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Man. It’s awkward being romantic, but also having a platonic friend+ whom I love (/p) with absolutely everything.
‘Cause like, yeah, I like romantic stuff, but. I like that person more.
#and the weird thing is#i KNOW i’ve had romantic crushes before#and i KNOW i love them platonically#but i’ve also never loved someone this much before#“ew cb why are you talking about love so much that’s gross”#← intrusive thoughts that i’m going to ignore#anyway#like. this is quite possibly the most important relationship in my life right now#and sure. maybe it’s not good that it’s an online friendship#but this person has done more to and for me (/pos) in the short time i’ve known them than most of my other friends#and i care about them deeply#and i’m so afraid that i’m gonna do something wrong#and lose their friendship#and i know that’s probably just the rsd talking#and i need to get over myself#i try to remind myself of that#but. it doesn’t always work#and then i’m scared of putting it on them and making them feel bad#or making them dislike me for putting it on them#so… yeah#oh crap i gotta get to class#um#darn#well ok bye bye now#cb writing stuff
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If Applejack had whatsapp 🤣🤣🤣
#as long as I keep getting ideas for these i'll keep doing them#RARITY LIKES IT STINKY#<- losing my mind#hey just sayin. The farmer girl musk#rarijack#applejack#rarity#twilight sparkle#fluttershy#rainbow dash#pinkie pie#flim and flam#big mac#applebloom#granny smith#princess cadance#cadance#meme#mlp#pony posting#mlp gen 4#gen 4#my little pony#friendship is magic#whatsapp series
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Words from the mouths of babes, promises ocean deep. But never to keep.
@inanotherunivrse/cocaine jesus - rainbow kitten surprise/fredrick backman, us against you/i lost a friend - finneas/poem - langston hughes/ocean vuong, on earth we’re briefly gorgeous/the underrated heartache - rupi kaur/@sarakleijn/unknown/motion sickness - phoebe bridgers/ @honeytuesday/saw ur mom at the grocery store - abby cates/louise glück, seizure/@thundersoon/ bronze - the regrettes/ritika jyala, the world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire/i still forget we’re not even friends - trista mateer/the light that shines when things end - anonymous/couch sleeper, unknown site/ @saltair-and-palemoonlight/i lost a friend - finneas/dear friend, - dayglow/peter - taylor swift
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#lilly’s weaves#poetry parallels#web weaving#quotes#web weave#poetry#book quotes#rainbow kitten surprise#fredrik backman#finneas#ocean vuong#rupi kaur#phoebe bridgers#abby cates#louise glück#the regrettes#ritika jyala#trista mateer#dayglow#Taylor swift#on losing friends#on friendship#on childhood friends#on old friends#requests#langston hughes
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on preemptive grief. on bracing for impact. on looking towards the horizon line and flinching
Rayne Fisher-Quann, “home for the holidays: an essay (sort of) about grief (sort of)” // me // David Levithan // The Crane Wives, “Black Hole Fantasy” // me (again)
#‘hey wren do u happen to have abandonment issues?’ great question the answer is shut upppp >:(#(yes)#web weaving#word web#word weave#webbing#words words words#my poetry#my words#the crane wives#on preemptive grief#on grief#on leaving#on friendship#poetry#writers on tumblr#first one hit hard. i’m terrified of losing my best friend. in whatever capacity
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My Bed - Tracey Emin // The Perks of Being a Wallflower - Stephen Chbosky // unknown // R.M Drake // Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood // unknown // Franz Kafka, Diaries, 1910-1923 // Najwa Zebian // unknown // Badflower - Family // Charlotte Green - You Say You Don't Want A Boyfriend, But You Know That's Not True // Ophelia - Friedrich Heyser // Jasmine Pierce for Reductress
#on losing friends#the older i get the more the lines between friendship and romance blur#and i'm ok with that#to my old friend#web weaving#this was way more fun to make than i expected
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you know what. i actually love that trying to talk to solas was the last thing varric did and it ended in complete failure. especially if you put it in the context of his feelings about anders. varric was so bitter every time he mentioned him because he could not stop him. he didn't even realize that anders was up to something and when it was too late he started to think of him as of someone who destroyed that fragile peace in kirkwall that actually never existed.
it adds layers to the way he felt about solas. he believed that time he could stop a friend who simply lost his way. because varric tethras can talk anyone out of anything, can't he? anders was just too dodgy and self-centred and cut everyone off just like solas did but this time varric is completely prepared. surely. absolutely.
he could have never talked anders out of it even if he had known what was coming. he could have never talked solas out of it either. anders was a desperate person standing against (as varric himself put it) forces he couldn't possibly defeat. solas was a god standing against a couple of mortals and his own conscience buried under his guilt and regrets. being a good friend would not stop meredith's oppression. being a good friend would not stop someone who fears so much that all of the atrocities he committed were for nothing and would mean nothing at the end. varric died because he didn't realize it. he died and left his second in command with an immense guilt because they believed he knew solas enough to pull that off and there's something tragic about it
#I love that anders-solas parallel. and can't shut up about it#oh to be so good at talking your way through anyting you convince yourself it's the only skill you need#and then lose one friend because you couldn't talk them out of it. you didn't have a chance really. otherwise it might've worked out#and then there's another friend who's up to some wild shit. but this time you know. this time you'll have a chance#because you had friends both among templars and mages in kirkwall. it should mean something. you know how to make everyone happy#unfortunately. you're not good at understanding that some people are not like you#that for some people there are things that matter more than you and your friendship. and they will not stop.#ah varric. your ability to make friends everywhere made so much things happen but also got you killed#I'm not comparing anders' and solas' causes btw. it's about how varric feels about his friends reaching the point of no return#varric tethras#anders#solas#dragon age#dragon age spoilers#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers
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Friendship goals 😘
#genshin impact#furina#clorinde#furinde#one time my furinde artwork got reposted on another website and i was losing my MIND at peeps unironically saying how good friends they are#WHY havent I had a wholesome gal pal friendship like them yet#hate it here fr
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Shen Yuan stared up at the man, disbelief clear on his face.
The man before him huffed a laugh, brown eyes becoming crescent shaped with amusement. He was a little taller than Shen Yuan, a little broader, with a sleeve tattoo covering his right arm to his wrist. His dark brown hair was softly curled, more wavy, and a little shaggy, falling to his shoulders. His face reminding Shen Yuan of Binghe. Not a lot, but just enough if he were to tilt his head and squint.
“You’re just a kid.” When the man finally spoke his voice was as smooth as velvet. “How old are you?”
“Nineteen.” Shen Yuan automatically responded as he gawked.
The man had round wire glasses, a piercing on the left side of his lower lip, both ears were pierced, and he had cheekbones that belonged on a magazine cover. He was a little older than Shen Yuan expected. Somewhere in his late-twenties compared to Shen Yuans late teens.
“Cucumber-Bro, come on, I’m not that different.” Airplane Shooting Towards the Sky offered a smile, showing off dimples underneath a days worth of scruff.
“How old are you?” Shen Yuan demanded, still blocking the doorway into the dorm.
“Thirty.”
What the fuck?
“What the fuck?” Shen Yuan asked aloud.
Seriously, this was the caffeine addicted crack-writer?!
When Shen Yuan had woken up back in his dorm room instead of in bed with his husband in the bamboo house, he immediately contacted Airplane—it was a gamble, but it paid off. The relief Shen Yuan felt when Airplane responded was like a weight lifted off his shoulders. He gave the other man his phone number and address, then waited an excruciating five days until the two could meet. (Because Shen Yuan lived in Beijing, but Airplane apparently lived in Chengdu, and last minute flights weren’t cheap.)
Shen Yuan knew that his friend would look different. Hell, Shen Yuan looked different! A little shorter, a little rounder, way younger. With pitch black eyes, short inky black hair, and an ear piercing. He was pretty rather than handsome, softer than Shen Qingqiu.
And it wasn’t that Shang Qinghua wasn’t handsome—he was! Like everyone else in PIDW. But Airplane?
“Can I come in?” Airplane asked while shoving his hands into his back pockets. He wasn’t dressed fashionably. His beat up backpack was slung carelessly over a shoulder, jeans were ripped due to wear and tear, his faded band shirt was due to too many washes, his sneakers were scuffed. And yet…
Shen Yuan dressed in the latest fashion. He tried his best to look good, he had standards for himself! He looked like a C-Pop star.
Airplane wasn’t even trying to be hot. (WHY WAS HE SO HOT?!)
It shook something inside of Shen Yuan. All of his past theories of Airplane being a troll flew out the window.
“Well?” Airplane looked like he wasn’t above shoving past his friend to get in.
Shen Yuan allowed his friend inside, still shook.
“Shang Qinghua.”
“What?”
“My name, bro.”
“Wait…you used your actual name for the character closest to Mobei!? Fucking Mary-Sue!”
“Ah, there we go, there’s the Peerless Cucumber I know. Although it’s weird to hear such vitriol from a face so cute.”
Shen Yuan felt the blood rush to his face and wished he had a fan in his hands to use as a weapon when Airplane chuckled.
“Come on, let’s try to figure out how to get back home,” Shang Qinghua said as he moseyed to the desk in the room.
Shen Yuan sighed as he closed and locked the door.
BONUS:
SY: I thought you said you were a broke university student who wrote to make sure food was on the table.
SQH: Yeah, dude. I’m working on my dissertation. Writing pays the bills.
SY: YOU’RE GETTING YOUR DOCTORATES?????
SQH: Yeah, in Topology.
SY: YOU’RE GETTING YOUR DOCTORATES IN MATHS?????
#Shen Yuan is trying not to lose his mind#Shang Qinghua wants to pinch Shen Yuans face because the kid is too cute#meanwhile their husbands tear a hole into the modern world to get them back#shang qinghua appreciation#svsss shang qinghua#svsss au#svsss#svsss shen yuan#shen yuan appreciation#Shen Yuan#luo binghe#Shang Qinghua#cumplane#modern cumplane#svsss cumplane#mobei jun#cumplane friendship#bingqiu#svsss luo binghe#moshang#svsss mobei jun
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KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER.
when i grow up i want to be a list of further possibilities, chen chen // the picture of dorian gray, oscar wilde // the worm kings lullaby, richard siken // limer3ence // bleuts, maggie nelson // tonight i can write, pablo neruda // the crucible, arthur miller // when i grow up i want to be a list of further possibilities, chen chen // untitled, margaret schnabel // waiting room, phoebe bridgers
#i recently had a friendship breakup that gutted me#so this is me working through it lol#texts are from him and i#web weaving#parallels#word collage#i’m going insane#words#chen chen#richard siken#pablo neruda#oscar wilde#maggie nelson#arthur miller#the crucible#bluets#the picture of dorian gray#phoebe bridgers#friendship#losing friends#losing someone#friendship breakup#on friendship#on loss
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Deadpool doesn’t know Peter’s identity right? How differently does he act with Spider-man? And how does he find out? And how does he react to it?
Deadpool has no idea Spiderman and his favorite bartender of all time are the same person. In fact, it doesn't even cross his mind- because there's something else that's bothering him.
Like the fact that Peter's story just doesn't make sense. For one, there's literally no trace of him. There isn't a single iota of proof backing any of his backstory- not a single prison in the greater New York area that has records of him, no family, no acquaintances...it's like he just didn't exist before he started working at St. Margaret's.
Of course's there's other things that tickle Wade's senses.
There's that time Wade followed him into a dead-end alleyway, only to find it empty. There's also that time Peter was able to dodge a piece of thrown glass faster than Wade could see it.
Then that other time(s) he was spying checking in Peter's apartment only to feel like he just narrowly avoided getting killed. Do normal people have eye-shine like that, or was it just the trick of the light?
He's just a mystery. And Wade's fucking obsessed with mysteries. Especially when they come in a package that looks and sounds and tastes (god willing) as good as Peter Parker.
Which means he does his absolute best to worm into Parker's personal space. He just wasn't expecting Parker to let him in. And he's so nice and funny. The simmering undertone of repressed violence is fucking hot too. It's not long before he's fucking smitten.
As for Spiderman, it starts off as a hit meet-cute! The issue is that Spiderman wasn't supposed to survive him. Spiderman was also not supposed to be so violent and fun and competent.
Peter Parker and Spiderman are just ticking all his boxes left and right...Wade's never had someone who just matches him, let alone two people.
So if he's gotta kill a few assassins to keep Spiderman's contract to himself...that's what he calls a bonus. And if he's also spending way more time taking jobs in the city just to be near Peter Parker, that's just a neat coincidence :)))
#spiderman#hunting!spider#peter parker#deadpool#spideypool#Peter's spider senses got startled for a sec there#Wades got it so bad#Deadpool playing friendship chicken expecting to win like he always does- but parker does NOT lose at chicken#the number of people who willingly give wade their phone number is surprisingly small
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Stiles: There's nothing that I wouldn't do for $20.
Scott: What if I gave you $20 to have sex with Derek?
Stiles: Then you'd owe me $40.
#teen wolf#stiles stilinski#derek hale#sterek#derek x stiles#idiots in love#scott mccall#scott x stiles friendship#is it sterek if it's only mentioned#scott would end up losing lots of money
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me whenever i remember ctommy writing in what was supposed to be his final letter to ctubbo "i wasn't perfect. but you were"
#starry text#PEOPLE DIED#clingy duo#dsmp#dream smp#GOD THEIR FRIENDSHIP. MAKES ME INSANE#their story....was just choosing each other over and over#as tragic as the ending was.....the ending was ctommy choosing ctubbo.#he sacraficed himself so ctubbo could have a future#and ctubbo chose to try to die by ctommy's side cuz he couldn't lose him. not for the third time#FUCKKKKK
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"Heavens, he doesn't understand again." "Every time he says 'I don't understand', Lui-shixiong grabs someone to demonstrate until he understands..." Ji Jue quietly complained to Shang Qinghua. No wonder the injuries at Bai Zhan Peak had only increased!
so this is obviously Liu Qingge's entire love language, right?
#svsss#liushen#liu qingge#shen qingqiu#shang qinghua#lqg#sqq#sqh#this scene was a work of art#shen ''tactical peak lord'' qingqiu is here a) farming friendship points b) improving his cultivation and#c) getting back at the bai zhan disciples for bullying *his* disciples in a very subtle way#meanwhile liu qingge is presumably twirling his hair and blushing because shixiong in seeking him out for intentional sparring practice#and rather than getting upset or bitchy about losing hes intentionally stopping and asking for lqg's expertise and opinion? lqg is SWOONING#these poor disciples but also this is the cutest scene and i really really love it#like okay i actually am understanding why lqg acts the way he does around sqq in the rest of the series now#meanwhile sqh is trying to figure out if Scum Villain Shen Qingqiu has a) lost all his memories or is b) Plotting Something Sinister#cause that's the only thing that makes any fucking sense here#my art
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A stimboard
#celibacy gif#love loses#gender i hardly know her#asexual#ace#acespec#aromantic#aro#arospec#aplatonic#apl#aplspec#agender#genderless#apothisexual#apothiromantic#apothiplatonic#aspec#powerlessness of friendship#stim#stimboard#joke stim
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Embrace the truth
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan jingyi#lan sizhui#lan xichen#lan wangji#wei wuxian#WWX uses NMJ's abs as part of his evidence for identification. LXC is allowed to use his familiar embrace as his evidence.#We are now entering the slow burn arc of 'Lan Xichen continues to lose everything he cared about'.#He has his love of fishing + his good friendship with JGY + his brother. I hope nothing happens to any of those things#Not that its in character for *anyone* present to have the emotional intelligence for it - but man LXC is having a very hard time#Trying to pin his sworn brother as a murderer *right* after identifying the mystery body as his other sworn brother?#of *course* he's defensive! You gave him no time to process!#He's gonna need a lot of time by the pond to cope#The original joke had LXC copping a feel on those glutes and recognizing him that way. Which now looking back *was* funnier#sigh...I need to trust my gut a bit more#Next time on PD-MDZS: They just show up in Jinlin Tai because I want to plot to keep moving
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Penny stardewvalley makes me so sad because she's SO sensitive to, like, basically everything you tell her (telling her that you can't stand children while two children are nearby is a pretty lousy move but -1500 friendship?? being a jerk to other characters' faces typically loses you about 50 points, and if you choose the option labeled "creepy" and ask Leah for a kiss in her 2 heart event she physically hits you and kicks you out of her house but that's only -100 friendship…) and so if you want to befriend her it's a whole lot of lying and tiptoeing around her feelings (2 hearts: George was right but saying that makes her feel bad. 6 hearts: her food sucks but even if you try to be polite about it she feels like a failure; only a bald-faced lie pleases her. 8 hearts: saying you don't want to be tied down with a family loses you a little bit of friendship and she's only happy if you say you want kids) and I can't help but think she's a product of her environment. She lives in a trailer with only her mother, who gets drunk every night and has something of a temper. Penny's like a skittish rescue animal who won’t even come out from hiding under something unless you leave her lots of treats
#stardew valley#penny sdv#I didn't mention the SECOND opportunity to lose 1500 friendship with her#because I think if you go out of your way to date her and then tell her that you don't like her that way then you deserve it#but yeah she's super volatile#i was upset for a little bit after reading that one post saying the ‘right’ answer in the 2 heart event is ableist#like nooooo not my favorite farming game :(#except that in the context of several other things in the game it becomes clear that winning someone over#does not always mean doing the right thing#looking directly at how the easiest way to befriend shane and pam is by enabling their alcoholism#which is framed as a harmful thing even if the characters themselves like it#you have to lie to befriend other characters too like with sam dropping his egg#and you can lose a little friendship based on preferences like sebastian asking about what books you like#though to be fair if i saw someone who could potentially be cool and i found out that what they like was stuff im not into id also#lose interest a little#anyway those are all examples spread around on different characters#penny's got it all at once#me post
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