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hamable · 5 months

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I FUCKING KNEW IT. YOU BASTARD. FIVE YEARS WE’VE BEEN ON TO YOU YOU MOTHERFUCKER

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sylvies-chen · 6 months

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lucy chen get behind me I’m so fucking serious right now

#I’M FUCKING SHAKING RIGHT NOW #WHAT IS HAPPENING #nobody’s protecting her like I could #abby liveblogs #the rookie

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totallyradicalmucky · 4 months

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HAPPY PRIDE GUYS

#also Frylock being so obviously trans like there’s. a lot more scenes and I’m on like season 4 right now #shout-out to Shake for being in the closet so fucking hilariously though like it’s cracked and made of glass babe #butch masc man made of the WOKE GENDER FLUID??#typa guy to make out with Ignignokt and say it’s not gay cuz he’s from the moon #athf master shake

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britcision · 3 months

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Regular reminder that sudden and severe weight loss is a pretty serious sign that something is very, very wrong

#weight #weight loss #brought to you by the realisation today that my hips are currently smaller than my fucking waist usually is #it’s summer and i’ve been walking the hill a lil more but damn that’s not fucking good #and before anyone even THINKS ‘i wish i had this problem’ i guarantee you do not #cuz it comes from 2 hour bathroom trips that are screamingly painful #and the arbitrary inability to eat literally anything #which often crops up right before i sit down to eat something #and i mean i can wait it out and eat late but it’s really goddamn annoying #and none of my goddamn clothes fit AGAIN i’m way out of even my smallest stuff #my broke ass is not buying new shit and if i make any cosplay to fit me now it’ll be way too small when i’m back in remission 😤#gotta get the goddamn meal replacement shakes again and see if i can process those #they are GROSS #gym bros are lying to you #they all suck #and i need to do em along with regular meals cuz i’m not gonna get enough from either #luckily i also have chronically low blood pressure so frenchfries are medicinal on both levels #this may also explain my resting heartrate being around 120bpm in my opinion #but no one’s ever really discussed it

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silvermizuki · 3 months

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I’m sick of American health/dental care because what the fuck.

They’re charging me $145 dollars for STICKING THEIR FINGER IN MY MOUTH. I’m not over exaggerating that, there is a hard lesion in my mouth they needed to do X-rays on, which is what was supposed to be done, so they just ran a finger on the inside of my gums to feel for it before the X-ray 😃 WHY IS THAT AN EXTRA FEE

AND MY INSURANCE DIDNT COVER IT. WHAT GOOD IS HAVING INSURANCE IF YOURE NOT GOING TO COVER THAT SHIT WHAT THE FUCK

#hush silv #I’m shaking right now #the fuck #I’m going to file an appeal but #the United States of scammers #United States of corporations #let’s exploit our citizens health and charge them something that shouldnt be charged #me when they said everything was going to be covered and then pull this

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can-i-see-your-passport-please · 1 year

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My take on it

#grimace shake #hlvrai #🛂can i see your passport? please [benrey freeman]#🥊look gordon! ropes! [dr coomer]#🚀a girl never kisses and tells! [dr bubby]#🧃slower than molasses drips off a spoon! [tommy coolatta]#🧪delete that. delete that right fuckin now. [darnold pepper]#🐕dog :D [sunkist coolatta]#🔫I’M GOING FUCKING NUTS [gordon freeman]

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jellypawss · 10 months

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I can’t believe our tax dollars are funding an actual genocide right now and no one is doing fucking anything about it.

#I’m so ANGRY I’m shaking #please god make this shit stop #I’m trying to hard to stay updated and educated but everytime I see a child victim it just makes me break down #I can’t imagine what the Palestinian people are experiencing right now #fuck israel #i stand with palestine #this is not a war #this is a genocide

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rosicheeks · 3 months

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#think I need to delete TikTok #been on the bad side and been getting pro life debaters on my fyp #finally decided to go up and say something cause I was getting so annoyed and upset #OH BOY that was a bad decision #never ever doing that again #and this is why I can’t go out and be around normal people #I can’t even talk to a stranger online #I’m literally shaking and bawling right now #it’s 5:43am and I meant to go to bed like 3 hours ago #wanted to post on TikTok and see if I could get any $$ cause I’m desperate #but nah that ain’t gonna happen cause people suck and I hate everyone and anything I make would be shit #and I can’t do anything right #basically I was trying to explain that mental health comes into play too… that abortion isn’t just black and white #I should have known before I even tried that first of all he’s a male and he wasn’t listening to anyone talk #I just have so many things I want to say but no one to say them #and it was a smaller live so I was like why not and fuck that fuck that fuck that nope #too mentally ill for that 🙃#gonna try and go to bed and calm down my heart #sorry I haven’t been posting or on much…. been struggling more than words could ever express #php helped and I felt a glimmer of hope for a day and a half and ever since it’s just been a downward nonstop spiral #love you all and hope you guys are doing okay 🫶#just needed to vent lol and since I have no friends y’all get to hear it 👌#shut up rosie

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sin-sidejob · 2 years

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DEEP INHALE i wanted to draw something cool because demon AB activated my neurons, but i did this and i didnt like it and i got upset but i still wanted you to have it, please accept my humble offering, okay byeeeee runs away

YOU—

YOU DREW ART ABOUT WHAT I WROTE??

I QUITE LITERALLY CRIED, I ACTUALLY DID

Oh beloved I’m in complete awe and just absolutely drowning in love right now from this as AN ACTION ALONE?? but your ART?

THE PINSTRIPE SUIT THE CUFFLINKS AND NAILS THE HORNS AND THE EYEESSSS you got the aesthetic and the visual feel down so perfectly it’s like you absorbed the energy I typed down upon my keyboard good fucking lord.

This is literally like one of the best things I’ve ever encountered both as something I’ve received and also just fanart in general AND I NOW CAN SAY SOMEONE HAS MADE FANART ABOUT MY WRITING THATS A WRITERS DREAM YOU DID THAT — YOU DID THAT OH MY GOD

Also what in the FUCK do you mean by humble this is a fancy full course meal but the plates are full size not those tiny ass portions this is humble by no means

(I will give you a firstborn or cook you dinner or both what in the actual fuck)

Link to fic: Insidious Inside Job - Halloween Pt. 2

#asked and answered #fanart #not my art #robotus #inside job #alpha beta robotus #robotus alpha beta #I’m literally shaking so hard right now this is literally fucking #superb what the shit #have I peaked as a writer just now because I feel like I have because this???#THIS *gestures to your magnificent hot as fuck delicious art of robotus* IS NEVER GOING TO BE LESS THAN EXCRUCIATINGLY BRILLIANT #that’s it I’m done this is my best moment this year #you win take the prize good lord and my nethers too HES SO SEXY AND FOR WHAT #YOU DREW HIM SO WELL AND JUST #GOD I WANNA HAVE WHAT I WROTE FOR HIM BOUND AS A BOOK AND MAKE THIS THE SLUTTY LIL COVER #HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO MY SPOOKY ASS I GUESS #I cannot stop staring the expression the HANDS THE GESTURE THE ART THE ARTTTT #I’d make a deal to draw like that #that’s for sure #personal inside job #my inside job #my thots #art rec #FOR MEEEEE good lord I’m perspiring I’m deceased I’m lying in a puddle of sweat and tears #IF YOU DONT LIKE IT ILL LOVE IT ENOUGH FOR THE BOTH OF US GIVE IT THAT DOUBLE HELPIN OF LOVE AND TLC #holllllyyyy SHITTTT this is unreal am I even awake rn at I still dreaming #did reality switch from my dream where I was Carly from Icarly but got put in jail after a petty appeal case and got out #only to join society and run this blog and come across this absolutely DARLING gift #person beloved being i literally would kill for you or like cook a giant ass meal violence and food are how I show affection #100 followers celebration

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shima-draws · 1 year

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My chiro: You should ice your back for 20 minutes before you go to sleep tonight :)

Me: Yeah okay that’s probably a good idea!! I have been having really bad flare ups all week

Me now: Bad idea BAD idea this is so fucking COLD 🥶

#ALSO IDK if I’m even doing it right LMAO #I should have asked him for specifics #I’m laying on my back with the ice under me #But maybe I should be lying on my stomach and just have the ice sitting on my back??#IDK. I REALLY DON’T #Anyway I tried direct skin contact and bailed after like 20 seconds #I have my shirt as a barrier now. But it’s still cold #EVEN SO!! Hopefully it will help with the tenderness and swelling in my spine #Fucking sciatica man. Shakes my fists #Shima speaks #For realsies tho I’ve been in SO much pain this week I’m desperate. I’ll do just about anything to make it better #I even broke out my emergency Percocet Super Pain Killers 😬#I needed em. Bad #I’m still waiting to hear back about getting an MRI soon so??#But I know it’ll be absolutely butt fucking expensive. UGH #Maybe I should just walk into traffic. Then they’ll HAVE to fix me #Anyway I’m counting down the minutes. 20 minutes he said I can do that…I can do that…

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randum-famdoms · 2 months

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GODS FUCKING DAMNIT WHY DID MY PARENTS DECIDE THAT A HOUSE LESS THAN 100 FEET AWAY FROM A HIGHWAY WAS A GOOD FUCKING IDEA

#I HAVE A FUCKING MIGRANE AND THE SEMITRUCKS AND MOTORCYCLES AND ASSHOLE BLARING BASE MUSIC SOUND LIKE THEYRE INCHES AWAY FROM MY EARS #IF THE NEIGHBORS START FAILING TO FIX THEIR DAMN BOAT OR BLARING MUSIC AGAIN I WILL TELL MY DAD TO GO SCREAM AT THEM #NORMALLY IM NICE BUT RIGHT NOW MY BRAIN IS TRYING TO KILL ME I DONT HAVE ENERGY FOR THIS BULLSHIT #but for now the neighbors are behaving it’s just the fucking highway I can’t move #FUCK a train better not go by tonight #we also live less than 100 feet from a major railway :)#I don’t know why my parents thought this house was the one to buy but I CANT FUCKING CHANGE THAT NOW CAN I #can’t wait to move out I swear to fuck #this is why I shouldn’t have chronic pain I become murderous when I’m hurting #silently screaming shaking with murderous intent at every little thing that bothers me #reaching for the nearest sharp object #but guess who has chronic pain from scoliosis and collapsed foot arches and neck problems that cause headaches and migraines?#THIS motherfucker right here; THATS who!#maybe I should stop ranting in the tags now and eat my chicken sandwich before the meds wear off #ooohh I should as my mom if it’s a good idea to take my loopy drugs #idk if they’re okay to mix with Tylenol or not #OH MY FUCKING GODS A TRAIN JUSF WENT BY #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL SOMEONE #PROBABLY THE REALATOR WHO SAID THAT THESE TRACKS ARENT OPERATIONAL #anyway as I was saying I dunno if hydroxdezine (probably misspelled that) is okay to mix with Tylenol #but it’s great for when I don’t want to be conscious and rn that’s how I feel #imma stop now #randum thots

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whiskeyswifty · 5 months

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#you know when someone says something so fucked up that rocks your entire perception of them and you just like #have this simmering resentment towards them you can’t shake like why did you say that #but it was the kind of thing you couldn’t really say anything to but like anyone you talk about it with is like they said WHAT NOW #so like you know you’re right for being flabbergasted and annoyed but you’re stuck being friendly with them on a day to day basis #that you can’t get out of #cuz it’s not worth disrupting your life for #and you just cannot feel that warmth in your chest for them anymore cuz what they said was so fucked up #but they have no idea you slowly are backing away #yeah #like why did they SAY THAT #this is also not about Taylor SNDNFNFNGNG I realize how it looks saying all This at This Moment on this blog #this is a real life person I actually speak to and know don’t worry #I’m feeling the opposite of like need to get offline like I need to get ONLINE and forget they said thst SNDNFNFNGNG #fucked up isnt the word but it was very annoying and like oooooooh you’re like THAT ok cool why though

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ho-ho-homosxual · 17 days

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tfw your working on homework so your listening to Spotify and pumped up kicks comes on and suddenly it’s a few days in the past and your back in class panicking because someone in the school has a gun and those news stories could have been your reality

#vent post #vent #personal vent #tw mention of death #tw mention of murder #tw mentions of violence #tw gun mention #holy fuck I’m shaking right now #Important #at least to me #school #high school #school shooters

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floral-hex · 9 months

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hi it’s my birthday tomorrow

#had to redo this since someone left a comment that bummed me out a lot #well… didn’t HAVE to but I didn’t like seeing the notification #guess I could have just deleted their comment… shit… didn’t think about that #hey uhhhh please don’t be mean to me about my birthday. I’m just a sad lil guy 🥺#I already dislike my birthday. I hate feeling older. like I’m wasting my life.#it’s already usually an afterthought since it’s Christmas Eve #but with my mom’s surgery it’s even more of an afterthought and I’m so stressed and I have to take care of my bros and I’m just not great 😬#like… what do I even want to do tomorrow?#I’d love to just sleep in and eat junk and maybe go see a movie #but I have to go drive 40 minutes to see my mom and if I try to cut the visit short I’ll just feel guilty #so… I guess I’m spending my birthday watching my mom shake and cry in pain 🤷🏻‍♂️#which can be okay! I mean not okay but I can 100%… well… 85% live with that. it’s okay. it’s just a day.#but fuck does it hurt when people just ignore it or downplay it or make jokes about my birthday this year #people don’t have to care about my birthday. strangers online don’t have to care. it’s whatever.#and I’m not even mad at anyone in particular. I just… yeah.. I just can’t take negative jokes about it right now.#I’m trying not to be specific! I don’t want to be mean! nobody is being mean to me! it’s okay!#im just a sensitive baby that just wants people to be nice to him for the next 24 hours #…. I’m sad!#I think I’ll just be mean to everyone tomorrow #…. lol like I could do that. pfffttt I’ll bend over backwards for my family and I’ll be glad to do it. mostly.#it’ll be okay #days are 24 hours. I’m sure I can squeeze some good stuff in between the bad. that’s life babyyyy #and I love you and I appreciate you to no one in particular and I’m sorry I’m so sensitive #my mutuals are great #you’re all great. unless you aren’t. but we won’t talk about that.#ok you can ignore this #text

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dancedance-resolution · 3 months

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the strangest thing is a lot of my long term meds’ side affects have gone away? like when i first started ssris i had no sex drive; after being on it for over a year i resumed my status as god’s horniest soldier (if not even hornier now). when i first started adderall it got rid of my hunger but after being on it for 4ish years i am ravenous all the time while on it (this is a recent development). however the shaky hands which started with seroquel 5ish years ago still persist strong as ever even though i was only on seroquel for like 3 months lol

#it may be a coincidence that the shaky hands and the seroquel started around the same time though bc the shaky hands is just. Part Of Me Now #and i’m cool with it! i bonded with one of the old ladies in last semesters pottery class bc she told me about her hand tremors and told me #i have them too lol #the one downside of the shaky hands other than the obvious motor skills issues (is that the right word?) is every time i have sex w a new pa #rtner they’re always like ‘are you okay’ / ‘ofc yeah why’ / ‘your hands are suuuuper shaky’ / ‘i’m just like that please fuck me now’#and they only stop questioning me about it after 5ish sessions together #which is fine i’m glad they care enough to check in but like god you dykes are too respectful even if my hands were shaking bc i was oversti #mulated do you really think that’s a BAD thing rn?????😭

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are-we-really-doing-this · 2 years

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Wake the fuck up babe, new favorite genre of pic just dropped: mfs in ugly saggy clothes doing gay shit.

#I call it Sidcore #you can’t tell me I’m fucking wrong #the only thing I want in life now is to have this with someone #I’m literally shaking right now I want this so much #reminds me of that video I saw the other day of a guy pissing on a pair of Osiris D3s #lowkey I let out a very quiet sob when I saw it #thems some 110 dollar sneakers think of the people who want some #*cough cough* me #thanks for dealing with my shit today #this is my kink

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