering for any of those#alsooo i might need to restock materials after this batch#i might even need more colors of paint for this but we'll see what i can mox#mix *#id also like to make custom stands for them!#i have an official nendo now !! thanks to my bf :3 so i have the real thing to reference if i do make some#im so !! i love working on these#and itd be fun to have a whole array of my oc figures in the Real#i actually found hairs that work shockingly well for my othrr 2 characters which like#have strange haircuts to find so i was surprised#the hair thatd be perfect for one of the other three characters is out of stock .. i havent found any others like it#ANYWAY#ineed to get one of these fucking jobs to hire me so i can spend my paychecks on the hobby instead pff#but birthday money is fine#yay yay#love u guys !!
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time machine by blood
i miss the bright-eyed sophomore in english class, arms sore from always knowing the answer and cheeks lined with a sugary film.
every morning (because she must), she dresses herself like a primped schnauzer. frills line her bruised wrists, and an obnoxious bun sits atop her crown.
then again, that's never really who she was.
she was staying awake until four a.m. because you needed the hours and the closing manager promised to pay you under the table if you clocked out at eleven.
she was the pitying look from teachers after they give you yet another extension because they know things are hard at home, sweetheart.
she was sex with every boy offering so much as a kind look because fuck, haven't you earned the right to do the wrong thing?
i'd kill who i am now a million times to be her again.
#12possums#good evening gang#not feeling very cash money today#need to move on but i literally physically cannot#so thats super fun!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!#poetry#writing#writers and poets#literature#original poem#poem#poets on tumblr#creative writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#smittenbypoetry#sad poem#sad poetry#kateubanks
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Oh your kevjeanthea in the pros is so funny because like. Jean will spend the whole night awake wondering what they are to each other and the next morning he opens his phone to see that he was added to Kevin and Thea's dogpark friends gc. Just fully introduced as like "oh this is Kevin and Thea's Jean"
ITS SERIOUSLY LIKE THAT. i think jean would have a very specific idea of what kevin and thea are like especially a few years into playing on a pro team together and he'll be very very very surprised it's not what he expected at all. he's going to realize he was wrong one day when he's sitting in (hand to god) pottery class (POTTERY CLASS, jeremy, do you understand how off in the head these people are) with kevin and thea fighting for his life to get any say in how their matching mugs are going to look like (kevin wins because he exhausts them) (they end up being trojan-red abominations and you can't even drink out of thea's)
just very! you know! sneakily domestic... i think jean would be fully in bed with his head on thea's chest thinking to himself what the fuck is going on here. who are these people. why do i feel so happy. i must be going crazy. I must hate them. i need to get the fuck out of here. like a nervous prey animal. but the sex is amazing. and trying to get moved from the houston sirens is going to be such a pain in the ass. and they have a dinner party with the neighbors in a week and why would jean miss out on free food. so you can understand the stress he's under
#jean: why are we doing this thea: the sex is good and tax returns are plenty with three working people in a household jean: okay#i think jeanthea is very thea saying anything and jean being like okay <3 yay <3#because he trusts her LOL#i also think kevin is like this with thea but he likes arguing with her also so he pretends otherwise#also i think this kevjean is very funny because for once kevin is the normal one so jean's entirely off his game#folding kevin in half in front of his (their?) girlfriend is ok but going grocery shopping with kevin is too intimate#HES REALLY STRUGGLING#kevin muffled into jeans shoulder like good morning aough. and jeans like he hates this he hates me#thea i need to kill myself and then kevin and then you can get our money#and she's like yay okay#joking. she tells him to stop saying such things. After saying yay okay#asks#kevjeadora#im actually having so much fun answering k/j/t asks in case anyone has any fun ideas or questions or anything. just so you know. yay :)
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got a new hard drive (had to, no space left 😔), so I'm using that as a reason to completely reorganise my files (mostly shows, movies etc)
I'm having such a good time 💖
#not sarcasm! it's so fun#the only thing that sucks is that I managed to break sonarr somehow. didn't touch a thing but okay sure#I'll figure it out#I've got to wait for a couple cables that we had to order anyway before I can start moving stuff around#I've been sooo frustrated with how chaotic everything has been so this is gonna be great#but yeah I've had to delete so much stuff already (not at all because I've been downloading too much John Larroquette stuff or anything...#😬😬)#and I've been complaining about it every day so my husband bought me a new hard drive 🙈#still not enough space but it'll do for now#I always think 'oh I'm not a data hoarder! I don't have nearly as much stuff as those guys on reddit or wherever!' but like. it's not#because I don't WANT to save all of it#I only have *checks* 16 TB now with the new hard drive. I'd absolutely get a bunch of 20 TB ones if I could but no instead I spend money on#dumb shit lol#anyway yay I can stop deleting movies! very exciting#lol if anything I'm a hard drive hoarder.... I've got 7 internal ones and 3 external ones now.#yeah I just add new ones and don't remove any#I don't even wanna say it because I'll jinx it but. I've never had a hard drive fail. in over 20 years of having computers. I'm scared it's#gonna happen but 🤷 so far it hasn't lol#well one external one started failing but it went gradually not all at once. so I was able to move everything off of it first#and I mean I have backups of everything that's important! but not any of the media stuff 😬 it wouldn't be awful but it'd definitely make me#sad because I'm sure there's things there's that I couldn't find anymore#personal
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