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hamable · 10 months ago

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I FUCKING KNEW IT. YOU BASTARD. FIVE YEARS WE’VE BEEN ON TO YOU YOU MOTHERFUCKER

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sylvies-chen · 10 months ago

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lucy chen get behind me I’m so fucking serious right now

#I’M FUCKING SHAKING RIGHT NOW #WHAT IS HAPPENING #nobody’s protecting her like I could #abby liveblogs #the rookie

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totallyradicalmucky · 9 months ago

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HAPPY PRIDE GUYS

#also Frylock being so obviously trans like there’s. a lot more scenes and I’m on like season 4 right now #shout-out to Shake for being in the closet so fucking hilariously though like it’s cracked and made of glass babe #butch masc man made of the WOKE GENDER FLUID??#typa guy to make out with Ignignokt and say it’s not gay cuz he’s from the moon #athf master shake

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ozzo-the-wozzo · 12 days ago

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On Friday we’re getting an Adrien centric episode with Agreste lore and family drama and sentimonster shenanigans and a shit ton of tension (the akuma being in the RINGS????? ADRIEN IS IN FUCKING DANGER?????) as well as Gabriel’s slimy ass presence probably being felt heavily throughout the entire thing as he continues to haunt the narrative this is the best weekend for me maybe ever.

(Also- can we talk about how Adrien might take note from his punk grandparents on new fashion inspired ideas….. I’m just saying)

#IM FUCKING SATTTTTTTT IM SAT IM SAT IM SAT #BEST WEEK TO BE AN ADRIEN STAN #fuck that other episode on Saturday lmao #not really #but this one has my heart right now #I haven’t felt this excited since when Gabriel Agreste (the episode) aired in season 4 #Agreste lore is my favorite part of the show I’m shaking #ml werepapas #miraculous ladybug #mlb #ml #ml spoilers #mine #miraculous ladybug spoilers #adrien agreste #miraculous tales of ladybug and chat noir #marinette dupain cheng #ml season 6 spoilers #mlb spoilers

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britcision · 8 months ago

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Regular reminder that sudden and severe weight loss is a pretty serious sign that something is very, very wrong

#weight #weight loss #brought to you by the realisation today that my hips are currently smaller than my fucking waist usually is #it’s summer and i’ve been walking the hill a lil more but damn that’s not fucking good #and before anyone even THINKS ‘i wish i had this problem’ i guarantee you do not #cuz it comes from 2 hour bathroom trips that are screamingly painful #and the arbitrary inability to eat literally anything #which often crops up right before i sit down to eat something #and i mean i can wait it out and eat late but it’s really goddamn annoying #and none of my goddamn clothes fit AGAIN i’m way out of even my smallest stuff #my broke ass is not buying new shit and if i make any cosplay to fit me now it’ll be way too small when i’m back in remission 😤#gotta get the goddamn meal replacement shakes again and see if i can process those #they are GROSS #gym bros are lying to you #they all suck #and i need to do em along with regular meals cuz i’m not gonna get enough from either #luckily i also have chronically low blood pressure so frenchfries are medicinal on both levels #this may also explain my resting heartrate being around 120bpm in my opinion #but no one’s ever really discussed it

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pepperpixel · 4 months ago

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I haven’t posted art in forever, (I am currently working on art tho!! It’s just taking me a bit cuz.. job..) but! But… what about if instead of the art u guys came here for. I instead posted pictures of the cool lil outfits I’ve been wearing recently that im rlly proud of… what about that???

#part of the issue w art is also for some reason. FOR REAL. the default shit I want to draw is just ME. IN MY VARIOUS CUTE LIL OUTFITS #I’ve become a narcissist… a fashion obsessed narcissist.. i just want everyone to see and admire my cool fits…#I struggle. so much more drawing shit that is not me nowadays. and I have so much less free time #but then I don’t FINISH the pics of me cuz I’m like ‘this is too self indulgent!!! stop!! draw fanart!!#like a normal person!!! ghgh-‘#ur rlly gonna come back from an art hiatus w just a bunch of silly pics of u being cute… get a fucking grip..#uhhh.. but anyway lol #I am still drawing. I’m currently working on some expiremental lineless digital art #cuz I felt shaking stuff up might help #we shall see if I finish it tho!#it me #pepper words #anyway look at my fits #my one. 2 curses r in bad at taking pictures #and I live in a dingy basement so the lighting fucking SUCKS #u cannot see all the detail…. u cannot make out All of my lil accessories #it’s sad…#all these outfits r very black and white i do in fact wear colors… mostly red. n green #but I am rlly In my aristocratic vampire / witch era right now… and I’m loving it…#middle 2 pics r the same outfit. just w and without cloak lol #also pls do me a kindness and ignore my messy ass room #lady outfit is actually my most recent and my room HAS gotten less messy! I cleaned it up!#but it’s still kinda. got some clutter lol #*last outfit. not lady outfit ghghg- these r gender neutral femme leaning outfits I’ll have u kno typo!!#also pls ignore the shit on my mirror!! the lil white speckles and stuff! I rlly gotta fucking clean that.. if I wanna keep taking cute #pictures of my outfits lol… I mean. it’s not MY mirror so I don’t think to clean it.. but it is in my living space…#mayhaps… I should clean it lol

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winds-of-zephyr416 · 29 days ago

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Hey, if you’re trans or nonbinary in the US, you’re valid. I love you.

If you’re queer in any way in the US, you’re valid. I love you.

Gender and sexuality are incredibly vast, complex concepts that can’t in any truthful way be shoved into a box. They can’t be defined by words or legislations, they can only be defined by you.

You can’t define gender or sexuality for yourself if you aren’t here. You’ve probably heard this a million times already, but fuck it, it’s true. You gotta live. We gotta survive this. Heck, we will survive this and it’s gonna be out of sheer fucking spite.

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#my big fingers accidentally typed “love” instead of live #make of that what you will frens #agh i really do hate bringing real-world stuff onto my goofy lil tolkien blog but this seems like it warrants an exception.#hi yes i’m trans and nonbinary in the us. yes i am shaking like a chihuahua. i think a lot of us are #i just want you to know that we will be okay. we WILL be okay.#can i prove it? no #but the worst thing we could possibly do is lose hope when hope is the thing we need the most #i’m not gonna bring out a tolkien quote but i think a lot of us are thinking of some rn #the world is going through a lot right now #and we’re going through a lot right now #but i’m gonna say it again and again. don’t you fucking lose hope. we’re gonna go to bed tonight and wake up tomorrow #and we’re gonna be okay. we’re gonna survive this and we’re not gonna let one narcissist in power ruin everything we’ve fought for.#personal or otherwise. we aren’t going anywhere.#not tolkien #us politics #trans #nonbinary #queer #tw suicide mention

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baconcolacan · 2 months ago

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Chat Im about to crashout

#neil talky #Work OVERLOADED and its almost fucking christmas #My hands have been shaking so much OUGAHG #My crashouts usually end up with like food fucking everywhere #It’s a tieover from my papi he was raised in a restaurant and his method of stress relief was cooking #which he taught to me LMAO #Last time I crashed out I had a fridge full of panna cotta #a few weeks ago I made too much gyudon I had to give a lot of it to my baby siblings as their packed lunch #right now I’m fighting the urge to just fucken #make a fuckload of eggs benedict #HUEGRHG

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kay-elle-cee · 3 months ago

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The way I would like ONE week where I don’t get some sort of news that punches me in the gut

#fuck politics #fuck my leasing company #shaking my fist angrily at work #I’m so tired #I’m so so so fucking tired of never feeling like I can get ahead enough and outrun the bad #don’t worry- I’m fine #I’m just tired and it’s so hard to be fucking positive and optimistic right now 😭😭

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silvermizuki · 7 months ago

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I’m sick of American health/dental care because what the fuck.

They’re charging me $145 dollars for STICKING THEIR FINGER IN MY MOUTH. I’m not over exaggerating that, there is a hard lesion in my mouth they needed to do X-rays on, which is what was supposed to be done, so they just ran a finger on the inside of my gums to feel for it before the X-ray 😃 WHY IS THAT AN EXTRA FEE

AND MY INSURANCE DIDNT COVER IT. WHAT GOOD IS HAVING INSURANCE IF YOURE NOT GOING TO COVER THAT SHIT WHAT THE FUCK

#hush silv #I’m shaking right now #the fuck #I’m going to file an appeal but #the United States of scammers #United States of corporations #let’s exploit our citizens health and charge them something that shouldnt be charged #me when they said everything was going to be covered and then pull this

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jellypawss · 1 year ago

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I can’t believe our tax dollars are funding an actual genocide right now and no one is doing fucking anything about it.

#I’m so ANGRY I’m shaking #please god make this shit stop #I’m trying to hard to stay updated and educated but everytime I see a child victim it just makes me break down #I can’t imagine what the Palestinian people are experiencing right now #fuck israel #i stand with palestine #this is not a war #this is a genocide

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rosicheeks · 8 months ago

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#think I need to delete TikTok #been on the bad side and been getting pro life debaters on my fyp #finally decided to go up and say something cause I was getting so annoyed and upset #OH BOY that was a bad decision #never ever doing that again #and this is why I can’t go out and be around normal people #I can’t even talk to a stranger online #I’m literally shaking and bawling right now #it’s 5:43am and I meant to go to bed like 3 hours ago #wanted to post on TikTok and see if I could get any $$ cause I’m desperate #but nah that ain’t gonna happen cause people suck and I hate everyone and anything I make would be shit #and I can’t do anything right #basically I was trying to explain that mental health comes into play too… that abortion isn’t just black and white #I should have known before I even tried that first of all he’s a male and he wasn’t listening to anyone talk #I just have so many things I want to say but no one to say them #and it was a smaller live so I was like why not and fuck that fuck that fuck that nope #too mentally ill for that 🙃#gonna try and go to bed and calm down my heart #sorry I haven’t been posting or on much…. been struggling more than words could ever express #php helped and I felt a glimmer of hope for a day and a half and ever since it’s just been a downward nonstop spiral #love you all and hope you guys are doing okay 🫶#just needed to vent lol and since I have no friends y’all get to hear it 👌#shut up rosie

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glacierbash · 3 months ago

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I looove being irrationally terrified of certain things because an earthquake can happen hundreds of miles away from me but I still end up so terrified that I’m nearly throwing up while rushing to make sure my survival kit is packed lol

#‘lol’ I’m like. shaking. my heart is racing.#I am legitimately SO terrified of earthquakes nobody fucking gets it #plus it makes me look like a selfish asshole when I’m scared of something hurting other people #dawg I am So Scared right now. hhhhhhhhhhuhgghhhh.

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faarkas · 2 months ago

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#i think i am on the verge of a full nervous breakdown like i can’t relax i can’t sleep i can’t breathe i keep shaking #hil.txt #doing up a shopping list for the weekend that dad will fight with like 😀#my coach gave me a 2 word answer and i almost started crying like what the fuck is going on with me #and my aunt and mom keep fixating on random ass shit that we don’t need right now while i try to write down the necessities and i’m just #losing it i fink #and i can’t eat without feeling like. violently ill. absolutely no appetite. i’m croaking

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shima-draws · 2 years ago

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My chiro: You should ice your back for 20 minutes before you go to sleep tonight :)

Me: Yeah okay that’s probably a good idea!! I have been having really bad flare ups all week

Me now: Bad idea BAD idea this is so fucking COLD 🥶

#ALSO IDK if I’m even doing it right LMAO #I should have asked him for specifics #I’m laying on my back with the ice under me #But maybe I should be lying on my stomach and just have the ice sitting on my back??#IDK. I REALLY DON’T #Anyway I tried direct skin contact and bailed after like 20 seconds #I have my shirt as a barrier now. But it’s still cold #EVEN SO!! Hopefully it will help with the tenderness and swelling in my spine #Fucking sciatica man. Shakes my fists #Shima speaks #For realsies tho I’ve been in SO much pain this week I’m desperate. I’ll do just about anything to make it better #I even broke out my emergency Percocet Super Pain Killers 😬#I needed em. Bad #I’m still waiting to hear back about getting an MRI soon so??#But I know it’ll be absolutely butt fucking expensive. UGH #Maybe I should just walk into traffic. Then they’ll HAVE to fix me #Anyway I’m counting down the minutes. 20 minutes he said I can do that…I can do that…

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lightblueminecraftorchid · 3 months ago

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My roommate and I had a conversation last night and I keep rotating it in my brain and I Don’t Like It

#blue chatter #they called me a resilient person. and no the fuck I am not. I break down so easily over everything and my body is falling apart on me.#I scream in terror when someone knocks on the door too hard the fuck you mean I’m good at handling adversity #I pointed out that I freak out whenever my grade gets low even a little bit #and they were just sitting there like ‘yeah. and then you pick yourself up again and you do the work.’#and no? not always? oftentimes I give up and don’t try hard enough to fix it and let points go that I could have earned #I barely ever go for extra credit opportunities and I’ve never gone to office hours of my own free will #I can’t even think about talking to a professor about a bad grade without wanting to cry? hello?#but they were insistent that even with those things I am still managing Incredibly Well in class given the circumstances. which made me #uncomfortable. like. I don’t think of myself as resilient At All and I feel a bit like I’m lying or tricking them.#I start shaking like a chihuahua when people are upset and I’m In The Vicinity. even when they’re clearly not upset with me.#I really struggle to advocate for myself ever and even when I do I usually feel guilty and walk it back partway so I don’t cause a fight #and I always get way too emotional for the situation when someone has anything they’re upset with me for. which isn’t fair to them bc I need #to be able to take constructive criticism without taking it as a personal attack on me.#like what the fuck do you mean *resilient*. I can’t even handle seeing a bug flying near my face or getting a B in a class. or being told #that I did something wrong. I’m actually significantly worse at handling adversity than I used to be. high school me was a resilientish kid.#and it’s not like I was ever *good* at handling my emotions. even when it was essential for my safety. I’ve always cried way too easily #even when it actively made the situation I was in Much Worse. even when I knew better.#I would get angry and scared and sad and start shaking and crying and even screaming at my parents when they were mad at me even though #I knew that it would always make my life much worse. and extend an already beleaguered argument.#I brought this up with my therapist and she was like ‘well. anybody would have done that if they were treated like you were’.#which. okay. maybe so. I still feel like I should have been able to handle it and just shut up and move on and not make it worse.#but I am aware that this is probably a cognitive distortion. even so. that definitely doesn’t make me resilient.#I just. I feel gross being called resilient. I’m not. I’m weak and easily scared and unable to handle even small amounts of adversity.#the fuck is my roommate even *seeing*.#the annoying part is that they’re generally an insightful person about other people and I know logically that they’re probably right #which is why I’m not going to complain any more about this to their face bc I should just drop it and not make it a Thing #I talk too much about myself and my problems anyway. not every conversation has to be about my brain worms.#but the discomfort is Distinct and Unpleasant. and now I’m just having to sit with it. and Feel Uncomfortable. and try to accept what was #definitely intended as a compliment. I know it’s draining to talk to someone who doesn’t accept any of the kind things you say about them.

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