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If I had to rank the Prosecutors of Ace Attorney it would probably be
1) Franziska
2) Van Zieks
3) Edgeworth
4) Blackquill
5) Sebastian
6) Klavier
7) Nahyuta
8) Winston/Gaspen/Auchi
9) Godot
And then Honorable Mention to Manfred for being such a hatable villain. Perfection.
#great ace attorney#the great ace attorney#ace attorney justice for all#phoenix wright ace attorney#ace attorney investigations#ace attorney#ace attorney apollo justice#ace attorney dual destinies#ace attorney spirit of justice#dai gyatuken saiban#gyatuken saiban#ace attorney trials and tribulations#franziska von karma#miles edgeworth#barok van zieks#sebastian debeste#klavier gavin#simon blackquill#prosecutor godot#diego armando#nahyuta sahdmadhi#manfred von karma#I’m going to get so much crap for this#taketsuchi auchi#winston payne#gaspen payne#top ten
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every single one of Elijah’s love interests are incredibly hot and badass woman, and that’s just what happens when you’re the sexiest man in the entire tvdu
#tvd#the originals#elijah mikaelson#when it comes to face and voice marcel is the hottest man hands down#but something about elijah in to specifically just oozes sex appeal idk idk that’s just me#and haylijah is my ride or die but I’m still bitter about how the writers put elijah with all these beautiful woc#only to discard them when the plot was done with#and violently too#like why couldn’t we have kept celeste the entire season??#WHY????#Gia’s whole story was completely thrown away for man pain#and aya …don’t even get me started#she had so much going for her as a character and she had relationships with a lot of the cast#the show tried to be more diverse but still treated the characters of color outside the main cast like crap#even then the way they wrote marcel was eyebrow raising at times#and they never fully used vincent to his potential#and keelin was a glorified extra#N E WAYS UNMM ELIJAH YOURE SEXY AND HAVE GOOD TASTE IN WOMEN
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#Top comic & bottom image are semi pretty much separate things except for the.. uh. theme.#but yueah#my art#tragedy au#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#chilchuck#and the others but I’m not tagging them#imagine being any of these characters actually & having seen people being lost to the dungeon#then imagine losing another#& also..#imagine being so careful not to be. only to realize#hey. that’s what’s happened. That’s what’s going on.#try to shake that impending sense of doom#you knew things were bad but oh crap. Oh crap the stakes got worse. They could get worse and worse they got and worse they’ll get#anyway…… yeah hi & w dodatku bye#id in alt text
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Prayers appreciated I guess. Mental health is still eh and spiritual health isn’t any better.
#prayer request#I want to write out thoughts but I also should just sleep too#I’m so tired of all of this#I want to not live in this world where everything is crap and doesn’t get better only harder and more confusing and painful#I think the church thing would *maybe* be easier if my family also wanted to try out other churches and initiated it#but if it’s up to me I just don’t care enough and I don’t even know how to start with anything#and of course the one that has a young adult service has it when everyone else in the family has stuff going on#and it’s at the church that wants to destroy your eardrums in worship#like I like the vibe and the sermons but having to put in ear plugs to even walk into worship? hate that#and I hear my sister say that people miss me or are praying and I’m like#‘okay cool….have your considered trying to reach out and talk to me? or is that too much work?’
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Man. It’s awkward being romantic, but also having a platonic friend+ whom I love (/p) with absolutely everything.
‘Cause like, yeah, I like romantic stuff, but. I like that person more.
#and the weird thing is#i KNOW i’ve had romantic crushes before#and i KNOW i love them platonically#but i’ve also never loved someone this much before#“ew cb why are you talking about love so much that’s gross”#← intrusive thoughts that i’m going to ignore#anyway#like. this is quite possibly the most important relationship in my life right now#and sure. maybe it’s not good that it’s an online friendship#but this person has done more to and for me (/pos) in the short time i’ve known them than most of my other friends#and i care about them deeply#and i’m so afraid that i’m gonna do something wrong#and lose their friendship#and i know that’s probably just the rsd talking#and i need to get over myself#i try to remind myself of that#but. it doesn’t always work#and then i’m scared of putting it on them and making them feel bad#or making them dislike me for putting it on them#so… yeah#oh crap i gotta get to class#um#darn#well ok bye bye now#cb writing stuff
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if horror game in horror genre, then why monster have scary face???? i want horror game!!! NO SCARY FACE!!!!!!!!! only horror game <3
#incoming ramble about scary faces in horror games spooking me too bad#just wish i could like listen to it like a podcast#i get this thing where a very particular genre of images#generally any scary character in analog horror will fit in that genre but yeah like big long distorted mouth realistic eyes usually#can be different tho#but yeah those images get stuck in my head and freak me out in a very intense instinctive almost like primal animalistic way#and when i say stuck in my head i mean i see them every time i close my eyes for hours on end after i so much as think about this image#i am not exaggerating when i say i see that image every time i blink#it’s not as bad if i’m just remembering it as opposed to having just seen it but it can be bad either way if i have a decent memory of it#and this causes intense paranoia#like yknow it’s behind me if my back is exposed it’s right in front of me if i’m in the dark it’s outside my window above my head etc etc#it’s really bad idk what’s going on with me but yeah it sucks bad dude i just have to avoid content like that at all costs#WHICH SUCKS SO MUCH#BC ANALOG HORROR ALWAYS HAS THE BESTTTTTT STORYLINES#IM SO MAD#THINGS LIKE THE MANDELA CATALOGS AND THE FUCKIN OTHER ONE YKNOW THE OTHER ONE HAS A H IN IT I THINK#SOUNDS SO INTERESTING STORY WISE#BUT I CANT FUCKING PLAY IT OR EVEN WATCH SOMEONE PLAY IT BC ID DRIVE MYSELF UP THE BLOODY WALL#EVEN THE MY LITTLE PONY INFECTION AU!!!!!!#I HAD TO BLOCK TAGS/KEYWORDS FOR MLP INFECTION ACROSS ALL PLATFORMS BC I GOT MY SHIT ROCKED BY TWILIGHT FUCKING SPARKLE#LITERALLY FURIOUS I LOVE THAT SHIT IT SOUNDS SO COOL BUT I CANT LOOK AT ANY ART FROM IT ON THE OFF CHANCE THAT IT GETS IN MY HEAD#ONCE I SAW A GOOD OMENS VIDEO AND IT WAS JUST A CUTE LITTLE DRAWING OF MURIEL!! CUTE SWEET PRECIOUS LITTLE OFFICER OF THE LAW!!!!#AND THEN AT THE END IT FLASHED A FRAME ALL CLOSE UP WITH THEIR FACE ALL TWISTED AND DISTORTED AND ELONGATED#SOILED MY BLOODY BREECHES I DID. CRAPPED MY BLASTED PANTALOONS I DID INDEED.#SAW THAT WRETCHED COP BEHIND MY EYELIDS FOR THE NEXT 45 MINUTES I DID.#THE WALTEN FILES THATS THE OTHER ONE#NO H IN IT#CANT WATCH IT YHO SO WHAT DO I CARE ABOUT THE H
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Me, aged 5. Spoken to my extremely Catholic grandmother, matriarch of the family, who had crosses and pictures of saints hanging in every room of the house: [little, uncannily-enunciated voice] “Grandma, when your church gets destroyed in Armageddon, you can come to our kingdom hall!”
#exjw#ex cult#I’m overly-conscious of how I speak now; but as a child I was about as blunt as a sledgehammer#Yeah my dad got SLAMMED for that one#There was no mistaking what I said because I spoke like a little adult#I was… something. Cute but weird and kind of manipulative.#At that age I enjoyed creeping out adult men in public by intensely staring at them#only adult men; not women#I also pushed boys down the slide and called them “scaredy-cat” until they agreed with me that they were cowards#I planned out in my head one time that my dad was going to walk into the living room with coffee in his hand#so if I scared him at just the right moment; he’d jolt and coffee would spill all over the floor#So I tested my hypothesis and it worked.#My goal was to get him to spill the coffee#I was around four or five but with the calculation of a serial killer (which isn’t saying much because serial killers are dumb)#I watched ET and wanted to see if I could hide in plain sight in my basket of stuffed animals#So I just waited in there very patiently until my dad went looking for me. Held my eyes open without blinking and remained very still#He walked in… looked right at me but didn’t see me; walked out. Walked back in#This time he saw me and got the crap scared out of him when he realized I was right there in front of him the whole time#But I never went into anything to prank anyone… I wasn’t in it for humor; I wanted to be smarter and more powerful than people#if only for a second#I wanted to see if I could come up with a plan involving other people and have those people do what I wanted them to do#But you see I was so sweet 90% of the time that no one thought anything of it — or even noticed what I was doing in some cases#Fortunately I grew out of doing that kind of thing without sufficient cause#But I still do enjoy messing with people from time to time if they REALLY deserve it#or benignly… I like it when people cry or get squeamish in reaction to my artistic work or acting or singing#The feeling of someone eating out of the palm of my hand creatively is great#Love it
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honestly fine with gale as far as how he responds and feels about counter violence to the capitol like i get why katniss is like i hate how he treats innocent human beings like they’ve personally responsible for his suffering and doesn’t know about taking a life up close like she’s right but also he’s thinking big picture during a war and doesn’t help most of his thoughts about the capitol or said war are proven right - like when he’s like is it safe to have everyone gathered here at the hospital and katniss is thinking yeah this can’t be healthy or encourage healing and he’s thinking no they’re gonna be targeted bc they can’t run and are useless for capitol use and bam what happens. he’s right in his own way half the time but what annoys the fuck me about him is him being like so pushy about his feelings even when he KNOWS katniss is completely oblivious to that kind of stuff and keeps blindsiding her with it and getting mad at her for not knowing what to do with that info even with the fact that she found out at like. the worst time of her life when she was stuck in a situation she would have a very hard time getting out of safely with everyone she loves and holds it against her she cares about peeta at all and the whole you only care about me in pain and all i could think is i’ll never compete with how much pain peeta is in so i lost it’s like so you understand how katniss operates is mostly out of concern and worry romantically wise bc she hasn’t had a chance to care about this shit outside of like oh who i am hurting/killing with my choices and then are STILL like im gonna kiss her then stop bc she’s obviously not into it at the moment for the right reasons and it’s like kissing drunk i get he’s like a teenager and is a dumb shit but also leave that girl alone for the love of GOD
#personal#like sorry! i’m gonna like peeta more where they have scenes#where katniss actively seeks him out after nightmares and refuses to let his hand go#where they spend their last free day just hanging out and cuddling and she’s like okay. to letting this moment go on forever#when she thinks about kissing him she’s like yeah it felt nice and had a suprising heat and i miss it now that i can actually think about#and in general seems like every moment isn’t spent feeling super guilty or worrying about his feelings#like that’s a large bit of it but more circumstancal than like. something that would happen with peeta#but with gale katniss is like i just want my friend back i feel bad i hurt his feelings like this#how can i make him feel better i wish it was like before and she’s constantly throwing out olive branches#and gale is upset with nearly choice she makes so yeah i get why she’s like okay yeah ill kiss him see if that helps#and in her mind it’s like peeta equals the capitol getting what they want and that path#holds so much danger and just. acceptance of the awful life ahead of her#so even if she does talk about his long eyelashes at length i could see why she’s like confused about feelings for him#and gale seems like okay picking him is picking a different life even she’s not actively picking him for him#does this make sense i don’t know but i get peeved during gale katniss scenes like give that girl a BREAK.#she’s been through two hunger games is obviously fucked up dealing with a lot of background drama and obviously cares about the people#around her stop being so fuckin mean#like they have nice scenes but it’s not their romantic scenes for sure#she feels safe with gale wants him around and they have nice banter but he keeps fucking it up with this i love you crap#even when he realized he likes her like damn.
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Unfortunately relatable. I grew up in the church and have a lot of Christian trauma from that. I show up for special occasions for my parents… sometimes. But it’s uncomfortable from the moment I step through the door. Bigoted pastor, the self-righteousness disguising the prejudice, the political comments from the altar. Shots at young people left right and center as if the hell on earth wasn’t caused by the same older generation 90% of the congregation belongs to..
I miss being young in the choir and the youth groups and not struggling with it. It’s wild to look back at the younger version of me who was unshakeable in his faith and honestly just saddening.
I was texting my sister today about it and she said
“I 100% think ALL of us have a ton of religious trauma and everyone else in the family just doesn’t realize it cause they’re still drinking the kool-aid.”
I ran out of tag room and didn’t want to delete any 😭 seriously not lying I could write a book about all my thoughts and experiences
#I relate to all of this so much#and it’s so sad how many people truly have religious trauma#I still find myself lucky and privileged cause I know there are stories MUCH worse than mine#it’s really hard cause my parents still think I’m a Christian#honestly at this point I have no clue what i am#even if I end up still being a Christian that doesn’t help or heal all of the years of church trauma#but the hard part is still acting the part for my parents#growing up I always tried to fit into the good Christian girl mold#cause I know that’s what my parents wanted and I didn’t want to disappoint them#but once I started smoking weed and they found out? it went all downhill from there#their perfect angel fell from heaven#and I feel like ever since I haven’t been really their daughter…. I’ve just been living on the outside looking in to everything#it hurts looking back at all the years I spent brainwashed into believing that was the ONLY faith#it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach thinking about the fact that I went to a pro life rally#the thing I was talking to my sister about was how mental health was never talked about in the church#when I started dealing with it and went to my parents or the pastors or any adult really and told them what I was dealing with#wanna know what the first thing they would ALWAYS say? well have you prayed about it? the way they treated mental illness was that it was#YOUR fault cause God is punishing you for something…. that you need to pray or go to church so then God will eventually take it away#and the thing is I don’t necessarily blame my parents (which kinda sucks cause I want to blame someone)#but honestly it’s just the environment they grew up in too… like I’m 99% sure my dad has dealt with depression his entire life#but won’t get diagnosed or anything cause they always believe faith has something to do with it#which makes me incredibly sad cause I just think about how much my dad has suffered and how he didn’t need to#^^ I was typing this out when I was late to my family gathering hahaha but then I think my sister called or something so I had to stop#sorry this post is all over the place - I swear I could write a book about religious trauma#yesterday went ok surprisingly but today? TODAY is going to be so much worse#sure I’ll make a post about it later but I guessssss I should go to bed now? it’s 2am and I have to get up at 5:45 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#and I have a fuuuuull day of fun Christian festivities while I’m dealing with all of this bottled up and unresolved crap from my past#please don’t get me wrong I love my parents and like I said I don’t blame them - they did their best#it just really sucks wondering what my life would have been like if I didn’t grow up in the church or in a super religious family#I wonder if when I told my parents I was depressed if they would have instantly brought me in to get help
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hi barbie!! 🥰
#barbie#barbie movie#my dolls#simply I luv her.#yes I feel a little silly having purchased a doll for a movie I have not seen but this outfit was simply TOO cute.#I’m not even a Barbie collector. but I just loved her too much.#also INCREDIBLY tempted by both the fashion packs and the car but. expensive.#I was able to justify her because I just know if I didn’t get her I would be SO pissed at myself in a year. but idk about the others.#I really wish I could just buy the blue dress from the fashion pack on its own bc it’s the main draw for me#also wish there was a non-rc version of the car bc I don’t need all that. I just want to use it as a prop lol#my posts#also sorry for the absolutely crap lighting lol. simply it is 9 pm and I didn’t feel like waiting til the morning or going to a different#room
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it’s my weekend and I don’t have any appointments and it’s been snowing since like 2am so I’m having an indoor day to keep slowly organizing the new apartment and on purpose didn’t take my adhd meds (only have a few left and I’d rather save them for work if I’m going to have trouble refilling with all the weather closures) and Soup Brain certainly hits different when it’s not a workday. the lack of focus and memory still isn’t helpful but at least it doesn’t feel harmful when I forget what I’m supposed to be doing for an extended period of time.
#shhh sharkie#idk how to write anything simple without rambling so this is what you get#been slowly working on making big unorganized piles into smaller more organized piles and putting Away away what I can#it’s been a work in progress!!#at some point I need to go get furniture to replace what I left at the old place but we’ll get there when we get there#and to fill in new needs gaps#i’m still kinda mad I left the table cause I really liked it but I was so tired and frustrated trying to take it apart and it wasnt worth it#but anyway. I like the new place and it’s doing well for me and Sansa and I can’t wait for it to be acceptable enough to have people over!!#OH YEAH ANYWAY. SOUP BRAIN.#sometimes i wonder how i functioned at all before meds. my life is so much better and easier now.#it’s still difficult and sad and hard but! it’s so much easier to deal with all that stuff!! it doesn’t break me like it used to.#even on a day like today where i only took my anxiety meds and not my adhd meds#i haven’t gotten any of my written down tasks done (dishes and changing my sheets) but i have organized the crap out of several piles#(all of my costume stuff is in one box now! most of knick knacks are in the same box or on display!)#(I took out the trash! I put all the laundry in the laundry bag!)#little victories add up
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I never properly gave this album a listen until today… my brain was a mess the year it came out and after we lost taylor I didn’t have it in me to go anywhere near it, knowing it’s the last official record we have.
but I finally did it today.
it was bittersweet getting that feeling of awe and amazement hearing a Foos song for the first time has always given me… and it’s always been the same with them: hearing a song for the first time and feeling so mind blown and overjoyed by it that I have to take a moment to pause, really tune in, and most of the time just laugh because of how ridiculously good they are… but so painful knowing that it’s the last time I’m ever going to get that feeling from THIS band. it’s never going to be the same.
i will forever miss this band of soulmates as they were, and this rhythm section that changed my life in so many ways, with my entire heart. 💔
#i have too many emotions right now…I had to share#i know they’re going to continue on but as they (I think Dave) said it’s not going to be the same#💔#i figured you guys would understand and probably relate a lot#i reposted an article about them moving on without Taylor on Facebook & my old music instructor liked it#and it just took me back because he was with me the first time I ever performed in front of an audience#and the song was the pretender#I played bass and sang the verses and he sang the choruses and played guitar#i sounded HORRIBLE but you know.#and later my first ever real gig on a real stage was doing Foo& QOTSA covers#i guess what I’m getting at is Taylor’s always been such an integral part of my musical journey#and continues to be#and personally as well in some aspects#and I miss him so much#:(#foo fighters#taylor hawkins#personal crap#Spotify
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It’s a sad day when you want you favorite character to just die already 😔
#(was talking to a new friend who likes ant man abt the future of the mcu)#(had to refrain from flat out saying I don’t want Thor to bother to show up)#(😞 I want him to be happy but I’m so tired of the butchering of his fam)#(like hey at least fosterson has a genuine chance at recovery)#(but for me personally that’s not enough for me :’D because I know they’re gonnna pull some crap with TVA!loki like that’s Thor’s Loki)#(he’s not. and I’m forever going to be in shambles about thor and his fate if he doesn’t get BOTH of his important special people back)#(and that basically means I am in particular: doomed)#(I don’t expect everyone to agree with me on that esp bc the loki fandom sucks eggs)#(but they’re siblings and I love them and I love how Thor loves him and it makes me go insane ok)#(😩 I want Thor and Jane and Thor and Loki is that so much to ask???? he answer is yes and I hate it here)#&&. whispers#&&. thor.#&&. | marvel. |
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immediately after I pretended to you all that I was at peace with how few books I read last year, I finished a book a day for three days in a row
#I didn’t read any of them in a single day! but I was partway through several of them at once#and now I feel like I want to write reviews again but I KNOW it’s gonna be too much and I’m gonna get overwhelmed!!#but also if I DON’T write reviews then I’m going to forget which book is which because my memory is CRAP#aaaaagh#in which cate tells stories#the thing is if I read 3 books a month—which would be HARD—that’s only 36 books a year#so like. I didn’t do terrible last year. (she said trying to convince only herself)
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it is tremendously funny that I made it four and a half years into university before I finally stopped giving a fuck about my grades & when I stopped giving a fuck it happened suddenly and all at once. i am turning in complete dog shit and I don’t feel even a little bit bad lmfao
#my prof is horrible & teaching the most out of date medical-model ‘objectivity’ stuff & giving ridiculously triggering & invasive assgts#and I’m like do you know what Laura? you’ve done it! You’ve finally pushed me over the edge. I am a god among men and I don’t care.#I care about the people at my placement and I care about the knowledge and skills I need to hone#And I do not care even a LITTLE bit about the grades you give me on these terrible social diagnosis assignments.#Mary Richmond is NOT going to fuck you. god bless.#I’m getting this degree and I’m leaving.#rhi talks#adventures in academia#it’s honestly kind of sad but this prof has fully crushed any love I had for this program#I’ve had a lot of amazing teachers here and taken a lot of amazing courses#But this semester is just two classes with her plus my reading course#And I’m learning MUCH more from that reading course & through my placement than I’m learning from her.#much more stuff— and much better and less harmful stuff.#so I’m focusing on that and I’m not sorry!#it’s just funny#like I’ve turned in stuff that I knew wasn’t perfect before#But I always felt like crap about it#now it’s like. give me a 65. Whatever. Full send. Passing grade.
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Read IDW Turtles in Time #4 and I am about to be SO fucking normal about it.
#The art?#future Donnie?#THAT LAST SCENE ON THE ROOF#actually started crying at the line ‘I thought about it.’#LIKE DUDES JUST A TEENAGER OFC HES THOUGHT ABOUT IT#REALLY liked the message of sometimes you just got to keep going. even if it’s scary and impossible and you feel like crap.#you gotta keep fighting because there’s not really anything else you can do#I hope y’all are ready get so much IDW fanart because it is so so so GOOD#I’m reading issue 39 rn and I’m so excited#I know some. interesting things. happen in issue 44 so can’t wait for that#anyway that was the ramble hope y’all enjoyed fhrjgnrjngfkfmfnrknr#tmnt#tmnt IDW#pat ramble
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