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*Disclosure for my future Gambit/Remy LaBeau fanfic posts*
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I just want to disclose (to avoid conflict and unnecessary confrontations) I am not a comic expert. Gambit/Remy LeBeau is very new to me and I’m doing my best to stay genuine to what I’ve researched online or from what I’ve seen in the D&W movie.
I’m aware there was a HUGE controversy over his heavy accent/dialect and over his eye color in the movie, so I tried to incorporate both versions of each in my writing to satisfy everyone’s preferred Gambit/Remy style. (Personally, I loved Channing Tatum’s accent in the movie ☺️)
I’m also cognizant that Gambit and Rogue are an item in the comics, but for sanity sake, Rogue will be a pastime only mentioned in passing if absolutely necessary so I don’t have to study in depth another character I’m unfamiliar with. (I need some brain space for real life stuff, too 😅)
Also, because I’m currently learning Haitian Creole, that’s the language I’ve chosen to use for my stories, which yes, I know isn’t accurate to Gambit, but French Creole wasn’t available on Pimsleur, so don’t be a dick about it 😜
Anyway, I’m doing my maximum effort over here writing for Gambit/Remy, so when I do post my developing Gambit story, please, if you have comments or criticisms that don’t benefit anyone else’s appreciation of these fanfics, keep them to yourself and let the rest of us relish it.
*I support safe spaces for everyone to read and write freely, so just sit back and enjoy the ride, kids. Life’s too short*
Thanks so much 💜🩷
#marvel cinematic universe#marvel#gambit#remy lebeau#channing tatum#i’m about to make a name for myself up in here#I’m about to make a name for myself#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#disclosure#nola#french quarter#life’s too short#enjoy the moment#enjoy the ride#safe space#maximum effort
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forgot I sketched this the other day, I like their silly outfits
#people go crazy with ideas of this episode of like ‘what if they made kirk and spock kiss🫢’ and yeah i’m there too#hopping on that train myself#spock is deeply apologetic and ashamed to have to intrude on the captain in this way and also like it. he is so guilt-core#and kirk being so yearn-y about it because he knows how uncomfortable spock must be and guilty that he also likes it#yeah#making the barbies kiss yk how it is#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#spock#spirk#james t kirk#jim kirk#s’chn t’gai spock#once i remember the name of the episode i’ll tag it here#plato’s stepchildren
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i like the sparkle in dice’s eyes in his new hypdream card lol
#this is vee speaking#hypdream’s the dream#i’d need to read the story myself but it is very funny to me that dice doesn’t know sasara’s name LOL#he’s approached by sasara to participate in a food eating contest it looks like but in dice’s head#sasara is simply ‘that osaka comedian’ and yeah sure why wouldn’t he be LOL#the dice card is fun in battle i’m just pissed he came along just as i was gathering the resources for the other dice sr that i have 😭😭😭#all those excite power gems i’d been collecting………. only for him to be a void card…………….#and him being a void card means he’s the same type as my ramuda ssr…………#so the resources i’d been collecting for him are being used for dice instead……………… uuuuuuu……………..#he makes my teams stronger yes but that doesn’t mean i’m not pissed about it LOL
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just saw someone say sunny from omori is white and him being Japanese American is just a headcanon IM GONNA DIE
#IM SO FUCKING SERIOUSSSSSSS#racial coding can also be done with races/nationalities you forget/don’t care about btw. BY THE WAY.#ITS NOT “JUST A HEADCANON”#AND THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO THINK WILLOW (TOH) IS WHITE#WILLOW. willow PARK!!!!!!!!!! DID I MENION HER LAST NAME IS PARK!!!!#This is less egregious but there are also people saying mystic flour from crk is not Chinese and that’s it’s just an hc#HELLOOOOOOO. WAKE UP. WAKE THE FUCK UP SHE’S CHINESE. SHE’S FUCKING CHINESE. RETURN TO FLOUR BITCH#sorry the character you like is Chinese. Find a way to cope with it that isn’t denial#when there is an Asian coded character so many people racebend them. It makes me sad.#They’re not racially ambiguous. I’m all for people headcanoning characters a certain way#When it’s not explicitly coded. That is.#Moral of the story LEARN HOW TO DRAW ASIAN PEOPLE AND GET OVER YOURSELF thanks for coming to my tumblr talk#Yapping to myself out here my therapist says it’s good for me
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Morrowind ships that I've been obsessed with recently (and that doubled as brush tests)
#these were originally supposed to be pride month themed but the flags got obscured when i tried to make them blend in more naturally#so they're still in there but probably hard to see#morrowind#tes 3 morrowind#morrowind fanart#tes#i have no idea how to tag these characters#indoril nerevar#voryn dagoth#almalexia#vivec#nerevoryn#idk a ship name for vivec/almalexia#my art#mine#I’m not thrilled about how these look and I’m hesitant to post them but oh well#I try to force myself to post art or I never would
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#deadpool#wolverine#gambit#channing tatum#I’m about to make myself a name up in here#Cajun#ragin cajun#marvel cinematic universe#marvel#marvel smut#southern accent#remy lebeau
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Jumpscared by this guy I didn’t come out to calling me by my preferred name-
#I’m kind of friends with him but I had never talked to him about it before#my friends are friends with him more than me though so they probably told him#I’m really happy though#even though it feels weird knowing people talk about me when I’m not their and I exist to them like that#i dont know if that makes any sense#anyway#every time someone calls me by my birth name it’s like being stuck with a needle a little bit#there’s a lot of reasons for that#but most odviously#transgender#calling me Lee automatically makes me happy tho so yeah#queer#genderqueer#transmasc#nonbinary#lgbtq#I’m still not super sure about myself and my identity#but im getting closer
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cute bad ass


#vee queued to fill the void#taking a moment away from the kuukou deep dive brainrot to do some kuukou simping instead lol#as always lol arb beat me to drawing kuukou feeding animals myself#but if kuukou feeds the elderly and has candy in his pockets for children (highkey for himself too lol)#you can bet your ass he’d feed the strays that visit his temple or share his sardines with froggies on the side of the road 😭😭😭😭#crying over that sudden scratch card where a new cat comes to visit his temple and kuukou can tell it was a new visitor 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#he doesn’t name them but i think it would be very funny if kuukou decided to name the cats visiting his temple after buddhist gods lol#orange tabby: *meows at kuukou for a snack*#kuukou: yooooo jogaishou bosatsu!!!!!!!!!! what’s up it’s been forever want some of my shitty dad’s tofu??????? :D#😌😌😌😌 and then on the flip side it’s page that haunts my every waking moment LOL#kuukou is so fcking COOL lol even when he loses you get the sense he never lost lol#i’m tempted to just start screaming for five straight tags but to quell that urge lmao#i’m going to make this about ichikuu lmao remember how ichiro in ohayo ikebukuro said he likes strong people who never lose lol????#they ended that bat vs mtr battle with the comment from jakurai i think that this battle didn’t feel like it was their victory#which means kuukou hasn’t truly lost so that makes him even more of ichiro’s type—
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broke: Curufin has catlike qualities
woke: Curufin has been occasionally mistaken for a cat
bespoke: Curufin actually is a cat, a very clever one.
#Fëanáro finding this cat sulking round their house ‘I’m keeping him’#‘I’m naming him after myself he shall be my heir’#Don’t ask me about celebrimbor I am clearly not thinking through this#But celegorm and his buddy Curufin the fucking cat who probably hates huan#He’s always trying to make them get along#finrod’s so suspicious of the cat. Swear he looks at him like he wants to take him out or something#silmarillion#silm#the silmarillion#the silm fandom#silm fandom#the silm#tolkien#silm shitpost#Curufin#curufinwe
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Also in my excursion to find the fic I referenced last post since like, it probably wouldn’t be that hard to find, Sentinel Prime/Optimus Prime is not a large tag on Ao3, I realized I need significantly more fics of them
Specifically the Animated version of them, I don’t care for them in any of the other continuities, because like, they just don’t have the drama they do here
But yeah no, I need more sentop on Ao3. I’m scrolling through the fics and they’re mostly either smut focused (which tbh fair), or one shots, or they were abandoned years ago. And that’s not enough, I’m particularly selective on what I specifically want in my Transformers fanfics, and one shot smut usually ain’t cutting it
I can’t only be sustained by Baby Bone Lullaby and that one fic where Sentinel sent Optimus out in a blizzard only for Optimus to get into an accident and Sentinel feels really bad about it afterwards and I forgot the fic name for it. I need MORE
#like I get why there wouldn’t be much more of it these days#the show’s been over for a long time and right now there’s nothing to bring people back into the fold to make TFA sentop fics#but I’m now sad about the lack of fics for my one ship#maybe I’ve been too spoiled by megop being the biggest ship and having all the content#also name drop of the fic I keep referencing when I say Sentinel magically became one of my faves#genuinely I think BBL was at least part of the reason#and I keep thinking about continuations of the story will be and when the reveal happens#but anyways yeah I demand more sentop#I am nowhere near good enough of a writer to make it myself#also if I start writing too much fanfic I maybe become too self indulgent and start writing weird stuff#not smut but my obsession with fankids may become a little too pronounced#and I don’t have any excuse for it like my requests#even though I’m admitting to it here right now#but yeah I’m annoyed#I have to stop ending my tags (and posts tbh) like this#transformers#transformers animated#sentop#optimus prime#sentinel prime#tfa sentinel prime#tfa optimus prime#fanfic#random stuff#ao3
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Currently trying not to vomit over the fact that I essentially just lost almost a thousand dollars brb
#why me. why is it always fucking me am I just not allowed to have good things WHAT have I done to earn this kinda karma#my stupid fucking idiot roommate decided to resign the lease at the complex so I naturally contacted the landlords like hey. how does that#work with the security deposit cuz I paid that years before she even moved in do you guys need to come inspect the place after I leave#and they were like oh no ☺️ it just carries over to her. and I’m like. so. so even though I am not living here nor am on the lease#whether or not I get NINE HUNDRED FUCKING DOLLARS BACK hinges on this JACKASS not wrecking the place???? actually not even then because say#she DOESNT wreck the place when she moves out TURNS OUT the deposit goes to her cuz it’s her name and account attached to the fucking#apartment and I’m just left sitting here like how. how is that fucking fair how does that make fucking sense I have to trust that she doesnt#ruin the place OR GET FUCKING EVICTED BECAUSE SHE HAS NO JOB AND NO WAY TO PAY RENT and then also trust her to just give it to me when she#moves out. I’m actually sick I’m actually gonna fucking throw up and the landlords were like yes exactly ☺️ perhaps you could work something#out with her and she could buy you out of it and I’m just like. she doesn’t have a job she still hasn’t paid me for LAST months utilities#let alone this months do you HONESTLY THINK she is EVER going to pay me the 900 dollars I’m fucking owed#and it’s like does this actually affect anything? no. I didn’t budget with that money cuz I didn’t actively have it and that’s not smart but#like…. 900 dollars….. I could have paid off the rest of my credit card with that and also it’s just infuriating that that money is basically#just being GIVEN to this fucking bitch who I KNOW is not gonna keep that apartment in good shape and that’s again if she somehow doesn’t get#her ass evicted cuz she’s not paying bills why they even LET her sign her own lease there I do not understand she literally has no proof of#income but ig they probably didn’t check that cuz she technically already lived there I’m just so. I’m so tired and I’m so done can I PLEASE#stop being the one who constantly gets screwed fucking over in EVERY situation no matter fucking what#while all these fucking idiots and shitty fucking ppl get whatever they want and actively BENEFIT from me getting fucked over???? I’m done.#I’m so fucking done I am never living with someone ever again never being finanacially tied to anyone fucking again and you know what. thats#great goes well with me basically being convinced atp to never be vulnerable with anyone ever again and never trust anyone ever again and#never dedicate ANY part of my life in a genuine sense to anyone ever again I will be fucking alone in every sense for THE REST of my fucking#life and that’s that. it’ll be better. this kinda shit will stop happening. financially emotionally psychologically I will stop suffering#because holy fucking shit I can’t do it anymore man I’m sick of it I’m sick of trying to be a good person and depend on people and be#vulnerable and always uphold my side of the responsibilities and arrangements just to get fucking spit on like man if this is what being a#shit person gets ppl maybe I should try because they sure seem to get all the benefits and whatever the hell they want consistently and#always while I try and be considerate of others and devote myselves to them and this is all I fucking get for it#and ik I KNOW this is just the straw on the camels back and this is a lot of issues compounding and it’s not even about the money atp#but I’m just. I’m so fucking sick and tired and beaten down and I’m tired of trying I just want to be completely on my own#so at least if bad things happen or I feel like shit I only have myself to blame and it’s safer that way and I’ll have to stop feeling like#this and dealing with these types of things UGH
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how do i know if my chosen name is the right name :(
#this feels like such a dumbass question but genuinely i just. i really don’t know#i’ve never really felt comfy with my given name and it never really fully felt like me#but now that i’ve chosen a preferred name i like sm better i’m still nervous#how is it supposed to feel when someone uses your name??#i can’t tell if it feels a little weird just bc it’s a New Ne for the first time in 23 yrs#*new name#or if it feels weird bc it’s not right#but also#i’m planning on coming out to a lot of family during my thanksgiving break#and i feel like if im gonna do that i have to have my preferred name set in stone#:(( ugh idk#i’m prob just putting too much pressure on myself#i know that technically i can always change it and it’s normal and not bad to change your mind about stuff like this#but like. it’s gonna make it So Much more of a pain in the ass if i have to get everyone used to one name just to change it again#and i feel like other people would just find it dumb and frustrating tbh 😭#but like Bro that’s my name!!! ideally this is what i’ll live with for the rest of my life!!!! that’s so much pressure AGH#anyway ugh sorry this is such a dumb vent but i’m sooooo. how do u say. confused and scared#silas speaks#ftm trans#transmasc#transblr#transgender#trans community#preferred name#chosen name#milo mumbles
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You would not believe your eyes
If two really stupid guys
Barged into your dorm at 12:30am
#this happened a few nights ago but I didn’t know how to say it but this concept came to me at 4am lmaooooo#anyways so yeah my roommate is studying at her desk and I’m scrolling on my phone in bed in my pjs#when I hear a bit of a commotion near our dorm and my first thought is ‘oh no they’re gonna come inside’ before telling myself:#a) that’s silly those boys wouldn’t do that and b) our door’s totally locked so it’s fine#but turns out I was wrong on both counts :/#cuz the next thing I knew two random dude are *in my room* and they had said smth (but I was too shocked to register anything except ‘??!!’)#(y’all I was in my pjs too I was sittin there without a bra 😭😭😭😭😭😭)#eventually tho my face went from being shocked to being furious and I gotta say I haven’t heard myself use such an angry tone in a long time#but I basically demanded ‘WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN HERE’ and their faces quickly paled and they backtracked by saying ‘oops wrong dorm’#(likely story cuz mine and my roommates names are literally ON THE DOOR and that whole hall is FULLY LIT UP like how can you miss that???)#I talked with one of my friends about this (cuz I wanted to see what she thought and if maybe those guys really were mistaken)#but then she brought up that ^ point and yeah if I see em doing anything like that again I’ll prob report em to my ra or smth#but until then I guess my roommate and I will be making to sure keep our door properly locked 💀#🎶song sings🎶
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to be very honest people calling me yazi makes me happier than i have felt about myself in a long time
#lots to think about#i’m worried about asking people to call me it on twitter because#in the past people have been very very mean about me naming myself after something i like#and even though most phannies i’m mutuals with are nice#im scared that it will happen again#i don’t know. but it makes me very happy when people here call me it
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#OFFING MYSELF WHY AM I SO STUPID OMG#at my chem recitation and there’s this guy i recognize from my success course last sem but i had the feeling he didn’t like me#it was just vibes you know what i mean#typing this from the bathroom rn there’s this girl sighing next to me ugh she knows what’s up oh nvm she’s shitting i gotta go#okay i’m out now so I SIT NEXT TO HIM BC I GOT ASSIGNED THERE#AND HE HANDS ME THE SIGN IN SHEET AND WE’RE ASSIGNING OURSELVES INTO TWO TEAMS#he wrote his name and i thought he hated me so i put my name in the other team. guess what i was supposed to do. not that#so we had to erase EVERYONE’S NAMES bc of ME and he was so nice about it 😭😭😭😭😭#i talk really quiet and he couldn’t hear me bc he’s hard of hearing so he leaned in and AGAHAHG HE LOOKS LIKE HAWKS IF HE WAS A SURFER#so then i sat there feeling sorry and frazzled the whole time#we’re in the same major and everything he said he’s great at bio but awful at chem and i’m the opposite#so now i have to do my makeup 3/4 days of the week bc i don’t have class on fridays#i love making good decisions and having reasonable priorities#and i have to get good at bio or i will be so embarrassed#i thought men didn’t exist in my major
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Me seeing someone with a cool name: oooooo, what if
Another part of my brain: no. we spent enough time getting to Jonah. we’re not doing it again
#occasionally I get the urge to just hoard names#I think it would be neat#but also like how would I even tell people that#like here’s a list of random ass names that I think sound kind of cool don’t even know if I like them for myself yet#also sometimes it’s a name that’s typically a girls name and if I went hey I kind of like this name I feel like I would end up getting#misgendered and I don’t want to deal with that#it’s so funny because I’ve always wanted to change my name and I wonder how much of that was trans stuff and how much was I just like other#names#like honestly there are points where boneworms feels like more of my name than Jonah#whatever that says about me#I think I got off the point but whatever it’s almost two am#j rambles#coming back to this to rant more in the tags#so like the current names I’m rotating in my head are Silas (not my favorite of the three and I already have a character named this but#still it’s cool) also Sylvester specifically to be called the nickname syl#and nova which I know is a more feminine name but also presenting masculinly with a feminine name would be very gender#love having a weird gender but I feel like other people would be weird about it in a bad way#it’s not like a don’t like Jonah but I think I’ve gotten too used to it if that makes sense#like yeah it’s my name but it’s not as fun anymore#I’m back again#silver is also a cool name#I should really go to bed instead of just adding to the notes of this post#wait wait wait wait#sylver#okay I’m done now#probably
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